#they just keep throwing in knew things!! i thought it was just going to eunwoo is a dumbass in love but theyre making it DRAMTIQUE
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Man I wanna re watch haikyuu even tho I’m reading passed the show
#WAIT its finally got a new season idk what the show goes upto now#actually im probably not passed the show then cause im only a little bit passed shiratorizawa (i really hope i spelt that right)#if i had to guess by how the show was paced before id be like halfway through the new season#but idk anything about it other than it exists jdjsjsj#for people who do know whats going on im like part way into their match against inarizaki#but anyways i just wanna see my boy suga in colour again ksnsjsjsj#also noya is wayyyy funnier in motion djsjsj#god im like this 👌 close to becoming a haikyuu blog#okie so they still putting out episodes for it 👀👀#if its 8 episodes n theyre barely passed the training camps then inarizaki is probably going to be in the last third of the season IF i had#IF i had to guess tho idk what happens after that game so idk what the best way to pace it would be#and the first round game wasnt like a HUGE deal so itll probably only be like 3 or four episodes#maybe theyd do the match after inarizaki too (assuming they dont lose of course)#they better not lose that match cause nekoma is next :(#no one spoil this for me im just THINKING#i gotta finish rookie historian first tho cause im almost done but i still dk whats going on#they just keep throwing in knew things!! i thought it was just going to eunwoo is a dumbass in love but theyre making it DRAMTIQUE#its like realllyyy good tho#i could finish it tonight if i through sleep out the window............
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this prompt: jock!jaykay and namjoon running into each other at a party or sth and namjoon being like ‘you finally grow a pair and ask oc out yet?’ and jks just like 😧 and joons like ‘seriously dude? 😑 i’ve been waiting for you to ask her out since before i even dated her’. but make it more angst!!! namjoon is kind of an asshole here. there’s smoking, drinking and jk getting a brief lapdance. oc is a LIAR. jaykay deep in his feels tbh. roughly 1.5k. listen to all i wanted by paramore
Jeongguk's crossed too many paths with people during his life to remember every face his eyes have ever seen. But there’s one he will never forget, no matter how hard he tries to scrub the memory from his brain, ignore the muted forlorn twang in his heart, the low ache that ebbs from the base of his skull. It sparks up again despite years of never seeing the individual who caused the problem. How could he forget those broad shoulders? The sharp analytic eyes. The man whom you’d attached yourself too for a good chunk of your joint high school careers. It surprises him, honestly, because Jeongguk’s got a girl grinding on his lap but his eyes are locked on Namjoon, ears trailing after the sound of his deep laugh instead of the sweet nothings Nayeon (or Naeun, or Nayoung — he can’t fucking remember) is murmuring into the hollow of his neck.
For one, he’s fucked out of his mind. Taehyung probably laced the joint; he liked doing that shit even when it messed up Jeongguk’s trip. He should have known not to take a hit, but he was already ten shots in and nothing sounded better than smoke in his lungs. Maybe not nothing. This girl feels good in his hands, responds to the lightest of his touches, moans in his ear like she wants him to fuck her.
He could. He has before. Probably. She knows exactly where to nip his neck for this to have not been a repeat hook-up. But in the haze of the low living room lights and the spinning headiness of the drinks he’d downed, he couldn’t make out her face. It’d shift and twist and turn into an image that almost makes him want to cry because, at some angles, when the shadows form right, he thinks he can see your face. It could be you in his lap, you whimpering whenever your crotches aligned just right, you clinging to him like the sun hangs onto the evening sky.
But it’s not.
And for some unfathomable reason, Jeongguk’s ruined mind recognises that sucks.
Because it should be you.
He doesn’t know how he gets that girl off. Probably some lie that he needed to pee. In reality, he needed to breathe, because those thoughts surface with malicious intent, purposefully drawing him closer to deep dangerous waters. If he’s not careful he could easily drown, suffocated by desires he can’t even string together into a comprehensible sentence.
The night air hits sharp, seeping through his loose shirt. It grounds him enough for his steps to stabilise, feet following a slow trudge to the edge of the balcony. He doesn’t even know whose house this is. Somebody he’s probably never met honestly. But he wanted you to come. Everyone was coming out tonight. Even your elusive roommate Sohee was somewhere in some bathroom with a head between her thighs. You probably are doing that too, to be far. Even the name evokes bile from his throat, bitter and violent, full of jealousy he’d never really learnt to contain.
Lee Eunwoo. A graphic design major. Slightly taller than Jeongguk (only when Jeongguk is having a bad day) and somehow he can make you giggle like he’s getting paid for it.
You’d mentioned it so softly that Jeongguk didn’t even hear it at first. But then your cheeks had heated up, that stupid sparkle melting through your gaze. You wanted to spend the night with him, take advantage of an empty apartment, perhaps watch a movie or two.
It's obvious that you were going to sleep with him. The thought itself irked something visceral inside of Jeongguk. But he’d given you an easy smile, laughed at the modesty of your demeanour and wished you well with a tight hug. The same low buzzing of frustration that he got when you were with Namjoon was already waning through his system as he completed his sets at the gym with more force than needed.
Which is why he can’t help but release a bitter laugh into the night. Ironically, Namjoon was here while you were getting your back blown out by another idiotic guy Jeongguk did not like.
“What’s so funny?”
He can’t spin around to face him, Jeongguk knows he’ll throw up if he does. But he can’t forget a timbre like that. Not when you nearly wrote a poem about how wonderful Kim Namjoon’s voice was. A poem which you recited to Jeongguk before he begged you to rip it to shreds and never talk about again.
(Subconsciously Jeongguk had adopted a deeper voice whenever he talked to you since then. It came out more when he was drunk, but it’s not like you paid any attention anyway).
“Nothing,” he returns. He hopes Namjoon gets the hint and goes away. The bastard joins him on the balcony instead.
“No, seriously, what’s funny? You look like you’ve got a lot going on in your head.” Namjoon was always so concerned in talking about emotions and putting your feelings into words. It’s one of the reasons why you loved him and probably reason one thousand why Jeongguk hated him.
“Hello to you too, Kim Namjoon. Don’t you think we should catch up on the pleasantries before you start psychoanalysing me?” He retorts, forcing his gaze onto the other man. Namjoon looks good; golden skin, broad shoulders and his hair cropped short. There’s an ease to him that Jeongguk could never replicate no matter how hard he tried. Perhaps that’s what happens when you’re born sure of yourself. Like Namjoon was.
The laugh he receives is empty. Namjoon is busy rifling through his pockets, fingers emerging with a joint and a lighter. “Nice to see you too, Jeon. Didn’t think I’d ever bump into you after high school but the universe works in mysterious ways, doesn’t it?” The jay slips between his lips, followed by a swift flick of the lighter before a deep inhale that Jeongguk swears he feels in his lungs. The smoke floats out pretty, fading into wisps of nothing but grey as the breeze sweeps it away. Namjoon offers it cordially, a simple raise of his defined eyebrows and even though Jeongguk’s legs are melting through the floor he can’t say no.
“You sure?” The doubt tinting his tone makes him take it. His overestimation in his maintenance capabilities leads to a rather rough inhale, and an even worse hacking cough that he wants to be mortified at because Namjoon fucking laughs. But he can’t when the world feels like air in his fingertips, slowly slipping away. Almost like you feel at times.
“You should stop taking the shit Taehyung rolls. I don’t even know what he slips in there but last time I smoked with him I thought I was on Mars.”
“Taehyung offers, I never ask.”
“You never ask for anything to be frank.”
“What?”
“You heard me,” Namjoon returns, smoke falling from his lips.
“Yeah, I fucking did. I was giving you the chance to pretend you didn’t say it.” Jeongguk’s all in his space in an instant, the itch to smash Namjoon’s face tingling beneath his skin. Namjoon doesn’t even back up, gracing Jeongguk with a quizzical look that leaves him bewildered. “You don’t fucking know me—"
“I do.” There’s a scoff that riles him up even further. Namjoon’s still incredibly unbothered as he talks. “You think being Y/N’s boyfriend I didn’t hear everything and anything about you? Jeongguk this! Jeongguk that! You know that’s the reason we broke up, right?”
That halts him, a lag in his brain as he attempts to process the words leaving Namjoon’s mouth. The older man just stares at him, the sigh that drifts in between them bordering on pity.
“She didn’t tell you that, did she? Y/N lies about a lot more things than you think, Jeon. Where is she by the way? I’ve seen all her friends but I haven’t seen her.”
“Why would you know her friends?” It’s a stupid question but in the jumble of his thoughts it’s the only thing his mind is capable of plucking out. A question that doesn’t leave him bare and vulnerable like the other one’s racing through his head.
“We don’t have each other blocked on everything. Sometimes we talk,” Namjoon supplies easily. And just like that Jeongguk crumbles. He’s not even aware of it but the first crack spears deep enough to leave the rest of him unstable, wavering as he falters away from Namjoon. You never told him any of this. As far as Jeongguk knew you ended the relationship hating him (a thought that briefly consoled Jeongguk if he’s being truthful). But apparently, you felt comfortable enough to share your life with the person Jeongguk thought hurt you the most.
“Man, fuck you.” It’s a release, to say it. Because honestly fuck Kim Namjoon. In the span of a few short sentences he’s tipped everything he’s ever been sure of upside-down, stomped on Jeongguk’s heart like it was bendable and ducked his head right into the ocean he was afraid of diving it, keeping it under until the water filled his lungs and Jeongguk ceased to function.
Namjoon shrugs, not even looking as Jeongguk stumbles back to the door. He needs to find you, ask how much of Namjoon’s words were true. He doesn’t care if Eunwoo is over he’ll kick him out if need be.
But then Namjoon opens his mouth one more time, the final nail in the coffin.
“You should have asked her out. I was waiting for you to it — she was probably waiting too.”
#jungkook x reader#jungkook angst#yeah yeah this is bad but um! i tired#sorry i took away the wholesome couple trope... i think jj oc and jk have shit to work out tbh#au: jock!jaykay#thank u for the prompt annonie!!#bts x reader#bts angst
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FIGHT OR FLIGHT !
SUMMARY :: In which things are going great until they aren’t. CHARACTERS :: Della Jang, Kang Yeosang, Jung Eunwoo, Lee Taeha WORDS :: 3.5K WARNINGS :: swearing, cheating, implied sexual content, fights ( if i missed anything let me know ! )
Della loved these late nights with Yeosang. It wasn’t much different from anything else she had done with her past partners, but for some reason late nights with Yeosang felt much, much better.
Della nudged her head farther down into Yeosang’s chest, making sure to keep her eye on the show playing in front of them. It wasn’t anything particularly interesting, the two of them just decided to play it as background noise while the two of them fell asleep.
“Dells,” Yeosang’s voice cut through her sleep-clouded mind, instantly waking her up a bit.
“Hm?”
“I just wanted to know if you were still up,” Della smiled at Yeosang’s quiet little laugh that he let out, running one of his hands down her arm. She could practically hear the small smile in his voice as he stared up at the ceiling and it made her heart skip a beat, knowing he was so content laying around doing nothing with her of all people.
“I’m trying not to be,” she mumbled, burning her head in the boy’s chest, though she couldn’t help but smile.
The boy laughed quietly, careful to not wake up any of his bandmates sleeping just beyond his walls. “I’ll let you get some sleep then,” he whispered, placing a gentle kiss to Della’s head.
The two drifted into a comforting silence, the only sound and light in the room coming from Yeosang’s laptop. Della lived for these small little moments between the two of them. It had been so, so long that she had gotten to this part in a relationship with another person where they were comfortable sitting in silence, where she was comfortable sleeping in the same bed like this.
It felt strange to Della that her and Yeosang had fallen into this strong relationship so quickly, that was normally something Della shot down from the start, but for some reason she wasn’t worried about her relationship with Yeosang. Maybe it was the fact that he understood her well, never pushing her to do things she wasn’t comfortable with, making sure she knew that he wanted to be with her. Della wasn’t sure, but she knew that she felt safe with Yeosang and that wasn’t something she had felt since her last serious relationship.
They laid in silence for what felt like hours, and Della wasn’t even sure about how long it was, but she felt her eyes get heavy and her mind start to drift into sleep. She was close to drifting off to sleep when she felt Yeosang shift a bit, bring a hand up to run his fingers through her hair.
“Dells?” his voice cut through the silence, though it was much quieter than before, his voice laced with sleep, like he was seconds away from falling asleep. Della would have answered if she wasn’t so, so comfortable, just about to fall asleep.
“I love you,” his voice was soft, breath lightly brushing the hairs on the top of her head. Her heart dropped at the words, but she stayed still. She had to.
She mentally cursed the fact that those three little words had so much of an effect on her, the fact that those three words made her want to get up and run. Her heart rate picked up and she hoped that Yeosang couldn’t feel it pounding against her chest. She cursed the sheer irony of the conversation she had with Taeha just a few days ago.
It was too early for love. It was too early for love. It was too early-
The thought ran through her mind over and over, making her cheeks heat up and she could feel tears brimming in her closed eyes. Della stayed still, though, at least until Yeosang fell asleep. She couldn’t let him know the mental turmoil that was currently going on in her mind.
Della played with her fingers as she waited for Eunwoo to open her door. It had been days since her last encounter with Yeosang and she felt bad for constantly dodging the boy’s questions and pleas to hang out with him, but she couldn't do it. She wasn’t sure that if she stepped foot near Yeosang that she wouldn’t spill all of her insecurities, which she was sure would do nothing more than to scare the boy off.
So, she ran. She hated that she was far too good at that, but she couldn’t help the side of her that ran from anything and everything that gave her some sort of trouble. Some days she wondered if that was the only thing that she was good at.
Before she could go too deep into the thought, the door flung open, revealing a worried looking Eunwoo on the other side. She raised an eyebrow, moving to the side in an instant, not bothering to ask Della why she was there so late without so much as a warning.
Della wondered herself, why she pulled herself out of bed, slipping through the dorms without waking any of the other girls. It was late, she knew that at least. She racked her brain trying to remember the time on the clock beside her bed before she left the dorm. It was probably well after three in the morning and she really hoped that she didn’t wake Eunwoo up, though from the look of the girl, she could tell that her hopes would not be answered.
“What’s up?”
Nothing much, just freaking out because my boyfriend said he loved me. She wished the words would come out of her mouth, though she couldn't bring herself to actually look at the older girl and tell her that, instead she settled for a small shrug. She knew that Eunwoo would listen to her, probably even offer her some good advice, but she didn’t want the possibility of seeing any pitying glances from the girl.
“Did you and Yeosang fight or something?” the older girl laughed out, running a hand through her long hair while she watched the younger closely, looking for any signs of what happened. Della hated that she could read her so well. “I mean, I’ve barely seen you since the two of you have started dating. Is the honeymoon period already over?”
“Maybe I just wanted to see you?” Della shrugged, kicking off her shoes and making her way further into the apartment that she knew so well.
She could practically feel the roll of Eunwoo’s eyes from her spot behind her as she followed the younger. “Yeah, sure,” Della let out a loud laugh, plopping onto the couch at the older’s sarcastic tone. “We’ll go with that one.”
The two sat together in the living room, laughing quietly in hopes to not wake up any of Eunwoo’s neighbors. Eunwoo has put on an episode of We Bear Bears, one of Della’s favorite shows, as soon as they sat down, not wasting any time to start with the usual routine they had whenever Della was sad about any of her past relationships. There were very few people that knew Della as well as Eunwoo knew Della and it made her feel a lot better to see the little things.
“Are you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” Eunwoo questioned after a while, leaning against her hand that was perched on the back of the couch. She stared right into Della’s eyes, even though the younger was doing everything in her power to keep her eyes pointed at the TV, suddenly finding one of the episodes that she had seen loads of times far too interesting.
Eunwoo waited a couple of seconds, watching the younger closely, before she let out a sigh, shifting in her seat. “It has to do with Yeosang right?” she started, and Della knew she could see the way that she was fidgeting with the pillow as she listened. “I mean you guys either fought or broke up and you should probably talk about-”
Della couldn’t stand the words anymore, her heart rate picking up at the mention of Yeosang’s name. She shook the thoughts out of her head, doing the only thing that she could think of to get Eunwoo to stop talking and to calm the racing thoughts in her head. She quickly leaned forward, placing both of her hands on Eunwoo’s cheeks, placing her lips on the other’s in a searing kiss.
Eunwoo pulled back quickly, pushing at Della’s shoulder to keep her from leaning back in. “What about Yeosang?” her eyes were wide with questions and it made Della’s heart break. The thoughts came back, making her overthink everything that she was doing.
“Can we not talk about Yeosang? Please?” her voice sounded pleading and desperate, it almost sounded pathetic to her own ears, but she didn’t have time to think about that over the sound of her racing heart and the thoughts running in her mind. “PLease, Eunwoo, help me forget him tonight, please?”
Eunwoo looked at her, her brows furrowed. “Della, we should talk about what happened, you can’t keep bottling-”
“Please, Eunwoo,” she pleaded, leaning back in, connecting their lips again, in hopes that the older girl would drop the topic.
Eunwoo let out a sigh, thinking over Della’s words. “Fine,” she said after a moment. “But you need to talk about it tomorrow.”
Della nodded eagerly, connecting their lips together again, the kiss anything but slow and gentle. Della put everything she had into the kiss, shutting her mind off from the racing thoughts, even if it was just for a moment. The two fell together again, like they always have and always do.
The moment Della opened her eyes the next morning, she instantly wanted to take back everything that happened the night before. She mentally cursed herself as she pulled herself form Eunwoo’s bed, quickly throwing on her discarded clothes from the night before.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. How could she just throw away everything that her and Yeosang had because she was scared of three little words? They say ‘old habits die hard’ and Della wished she could go back in time, breaking her habit once and for all, finally letting herself be happy without worries of things going to shit after someone said ‘i love you’.
“You running out already?” the question shocked Della, pulling her out of her thoughts. She turned around looking over at Eunwoo, who was sitting on the side of her bed, pulling her shirt over her head.
“I just need to get back to the dorms,” Della replied lamely, knowing that Eunwoo wouldn't believe her for a second, but she could only hope that she wouldn’t call her out on it.
Eunwoo just raised an eyebrow, nodding her head slightly, and Della almost let out a sigh of relief. “What was last night all about?” she spoke too soon.
“What are those nights always about?” Della replied quickly, though she could feel her heart race at just the thought of everything she fucked up last night. “Look, I really need to get back, can we talk about this later?”
“Dells, talk to me,” the older said, fixing her pointed glare on the younger. “I’ve known you long enough to know that last night was different than normal.”
Della looked away from Eunwoo, pulling her lips in between her teeth to try and keep her lips from trembling. The tears felt like they were going to fall, but they couldn’t, she wouldn’t let them.
“Look, if it was something with Yeosang, we can talk about it. You know that, right?” Eunwoo started after a long silence, her intentions good, but the mention of Yeosang’s name made her mind shut down even more. “I know your last serious relationship was-”
“I fucked up last night,” Della rushed out, hoping she could stop Eunwoo from saying the one name that would make her break completely. “Yeosang said he loved me and I freak out, like I always do. I avoided him for days and finally last night I snapped and I came over her to try and get it out of my mind, but it didn’t work and I just feel like shit now. Is that what you wanted me to say?”
She gave Eunwoo a pointed look, but didn’t wait for the older girl to process everything she said before she turned on her heel, and made her way out of the room. She walked out of the apartment without looking back, she couldn’t, if she did the tears would fall.
Della didn’t stop anywhere, she just rushed to the practice rooms, hoping her memory served her correctly. The hallway was void of anyone, though it was pretty early in the morning and most people were finally getting a good night’s sleep after practicing well into the evening the night before. All except for the one person she needed to see.
Music flowed through the small hallway, quiet but still present in with no other noise around. The sound was muffled by the sounds of the walls, but it was easy to pick out the practice room the music was coming from and Della just hoped that she was right about who was behind the door.
She pushed open the door gently, poking her head in to see her boyfriend dancing to some song that she had heard many times before, but couldn’t quite place in the moment. His movements were graceful and soft as he moved around the room, his focus deep, not even noticing Della from where she could see herself in the mirror.
Della wished they could stay like this forever, her watching Yeosang’s graceful movements, while the boy was completely in his element doing what he loved. It calmed her and for the first time in days Della’s mind was still, no thoughts coming through, her mind focused on the boy in front of her. The thoughts made her heart twinge, knowing they couldn’t stay like this forever, not after what Della did.
The music stopped and the only sound in the room came from Yeosang’s heavy breathing. Della clapped a few times, a smile on her face, but she knew it didn’t her eyes. The boy’s head whipped around at the sound, eyes lighting up when he noticed Della there, leaning against the wall as she watched him.
“Della!” his voice was shocked, though she could hear the excitement in it and it made her heart hurt. “What are you doing here?”
He jogged over to where Della was standing, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek, before shooting her a slightly concerned smile. Della knew she probably looked like shit, running on minimal hours of sleep, her hair and messed up from being at Eunwoo’s place last night. She probably should have stopped somewhere to make sure she didn’t have hickies littering her neck, that would just be the icing on top of the cake.
“I need to talk to you,” she started, unsure of what to tell him, but she knew she couldn’t keep in from him.
Yeosang nodded, though she noticed the light leave his eyes with her comment and she just hoped that he wouldn't completely break once she told him. She knew she couldn't handle that without breaking down herself, even if it made her sound selfish.
They stayed where they were, close to the door and Della almost felt safer for it, like she had some sort of escape in a way. She took a deep breath, steading her thoughts before she looked back up at Yeosang, confusion evident on her face.
“I fucked up last night,” she started and seeing Yeosang’s confusion only grow she rushed to continue. “And I completely understand if you hate me, because you have every right to, but I, um, I slept with Eunwoo last night.”
Della watched as Yeosang processed her words, the hurt coming onto his face in waves and Della wished she could do something to make it stop, to make it better, but she couldn’t. She became the one thing she never wanted to be.
“Why?” the word came out small after a long, long pause. It was so quiet Della was almost sure that she was hearing things. Just from one look at his face she could tell that he was trying to hold back tears, which hurt even worse than the hurt in his voice.
“I don’t know,” Della shook her head. She had no explanation that could make it better. “I just go scared because I heard you say that you loved me and I started over thinking things and I just wanted to stop thinking.”
The explanation only seemed to make things worse. “You can’t just do that, Della,” he replied finally, his voice sounding exasperated. “If you were worried about things you could have just come to me, I would have tried to make sense of it.”
Della nodded, staying quiet, there was nothing she could say that would make anything of what she did better, She deserved Yeosang to be mad at her, for him to be frustrated with everything that was happening.
“I know you’ve had some shit relationships, and I’ve been trying to help you work through them, but it’s been like a shot in the dark because you don’t tell me what’s going on,” he continued. “I mean, I knew something was up when you’ve been avoiding me, but I didn’t think it would be this and I just- I don’t know if I can be with someone that’s keeping things from me.”
Della waited a moment, making sure Yeosang was done. She refused to look him in the eye, too worried to see tears streaming down his face. He was calm, but he sounded close to tears, which made Della’s heart break.
“I take it we’re done,” she said quietly, meeting his eyes quickly before looking away. She could see the hurt running through them from the second she looked at him.
“Yeah,” he replied, his voice quiet and almost broken. “I guess we are.”
Yeosang moved quickly, grabbing his bag from the other side of the room and rushing out, barely able to look back at Della. She finally lifted her head after a moment, looking around the practice room with teary eyes. It only seemed fitting that they were in the same practice room they had their first date. Della let out a sad chuckle, sliding down the wall, putting head in her hands, trying her best to rub at the tears that had yet to fall.
After what felt like hours, Della finally peeled herself away from the wall and made her way back to her dorm. It was quiet when she opened the door and Della assumed that Jangmi and Jinri were already in the studio for the day, or they never even came back last night. Najoo was probably locked in her own room, though that wasn’t surprising considering she barely talked to the rest of the girls anymore. She rolled her eyes just thinking about it. Taeha was probably in their room and Della just hoped that she wasn’t sleeping, though from the time she’s roomed with the younger, she knew that she barely slept past 7:30 on a good day.
She stood dumbly in the center of the room for far too long, trying to decide if she truly wanted to go into her room. She loved the younger, but Della knew that Taeha would try to pry her emotions out of her and Della wasn’t sure if Taeha was fully ready for all of the emotions running through Della’s head right now.
After about another minute of Della standing in the living room, staring straight at the door to her room, the door opened, Taeha’s head popping out.
“You’re back!” she said cheerfully, her smile completely reaching her eyes. The younger girl had been a bit needy since her and Soobin broke up, not that Della really minded, though sometimes it was a bit exhausting. “I heard the door and I thought it was you, but then you didn’t come in so I was confused.”
Della smiled at the younger. “I’ll be there in a little bit, I’m just gonna go to the bathroom first.”
The younger nodded, poking her head back inside the room leaving Della alone again. There was no way she could go in there and hang out with Taeha with the way her mind was wandering right now. She made her way to the bathroom that all the girls shared, locking the door behind her as she pulled out her phone, dialing the number she knew by heart.
She sat herself down on the toilet, tapping her foot, listening to the long, long rings as she waited for the only person she knew to talk at this point.
“Dells?” the voice cut through her clouding thoughts, instantly clearing them. All it took was one word to get the tears she had been holding in to start falling.
“Siesie, I fucked up.”
#bbkoc#kpop oc#kpop addition#kpop au#kpop!oc#kpop!addition#kpop!au#koc#idol oc#idol au#idol addition#idol!oc#idol!au#idol!addition#kpop oc group#kpop oc gg#idol oc group#oc group#bts addition#ateez addition#blue moon :: dev#blue moon :: della#blue moon :: writing#della :: writing#yeosang IM SO SORRY#he only deserves the best
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Question | Chapter 8
Words: Genre: college au, angst, fluff Pairing: SKZ x reader Summary: Your best friend, Minho, had been refusing to introduce you to his other group of best friends for months now, with no explanation as to why. One night after getting drunk after work together, he gave in to your pleas. Oops. Warning: Contains mature content (such as coarse language, violent themes, etc). A/N: Finally, being the new longest chapter to date and tedious as hell to edit, chapter 8 is up! Fun fact: this was originally still part of chapter 7, but I felt like it was dragging on too long and it was right to end where it did. This was saved as ‘Chapter 7.5′ even afterwards. There is also still more of this that I really want to flesh out, too, so what was originally written as chapter 8 is now chapter 10! Anyways, please enjoy and I love you guys! Question Masterlist
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You made it back to your apartment by about 5:10pm. The walk seemed faster than usual. Maybe it was just the upbeat music you chose to play that caused you to walk a little faster. Fiddling with your keys, you entered your apartment. Props to your past self because everything was pretty much ready to go. Except for you, obviously.
You ditched your phone, keys and purse on the counter top of your kitchen bench, moving into your bedroom to find some comfy, yet presentable clothes. You wanted to be prepared for the possibility of having to leave the house at some point in the night. You and Eunwoo have gone for a late night walk before, so it could happen again. You heard your phone buzz from in the kitchen.
A pair of activewear leggings and an oversized tee was good enough for you. You'd probably throw a hoodie over it all, anyway. All that was left to do was brush your teeth, pack what remained of your toiletries, make sure your chargers were all in the bag, then grab everything you needed to bring from the kitchen before you headed through the door. It sounded like a lot, but considering you were driving to Eunwoo's, you had enough time and a little extra.
You were staring at your reflection in the mirror as you brushed your teeth, considering doing something with your hair when you heard something from the kitchen. You moved into the main area of the apartment, realising it was you phone notifying you that you still hadn't responded to it when it initially sounded off.
You picked it up off of the counter and made your way back to the bathroom sink. You were kind of surprised to see a text message from Jae. Less about it being from Jae, more so what it was about.
Jae: Hey are you going to Chan's party on Friday.
No. You weren't invited. That didn't particularly bother you, but the question opened up a whole new stream of thought for you to process while you finished brushing your teeth. At it wasn’t exactly positive.
You could understand not being invited by Chan for multiple reasons. You'd only met once, well, twice. That was accidental though, and it was with Jae. Was that why Jae asked in the first place? Chan is a mutual friend, but you barely knew him. You only knew him through Minho. The thing is, Chan is such a genuinely nice guy and has seemed to enjoy your company, so part of you thinks he probably would’ve invited you. Then again, it might be just a small thing at his place, so he doesn't want too many people because of his housemates. Yet, would Jae ask if you were going if it was a small, private thing? How close were Jae and Chan anyway?
Wait. Chan lives with Minho. That realisation sent you into another tailspin. Jae knows that you’re close with Minho. That’s probably why Jae asked. Maybe he assumed you would been invited by Minho... but you hadn't heard anything from him other than memes and pictures of his cats. Does Minho not want you to go? Why?
You rinsed your mouth, letting the messy jumble of speculations gurgle down the drain with it, trying to snap out of all of that negative you’d dragged up. You were overthinking. Again. You dried your face and took in a calming breath. You replied to Jae before you began to sort out what skin care, make up and other bits and pieces you'd need. That's when Jae called.
"Why aren't you going?" Jae was genuinely confused.
"I wasn't invited." You shrugged, not quite remembering he couldn't see your action. From his next words, it was obvious that fact hadn't even crossed his mind.
"That makes no sense. Chan likes you and it's Minho's house, too. That kind of means it’s his party, too. By default. As if your not invited."
"Honestly, I had no clue there was anything on until you texted me." That's when it clicked. This was the same party Felix was shopping for today. Felix probably would've invited you. Maybe he didn't know?… maybe he did…
"Jae, this is going to sound pretty dumb, but… what if Minho purposefully didn't invite me?"
The line stayed quiet for a few beats, then crackled to life, "Okay... but why?"
"Well," You sighed, trying to figure out how to phrase your theory properly, "Felix, one of the boys’ other housemates, came into work today. He was looking for something to wear to a party.
Jae hummed, waiting for you to continue. You took in a breath.
"From the limited experience I've had with him, as well as Minho's other housemates, I feel like he would've invited me to the party since it's their place - joint hosts by default, like you said - but he barely talked about the party in our conversation. It would've been natural to since that's what he was shopping for..." You trailed off, worried you weren't making any sense.
"So, you think that Minho might've told the boys not to mention anything to you?" Jae somehow made sense of your rambling, which had you half-surprised.
“Well, yeah... I mean, it does sound crazy and make me look like I’m a bit self-obsessed to think that there's a whole conspiracy around me not being invited-"
"Kind of, but I get it." Jae interjected, teasingly. He missed out on seeing the roll of your eyes.
"- but the way Minho has been acting lately doesn't exactly help me to think other wise..."
"What do you mean?"
"The way he acts when I bring up the boys is a bit... i'm not quite sure how to describe it. He just seems a bit cold when I bring them up." You sighed. Jae was silent, prompting you to keep going.
"You know how we saw Chan? I mentioned it to him, and he went from teasing and bubbly to stoic and monotonous in an instant."
"We get it, you know big words."
"Shut up~" you whined.
He chuckled into the receiver. "Continue."
You remembered something that helped to strengthen your case, "Like the day he and I went out to lunch. We bumped into Changbin and Jisung, more roommates,” you clarified, “and he barely acknowledged their presence. THEY LIVE TOGETHER!" The exasperation in your voice could not be missed.
"Dude, he's jealous." Jae uttered nonchalantly.
"Can't be. Why would he be?" You took your belongings from the bathroom and into the living area. The zip of your overnight bag signalling that you'd finished packing.
"That, I can't tell you exactly," you rolled you eyes, phone changing hands, but continued to listen, "It could be that he feels weird about his two friendship groups colliding. It could because he wants to protect you-"
“He doesn’t need to protect me-“
"He might be trying to protect them-"
"Hey!"
"I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Look, there could be reasons that you have no idea about.” He was right, not that you'd admit that to the lanky boy, but it still hurt a little. "Well, I kind of feel bad since I brought this up."
"Seriously, it's fine. You didn't know."
"Well, I was actually gonna suggest I plus one you. I'll ask Chan and then we'll know for sure."
You contemplated the offer. Did you really want to know if you purposely weren't invited? Then again, you need to know what was going on with Minho.
"If you're both okay with it, then yeah."
"Okay, cool. I'll message Chan."
You hadn't realised the silence until Jae spoke again, this time, softly, "If it means anything, I think Minho probably just forgot. He's not used to you having any mutual friends. He wouldn't usually invite you before you met the boys, right?"
True. Minho probably didn't think about inviting you because he wouldn't usually have to. You were well aware you ran in different circles, and you were both okay with that. You felt a wave of relieve and assurance wash over you. "Thanks, Jae."
"Don't sweat it." His teasing tone returning.
Your eyes flicked up to the clock on the wall. Shit, you completely forgot about keeping track of time. You knew Eunwoo wouldn't be too stressed if you were a bit late, but you were trying to work on your time management skills. You still had enough time if you left now.
"Sorry, Jae. I lost track of time and I have to be at Eunwoo's in 10."
"All good. I'll talk to you soon. See ya."
You were grateful for Jae. You weren't as close to him as you were to Minho, but you really loved how he just got you sometimes. That, and he was also a lot of fun to be around. You double checked you had everything, miraculously, only having to make one trip to the car. You locked up, packed everything in safely and left. You knew the way to Eunwoo's like the back of your hand, from all the late night drives and emergency trips. You let the sunset wash over you as you made your way down the familiar road.
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"FINALLY!" Eunwoo greeted after swinging the door wide open. She enveloped you in a big hug. You forgot how strong she was sometimes, even with her deceivingly tiny arms. "I missed you!"
"It hasn't even been a week!" You laughed, letting her help. She stole the bag of supplies from your abundance of bags. Of course she would take the snacks. "Exactly! Waaaaay too long~" She winked back.
Eunwoo's apartment was the uni student level of lavish. Is was spacious and decorated beautifully, with thought put into every detail. The fixtures in the kitchen matched beautifully with the ones in the bathroom, the rich, jewel blue curtains had gold piping that matched the accents on the wall trimmings, and all the door handles matched.
Eunwoo had a roommate, Nayoung. She was only a few years older than the two of you. She wasn't around too often, being busy with work almost every day. When she was around, she'd hang out and join in on whatever fun you and Eunwoo had planned. You thought she worked too hard and should take more time for herself once in a while.
Eunwoo greedily unpacked the contents of the bag, examining the snacks thoughtfully and deciding which she wanted to start with. You took that as a cue to go put your belongings in her room, for when you'd need them later that night. You returned to the living area to find her standing in the kitchen, absent-mindedly munching on the gummy worms. You fell into the warm embrace of her oversized couch. The movement snapped Eunwoo out of her trance, following in your footsteps. She made herself comfortable next to you, gummy worms still in hand, legs crossed, facing you. You grabbed one of the glasses of water she had already put out prior, ready to get the rundown of tonight's schedule.
"Okay, so," She began, "I was thinking we go all out tonight. Take-out, face masks, movies, ice cream, text Jaemin, paint nails-" The sound of you choking on water interrupted her.
"Sorry, what? Text Jaemin? You seriously thought you could get away with just slipping that in casually?" You chided, all the while noticing her cheeky grin.
"Come on, Y/n! You promised you'd do it today." Her smile softened before she went on. Her voice dropped the teasing undertone, emphasising how genuine she felt about this. "You're really going to let a cute boy get away because of what? He made the first move, obviously at that, so there's no way he doesn't have some level of interest in you."
Your empty stare was fixated on the coffee table. You were scared. Who wouldn't be. The couch shifted. You felt Eunwoo put an arm around your shoulder. You allowed yourself to rest into her, and you just sat like that for a few minutes. You had your head on her shoulder, just mulling over the whole situation. You knew she was right. Were you really going to let irrational fear hold you back?
"What do I say?" You deadpanned, still in place in Eunwoo's grasp. Your free hand reaching lazily in the general direction of where you'd left your phone. You positioned it in front of both of your faces, your head still on Eunwoo's shoulder, meaning she didn't have to crane her neck to see. You carelessly pulled up the boy's contact. It was still left open from the last time you stared at it.
"It's been days since I saw him. What if he doesn't even remember me?" Your worries were met with an exasperated sigh and a gentle yet firm hit to your forehead. "I told you before, stupid. He wouldn't be giving his number to every girl that he meets at work. Trust me, he'll remember you." She then gently pat where she had struck you before you both straightened up. You bit your lip and tried to find the right words. Eunwoo stroked your hair. A subtle form of support or a passive aggressive move implying 'I'm watching you to make sure you actually follow through', you weren't sure.
"Don't overthink it. Keep it simple.' She hummed. You heeded her advice. It's like whenever you get the number of a new friend, right? Except this friend was one of the most attractive men you'd ever seen and was hardly given the chance to exchange more than a few words with you. You were overthinking. Snap out of it.
Tapping sounds were expelled from the small speakers of your phone, peaking your friend's interest. You held the phone towards her for approval. The screen was still blank with 'Hey Jaemin, you gave me your number a few days ago at the bubble tea place?' written in the text bar. She seemed to mull it over before giving a short nod, responding "Good, but you're missing something that's kind of important."
You furrowed your brow, reading over the text twice more before turning back to see the biggest smile one her face. "Maybe your name?" In any other instance you'd be over her teasing tone, but considering how obvious it was, you decided it was warranted. "True..." you muttered, adding it into the text as you wondered if he'd remember your name.
"Wait," you looked back to Eunwoo, "Did your name come up at all?" It was scary when she read your mind like that. You nodded, telling her that he had asked during your brief exchange. The evil grin return, and now you were genuinely confused. What kind of plan was she concocting in that brain of hers? "On second thoughts, don't mention your name. See if he remembers." She winked at you before jumping up and heading back over to the kitchen. You read your message again, breathing slowly as you tried to make sure it sounded as natural and casual as possible. "Just press send, Y/n!" Eunwoo cried from across the room. Fine.
Y/n: Hey Jaemin, you gave me your number a few days ago at the bubble tea place?
You locked your phone and through it into the corner of the couch, then got up and met Eunwoo in the kitchen. You released the breathe you'd been unconsciously holding, letting the nerves fade away to the back of your mind. It was future you’s problem now, and you weren’t going to let the small sense of anxiety that the situation stirred within you ruin what could be a perfectly good girls’ night. You weren't exactly sure what Eunwoo was doing in the kitchen, but she was making herself busy. You asked if you could help anyway, but you were hushed and forced to retake your seat. She struck up the next topic of conversation. "How was your day?"
She had no clue how much of a loaded question that was. The whole ‘party’ thing became the centre of the storyline, as you rehashed the highlights of the day’s events. You then dove into the phone call and theories you discussed with Jae. "So, the question is, why doesn't he want me to go?" Eunwoo was so invested that she stopped midway through the task to lean over the bench and dive into the bag of popcorn with you.
"Maybe he likes you." She said with ease, finishing by popping two pieces of popcorn into her mouth, her eyes never leaving yours.
"As if" you scoffed. "Why would he be so casual about the whole Jaemin thing? We could've teased me or grilled me to see if I'd actually do anything about it."
"Or he would just rather not know…” she sing-songed softly.
You hated that her point was justified, but you could never see Minho being interested in you. How could you? It just- "I don't see it."
She rolled her eyes at you in place of further dialogue.
"It makes no sense, though. He was way too supportive about Jaemin, at least in his own ~special~ way."
What you neglected to mention was how he’d been acting when you brought up his housemates or all the times he'd talked about girls in front of you. You just knew she'd have a field day with that.
"Well, at least we know why he wouldn't invite you. He's jealous." Your friend sighed and straightened up, proceeding to get a bowl for the popcorn so you were somewhat civilised in your snacking affairs. "I mean, Jae's right. It's classic jealous behaviour. The real question we should be asking is why is he jealous." She moved to sit with you.
You both sat at the island bench in silent contemplation, running through a mental list of scenarios that would make sense in justifying his behaviour. After awhile, you and Eunwoo exchanged a look. Neither of you could think of anything noteworthy. Minho was really hard to read in general. Even as his proclaimed best friend, you had trouble understanding some of the things he did. You couldn't imagine how confusing he would be to Eunwoo. She broke you away from the thought, picking up on where the conversation left off.
"Maybe its just general friend envy," with a tilt of the head, your gaze urged her to continue, "You know, when your jealous because you think that someone new is gonna steal your best friend away from you." All you did was nod, no longer holding her gaze. It was plausible. You wouldn't put it past him. You wouldn't put it past most people. However, to really get to the bottom of this, you had to play devil's advocate.
"Though, he's fine with you."
"he had to be. he's dumb sometimes but he's smart enough to know not to fight a battle he would lose."
"True."
You both burst into laughter. This is why you loved this girl. She was everything you could want in a close female friend. As girls, you were always raised to see each other as competition to some degree. It was something that was part of the social structure. Even if it was never at the forefront of your mind, you would always end up feeling uncomfortable or jealous around other girls, constantly comparing yourself to them. If you didn’t, others would. After a while, you would just accept where you stood in the 'hierarchy', but that was high school. Honestly, uni wasn't that much better if you compared certain experiences side by side. The difference was you didn't have to force anything. Unlike high school, you could escape. You didn't see the same people every day and could cut the toxic ones out of your life. Uni gave you more freedom.
Regardless, you loved Eunwoo because you never felt 'threatened' by her. She listened and was compassionate, and once you let it all out she would both try to fix it and then take your mind off of things. The order of the two varied depending on the situation. She knew you'd do the same for her, without hesitation. She was your first, true friend.
"Enough about problematic men. Wanna go find something to eat?" She stood up, grabbing her keys, dangling them so their jingle would entice you to rise to your feet. You smiled and did just that, following her out the door.
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You went to Hirai. Japanese takeaway was the easiest to agree on and you could both attest to how good it was. Even after all your efforts to supply your every need, snack wise, Eunwoo was adamant on picking up a tub of ice cream for a real gelato place for dessert. If you were going to eat you feelings, it may as well taste delicious, right? She dragged you to a place she found nearby with the help of her phone.
You knew the place. You walked past it a few times. You'd never gone inside, though. You just never had the desire since your go-to was close to home. That, and after a while, you forgot it was there. The shop front had a classical vibe, blending in with the other parchment coloured buildings either side. If you didn't bother to read the cursive writing, you could've easily mistaken it for an antique shop. You appreciated that they kept all the trimmings when restoring the building.
The line was almost out the door, which didn't really bother either of you. They provided paper menus at the door so you could browse ahead of time. It seemed that they anticipated the problem and prepared accordingly. Credits to them.
Eunwoo reached ahead to grab a menu for you both. You read through the interesting flavours, eyeing them quizzically. The first few minutes were spent pointing out interesting names like ‘ink bottle' and trying to decipher what they could be. It took you awhile before it dawned on you that they had simplistic descriptions beneath each title. ‘Ink bottle’ was actually sesame with liquorice notes.
You sort of zoned out after awhile, not being able to help, thinking back to the whole Minho situation instead. You just didn’t understand why he wouldn’t just say something.
The more you analysed, the more it seemed like he was purposely keeping it a secret. If your friends hadn't agreed with you, you would've talked yourself out of the speculations you’d made, but they kind of agreed with you. It made sense. That's the thing. Why else would Felix be so hesitant to mention it? If it was Chan's party, why wouldn't he bring it as a general topic of conversation? You had asked about what had been going on back at the house. He spent a solid 5 minutes trying to think of something to update you on. You gave him the opportunity on a silver platter. It’s not like he could say he didn't know. Chan definitely would've given all the other boys a heads up. Hell, he probably let them invite some of their friends, too, or mutual friends. Coincidentally, you fit into both categories, so-
"Snap out of it. Pick ice cream." You looked back at Eunwoo, who's eyes were still trained on the menu. She could read you like a book. She sighed a moment later, following up with "You get one sentence to explain what you're thinking, then we go back to ice cream time and save the rest of the conversation for home. Deal?" The idea being you rid yourself of the thought temporarily, so you can focus on having fun. You exhaled before you spoke.
"I don't understand why he's gone to such lengths to kept some party a secret, because we don't keep secrets, especially about something so insignificant. So pointless…” You muttered the last part, since you went over your one-sentence limit. With the word you huffed out, the hint of frustration not as subtle as you’d hoped. Eunwoo nodded, "He's dumb. What ice cream were you thinking? because I was leaning towards the chiv-"
"Hello, hello." Eunwoo was cut off by a familiar voice standing behind you. You exchanged a glance, Eunwoo looking confused, annoyed and slightly alarmed all at once. She was clueless as to who it was, but your suspicions were confirmed when you turned around, eyes landing on Chan. Changbin was to his left. "Fancy meeting you here." He beamed. You smiled back instantly, Eunwoo's questioning expression visible in your peripheral vision.
"Ah-I-Hi Chan. Hey Changbin. This is Eunwoo," She waved on cue, "and we could say the same to you." The initial shock wore off the more you spoke, replaced with confidence as you felt more comfortable. You turned to Eunwoo, finally being able to 'clue' her in on who the handsome strangers were. She was well aware, since you'd talked about both boys before, but they didn't need to know that. "They're Minho's housemates." She faked an expression of realisation, giving a slight nod. "We're just grabbing some ice cream." She played dumb, realising something that took awhile to dawn on you.
What if they heard you?
Shit.
"So, how's girls’ night going?" Chan asked, earnestly. You were both taken aback. "How did you-" You were tugged to the side by Eunwoo. Having been side-tracked by the sudden reunion, you didn't realise the line had moved a fair bit. You were already in front of the ice cream flavours. You turned to face the flavours and try to at least help Eunwoo with the decision, yet still continued talking to the boys. Chan was the one that kept the conversation going.
"A hunch. You two are out with a bag of takeaway food and in line to get ice cream. We just put two and two together."
You nodded. It made sense.
"That and Minho told us." Changbin chimed in.
Of course he did. You told him random, insignificant things he didn’t necessarily need to know. Why didn’t he do the same with you? He used to… The annoyance towards your best friend increasing.
"I'm going to kill him, I swear-"
"Don't worry, princess. I'll take care of him for you." Changbin whispered in your ear from behind you. There was something underlying in his words that caused your breath to catch in your throat. He was so close all of a sudden. You heard him chuckle darkly, his breath beating down on your neck. He moved away. You stepped forward. Trying to recover, your eyes never lost contact with the ice cream labels when you spoke, "Thanks, but I'd like the satisfaction." The confidence you feigned seeming believable in the strength of your words.
You finally looked up at the boys. Chan was just nodding, also looking into the glass cabinets. He was oblivious to the intimacy of the interaction between you and Changbin. Though, the latter didn't seem to quite believe your words. Changbin was smirking at how flustered you were. You quickly looked away to peer of Eunwoo’s shoulder, only making him feel more proud of himself. He discovered he had a little bit of power over you now. Well, fuck.
Eunwoo gave a quizzical stare, switching from you to the boy, then abruptly moved on. "So, do you want ~chivalrous dalmatian~?" waiting to see if you were alright with the option she put to you, she eyed you a bit more than was necessary. “Cookies & cream.” She simplified. Her gaze flickered to Changbin just before you agreed with her pick. His attention was already back on Chan by the time you’d turned away from him. She just rolled her eyes at the boy, attention returning to the present conversation. "Perfect."
'Perfect' was a good term to use, since a server had just approached both of you as you finalised your choice. Regardless of the flavour, you just needed some space to breathe. You loved the two boys to your left, but since you were low-key having a mini crisis over why your best friend was acting weird, you just wanted to get out and back to Eunwoo's as soon as possible. Changbin kind of ‘flirting’ - for the lack of a better word - with you didn't exactly help either.
Shaking off the uneasy feeling, you forced yourself to focus on the present. By ‘the present’, you meant your best friend, since she always put up with you, even when you were like this. Yeah, Minho did too, but since he was the cause of said crisis, he wasn’t getting a free pass today.
“My shout!” You announced overly cheerfully. Eunwoo didn’t bat an eye. The boys did. Your demeanour did a full 180 right in front of there eyes, but then again, they probably had no clue where your head was at. If anything, it just startled them. You weren’t even that loud.
You both moved to the cashier point, fishing out your purse. Just after you pulled your card out, a hand weaved between the two of you, tapped a card and removed itself once again. You almost went to scold Eunwoo but stopped for two reasons; firstly, she looked as surprised as you, and secondly, no way was her hand that veiny.
You then looked to find Chan standing right behind you both, grinning like an idiot. With pure sincerity, he finished with “Your welcome!”
You both just stood their for a second, confused. Grateful, but confused. Chan was way too kind. He had already moved back to Changbin. Your gaze focusing in on them ordering for themselves. Only Eunwoo noticed the slightly peeved sales person waving the tub of ice cream in front of you guys.
You made your way out, but not before you gave Chan a huge thank you. You didn’t hug the boys, because not only did you feel off tonight but it was also for Eunwoo’s sake, to not put her in an awkward position. You didn’t escape without a wink from Changbin, and you bet Eunwoo noticed it, too. With a wave and ‘see you soon’ exchanged, you both walked out of the ice cream parlour and headed for the car, arm in arm.
“I— I’m just - what even just-“
“Same.”
You both walked in contemplative silence. The late night discussions were going to be on a whole other level tonight.
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DDND Ch.14 | KJI
Group: EXO
Member: Kim Jongin
Theme: Fluff | Dancer!AU | Dormmmate!AU
Word Count: 2,936
❀ Chapter 14: I Missed You ❀
"Hey."
You almost hit the person who surprisingly sat beside you on a bench near DanWiMu, making him laugh.
You sighed as you recognized him.
"What are you doing here?" You asked, looking back up in the dark sky. Observing how stars shine together was one of your hobbies with your younger brother.
But now you're alone.
"I should be asking you that too." He wittily said, shrugging his shoulders. When you didn't say a witty comeback, he looked at you. "Well, I noticed you weren't on your table, so I asked noona where did you go and here I am."
You laughed, but he knew it doesn't have any humor, like you forced it out.
"That's- That's sweet, Sehun. Thanks." You mumbled, closing your eyes before leaning your head on his broad shoulder. Sehun just sat there, motionless as he let your head rest on his shoulder.
Silence took over the place even though the loud music can be heard outside, it was blurred out by the walls. Few cars passed and few people walked in front of you. The light beside you two flickered but was unnoticed by the two of you as Sehun closed his eyes too, leaning his head on top of yours.
You felt better now.
Sehun doesn't only bring warmth and comfort. You also feel his care and understanding.
You like that about him.
You know he knew there was something wrong but still stayed silent. He knows how you hate others prying on your problem even if they have good intentions.
You've always wanted to keep it to yourself.
"Do you want me to beat Kai up for you?" Sehun whispered, putting his arm around your shoulder. You chuckled, appreciating his kindness and warmth.
"I don't think it would solve anything. And I don't really like him that much. I think I was just attracted or something." You muttered, mentally face-palmed yourself because you sounded like you were only convincing yourself.
"Okay, hamstie."
Sehun wasn't convinced and you knew that. You were thankful that he didn't ask more questions that would make you lie to yourself again.
As time passed by, you got worried that Sehun was missing out a lot of things inside DanWiMu.
"Are you sure you can stay here?" You asked him for the nth time. Sehun just nodded, frowning at your nth time questioning him.
"If you want me to go, sorry not sorry but I won't." He said, tightening his grasp on your shoulder. You smiled.
"Thank you."
Sehun looked down at you, meeting your eyes.
"You're always welcome, Lin."
He didn't know how can his heart melt at the same time break in your stare.
♫ ❧ ♫ ❧ ♫ ❧ ♫ ❧ ♫
The next day, Sunday, Aunt Sunny frowned as she glanced at the clock.
She went to the living room where 3 boys were sitting and watching tv.
"Goodmorning, ahjumma!" Sanha and Eunwoo greeted her with smiles on their faces.
But the other one didn't even bother looking at her, like he was in a daze.
"Goodmorning, kids." Aunt Sunny smiled, waving them off. The two continued watching as the other boy sighed.
"Ahjumma, do you know what happened to hyung?" Sanha asked the woman, pointing at the boy on the farthest couch. Aunt Sunny just stared at the said person, who is currently mumbling to himself.
"I'll handle this, kids. Would you mind going to the kitchen first? I'll just talk to your hyung for a minute." Aunt Sunny smiled as the two boys nodded obediently and went to the kitchen.
Aunt Sunny turned off the television and went to where Kai was, sitting down adjacent to his place.
She cleared her throat, trying to catch Kai's attention but he was still staring at the tv like it was still on.
"Kai." She called.
But no reactions.
"Kai!" She called again, a little louder this time.
Kai just blinked, still not looking at her.
Aunt Sunny was running out of patience when she thought of an idea. She smirked.
"Lin." She whispered, enough for Kai to hear.
Kai's head instantly turned towards her with his eyes wide. Aunt Sunny inwardly laughed like a witch.
"I knew it." She mumbled before turning to the boy.
"Where is she?" Kai asked, his voice as soft as the wind.
"I knew it. She hasn't come down for breakfast and it's already close to lunch. You're here physically but obviously, your mind is probably on the trashcan or somewhere. What on earth did happen last night, Kim Jongin?" Aunt Sunny said, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow like a strict mother.
Kai ruffled his hair before returning his gaze on the black screen of the television and didn't speak.
"YAH! You're not gonna answer me? What happened to my niece? I already knocked on her door numerous of times but she doesn't answer. Did something happen between the two of you?"
"Maybe she already got out earlier, you just didn't notice." Kai mumbled, closing his eyes before leaning back on the couchZ
"Oh. I'll check her room then. Why are you like that?" Aunt Sunny didn't stop questioning Kai, eager to know something.
"I don't know." He muttered.
"Don't you have practice today? Or an appointment?"
Kai's eyes opened, suddenly remembering something.
"C-Can we go out tomorrow?"
Kai looked at the girl in front of him.
Seulgi is a type of girl that you'll want for the rest of your life.
She has these eyes that can throw arrows and you'll end up drawn into them. She's also a very good speaker, her words and voice are like magic. Let's not forget how her body moves. She's so graceful but at the same time, fierce.
Seulgi has that aura will make you want to see her everyday.
So why would Kai reject someone like her?
"No thanks. I'm a really busy person and..." Seulgi looked sad as Kai answered. "... I have a girlfriend. She wouldn't really like it if she knew I'll hang out with a girl alone. I'm sorry but I have my priorities."
Seulgi sadly smiled but nodded.
"Okay, Kai. I'm sorry if I bothered you and made you uncomfortable."
"It's fine."
Kai didn't regret it at all.
He knows he lied about you being his girlfriend but it felt right.
Kai has these big question marks in his brain.
Why did you leave last night when it was their performance?
He tried asking your two friends but they just said you probably just needed air since you don't like noisy places.
If you didn't like noisy places, why did you go with them?
So, he went out and tried to find you.
And when he did, his question remained unasked.
Why are you in his arms?
Kai didn't bother going to you and went back inside with the last question hanging, not in his mind but in his heart.
Why does it hurt to look at you?
"Are you sick?"
Kai shook his head at Aunt Sunny.
"No. I'm not sick and I don't have anywhere to go today." Kai replied before stuffing a pillow on his face, trying to give a hint to the woman.
Aunt Sunny sighed before standing up.
"Okay, I'll leave you then."
She went upstairs and checked your room.
"Oh. It's open." She mumbled, fully opening your door. She smiled when she saw your room is clean.
"She cleaned, huh." Aunt Sunny chuckled, walking inside after she closed the door.
Her eyes roamed around your neat room. Your curtains are neatly tied away from each other, windows are closed, used clothes are inside the basket, bed is arranged and bathroom door closed.
"Finally she learned how to clean." Aunt Sunny mumbled, walking backwards to the door when her eyes caught a gold envelope that looks like an invitation. Her hands were itching to check it out but she shook her head and turned it to the door.
"No. That's her privacy." She mumbled as she opened the door hesitantly. She quickly went out and closed the door.
"She's not in?"
Aunt Sunny squealed as Kai spoke, leaning beside the door she just got out of.
"Yeah, she's not. I guess she went out for a bit." She said, looking at the door.
Kai just silently walked in to his room and closed the door.
Aunt Sunny was about to turn around to go downstairs when Kai's door opened.
"Oh. Where are you—"
"Out." Kai mumbled, cutting off the woman's question as he walked past by her.
"What's with them?" Aunt Sunny mumbled as she went down the stairs, seeing Kai go out.
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"Tae.." You greeted your younger brother on the other line.
"Noona, you called!"
You took a deep breath, gripping on your phone as if it's the source of your strength.
"D-Dad's... getting married?" You said, almost like a whisper. Your heart was beating so hard that you felt like it will come out anytime.
"I wanted to go back there and give you the invitation personally but dad said no. I'm sorry you had to know it this way, noona." Taeyong answered.
You chuckled bitterly as you look at the gold invitation in your hand.
You weren't really against with your father marrying another woman again. It's actually the 3rd time he's getting married after your mother.
You were 13 and now you're 22, turning 23 next month. It has been already almost 10 years since she died.
Your father just doesn't choose his wife well.
You can say he's stupid when it comes to love. He had the right and the best one before but because of you, he lost her.
You don't have the right to dictate who's the right woman for him.
"I'm surprised he invited me this time." You said, putting down the gold invitation on your desk.
"Me too, noona. I thought that he won't invite you again but I was surprised he had reserved an invitation for you. I think he wants to reconcile—"
"Please don't assume, Tae. Have you met his fiancé?" You said, sitting down on your bed.
"Yes, noona. I'm telling you, she's the best of all the women dad has married! She's like mom!" Taeyong narrated excitedly.
You suddenly felt sad.
"How can you easily say that, Tae?" Taeyong flinched as he heard your voice rising.
"Noona—"
"I thought we said mom is only our mom? Why are you suddenly like this?"
"Noona, I know you still can't forget mom but don't you think Aunt Ji Hyo will make dad happier?"
"Ji Hyo? Is that his fiancé's name?" You snickered, standing up and getting your jacket and sneakers.
"Yes. Please attend father's wedding, noona. It would mean so much to him."
"He was the one who pushed me out of his house. Now, he wants me to watch how he gets tied by another woman? He's still stupid then." You said, tying your shoe laces after you put your phone on loud speaker.
"Noona! You're being stubborn right now. It's been so long since we got together as a family. I want noona to be here." Taeyong pleaded.
You bit your lip as you stared at your shoes.
"I'll think about it, Tae. I'm still not ready."
You hung up on him before getting out of your room with a backpack in your hand.
The bus stopped on your destination.
You stood up and put the straps of your bag on your shoulders before getting down the bus.
You sighed as you saw the person you came here for.
You walked towards the restaurant and opened the glass door.
"Welcome, our lovely guest—"
The person stopped talking as he turned around and saw you. You grinned as you opened your arms.
"Love?" He said before running towards you and engulfing you in his arms.
You giggled as he almost lifted you up, making other customers look at the both of you.
"Sir? Is something the matter?" A waitress came nearer and asked the man in front of you.
"No, no. I'll be back later, Eugene. Please take care of the place for a while."
You were both walking outside the cold night. You're glad you brought your jacket.
"So, what's wrong? Why have you come here, wasting your money to take the bus when I can just pick you up from your dorm?"
You chuckled, looking at your feet. You stopped walking when you heard the ocean's waves. You looked at your right and saw the beach.
"Come on." He held your hand and lead you to the sand.
You sighed as you closed your eyes, feeling the wind.
"Sit here with me and talk."
You bit your lip as you followed what he said. You sat on the sand beside him, facing the ocean.
"Is your dad planning his marriage again?" He asked, holding your hand.
You almost laughed at how right his question was.
"Are you a fortune-teller or something?" You joked but he only stared at you seriously. "Yeah. Actually, he planned it already and invited me to their wedding. Shoking, right?" You chuckled as his eyes widened.
"Isn't that great though? Why do you look so down, love?"
"Yeah. That's the point. It is great but why do I feel this way?" You squeezed his hand.
"Maybe because he already made 3 wrong choices before. First, he kicked you out. Second, he married a slut. And third, he married a gold digger."
You laughed as you nodded, agreeing with him. He smiled.
"Maybe." You mumbled.
"There's another man troubling you." He stated, making you look at him.
"How'd you know?" You asked.
"We'd been in a relationship for 3 years before, love. I know everything about you." He said, pinching your cheeks. You frowned, slapping away his hands.
This man was your first boyfriend when you were 18 but broke up 2 years ago. He who owns an Italian restaurant 2 hours away from your area. You met him in college along with Joohyuk. He's everything you can ask for a guy.
Smart, hard-working, understanding, kind, loyal and hot.
Why you broke up?
You two just didn't click.
You don't even know how you two stayed in a relationship for 3 years.
But he still stayed as your friend, who knows everything about you and who still cares about you.
That's why you're here.
"Right, my ex." You teased.
"I'm waiting for your answer, love."
"Okay." You breathed in and out before looking up at the sky. "There is."
"I believe he's an asshole?"
You punched his arm. "How can you judge him easily when you haven't seen him nor met him?"
"I just looked at you, love. I can see it from your expression."
You looked into his eyes.
"You're fucking in love with that man, huh?" He laughed.
"Am I?" You asked to yourself.
"I can see it."
"Maybe I am." You muttered, laying down on the sand.
"Do you want to go home? It's getting darker now. I'll drive you back to your dorm."
"Yeah. Thanks for your time, Myungsoo."
"Anytime, love."
"I'm glad I came here. You always make me feel so much better, you know?"
"I know, love. Come on, before it gets darker."
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"Thanks for driving me home, L. I owe you big time!" You exclaimed and kissed his cheek before getting out of his car.
"You're welcome, love. Take care, okay? I don't wanna see you crying like before." Myungsoo said. You just waved at him with a smile.
When his car was out of your sight, you sighed.
You were about to turn to the gate when you saw Kai on the other side of the street.
"Kai." You said in a surprised tone. He just looked at you with those brown eyes that makes you want to dig a hole and hide.
"What are you doing outside?" You asked, still awkwardly standing in front of the gate.
"Where the hell were you?"
His voice was so stern and low that you had goosebumps.
"I-I was just out with a—"
"That guy?" Kai pointed on the way the car turned.
"Yeah. That guy." You mumbled, looking away from his gaze.
"I went out to look for you! Do you know how worried everyone was? You didn't even answer my texts or calls! What the heck is your problem, Lin?!" Kai's voice rang through the street.
Your eyes widened as he walked closer to where you are. His eyes are still on fire.
He's so mad.
So worried.
But at the same time, he's so sad.
"I left my phone, okay? I was just out for—"
"7 fucking hours!" Kai shouted. You closed your eyes as you tried calming yourself since the boy in front of you can't.
"Why are you so mad, Kai? I haven't done anything bad. I'm home, okay? That's the only thing that matters right now." You calmly said before turning around to the gate.
"Babe."
His whisper was barely even heard but it made your heart skip a beat. Your feet automatically stopped as if he controlled you to do so.
You hate that you're so weak when it comes to him.
"Are we okay?"
You gripped on the straps of your backpack tighter.
"Why wouldn't we be, Kai?"
Kai sighed before taking you in his arms. Your back pressed against his chest, his arms around your shoulders.
"I missed you."
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❀ Ch.15
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I will Never Leave you~
So this the first scenario i write about Rocky and i hope you enjoy it~🤗💜
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Pairing: Rocky x Reader
Gener: Fluff / Kind of Agnst
Word Count: 3334
Note: The characters phrases are coloured:
(You,Pink) ( Rocky,Light Blue) (Moonbin, Red)
(Jinjin, Green) (Eunwoo,Purple) ( Your Parents,Orange) ( Stalker, Bold Black)
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Summary: You are Rocky's Childhood friend and you spended your childhood days together playing and doing everything with each other, you even attended Elementary, Secondary and High school together you stayed by each other side in the Sad and happy moments you, Years later He become a trainee then an idol in ASTRO ,But you two never forget each other, you met in weekends and he invited you many times in hangouts with other members. Aslo you go to the same University as Eunwoo and you two share some classes together.
In one day out of all the days, you were supposed to meet Rocky and Astro members to go to the cinema. You finally reached the place but you only saw Rocky alone approaching you, He waved to you and you did the same, " Hey (Y/N)-ah" he said cheerfully, you greeted him as well with a wide smile, but then you asked him " But Minhyuk-ah, where are the others? Aren't they coming?" , " Mmmm no its just me and you today" he said while giggling to himself.
You both entered and watched the movie and suddenly you decided to go to the Karaoke, you ordered some smoothies and some snacks and started singing all of your favourite songs along with rocky who started dacing while you were singing.
Finally after you both got tired of all of this singing and dancing , a moment of silence appeared, when Rocky suddenly stood up from his place and came towards you and locked you between himself and the chair and pressed his warm lips on yours, you were caught off guard and you really didn't know what to do but since you already had a crush on him you wished that time could stop and you last like this for a more long time. He parted away but your faces were still close and with his wearwolf eyes he looked stright in your eyes and said " (Y/N)-ah, I love you~will you be my girlfriend? I know its weird and i shouldn't get my hopes up like that but-", you didn't give him a chance to complete what he was saying and immediately connected your lips together. You two kept kissing like that until you finally realized that its getting late and you both should head back to home. During the whole way back to your house you two kept smiling like dorks as you remembered what happened at the karaoke. " So we are dating right?" He asked you tho he already knows the answer , " of course we are.. hehe do you think what we did earlier was a dream?" , You kept laughing until you both went back to your home.
It has been already 4 months since you and Rocky started dating and only Astro members knew about your relationship, and your life was normal as always, waking up helping in house work( since you are in a summer holiday* you are a college student*) then going to your shift in your part time job at the convince store which happens to be near Fantagio entertainment and Astro's dorm which made you meet the boys almost everyday . That day Suddenly someone entered the store and it was your boyfriend Rocky, he took a banana milk from the fridge shelf and placed it on the counter, he kept looking at you while smiling as you were scanning the banana milk, " Here you go" you said with a smile on your face " Hehe thanks, btw when does your shift end? And do you have plans after it?" He asked you , " Mmm it will end in 2 hours, and no i don't have plans I'll head Immediately to home after this... But why you're asking?" , " Well nothing i will pick you up and walk you home today" you jumped excitedly saying " Really?!! For real?!! Heheh can't wait till the shift ends". He waved at you and then went back to the agency.
After two hours your co-worker came and then you took your bag and went out to find Rocky standing and waiting for you. You both secretly held hands( since nobody really knows about you two dating cuz you know it might cuz a scandal) and walked all the way to your home, you reached you home door and then he whined " Why does your home way has to be so short like that, i want to be with you more" you grinned at his words and you asked him " Minhyuk-ah~did you have dinner or not yet?". " No still " he replied , " Then let's go inside and eat i think my mom already made the dinner hehehe".
You both went inside you both greeted your parents and then all of you sat on the table to have dinner, you laughed and chatted together, you thought in yourself that it's good that your family are already familiar with Rocky since you both were together since you were kids, but what kept running in your mind is ,that how to tell your parents that you two were dating. You didn't tell your parents that you two were dating you didn't get the right time to tell them tbh. Later after dinner Rocky thanked your mother for the dinner and then you walked him to the door, " (Y/N)-ah, thanks for the dinner today, i had alot of fun, hehe its been a while since i came here" he scratched the back of his neck while giggling, " then i gotta go ... See you tomorrow (Y/N)-ah ", he said as he was heading out "be careful on your way back" you shouted at him with a smile , " Hahaha okay okay got it ,, just go inside already!" He said while signing to you to go inside. You went inside when you heard your mother calling for you, you went to her and she told you to sit next to her, you tried to read whats on her mind but you couldn't so you asked her , " Mommy is something wrong?" , " Well dear, i was thinking about this thing since the time Minhyuk entered" your mother said, you got a strange vibe from her words and she continued " Don't fall in love with him okay? You two just have to stay best friends as you are, you two aren't dating right?" You shrugged at what she said so you acted stupid " why mommy? is there something wrong if i fell for him, he is a kind and a warm boy and we've known each other like forever now " she cutted you " He's an idol did you forget that! I don't want my daughter to date and spend her life with an idol , i will never let that happen", you still didn't get why your mom is acting that way, your emotions took on you so you said " What's wrong with dating an idol, he's my childhood friend before becoming an idol you know that!", " You don't know ? Idol boys, they throw their emotions away and just use you, you are still young and won't understand what i mean!" She said while sounding a bit angry. " But mom you know that Minhyuk is different you saw him growing how could you think of him like that?, you even trust me on him whenever we hangout!" You said, you kept feeling your throat is hurting you when she suddenly said " Why you keep defending him like that?" , " Because he is my bestfriend he always protected me and I've trusted him since along time i can't just compare him to other idols that you saw, he is a different person" you got annoyed and got up of your place and went straight to your bedroom, you locked the door and slid over it, your tears fell silently on your cheeks, you couldn't just believe what you just heard, you thought about how finally you decided to tell them about you two dating, your memorise to the lovely moments you spended together rushed into your head, you got up and fell on your bed crying silently, he never hurted you and he was always warm and you felt safe around him, he even didn't look at other girls like the way he looks at you, just you. You kept crying till you fell asleep.
In the next morning you woke up and felt your head is heavy, you remembered that you cried alot last night , but you managed to pull yourself to the bathroom and took a shower, tho your mood didn't get any better , you just finshed the works you had to do in the house and went to your part-time job. As you were standing at the counter in the calm store spacing out thinking about what your mom said , you really wanted to show her that she's wrong and Rocky is not that type of people that she think he is. Suddenly you felt a hand waving infront of your face calling out your name " From Earth to (Y/N)-ah , Hey are you okay??!!" Said Moonbin to you. You finally got back to reality and saw him. You can say you were close to Moonbin since you know him from the time that Rocky became a trainee at Fantagio cuz he just introduced to him that time. " Oh I'm sorry i didn't see you entering let me scan it" you said. " Hey.. You look pale and tired are you sure you're okay?" You just nodded in reply cuz you didn't feel like talking today. Before he heads out he said " (Y/N)-ah if you're not feeling well you know your room is there in our dorm you can go and take a rest" ( you did have a room just for you in their dorm because sometimes time gets late and you end up sleeping there so they gave you this extra room so you can sleep there whenever you're late or tired). You forced a smile at him and then he went.
After your shift for today ended you headed back home walking but suddenly you felt someone running behind you calling out your name, you turned around to find your Bf running after you. " Hah-ha!! Wait hah-ha (Y/N)-ah, come a bit with me" he was out of breath but he held your hands and took you to thier dorm and you two immediately went to your room there. He closed the door and sat right next to you, you were looking down at the floor without saying anything , he placed his hands and raised your face from your chin " look in to my eyes (Y/N)-ah, Something happened right? Bin-Hyung just told me that you looked gloomy and pale", your tears started rushing out of your eyes so you immediately layed on his chest and hold his shirt from the back tightly . " Babe...." He said while pating your head gently. You started speaking " after you went yesterday my mom called me and talked to me about something", he listened to you carefully as you told him what happened yesterday with you then you looked at him almost sobbing " what if she knew about us and told us to breakup... I-i don't want that to happen i really-" he cutted you placed his lips on yours then parted " shhh.. don't worry babe, we won't break up I will figure out how to fix this misunderstanding don't worry i won't leave you ever , i will be right here like I've always been" then he kissed your cheeks. After a while you fell asleep on him so he just carried you and put you in the bed, he went outside to find the boys are still sitting waiting for him , Moonbin was worried on you so he asked Rocky , " Rocky-ah she was crying so loudly, is she okay? Is it something serious?" Appearntly everyone wanted to ask the same thing so they waited for rocky to answer. Rocky sighed as he sat between his hyungs and started telling them willing for a good advice from them. " Omg that's really serious" said jinjin, " we need to find a helpful way to help rocky and (Y/N) to tell her parents about them" continued Eunwoo, While they were talking your phone on the table rang so Rocky picked it up after seeing that your mom was the caller, " Hello Eomonie" said Rocky , " Oh-hhaha hello minhyuk, (Y/N)-ah haven't returned yet, is she with you? If she is please tell her to come back", " I'm sorry Eomonie but she already slept don't worry about her i will tell her as soon as she wakes up", " well okay then, i trust her on you" and then she ended the call . Later rocky went back to your room and slept right beside you holding your hands.
The next morning you woke up to see Rocky beside you sleeping peacefully you got up slowly kissed his forehead and then tried to get off the bed but , you felt his hand grabbing your wrist , " Where are you going?", " I gotta go back home, tons of work is waiting for me there and i didn't go back yesterday mom & dad must be worried", you said, " Oh its okay your mom already knows that you are here , she called yesterday after you slept and i told her". Later on you ate breakfast with them, went to home and then to your shift. It was a busy day at the store today . it was almost the last half hour of your shift and you were supposed to meet the boys at your college's basketball hall Cuz you forgot something at your art club. A young man entered the store, he acted weird, kept walking in there without buying anything for about 10min, you tried not look at him but whenever you gazed fell on him, you found him staring and giving you a smirk but you ignored him, 5 min later he left the store without buying anything, and your shift was over. You reached the college's basketball hall and met the boys, they were playing basketball so you just told them that you will get your stuffs from the Art club and then join them in playing. You didn't realize that the man from the store was stalking you out, as you walk to your club he was following you. You entered the room and started looking for your stuff when you heard the door behind you getting closed, you turned around and saw the man, you were shocked, " Who are you?!" You said furiously, he didn't reply and kept moving towards you, you stepped back as he moved until it was a dead end, you were locked between him and the wall, " Did you know how beautiful and hot you are?" He whispered in your ears. You pushed him immediately and told him to back off but no use , he was forcing himself on you and trying hardly to kiss you. Your mood went off and you pushed him strongly with both of your hands and then give him a kick in the stomach to move him off you, you also cursed him ( you don't do it usually but you reached your limits and really got annoyed and uncomfortable) . Rocky noticed that you're late and he texted you but he got no reply from you so he came to the art club along with the boys to look for you. At the same time the man got angry at your action" You little --!!!!" He shouted and Rocky opened the door at the same time to find that man pushing you hardly which made you fall and hit your head in the corner of the table and you lost conscious immediately, your head started bleeding alot, Rocky stepped infront of the man and hit him right in the face with his full power of anger and made the man fall down on the ground, Jinjin & Mj tried their best to stop Rocky from hitting the man anymore cuz they might get in more problems while Moonbin was struggling so hard to stop your bleeding head and waking you up at the same time, Eunwoo called the emergency to get an ambulance while sanha was sitting on the Stalker to keep him down from moving.
After getting you to the hospital, you got your treatment but still unconscious, Rocky was too scared that something bad might happen to you, because your injury was serious. He was sitting by your side holding your hands and drying the sweat of your face gently, Your Parents Rushed to you after jinjin called them, they stayed with you until late night along with rocky who was standing next to the window, " Eomonie, Abeonim, you should go and eat and get some rest, i will stay here don't worry" said rocky warmly to your parents , they nooded and walked outside the room but before going out, your mother turned to you and saw rocky talking to you , " (Y/N)-ah please wakeup fast, Your Parents are too worried about you, you shouldn't worry your parents, i Know you are a strong girl, please wakeup for your parents and for my sake please" He said in a cracked tone almost about to cry. Seeing you like that broke him, everything happened Infront of him and he couldn't do anything. The next day after your parents went yesterday, rocky stayed with you all night. Your parents came again early in the morning to find Rocky standing outside the room, they ran towards him worried, " Minhyuk, why are standing here?" Said your father, " Ohh the doctor is inside checking on (Y/N)-ah " said rocky, " What!! Minhyuk!! Did Something happened to her?!!" Said your mother in a frightened tone, " No no nothing happened she opened her eyes so i callled the doctor to check on her condition don't worry", and suddenly the doctor came out to tell your parents that your are fine and all you need is to rest, Rocky couldn't hold his smile after seeing you awake... After the boys came visited you and made sure to call them whenever you needed something, you stayed alone with rocky and your parents in the Room, " Eomonie,Abeonim, i have something to tell you..." Rocky said seriously, you felt that you know what he was about to say ,and you felt your heart beating so fast , " I like (Y/N)-ah since a long time ago, and we are currently dating, can both of you please give us your blessings ?!" . After your mother saw how gentle and caring rocky was to you she knew that she thought wrongly about him and she should give him a chance. You closed your teary eyes to hear your mother's 'No' but instead of that you saw her smiling and nodding at rocky's request. You couldn't believe your ears and eyes , your tears Started falling like a waterfall. " Well then dear , let's give them some space together" said your father to your mother while taking her out with him. Now you and rocky are alone, he came closer and whipped your tears and pressed his lips on yours , " See? I told you i will fix this misunderstanding and we will never be apart" you were speechless and hugged him tightly " Don't you ever leave me...I Love you so much Minhyukiii" you said while still being in his arms. 2 weeks later you came out and then spended most of your times now cuddling with Your boyfriend Rocky , you were happy that your mother changed her idea about rocky....
At the dorm's kitchen
" Chef Minhyuk! Can you make me something to eat please" you said with an Agyeo , he leaned and gave you a peek on your lips " Okay miss piggy" he teased you, " Heyy!! I'm not a piggy!! I Don't like that nick name!!" You pouted, " hahaha okay cutie pie " and you both started laughing~
The End.
#astro imagines#astro kpop#astro reactions#astro scenarios#astro rocky#rocky x reader#rocky swag#park minhyuk#astro jinjin#astro mj#astro cha eunwoo#astro moonbin#astro sanha#astro aroha#Rocky#Mj#Jinjin#Cha eunwoo#Moonbin#Yoon Sanha
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Demon and Angel
Warnings - Smut, sexual encounters, Demon AU, he kills a guy
Pairing - Reader X Demon!S. Coups
He slammed the guy's body up against the wall. The way this creep looked at Seungcheol's princess felt like a dagger in his heart.
"Bro, I thought she was single. The way she was danc-"
Seungcheol broke the guy's neck in one snap.
"Was not permission for you to grope her." The man grabbed the body on the floor, lifting it up as if it was just a doll. He walked over to the basement door, marked with an "Employees Only" sign. Throwing the guy down the stairs, 3 snarling hellhounds appeared to feast on the guy.
"Make sure to share," the tall male said.
He walked back to the bar to see his object of affection ordering a drink. He swooped in beside her, telling the bartender, Vernon, to put it on his tab.
"Wow, my hero, saving me $9.75 plus tip," she snarked.
"Honey," he leaned in, "if you knew what I just did for you, you'd be calling me more than your hero."
"If you're talking about killing that goblin, some of the pixies, Roa and Eunwoo, were already planning on that."
The demon seemed impressed. This beauty in front of him not only knew Roa and Eunwoo were pixies, but that the guy was a goblin.
"So, how much do you know about this club? You know so much, you can't be a human."
Vernon gave the girl her drink, "she's like me, half human, half angel."
"Interesting. My name is Seungcheol. You wanna take your drink to a private booth?"
"Y/N. Sure, why not? Least I can do for my savior," she sassed at the demon.
When they got to the V.I.P. booth, Seungcheol was the first to sit down. Nestled in a hidden corner, the space allowed for a view over the club. Y/N looked out over the club to see all types of creatures mingling. Mingyu, a werewolf was hanging out with DK, a sun fairy, and Minghao, a vampire, while Xiyeon, the demon princess, was flirting with a jester named Mark.
"Eccentric bunch here."
"This isn't even a full moon night, you should see those days," Seungcheol patted his lap, taunting Y/N to sit on it.
"Nah," the girl said in a teasing mood, "I like people-watching."
"Oh, you're into that?" He walked up to the ledge, putting his arms around Y/N and his head on her shoulder, " I never would've guessed an angel is into anything that has to do with lust," He nuzzled into her neck to earn a moan.
"Like the bartender said, I'm only a half breed. I can still fall for the same tricks humans do," She threw her head back and rolled her hips into him.
"Are you calling me a trick?"
"Only if this is a one-time thing."
Seungcheol stopped, standing confused, "what do you mean?"
"I've seen you here, lurking in the corner, preying on humans, you're either gonna kill me, fuck me or both, in what order, that's up to you."
"I've seen you here as well and you should know, I don't bring anyone up here. You're an exception."
A dramatic gasp came from Y/N, reaching behind her and pushing Seungcheol away, "really? Little ol' me? An exception? Oh, such an honor."
Seungcheol stared at the half-human in front of him in disbelief, no one's ever talked back to him like this. He told her the truth, any of the guys can vouch for him. He doesn't bring anyone up to "the nest". He has seen her and feels an aura about her, she really was different. That was the trigger for him. He spun her around, trapping her again and leading her in a kiss.
"You said you like people-watching," he breathed out, "let them watch."
Seungcheol reached around to the girl's back to unzip the dress she was wearing and let it dropped to the ground. She stood in a strapless bra and panty, much to his amusement. Seungcheol turned Y/N around to face the crowd, all oblivious to what's going on the balcony.
"All of the people dancing," as he rolled his hips into Y/N, he pulled down his pants to expose his boxers, "they don't know how good I can make you feel."
Y/N moaned, rubbing herself, "hurry up, Seungcheol."
He knelt down to lick a long stripe up her slit. The demon soon started to eat her out as if she was about to disappear.
“Just a bit more until you’re nice and wet,” the demon muttered
As he finished and stood up, he released his cock from his boxers, rubbing it against Y/N's inner thighs. He leaned his head on her neck, just like before and started to nibble.
"If I do this, you're mine and no one else" he moved her panties aside to slowly push in.
"Why me?" Y/N responded, moaning in a little bit of pain.
Seungcheol pushed in with a grunt, "I lied. I know who you are. I know that I want you. I've seen you here one night," he started to thrust, "I had Hoshi look up everything about you. A half breed, an angel and a human, two things I shouldn't be in love with."
His thrusts were hard and quick, just knowing people were unknown of him tainting an angel was stroking his ego even more. He kept going and going, watching the girl throw her head back in ecstasy. All of the moans and cries were covered by the music coming from the speakers.
He pulled out, spinning her around, picking her up and bringing her to the couch.
“Ride me.”
She straddled the man and became to ride him as fast as she could. She was almost there until a tall guy appeared at the top of the steps.
“Seungch-”
“Mingyu, if you want to keep your balls, I suggest you leave right now.”
“I’ll tell you later,” Mingyu turned around and ran down the stairs.
“I thought you said no one would come up here,” Y/N whispered in his ears.
Seungcheol thrusted up, “Now, no one will.”
#seungcheol#seventeen smut#seventeen scenarios#seventeen au#i would do daddy coups for his tag but im not a daddy kink type of girl#scoups#The S stands for Sir#my writings
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Misunderstanding
Cha Eunwoo x Reader
Prompt: You go out with friends on a weekend and come home to find your boyfriend, Eunwoo, came to visit you.
Genre: Angst, a little suggestive at the end
-Harmony
It had been a long day and an even longer week at school. Right now what you needed most was to get back to your dorm and just relax, not worry about any homework for the time being, just lay down and take a nap. You looked at your clock and saw that it was 4:05 p.m. right now. You were planning to get dinner with your friends at 5:30 so you could nap for a little over an hour. You climbed up into your bed and began drifting off to sleep...until you heard your phone going off.
A small groan escaped your lips as you reached over and grabbed your phone from the bedside table. The screen was lit up with a picture of your boyfriend, Eunwoo, that you had taken not too long ago. You hit the accept the button and a second later you were seeing his smiling face looking back at you.
“Hi jagiya.” He said with a happy tone in his voice.
“Hey you.” You greeted back, letting out a small yawn after.
“Did I wake you up Y/N?” Eunwoo asked, his face dropping at the idea of having woken you up.
“No, I wasn’t asleep yet. I was just about to take a nap.” You replied, not wanting to make him feel bad.
“Oh...well I’ll let you get to sleep then jagi.” He says, a small smile returning to his handsome features.
“Thanks babe.” You answered and you both said your goodbyes and ‘Loves you’s’.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*2 Days Later*
“Thank god it’s finally Friday.” your friend says to you as you both make it back to your residence hall together.
“Yea, I need this weekend after the week I have had.” You complain, flopping down on one of the couches in the lounge downstairs. Your friend sits down next to you, and you are both soon joined by a few more of your friends.
“We’re going out tonight right?” One of your friends asks. A chorus of ‘Yes’ is what comes next and you’re stuck sitting there unsure.
“C’mon Y/N, come out with us for once? Please?” Another friend begged, giving you puppy dog eyes. You rolled your eyes at them and let out a sigh,
“Fine. I’ll go, but only because I know none of you are going to stay sober and you need someone there to make sure you don’t die.” You respond. Your friends all smiled, nodding their heads at your answer. The group decided to meet down in the lobby around 10 and then you’d all head out from there.
A few hours had passed and your closest friend was in your dorm getting ready and helping you to pick out an outfit.
“Aha! Perfect.” Your friend smiled as she pulled out a maroon shirt that had a decent v-neck and long sleeves that bellowed out at the end. “Wear this, your dark skinny jeans and that one pair of black heels you have.” She suggested
.“How about I wear all of what you suggested, but instead of heels my converse?” You say and your friend just sighed.
“Fine, as long as you wear this shirt.” She said, throwing the top at you.
You took the shirt and grabbed your dark skinny jeans and got changed. The shirt wasn’t normally what you would wear, but now that you looked at yourself in the mirror, you felt pretty confident in it. After you were done getting changed you started to do your make-up. Nothing too extreme, just some eyeliner and mascara. You didn’t do anything with your hair, deciding to keep it natural. When your friend saw you her eyes widened,
“Oh my gosh Y/N. You look so hot, you’ll have all the guys on you tonight.” She said, which made you a little uncomfortable when you thought about it.
“I don’t think I want all the guys on me tonight, especially since I have a boyfriend remember?” You replied to your friend as you began putting on your shoes.
Your friend didn’t really say anything more as she finished getting ready and the two of you went downstairs to meet the rest of your friends. Once the whole group was ready you headed out to the party. Tonight you were the ‘Mom’ of the group and made sure to keep an eye on your friends all night. Eventually your one friend, Kyle, found you and you two began talking. He was the ‘Dad’ of his friends tonight so you helped each other in making sure neither of your friends got into trouble.
Around 1:30 in the morning word began being spread saying that the police were coming to break up the party and you and your friends all decided to leave as soon as possible. However, in the rush of getting through the crowd you got seperated from your friends with Kyle.
You had a small freak out, but eventually Kyle calmed you down enough and you called your friends and learned that they were all okay and headed back to their dorms. Once you knew your friends were safe Kyle walked you back to your dorm, making sure you got home safely.
“Thank you for walking me home.” You said, giving Kyle a smile as you put your key into the lock.“It was no problem.” He replied, smiling back at you.
“Hey Y/n...I have a question for you.”
“Yea. What is it?” You asked, unlocking your door.
“I..I was wondering if you maybe wanted to go out sometime?” Kyle asked, you could hear the nervousness in his voice.
“Oh...Uhm, I’m sorry Kyle but I have a boyfriend.” You respond, feeling bad. Kyle was silent for a few moments before letting out a sigh,
“To be expected. I mean you’re an amazing person. Can we not let this affect our friendship please?” He asked, biting his lip.
“Of course. I’m not going to stop being friends with you because you asked me out.” You replied.
“Thanks.” He said before pulling you in for a quick hug.The hug wasn’t quick enough though because a few moments after Kyle pulled you in your dorm room door opened behind you.
“What the hell?” You heard a familiar voice say. You pulled away from Kyle and turned around to see Eunwoo standing there in your doorway. Your eyes widened at seeing your boyfriend standing in front of you and you couldn’t produce any words while Kyle was standing there.
“I’m gonna go. See you later Y/N.” Kyle bids farewell as he turns to walk away.
“Eunwoo, what are you doing here?” You are finally able to ask as you take a step inside your dorm, closing the door behind you.
“I thought I would surprise my girlfriend...but I guess that was a mistake seeing as she has someone else.” Eunwoo replies, his voice dripping with anger. You knew Eunwoo struggled sometimes with anger issues, but you had never seen him this angry before.
“Baby I wasn’t out on a date with Kyle. Let me explain.” You begged him, trying to reach out to grab his hand. Eunwoo wouldn’t let you touch him though as he backed away from you as far as he could.
“I don’t want to hear it Y/N. God..I was so stressed and so I thought coming to surprise you and see you would help calm me down...but no, it only worsened things.” He fired at you, his eyes throwing daggers at you.
“Eunwoo let me explain before you overreact to something that didn’t even happen.” You reply and step closer and closer to him, Eunwoo eventually being pressed against the wall with you right in front of him. “I went out tonight, I was taking care of my friends and Kyle was doing the same. We talked while our friends had fun and eventually the party got broken up and we all got separated. Kyle wanted to make sure I got home okay so he walked me back.” You explain.
“What about the hug?” Eunwoo asked, his voice not as angry as before. You let out a sigh before answering,
“He asked me out and I turned him down. Kyle didn’t want that to affect our friendship though and I agreed so he hugged me.” Your boyfriend stayed silent a few moments longer.
You looked up to meet Eunwoo’s gaze and a second later he was pulling you in, crashing his lips on yours. A smile came to your face at feeling Eunwoo being so close to you after such a long time.
“I’m so sorry Y/N...I shouldn’t have accused you like that.” He says once pulling away from the kiss.
“You can make it up to me in the time that you’ll be here.” You reply, giving him a small smile. A small chuckle escaped Eunwoo,
“I promise that I will.”
“Good. Now how about we cuddle up and watch a movie?” You suggested which Eunwoo replied with,
“I do like that idea...but now that I’m noticing how good you look right now I have something else in mind.”
#cha eunwoo#lee dongmin#ASTRO#astro eunwoo#cha eunwoo x reader#lee dongmin x reader#cha eunwoo one shot#lee dongmin one shot#astro one shot#astro x reader#cha eunwoo imagine#lee dongmin imagine#astro imagine#astro angst#cha eunwoo angst#lee dongmin angst#kpop angst
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Works In Progress
Last Updated : September 17th, 2019 - 1:41AM EST
I thought I’d make this list to let you guys know what requests/projects I’m currently working on. Requests for headcanons/bulletpoint fics are open for now. I still don’t know if I’m going to open scenario requests yet, but for now they are closed. Please check the rules before you request :)
The list will be updated as I get new requests.
Astro
Headcanons
Moonbin as your boyfriend pt 2
Moonbin as your boyfriend pt 3
Jinwoo as your boyfriend pt 1
Jinwoo as your boyfriend pt 2
Sanha as your boyfriend
Rocky as your boyfriend
A-Z headcanon game with Eunwoo
Scenarios
After Party [Lee Dongmin | Cha Eunwoo] : Following the events of Reunion — After your little escapade with Eunwoo in one of the classrooms of your old school, you decide to follow him home for a round 2, where you discover an entirely new façade of your long lost friend. [Smut]
BTS
Headcanons
Jin as your boyfriend
BTS as your boyfriend
Taehyung as your boyfriend
Yoongi with a pregnant s/o
A-Z headcanon game with Jin
A-Z headcanon game with Yoongi
A-Z headcanon game with Hoseok
A-Z headcanon game with Namjoon
A-Z headcanon game with Jimin
A-Z headcanon game with Taehyung
A-Z headcanon game with Jeongguk
Scenarios
The Rainbow Road Challenge [Jeon Jeongguk | Jungkook] : It’s raining outside, you’re bored, and your boyfriend is too. So you come up with a great idea to pass the time : a Mario Kart challenge. Rainbow Road, 200cc ; each time you fall off track, you remove an item of clothing. And as a bonus, the winner gets to do whatever he wants to the loser. Jeongguk is never one to say no to a challenge. [College!AU, Smut]
Lacessere [Kim Taehyung | V] : If there’s one thing Taehyung likes more than throwing the most memorable parties at college, it’s a challenge. It’s a good thing that you don’t seem to fall for his smile like every other girl. [Smut]
DAY6
Headcanons
Jae as your boyfriend
Scenarios
No scenario in store yet.
DBSK | TVXQ!
Headcanons
No request yet.
Scenarios
No scenario in store yet.
EXO
Headcanons
Jongdae as your boyfriend
Chanyeol as your boyfriend
Jongin as your boyfriend
Jongin with a pregnant s/o
Going house hunting with Chanyeol
Junmyeon proposing to you
Sugar Daddy!Chanyeol
A-Z headcanon game with Junmyeon
Baekhyun angsty headcanons
Chanyeol’s daughter goes on her first date
Yixing asking you out
Meeting Kyungsoo and befriending him
A-Z headcanon game with Sehun
Junmyeon as your boyfriend
Scenarios
A World of Dull and Gray [Kim Junmyeon | Suho] : Soulmate AU — You can only see colours when experiencing a powerful romantic bond with someone else, but those colours only come in brief flashes until you meet your soulmate. Then, your world gradually grows brighter until it becomes a paradise of hues and shades you couldn’t have imagined before. However, when your soulmate dies, the colours you see disappear, leaving most people to seek the company of many people to catch a glimpse of them again. [Angst, Smut]
GOT7
Headcanons
Mark as your boyfriend
Jinyoung with a pregnant s/o
You try to distract Jaebum while he’s producing
Telling Jaebum you want a baby in front of the others
Yugyeom with a pregnant s/o
A-Z headcanon game with Yugyeom
Scenarios
No One Can Know [Im Jaebum | JB] : You’ve been dating Jaebum for about nine months now and you couldn’t be happier. The only problem is, you have to keep your relationship a secret — not only from the fans to avoid a potential scandal but also to the other members, especially your overprotective older brother Mark who you’re sure could decapitate Jaebum if he knew. [Angst, Smut]
NCT
Headcanons
Ten as your boyfriend
Johnny as your husband
Kun, Jungwoo & Yukhei boyfriend headcanons
Yuta when someone flirts with you in front of him
Sub!Lucas headcanons
A-Z headcanon game with Jaehyun
A-Z headcanon game with Doyoung
Scenarios
A Bump On The Road [Lee Taeyong] : Following the events of A Series of Firsts — You and Taeyong have been dating for a year and you go back to camp with him. You think everything is going to go great, but you didn’t plan for Taeyong’s “ex” to make a comeback as well. [Angst, Smut]
Pentagon
Headcanons
Jinho as your boyfriend
Scenarios
No scenario in store yet.
SF9
Headcanons
Dawon as your boyfriend
Youngbin as your boyfriend
Hwiyoung as your boyfriend
Scenarios
Taking Chances [Yoo Taeyang] : You thought you were above the movie clichés. You thought it was just good sex with a friend. You didn’t think you’d fall for him, but you did – and he did too. But the agreement was clear : no feelings in the way. So it never came to your mind that those feelings you had towards him were mutual. [Smut, Angst]
Super Junior
Headcanons
Donghae as your boyfriend
Yesung, Eunhyuk and Kyuhyun as your husband
Leeteuk as your boyfriend
A-Z headcanons game with Kyuhyun
Shindong as your boyfriend
Scenarios
Just For Tonight [Kim Heechul] : This is the only thing you’ll ever ask of him. [Smut, Angst]
Vixx
Headcanons
No request yet.
Scenarios
Silver Eyes [Cha Hakyeon | N] : “You have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. We’ve already had this conversation,” Hakyeon growls, hands balling into fists against the wall. “There’s… there’s a reason I don’t want you around when I’m… when I’m like this. I don’t— I don’t want to hurt you. And I know I will if you stay. I know I will. So please, I’m begging you, please… You have to leave.” His last words come as a barely audible whisper. His body is shivering violently, and a choked, throaty whine escapes his lips despite him. You want to reach out to him, to hold him, to do whatever it takes to get him to feel better, but he’s right. You have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. Your body is telling you to run, to flee, to escape the dangers you’re to face were you to stay, and yet, you don’t move an inch. This seemed to ebb him even more, his mind cascading down into dangerous territories. A growl emerges from deep within, and if that wasn’t enough to snap you out of your frozen state, the loud bang of his fist connecting with the wall certainly is. “Leave !” [Smut]
#kpop#kpop imagine#kpop scenario#kpop imagines#kpop scenarios#bts#bts scenario#bts imagine#bts scenarios#bts imagines#astro#astro scenario#astro imagine#astro scenarios#astro imagines#nct#nct u#nct 127#nct dream#nct imagine#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct scenario#nct u imagine#nct u imagines#nct u scenario#nct u scenarios#nct 127 imagine#nct 127 imagines#nct 127 scenario
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part 1 → best friend! sanha
↳ hahahaaaaaahksaldjflajsdfklasdf I thought it would be the greatest idea if i made pt2 to that bff sanha bUT THIS TIME yA’LL ARE DEVELOPING A CRUSH ON EACH OTHER MAN i”M A GENIUSSS
guys this is too cute i’m cringing omg eSP THE LAST PART AHHH
don’t sue me, this is the Classic™ The-Both-Of-You-Had-No-Idea-You-Like-Each-Other type of story
bECAUSE iT FITS
SANHA CAN BE A LITTLE SLOW ABOUT THIS
AND YOU CAN TOO BECAUSE LIKE
no experience,,,,,
pLuS LoVE IS gRoSS
hah
haahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the first time you sort of changed in Sanha’s eyes was when he caught you in the middle of a volunteer event he couldn’t make to
he couldn’t go because his band had a gig the same night and he had to practice
but the other boys decided to walk to the nearest froyo place
which just so happened to pass the park where you were volunteering at
so as he scanned the people milling around the small fun fair, he caught sight of you plopped right in the middle of all these toddlers and five-year olds laughing and covered in glitter, glue, googly eyes and silly string
where the silly string came from, he doesn’t know
(from your other friend working at some other booth)
aND BOY DID HE TURN SOFT
kids were hanging off of you, walking up to you to ask how to make a certain craft, and you had the biggest smile on your face
laksjdflkasdflad
it definitely didn’t go unnoticed by the other boys
jinjin and rocky decided to spare him and just looked at each other, made a face and continued walking
bin barked a high pitched laugh and ran after rockjin in giggles
BUT MJ AND EUNWOO AIN’T HAVING ANY OF IT
poor sanha didn’t even notice the other’s shenanigans
as he’s unconsciously watching you, a soft smile spread across his features
this lovestruck boy
mJ SAW THAT AND SCREAMED
THAT’S WHEN SANHA FINALLY BROKE HIS GAZE
(eunwoo got a picture of that Soft Smile™ tho)
plus a couple of bystanders looked at the commotion that was mj’s squealing and sanha’s protests that nothing happened
“DON’T LIE TO ME, I SAW EVERYTHING!” mj screamed
“nO nONONONO HYUNG YOU’RE WRONG”
eunwoo’s just cackling in the corner
“YOU LIKE Y/MMMGJHHMMM”
sanha clamped his hand on the eldest’s mouth and dragged him away
you sort of just watched all of that in amusement when you noticed the kids turning their attention to the noise, not understanding any of it
“HI SANHA! HI MJ!” you called out, waving your hand in the air
sanha’s grip on mj slackened as he was caught off guard, eyes widening
mj laughed and grabbed eunwoo’s hand before sanha ran after them
sanha sulked the entire time to and from the froyo place
and completely forgot about the incident during the gig that night
as for you and your view of sanha,,,,
unfortunately began developing when one of your friends said she likes sanha
you were 100% supportive!!
well, 99.90%
that .10% was because it’s s an h a
gross :P
so ya kno
life goes on
ya’ll still bffffsssss
and one day when you and your friends were just hanging out at your house
he comes over
with plums from his mom’s plum tree
because she told him to bring it over
so when you opened the door,
he shoved the box into your face, making you flinch and him laughing obnoxiously
“SANHA”
“here you go, plums from our tree~”
your face brightens because their plums are super sweet and delicious and you just take the box and “omg yes thanks sanha <3”
BOI HE TURNED SOFT SAVE HIM PLEASE
so he’s just smiling dorkily like “you’re welcome”
you don’t notice ofc bc sanha’s always weird
you smiled back and a happy feeling bloomed across your chest
little did you know all your friends were giggling into their hands at your interactions
so when he unknowingly danced off the porch when you closed the door
all your friends waited until he disappeared and pandemonium erupted
“YO”
“YO”
“YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”
“HE LIKES YOU”
“YOU LIKE HIM”
“YOU TWO ARE SO CUTE”
you’ve heard this before and was not amused
“why can’t we just be bes-”
“YOU KNOW THAT’S THE MOST RIDICULOUS EXCUSE EVER”
“WHY IS IT THAT IN THE STORIES, BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS FALL IN LOVE?”
“BECAUSE THEY’RE STORIES”
you noticed your friend who had a crush on sanha sitting their quietly and your face fell
“um,”
she looked up and smiled weakly, knowing exactly what you were gonna ask
“yeah I liked him, but it’s so obvious he doesn’t have any interest in me and… idk, it’s cliche, but he likes you (y/n).”
“even if he doesn’t know it yet”
and for that coming from her?
you couldn’t sleep for three days
so as life stilllll passseddd
and nothing changed too much
except for the nagging feeling in the back of both of your minds every time you hung out
which is all the time
you kept being best friends
roaming seoul
swinging your hands violently
pigging out on french fries
reenacting Singing in the Rain with streetlights when you walk down a more quiet street
falling asleep on each other when he and astro had late night practices and stayed back in the studio
fretting about homework
“hey sanha did you do the english home—”
“OH SHOOT WE HAD ENGLISH HOMEWORK?”
it’s just
you don’t remember him being that endearing
he’s usually a little sht
and did you always yearn for him?
like ofc you’d find any opening to just talk to him
but now you actually can’t stop thinking?/?kldjsalfja//ALAkdsFS???
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GROSS
even when senior year homecoming came around,
and sanha asked you out by jokingly singing to you in tHE HALLWAYS
WITH HIS GUITAR
TO ASK YOU TO THE DANCE
he was a dork about it don’t worry, nothign serious
the both of you thought n o t h i n g o f i t
just bursting into giggles when sanha finished his song with a bag of french fries from the diner
and while everyone was swooning
you two were lost in your own world, making jokes about ways he could’ve asked better
it didn’t even cross your mind once that a month or so ago,, sanha was gushing about his crush
so why didn’t he ask them?
fast forward to the dance, the two of you spent half the time on the dancefloor, the other half walking around the school, just talking
cue the cliche where the both of you heard a loud crash somewhere nearby and grabbed the other for dear life
heartbeats pressed against each other,
his head buried in your neck
and when nothing appeared
you slowly pried yourself out of each other’s arms
and your eyes caught
then your breathing hitched because--
was he always this handsome?
guys this is too cliche omg, ya pretty much knows what’s gonna happen
your friends run down the hallways screaming to you that the homecoming royals are gonna be announced
and since sanha’s on the court
they yanked him down to the gym
sorta leaving you in the dust to take in what just happened
the friend who used to like sanha?
she smiled and gave you a wink before rushing after the stampede
leaving you a blushing mess in the middle of the dimming night
things really changed one day when sanha walked into a cafe with his other friends from the school’s Overwatch Club and thERE YOU WERE, PERFORMING?
like what????#!@!? he knew you asked for him to teach you guitar from time to time
but you aCTUALLY KNOW HOW TO PLAY NOW? WHAT?
he froze in the cafe’s doorway and his friends had to shove him to move
he couldn’t keep his eyes off you
but in the way that was because he’s shocked
cuz you two always broke out singing
and it wasn’t that your voice was bad or anything
it’s just your range isn’t too great
y e t y o u s o u n d a m a z i n g
and he’s sorta freaking out
like his heart started to race and all that sappy stuff
and he was like alksfja wtf
so he actually decided it would be better to choose a seat facing away from you
yet his friends took all those seats first and now he’s stuck with a seat giving him a completely full view of you
let’s just say he just spaced out
never removing his gaze from you
that is, , until his friend elbowed him in the ribs with a ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
“ohhohohohhhh san haaaaaaaaaaaaaa, don’t tell me you’re falling for you bff now, are you?”
heat immediately rushed to sanha’s face and his friends burst out cackling
oh no
sanha tried to be subtle about it, but this boy can never really keep his emotions in check
and you’d notice the second too long gazes and brushes against your arm
and your friends are pointing it out
and you’re like
no
NO
ya’ll being extra and that’s wrong
poor sanha’s heart was always ready to burst whenever he’s with you now
but to make sure nothing changes this friendship the both of you treasure so much
you don’t do anything about it
never bringing it up
nor acting on feelings
especially shoving embarrassing moments to the back of your mind
it wasn’t too hard
because you two were still screaming about everything
but……..
prom rolls around
and you were asked by someone
he was asked by someone else
:))))
the Classic
you wanted to just hang out with your best friend,,,
but you had your date
and he has his
but every time you caught his eye from across the room?
you’ll make a face and he’ll laugh
throwing one back
so it wasn’t too bad
it was just you two goofing off again
so when prom ended
and your date’s parents picked them up
you stood in front of the venue, waiting for your parents
happy, exhausted, and maybe slightly disappointed you couldn’t spend prom with your best friend, but had fun nonetheless
as you studied the lights of the city
sanha snuck up to you and
“BOO”
you swung around the punched him in the gut
“(Y/N)!”
“YOU’RE THE ONE WHO SCARED ME”
he just laughed and settled to standing next to you as you waited for your parents
………..
“you had fun?”
“yeah….. you?”
“yeah. my date is pretty cool.”
“really?”
“they know how to dance—unlike someone”
asdfjlkasdf “excuse you”
his pretty laugh rang out again
you stole a couple of glances at him here and there and,,, when he finally caught you, a completely innocent face on him, wordlessly asking “is there something on my face?”
cocking his head cutely
which made the streetlights frame him like a halo
and his eyes sparkled
and that’s when you knew
you’ve fallen in love with your best friend
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Astro Coffee Shop AU
Astro drabble inspired by @alternateastro ’s coffee shop au
Um hi
So you are this struggling college freshman
It’s just your first year but you already learned that caffeine is your friend
And that’s probably the main reason you got excited when you heard a new coffee shop opened on the way to the bus stop you usually board from to college
The coffee shop is really cute and has a welcoming feel to it
Also it opens as early as 6am so it’s perfect for grabbing a cup of cappuccino while waiting for your bus that takes off at seven
A tall decent young man that is around your age is always there, a warm smile on his face as he serves you, probably his only customer at that early time since the shop isn’t that popular yet nor is in a remarkable place
Cha Eunwoo, his name tag says
Eunwoo is quite friendly for a barista whose shift starts at six in the morning and even bothers to start small conversations with you as you sip on your cappuccino by the counter
About two weeks in and you’re addicted to their coffee
You didn’t know if it was just you, or that it had some really special taste to it
There was just something about it that you couldn’t get enough of, and most importantly, couldn’t go on your day without
Waking up at five thirty, getting ready, leaving your house and passing by the ‘Dream Store’ to have a cup of coffee and a small chat with an ever so energetic Eunwoo became a part of your routine
Until you ‘accidentally’ wake up late one day
Maybe your alarm went off by itself, maybe it really rang and you turned it off and went back to sleep, maybe you didn’t even set it in the first place, what mattered the most is that it was a quarter past six and you were still in your pjs
You jump off your bed and quickly wash your face before grabbing the first combination of clothing that looked reasonable.
Smashing a bit of makeup on your face, you decided there was no time for more than a natural look for today,
a bb cushion, brown eyeliner pencil, transparent mascara and and a warm orange gradient lip was the best you could achieve
Throwing on your hood over your ‘whatever’ looking hair you grabbed your bag and sprinted your way out
You glanced at your hand watch to check if you had atleast a few spare minutes to order a coffee for take out but then you stopped at your tracks
Because it was freaking 5:40 in the freaking morning aka an hour early
The Dream store wasnt even opened yet and you felt like an idiot because your shitty clock was probably running out of battery and was showing the wrong time
Groaning you glanced again at the cafe to see that the roller shutter of the front door was half rolled up
And that meant that atleast someone was inside
Looking around you one more time you figured out there was no other safe place for a lonely nineteen year old girl to stay in while waiting
So you just decided to sneak inside and just hope it was Eunwoo getting ready to open the shop
You weren’t really that close to him but you just thought he wouldn’t be that freaked out if he saw you at such an hour
Entering the shop you quietly muttered a “hello” as you heard faint sounds coming from the staff area
“Eunwoo shi are you here” you dumbly murmured then figured out it was better to just take a seat and wait for whoever was there to appear
But you kind of accidentally doze off over the table because you woke up in such a hurry that you were feeling a bit drowsy by that time
Rocky takes off his sailor moon apron and hangs it after finishing with decorating the pastries and cleaning the kitchen
He leaves the kitchen and checks the café since he heard some sounds coming from there
“Eunwoo hyung you’re here earl–”
He sees you sleeping on one of the tables and sort of just-
–For a second but not enough for you to wake up then purses his lips, not knowing what to do
Rocky always disappears so early in the morning after he’s done with his work so he doesn’t get to interact with any customers, and even when he comes in the afternoon to test out new recipes with Bin, he doesn’t leave the kitchen.
So he gets so frustrated seeing you there bc um help what am I supposed to do with this creature it looks like a human
Luckily Eunwoo comes in just at the right time and is rather confused as of why rocky is still there
Also why is he standing still like a statue
“Good morning minhyuk, what are you still doi–”
Eunwoo looks at the same direction as rocky and takes a step back in surprise
But he soon recognizes your sleeping figure and is way more confused now but decides to wake you up anyway
You slowly open your eyes and find none other than the most beautiful angel you’ve ever seen in front of your eyes that you can’t help but yelp bc are you already dead and is this heaven
You blink for a few seconds and look around the place then at Eunwoo and the other guy
“…w-welcome to Dream sh-shop !!!!” Rocky says in a super nervous tone that his voice cracks as he tries to sound the brightest he could “is that how you do it” he whispers to Eunwoo bc he honestly had no idea how things went outside the kitchen
Then Eunwoo kindly introduces you to Rocky to break the awkward atmosphere
And hey Rocky is quite cute and hyper
And that’s how you start meeting the boys one by one
And you just have to embarrass yourself each time
Like that other time you were soooo sleepy that you were walking with your eyes closed
Maybe bc you had so much work and didn’t get enough sleep
But that didn’t really matter bc you knew the way too well that you could manage
You instinctively make a turn to the left to enter the coffee shop
But then you just bump into the glass door like an idiot
Bc it’s usually always open
Truth is Bin came earlier than usual that day
And usually whenever he comes he always closes the door
Since he claims it’s way too cold in the morning
And Eunwoo is like uhh ok nvm
And since Bin always comes later you never really saw the door closed
Being still as sleepy as heck you groan as you lazily push the door open with literally your whole body, pouting since it was too early for embarrassing yourself yet here you are
You enter the shop to see an ever so amused Bin holding his laugh
“Welcome” he says quietly and you awkwardly smile with half closed eyes
And wth wth wth why are all the ppl working here so cute
And that other time you got dismissed early in the afternoon so you decided to pass by
And you go up to the counter only to be faced by like a giant five year old
And you’re like “uhh excuse me where’s the one in charge here?”
And Sanha just blinks for a second before blurting “it’s me!”
And you’re like “but you look so young ??????”
And Sanha just smiles cutely then takes your order
And from that day you always stop by whenever you have time in the afternoon
Bc Sanha is just too adorable and his smile gives you so much energy to go on with your day
And that OTHER time the Dream Store was having that spring cleaning thing and there was actually a notice on the front door but you’re too reckless to realize that and just legit barge in to JinJin dancing with a broom to Plz don’t be sad by Highlight while singing with a really, really High pitched voice
And you never felt this attacked honestly
JinJin is caught off guard and immediately restrains himself
“My apologies. How can I help you? I’m Park Jinwoo, the Dream Store manager”
And you’re like ????? Okay ????
AND THAT OTHER TIME you were with this senior of yours in art school
He’s reaaaally kind and cheerful and you’re actually good friends
So one day he invites for coffee in what he claimed to be his store
And you’re shook af on the way bc uhh isn’t this the way to Dream Store?
You two enter and everyone, legit every single member of the staff (aka astro) stops wtv they’re doing and
“Y/N iS MJ hYunG’s gF ????!!!!?!!!”
And you’re like um wat
And this is how you get to know all of them
And you never felt happier tbh
Bc they are all so lovely
Also bc you get to prank them
You figured pranks were a thing after getting to know them all
Sometimes you drop by to do your assignments there
Bc your house is too boring
And as an art student you need a lot of inspiration
Also bc MJ is there and is always ready to help you with studies
Other times you help them with serving bc the shop is getting more popular by the time bc of the quality of the food and the hostility of the staff
Also you’re prolly the only one Rocky allows to touch the pastries
He lets your help him with the decorations and even keeps your suggestions of new desserts in mind
JinJin seeks your and MJ’s help before making any changes in the store’s decor or theme
You secretly help JinJin to become faster with the drinks
And ofc you help with advertising the store
Like you legit tell everyone you meet about it
You’re basically just really happy you got to meet these cuties bc your life would 794261% be hella boring without them
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[INTERVIEW] Group ASTRO “AROHA is our heart, beating with us for a lifetime”
Debuted February last year, two-year boy group Astro (Jinjin, Cha Eunwoo, Moonbin, MJ, Rocky, Yoon Sanha) successfully held their first solo concert last month. Instead of rushing, Astro are slowly looking for their own color and place, and the results [they have achieved] are reasonably noteworthy.
Astro met up with Aju News for an interview in Jongno-gu, Seoul on an early morning of the 2nd. Members Cha Eunwoo and Moonbin, ahead of the ceremonial first pitch for professional baseball game between LG Twins and Lotte Giants later that afternoon, did gestures of throwing a ball and caught [everyone’s] eyes with their playful looks. These people who stole the hearts of fans with their various charms are no different from their peers (of the same age) outside the stage.
How would Astro, a group who is in their second year since debut, evaluate their activities until now?
“The scores would differ from person to person but according to my standards, I want to give about 60 points. I think that 60 out of 100 is average. (ㅎㅎ) I am satisfied and thankful. Before debut, we did pre-debut activities and various projects, but looking at how we are gradually being recognized and the people seeing us is increasing by degrees, so it seems that we’re getting bigger responses than we anticipated.” (Jinjin)
“Umm… I’d give 70 points! I think [giving] 60 points is too cheap. We still have a long way to go but we have held a solo concert within two years since debut which was my goal, and I also think that the six of us did well in unison. We also have things ahead of us like the Japan Zepp Tour concert… For the 30 points, I think that we’re still lacking. (ㅎㅎ)”
For the first time, Astro held a solo concert for two days, on the 15th and 16th of last month. They have held a concert after a fairly short period of time.
“While preparing for the concert, I was half worried, half excited. We didn’t have a lot of ments and there was extremely a lot of stages. We’d perform four songs then do a ment… We’d do performances one after another so it was physically difficult. A concert is where one communicates through performances, but I was worried about whether we’ll do well. Yet when [the concert] started, those worries all disappeared. I was delighted to see Robongs (Astro’s official light stick) during the occational ments. (ㅎㅎ) I think that the bond we have with the fans became stronger after the concert.” (Moonbin)
Astro is not intense nor flashy. However, they are being evaluated as growing quietly and slowly. One can see [that] just in how they are ahead of having a Japanese Zepp Tour this month. In addition, one can feel how each [member] grew while doing the concert. In particular, ‘BABY’ even got nominated for first place.
“I really felt a lot of things during the concert. We have always hoped for it. We knew that our dream, the solo concert, is still far from our reach but having to do it ourselves, we thought, ‘So the day where we hold [our own] concert has come.’ We’ve only talked about being nominated for first place but we have never been close to it so it came to me that better results would come if we work harder.” (Rocky)
“Wah… I think it would be nice if we get first place. (ㅎㅎ) I think that Jinjin hyung would probably cry a lot. Jinjin hyun is the leader so he must speak a lot but what happens if he cries? (ㅎㅎ)” (Moonbin)
Even with the judgement that they are most outstanding group out of all who debuted last year, they still show humbleness.
“We aren’t the most popular but… (ㅎㅎ) it seems that we could achieve good results because we worked hard in releasing and promoting [our] albums last year. Many people loved us that much so I am thankful. (ㅎㅎ)” (Yoon Sanha)
From [holding a] solo concert, confirming a Japan Zepp tour, to being nominated for first place, it’s like all their dreams were achieved, but as expected from Astro, they revealed that seeing talented junior groups becomes stimulus for them.
“Because idol groups keep debuting after us, I always notice whenever I watch stages that there are junior groups who do well. At those times, I become motivated instead of being anxious. I think that we should work harder. Also, I learn a lot from our seniors. Whenever our promotions overlap, there are a lot of times where I feel how amazing they are.” (Moonbin)
Astro, who is devoted to walking the right track as a team, also expressed their desires for individual activities. Actually, member Cha Eunwoo is taking an active role in all kinds of variety programs and dramas with his perfect ‘face genius’ visuals.
In particular, he appeared in the recently concluded KBS2 drama ‘The Best Hit’, heartily racking up popularity.
“It’s a work where I learned many things. I thought that I’d do it with only passion, but in actuality, there were parts I was worried about and there were parts I anticipated. Nonetheless, I worked hard preparing so I had fun, and I even received compliments that I drudged and fared well, so I think I have worked hard. Promotions and filming overlapped so it’s a bit difficult but it was fun so I think I did even better. (ㅎㅎ) I really learned a lot from my seniors, so my desire [for acting] became bigger than what it was before. If given the chance, I want to do a work that will give me another hit. (ㅎㅎ)” (Cha Eunwoo)
I listened to Cha Eunwoo’s and other members’ desires for individual activities.
“I want to do acting and variety too. When I saw Eunwoo hyung acting, I thought that it would be really fun. I think even a small role would be nice, as long as I am acting. (ㅎㅎ)” (Rocky)
“I want to write songs. I self-studied and tried to write a few melodies. I’ve tried tropical house, the same genre with ‘Baby’, and nagged the company after the solo concert. Because of that, Rocky and I are now learning in a composition class. I want to participate in the album production so I will study really hard until then. (ㅎㅎ)” (Jinjin)
“I want to be a radio DJ. I really want to do things like reading the listeners’ stories and listening to their problems. When I get to do it, I think I’ll be the youngest one to do so. (ㅎㅎ)” (Yoon Sanha)
“I also want to try acting if given the chance. Stories about youth, like School series. I also want to set up a cafe later on.” (Moonbin)
“For me, musical! I think it’s appealing to freely express on stage through dancing, acting, and singing. I want to show that candidness and express myself.” (MJ)
Astro who held upbeat smiles on their faces have only talked about their dreams [so far]. To them, what’s the significance of the fans who let them exist?
“I think [of them] as our dream. It also means dreaming together with fans. Before debut, having fans is just a dream but it is nice having Arohas (fanclub name) like this. Through various meanings, we think of the fans as dreams.” (Rocky)
“I think [of them] as hearts. You can’t not have a heart. Because it should beat for a lifetime. The fans are an existence that is like a heart beating for a lifetime beside us.” (MJ)
With fans that are like a heart that you can’t live without, now is the beginning for Astro. When they come back after ending the Japan tour with great success, they will be busy preparing for another comeback. Moreover, they will be running even harder to meet the local fans once again through a new album later at the end of this year.
“We want to become someone like our role models Big Bang, TVXQ, and Highlight sunbaenims. We also hope that someday, someone will want to follow in our footsteps. We really like the three sunbaenims and we hope to take after their strengths and be a team with Astro’s own aura and Astro’s own color. Bigbang sunbaenim’s blitheness, TVXQ’s individuality, and Highlight sunbaenim’s energy whether live or on stage, we’ll become cool singers who have all three.” (Cha Eunwoo)
This is a 360 degree VR interview video featuring the real charms of group Astro. Where is my most beloved member?
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A+ (High School AU!) Chapter 9
category: angst
pairing: eunwoo X reader
warnings: more bad language and suicide mentions
note: you guys thought I forgot about Eunwoo??? ;) 2.3k words!
You left Jiyoon’s house in the morning after staying the night there. After much contemplating, you have finally decided to go back home and confront your mother.
Opening the lock to the front door, you braced yourself for who knows what. As soon as you stepped in, you saw that your mom was passed out on the couch. A can of beer was placed in her limp hand as her head slumped over the arm of the chair.
Leftovers of fast food were sitting on the coffee table, wrappers and ketchup packets littered the ground. You leave for two days and this is what happens, the woman couldn’t even clean up after herself.
Sighing, you put your belongings down and began tidying up the living room. You took the can from her hand and replaced it with a bottle of water instead.
In the midst of your cleaning, you heard a shuffle of movement and turned around to find your mom waking up. Her groggy state caused her to stand up shakily and rub her head. When she noticed you were there, she was immediately put out of her trance.
“You!” She yelled while taking a swig of water from the bottle you put in her hand. “Where the fuck have you been?”
You rolled your eyes at her and tossed the last bits of wrappers into the trash. “I was staying at Jiyoon’s house.”
Your mother violently coughed and set the water bottle down onto the table. “You can’t go out without my permission. You’re grounded, go to your room.”
Anger boiled inside of your veins although you tried to keep as composed as you could. “I don’t know if you have noticed yet, but I go to Jiyoon’s house to sleep every week. This routine has been going on for a couple months now. So no, I’m not grounded. You look horrible, go shower, please.”
Her eyes widened and she scowled at you, “Hey! Why the hell are you acting like MY parent?”
You slowly exhaled from your nose and shut your eyes out of exasperation, “Maybe because you need more care than me. I’m the one raising enough money for us to even keep this house. And what do you do? You… ugh forget it. Please leave me alone as I clean up the entire house that you managed to dirty in a day.”
Her eye twitched as she moved closer towards you, glaring at you with anger blazing in her eyes. She raised her hand and striked you across your face.
It made your body fling to the left and you instantly used your hand to hold your cheek. The slap stung your skin badly, it felt like your face was bleeding. Surprisingly, this was the first time she’s touched you in ten years.
“You’re so fucking disrespectful. Leave my fucking house right now.” She spoke outrightly.
You snarled at her, grabbed your bag, and kicked the door open. After taking one last spiteful look at her, you walked out and slammed the door behind you.
She’s acting like she’s the one you should be grateful for, when in actuality it should be HER thanking you. Maybe you should’ve just left with your dad. It’s better than living in hell with a trash head like her.
You took your phone out of your bag to look at what time it was. It was around afternoon, but you were famished. Your notifications bar was empty.
Just when you were about to dial Eunwoo’s number so you two could eat, you noticed that you never got his number. You slapped your hand to your forehead and groaned. You couldn’t go to Jiyoon’s house either since she had to leave for some plans she had downtown.
You trudged down the street with no other alternative. Your phone was about to lose battery so you stopped looking at it. Cars drove past you, traffic lights did their job, and people were bustling around shops. The world never stopped when you wanted it to.
As you kept strolling down the road, you heard bypassers’ conversations. They were all so innocent, so sweet, so typical.
“What should we have for lunch? I’m craving burgers.”
“Hm.. I’m craving pasta.”
“Rock! Paper! Scissors!”
“YES!! We’re eating burgers since I won.”
The sound of a person groaning disappointingly and the other one cheering and jumping up and down with excitement filled your ears. You wished that you could be as happy as that. You wished that you could find content in winning a game and eating burgers.
Your heart felt heavy as you started to think back to what your mom said. The words to describe the feeling could not be explained well. It was like getting a scar and just when it started to heal another scar forms next to it.
Contemplating whether to call her or not, you decided that you should. You needed to get things off your chest. It was an idiotic choice considering that you knew what her reaction would be. Nervously, you dialed her phone number one by one. You never saved her number under a contact. Finally, you pressed “Call” and put your phone to your ear.
Ring. Ring. Ri-
“What the fuck do you want? You want to come back home? Well you fucking can’t. Don’t try to beg me because I won’t let you back in until you know your place.”
For fucks sake. One second in and she starts jumping to conclusions and making you feel worse than shit.
“God fucking dammit mom! Let me talk!”
“I don’t want to hear anything from you. I have no-”
“I met dad yesterday.”
Silence rang through the call. It made you feel extremely uneasy, so uneasy that you just wanted to throw your phone into the bushes and sprint away from the situation.
“W-what?”
“He came here yesterday to visit me.” You gulped.
“No he didn’t. N-no he fucking didn’t.”
You sighed, “Yes, yes he did. He told me multiple things and we had a nice conversation. I just felt like I needed to tell you.”
You could hear her unsteady breathing on the other line.
“Where the fuck is he right now?”
“He left already.”
You heard a crash from your phone which made you flinch. “Mom? What the hell?”
“Where the fuck is he!?” She hollered into the phone.
“He fucking left!”
“Why didn’t he even visit me?!”
“Because he knew you would act like this! God, use your common sense! At the mention of his name you go nuts.”
“I still fucking love him!! He has to still have some feelings for him… we can fix this marriage… we can fix everything. We can go back to being the family we were… we can finally-”
“Stop mom.” Your voice croaked as you said that. It was painful thinking about it.
“No!! You don’t understand (Y/N))!! Why didn’t you fucking tell me sooner!! That was our only chance of fixing our lives!”
“No, YOU don’t fucking understand! Even if he came back, even if he changed, things will never fucking be the same. We will never go back to being a happy family but we can still change our lives. You don’t need him to change up your life either mom. Can’t you fucking understand that he’s not your only solution to your fucking problems?!! Get fucking over him! You’re acting like your life is over because he left you! Well let me tell you something, it’s fucking not! That happened over ten years ago and you’re still moping around, screwing random dudes, and drinking your problems away. Fix yourself mom!” Your throat hurt from yelling.
She grew quiet. She was either heeding your words or panicking. Probably the latter.
“(Y/N)… I regret having you. You’re the reason my life is like this.”
You were washed with shock. Your own fucking mom called you a mistake… your own fucking mom regretted you… your own fucking mom…
“Kill yourself (Y/N). Do us all a favor.”
The call ended.
Tears swelled your eyes although you thought you ran out of them from yesterday. Your knees bent as you hit the floor sobbing. Without thinking twice, you chucked your phone on the street which got run over by a car rapidly.
That sparked an idea. When the car’s wheels rolled right over the phone’s screen, you started imagining, What if I became the phone? You got up and sniffed your snot which was flowing out of your nose. After brushing your knees, you prepared yourself.
You tried to run across the street, so like your phone, you could be run over. So you could end your suffering. To make everybody’s lives better.
But just when you moved your feet, you were pulled backwards and almost landed on the floor until a pair of arms caught you.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing!!!” Eunwoo bellowed at you and pulled you up to your feet. He was examining every inch of your face, checking for any wounds. When he found the red spot on your cheek, his eyes widened and his jaw clenched.
“What the actual fuck (Y/N)! Did you just try to get run over?!”
You closed your eyes and let your influx of tears escape.
“(Y/N)!! Fucking answer me!”
When you refused to open your mouth, Eunwoo got even more agitated.
“(Y/N)… First, you fucking leave my house without leaving a note. You know how nervous I got and how I literally panicked? For the whole day you were gone I was stressing myself. Now, I planned on walking to your house to see that you are literally preparing yourself to run across the busiest street here. Are you attempting to commit suicide?!”
You wiped your eyes with your sleeve, “Eunwoo… forget about it. I need to go.”
You tried to escape him but his arms were still holding onto your shoulders firmly. “(Y/N). Answer my questions.”
You shook your head, broke free from his arms, and made a run for it. It’s not like you didn’t want to tell him. You just didn’t want him to know everything you’ve just gone through and make him go to your mom and beat her up. You didn’t want him to start baby sitting you, making sure you weren’t hurting yourself in any way all the time. You didn’t want him to worry about you. You didn’t want to be an inconvenience.
People might think that it’s silly how you were rejecting his help, but you didn’t want to be like your mom. You didn’t want to always need to be looked after and be helpless.
So you decided to run away from Eunwoo. You kept sprinting and moving your feet rapidly although you could hear Eunwoo’s shouts from behind you.
Although your feet wanted to protest, you pushed their complaints away and kept on jogging until you couldn’t hear him anymore. Finally, you halted next to an alley and heaved heavily. Your heart was beating at an impressive speed, and your face was heated from sprinting so quickly. Your calves were sore from running, and sweat was covering your body.
After returning to your normal pulse and drinking some water, you looked up and felt a single drop of water on your forehead. Before you could comprehend it, it started pouring from the sky. The rain hit the floor violently and showered you down. Your bag was drenched and your outfit was so wet that it looked like you went swimming with your clothes on.
You were upset. Officially, you had no family left. Your mom wanted you dead, she wanted you out of this world. You wished the same, too. Now what do I do? A voice interjected your thoughts.
“Why are you out alone? It’s raining.” The raindrops hit the floor in a loud, steady rhythm.
How did he catch up to you? You practically Usain Bolted away from him… and he didn’t look tired either. It annoyed you how persistent he was. It made you feel dependent on him, which you refused to be.
“Shut up Eunwoo.”
“I’m trying to be nice (Y/N).”
“I don’t need your sympathy or friendship, clearly you have a family and home to return to, and what do I have? A bunch of people around me that offer me pity.” Eunwoo grabbed your arm violently after you said that sentence.
“Get the hell away from me!” You yelled, but Eunwoo was stronger.
“Why are you like this? You were just yelling at me a minute ago, but now you’re being nice. Did you just realize how pathetic I am?”
“You’re such an idiot!” Eunwoo screams. You look up at him. His bangs were wet from the rain although there was an umbrella in his backpack. Eunwoo’s face was covered with raindrops but his eyes had their own weather. Every time you gazed at them, they were always in different conditions. Today they matched the weather, rainy and stormed. Clouded with many thoughts that you couldn’t read. It was your first time witnessing a rainstorm in his eyes… you decided that it should be the last time too.
“I know, I’m an idiot!” You screamed back with tears falling down rapidly. For once you were grateful it was raining, so your tears were disguised. You already cried enough for two days.
You couldn’t think or yell anymore when Eunwoo suddenly pushed his lips against yours. They were so warm, it made your whole body heat up despite the freezing weather. What surprised you was the sweet taste on his lips, which was in contrary to his personality. Although it was new, you quickly adapted to it. You kissed him back gingerly.
If you could grade him on his kissing skills, they were definitely an A+
Chapter 8 Chapter 10
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PUSHING DOWN !
SUMMARY :: In which Della goes to one of the only people she can trust. CHARACTERS :: Della Jang , Jung Eunwoo WORDS :: 1.1K WARNINGS :: mentions of bad relationships, implied sexual content, swearing ( if i missed anything let me know ! )
Della bit at her nails as she watched Eunwoo pace about her room. Della was getting used to the hustle and bustle of idol life, the idea of barely having a single moment to catch her breath or even be able to think about anything but performing on stage. Nights like these, though, brought her back to her trainee years, to all the nights that Eunwoo would pull her aside and finally make her laugh or smile, even if it was just for a night. Night like these, Della found herself being Della Jang, the fun-loving, trusting girl she used to be rather than Della Jang, the girl who kept everyone at arm's length.
“So, has there been any developments with the Yeosang situation?” the dark haired girl raised an eyebrow, looking up from the shirt she was inspecting.
The question itself caught Della off guard. “There is no ‘Yeosang situation’, she just has a crush on me and I plan to do nothing about it,” the younger scoffed, rolling her eyes.
“You’re going to turn him down if he asks you on a date?”
Della just nodded in response, flipping over to lay on her stomach, her eyes watching the girl in front of her.
Eunwoo narrowed her eyes, watching Della intently, looking for any sign to say she was lying. “That’s unlike you.” she stated simply, shrugging her shoulders. “The Della I know would go on the date for the free food.”
“Maybe I’m turning over a new leaf,”
“Hmm,” Eunwoo hummed, hanging the shirt back into her closet as she contemplated Della’s words. “Nah, you’re not that good of a person.” she decided eventually, narrowly dodging the pillow Della chucked at her face.
“You’re the worst,” Della grumbled, but there was clearly no bite to her voice as Eunwoo just let out a loud laugh coming to sit down next to her.
“Come on,” her voice was sweet and Della just knew that she was going to get serious. “You really wouldn’t want to give it a try with Yeosang? He seems sweet, and much better than the people you normally go for, he might be good for you especially since you haven’t had anyone actually good for you since-”
“Don’t,” Della interrupts before Eunwoo could say the names that she never wanted to hear again.
“Look,” Eunwoo said, her voice firm as she placed a hand on the younger girl’s shoulder. “I know that the dick-who-must-not-be-named hurt you and you’re scared of being hurt again, which is totally fair, but pushing away all of the people that are good for you because you’re scared of being hurt again, will only keep you from getting to experience the good relationships.”
Della rolled her eyes, but Eunwoo continued anyway. “Look, I’m not saying you have to actually do anything, but don’t dismiss the opportunity too quickly, I guess.” Eunwoo finished her words with a small shrug, leaving the room quiet as thoughts started to flood Della’s mind.
Her and Yeosang had something, that much anyone could see from a mile away. The two would talk often after they had run into each other in the KQ building as trainees, and Della could see how his looks toward her evolved overtime. She’s shit with feelings, she’s not oblivious. The pink blush that would rise up on his cheeks after Della would compliment him, the way his eyes lit up when she walked into the room, the looks that Wooyoung would give him just before he left the two of them alone. She’s have to be stupid to not realize what was going on. Honestly, she blames the whole situation on the fact that she is, as her friends would call her, a ‘natural flirt’, though she really has no idea what that means in the slightest.
But does she like him? Now that was the real question since she’s spent so long fluctuating between pushing down any feelings at all and pushing herself to try and feel something. Ever since the incident, as she liked to call it, she’s not sure what any of her feelings actually mean. Sure, her heart flutters sometimes when Yeosang laughs and her eyes follow him around the stage when they perform, but that could mean nothing.
Even if Della admitted that she liked him, what’s to say that Yeosang would actually like the real her? Della’s spent years perfectly crafting this mask she wears around everyone around her. The cold, mysterious, unfeeling girl that everyone knew was nothing more than just a mask, a small band-aid hiding the sad, broken girl underneath.
“Ughhh,” Della grumbled, throwing herself back on Eunwoo’s bed, cutting off the thoughts that were starting to form in her mind. She threw an arm over her eyes, refusing to look at Eunwoo, since the girl practically knew how to read her mind. She forgot how much she hated that she couldn’t hide things from the girl sitting next to her.
“I know you're overthinking things right now-” Eunwoo started but was cut off by the younger shooting up off the bed and capturing the girl’s lips with her own.
They sat there for a moment, their lips pressed together. This situation wasn’t new. What had started as a simple one time thing, had evolved into a situation of convenience for the two girls. It was nice and simple, no strings attached, just the way Della liked it.
Eunwoo was the first to pull away, holding Della’s head in her hands to keep her from going in for another kiss. “Della,” the older sighed, her voice soft and quiet, her breath fanning across the younger’s lips. “You can’t just keep doing this to keep from talking about your feelings.”
“Please, Eunnie,” Della practically begged, though in her mind she was cursing the fact that the older was onto her tricks. “I don’t want to think tonight. Please.” Della’s voice was small, almost broken and she could see in the older’s eyes that she was going to give in.
Eunwoo sighed, shaking her head a tiny bit. “Fine,” she replied after a moment. “But this is the last time I’m letting it slide, Dells.” Her eyes met Della’s and she could see that the older meant business.
Della nodded, hastily pressing their two lips together and kissing her like her life depended on it.
All the thoughts in Della’s mind stopped and she was focused on Eunwoo. Eunwoo, Eunwoo, Eunwoo. That was perfect, Della thought as she gently pushed Eunwoo down onto the bed, leaning over her. The thoughts can wait, it’s not like he hadn’t been pushing them down for years anyway.
#pls della talk about your emotions#she makes me :((( but i love her sm#kpop oc#kpop au#kpop addition#kpop!oc#kpop!addition#kpop!au#idol oc#idol au#idol!oc#idol addition#idol!au#idol!addition#idol oc group#kpop oc group#kpop oc gg#blue moon :: writing#della :: writing#blue moon :: dev#blue moon :: della
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Astro baseball Au pt.1
Wow so I have never written a full fic before in my life and this ended up way longer than planned but this is the product of @astrofireworks and I brainstorming in the group chat so here it goes, I hope you all enjoy whatever this thing is.
part 2
Moonbin: pitcher, bats 2nd
Known for his ball control and numerous breaking balls
No one knows where he's going to throw (except Eunwoo cause he can read that boy like book)
His specialties are curveballs and sliders
His maximum pitch speed is 78mph on his fastball (4 seam)
He's currently obsessed with perfecting his knuckleball
Sucks at changeups but every 1/10 he throws is really good so Eunwoo thinks there's hope
His ultimate goal is to perfect every possible pitch (good luck Bin)
Started playing baseball in 2nd grade after watching his cousin's high school baseball team at regionals
He thought the pitcher was the coolest cause he was at the center and everyone was watching him
But after he started playing baseball he fell in love with pitching because of all the different ways to throw the ball
When he started middle school he immediately sought out the baseball club and asked to join
On the first day of practice he was paired with a first year catcher
The team had just finished warmups and they were both sweaty and out of breath but
Dang if Bin hadn't already been gasping from running laps this boy would have taken his breath away
How does anyone look so good with their hair plastered to their forehead wearing a dirt stained baseball uniform???????
For a second Bin thought he had heat stroke and was hallucinating
But then this gorgeous middle school boy held out his hand and said he was looking forward to working with bin and just…..
Wow
Bin stuttered out something similar to a coherent reply and shook Eunwoo's hand
But after the initial awkward greeting they went over to the ball pen and Eunwoo asked Bin about what balls he could throw
Eunwoo was a little surprised to hear that Bin could throw a 4 seam as well as a curveball and a slider
Most kids he knew hadn't learnt any breaking balls before entering middle school
After Bin demonstrated each of his balls to a few different spots Eunwoo was star struck because Bin your control?????
He had Bin throw a few more to a few difficult spots and after the 5th one hit square in his glove he just
Threw off his helmet and ran over to the boy "how is your control so good????"
Bin is shocked cause as far as he knew his control was pretty average???
"I just???? Practiced a lot?????"
Eunwoo has by this point decided to keep Bin and form a battery with him
Eunwoo: catcher, bats 7th
Eunwoo is known for being a master strategist and coming up with intricate plans to shake up the opposing team's batters
At first the other teams see him and think he's going to be really nice and gentle but jokes on them cause he might be the most devious member on the team
When the team is batting he works with the coach on strategies for the next inning
The night before games he stays up really late to watch videos of the opposing team and memorize all of the batters favourite balls and placings. Usually ends up memorizing the pitcher's throws as well
Started playing baseball when he was 5 because his dad loved baseball and wanted his son to too
So he signed them up for those father/son baseball things
And ended up coaching his little league team
Eunwoo usually ended up being catcher because no one wanted to play the position and he's not vocal enough to fight for being 2nd base or outfield
But after 5 years of playing catcher he realizes he's really enjoying it
He loves the feeling of being in control of where and the ball goes and the mental game of getting the batters out
So when he starts middle school he joins as a catcher and starts actually learning how to be a catcher for the first time
The older members quickly noticed his talent for strategizing during tryouts and decide to put him to good use by pairing him up with their promising new first year pitcher
This is how he ends up being assigned to help Bin at the beginning of their 1st year, when normally they would have paired up with 2nd years to practice with someone who is more experienced
And he was kind of looking forward to getting to catch for one of the upperclassmen pitchers (the team only has 3 so he probably would have gotten to work with one of the starters)
But then the boy standing by the bull pen turns around and
Wow
Just wow????
He's adorable really. His eyes are sparkling and he has this nervous little half grin and his cheeks are flushed with excitement and Eunwoo is stricken because
This kid is actually maybe the cutest thing he's ever seen?????
Cuter even than Sanha, the kid who lives next door
He's not sure how but he somehow remembers how to be polite and introduces himself and then leads the smoll kid into the bull pen
He's expecting this kid to throw a few average fastballs and then he'll work with him on his fastball for the next few weeks until Bin starts working with a pitching coach
But then this kid starts throwing sliders and curveballs
Right into Eunwoo's mitt
He barely has to even move and he's????
So impressed like who is this kid????
Yah, his speed and technique are average but the fact that he has this much control on breaking balls and he's like???? 12????
By the 15th ball he's made up his mind to form a permanent battery with Bin
Except the coach is the one who gets to decide the batteries and they are both still first years so after the first month they rarely get paired up with each other anymore
But Eunwoo isn't giving up yet
He approaches bin halfway through the year and asks if he wants to practice with him after normal practice is over
Bin is 2000% always there for more baseball so he agrees
So the two of them start practicing after official practice a couple times a week
And then practicing turns into hanging out
And by the time they are second years they're together almost all the time
Bin is a reserve pitcher and Eunwoo became starter catcher after the last once graduated so they actually get to work together a lot so now they mostly just hang out at café's or one of their houses after practice
But even when they go to each other's houses they often end up playing catch in the backyard
In the last tournament of their second year they make it to semifinals with Eunwoo as the starter catcher
Their 3rd year reserve pitcher get's pulled partway through the 6th inning due to fatigue so Bin is up for his first official tournament match
Bin plays great and Eunwoo is so proud of him but they still loose and Bin can't help but feel like it’s his fault
"you played for 3 innings and only 5 batters got hits off of you Bin there's no way it's your fault"
Eunwoo blames himself for not leading the calls better
They both end up crying outside the change rooms
But they're young and life is fast and by the time the next season rolls around, although they still feel bitter about their past loss, it only fuels their desire to develop their skills and get stronger
However, they are also young and growing and sometimes they can be more than a bit reckless
Which is how Bin ends up injuring his shoulder at the beginning of their third year in middle school
It was a combination of not enough stretching, overexertion, and trying to learn new pitches without a proper coach but it results in Bin being unable to throw properly
Eunwoo, being a mother hen, forces Bin to see a doctor, despite Bin trying to convince him that it's probably just overuse
Bin is shocked and upset when he's told that he has overuse tendinitis in his rotator cuff
Luckily for Bin, he is still growing and with careful attention and physical therapy he is told that he will be able to make a full recovery
So he takes a break from the team for his 3rd year and instead focuses on improving his overall fitness and strength
But he loves baseball too much to not be involved in the team, even when he's resting
So he helps Eunwoo work out strategies for games and helps coach the 1st year pitchers whenever he's not doing his own training regimen
Playoffs come and go with Bin still on the bench
They end up losing at semifinals again and everyone is a bit depressed but then suddenly they're getting ready for finals and applying for high school and there isn't really time to be too upset
Of course Bin and Eunwoo apply for the same high school and they both get accepted
The school is pretty well known for their baseball team and the tryouts take place the summer before school starts
By this time Bin has been cleared by the doctor and he and Eunwoo practice almost every day before tryouts (Eunwoo keeping a close watch on Bin to make sure he doesn't overdo it again)
Tryout day rolls around and the two of them take the train together to Fantagio high
And they're nervous and excited but they promised each that they would both make the team and play as a battery together again so they hold their heads high and walk onto the field side by side.
Thats all for part 1! As you can see I can’t write ships at all so this will probably just be ot6 Astro being teammates and best friends. Not sure when I’ll post the next part but I’m planning for at least 3-4 parts total. Thank you all for reading!! Have a great day!
#Astro#my things#my writing#I have literally never written a fic before people how do i do this#I hope this wasn't too bad#I love baseball though and I love astro#the whole thing was inspired by binu doing the first pitch at that baseball game#they're so cute#the next part will be about Jinjin and Mj!#bye everyone have a great day!!!!!!!#astro baseball au
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[3] Two side of a coin
State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst / maybe future smut? Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : 1,900+ Side note : I wanted to add, Mee Joo is only a true character, with her own life, and own look. If you want to identify at her while reading, you can, and change the look to yours, but I prefer her to be herself when I write. I really like this chapter, for various reasons, hope you’ll like it too ~
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Being invited in one of the party of the Astro fraternity was one thing that most of people dreamed of. And you were the lucky girl that six of them invited to come. And three of them were really insistent about inviting you. The same three that begged for Shin-Ae to come along. Little did they knew that she was wishing so hard to come, tag along with you, just for a chance to be at a party along with SanHa. Not even hiding her crush on him anymore. Except when he was there obviously. The surprising thing as that Rocky and Moonbin asked too, how did they even knew her? How come that I didn’t learnt about this before. So, she was here, in my apartment, looking carefully through my closet to find something for her, but also for me, who was laying on my bed, just in towel after my shower. She was searching so hard, but she didn’t even know that I had an outfit ready, waiting on my desk. “ Don’t bother too much Unnie, I already have something to put on, just search for you. Pick anything you want, really.” She seemed a bit mad that I didn’t want to match her, but she was overly excited to pick any piece of clothing she wanted. That was worth any other apology for her. And that was easier for me, so it was a win-win situation. I put my phone aside, getting up to go grab the clothes that I prepare few hours before she came. Just another high-waisted short and a big white sweater with some sort of character in front. Did I really only own high-waisted bottom or I only wear those all the time? It didn’t took long to exchange my towel for it before coming back in the bedroom. On her side, Shin-Ae chose another one of my high-waisted bottom, a black slim jean and a prune crop top. She sure chose something to bring some eyes to her, especially the eyes of my evil best friend. Sometimes I ask myself how they don’t see how much they crush on each other, but I also promised to both that I won’t say anything to the other. So I’ll just see how long it’ll take them to finally see the truth. And knowing them, it’ll be god damn long. I went back to the bathroom to dry off my hair, nice to find back my dry straight black hair falling back lightly on my shoulders, once again, I did a ponytail with a big fluffy hair tie. My best friend came beside me, doing her hair while I put on my makeup. Everything was silent, apart from my phone playing some music on shuffle. And yes, it was kind of hard to sing, dance and put make up at the same time. But I did it anyways. Because where was the fun in doing such a task without some challenge aside of it?
Once everything was done, we picked up our belongings, and went out. Just walking down the alley to the party, all smiling, laughing, and giggling. Literally two child, and we didn’t event drink before. And we went, all happy, to the house, the front door wide open, music loud even from outside. So we went in, and two arms were fast to be around my shoulders. And SanHa was smiling from ear to ear in front of us. Especially after looking up and down both of us. “See Noona? Told you we’re gonna match if you wear this! We totally are best friends tonight !” And he was wearing a loose jean with a big white sweater with another some sort of character in front. Totally matching. We’re bff goals, deal with it. But before I could drown in the small crowd of people that was dancing, just with my two best friends, an arm found its way around my waist to spin me and make me face the owner of the arm. That was the moment I met with the bright smile of Rocky, who was closer to me. Closer than he ever been, and it was kind of flustering for me, who just smiled back, patting his torso. “Hi gorgeous, never seen you around, are you new here?” He laughed, brushing some thread of hair off my face, losing his grip on me. “We can say it like that, nice to meet you, do you want to dance?” Honestly, what a stupid question to ask to the dance student, and dance lover he was. I mean, he’s always dancing. Not to mention it didn’t took him too long to grab my hand and bring me in the crowd to dance together. It was carefree this night, just having fun with the other. I loved every moment I had to spend with Rocky, just laughing, and admiring the other smile, wishing he don’t see the adoration I had for his smile. And the same adoration he had for mine.
And after a while of dancing and jumping around with Rocky, I grew tired and breathless. Telling him about the matter, I escaped from the crowd to find a place to sit peacefully. And that is when I saw Moonbin sitting in the stairs, on his phone, probably scrolling through social media or playing at some sort of game. It was the perfect time. I didn’t really know for what, but I was sure that it was perfect. So I just went to sit beside him. “You throw the best party of the campus but you’re not even dancing or drinking?” “You didn’t drink either.” “But I danced.” “Fair enough. I’m not really a party-guy, I’m more like a chill person, I prefer to just enjoy my time with less people you know. Like now.” He smiled at me. This smile that can make me do anything for him. He could command me just by talking and smiling. So I just smiled back, letting out a little laugh. It’s true that it was nice to just be me and him, in our corner, where the music couldn’t make us deaf. And for once, talking was so natural, he usually was so awkward around me so seeing him smile to me was so new. And I liked it far too much. We were there, in our bubble, just talking about anything that came out in our mind. Like the last time I was with Rocky at the coffee shop, taking this opportunity to just know about each other. Binnie saw Rocky smiling at him from afar, and it increase his smile, before listening to my question “Can I ask for your phone number to talk more often than that?” Surprised, he stared at me before smiling and snatching my phone from my hands, typing his phone number, and doing just fine to hide the blush on his cheeks. He was going to save everything, but he stopped himself and chose to take a selfie together for the profile picture. That’s right, and I didn’t even had that with Rocky, I should change that later. Everything in here made me believe that I had a little chance with him. But at the same time, my brain was screaming how wrong I was, and how out of touch he was for me. And I had to keep that in mind. It didn’t matter how nice he was with me, he always was too good for me. Too perfect to be with someone as dull as I was. Music still blasting from every speakers in the house, I took a look around the dance floor, spotting Rocky dancing with EunWoo, both laughing, Shin-Ae and SanHa talking beside the drinks and snacks table. They were so perfect together, why they were so blind? Urh, just a little something to let them understand that they like each other! A little laugh ringed beside me and I turned to look at Moonbin who looked at the same duo as me. “They don’t see the truth, do they?” “The truth? The fact that both of them are deeply in love with the other but deny the fact that it’s mutual? No, they don’t, for a year now. And they made me promise that I’ll keep my mouth shut.” “I didn’t.” With no further due, he grabbed his phone and pushed on Shin-Ae’s contact name to send a little message with a “Trust me, he likes you”, and we just watched from afar, both smiling. As expected, she glanced at her phone, seeing the text, then glared at us, before grabbing SanHa’s forearm and dragging him outside. Finally. I didn’t do anything, they can’t be mad at me. Right? It’s also when I decided to let Moonbin alone, patting his shoulder for comfort about me abandoning him, and then went after Rocky and EunWoo to dance with them and enjoy the party together. I think it’s coward of me, but even if Binnie was so adorable, so sweet and all, Rocky had something. Less out of touch, less awkward with me, and the fact that we talk with each other more helped. To be honest with myself, Moonbin was a crush, an unreal one, but Rocky… He was not. In only one week, he made me learn to like him. I won’t deny that, if by some sort of miracle Moonbin asked me out, I’d accept without a second thought. But it was impossible. So, of course Rocky was a better option. But if I could choose, I’d have both, but I couldn’t, it wasn’t really how things work in this world. We can’t have anything we want in life. After EunWoo went hanging with Binnie to keep him some presence, I staid to dance with my friend. Just jumping around and singing out loud the rhythm, the different instruments and some lyrics we could understand through the loud noises of people screaming as much as us and the speakers. Basically, others might find us really annoying, like two children screaming in a restaurant. Surely, it was what both of us seemed at the moment. That was fun, free, and careless. Like every time with Rocky. That’s why we had such a great chemistry I thought.
3AM. That was the time Shin-Ae and me decided to went back to my apartment. Escorted by SanHa who refused to let go of her hand, now that their undying love was finally declared. That was sweet. Except that I was the third wheel on our way to my home. But eh, my best friends were happy that way, should my situation matter? And of course they kissed good bye at the door after I hugged him. I went to shower, before going to bed, with a last glance at my phone, and the texts people sent me during the short walk. Three texts, from three different person. Not that I’ll complain, but people seemed to miss me lately.
[03:02] Binnie : It was super nice to have time to talk together. Text me whenever you want ~ [03:04] Rocky : We really need to dance together more often ! It was so nice ! :D [03:13] Evil SanHa : thank yomu for everygthing noona, it wams so nice useeing you, kand yes, i umight bwe a bit druhnk
Poor little baby was almost smashed now. Just when I was drifting to sleep.
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