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sorryiwasasleep · 7 months ago

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So like, what the actual genuine FUCK am I expected to do to show apology now that I’ve been told by BOTH my parents that me saying sorry doesn’t mean anything anymore no matter how genuine it is from my side (it’s nearly always genuine. I might not always know what Im apologizing for (i rarely ever do- it’s generally just the result of the soup of guilt that sits in my chest given to me by a lifetime of being told I’m being annoying or loud or weak or cringey or weird or rude or otherwise just being fucking ignored), but I always feel the need to BE apologizing anyway and so I often do, except that’s now caused the issue at hand of— I’ve said I’m sorry too much in my life that now it’s just… words.

Yea, we’ve all apologized without meaning it before. But it’s never been in the circumstances where I’m quite literally screaming and crying so hard I start to gag, and those are the exact context wherein I was told my apologies were worthless.

So like… where do we go from here then? I can’t apologize but I’m also supposed to just fucking show up at Mother’s Day tomorrow so… how the fuck am I supposed to interact with you? Act normal? You certainly won’t be and THAT would be me lying then sooooo????

#I’m an adult but I’m financially dependent #and if i weren’t I would’ve already cut and run for the other coast of this country i think #because my family are all I have quite literally since i have next to no friends and 0 life #but they are also terrible to me and i genuinely don’t know how the fuck to keep going on from here #like they ‘love’ me but it’s more like #they love the CONCEPT of me #they don’t love ME me #and no matter how badly they want me to be that concept #I’ll always just be… me #parental issues #how to cope #how to apologize #saying I’m sorry

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cracklewink · 8 months ago

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My Mane 6 Redesigns all together! I was going to post them separately but ended up finishing them all before I got around to it lol

#mlp #my little pony friendship is magic #my little pony #mlp fim #mlp redesign #earth pony twilight truthers where are you #bat pony fluttershy truthers where are you #dark color palette rarity truthers where are you #ALL OF YOU RISE WITH ME #im ESPECIALLY an earth pony twilight truther ever since I saw the old G5 concepts #I love the idea that Twilight's bonds with others are her true magic rather than beams or spells and I feel earth pony twi fits that well #since “the five elements brought together creates the sixth element magic“ aka friendship since FIM she embodies ”magic“ in a #more metaphorical sense #the star in her eyes is also a reference to the first ep when twilight says “the spark” ignited inside of her heart #plus the earth pony to alicorn pipeline is so cool and i like the idea of an earth pony being the bearer of the element of magic as a #fun contrast/its unexpected

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paintedcrows · 6 days ago

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When asked why they still haven't kicked the bucket after decades: Ford insists he beat Death at chess. Stanley insists he kicked Death's ass in a Denny's parking lot

#Beloved Grunkles you will never die <3 #They're speaking to a like 50-60 year old Dipper and Mabel. The former of which is just... So done #I'm certain this has been done before and goddamn its such a fun concept! They change their story every time! They never die!#Also love dennys memes because as someone who is not american to me it is a mythical location that only exists to have fistfights behind it #Gravity Falls #Sea Grunks #Fan art #Stanley Pines #Stanford Pines #Grunkle Stan #Grunkle Ford #Ford Pines #Stan Pines #Post canon #Fanart #GF Fanart #Artists on Tumblr #My art

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majunju · 7 months ago

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father lyney + alts

#genshin impact #my art #tbh i dont rly think hed take on arlecchinos colour scheme but the concept itself is nice #also i cant for the love of me put him in longer pants it jst doesnt feel right. he needs those short shorts nothing else

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teddybeartoji · 2 months ago

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you kiss the back of toji's hand one day very casually before intertwining your fingers with his and the man just kind of shuts down . bc what the hell did you just do????? kissed his hand?? you kissed his hand????? that's.. what?????? isn't he supposed to be kissing yours?????? and the fact that you're now just acting like nothing happened has him staring at you with widened eyes and slightly furrowed brows. you turn back to check on him because you realize that he's not following you anymore and just laugh lightheartedly when you see the faint blush on his cheeks and his burning ears. brining his hand to your mouth again, you press another kiss to his knuckles with a teasing smile glued to your lips and that makes him snap out of his daze. he tries to brush you off with a quiet click of his tongue but you know he liked it. you know he loved it.

#toji gets easily flustered by his s/o nobody can tell me otherwise #this is a fact #hand holding is a foreign concept to him anyway and now you're kissing his hand too??????????? DO YOU WANT HIM DEADDD????#no but yeah i think he'd love that a lot #like aaaa lot a lot #:3333333333 #toji #mickey is daydreaming

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lucdoodle · 2 months ago

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trying to get better with colors!

another fanart of @forgettable-au !

#the pinkinsh version is the one i drew after i spent hours overthinking over details #and the other is when i realized that i didn't need to overthink things and the previous version was fine too XD #guys help this au lives rent free in my brain aiuhnergkijuhrgikju #now papyrus is my favorite character and i fully credit this au for making me deep dive into trying to understand papyrus' character #the outfit is from one of the au's concept art!! i love it SO MUCH dude!!!#i had to draw it at least once #undertale #undertale au #papyrus #flowey #myart

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teafromthemicrowave · 8 months ago

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MOTH JON MOTH JON MOTH JON

#moth!jon #ahrg that concept is killing me i love it with every inch of my soul #he must be so soft and fuzzy wow #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #jonmartin #tma fanart #jonathan sims #moth jon #artfromthemicrowave

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stil-lindigo · 1 year ago

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the fox god.

a comic about a trickster.

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#cw: emotional abuse #cw: gaslighting #cw: animal death #charity - a god whose name was only ever meant to be ironic #i love playing with the concept of religion like this #im not religious at all but i did go to a christian school for twelve years #and i remember learning about the story of abraham. who long story short gets told by god to kill his son to prove his love for god.#and at the veeeery last minute god goes sike! this was a test to see if you'd do it! here's a lamb to slaughter instead #but the whole concept of that exchange in and of itself is so #anyway #one thing i meant to include in the creative notes but i ran out of room for is that charity never calls cunning by his name.#it's just “fox”. which was a small touch to indicate that he never acknowledged cunning's identity outside of being something exploitable.#but for all charity's hidden disdain for cunning #he still stole all his strengths and coveted them. he became known as the fox god.#so maybe some part of cunning survived. despite everything.#“give me your heart.”#“my god. it had always been yours.”#comic art #hearteaters #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #one more comic to go until im finished with this collection!!

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ministarfruit · 10 months ago

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day 15: haunting ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

#HALFWAY THROUGH??!#minifemslashfeb2024 #ace attorney #lanamia #lana skye #mia fey #rotating them in my head #what if ghost mia DIDN'T agree with lana #I should add that my original concept for this was #that ghost mia is just a projection and lana is just imagining her spite post-mortem #as one does when they are not in a good state of mind #but I also think if mia genuinely disapproved of her actions... that would be so interesting #either way I think it should haunt lana #I just think that would be interesting #like what if mia asked about it when she was alive and investigating corruption #and lana deliberately lied to her #those kinds of regrets...#I love ghost stories...#me wanting mia to actually haunt the narrative...

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liimonadas · 8 months ago

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i blacked out and suddenly theres 4 edgeworths on the canvas

bonus design notes edition

#i actually think its so fun to indicate age through subtle changes #and i love drawing edgeworth. as you migh guess #im also really happy w how the suit redesign turned out?? its not major but i think it fits better.#i like his timeskip canon design in concept but not in execution #also aa1 era edgeworth is soggy wet cat and you CANNOT convince me otherwise #like dl6 resurfacing and then kater everything w 1-5 surely took a massive toll on him #miles edgeworth #ace attorney #fanart #art

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hinamie · 24 days ago

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sidelong

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #itafushi #fushiita #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji #and like. for good reason i mean look at him #but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept #or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man #fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh #anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red #i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened #it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources #and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!

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myballsitchaurghouchie · 2 months ago

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Dance untill the sun sets

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ID: A digital drawing of the Lamb and Narinder from the video game Cult Of The Lamb, dacing over a blue background. The Lamb is drawn with a short ponytail, wearing white shorts and a red top with short sleeves, as well as arm and leg guards. Their back is facing Narinder who is holding one of their hands up above their head. Narinder is drawn as his follower form, wearing wide pants and a red shirt with wide, shoulder-length sleeves. Both characters are smilling and have a slight blush over their face.

#Narinder indulging the fuck out of mortal life will always be everything to me #i love concepts of him being bitter and mad about being amongst mortals after being defeated #but i ADORE concepts of him (+ the bishops) being so fucking happy with mortal life it scratches an itch in my brain #rediscover the joy and beauty of mundane life through the eyes of a former god #cotl #cotl fanart #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #cult of the lamb #fanart #itchyballsart

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nipuni · 1 year ago

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