#poly!rockbin

[otteron-the-sun]

[6] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst (it’s starting guys) Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : ~3,000 Side note : I really wanted to finish it today after two weeks of writing it. It’s my favourite chapter this far ♥

Previous part

Two days were spent sadly laying on the bed. Not even once my foot left the mattress to go somewhere else than the bathroom, taking with me the box of tissue that spent more time on my nightstand than anything else that I usually have around me. Not even once I opened the thousand texts from Rocky, trying to explain anything to me. Nor those from Moonbin. I expected far more than that from them, some decency maybe? Being smart enough to see who you are texting? The only person being able to reach me by the way of my phone was Shin-Ae, the exact minute she didn’t saw me in class, not even a week before the finals. I tried so hard to not being sad at the reality, how come the thinking of being liked by someone like Rocky, or even Moonbin. Why did I never thought twice about the smile of Moonbin, I mean, he could practically make me do anything just by one smile. And everyone was weak for this. I never really thought that, maybe, he did that for a reason, maybe that he just wanted to take advantage of everyone he could. That was pretty messed up actually. But even if I tried to think about any reason to blame them, I just could get over the fact that I still loved Rocky, not mentioning my huge crush on Moonbin. Just the sight of a new text from one of them made me think back about the good times together, asking myself if that was also part of the bet. Even if I was dying to text either one of them, my heart ached by the mere thought. It was like being heartbroken, again and again, just by thinking of talking with them. And deep down, I felt so betrayed. And still broken. I spent my entire day looking back at pictures with the boys, not stopping the tears to ran down my face, while mentally repeating myself “Get over it, you were just a bet” in loop. I was just a prop in their heartless theater, a thing you play a bit with before throwing it away when you are annoyed with it. A part of me told me that it wasn’t my fault, but theirs. And the other part was mumbling in the back of my head that I was so careless, not pretty enough, not cute enough, not anything enough. But nothing was changing. A little notification whistle emerge from my phone, on the ground, making me pop out of my mind, extending my hand to the ground to grab it, wishing to see a text from anyone but the two other. And it was Shin-Ae, trying to understand the whole story, secretly knowing the side of the boys, without me knowing anything about it.

[13:21] Angel : But… Wait, do you know more about this bet? Like … anything? [13:21] You : No.. I didn’t read any of their texts, why? [13:21] Angel : Maybe it’s not a bet where they don’t care about you, but are really interested and want to fight to have you? [13:22] You : Thank you for trying to light up the mood, but it’s not working, sorry [13:22] You : And to be honest, I still like them both? So, if it was the case, it’d be complicate to choose.. [13:22] Angel : Why choose? [13:22] You : …… [13:23] You : Because you can’t have two partners? Like, hello? Monogamy and all? [13:23] Angel : I wasn’t talking about polygamy, you pabo [13:23] Angel : I really thought you were polyamorous tho [13:26] You : Ok, I just searched on Internet.. Maybe I am then ? I think it’s pretty much how I feel [13:26] You : Doesn’t help the fact that… I was just a bet between them, of “who can have her first” [13:27] Angel : Yeah… Don’t think about them, take care of you, like, nice bath, face mask, good food and all, okay? [13:27] Angel : I’ll fight them

I just let out a chuckle before rolling out of bed. She was right after all, I really needed to take care of me, feeling nice, good, cute, and loved, at least by me. Which wasn’t the case, at the first sight of my face in the nearest mirror. Wow, Aurora should probably have looked like that at the end of her endless sleep. Ugly. Yes. Throwing my pajama around on my way of the bathroom, I could find myself grew a bit more comfortable and confident. And obviously a less sad. I ran a bath, testing the water before sliding in it without any other hesitation. Just sliding all the way in, just letting my nose and eyes out. Before diving in until being out of breath. It was the longest bath I had for years, sticking out my toes from time to time, wiggling them with a little chuckle. Staying for an eternity, only getting out when the water was cold and my skin all wrinkly. Feeling cleaner than ever.

I roamed around my bedroom with only a towel covering my body and one for my hands. I just tidy a little the only mess I made in the two days, which was used tissues around the room, always missing the trash when throwing it. It was time to feel better, to do something rather than dying in sadness and hunger in my bed. Before finally going for the closet, choosing my cutest underwear, only for self-esteem. I only grabbed some ripped jeans and a big hoodie from my brother. Long enough to reach mid-thighs though. Not bothering to put slippers or any kind of shoes, because I didn’t plan on going out again. And if I did, for groceries, the shoes in the entrance would probably work nice enough with the outfit. And still for my self-esteem, I took time in front of the mirror, drying my hair before styling them nicely, letting them free for once. And of course some make-up, trying to convince me that it’ll help as a motive to keep my tears for me for the rest of the afternoon. And tonight will be a great night for some skincare. Roaming around for a bit more, I was suddenly interrupted by the loud growling of my stomach. Yes. Eating. Eating was a thing that human do. Yes. Crying for a day and half made me kind of forget that I needed to eat. And now I was just wishing to find something still edible and not rotten in my fridge or anything. It was closer from a prayer than a wish at this point. But obviously a day and half couldn’t do a lot on the few things I had around my kitchen. Few things being enough to do a nice and simplified bibimbap, happy to be alone at home. Because, yes, a bowl was the maximum I could do with what I had. And I enjoyed my meal, at almost three in the afternoon, in front of my laptop, taking the opportunity to watch some TV shows I missed in the time that had past. It was good to have some time for ourselves, far from anything annoying. Maybe I did a big deal out of all this story because I had college at the same time, with the finals coming faster than expected. But thinking more about it, I wasn’t to blame in this story. It was a shitty thing to do, bet on me for a relationship. And not telling me about it before asking me out? It was messed up.

Once my show finally ended, I took my bowl and chopsticks back to the kitchen to wash them, putting them to dry right after, taking the pan and other things I used, finally washing them. And it was in the middle of my final pan that I heard a few knocks on my front door. It couldn’t be Shin-Ae at this time, she wouldn’t be missing classes to come see me, without taking notes for me. Nor any of the guys, knowing their schedule by heart, from the time hanging out with Binnie, I could tell that they had something the Thursday, only finishing at six. Which mean… That I didn’t know who it was. Not bothering looking through the peeping hole, I opened the door with the elbow, my hands occupied drying themselves with the dish towel. Well until I dropped it on the floor at the first look on the visitor. Too busy holding back tears, I weren’t capable of doing anything, not even closing abruptly the door to his face or kneeling to grab the towel. I just stood there, watching Moonbin and his worried face. Moonbin and his boyfriend look, made with a beanie and some glasses. But I snapped back to reality, furrowing my eyebrows, grabbing the door to finally close it, without a word. But he wasn’t feeling this way as he pushed back the door, looking at me directly in the eyes. “Please, don’t avoid this, I want to tell you all. If you close this door I’ll stay here until you get out.” With no further due, I pushed the door with all my strength, closing it. Nuh-uh. He knows he can having anything from me, just by a little smile. No. I won’t listen to any of his little lies. Why would he stay in front of my door anyway, he’ll just give up, I could have any of his little prey.

Two hours, and he was still, sitting in front of my door. Every time I passed in front of the door, I peeked outside to see him, and his sad face. Well, when he didn’t have his head in his hands, seeming a lot more upset. I was dying to let him in, to hear every words he had to say. And after seeing him staying outside my apartment for this long, I just couldn’t find something against him. So I opened the door again, glaring at him. But he just smiled at me, as if I just saved his life. Quickly back on his feet, I walked aside to let him in, but he stopped in front of me, his hands on either of my cheeks. And he leaned to put a little kiss on my forehead, whispering something like “You’re far from being naïve.” And he just close the door, before walking to my couch and waiting for me to come before sitting, like a nice little puppy. But once I sat, he was by my side, looking carefully at me, as if I was going to break in a few minutes. Which wasn’t really wrong, since I really asked myself how long my nerves are going to be this strong, but the desire to cry was pretty big too. But then he started to talk. “So … Yeah, I guess we can say it’s a pretty long story… And I’ll start from the very beginning, that way, you can understand everything… Ah, I never thought of telling you all of this, I’m sorry.” Now that he took a good look of me before turning his eyes far from mine, getting really shy. And I took the opportunity to look attentively at him. The way he was fidgeting his fingers, nervously, the light dark circles appearing under eyes, the blush that had creep on his cheeks, and even the way he nibbled at his lower lips. And I just let out a whisper, asking him to tell me, he just nod. “ Yes, uh… Okay, it’s been more than a year now, but… The very first time I saw you on the campus, I couldn’t stop myself to think about how pretty you looked, with your high-waisted jean, the big sweater and how you kept your hair in a ponytail. It wasn’t a big deal at first, I just thought you were beautiful….. But then I saw how you acted with everyone, especially with Sanha, the kid I just met at this point. Why were you so kind and caring with everyone? Actually, why you still are? Because every time I saw you, I found myself growing fonder of everything you did. How your lips curved when you smiled, your eyes, your laugh. Every little thing. And hopelessly, I developed a huge crush on you, without exchanging any word with you. And I was too scared to even talk to you, even by text. So I just kinda … gave up on the idea of even talking to you…” I was left mute, almost breathless, while he just sighed. Never once his eyes met mine while talking, but in a way, I could understand him, it wasn’t something easy to do, talking about everything you like about someone, especially when you tell them how you feel at the same time. And by knowing all that, I could understand a lot more things about him. How awkward he was around me, even with the other boys. The fact that he already had my number, and little things like that. And knowing all that made me fall a little deeper for him and his smile. But it wasn’t the end of the story. “I told Rocky about my crush on you, and he tried to push me to talk to you. But when we had the dinner with everyone, he fell for you just like I did. So he thought of a “bet” for us, to make you fall for one of us. We didn’t attend to hurt you actually, we wanted you to be happy more than anyone else. And we had the approval of both SanHa and Shin-Ae. Our feelings were real, and I’m sorry we ended up hurting you. We tried to explain it to you by text, but you never read them, so I took my day off to come see you…” With less time than needed, I was on my feet, my vision blurry with tears. I blinked a few time to make them go away, but instead, they rolled down my cheeks. My feelings couldn’t be held any longer and I was at the edge of yelling, sobbing and more again. I was angry, but relieved. Happy but so upset. About everyone and everything. I choked on a sob, and Moonbin tried to take my hand to calm me down. Hand that I slapped away, glaring at him behind another wave of tears. “ You think that it’s all easy ? That I’ll just nod and forgive the two of you? Why didn’t you tell me beforehand? Was it funnier to keep it secret from me and possibly break my heart, my confidence and my happiness? How do you think I felt this past days, crying my eyes out in my bed? Honestly, I don’t care what you have to say. I fell for Rocky, while dying over a crush for you. But I don’t want anything from it now.” More surprised that I could tell him about all of it calmly, and coldly rather than yelling at him, I didn’t saw him nibble another time on his lips before getting up to face me. Taller than me, I had to look up to glare at him, trying my best to not choke on another sob and suppress another wave of tears. But Moonbin was having none of this, wrapping his arms around me to engulf me in his torso. And at this moment, I lost it. I felt so angry but so peaceful at the same time. But the way he was stroking my hair was so soothing that I could almost fall asleep in his arms. Again, tears were shed but he whipped them away so softly. “Princess, I only need a glance of you to fall all over again. So please, don’t cry, we’ll do anything to make you happy.” He was almost whispering, and I just sniffed slightly. How bad did I ruin my makeup, but he still thinks I’m pretty. And I needed nothing more before slowly pulling him by his shirt to make him bend a little, just the time our lips meet. Just brushing against each other softly. Before coming to meet again, way more sure this time. He lost no time to put his hands on my waist, pulling me the closest to him, while I wrapped my arms around his neck. Again, things felt so right. And his smile cut short to the kiss. He pushed a strands of hair behind my ear, before looking deep in my eyes. “ Maybe we can all be happy if you’re … Ah, forget about it” He sighed, letting go of my waist. But I took his hand carefully “You know Binnie… I think I’m polyamorous so… Maybe there’s a way…?” Maybe I shouldn’t have say that, and I realized that when I saw how lost in his mind Moonbin was. And I couldn’t help but furiously blush, hiding behind my hands, which cause him to snap off his thoughts to stroke my cheek. “Maybe I shouldn’t admit that… But  I always had an ambiguous relationship with Rocky… He confessed to me, not wanting anything from it, just to let me know that he liked me in another way than friends, and I do too. But we never tried to go any further in case it breaks our friendship or the spirit in the fraternity… But maybe…. We could all give it a shot… You know, the three of us… ?”

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You gripped the strap of your bag so hard you were surprised��it didn’t break. Your boys had the day off, which meant the three of you got to spend the day together. You usually spent the day at home, cuddling and keeping their bodies still so they could recuperate. This was not what you were used to. A fair had opened up near your apartment and you had every intention to not go, but once Bin saw it he immediately convinced Minhyuk they had to go. 

So you did. You were thankful Sanha had overheard the plans and used his maknae magic to let him go too.  That way you could use the fact that someone needed to hold bags as an excuse to not get on the rides. 

“I saw some girl just put her bag with the ride operator so we can all ride! We should switch who Sanha is with each time.” Bin, the ever-reasonable eldest spoke up and you wanted to sit down and pitch a fit. 

You didn’t want to be here at all. What did you do to deserve this?

The first ride wasn’t that bad. It was the Ferris wheel. You just looked at your handsome boyfriends the entire time and pretended that you weren’t crying on the inside. God, they were so lucky you loved them. 

The second ride was worse. It was the zero-gravity ride, and you almost threw up when the already uncomfortable pallettes you were placed at flew to the top of the ride and you could see the ground. The groud your feet were supposed to be on. You decided you must have been a murderer in a past life.

You began to curse Sanha when he announced the next ride should be the only ride in the park that went upside down. 

“I can’t.” The boys looked at you with worry, your boyfriends rushing to your side as you ran to a nearby trash can and threw up the fried Oreos you had purchased when you first got there. 

“Feet are supposed to be on the ground, why do you guys keep wanting to go... up? It’s terrifying,” the look on your face was concerning, but Minhyuk was the first to speak up.

“Are you scared of heights?” 

“Fuck, I’m terrified of even looking out of windows on stairs. I can hold the bags, just... I can’t ride anymore.”

“Why did you come with if you’re so scared, bubs?” Bin asked this time, Sanha handing you the rest of the lemonade he had. You smiled at him thankfully and drank from it. 

“You were both so excited, and I like seeing you happy.” The chuckles you got after made you blush. The kisses on your cheeks were appreciated. 

“Are you sure you’re okay with holding our bags?” Sanha asked, and you smiled at him again. 

“Positive.” 

If the boys came off the next ride, pale-faced and scared and requested to go home, well, no one had to know. 

[otteron-the-sun]

[5] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst (it’s starting guys) Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : 2,300+ Side note : Ok, I love this chapter, I loved writing it, and it’s finally starting to have a bit of sense (also I write more than the first chapters oops), but yeah, I hope you’ll like it as much as I do ♥

Previous part

For the last two weeks, after the first date, a question occurred my mind,every single day. Since Rocky me took me to the first date, plan everything for the afternoon, shouldn’t it be my turn to take care of the planning of the next date? I didn’t really know what I should do in this case, because of how little the number of date I had was. Almost every day I hesitated to send a text to Rocky, asking if I should plan the date to a date that was good for him. But I didn’t, because it was a bit awkward to ask him like that. Even though “awkward” was  a thing I do quite a lot with him. It was a normal Tuesday morning, in class, just on the same table as my best friend. It wasn’t the best part of the year, having our end of the semester finals and trying to sort out our life in general. It was the kind of days where we were only running thanks to coffee, and no one would be really surprised if we learned that some of us are more on drugs to keep going at this period of the year. Like, yeah, almost relatable dude. For once, though, I was keeping up with this time way better than the past years, I wasn’t asleep in the first hours of morning, and Shin-Ae asleep the afternoon. We just seemed to be fine, just drinking three coffee per day. And to add to our joy, the morning helped us to learn the fact that our afternoon classes were cancelled this very morning, since our teacher was sick. How things could be better today, honestly. Just the mere thought of having an afternoon off to go home and study a bit more for the finals was a thing I could’ve only dreamed of before. To be honest, the past years, I would have taken this free afternoon to go have some times with friends around the town. Like grabbing a coffee with a few friends of my class or things like that. But no. Not anymore. The end of the morning went on like usual, with a few students sleeping on the last row, some others doodling in their notebook rather than listening to the class, and some others nodding and taking notes. And to be realistic, Shin-Ae was the doodler one, and I was the annoying little nodder by her side. She knew that, if I was taking notes in a class, she could do whatever she wanted and ask for it after, like we always did, one for the other. Never one of us were actually using the other to take all the notes to do nothing in class, but it was more like an exchange of information. Lunch break came pretty fast, allowing us to either go home and eat our own food, with proper balance of things, or staying at the cafeteria, with a quite questioning menu and dishes. And with that way of thinking, the choice was quickly made for everyone. It wasn’t that bad, it’s just that, some dishes we had at the cafeteria in the past years were particularly questionable. Not to be mean either, but seriously, who thought that some of them were a good idea? Walking down the way to go back to my apartment, with Shin-Ae by my side for once. The walk was pretty silent, both on our phone. Not the awkward and embarrassing silence I could usually create, but more like a comfortable silence. Nothing needed to be said out loud. And if anything to say came in our mind, we probably pushed it in the back of our head to talk about it while eating. During the time I was cooking something, I realized that I wasn’t really used to have two people to feed and not only myself. Jeez, I should ask people to come over more often than that or I’ll end really lonely someday. Maybe. Yeah, probably. And while I was busying myself in the kitchen, Shin-Ae was just chilling on my couch, both of our phones in hand, probably having some fun talking to people as me. Couldn’t blame her honestly. At least, I couldn’t, until she let out a little whimper, before shouting to me, without even moving. “ GUESS WHO IS INVITED TO WATCH MOONBIN AND ROCKY DANCE THIS AFTERNOON!” I sighed heavily, coming back to the coffee table to put down the tray with our plates and everything to eat, before quirking an eyebrow. “Wow, tell me, great friend, who’s the idiot that is going to hang out with my two future husbands this afternoon? To know who I have to defeat, of course.” If she couldn’t hear my sarcasm, I’ll probably gave up on her. I didn’t really care about who was the lucky girl who had a chance to hang out with them. And watch them dance. Absolutely not jealous. At all. “It’s you, you stupid, they both asked you to come when I told them we didn’t have class. Oh, and I accepted for you. I know, I’m fantastic, you’re welcome.” oh. OH. OH JEEZ. How to feel really stupid in one lesson. At this point, I didn’t even know if I should be thankful to her because she did all that, but at the same time, it meant that I’ll be just with two of my frickin’ crushes, at the same time. Watching them dance, appreciating all heavenly good they look. It also meant not studying, but that’s a thing I could do at night, instead of sleeping. Alright. Not panicking. Not freaking out. Everything is going to work ok. “Oh. Okay, thank you for planning my afternoon then. I guess you’re just gonna spend some time with my baby best friend instead of studying the new chapter with me then.” Yeah, my whole point here is to keep a cool façade in front of her. She just smirked, adding the fact that she’ll take responsibility if we fail at this chapter. Wow, so nice. SO. NICE. Only an hour after, I ended up in front of the practice room of the dancing student. I wasn’t only panicking, I was really questioning my motives of coming to them to watch them. But obviously, since Shin-Ae told them, as me, that I’ll be there, I couldn’t just cancel, in less than an hour. It wouldn’t have been really serious to do that this way. So here I was, standing like a statue. For the thousandth time, I rearranged my flannel on my shoulder, asking myself if it was alright, before doing my ponytail again to be sure it was perfect. And then, my flannel again. For once, I wasn’t wearing any high-waisted pants, just some black leggings with a white crop top under my red flannel, and some converse. Such a casual, cute, and a bit sexy outfit. Why was I wearing that?! OH. MY. GOD. I was really close to facepalming myself now. Deciding to leave my terror aside, I knocked two time on the wooden door, waiting for an answer while I was switching from a feet to the other. But instead of just a “yeah”, or a “come in”, the door swung open quickly just in front of me, making me jump. Sometimes I tend to forgot how lively and dynamic Rocky is, especially when it’s about spending some time together. And just behind, I can’t see Moonbin, stretching carefully. At the same time as I try to not drool on the floor just at this sight. Oops. Without hesitation, Rocky pulled me in the room, always so excited to talk, asking how I have been during the last two weeks, when we couldn’t see each other a lot because of school. Meanwhile we were both talking excitedly about the two weeks, Binnie was there, left aside, knowing the two stories since he never stopped talking to one or the other during the two weeks. Except the beginning, which was, not really surprisingly, awkward. After I just sat in the back to watch them dance, everything seemed a lot more relaxed, the both them in their environment. It was their world, I couldn’t deny that. And it was really beautiful, just watching them be. They’re having fun, enjoying the company of the other, and I wasn’t too much in here. The mood was so light and so nice. Suddenly, Binnie stopped dancing to turn around and look at me. Even if he could see me in the mirror in front of us, but anyway. A sly smirk appeared on his face and he extend a hand to me. “SanHa told me you are a good dancer, and even if you were quite great at the party, I want to really see it. Please?” And then again, he switched to his puppycat smile. How could I resist to that? And in all honesty, I knew SanHa must’ve dropped the hint before, that’s why my outfit was practical enough to dance with them. Even if I’d take a sweatpants over a legging anytime. But yeah, less cute. I got up and walked over to them, poking Moonbin’s nose, smiling softly “This kind of smile is cheating Binnie”. I stuck out my tongue to him before a little giggle, without seeing how flustered it got him. I stretched a bit, just testing a little my now-low flexibility. Rocky jogged to the stereo, choosing a song on his phone to see how I’ll dance to that. Especially when I hear one of my favorite song blast through the speaker. Well, I’m kind of happy that he’ll remember me telling about this song when we were at the coffee shop, the first time. I started to move, slowly first but gaining confidence quickly, getting a bit faster. I had to admit that I was kinda shy to show them in the first place, but I forgot their presence to dance freely on the beat of the song that I liked way too much. I closed my eyes and that was the mistake I made… Eyes closed, I couldn’t see the look on their face. Rocky, smiling widely and clutching his chest at the feeling of his heart beating faster. Or Moonbin, smiling softly at my figure, growing fonder of me at each step I took. But at the second the song stopped and I opened my eyes again, I just saw two smiles, and an excited puppy Rocky who jogged to me, before jumping up and down with my hands in his. “It was so great Mee ! You should dance with us more ! Pleaaaase !” I just patted his shoulder, with a laugh. I removed my flannel to tie it around my hips, adding my hands on each sides, daring them to dance with me for the rest of the afternoon. And they took the challenge really seriously. As I walked home, Rocky by my side, I just couldn’t stop smiling, all happy of the time spent together. And like the last date, he slowly took my hand, intertwining our fingers, in a way that my heart skipped a beat before going twice his normal speed. If only he knew how this little kind of actions made my heart flutter, and my cheeks heat up. If only he knew the way he make me feel. But as we made our way to the front door of my apartment, finally letting one of them enter more than the hall of the building, I thought that, maybe he knew. And the only reason he kept doing it, was because he felt the same way about it. Wow, hold your horses and think about it just a second. We are talking about the popular Rocky, the crush of half the girl of this campus. Not even talking about the other girls on the rest of the country. How Rocky, the popular, kind, sweet, super handsome could like me? Well, he’s holding my hand but that’s not really something big, is it? Before going any further in my thoughts, he poked my cheek, in front of my door. “So, Mee, it was kind of our third date.. I walked you home and all..” “Yes, I think I  was pretty aware about all that.” “Is it the time where I can kiss you goodbye and ask you to be my girlfriend at the same time?” Everything froze, my breath got caught up in my throat, will my eyes were widening. And I made the shyest nod I ever did, lips slightly ajar before he caught them with his. With a hand on my cheek, and on of mine on his chest, all of this was so softly executed. So natural but so new, we both had closed our eyes the second our lips met. Nothing in it was random or amateur. The shyness slowly disappearing on both side, his second hand find my waist to pull me carefully closer. And when the kiss was broken by his smile, I just became aware of the lack of air in my lungs. All my question were erased from my head, and I felt so light. “Will you be my girlfriend then?” “Honestly Rocky, do you really need an answer for that?” “No, but I want to hear it..” I whispered a little “yes”, before leaving a little peck on his lips. And a big smile came across his face, holding me close for a few minutes, in silence. Just enjoying to be this close with each other. Eventually, he let me go, letting me go back home, to finally take a shower and start studying before eating to continue even after dinner. That was my plan before seeing a few texts on my phone.

[18:46] Rocky : Binnie, I won the bet, she is my girlfriend. I’m sorry you lost ㅋㅋㅋ

And everything fell apart. I was just a bet then. How surprising.

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[otteron-the-sun]

[4] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst  Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : 2,500+ Side note : I’m really sorry that this chapter took me so long to write, with highschool and all I had some difficulties, but anyway, here it his. Hope you like it, and I’m really excited to write the following ~ (also, I didn’t double check if there was mistakes, sorry)

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Face still in my pillow, I was thinking about things that happened in my life the last months, since the dinner with my best friend’s fraternity. Since this day, we could say that my social life was way livelier in less than a year than all my entire life. Seeing the boys every now and then, some nights with them at watching movies together, staying over, karaoke or things like that. It was nice, like some sort of pause during college. Not to mention all the times I could see Moonbin after class, before going back home. He wasn’t in my course, but sometimes he liked to come, just so we can talk a little along the way. I never met someone so sweet before, just like Rocky. But more chill than Rocky. It was fun to see the big similarities between the two but also how opposite they were on the energy point. Rocky was the human version of energy while Binnie was exactly the personification of a puppycat. It could be so cool to have both of them just for myself, but that would be so selfish. And I seriously doubt that having both of them was even an option. When my face finally quitted the pillow, it was to grab my phone on the nightstand, like every morning, to wake up a bit before going out of bed. And that’s the moment I saw not only one, but several message from Rocky. Something to put on a sweet smile across my face.

[09:24] Rocky : Hey MeeJoo, I  wanted to know if you’d like to meet today? [09:25] Rocky : Like maybe a date? [09:25] Rocky : If you want to of course [09:26] Rocky : Forgot that, it’s awkward… [09:26] Rocky : I’m sorry for  making it awkward.. [09:46] You : A date does sound nice you know :) [09:46] You : Did you already had an idea for it?

Rolling of the bed, with a small groan, I stood up, just in my pajamas, walking to the bathroom to wash off the sleepiness that staid on my face even after my little reading session. Just thinking of the messages of Rocky made me smile again, under my shower. His way of panicking was simply the cutest thing ever, and there’s no way I couldn’t get mushy by that. Every time the memory of his words came back to my head, another smile crossed my face. Once the shower was taken, and some clothes putted on my body, just a sweatpants and a white tank top, thanking the radiator to exist in the apartment so I wouldn’t freeze to death in the end of the winter. And I went back to my phone to see multiple responses from the dancer. Again. Maybe it was anxiety that made him type through multiple messages. But then again, he liked to type that way. And it was natural to see multiple messages from him.

[09:49] Rocky : So it’s a date? [09:49] Rocky : Is 2:30 in front of our dorm is good to you? :) [09:59] You : It’s perfect, see you :)

After that, a text went immediately to Shin-Ae, to tell her all about the story on the future date I’ll have today, this Saturday afternoon. How not being excited? How not telling your best friend about it. Not telling Sanha though, it’s kind of weird to tell your friend that you’re going on a date with his roommate. Even if he’s dating your best friend, who’s also your classmate, for few months now. But that was another story, for another time. The rest of the morning went on me, doing a bit of sport. Did I said sport? No, I just cleaned up the apartment, which was sort of a workout session by the way I jumped everywhere, and moved a lot. That was my kind of workout. Because I wasn’t really someone who loved doing sport. Which wasn’t the same opinion of most of my new friends who danced a lot, thanks to their college course. I mean, SanHa was in music and singing course, Binnie and Rocky was in the dance course, and I wasn’t really sure for the others. After a morning of cleaning everything, and a quick shower to wash off the sweat, I was fighting against the urge of going take a nap, but I had to eat a thing before getting ready for the date. All the day changed to gravitate around the date, everything I did was for being ready for this. Did I feel more prepared for the date? Of course not, I’ll never feel really ready for someone like that. It seems to be something you can’t ever control. You just go for it. Eating was quickly done, before thinking about how I should look for the afternoon. He asked me to be there quite early in the afternoon, so we’ll do something, probably. But should I wear a skirt, a short, anything? I send the question by text at Rocky, washing the dishes after, to occupy myself before having a reply.

[13:21] Rocky : Oh, wear something comfortable, we probably won’t run

That’s how I chose my outfit. A nice black legging with a large, millennial pink sweater with my tank top under. That’s also the sweater that let me lost few minutes to reflect on the color, if it was a millennial pink or a baby pink. In any ways, it was a light pink sweater. All soft and comfy. I took a quick glance at my phone to see the time and particularly the time that was free to do my makeup and hair. The trip in the bathroom to do all of it didn’t took too long, just a messy bun and a really light makeup. I didn’t want to look like a stolen car for the date, so just a nude lipstick and just eyeliner with mascara on the eyes. All that matter was to seem cute and kind of natural. I think. But no matter what or how much time I had to prepare, I always seem to be late for this kind of things. Not by too much, thankfully, but few minutes that should be with Rocky and not on the way to his dorm. But it wasn’t really the time to think about that, because it’ll only make me more late than I already was. I grabbed my backpack and putted my sneakers, before going on the way, walking as fast as I could, to finally see Rocky in front of the dorm, sat on the stairs. But he was fast on his feet when his eyes landed on me, and a smile found its way on his face, waving at me. That was why I walked even faster to meet him. He lost himself on his thoughts when looking at me, totally mute, which was quite new for him. No words could express how he felt. The fact that I accepted a date when he feared to ask me out, the fact that I tried my best to look cute, or the fact that I was late. “You look super cute like this, I feel dull beside you now” He laughed, shaking his head. “You’re not, Rocky, now tell me, where are we going for this date?” “Ah, that’s a secret !” An arm around my shoulders, he made me walk with him with no further explanation. Like he said, it was a secret and he wasn’t even close to tell me about it. I wasn’t really fond of surprises, but I was okay to give it a go for him, and because, no matter what, that was a date with him. And I felt like I could trust him on that. It couldn’t get really bad after all. So we walked for a bit, taking the opportunity to talk about the last things that happened in each other life in the last weeks that we didn’t saw the other. Walking really close one from the other, like we had the habit to do, few people must’ve thought that we were more than friends. And to be honest, the reply I wanted to give was “not yet”. Our discussion only died when we stood in front of an animal shelter. Like most of people, I had a thing for animals, especially dogs. So, being in front of a place where I could see a lot of cute animals was more than a good surprise for me. It was the kind of surprise where the other really asked himself about what could make me happy. Thinking through all the talking we ever had, just to remember my love for pets. And I would be lying if I said that I totally melt for him at this exact idea. By doing that, I was more than willing to give him my heart. Seeing me voiceless in front of the shelter made Rocky a bit worried about his idea for the date. Just spending some time together, with the animals. “Do you like it? We can go somewhere else if you want..” “Are you kidding me? We’re not leaving, I LOVE it. It could be the best date I ever had !” A little laugh escaped me, grabbing him by the wrist to make him enter by my side. He followed me, smiling widely. Little did I know that he was smiling because of how excited I was. “And it’s only the beginning !” Neither did he lost his time to move his hand to grab softly mine. Some sort of sweet gesture that made a wave of butterflies to rush in my insides, making me smile and blush a little. Entering the shelter, a woman come to meet us, smiling softly. As softly as honey pouring in top of a delicate flower. The kind of woman that make you say “I want to look like that later”. The kind of woman that look like the purest person even at ninety. She asked if she could help with anything, and Rocky reply. Few words that I didn’t totally caught, since I was admiring her. Without knowing how, we were walking down the hallway to the garden. And the joy that I had when meeting the owner of the shelter was soon replaced by glee when I almost shouted “PUPPY !”, almost running to meet them, letting go of the hand of Rocky. a Not to lie, but he wasn’t far behind me to go see the dogs. In front of them, I was almost ecstatic, petting them, playing with them. We were two stupid children, smiling from ear to ear. I heard him call me when he saw a dog even cuter than the other, and I ran up to him. While petting the little dog, another big one seemed to be jealous and pushed me to get my attention. Resulting on me, falling backward, in the arms of Rocky, who fell on the butt. And both of us laughing like crazy. And mostly wishing that the other wouldn’t separate from this nice little embrace. Almost two hours after, obviously once the woman told us that she’ll call it a day and close the shelter, we were heading out. I gave her some money to help with taking care of all of it, and Rocky did the same, before grabbing my hand again, walking a bit on the street. “Would you like to have a hot drink to call it a day too, or is my presence unbearable now?” Not letting go of his hand, I started walking to find the nearest coffee shop. The fact that we held hands helped with the freezing cold, also with the fact that I was close to him, almost in his arms again. Cuddling with him seemed to be the best thing to do in a lifetime. But I couldn’t do it yet. That was time like this that made me think about the fact to confess to him, but the probability of a relationship after wasn’t promised. Better to not try that now. We were walking side by side, trying to find the coffee shop, which wasn’t so long. We took place on a table, a little bit on the side to keep it more private between the two of us, like it was supposed to be on a date. Just the two of us, facing each other. Almost awkwardly now that the dogs wasn’t there to distract our minds far from our own awkwardness. To break the silence, Rocky watched the menu, thinking for a moment before smiling at me “Can I choose your drinks, and if it’s what you wanted, I can get a favor?” Even if his idea was tempting, I was kind of afraid of what kind of favor Rocky could asks from me. Nothing too bad, I can’t imagine him ask for something bad. “Go ahead then.” All smile, he walked to the counter, almost too confident to be right about the choice. He just smiled, asking the drink, not loud enough for me to here from my seat, before quietly waiting for the whole. He also grabbed the opportunity to see the few texts he received, replying to some of them, before coming back with the tray. The dancer took his time to display our different things, including one slice of cake for both of us. A carrot cake. Good choice. Confident enough, he pushed the goblet to me, before winking. Looking at him do that, it looked like a mischief was attempted against me. I took a sip of my drink, slowly putting it down after. “How did you do ?” How, from all the drinks, he picked the one I wanted? How, from everything, he picked the apple pie spice latte ? Surprised wasn’t enough to explain how astonishing it was. Grinning from ear to ear, he seemed happy to surprise me like that. “I have my little secrets baby, can I ask for my favor now?”. Aaaaaand that was the less fun part of the bet. I nodded my head, and he continued. “Please, never be mad at me.” “Can do.” Of all the terrible things he could have asked, it wasn’t the worse, and I was kinda glad. Sure, his request was a bit weird, but I could do that I think. That wasn’t too much to ask from me. And it probably was the purest think someone ever asked me. The question didn’t stay in my head long after, enjoying the time with him, around our hot drinks and our slice of cake. Enjoying the end of the afternoon, and with it,  the end of our date. Like the gentleman he is, Rocky walked my back home, smiling at me wildly once in front of the main entrance. Like a little kid who want something. “I wish you’re okay for a second date ? I think this one wasn’t that bad !” “ I’m okay for a second date, of course.” Smiling back, I left him with a kiss on cheek, before making my way to my apartment to end the night. Even though his favor kept running through my head. Never be mad at me.

Next part ->

[otteron-the-sun]

[2] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst / maybe  future smut? Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : 2,300+ Side note : I wanted to add, Mee Joo is only a true character, with her own life, and own look. If you want to identify at her while reading, you can, and change the look to yours, but I prefer her to be herself when I write. Then again, thanks to my baby @wolfheart-46 ♥

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Wednesday morning, it was an awful morning. I was terribly tired, face buried in my pillow, and letting out a long and raspy groan at the sound of my alarm going off. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone to bed so late yesterday, but I thought that finishing my essay during the night was a better idea than doing it a bit each day and completing it the weekend. But there was the problem. Since I’ll be going to the party at SanHa’s fraternity, I prefer to finish it now and have a free weekend. Maybe free if no one give us homework on the meantime between today, and Friday evening. After a lot of efforts put together, I got up of my bed, staring blankly at the wall for a good minute, and then went take a shower, trying to wash the tiredness off. Not to mention, it didn’t totally worked, and I only want to go back to bed. But no. I have to go in class until the last one to finally go see Rocky for a bit. And I couldn’t hide that it was the only thing that motivated me to go through the day. But that also meant that I have to be cuter than usual, to keep a face in front of him. That’s why, after my shower, I walked to my closet and stood up for a while, staring at every pieces of clothing. And I tried to put two things that looked good together before adding a third, and another one. That’s how I finished with a white tank top, in my high-waisted jean. I really have a thing for high-waisted bottom uh. I took a flannel, a bit to hide my bare shoulder. And also to hide from the cold. We still were in the month of March, so, nop, too cold for only a tank top. Not forgetting to put my sneakers, eat breakfast and grab my coat before leaving, almost late. So, it was fun for the pedestrian, they looked at me, running down the way to the university, grabbing hard on my backpack. I ran until I was in front of my classroom and then stopped immediately, rearranging my hair. Shoot, I haven’t even put makeup on this morning. I’ll have to do it during my lunch break then. Once inside the room, I took my place, next to one of my best friend, Shin-Ae, and I leaned my head against her shoulder, quietly mumbling something close to a “good morning”, and she just patted my head with a laugh. “Wow, you look worse than usually, you don’t even have makeup on. Are you sick?” she couldn’t help but laugh when I looked at her with a yawn, before shaking my head, crossing my arms on the desk and leaning my head on it. Me, almost sleeping, was the first hour of the morning. I said sleeping? My bad, it was totally me, trying my best not to die while also trying to take notes, which was kind of a tough job. But after half of it, fighting against sleep, I started to feel better, more awake, and a part of this universe. It was at this moment that I looked around before pulling on Shin-Ae’s sleeve, tugging softly. “Do you think that I look good today? About my clothes. I’m going to see Rocky at the end of class, and I don’t want to look like some kind of joke beside him… I mean, he’s cute, and I look like… a goose.” She let out a little snort, rubbing little circles on my back, smiling at me. Before telling me that I look really cute, but I’ll look cuter with a hairdo and some makeup, and “she’s sooooooo gonna take care of that during lunch break”. What an angel, sometimes, I wonder what I’d without her, and the reply is: nothing, I’d be lost for my dates. But it wasn’t really a date with Rocky, so it wasn’t the matter right now. Was it? Just the thought of it being a date had my head spinning for a bit, biting slightly on my thumb, thinking about it for the rest of the morning, still taking notes, somehow. It’s true that we get along pretty well, and he is really cute, but… I don’t know, was it too soon? Too soon to go on a date? Come on, it’s just a date. Or maybe it wasn’t, actually. Lunch break was a true relief, eating a bit, thinking a lot. About everything. But I couldn’t just think too long before Shin-Ae pulled me on a chair in one of our classroom, and start doing my hair. She didn’t do much to it to be honest, just pulling it into a bit-messy bun, letting my fringe free. And when she did my makeup, oh boy, it was like being under the touch of a bunch of fairies. It was so nice and light. So peaceful. I could almost fell asleep under that touch. But I didn’t, and I ended with a really nice makeup, not too much on the eyes, not too much on the lips, something really natural, almost cute. Actually, I felt really cute for once. And her, she seemed like she had so much fun, taking care of me like a little doll or even a little girl. But me, I felt like seeing Rocky like that would be a piece of cake, since I was cute, I didn’t looked like some lost girl who cling to him because he’s so nice and so cute. I wonder if someone ever tried to act lost just to be with him for a bit. It wouldn’t even surprise me. Two more hours was spent in listening to the teachers, taking notes as always, and trying so hard to ignore all the little comments that everyone made once they saw me. It was from some guy telling that I was really pretty when I wanted to, to some girl saying that it wasn’t me, it didn’t suits me, and if it was for a guy, he probably won’t fall for me. So yeah, I decided that ignoring them was the best idea I could have today, before finally leaving the school. But seeing Rocky in front of the entrance door was quite unexpected. I mean, did he really knew where the literature building was, or he just guessed right. His head snapped up to look at me when he heard my footstep on the gravel. And I was greeted by his smile the second his eyes fell on me. “Wow, If I knew, I’d be wearing something a little more… I don’t know, classy? To match you.” Wow, is he serious? I mean, yeah, he don’t wear a tuxedo or nothing like that, but he’s really well-dressed. Shaking my head with a smile, I just looked at him before looking back at my school building. “Did you really knew where it was, or are you just a stalker?” “A stalker. Definitely.“ We burst into laughter after staring at it each other for way too long, and then, he explained to me how he knew. Actually, it was just Moonbin who told him where it was on the campus, because, of course that Binnie knew that. Even SanHa didn’t know where was my building, which was… not really surprising if we count that he didn’t even know where my apartment was. I mean, it’s SanHa, do we really need to add something here? During the walk to the coffee shop, the little talking was mostly about what we did those three last days. I mean, more him than me, since I just went to school, then went to work, before going back home and do my homework. But even though my days was pretty boring and tiring lately, he just listened to me complaining, and he complained with me at some point. Because it was fun to complain about things, like, school, homework, people. We really have a lot to complain about, and it’s nice to have someone that I can complain with. It was great to talk with him more than we did the last time, with the others. It was better to know each other that way, kind of easier. In front of us was standing a coffee shop that was way too familiar to me, since I usually work here after school. I didn’t mind coming here for a drink, since : first, I have a discount on everything because I’m an employee. Second, I could kill for their strawberry cake. But seeing me in one of my day off made my coworker laugh at the sight of me. “ Hey MeeJoo, you know that you don’t work on Wednesday? Or maybe you just missed seeing my face like I missed yours?” It was my turn to laugh, reading carefully the black boards with the drinks’ names on it, but nothing had change and I still know them all, them and what’s inside. “Mhmmm, no thank you, I’d rather have a drink.” And I winked to him, just to tease him before letting him take my command and Rocky’s one. We waited for it, with my comments on how slow my coworker was. We took a sit in one of the booth to be a bit more in a private space to talk. We just sat face to each other with our drinks displayed between us. My vanilla milkshake with my strawberry cake against his cold Americano and a simple chocolate crisp muffin. I took the opportunity of being on a banquette to be crossed-leg on it, doing my best to not let my feet touch the leather of the seat. It was way more comfortable this way. “Soooo.. You work here then? I’m sorry to bring you here during your day off… I just like this place.” He began, a bit embarrassed that it was my workplace, but I just brushed it off with a smile and a movement with my hand. “That’s okay, I like being here.. You should come Thursday afternoon, until 7, we could see each other that way !” Big smiles creep on both of our face. It could be way more nice to have him with me during work, it could make me feel less alone when there is no one with me, and it was always the case the Thursday afternoon. No coworkers, just me. The conversation went on, talking about what we do in our school course, what was the best and what was the worst in it. And he was so in love with dancing. The way he talked about it almost make me fall in love with it. With dancing, not in Rocky, slow down. He started to talk about their new project in dance, that’ll count in his grade for the semester, which was dancing with someone else. “ And of course, I chose Binnie as my partner, since I know him for a while now.” Of course. Strangely, with Rocky, it was always how Moonbin was nice, intelligent, knows a lot of things. But it was really cute to see him being his little hypeman, always there to say good things about him. It’s maybe what happen when you know someone for so long and never leave him on the side. And I thought about SanHa and me, we are close, we tell everything to the other, but since we aren’t together 24/7 like before, we prefer to roast each other when we’re together. And roast other people too. Not everyone have the lovey-dovey friendship apparently. While talking, my index finger drew little squares on the screen of my phone. We ate and drank but then, looking back at my phone, a question subsided in my mind, and I looked at Rocky “Tell me Rocky, how did you got my phone number ?”

“ Oh uh… I… First I asked SanHa but he refused because he didn’t want to be the one to ‘put us together’, so I stole his phone and tried to find by myself but I didn’t find your contact name…” He made a pause, reluctant to tell me how he did, so I decided to push him to do it “It’s probably CryBaby or something like that, if you ask me. But then how?” “ I asked Binnie, and he gave me your number.” Silence. The time my head process what he just said. It took me some attempts to finally talk, my mouth opening and closing a bunch of time before. “Why.. How did he do to have my number then?” I wasn’t even mad. Some sort of impressed and flattered, because we never talked before the diner. And so many girls were drooling over him. So, why me. “ I think he likes to have the number of people he want to talk to, but he never find the bravery to text you maybe. Do you want his phone number?” I let out a little “No thank you”, almost like a whisper. I’d love to talk to him, but I prefer to gather up the courage to ask his number directly, not like he did. But somehow, it’s cute that he wanted to talk to me for a while but never did. At the end of the afternoon, he decided that it was nice to escort me to my building to go home, once more. And it was quite useless to spend more time together, it’ll be just more and more awkward to have only one meeting where we talked about everything. We agreed to do that more often, before I climbed the stairs, finishing  my journey directly in my bed, not seeing the text on my phone before dozing off.

[18:51] Rocky : I hope you’ll be there Saturday, it’ll be funnier with you !

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[otteron-the-sun]

[1] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst / maybe  future smut? Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Side note : So, I finally made it, first chapter of my Rockbin fic *wipe away a tear*, and some mistakes are probably there, sorry about that- But thanks to @wolfheart-46 to read this before (yeaaah, I already spoiled you some surprise by tagging you here) and @awkwarderror , there you go for some Rockbin feels  ~

Receiving a message on my phone wasn't something really extraordinary, even for me. It could be one of my friends from college, or one of my coworkers from the coffee shop where I work at part time. But I didn't expected it to be my childhood best friend. Seeing the little "Evil SanHa" on the top of my screen was something quite surprising. We didn't talked as much as we used to do before we went to different high school. And now that we were on the same campus, our studies didn't help much on the rare time we had together. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss him. And an understatement saying I was excited. I was ecstatic. So I jumped on my phone to read his words.

[15:23] Evil SanHa : Hey Mee, we have a free week with the hyungs, would you like to come eat with us tonight? You could meet them ;)

Obviously, I laughed. Their fraternity is well-known on the campus for being the fluffiest, cutest and squishiest of all. And the icing of this cake was how handsome and kind they are. Cherry on top? My best friend is, surprisingly, one of them. Minus being kind, he filled the others features pretty well. As always, every time we find some minutes to text each other, it feels like yesterday since the last time we talked. But no, it must have been a few weeks before this one. So I typed right away.

[15:26] You : Sure, plus it's been a while ! Where and when?

I only waited a few minutes before SanHa responded with the address of a nice restaurant and an hour. If it wasn't him, it'll probably feel like a date. I put down my phone before going back to my essay that was due for next week, work always was my main priority after all.

A few hours later, and an essay well advanced by now, I set my work aside so I could start to prepare myself. Just a cute top with a high-waisted short and a jacket. Something casual, but fancier than just some sweatpants and tank top. A cute ponytail, some makeup and it was over. Something more pretty than what I usually wear with SanHa around. And for once, it didn't took me half an hour to get ready. So it was only bonus. In time, I was in front of the little restaurant. The outside made it almost invisible in the rest of the shop around, between the bricks and the few signs that were on the wall. It looked nice, a bit family-like. Something warm and comfy. Totally like SanHa, now I think a bit about it... Immediately after my right foot landed on the carpet inside the shop, I spotted them. And SanHa saw me too apparently, getting up to come see me, with the speed of a scared mouse, and take me in a big bear hug, almost crushing all my bones. Yup, I think he missed me too.

While I was patting his back, partly to make him loose his grip on my ribcage, he looked at me, all smile "We really need to see each other more often Noona" and I just approve his words, happy that he didn’t broke me in half, going back to his table, letting me introduce myself to the others. So I bow slightly, greeted by six smiles.

"Hi, nice to finally meet you, I'm SanHa's best friend, Mee Joo"

They totally deserve their title of cutest, fluffiest and squishiest boys. I took my seat between SanHa and Rocky, taken in a conversation between the two in less than a second. Between a Rocky totally hyper and smiling and an evil maknae who take so much fun to tease me slightly, trying to get me flustered. Thing I couldn't deny is how attractive Rocky was. Sure, I wasn't some shy highschooler anymore, and I never was, so it was easier for me to talk to him and properly meet him. But I had to admit that he did most of the work in being friendly with me. Sometimes, I almost forgot that my best friend was there, joking too much with Rocky.

I was sipping my drink when EunWoo, out of the blue, decided to ask us a question, since SanHa never shut is mouth about me, to repeat what they said earlier, and about how great I was, and they finally had the chance to meet me so it was time to ask some question about me, but also about the maknae, and his childhood. "Mee Joo-ah, when did you two met actually? He never told us all the story…"

Every conversation died instantly and everyone was looking at me the second after, I let out a chuckle "Since kindergarten, he made me fall because I had the toy he wanted and then he laughed when I cried on the floor, before I kicked him in the knee a bit after. So much love since diaper era. He always was evil actually."

While SanHa seems shocked of the story and by how violent we were, the five others can't stop laughing at this little fact, learning that the maknae always was evil. It was those kind of questions and stories that was nice to learn about he others. It always was this kind of things that make you learn so much about people. That’s the funniest. Then MJ asked me another cute question "How do you think you're different or alike from him?"

And after another sip to let me think about it, I opened my mouth again. "He's my evil twin... Wait no, we are two side of a coin, he's the evil side while I'm the kind and angelic side."

They were a few questions like that, searching to know how we were younger, mostly how SanHa was. But Moonbin, who didn't ask much from the beginning, now that I think about it, finally asked me something with his big smile. How many have fallen for this smile? "I'm curious, what are you studying in college?"

Seriously, how many have fallen? Between this smile, his voice, and just how cute he was?! I just smiled for a bit, trying to find some honor to respond to him, at thz same time Rocky seemed way more interested than before. It took me some long seconds to understand what he said and to find the right words to respond. "Literature and particularly English literature. So yeah, I'm better in English than him-"

_Another round of laughs from the boys, that seemed to like my humor and how much I teased my best friend on a daily basis. Daily basis if we saw each other daily actually, but whatever. SanHa took the opportunity to pinch my forearm while, in the corner of my eye, I noticed Rocky leaning to whisper with Moonbin. Normally, I wouldn’t mind it, but I just couldn’t resist and asked myself about what they were talking about. Was it me? The question about Moonbin subsided in my mind for a while after. He has this smile that I could melt for. And I guessed I wasn't alone thinking that. I mean, how many girls did actually fall for him. Now that I think about it, a lot. A lot of girls on the campus know them, and I always can learn their feelings about the boys. Those about SanHa always tend to make me laugh. But I heard a lot about how few of them fell hard for Moonbin. Maybe I should be careful.

I was playing with my napkin on my laps, waiting for the dessert. But seeing Rocky leaned to whisper another thing to Moonbin, seeing how smiley he was when he talked to him, words escaped my lips without my consent, leaning near Rocky to whisper them "Are you really this close to Moonbin?"

He scoffs, choking on his drink. After all, it could only be a façade in front of people, so I prefer to ask. And he couldn't help but blush a little, leaning back to me "We know each other for seven years but... Yeah... Just friends..."

I lifted an eyebrow, questioning, but he didn't add much. And I didn't know why he acted like that. It was maybe a bad subject. Maybe they just acted to be this close but they weren’t. Maybe they just tolerate each other for the sake of their fraternity. Or maybe it was a one-sided love? Wait slow down there, that was near impossible.

Once again, Monbin was there to save me from further embarrassment with any of the other boys. If only he knew how he saved my life at this exact moment. "Wait... Mee, where is your apartment exactly, are you so far from our dorm?"

"Actually, I'm not, I'm really close. I live in the building C, third floor, you could all come sometimes!»

"Noona ! Why did you never tell me ! I could've come see you sooner !"

Another chuckle escaped me while I flashed a smile at my best friend "You never asked me."

It was true, if only he asked me before,  he could’ve come anytime, hanging out together like the good old days, despite the amount of work we have from school. Some of the boys laughed, but Rocky looked at me a bit longer, not even smiling anymore. Was he mad about before? "Why did you never came then?" Oh.

Face flushing red, I slightly bit my bottom lip, looking back at him, suddenly feeling shy. "I didn't want to bother actually..."

My reply awoken some chitter chatter from the boys, telling me to never hesitate to come at their dorm, even sleep there sometimes if I ever want to, having movie nights together, just to learn about each other more. And that I should come at the next party they’ll throw the next Saturday, since they didn’t have classes for a week. Lucky one. It only last around ten minutes before moving on another subject. Moonbin took this opportunity to lean behind Rocky to talk to me directly, without everyone listening about it, about some random things about the boys, things they did or said in the past, and the fact that I should follow their fraternity snapchat account for other fun facts. Before finishing it by telling me that he thought I could like it.

The rest of the evening went on smoothly, and before I could leave to the way of my building, six other boys were around, chatting. I almost forgot that we were heading the same way actually. They almost escorted me home before finally leaving to the way of their dorm. It was a nice diner after all, meeting them and seeing my best friend. Immediately after walked into my apartment, my journey went on the shower, slipping under the hot, water I showered fast enough to not fell asleep under it, before slide in some comfy pajamas, heading to bed with a last glance at my phone.

[00:12] Unknown : I wish you're safely home, it was nice meeting you :) [00:13] Unknown : Would you like to grab some coffee after one of your classes this week? [00:15] Unknown : Oh, it's Rocky btw, hope you don't mind me having your number?

But I fell asleep before I could reply to any of these texts, promising myself that I would reply the next morning before class. But I forgot the day after. And also the one after. Until the third day of me forgetting, where he sent another text, making me feel like the worst person on earth.

[10:28] Unknown : I'm sorry for bothering you then [10:28] You : OH NO ! Rocky, I totally forgot, is tomorrow 3pm ok? [10:29] Rocky : Thank god, I was afraid you didn't like me [10:29] Rocky : But yeah, totally, I'll be waiting for you, at 3 sharp :)

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[3] Two side of a coin

State : In progress Characters : Moobin x Rocky x OC (Mee Joo) Genre : fluff / a bit of angst / maybe  future smut? Featured : Poly!Rockbin and College!AU Summary : Being a college student seems to be easier for your love life, little did I know that a bet between two guys won’t make everything goes so smoothly after all. Word count : 1,900+ Side note : I wanted to add, Mee Joo is only a true character, with her own life, and own look. If you want to identify at her while reading, you can, and change the look to yours, but I prefer her to be herself when I write. I really like this chapter, for various reasons, hope you’ll like it too ~

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Being invited in one of the party of the Astro fraternity was one thing that most of people dreamed of. And you were the lucky girl that six of them invited to come. And three of them were really insistent about inviting you. The same three that begged for Shin-Ae to come along. Little did they knew that she was wishing so hard to come, tag along with you, just for a chance to be at a party along with SanHa. Not even hiding her crush on him anymore. Except when he was there obviously. The surprising thing as that Rocky and Moonbin asked too, how did they even knew her? How come that I didn’t learnt about this before. So, she was here, in my apartment, looking carefully through my closet to find something for her, but also for me, who was laying on my bed, just in towel after my shower. She was searching so hard, but she didn’t even know that I had an outfit ready, waiting on my desk. “ Don’t bother too much Unnie, I already have something to put on, just search for you. Pick anything you want, really.” She seemed a bit mad that I didn’t want to match her, but she was overly excited to pick any piece of clothing she wanted. That was worth any other apology for her. And that was easier for me, so it was a win-win situation. I put my phone aside, getting up to go grab the clothes that I prepare few hours before she came. Just another high-waisted short and a big white sweater with some sort of character in front. Did I really only own high-waisted bottom or I only wear those all the time? It didn’t took long to exchange my towel for it before coming back in the bedroom. On her side, Shin-Ae chose another one of my high-waisted bottom, a black slim jean and a prune crop top. She sure chose something to bring some eyes to her, especially the eyes of my evil best friend. Sometimes I ask myself how they don’t see how much they crush on each other, but I also promised to both that I won’t say anything to the other. So I’ll just see how long it’ll take them to finally see the truth. And knowing them, it’ll be god damn long. I went back to the bathroom to dry off my hair, nice to find back my dry straight black hair falling back lightly on my shoulders, once again, I did a ponytail with a big fluffy hair tie. My best friend came beside me, doing her hair while I put on my makeup. Everything was silent, apart from my phone playing some music on shuffle. And yes, it was kind of hard to sing, dance and put make up at the same time. But I did it anyways. Because where was the fun in doing such a task without some challenge aside of it?

Once everything was done, we picked up our belongings, and went out. Just walking down the alley to the party, all smiling, laughing, and giggling. Literally two child, and we didn’t event drink before. And we went, all happy, to the house, the front door wide open, music loud even from outside. So we went in, and two arms were fast to be around my shoulders. And SanHa was smiling from ear to ear in front of us. Especially after looking up and down both of us. “See Noona? Told you we’re gonna match if you wear this! We totally are best friends tonight !” And he was wearing a loose jean with a big white sweater with another some sort of character in front. Totally matching. We’re bff goals, deal with it. But before I could drown in the small crowd of people that was dancing, just with my two best friends, an arm found its way around my waist to spin me and make me face the owner of the arm. That was the moment I met with the bright smile of Rocky, who was closer to me. Closer than he ever been, and it was kind of flustering for me, who just smiled back, patting his torso. “Hi gorgeous, never seen you around, are you new here?” He laughed, brushing some thread of hair off my face, losing his grip on me. “We can say it like that, nice to meet you, do you want to dance?” Honestly, what a stupid question to ask to the dance student, and dance lover he was. I mean, he’s always dancing. Not to mention it didn’t took him too long to grab my hand and bring me in the crowd to dance together. It was carefree this night, just having fun with the other. I loved every moment I had to spend with Rocky, just laughing, and admiring the other smile, wishing he don’t see the adoration I had for his smile. And the same adoration he had for mine.

And after a while of dancing and jumping around with Rocky, I grew tired and breathless. Telling him about the matter, I escaped from the crowd to find a place to sit peacefully. And that is when I saw Moonbin sitting in the stairs, on his phone, probably scrolling through social media or playing at some sort of game. It was the perfect time. I didn’t really know for what, but I was sure that it was perfect. So I just went to sit beside him. “You throw the best party of the campus but you’re not even dancing or drinking?” “You didn’t drink either.” “But I danced.” “Fair enough. I’m not really a party-guy, I’m more like a chill person, I prefer to just enjoy my time with less people you know. Like now.” He smiled at me. This smile that can make me do anything for him. He could command me just by talking and smiling. So I just smiled back, letting out a little laugh. It’s true that it was nice to just be me and him, in our corner, where the music couldn’t make us deaf. And for once, talking was so natural, he usually was so awkward around me so seeing him smile to me was so new. And I liked it far too much. We were there, in our bubble, just talking about anything that came out in our mind. Like the last time I was with Rocky at the coffee shop, taking this opportunity to just know about each other. Binnie saw Rocky smiling at him from afar, and it increase his smile, before listening to my question “Can I ask for your phone number to talk more often than that?” Surprised, he stared at me before smiling and snatching my phone from my hands, typing his phone number, and doing just fine to hide the blush on his cheeks. He was going to save everything, but he stopped himself and chose to take a selfie together for the profile picture. That’s right, and I didn’t even had that with Rocky, I should change that later. Everything in here made me believe that I had a little chance with him. But at the same time, my brain was screaming how wrong I was, and how out of touch he was for me. And I had to keep that in mind. It didn’t matter how nice he was with me, he always was too good for me. Too perfect to be with someone as dull as I was. Music still blasting from every speakers in the house, I took a look around the dance floor, spotting Rocky dancing with EunWoo, both laughing, Shin-Ae and SanHa talking beside the drinks and snacks table. They were so perfect together, why they were so blind? Urh, just a little something to let them understand that they like each other! A little laugh ringed beside me and I turned to look at Moonbin who looked at the same duo as me. “They don’t see the truth, do they?” “The truth? The fact that both of them are deeply in love with the other but deny the fact that it’s mutual? No, they don’t, for a year now. And they made me promise that I’ll keep my mouth shut.” “I didn’t.” With no further due, he grabbed his phone and pushed on Shin-Ae’s contact name to send a little message with a “Trust me, he likes you”, and we just watched from afar, both smiling. As expected, she glanced at her phone, seeing the text, then glared at us, before grabbing SanHa’s forearm and dragging him outside. Finally. I didn’t do anything, they can’t be mad at me.  Right? It’s also when I decided to let Moonbin alone, patting his shoulder for comfort about me abandoning him, and then went after Rocky and EunWoo to dance with them and enjoy the party together. I think it’s coward of me, but even if Binnie was so adorable, so sweet and all, Rocky had something. Less out of touch, less awkward with me, and the fact that we talk with each other more helped. To be honest with myself, Moonbin was a crush, an unreal one, but Rocky… He was not. In only one week, he made me learn to like him. I won’t deny that, if by some sort of miracle Moonbin asked me out, I’d accept without a second thought. But it was impossible. So, of course Rocky was a better option. But if I could choose, I’d have both, but I couldn’t, it wasn’t really how things work in this world. We can’t have anything we want in life. After EunWoo went hanging with Binnie to keep him some presence, I staid to dance with my friend. Just jumping around and singing out loud the rhythm, the different instruments and some lyrics we could understand through the loud noises of people screaming as much as us and the speakers. Basically, others might find us really annoying, like two children screaming in a restaurant. Surely, it was what both of us seemed at the moment. That was fun, free, and careless. Like every time with Rocky. That’s why we had such a great chemistry I thought.

3AM. That was the time Shin-Ae and me decided to went back to my apartment. Escorted by SanHa who refused to let go of her hand, now that their undying love was finally declared. That was sweet. Except that I was the third wheel on our way to my home. But eh, my best friends were happy that way, should my situation matter? And of course they kissed good bye at the door after I hugged him. I went to shower, before going to bed, with a last glance at my phone, and the texts people sent me during the short walk. Three texts, from three different person. Not that I’ll complain, but people seemed to miss me lately.

[03:02] Binnie : It was super nice to have time to talk together. Text me whenever you want ~ [03:04] Rocky : We really need to dance together more often ! It was so nice ! :D [03:13] Evil SanHa : thank yomu for everygthing noona, it wams so nice useeing you, kand yes, i umight bwe a bit druhnk

Poor little baby was almost smashed now. Just when I was drifting to sleep.

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Things I’ll write

So Yeah, that’s my lil’ list of things I’ll write someday, I don’t really know when tho. It’s more like a memo than anything, but that way you know what will come one day. - A fic with Kihyun that I started around half July (oops, Rockbin came after) - More chapters of my Poly!Rockbin (idk if people like it, but I’ll continue, because I love it) - Weirdos in love // Monsta X - Changkyun - Prince AU // BTS - Jin - Soulmate AU - Yoongi If you want to read something, just send a request or whatever, I’ll see if it inspire me Byyyyyyye