#theyre in my brain and they wont leave

[sky-bee42]

I see people being like "I feel like I'm interrupting something when i watch fit and pac" recently but I see them and I'm like. "I need to study them under a microscope. I need to witness all of the sappy silly low-key cringe things they do together and I need to gather it all up and cherish it." I love them so much n it's fun to joke about how insufferable it can get but. I really love it. I spent almost all of my 25 minute subway ride home today watching the same 3 fitpac clips on loop bc I couldn't stop giggling to myself about them. These cubitos are gay as shit and it feels great seeing these characters who are so nervous abt messing things up but love each other regardless of all of the things that they've done/have been to them.

[exsaltedd]

discduo:3

[wispscribbles]

Ghost who's gone prematurely grey due to his lovely past (and Soap who doesn't mind)

[zanepilled]

someone take this audio away from me

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

epic fail <3

[biblically-accurate-dca]

these are all kind of Bad but this was the best of the bunch so i am posting it :p

i've been trying to draw vanessa more... she is so important to me... sun is here too i guess

[myighlou]

haha maybe one of the primary reasons that harry finally goes to therapy after the game (41st being a busy station, and harry not remembering a single thing, and kim transferring might not help too much with leaving everyone with a ton of free time) is how he realizes how much hes started idolizing kim. his own innocence right in front of him. staring up at him like he did a broken stained glass windown not so long ago. maybe his final push to prioritize getting therapy, not letting this all too familiar feeling take him over again. he might not remember exactly but hes seen what it resulted in first hand, hes experienced it. 

third times the charm, this time it might completely tear both of them down, untill there is nothing left. there is remnants of the previous two times within him and jean and in a bit of everyone around them. harrys bearly starting to connect the dots of his previous life but he knows for certain it would be the last time if he spirals into this obsession again.

(i like to think that a bit after jean and harry met and became partners at 41st, they dated for like a month max. harry was still reacently recovering from the breakup with dora and jean was there as a sort of savior from that. right person wrong time sort of thing ig? then broke up after realizing how fucking bad it was for both of them. maybe they still might be a bit bitter it didnt work out and maybe they still want it to but in the end it was better (not by much) for eveyone like this)

the ending where kim joins 41st (ive only played that one so far and havent watched any of the others yet, but man its been living in my head rent free) is such a catalyst for change within 41st. one of the top detectives from an other station is already going to be such a big help to lessen the stress and workload for the others already there. kims arrival, and harry seeking therapy (hopefully jean too that bitch needs it a shit ton too), it gives the whole station time to breath, to truly catch a break. with a slightly lessened work load on each of the members, they have time to focus on things other then work, to not have to drink themselves into amnesia on the job (*cough cough* harry- but imo jean and the others just as much, theyre more responsible on the job but its hard as fuck on them too, especially with harry pre game) 

within time, lots of time, they can all grow close again, harry can get to know each of them over again and things can not just go back to the way they were but better 

thats what i wanna think anyway, pls just let then be happy oml

anyway thats all i wrote this at 2 am pls dont mind if its fucked lmaoo

[lesbicosmos]

ok i swear i posted something like this ages ago but i can't find it so fuck it im posting it now

so im rewatching torchwood with my mum rn and im also in the middle of listening to tma so i can't get the idea out of my head that the torchwood team and the archives staff are literally the same people in slightly different genres, like torchwood just deal with aliens instead of the supernatural

anyway here's the character parallels i can think of

jack - jon

both the boss of the group

everyone hates them at one point or another

burdened with a fate they can't avoid (immortality/being an avatar)

bisexual (jack's omni but that's under the bi umbrella so it counts)

really doesn't like their love interest at first

ianto - martin

in love with their boss from like the very beginning

tea man / coffee man

softie but also like...don't get on their bad side.

Tragic Backstory™

one of their first interactions with their jobs was because of an animal (myfanwy counts as an animal here, then the dog from the trailer/liveshow)

tosh - sasha

the reliable one

definitely queer

dead (sorry)

owen - tim

the flirty one

bisexual

probably the one who hates their boss the most

dead (sorry again)

gwen - daisy

joined the group later

ex-police

easily angered

bonus: if gwens daisy, this makes andy basira lmao

literally the only difference is there's no elias - there's no evil boss, jack's just an enigma

[that1notetaker]

And then I get tired and then I get cranky and wonder where did all of that come from and then I remember why I stopped reading as much as I used to

[gifti3]

i think a good yandere needs to at least be a little pathetic

[agamemnion]

weep now. tomorrow, we call for war // agamemnon, menelaus

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[lazaruspiss]

not sure how i manage to be bad at making a self insert lmao, i always end up developing them into an entire OC in the end

[the-sea-speaks]

thinking about my recent wips like I swear I write more than just smut, I promise. there's soft in it to! and these [a few pages fall out] have actual plot! I promise it's not all smut

[dandyshucks]

i keep thinking abt the name Pepper this past week and idk why - cannot tell if it's a name I want to have or another part who's surfaced (maybe split? its entirely possible w the high stress lately) or a name for a character 🤔 it'd be fun to be able to use it for a s/i or maybe create a f/o oc with it though 👀

[the-trans-dragon]

Rendered inert by the crushing of fear of doing things with mediocre skills rather than with precise perfection and efficiency -> Rendered inert hesitant by the realization that I am being Very Visibly Autistic by doing things with precise perfection and efficiency -> just accepting that everyone is looking at me and thinking "oh my god, I didn't know we had THAT kind of weirdo in our community. We need to make that kind of person illegal" which *isn't true* but it's way easier to cope with, than trying to to convince myself that most people are neutral and busy being the protagonist of their own lives and not thinking about writing a memoir titled "This Fucker Is Ruining My Life By Existing Near Me: Plotting Their Demise"

Haha sorry that was just gonna be silly and lighthearted but i lost my way and ended up in Brain Troubles Land <3