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i hope they take an actual long fat rest (but not too long hehe) because they FUCKING DESERVE IT
#a year and a half of almost non stop shows#they must be fucking exhausted#*gently tucking them into bed and folding the duvet under the mattress like in hotel rooms so they can’t escape*#arctic monkeys
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I'm so tired of feeling like this.
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#mental health#sorry for being depressing#anxi4ty#cw vent#i cant take this shit anymore#im going to kms#im losing it#ready to kms#depressing life#kill my life#why am i like this#i wanna kms#kms#i want to kms#what is wrong with me#i hate this#what the fuck#i dont get it#i hate everything#i dont care anymore#fuck everything#mentally fucked#i have no mouth and i must scream#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#mentally exhausted#im a horrible person#mentally unstable#bed rotting
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I originally had typed up a whole ass angry rant about how fucking awful some of the takes are about Oppenheimer (it seems primarily from people who haven't even seen the fucking film), but I decided against posting it (and then I wrote this which now that I'm reading over it, still ended up being a bit of an angry fucking rant so oops).
But what I will say is that the film does not glorify the bomb or what it was used for. So please shut the fuck up about that. Also, this is a story about J. Robert Oppenheimer. The bomb is a large part of the story because it was a huge part of his life. But the focus is on him and his emotional journey through the film. They are trying to pack about 600 pages of dense material into three hours. There is simply not enough time to go on a side quest to address a lot of the things many of you are insisting be addressed. Especially when Oppenheimer himself was not directly involved in them.
I've seen many people say that this story should never have been told. And, kindly, fuck you. We live in an age where people are constantly trying to change, discredit, or dismiss history. We desperately need more people to become engaged with it again. Prior to this film, there were a whole ton of people who had been so failed by their history classes they had no idea who J. Robert Oppenheimer even was. People still know alarmingly little about the bomb and the scientists who worked on it and if this film allows them to be more interested/educated in that topic, that's a win.
This film brings to light more than just the bomb. It's a discussion on morality and the relationship between scientists and the government.
Also, you don't get to say that a piece of art shouldn't be made just because it makes you fucking uncomfortable. Don't consume that piece of art, then. But you have no right to say someone shouldn't make something, or others shouldn't consume or enjoy it just because it makes you uncomfortable.
#fucking people istg#it must exhausting needing every piece of entertainment you consume to be morally pure#why do i feel like i'm about to have a whole bunch of people getting very angry in my inbox#just let people enjoy things jfc#oppenheimer#lily babbles
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so ... they nuked mei again. fuck this site.
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I'm so annoyed. @kingcrow01 tumblr ate your ask about Danny's opinion on the League. tumblr i pressed 'save draft' why didn't you sAVE DRAFT.
ANyways I'm making a post instead. For everyone else, the ask was in summary:
What was Danny's opinion on the League now that he's left it? If he missed the familiarity of it, if he recognized the cult-like behavior inside it, and if he now detested his grandfather.
And to answer (again, grrr): It's complicated! We love complicated <3. Yeah, Danny does miss the familiarity of the League, it was still his home for the first ten years of his life and he has a lot of memories there. Plenty of good along with the bad, and while he's less homesick than he was when he was 10, it still hits him like a truck at random intervals.
Sam, Tucker, and Jazz are great, and he likes the Drs. Fentons enough that he's contemplated murdering Vlad for his meddling, but if he wants to eat the same food his mother used to make him and Damian, he has to do it himself and he can't get the taste right. No one knows arabic so he speaks it to himself because he doesn't want to forget his mother tongue, and he has a few books too. Frankly? He genuinely misses training.
Getting to use Sam's gym helps with his restlessness, same with training with Maddie, but he has no one on or above his level to go against other than his mother. And he only sees her twice a year at most. He knows that he's getting stagnant and he fucking despises it like a bad itch he can't scratch.
He feels conflicted about missing the League, however, since by now he recognizes the flaws and what was wrong with it, and he recognizes that it was cult-like. But even that is kinda, hrm, complicated? If this was a fic I would be able to go better into depth about what he has and hasn't unlearned because cult deprogramming is hard and Danny's doing most of this on his own.
Sam, Tucker, and Jazz have helped with the more obvious stuff: like the ecofascism, the disregard for human life, his emotional constipation; the more obvious stuff that shows in his behavior and personality. But none of them are professionals nor do they actually know the full extent of what Danny's life in the League was like. They only have snapshots since Danyal is very tight lipped about it. So they can only help with what they see themselves through Danny's behavior or word of mouth.
But in summary: He sees, for the most part, what's wrong with the League and disagrees with some of the stuff they do now. But he's very conflicted, and trying to dissect his feelings on the League confuses him. His protests about it whenever Sam and Tucker joke about it have at this point become mostly empty (altho it still causes him some discomfort), and its an inside joke between them three.
As for Ra's? Despises him. If only because Ra's wanted him to kill his little brother -- thinking about his motives with the League confuses Danny, cognitive dissonance and stuff, -- a lot of his hatred stems from "He wanted me to fight my baby brother to the death. I destroyed my relationship with Damian because of him, I had to fake my death and leave my home, and I will never meet my father or see my brother again because of him. Fuck that guy."
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#danyal al ghul au#starry asks#demon siblings au#danny's opinions on the league is rather complicated but he knows that some of the stuff that happened inside was wrong. and while he's#always known that his upbringing wasn't normal -- and he took pride in that -- its only in recent years that he's learned that#this was a *bad* thing. that his upbringing was wrong. he's still kinda grappling with that.#danny's homesickness hits the worst when he's patching himself up from a ghost fight alone. stitching up his throat in his ghost form when#he gets hit with a deep child-like grief and the unwitting 'i wanna go home'. he's exhausted and sad and hurting and fucking *tired*#good mom talia al ghul supremacy. she's trying her best.#but yeah sam and tucker did a lot of good for Danny by becoming his friend. he's a lot better off than he would've been if he remained alon#'a child not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth' type of stuff. danny's aware of this and is incredibly grateful#for sam and tucker. and as a result can and will get violently protective. his moral code on killing can be summed up as: i dont kill bc i#value human life and it's inconvenient. but i will do it without remorse if i must.#vlad is only still alive because he's incompetent. but the ice is thin#catch me about to make an incorrect quotes post about this au. i am so close.
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michie girlies I just need ya’ll to know that I’ve got a PWP one-shot in the works rn (should be posted by the weekend), a 10 chapter multi planned out with 3 chapters fully written, and a different one shot that I’ve been working on for awhile where ghost max brings Richie back from the dead and makes Richie help him kills his friends because I think Richie deserves it after his friends didn’t give a shit that he died.
never give up hope, never back down, be the change you want to see ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ!!!
#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#richie lipschitz#richard lipschitz#max jägerman#max jagerman#michie npmd#michie#i’m fucking exhausted#but michie is keeping me sane#I’m fucking around#I’m finding out#fanfic
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I recently reinstalled tiktok and GOD it was such a jumpscare remembering how god awful the tiktok tdlosk fandom was compared to tumblr. Like jesus christ why is everyone so negative and shitty all the fucking time, do they not get like exhausted from it
#“saiki is aro/ace so if you ship him with anyone youre a terrible awful person” have you ever experienced joy in your life#“*insert ship here* is such a terrible ship i dont know why anyone would like it” have you ever experienced happiness#anyway this post was prompt by me seeing someone complain about the saiki x satou ship saying its terrible and bad#like girl its not that serious#if you dont like it you can just scroll away?????#i seriously dont understand why people cant just live and let live#being negative all the time about fandom stuff is so fucking awful#it must be exhausting#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki no psi nan#im too lazy to tag
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In the spirit of you getting a rude customer (I've been there, it sucks and I am cursing their entire bloodline, that bastard), I think Nik would be the kind of person to be extremely polite to people working in any job that involves dealing with customers. He always smiles, doesn't hesitate to talk with them for a bit, leaves generous tips and best of all, he will threaten any other customer who happen to be rude to them.
Like imagine some asshole being a real bastard with a barista at Nik's favorite café. Nik would just place one of his big bear hand on the guy's shoulder, towering over him, and tell him that this is no way of talking to another person and order, straight up order him to apologize. Or else :3c.
Anyway all this to say that Nik would hunt the rude customers you had to deal with for sport. Drop them from his helo in the middle of Siberia.
(Hope you're okay Gomz, I know how hard it is, it's tough to not let those assholes get to you but you're awesome and fuck them <3)
uuuuuuuu *sniffles* thank you for dropping this in my ask JAJKDADKSJKKJ absolutely Nik would give em hell
the type that gentle turns the customer around and give em a smile that's going to haunt them in their dreams or the type that pushes the customer down to their knees and make em apologize to the worker. If that all doesn't stop the rude ass MTF- well he knows a few ways to set their bones right :3
#ah yes violence is not the answer it is the solution#aksjhakdjh#thank you Nekros i truly truly appreciated this#got a big ol smile from this :3#this got me imagining double team nikprice huhuuuuuuuuuuuuu both of them putting that fucker in place#can you imagine...two burly man on their hft and right...#bad cop good cop nikprice...? slowly nods KAJSHDKAJFHDLKGF#im feeling better now hehe im just so fucking exhausted KASJFHBLKFSJFAH#two more days before the week ends...i must persist....for nikprice#LMFAO#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#hugs for u too Nekros hope your day has been well!! if not I'll manifest my chibi Nik to give you a good neck squeeze#Nekros
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Ya know, I was gonna be done. I spent hours yesterday talking friends off ledges when people were harassing them for being excited about the watcher announcement, or when their anxiety ballooned while watching the never-ending fucking tide of absolutely entitled morons kept piling on and on and on and spreading baseless bullshit every where.
But like, I cannot be done.
Because I am just so fucking disappointed. I'm so fucking sad to be sitting here watching people writhe with glee over the reactions to the announcement, and fill their little vengeful mugs in anticipation of watching the fall of a fledgling independent media company they are literally standing around lighting matches to throw onto the pyre.
Y'all make me sick.
You profess to love these guys, to want to see them succeed, to enjoy the stuff they make for you. You beg and demand and scream for more time with Ryan and Shane and bitch constantly during periods of the year when it's not Ghost Files or Puppet History time. You complain to anyone who will listen about how this is a betrayal, as if they're your fuckin' friends who you know personally.
News flash, they're not. They never were. You're parasocially attached to the plush puppet and the guy who sticks his hand up it in a way that is detrimental to your critical thinking skills and you know what? Fucking don't subscribe to the streamer. Who fucking wants you around anyway?
I would bet American cash money that none of you have EVER had to sit with your staff in a meeting and figure out how you were going to keep your company afloat. That none of you have ever had to decide to take a risk like this, in this kind of economic climate and be cautiously excited about what it might mean for you and then to have this absolute viciousness being the response.
I'm really sorry that for some people the price is just out of their reach. I completely understand wanting to join in on something and being unable to because of the money. The amount of times I've had to say no to doing something fun because I just didn't have the cash is not a small amount. It sucks. It really sucks.
But you know, the emotionally mature response to not being able to afford something is to be like, well is there a way that I can save up for this? Something else I can cut out? And if the answer is no, then, unfortunately, sometimes, you just have to be left out. This is a fact of life.
Do you people also get bitchy with artists who charge commission prices that mean they can afford to live?
The comparisons of Watcher to non-network television streamers are laughable. Like, Watcher is absolutely not on the same level of operating profitability as other streaming services. They are an independent production studio that gives a shit about making content that they like to make and taking care of their employees and the other people who are associated with them. And in order for them to continue to make the stuff we like (Ghost Files, Puppet History, et al), we're gonna have to buy-in.
Seeing people say with their full chests that they should just fire people? Are you fucking hearing yourselves? Who should they fire? Their queer employees? The people who write and do sound and edit? The people who make Ghost Files or Puppet History look the way it looks? The people who are the reason the shows work?
And, I'm sorry, but if you think that the solution here is that they should just ... make worse shows, I don't even know what to say to you at all. Sorry that Steven and Ryan and Shane wanna do more than lifeless unsolved copies for the rest of their lives. Go watch fucking unsolved if you want that, watcher has always wanted to do more, do better, make bigger things. And you know what? They are for sure allowed to do that.
I am also utterly enraged by the racism. I cannot even imagine what it's like to be any Watcher employee of colour today, watching the hate and the cruelty roll in. Y'all are just fucking mean, and gross, and I hope you all walk on legos in the dark in bare feet.
Everyone who is acting like this is some fucking personal betrayal needs to go smoke a bowl or do a bong rip and chill the fuck out.
#things jess says#i did not sleep for shit last night#i am exhausted#i am sad#i am disappointed#i am enraged by the racism#by the way that people are out here being their worst selves over six fucking dollars#over some videos they feel entitled to because they were once accessible for free#breaking news but shit costs money#i'm sorry you live in a fantasy land where it doesn't#it must be really nice
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No amount of apologies will ever make up for the fact that I'm ruining you.
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#mental health#sorry for being depressing#anxi4ty#cw vent#i cant take this shit anymore#im going to kms#im losing it#ready to kms#im a horrible person#i hate everything#i wanna kms#why am i like this#i deserve nothing#what is wrong with me#mentally exhausted#i have no mouth and i must scream#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#boyfriend#i suck at everything#im disgusting#i deserve to suffer#he doesnt deserve this#fuck everything#i hate this#what the fuck#kill my life
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I LOVE AND APPRECIATE MY FRIENDS WITH NPD 👊👊👊👊👊👊💥💥💥 OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#npd#narcassistic personality disorder#one of my best friends has npd and he gets SO MUCH SHIT CONSTANTLY#I can’t imagine how exhausting it must be#yeah. it’s one of the coolest guys I know and I hate how much misinformation narcissism is subject to#I'd recommend researching the disorder and asking your npd loved ones how you can help them manage their disorder!!#god warning it is so hard to find information on npd that isn’t ‘my EVIL narcissist friend and how I isolated and hurt them#as punishment for their disorder!!’#Id suggest asking people who have npd about their experiences#seriously. god I believed the stigma before I got a friend with npd and it’s so so wrong#yeah. unfollow me right fucking now if you believe that narcassists are inherently abusive and evil and unable to have good relationships#STOP DEMONISING DISORDERS
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one thing i have noticed is that my intrusive thoughts regarding my characters/writing have become so much worse since i started posting about them on social media. it’s a double edged sword because i really want to share my stuff but at the same time it has been a noticeable development for me.
#i’ve always had them don’t get me wrong.#but back then especially when i created shana it was more a genuine belief mixed with intrusive thoughts#now i have sorta gotten away from that must create pure pristine stories and characters mentality#in theory#but the intrusive thoughts are still very much there and like. twice as bad#it’s so fucking exhausting#‘you should no you must do this instead you can’t write your character like that you have to stop you have to do this’#and such every time i think about my stuff or even dare to have fun with it. then it’s especially bad#i can’t i’m like getting physically exhausted lmao
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You can tell I've gone full blown stir crazy over Dead Boy Detectives because I just spent TWO FUCKING HOURS APPARENTLY meticulously crafting Niko's outfits in Adopt Me. Trying to find what pieces available make the most perfectest and cutest representations of her outfits. For me to wear around the game. And I only got 2 done. In 2 hours. I put on a Charles playlist at 1:50 and hyperfocused so hard that I looked up after completing her pink hearts outfit to see that 2 hours had gone by. In like 30 minutes max of Time My Brain Knew Of. This show has consumed me holy shit
#also Niko is my pride and joy and im in love with her wardrobe so there's that too#but like this is a hugher level hyperfixation than most fandoms i can confidently say now#niko my most beloved <3#WHERE THE FUCK DID THOSE TWO HOURS GO#my adhd ate them i guess#anyhoo i MUST sleep I physically could not feel my body's tiredness until I was popped out of my hyperfocus and I'm exhausted now#dead boy detectives#niko sasaki#niko sasaki my beloved <3
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#i need a break from the winter break#my family is exhausting but somehow i am the one they call difficult to be around#im sorry i have boundaries? you are the reason i need them#im sorry i dont like when my brother who i have never had good relationship with picks on me?#'keep the peace' in the family mindset must die. i am so tired. why cant we just be honest and work on actually being good to each other#like. its not normal when from the age of 11 i feel like running away and never returning#but now i dont even have anywhere to run away because the way we are going as a society is fucked and idk where id feel safe#rant things delete later
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it never ceases to amaze me how the younger generations just literally think """content""" falls from trees for them and they have no appreciation for anyone who cultivates anything in spaces online. like the education system is so fucked man flkdsj... media literacy is dead...
#being a teacher rn with chatgpt must be crazy bc the way some ppl act on the internet these days is like#do u just strip full sentences n paragraphs u read online and put them in a paper w no credit?#do u get machines to write nonsensical shit for u..#do u get it to spit out images and call it art.. like oh fucking please#dont even know how to appreciate art or effort for what it is..#have to be the first to post smth w hte same unoriginal shit like lol it's so exhausting#love it here but hating it more and more.. all these spaces are gonna have nothing left soon enough the way things trend atp
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Cuz why tf do i have to do literally everything on my own without an ounce of any freaking help
#being independent is all fun n games#until you realize how freaking exhausting it is#explain to me how i as a college student#am supposed to come up with money#for a new car#& to move out#while also paying for my bills#putting gas in my death trap of a vehicle#as well as other things#WITH NO HELP#like fucc dude can i get a break#or like idk 2% of help#like what am i supposed to do here#i ask for help & nobody seems to freaking care#& i know the worlds not gonna stop spinning jus bc i want it to#but i rly dont think im asking for a lot here#like do i have to get into a rly bad accident#for anyone to take my car shit seriously?#i wanna ask for help but why ask when ive asked#a million other times#and it feels like ive received nothing#i know my feelings are not always the true reality#& i know people care#but fucc dude.#how many times do i have to complain about the same fucking thing before anything changes#why must i do EVERYTHING on my freaking own#& everyone else has parents or some form of fucking help.
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