#they're both me i get a pass

[bandanad33]

New bandana dee kinsona ref who up!!!!!

[seaofreverie]

GUUUYYUYSSSD !!!!!

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KIMONO MY HOUSE VINYL!!!!!!

Also funny story which is that when my brother took these to the cashier he said something like "oh... Sparks... they were here one year ago"

[sysig]

Ah, if there are slots open still for requestober, and if you'd like to draw this one-- human RGB, and Hero's reaction to meeting him, please? Apologies if I misunderstood any of the rules and this isn't in line with them...

Day 22 - Nuh-uh! That's not a TV!

[ismyteadoneyet]

How fortunate am I to have so many Things to love and be excited about, to appreciate and look forward to?

Things I feel so strongly about that they stumble into my mind, univited, at random times of the day? Things that spill into my speech and vocabulary without me noticing? Things that impact my vision to the point where everywhere I look, everywhere I go, I see ghosts of them?

How lucky am I to have so many Things I love and cherish enough for them to reshape my very person, change my beliefs and make me grow? Things that make my own loved ones see the Things out in the wild, and go out of their way to make sure I see them too?

How wonderful is it that I have Things that I love so much that the very act is deemed and dubbed "not normal", making my love for them seem like it's more than they are supposed to recieve? An out-of-the-ordinary and above-the-norm appreciation for the Things that make the people around me shake their heads, call me "silly".

My dear, beloved Things, may I always stay silly for you ❤️

[as-dreamers-do]

my multi-layered plans don't always come off

but when once in a blue moon they do, it's the best feeling in the world

[the-spooky-children]

Whenever someone on like Reddit or Pinterest or whatever tries to be a smartass like "um ackchually 🤓 Pelo made a Tweet in 2018 saying Skid and Pump are 8 and 7 years old" I just want to grab them by the shoulders and yell "IN WHICH EPISODE, THE TIMELINE CURRENTLY SPANS OVER 3 YEARS AND IT'LL PROBABLY GET EVEN LONGER"

[theinfinitedivides]

SRK!Don girlies pack it up and take it home we're all f*cked after 84 years we finally get official news about Don 3 coming in 2025 or so and there's uh. i can't believe i'm saying this this is actually coming out of my mouth but there's no Shah Rukh

[hychlorions]

apollo could never have a public twitter account while he's dating klavier bc he'd probably tweet something like "i'm just saying if you know they're VERY PUBLICLY dating somebody WHY would you still agree to sleep with them" and then the news will be all "klavier gavin cheated? klavier gavin cheating scandal?!" then later that day apollo has to clarify that "no he isn't cheating on me. we're catching up on celebrity news" and i think this would happen regularly

[arathejedi394]

throwback to the time some people i thought were friends decided to defame me over being too white-passing and a CSA victim, bc they all denied my middle eastern ancestry as being practically white and surely I could not have experienced CSA bc I hadn't told them about it before.

yeah. i definitely was not traumatized as a child by sexual advancements and comments bc I just never mentioned the serious things to these people. obviously, since they had never heard about it, I never experienced it. jesus the satisfaction and rage I still feel when remembering telling my former beta whom I was extremely close with "yeah I was [reacted] at age [redacted] no I never told you bc it's fucking trauma" and them reeling like "oh shit my assumptions were wrong but I must double down." like I can't imagine telling someone who says they were sexually abused as a child that they're making it up for attention. or that their mental illness symptoms are all fake bc I just want more attention. like can you imagine dozens of people who you thought were your friends being duped by one person into believing you're a liar that you claim trauma that isn't yours and you have zero ancestral/racial trauma despite you being a 3rd generation Amenian (edit: off that got auto corrected to American and if you didn't sus out that it was supposed to say Armenian I bet I look bad) after your great grandparents fled genocide. imagine being told the genocide your family survived is meaningless bc you look too white and so when other people are talking about their generational/ancestral/racial trauma you should stay shut up and the genocide your family survived doesn't count bc your family is too white. too white and from the far middle east mind. like don't get me started on how people from the middle east and north Africa like morocoo are told by people of color that they're white and white people telling them they're people of color. we're not white enough and too white at the same time so therefore our struggles are to be belittled. like damn no wonder I'm still in weekly therapy and I can't trust hardly anyone.

i would name names but the last time I didn't name names these people accused me of threatening them. (that's right, I never named names. i only ever infer to them and in the past they've taken my non-specific references as threats. and they might see this post as a threat. i dare them.) for exposing their harmful behavior. yeah. it's racist to accuse people of manipulating you to the point of abuse when you're too white to have your non-white ancestry acknowledged and resepected. and you can't have [specific mental symptom] if you didnt' know what to call it until a person you thought was a friend starts describing the exact same thing. yeah if your friend has a symptom you've had since childhood but didn't know what to call you can't have that symptom after all. bc your friend already has it, and if you have it, that's rude. you should stop being white-passing, instead be 100% white, forget you were ever a victim of CSA, and kill your mental symptoms so said friend who also has the same thing will feel less uncomfortable with you. bc you're in the wrong, in every direction. your honesty was your downfall.

the longing i have for wishing i was smart enough to report them to their jobs when it happened is strong. bc two of them were working in mental health and I could have called their bosses and confessed everything they did. like damn. you decimated my reputation, I lost significant income, and you won. i hate that.

[teaandinanity]

It continues to give me the warm fuzzies that basically every person at work has said they'll miss me. And it's not really utility, even if I'm useful; I am not in a critical position. There are many people who can do the things I do, even if the majority are less experienced. I'm not management, or a lynchpin, just a long-time worker bee.

But people like me, and I just handled a Crisis Situation well enough that the AD took the time to personally thank me, and my manager was like 'not only am I willing to be a reference you can use my personal phone number if that's easier' and even some of the newest additions said they're going to miss me on desk, and I just.

I love my job and my coworkers and it's really nice that the people there know it and love me back.

[byanyan]

tonight i'm just picturing byan after this manic sort of art binge... hair a mess, mostly fallen out of their ponytail, and they're just covered in paint and ink and glitter... it's all over their hands and arms and their shirt and they've even rubbed some across their face... there's glitter in their hair and they're missing a sock somehow and they can't tell you how many hours have passed...

[bluejaybytes]

Anyways this is Jenna and Maggie to me. Maggie wakes up and realizes she was murdered and Jenna's like damn ! I wonder if they made a Forensic Files episode about you. and then she does not say that

[supercantaloupe]

i had my zoom meeting with maestro and the assistant conductor today to talk about the manager job and it all sounds okay to me (i'll feel more comfortable about the whole arrangement once i can come in and shadow the last two rehearsals this semester and get a feel for the job in person) but it's a little funny how frequently maestro kept assuring me that. well if it sounds like too much work or just not something i am capable of or even want to do it's okay no pressure he'll be fine without me it's totally up to me don't sign on if you aren't absolutely one hundred percent okay with it and even if it's too much let me know because we can adjust the duties and help you out it's okay. and also him being like the pay isn't that good i'm going to try to ask for more money to pay you and the assistant conductor and maybe partially fund you if you go on tour with us next summer but it really should be more pay than this i'm sorry anyway here's like seven other ways you can make a little extra cash through related jobs like arranging extra parts for the orchestra and subbing on english horn as needed and maybe i can find some money for you to write program notes also have you considered teaching at the local music school it's a good way to get your foot in the door and make a little extra on the side sorry it's not much i hope it's okay for you

[bisexualastronaut]

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[meadowlarkx]

omg what is the Feanel thing?

so like aaaaages ago i think i'd said something to you about wanting to write a messy and Charged feanel encounter during formenos-era... and that is still true!!

this doc is sadly all notes, really, at this stage! but i really want to write stubborn hurt nerdanel as i imagine her. thoughts being had.

Empty childhood home of the kids and their marriage

Nerdanel alone at home

They argue... they can't resist each other

“you won’t find me here again i’m going to stay at my father’s don’t come by until you’ve done what i want”

Feanor emotionally breaks and makes placating noises about how he’ll repent, he’ll bring the kids over/back or something, he’ll… But he won’t. But she’d kind of like to think he would