#they love the CONCEPT of me
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So like, what the actual genuine FUCK am I expected to do to show apology now that I’ve been told by BOTH my parents that me saying sorry doesn’t mean anything anymore no matter how genuine it is from my side (it’s nearly always genuine. I might not always know what Im apologizing for (i rarely ever do- it’s generally just the result of the soup of guilt that sits in my chest given to me by a lifetime of being told I’m being annoying or loud or weak or cringey or weird or rude or otherwise just being fucking ignored), but I always feel the need to BE apologizing anyway and so I often do, except that’s now caused the issue at hand of— I’ve said I’m sorry too much in my life that now it’s just… words.
Yea, we’ve all apologized without meaning it before. But it’s never been in the circumstances where I’m quite literally screaming and crying so hard I start to gag, and those are the exact context wherein I was told my apologies were worthless.
So like… where do we go from here then? I can’t apologize but I’m also supposed to just fucking show up at Mother’s Day tomorrow so… how the fuck am I supposed to interact with you? Act normal? You certainly won’t be and THAT would be me lying then sooooo????
#I’m an adult but I’m financially dependent#and if i weren’t I would’ve already cut and run for the other coast of this country i think#because my family are all I have quite literally since i have next to no friends and 0 life#but they are also terrible to me and i genuinely don’t know how the fuck to keep going on from here#like they ‘love’ me but it’s more like#they love the CONCEPT of me#they don’t love ME me#and no matter how badly they want me to be that concept#I’ll always just be… me#parental issues#how to cope#how to apologize#saying I’m sorry
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When asked why they still haven't kicked the bucket after decades: Ford insists he beat Death at chess. Stanley insists he kicked Death's ass in a Denny's parking lot
#Beloved Grunkles you will never die <3#They're speaking to a like 50-60 year old Dipper and Mabel. The former of which is just... So done#I'm certain this has been done before and goddamn its such a fun concept! They change their story every time! They never die!#Also love dennys memes because as someone who is not american to me it is a mythical location that only exists to have fistfights behind it#Gravity Falls#Sea Grunks#Fan art#Stanley Pines#Stanford Pines#Grunkle Stan#Grunkle Ford#Ford Pines#Stan Pines#Post canon#Fanart#GF Fanart#Artists on Tumblr#My art
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My Mane 6 Redesigns all together! I was going to post them separately but ended up finishing them all before I got around to it lol
#mlp#my little pony friendship is magic#my little pony#mlp fim#mlp redesign#earth pony twilight truthers where are you#bat pony fluttershy truthers where are you#dark color palette rarity truthers where are you#ALL OF YOU RISE WITH ME#im ESPECIALLY an earth pony twilight truther ever since I saw the old G5 concepts#I love the idea that Twilight's bonds with others are her true magic rather than beams or spells and I feel earth pony twi fits that well#since “the five elements brought together creates the sixth element magic“ aka friendship since FIM she embodies ”magic“ in a#more metaphorical sense#the star in her eyes is also a reference to the first ep when twilight says “the spark” ignited inside of her heart#plus the earth pony to alicorn pipeline is so cool and i like the idea of an earth pony being the bearer of the element of magic as a#fun contrast/its unexpected
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Viago, when playing as Rook De Riva: you IDIOT you were my favorite fledgling why did you have to make a mess of this now I have to jump through all these convoluted hoops to keep you safe. Teia stop telling Rook how much I missed them it's not funny they could have DIED. also your room is exactly the way you left it please come home
Strife, when playing as Rook Aldwir: Why hasn't this weird bug i kicked out of our camp ages ago died yet :|
#rook wearing a shirt that says “i joined the veiljumpers and all i got was my almost ex dating my almost dad who doesn't even like me”#why wont he even acknowledge me 😭😭😭 i loved u in the short story... but i am just some mud he tracked in i guess rip#dragon age: veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#viago#viago de riva#strife#strife dragon age#rook#dragon age rook#de riva#aldwir#rook aldwir#rook de riva#veil jumpers#antivan crows#jade plays dav#crow is my second playthrough and its making it really stark just how uneven these factions are... i love the concept of veiljump SO MUCH#but it is so empty in comparison#ramblings#julieta de riva#juniper aldwir
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father lyney + alts
#genshin impact#my art#tbh i dont rly think hed take on arlecchinos colour scheme but the concept itself is nice#also i cant for the love of me put him in longer pants it jst doesnt feel right. he needs those short shorts nothing else
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thinking about having somebody guide my hand down between my legs and assuming they want me to finger myself, only to have them slip two fingers in right next to my own. turning to meet their gaze in shock while they coo something about helping me make myself feel good. the idea of being full in this way making my brain fuzzy, each thrust wiping my mind blank until i can’t string together a complete thought. flushing in embarrassment when i can feel the way my pussy sucks in both of our fingers. the low moan that makes its way out of me when i get to feel the way i squeeze down when i cum, impossibly tight over the three? four? fingers working in and out of me. my fucked out babbling picking up speed as they push my fingers deeper, coaxing me into fucking myself through the orgasm just as they normally would. trying to wiggle away but there’s nowhere to go when they’re holding me still and fucking me open with my own hand.
#i’m feeling really fucking normal about this at 6 AM EST#this has happened to me exactly twice#and it was life changing both times#everybody say thank you pea for the idea#lesbian#wlw blog#lesbian blog#wlw post#wlw nsft#wlw concepts#lesbian nsft#femme4all#butch bait#femme bait#me n my love#dedicated to all the underwear i’ve ruined
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that one theory that metal sonic is the cd bad timeline’s sonic
#i don’t actually believe it as canon but as a concept i fucking love it#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#classic sonic#neo metal sonic#sonic cd#sonic fanart#me when there’s robot body horror angst at the function
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me at the interdimensional ramen bar of past regret
#idk this concept is so weird when i think about it for more then two seconds but whatever. young portal ford at ramen bar with meat ya#thats real. that happensd#i said so#whatever man. drawing what i want#anyways thinking about that FUCKING photo again that he pulls out in weirdmaggedon 3 .#30 years wirh that thing#he sickens me in a hyper specific way. sap that has no idea hes a sap. or knows but is in denial.#love you ford ill support yiu foreve#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stan twins#stan pines#stanley pines
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you kiss the back of toji's hand one day very casually before intertwining your fingers with his and the man just kind of shuts down . bc what the hell did you just do????? kissed his hand?? you kissed his hand????? that's.. what?????? isn't he supposed to be kissing yours?????? and the fact that you're now just acting like nothing happened has him staring at you with widened eyes and slightly furrowed brows. you turn back to check on him because you realize that he's not following you anymore and just laugh lightheartedly when you see the faint blush on his cheeks and his burning ears. brining his hand to your mouth again, you press another kiss to his knuckles with a teasing smile glued to your lips and that makes him snap out of his daze. he tries to brush you off with a quiet click of his tongue but you know he liked it. you know he loved it.
#toji gets easily flustered by his s/o nobody can tell me otherwise#this is a fact#hand holding is a foreign concept to him anyway and now you're kissing his hand too??????????? DO YOU WANT HIM DEADDD????#no but yeah i think he'd love that a lot#like aaaa lot a lot#:3333333333#toji#mickey is daydreaming
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trying to get better with colors!
another fanart of @forgettable-au !
#the pinkinsh version is the one i drew after i spent hours overthinking over details#and the other is when i realized that i didn't need to overthink things and the previous version was fine too XD#guys help this au lives rent free in my brain aiuhnergkijuhrgikju#now papyrus is my favorite character and i fully credit this au for making me deep dive into trying to understand papyrus' character#the outfit is from one of the au's concept art!! i love it SO MUCH dude!!!#i had to draw it at least once#undertale#undertale au#papyrus#flowey#myart
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He was my cousin, but we were more like brothers, really. (All we had left...)
lucanis and illario through time
#dragon age#datv#veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#had fun with their designs#somehow now lucanis looks like the bad guy lol#but anyway these guys live in my head rent free#they were brothers#i weirdly love drawing illario#lucanis takes me 3x longer to draw to make it look like him but illario just comes out like that#i added a slight asian influence to some of their designs because of that one concept note that mentions korean influence
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It seems there's a new lawyer in town!!!
#I think she's one of the most underutilized characters ever I will DIE on this hill#she can hear people's feelings that is the COOLEST concept ever#you get people who can hear thoughts a lot and that's cool but hearing FEELINGS is such a sick and unique concept#AND SHES A LAWYER#THATS THE COOLEST CAREER YOU COULD GIVE SOMEONE WHO CAN HEAR FEELINGS THAT OPENS DOORS FOR SO MANY GOOD STORIES#I'D LOVE IN AA TO PLAY CASES AS HER WHERE YOU HAVE TO WORK BACKWARDS FROM PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS TO FIGURE OUT MYSTERIES#IT'S A WHOLE NEW SIDE TO THE EVIDENCE#AND SUBTLE HIDDEN FEELINGS KEEP GUIDING HER AND PPL JUST CANT KEEP UP WITH HOW SHE WORKS... STUFF LIKE THAT WOULD BE INTERESTING#WHY ISN'T IT UTILIZED WHY DO WE JUST HAVE PSUEDOSCIENCE MINIGAME#ATHENA IS SO LIKEABLE AND CHARMING AND FULL OF LIFE TOO#PLEASE CAPCOM#I LOV E HER PLEASE#GIVE US A CRAZY MOMENT WHERE SHE TAKES PHOENIX ASIDE HALFWAY THROUGH A CASEAND TELLS HIM HIS CLIENT WAS JUST ELATED AT THE SIGHT OF A CORPS#OR DO IT IN THE GAMEPLAY WHERE THE PLAYER SPOTS IT IN THE MOOD MATRIX#omg yeah actually that'd make me shit my pants that'd be so cool#proper ghost trick moment#THERE'S SO MUCH COOL STUFF YOu can do fuck okay sorry there are so many tags now#can you tell I got feelings abt this character I LOVE HER so much Im in love w her tbh and she's also so me#ace attorney#athena cykes#my art#have a good day thanks for looking at my art haha
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danny phantom cast explorations and thoughts :v
#🧻 sharts#danny phantom#danny fenton#jazz fenton#danielle phantom#sam manson#tucker foley#i have like. other sketches of other cast members hidden away. maybe ill finish them up but#for now heres my thoughts on the cast! at least how i would do it#i never understood danielle being 12 when danny is 14. MAKE THEM IDENTICAL!!!!! RAAAAH#i have a lot of thoughts about danielle and non of them are canon compliant#i may just be rewriting the lore sorry#danny phantom is like r*wby to me#in which i rewrite the things i dont like#i will say a lot of the things im applying to the halfa’s is from an oc of mine#because i like the concepts and find them fitting#its not stealing if its from myself. its recycling#i think the one thing that keeps kicking me in the ass is danny's suit. its a hazmat suit but its vacuum sealed HAHA#i love both vibes of him in a tight superhero suit and him in a loose hazmat lookin suit with a mask or smth. for the creep factor#idk im figuring out how i would do the phantom alter ego. ywlma has me obsessed w it being elderich and scary though#wow. so many tags! LOL SORRY#guess ill die (danphantom)
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winter
#i checked back thru my priv archives and i first thought of this one in july. had a completely different comp but same concept :3#big desolate monochrome nothingness in cold harsh winter with one stark streak of red#even silver blends into it but oguggh lilia will keep him safe and warm in his arms#probably the least briar valley-esque bg ive drawn in ages. im obsessed w that place like girl it aint REAL#BUT IT IS. IN MY HEART.#i hafta fill out a bunch of paperwork tn and ask my realtor abt a title company etc etc yada yada i will call my MOM AGAIN !!#also work had holiday TREATS for us and the nice security lady lori who i love chatted w me again!!!!! I LOVE HER#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#I ALSO GOT TO VISIT MARKETING!!! YIPPEE!!!!!
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chucks this overthought fiddlestan au at u
#gravity falls#fiddlestan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls au#gravity falls fanart#love is blind au#uhhhh so i'm nervous to share this bc i've been sitting on this au for so long and i actually rlly like the concept#but i just. didn't know if anyone else would like it#anyway it's MY au i get to make fiddleford morally questionable fuck u#i have comics also but idk when i'll finish them so this comes first#okay go easy on me#bye#my art#mods art#mods draws
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I'm shy, but if you treat me right I will fuck you anywhere you want
#text#mine#relationship goals#pinky promise#me and someone i love and care about#nsft concept#bd/sm community#me and who
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