#things i'll never say

[darlingimtryingx]

All the words unsaid, I could rewrite our love story.. With the ending we wanted.

[overcomebyemotions]

For someone who doesn't like when I make assumptions, you sure don't communicate with me enough to make sure that I don't have to, instead leaving me recalling past patterns to appease my mental illness

[music-in-my-veins14]

If I could say what I wanna say I’d say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezin’ you too tight? If I could say what I wanna see I wanna see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I’m wishing my life away With these things I’ll never say These things I’ll never say

[lucyfordnamedhope]

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I used to tailor my old tumblr blog with posts specifically for you to see.

Some things never changed.

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[xanbee]

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[vilemk0]

Me: "You can't have chef boyardee, but you can have chef boyardeez nuts." My pregnant wife: *sobs*

[inkskinned]

okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:

michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club

*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***

that's it that's the movie

outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative

actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.

aka Michael Myers Is A Republican

but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too

also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain

side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty

i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978

(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)

oh no he's hot

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I'm so tired

[abstractfrog]

Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Sherlock Holmes! Here's a litttleee celebratory comic from me

[darlingimtryingx]

Why do I beg for your love? I know I'm the second choice. That I'm only there when you're bored. Claim it's toxic, how I am. Needing attention. Being starved of my needs. I beg and beg, you broke me more and more. I wish I could walk away, I wish you wouldn't drag me around in circles.

[overcomebyemotions]

"I'd lost myself while trying to convince someone else that I was what he wanted. I'd forgotten who I was because I'd let someone else take over the definition"

Things We Never Got Over, p. 187 - Lucy Score

[music-in-my-veins14]

If I could say what I wanna say I’d say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezin’ you too tight? If I could say what I wanna see I wanna see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I’m wishing my life away With these things I’ll never say

[lucyfordnamedhope]

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do you miss me? when you pour yourself a cup of coffee, does it still remind you of my eyes?

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[phantaloon]

i know i won't ever be enough for you, but i hope one day I'll be enough for myself