#theyre coping basically theyre doing their best

[reichurine]

more body swap au ideas, pt2

pt1 of said au

[verisimilar-entropy]

Headcanons I've been cooking;

-the paradise theater doing a mystery science theater 3000 bit most days (I'm like 90% sure that its basically the equivalent in their multiverse anyway, oops)

-frank and clementine still tries to keep contact and make visits if even possible anymore. June likes to receive letters and postcards as a loose penpal relationship as proof of their "mad lib situation"

-I feel robbed that June and Ava didn't interact much, they'd have so much fun and nobody would be able to handle these bar buds. Never mind theres probably a reason why these two aren't allowed in a bar together, but I love their raw chaos and hijinks would definitely go on

-Gloria makes the storage closet her room at first but when Caspar gets back, he gives her the main office since she's da b0ss now, she still spends a lot of time camping with her bts wolves making stew for them, its her own therapy

-Leif putting together a game console for the gang when theyre bored, Caspar is the best at retro games surprisingly aside from the fact hes been asking for a pinball machine forever, everyone cracks old man jokes. Mostly David and Ava, his biggest hecklers <3

-eventually they begin to cultivate a small arcade, leif fixes up a few machines for the diner (its free) kids across the cosmos go 'you mean you have to play the game with your hands?? Its like a baby's toy :/" caspar is flabbergasted, Leif just shrugs and goes "i warned you bro" and does more Leif shit

-David plays cod on their designated staff console in the office space in their down time between shifts. Feet kicked up and the lazy fan blowing, do you see my vision? this is the most important highlight so far

-David used to stream sometimes on earth in LA for funsies now and then during lockdown when he wasnt up for running out at night vandalizing the blank canvas known as the streets

-he still talks to his mom and plays catch up even from space despite the time it takes to send messages. David continues to find her drunk calls entertaining (canon anyway) Caspar doesn't really drink alcohol and is worried about the loss of control, I think hes just anxious and insecure about it.

*I don't really think caspar was much of a dick when he drank raising david, he probably was a rambling annoying dad with a shitty attitude that was hard to tolerate. like, okay, old man, we get it the world sucksss stop being so sad and let's play legos and not roleplay the state of the economic decline about it (shh, I'm not projecting gay son and drunk well meaning dad dynamics)

-Ava peer pressures Caspar *only* for celebrations anyway

-micheladas for everyone the next day, some sweet hair of the dog when the various drank theyre able to get their hands on is too much to cope with the next day if they still even have moonshine to spare left

-Leif stocks up on so much fucking hash whilst in Pasadena (as one does stuck in shitty corners of California for hangovers, generalized depression, and dread. hence all the alcohol mentions I'm not promoting alcoholic diner dwellers I swear-) which tbh parallels the way Ava stocks up nicotine from ye old moonshiner imo

Idk I have more I might add and tack on later I love these doofuses

[spookyscaryskidnpump]

my thoughts on spooky month 6

copy pasted from a page and a half of google doc. crying. spoilers inbound.putting it under the cut cuz its super long. also swear warning.

Ok to start off LILA. LILA MY GAL NO UR DOING UR BEST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Im crying im actually fucginf crying. She's trying. So hard. Skid is trying so hard. THEY'RE DOING THEIR BEST PLEASEEEEE. Father Gregor can go EAT SHIT. THEY'RE TRYING AND THAT'S WHAT COUNTS GODDAMNIT.

Susie… Susie no… please… she deserves better istgggggg. What happened to their parents? Are they actually just busy? Are they DEAD? Holy shit what if they're dead. Poor Pump, poor Susie, god please just let these kiddos be ok. PLEASE. ABUELO WONDER IS TYING SO HARD BUT SUSIE KNOWS IT ISN'T REALLY FROM HER PARENTS IM CRYING. SUSIE NOOOOOO

FATHER GREGOR I HATE YOU. ok well he obvs did some good but STILL. GREGOR. STFU GREGOR. I get that hes trying but U CANT JUST SAY ALL THAT SHIT ABOUT JUDGEMENT AND THEN JUDGE HER HER FUCKING HOUSE GOT BROKEN INTO!! YOU DONT HAVE THE FUCKING CONTEXT!!!! ARGHFDGHJSGHJKAGHSD. Also DAMN IS HE A CULTIST NOW?? IS HE DEAD?? WHAT?!?!?!

ROYYYYYY ROY MY BOI NOOOOOO poor guy :( i understand why he hates the kids they DID kinda ruin him so. At least he knows theyre trying now :( and ross n rob just ASSUME he did something bad isnt helping here!!!! I get that theyre also trying to help him and its nice to see him opening up to them about stuff (even if we dont get to know what specifically PELO WHY) but PLEASE get this kid an anger management class or smthn PLEASE. He needs SO MUCH THERAPY. I dont think hes gonna get therapy because im pretty sure his parents are Part Of The Problem but STILL.  Also FUCKER LITERALLY GOT POSSESED BY A DEMON?????? THATS GOTTA BE TRAUMATIC TF

Side note i love ross and robert dearly and i appreciate them doing their best to help on both sides i love them smmmmmm AUGH

KEVIN AND RADFORD FRIENDSHIP REALLLLLLLLLL i am SO fucking happy about that!!!! Also Kevin having conflicted feelings on the kids FAIR. Similar thing to Roy except hes an adult with a semi-functional support network and is able to understand that theyre just dumb kids and they dont actually mean any harm. He’s harsher on the hatzgang cuz theyre teens and old enough to know stealing is wrong but Skid n Pump are little kiddos they dont know better. Also him disapproving of father gregor REAL THO. also HE GOT POSSESSED TOO?? TRAUMA CENTRAL HOLY SHIT

PATTY DESERVES TO HAVE A GUN ACTUALLY. Also JOHN ANGST JOHN ANGST JOHN ANGST! IS HIS KID DEAD? IS HIS DAUGHTER OK HOLY SHIT. ALSO THEM HELPING THE KIDS PROPERLY IM CRYIG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

WHAT WAS EVERMORE DOING WITH THE HOBOMEN???? HELLO??????

I SAW THAT CULT NECKLACE UNDER IGNACIOS SHIRT. I FUCKING SAW IT. CALLED IT BITCH!!!!!!

Rick just has the WORST luck lmao

STREBER IS ALIVE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO

DEXTER NO PLEASE AUGH…… HIS MOM TOO……

JAUNE AND ROSS’S DAD… HE'S REAL HE EXISTS!! I get ur trying jaune but that is NOT the best way to comfort poor lila… AT LEAST SHES TRYING THO I APPRECIATE HER

THE ENTIRE NEWGROUNDS ENDING?? THE THIEVES AND THE CANDY DEALER IN CAHOOTS WITH THE CULT???? HELLO??????

MOLOCH IS GONE. he deserved it but also THE KIDS ARE SO SAD ABOUT IT? Like they don't really get it but they just watched someone they thought was their friend DIE. HOLY SHIT.

finally. SKID AND PUMP. KIDDOS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok for real tho theyre so much more self aware than the fandom and bulk of the show give them credit for?? Like Skid is VERY aware of his dad being dead/possibly missing and legit just doesn’t wanna talk about it. He knows what death is and he finds fun in it to cope. My poor sweet boyo… and PUMP. PUMP ANSWERING THE CALL AUGHHHHHH HE WANTS HIS PARENTS BACK IM CRYING. SUSIE AND ABUELO ARE DOING THEIR BEST AND HE'S TRYING SO HARD AND AAAAAAAAAAUGH. Also him getting possessed by Moloch while having Star-Eyes basically debunks the theory of the Star-Eyes being a form of possession which is FASCINATING. Anyway that scene with Susie and Pump got me misty eyed and then during the ending with Skid and Lila i actually genuinely started crying. I just want them to be happy. Please let them be happy. Please. PLEASE.

[catboygirljoker]

What do Lamia and Xigbar see in each other, personably speaking? Adding this second bit as a clarifier since I'm concerned that just the question alone may come off as snarky no-fun-allowed-ness when I'm genuinely interested. Love learning abt them btw it's like expanded universe lore to me

:3 !!!!!!!!!

"it's like expanded universe lore to me" is such high praise—thats really how i imagine lamias story! like the eventual fic is gonna be as canon-compliant as possible, at least until the end of the story in 3/ReMind—"this is what was happening just off camera left during the Kingdom Hearts™ series" sorta vibes. also similar in that the fic is definitely darker and more mature than the main KH games, but—hopefully—still feels like it could plausibly take place in the KH universe. anyway!

for Lamia, Xigbar is one of the few people he can safely unmask around. Lamia is autistic and has to put a concerted effort into not coming across as rude or mean to most people, but if he fucks up around Xigbar, Xigbar's just like "lmao tell me how you really feel" and doesnt take it personally. Xigbar is a confrontational asshole who breaks social rules on purpose, and Lamia finds him refreshing and easier to deal with than most people, even in the early stages of them knowing each other when their dynamic is still pretty adversarial.

as they get closer, Lamia finds that Xigbar is one of the few people who don't treat him with either revulsion or pity. like, Lamia's kind of off-putting to most people—partly because of the autism rudeness and general awkwardness, and partly because many people can sense the darkness in his heart and are unsettled by it, whether or not they know it's because of a curse and outside his control. even his own friends kinda treat him like a sick stray cat that they need to take care of or a project person they need to Fix. but Xigbar treats Lamia like a whole person, and doesn't coddle or belittle him. Lamia can trust Xigbar to not to try to override his agency or boundaries to help him—not something he can say about everyone!

and Xigbar sees Lamia as...a vision of goodness he can actually respect and understand. Xigbar recognizes that he and Lamia are very similar—they're both pragmatic, cynical, even at times ruthless; theyre not bright-eyed idealists, theyre not bleeding heart altruists. they're also both very traumatized lmao. Xigbar has been so worn down by his grand role that his personhood is down to emergency power, life support systems only—he cannot imagine living long after his mission is done, and fuck everything else besides. he kind of expects Lamia to be the same way, after all the shit they've been through. but somehow, Lamia still clings to some hope for the future in a shaking, white-knuckled fist. they have an understandable misanthropic streak, but they still try their best to treat people well, and still feel a basic moral imperative to care for and protect people.

Xigbar knows he cant write it off as just a cope or naivete. he has to recognize it as strength. it's a kind of strength he had, once—or at least a kind of strength he once tried to attain.

also like they each think the other is a smokeshow lmao. theyre really attracted to each other on a physical and personal level. the life affirming power of He Get My Penits Hord cannot be denied

[self-loving-vampire]

A few days ago you posted about how you grew up surrounded by conservatives, but you yourself never agreed with them. As someone who also grew up surrounded by conservatives and never agreed with them, I think, at least for me, it was that a lot of the conservatives I was surrounded by were the "this is how its Meant to be and you Dont question it" type [as opposed to the conservatives that try to look smart] and I was already prone to questioning basically everything due to being autistic [not that other people don't question things] and I already thought stuff about the very basics of social interaction was absurd and not worth paying attention to so to make the jump to political and religious thought didn't seem like a big deal. I also imagine I got lucky going online and finding mostly progressive people giving actual explanations for their thought processes, because I think there is a chance I would have bought some of the fancier conservative language when I was younger.

All that said I think part of it too is that when you're a real little kid you're [usually] taught not to be mean to people, even though you'll see the adults telling you this be very much mean to people, and most kids notice and figure out who theyre allowed or supposed to be mean to, but I think that just never happened to me. I just kept going "I thought we weren't supposed to be mean?"

I agreed with them on some specific things for a time (like the stuff about gangs, though that was actually reasonably mainstream back there because of how many people have been hurt by them), and they did have some topics where they were reasonably intelligent, but I think in terms of critical thinking and curiosity I went far beyond them at a young age.

I have very limited memories of this, but supposedly I used to ask about what everything was and how everything worked as soon as I could speak. My parents used to indulge these questions at the time, at least where they pertained to stuff they didn't have strong political opinions about, like how movie special effects work or what a femur is.

But as I grew older and started grilling them on other kinds of topics they also retreated to non-answers like "because I said so" and generally trying to shame questioning or criticism, which obviously was not a satisfying answer to me when I actually wanted to know things.

As in your case, this wasn't limited to topics like politics either but also social norms. For example, I always had an aversion to being touched without permission and disliked the expectation to kiss people on the cheek as a greeting, and there never seemed to be a good reason to do it so I just didn't and if someone didn't like it that's not my problem.

That kind of exemplifies my approach to a lot of social norms (including gender norms). If I don't get a solid case for why they're useful then in the best case scenario their use was just to placate neurotypicals, and even that was generally not worth it, especially when I was depressed and didn't need anything from them.

I eventually did get exposed to "fancier conservative language" in the form of christian apologetics, but even then that kind of thing just sounds like cope when you don't already have any inclination towards christianity. The arguments were weak and scientifically illiterate. They can't even cover all the holes the problem of evil alone creates for their worldview.

I think my parents did something very different about the "don't be mean" thing. They never actually emphasized not being "mean" very much (but obviously did expect decorum and obedience towards authority). Instead they wanted me to pretty much do toxic positivity. Never complain, never be critical, preferable to stay quiet rather than voice anything negative, always be pleasant to others. As you can probably tell they didn't get anywhere with that either.

Both of my parents used to talk about how the Black Shadow (death squad) must return to cleanse the land of bad people, about how you must completely kill and destroy your enemies and everyone connected to them without mercy, and so on. My father used to think human rights activists were the enemies of justice and must be killed too for defending the rights of rapists and murderers. They themselves were beyond "mean", so their argument was more that they had a "good" justification for it.

[litterallymyfursonasworstenemy]

if youve seen my posts or my blog youll see that im an alterhuman! a lot of people on tumblr have different opinions on alterhumanity (or just nonhumans), so here's my opinions!

Physical therians/nonhumans are valid! ❤️

Lycanthropy, in my opinion, is not something that i support or perceive as "normal" (normal doesnt exist but thats the best way i can put it.) I STILL RESPECT LYCANTHROPES.

This should be common knowledge, but otherlinks of any kind are valid! I understand if youre just doing it for fun or as a way to cope, either way youre valid ❤️

"fake therians" arent an issue. the only time they can be an issue if someone claims theyre a therian just to get close to you. (had this happen to my bf)

if you are losing control during shifts and causing anyone or anything harm, that's not okay. you can still control yourself during shifts and if you cant, please learn to or keep yourself in a safe environment when shifting.

it is not okay to growl at people or claw at them (any animalistic behaviors that are harmful basically) for no reason and then blame it on you being an alterhuman. you should be proud of being one, but that doesnt mean to use it as an excuse to harm or harrass people.

this one's up to you, but i dont suggest taunting someone thats harrassing you if youre public gearing or any of that. this can cause more issues and if someone tries to hurt you please find somewhere safe or talk to an adult (if youre a minor). again this is up to you but its usually better to ignore them or just leave.

theres my opinions! if you have anything to say or dont agree with me, gimme a valid reason and i might reconsider.

everyones valid but not everything everyone does is valid!

stay fluffy 👹

[sand-boxed]

echo is such a good character. theoretically at least. actually the definition of wasted potential hes the most interesting member of cf99 and hes barely in the show im sobbing.

i wish there was actual buildup to echo leaving or something showing his dissatisfaction with being in the batch. like something about having to kill his brothers, or even with the whole being sold as a droid thing which i know its a haha funny bit but that shit was actually so fucked up ???? we dont talk about that one enough that was so insane of hunter 😭😭 if u think abt his backstory then it makes more sense but theres barely anything in his behavior that suggests conflict with his own goals and the interests of his team by the time he leaves. ig its also one of the issues is that the show doesnt have enough time. maybe echo should have left later on in the show or something but i can also think of some midder episodes that are just hunter and omega but again that could have been replaced to give this guy or wrecker some actual characterization. no shade to them ( kinda bc most of the best episodes are the ones where theyre not there) but save some for the rest of us bc they dont need half the show do they

also istg they (writers and the batch ) forgot echo used to be a "reg" i feel like its so strange for the batch to be all pissy abt reg clones and have a weird superiority complex early on in the show when like. echo is there he was once one of them and now hes not. theres so much the writers could have done to tackle echos feelings abt being othered by the reg clones and inadvertently ostracized by his team. theres so much he probably sees different from thebatch bc of their separate upbringings where echo was part of a collective and the batch were singled out as individuals. does he view killing other clones in a different light bc he was also the type to follow orders blindly once??? how does he feel abt the chips as a pow that spent around a year unable to control his thoughts, having his mind stolen from him??

something i wanted for his character was for him to have a connection pre-citadel that he loses during his time being frozen bc he would have to cope with that loss and adapt to the batch at the same time. yes this is another excuse for me to talk abt fives but who else. echo doesnt talk to anyone except him in basically every scene b4 the citadel. echo feeling messed up abt it bc just all of a sudden his world has been turned upside down and all he can do is move on. thats absolutely terrifying to think about bc the war has taken away most of everyone hes ever known. there was no goodbye, nothing for him, they were just here one moment and gone the next for him. too bad we dont get to see any of it lmaoooo

[smuggonifico-lmao]

“You should take yourself and your job more seriously if you want to teach at the esteemed parfaedia academy!”

Baked Flour Cookie just cannot comprehend that theyre basically seeing a small version of their former friend. So they do the next best thing: coping through laughing at the absurdity of the entire situation

[trainingdummyrabbit]

Never heard of these guys before, but just got Lark on the uquiz... I've gotta know who this Lark character is

oh shit hey!! welcome to the My Bugs!! theyre my lobcorp/pm ocs ive been tossing around for um.. almost two years now! good lordt. so um, were pretty much rockin with that being the baseline understanding :] check it out if you havent, this has!! SUPER spoilers. it started as just wanting to make some little guys but then it turned into a series of "yknow whatd be really funny"s and now theyre Doing Things.

essentially, as it is now, the concept at its core is "what if there was a really fucked up lcorp branch in which things just went Comically sideways." aka local lcorp facility does such a shit job trying to get itself together that it Completely misses the fact that its entire wing exploded overnight. And Also People Are Turning Into Creatures Now. fucked up little petri dish of a facility.

lark is theeeeee third? character? ive made for their little group. and ive spoken about him exactly Once. in the quiz, yeah; that was the only time. but hes been here the whole time basically. hes intended to be the first 'pov' of the entire narrative thread, some newbie whos trying his damn best. aaaand hes also the first one to die! yippy 🎉

the actual context of where he comes from is still undefined (ithink i was considering making him an Index guy way back then?) but the main pin in his character is the unshakable belief that something specifically is Out To Get You. They Said Your Name Exactly, Yeah. the inherent expectation of cruelty. that someone is watching you, waiting for any misstep to make your life absolute hell. its.

hes hard to describe. because 'paranoia' is the easiest description, but thats not quite It. invisible lines you cant (and shouldnt) cross; the fear of perception crossed with the fear of solitude, because if someone isnt watching and directing you then something Will go catastrophically wrong. teeth pointed inward, an "i need to do this Myself because someone else will get it wrong, will mess it up." like he has something to prove. Just Do It Right.

and on the one hand, its mostly something he developed in order to cope with pressure he cannot change. bbbbbut on the other hand, he happened to be dropped into a situation in which 'someone is out to get You Specifically in an act of uncaring cruelty' is 100% true and real and he cant really do anything about it. and nobody really believes him. Because Nobody Knows Yet. which means he gets astronomically worse.

his corrosion stems from the snap decision that he doesnt just want to sit around and fawn and grovel for someone- something- that is just going to kill him anyway. if they want something to watch-- some big Show, some Game-- he was going to give it to them. to inflict as much carnage as was saddled onto Him. as Much collateral as physically possible. he'd pull this entire place down with him if he had to. he doesnt get the chance to, of course, but its the thought that counts little buddy.

so um, yeah, hes doing great 👍

[androdetective]

I do not have much umm. Basic swap au where Juanín swaps with Tulio, bodoque with amapola, patana with Mario hugo, yeah you get it

Copy and pasting a basic explanation I made:

Amapola likes nature and gambling except more and is more okay with murder than usual. Bodoque is slightly more normal. Slightly. More focused on nature environmentalism but still struggles with being competitive with gambling. Will kill people that aren't environmentally friendly. Amapola would host the Nota verde this time. She and juanin are wlw/mlm solidarity/hostility. Theyre friends and work together but Amapola gets sick of his shit sometimes. She smokes too and is miserable like bodoque. More jaded too. Juanin is popular and rich and has gained more confidence than his regular self. Og juanin has had mean moments but he was too unconfident to have more of them. This juanin is more comfortable being mean/passive aggressive bc he can get away with it. He prides himself in being cute and his appearance. He gets away with being mean bc he's a cutie. Tulio is in og Juanin's role. He's fucking tired and does everything. He's still tulio so he'll half ass shit if he can. He's not as confident as his og self. He copes with a big ego except its more covert. More self conscious and wishes to be the star of the show. He gets annoyed with juanin but still has a toxic friendship with him + a suck up. Patana is more quieter like Mario Hugo, still does her work well and hosts his segment instead. Cares about birds a lot and shouts them out, they also have silly names. She is Tulio's long lost niece and has Mario Hugo's backstory. Birds can be seen on her often. She has them trained too. Mario Hugo is more confident and tries his best in his work. Good at interviews and very kind. Resident sweet guy. Tries his best to keep things on track but isn't taken seriously, especially as a small guy. Underestimated even though he's very capable. Has his own weirdos club. I think it'd be nice if he was also into dolls like og Patana, just more secretive about it. Can't think of more but I'll probably draw more of this and expand on it

[stateswscarlet]

So what I’m getting materialization is a consequence of fulfillment, but fulfillment is the main purpose and our only goal?

I get that, but why a lot of manifesting advice is oriented to getting in physically if that what makes most people go stuck in this process? 😭

(not saying your advice is badly oriented , I’m referring to most manifestation content on the internet or media)

Also, why do u think delusional people don’t manifest? Is there a deep down feeling that what they’re imagining or feeling is not true? That’s a question that always asked myself. For example those weird celebrity stalkers who firmly believe they’re married to their celebrity crushes, why don’t they manifest that? Genuine question hehe

Love your tweets!

well firstly, would you (or me) have ever been interested in this stuff if it didn’t promise some sort of 3D changes? probably not, idk about you but I came to the community bc of an sp i wanted, which obviously has a lot to do with the 3D. the reason why this goal isnt exactly the best is because NOW that we have all this knowledge and understanding, we NOW know the 3D isnt our goal because it cannot fulfill us. we find this stuff when we are hurt, confused, desperate etc and once were out of that we realize there is a lot more than just “getting” something in the physical. also, most content out there (99%+) focuses on 3D materialization because MOST people teaching it unfortunately do not understand the law at its core, or they are coaches/businesses that need to make a living by attracting desperate people with claims like DO THIS TO GET HIM BACK! and other stuff. that is why you see most content centering around that bc it is how you pique peoples interest lol.

delusional ppl don’t manifest bc they’re pretending and they’re very much aware they are. theyre coping lol. the concept behind this is that they’re trying to convince themselves they have it IN THE 3D when the 3D has nothing to do with them. thats not BEING, thats pretending.for the weird stalkers and stuff, a lot of them have actual mental health issues and problems which contribute to their delusional ways, and as i said above, they are trying to convince themselves its in their 3D which it isnt, not to mention they are still chasing them and being a fan, being obsessed w them, basically doing everything which implies they arent married to them (thank god theyre not some of those ppl need therapy like yesterday)

[tireddovahkiin]

Heyyyy!!! <3

Maroon and green for the color ask game :3

Have a good dayyyyy!!!

HEY HEYYYY🤍🤍 Thanks for the questionnn HIHIHI ^^

Link to the game!

🔴/Maroon: Tell us about the perfect date night scenario with your f/o!

VIDEO GAME/MOVIE NIGHTS WITH LOTSA CUDDLES AND SWEETSS EEEEEEE

and later maybe running a bath or baking something together, and slow dancing to music SGDSGDIYUSGYUGSOYDGS

Basically acting like married couple UGH THEYRE SO-

💚/Green: Does your f/o get jealous? How do they cope with it?

... Oh, BOTH of them are such idiots, they keep saying how they're above he felling of jealousy, and how Tsizilia and Sephiroth are both mature and trust each other wholeheartedly, only to get POSSESSIVELY JEALOUS the MOMENT someone else is with them. 💀

More like: "okay you had enough interactions with my boyfriend/girlfriend now its my turn shoo-" type of jealousy rather that feeling self-conscious and insecure.

Sephiroth TRUSTS Tsizilia. And he knows she ONLY loves him the way she does. He does know her the best of all of them, being old childhood friends and later partners in world domination.

But he still cannot help the (almost) toxic possession he feels in that moment (dw guys theyre both very possessive they match each others freaks perfectly so its "healthy" 🥺). Sephiroth tries to be stronger than it and brush it off, but WILL give up and take her over if Tsizilia is taking TOO long with someon eHEHEHEHEHE-

[mojaves]

🌻+🌸 for seb :]

🌻 What little things do they notice about people or the world around them that make them happy? What tiny little treasures do they find in the normal every day that makes the world seem a little brighter for them?

already answered here BUT i do have a little more to say on this actually bc i just had another thought. and it's very specifically seeing cassidy smile. i cannot explain this to you. that man has a smile that would light up the whole room and it melts all of seb's problems away Instantly. he just needs to see that once and he's saved from misery for the rest of the week it's THAT powerful

🌺 What does your OC do to calm down when they’re scared or after a nightmare? Do they have any special comfort items or need to be reassured by a specific person? How do they handle this if they’re alone?

oh so then you kill me immediately. ok. well!!!! another fun thing to know about seb is that he used to push Everyone away at the slightest crack of Vulnerability on his end. theyre not allowed to see that. if he's having a bad time he's gonna go and sit alone and either have a meltdown or dissociate or slip into arasaka mode and crash a car about it. sometimes all three at once!!!! he did not have very good coping mechanisms <3333 but after a LOT of work and time and effort, he finally lets a handful of people close enough to be able to comfort him,,, yeah he still needs to do a lot of work, but he's having Significantly less meltdowns now!!! if neither of his specific chosen people are available. well. we dont need to unpack all of that but he's not gonna have a good time. anyway all that being said, to help calm seb down you generally need to let him have his space, but be close by enough so that you can give him the absolute tightest hug ever when the time is right. a blanket and a plushie also always helps. basically if he doesnt look like a burrito by the end of it something went very wrong. a calm voice,,, patience, letting him explain the situation when he can, and then slowly talking him out of it is the best option,,, just remind him that he's safe and nothing bad is happening. that he's alive. those are the most important things he needs to hear. it's very difficult and time consuming but more importantly it WORKS

[enlighten3d]

WELLL claps hand together

the story is about these teenagers trying stop an evil cult from destroying the entire multiverse, so they go to different dimensions to stop their evil ways. Also they are teenagers so they have to deal with personal angst, family issues, morality, school ect ect while trying to stop the cult leader and their right hand men

Caroline is technically the main character of my story, she is basically the bubbly, positive one of the group. Her family is rich as hell, they used to live in Taiwan as successful business people but they moved to America because they wanted to make more money. Her family doesn’t really like her and they emotionally and physically neglect her since she came out as a transgender girl and her older sister is kind of a coward and doesn’t stand up for her (fun times)

anyway she ends up having to do a group assignment with her childhood friend which she kind of drifted apart from (Andie) and some punk girl she probably has a crush on (Mimi), they eventually end up in an abandoned house and find out that their town is run by an evil cult that can teleport to different dimensions. So they feel guilty enough to stop it.

they think the best course is to beat the 7 plane hoppers who are in the way to kill the main cult leader, the stag. though out the whole thing Caroline is basically pushing through by toxic positivity saying everything is alright even though they have killed many people, she also kind of convinced herself that this is a video game and is probably more okay about sacrificing people and herself (for the better good)

Also her sister possessed during her 17th birthday party for funsies

HIII SO RRYYY IM ONLY GETTING SROUNF TO THIS NOW falls over and dies

thank you for the food that is oc lore, i am eating it om nom nom

that all sounds FUCKING AMAZING ACTUALLY. cults ?? universal travel bullshit ????? all while dealing with normal teenage bs ?? thats beautiful. poor little guys. they need a break. i CANNOT imagine trying to exist as a teenager while trying to take down a cult qyehdjdkkdks

dont worry.. your eldritch horror loves you... i am so glad to know that ! /silly

..fuck her family ! they can rot ! caroline )): you dont deserve any of this..

THAT MUSTVE BEEN A REVELATION ?? WOAH ?? just. doing a school project and ope government is a cult (/hyp)... insane

i actually fucking love the whole like. unwilling chosen one Vibe to all of this ?? yes theyre not chosen nor are they truly unwilling but. the Vibe is the same. the guilt (on thier part) is real...

caroline. love. youre fucked up. just like me frfr. agh thats. so cool tho ?? 'EVERYTJING IS FINE, ALL OF THIS IS A GAME !!' and ljke. fuck thats such a fun thing in fiction when a character copes using that ?? its the perfect level of fucked up bcs it rlyyy drives rhe point home and. im giving them all a shock blanket okay ?

oh boy !! thats fun !! poor sister..

what does the cult worship‽‽ i am so fucking curious..

lso like, whats the difference between each plane? is it an alternate reality sorta situation where things are relatively the same but Different, or is it judt flatout. different EVERYTHING (people, laws of physics, all that jazz)?? or somewhere in between or outside of this ofc.

do all the plane hopper guys like.. stay in different universes and have a branch of the cult established there..

why does the cult run the town in the first place ? was it a thing where like. they wrre the original settlers but then the town expanded aorund and beyond the cult ?? or did they move in and do a slow takeover.....

fuck i have so many questions /pos

this is. so cool. i love the Vibes. theyre so... Impending.. ahdjskdisjjdjsks

[lovediives]

i always wanna hear oomfie, lay them on me

HELP MEEE.. THANK YOU OOMFIEEEE!! UHM. WHEN I SAY INSANE. I /GEN MEAN ACTUALLY INSANE. MURDERS AND SHIT LMFAO

before anyone has the chance. NO THEY ARE NOT YANDERES. they will never BE YANDERES. please do NOT call them yanderes. thank you <3 this is just the work on a mentally ill kid who dealt with a lot of violence and coped like this. okay disclaimer out of the way...

okay. so to give the tldr. this is edgy shit i had since like TEN YEARS OLD. will i ever change it!!!!!!! HELL FUCKING NO! i call them my erm, well, number ocs! cause they dont have names. theyre just numbered LOL

this is 1-5 in order. theyre my ltitle silly billy insane girls (SORRY FOR THE OLD ART </3 ILL REDRAW THEM PROPERLY AT ONE POITN IN MY LIFE.........)

theres also men but im ngl. im lazy and dont feel like it.

01, the one with the yellow eyes, is probably the most unhinged. kinda goes on insane killing sprees and then when shes done with them shes like "waahh why did u hit me :( i didnt do anything" (04 plucked her for killing people again or something)

02 acts like shes better so shes always like "g-g-guys! we shouldnt kill people" and then when some man (best boy lawrence) cheats on 01. she like. unironically tortures him for three days straight. funny.

old 02 and lawrence meeting for the first time <3

old relationship chart. basically theyre all kind of obsessed with each other. and they all hate each lawrence for being an outsider of their weird little polycule. lawrence kinda dont gaf because 01 is obsessed with him and theyre in love (sorta) here is some art of these little freaks. 01 x lawrence YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REAL AND CANON (because i said so)

imagine i have more art and stuff of them (i deleted everything one day. dont worry about that) this is just becoming about 01 - 02 - lawrence but honestly. i need to go back to compile everything properly into a google slides or something because the amount of lore and timelines all of them have would be too insane to explain in one ask. check this out too i suppose!

i forgot the most important part <3 01-05 were all experimented on when they were kids and now they cant ever properly die. so their understanding of death is so convoluted and confusing. they all have a hatred for those who were never stuck in the lab and that's why they kill people......!

[orpheusilver]

I am asking about your spiderverse dimension 🎤

yippeeeee okay id better explain what exactly im trying to write here lmao so like. this whole au was originally just an experiment in mapping the spider-person story onto a morbius variant as a joke bc i liked the idea of him being like "i was straight up bitten by a radioactive animal and started doing vigilante crime fighting can you please let me into the multiverse" and miguel going "NO youre literally a villain How did you get this number" but then it kinda spiralled and now theres like themes n shit

so long story short morgan michaels gets bitten by a radioactive vampire bat on a uni trip and wakes up with some weird mutations but doesnt really take much notice, he just goes about his day as normally as he can until he Fucking exsanguinates someone to Death. and takes it Badly. so then while hes trying to cope with that and adjust to the whole "vampire(?) thing" like. finding a non-homicidal way to get blood. he encounters spider-man and goes Hey! You know what would make me feel less shit about that whole murder thing? Doing that!

so he pisses off to try become a superhero and accidentally gets stuck with the name morbius, fucks around w/ doc ock and almost finds out until spidey saves his ass and morbius goes Hey. Im bad at this. Youre good at this. Can i be your sidekick until i figure out what the fuck im doing? and peter goes Hhhhhmmmmm bc He knows morbius is a villain. hes wearing one of them watches hes all caught up on how his canon works. but maybe this one is different..maybe he can fix him.....as in hes literally floating there in front of him asking to be fixed. so he says Yeah okay ill make sure you dont get yourself killed probably

so theyre doing the whole superhero mentor thing for a while, morgan learns and grows amd theres some cool contrasting moments where he handles shit completely differently than spider-man would and changes the trajectory of some established arcs, until eventually hes off doing basic superhero stuff all on his own and goes Hey that guy doesnt have a pulse. Thats kinda weird. so he tracks the guy to this weird secret rave in a factory basement with all these other dead people and at one point they turn on the sprinkler and its full of human blood? which hes so normal about ofc (<- the lying liar) and then this COOL GUY with a COOL JACKET and a COOL SWORD shows up and starts annihilating everyone and morbius goes Whoa cool! and then this guy tries to kill Him and he goes HEY WAIT IM LITERALLY ALIVE and blade goes Thats fucking weird cause youre definitely a vampire so whats your deal. Come with me so i can figure out what your deal is. so then morbius meets blades cool hematologist friend and cool butch biker mom and finds out abt Actual vampires which, it turns out, he definitely isnt hes something else which just seems similar bc [INSERT COMIC-TYPICAL MUTATION BULLSHIT]

they both get tied up in plot stuff and even though it takes a loooong moment for blade to trust him theyre actually a pretty good team, morbius is used to spider-man treating him like a student and, implicitly, a child so its neat that blade treats him like an Equal (albeit an annoying inexperienced equal w/ bad jokes and a worse costume but still) and turns out they actually have a lot in common? and kinda bond really easily? and maybe this whole "edgy-hero-who-kills-things" deal is working wayyyy better for him than the spandexed paragon thing spider-man has going on and that guy is super out of his depth in these circumstances and needs to stop pushing in assuming he knows best just bc hes a """hero""" and actually hes maybe being a total uptight prick about the no murder thing and who died and made him king of new york anyway?? fuck off spider-man i have a cool new friend who Gets Me and will absolutely definitely never judge me for killing someone or succumbing to bloodlust which is definitely totally 100% true and Not a fundamental misinterpretation that will come back to bite me in the ass.