#they sorta just invited me

[bigevildoeeyes]

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so obsessed with how for all the possibilities of authentic selfhood immortality captures, it is itself still just an opportunity. time may buy you the capacity to reflect but personal realization is a difficult chosen effort, and what is time but a currency you must learn how to spend for it means little as is? what is armand but a child who never learned how, and 500 years later still abides by the values he internalized as a mortal

armand's entire identity and self worth is founded on being useful and desirable, so young and beautiful he was. then he aged out of his youth and his desirability became less innate, became created in identifying desire and molding to it.

when he says "I'm the quiet you've been longing for" he identifies himself As Death because if he himself is not whats desired, then he'll manipulate into existence a desire which he can become. malik and luke, people who want to live! will be made to seek death, seek armand, and they are going to make the decision that they want this. because when they beg for death it's armand they will reach to

and in the end its essentially the same, sex, submission, domination, death, all of these wanted roles armand can step into which in turn make him wanted. who cares about the validity of the desire, because in the end armand is needed and able to provide. armand who learned himself as a vessel to satisfy others and spends 500 years recreating instead of questioning because time is just a series of choices offered and armand lives to serve, he's the very best and its what he's good for.

[that-one-paintbrush]

what’s your routine like at the hotel? Do you wake up early or late?

A lot of my friends assume that I'm a night owl, but I actually like going to sleep early so I can wake up early as well! I kind of get headaches when I sleep in, and besides, I like seeing the sun rise in the morning!

After waking up, my first priority is checking on Baxter, seeing if he needs food, water, or his tank cleaned. After that, I go to the bathroom and take about an hour fixing my bristles. Fan tells me that it's unnecessary, but he doesn't see how tangled they get when I wake up! ...Anyways, after that, I brush my teeth and go back to my bed to sketch a little bit and let Baxter roam around. When Fan wakes up, we go downstairs and eat breakfast. Once we finish, I basically just go about whatever I'm doing on that particular day.

In the evening, I eat dinner with the others at the hotel, maybe cleaning the dishes afterwards- depending on the day. Following that, I go back up to my room, take a shower, and place Baxter back in his tank. I always try to go to sleep before Fan gets back because he stays up on his laptop for basically the whole night...

But uhh, not sure if you wanted to go into that much detail, hah.. hopefully I answered your question!

[fexarii]

i have sm art of my spamton oc but im too shy to post any of it. hheglp/

[fereldanwench]

sooo today is my 16th anniversary with the husbando ♡

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

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[alpinelogy]

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[omophagic-beast]

always amazed to hear when folks dont have any ocs that just hang around in their brain, especially if they play ttrpgs

[daz4i]

i mostly get why ppl say it but every time i see ppl demonize those who fetishize certain bodies and such - specifically ones i have. ofc - i'm like "i dunno i'd kinda like being fetishized. who am i to say no" yknow? 🧐

[red-velvet-0w0]

well that was a succesfull day of isolating myself from everyone around me, exept for the few times i was not clever enough to escape a interaction. jesus christ i hope im ready for sunday

[tommygotwrittenoff]

i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

[osaemu]

the people sittin in the desks next to me are talkin about how if they were genghis khan they'd hold a hunger games with their kids to choose who would inherit the empire 💀

[hyenabrainedpup]

Semi forcibly danced samba with an older eoman tonight... completely unrelated but i may now have a thing for older women

[kuiinncedes]

not me just realizing i can put stickers on my sketchbook cover and then immediately using up almost all of the rest of my stickers lmao

[theswedishpajas]

It’s-a me!!

The weird guy lurking in the forest

[funky-dealer]

literally what is so wrong about wearing a shirt that a couple sizes bigger than what your actual size is

[lighthouseborn]

i have discovered what the problem is the problem is. the frequency with which i get writing back on this blog and feel tired in advance of even reading them because of how often i feel like i am steering threads alone. ily thank u for playing please feel free to kick the can beyond just having your character respond to him if i feel the can went a weird direction i will not be mad i will simply plot more w/ you to get on the same page