#the next part will be about Jinjin and Mj!

[purple-baby-d]

grief | bin

I took two deep breaths before gathering the courage to even step out of my car. Something as simple as parking was already enough for me to feel a tsunami of emotions building up in my stomach where courage once was. The memories of you showing me this apartment complex you had found for us to start building a life together, the promises you made me when you noticed I feared for the future you were so excited about; for God’s sake, you were in my car. In the passenger seat, looking down at me with those sweet eyes of yours, those I could never say no to.

I can still hear your voice, telling me how spacious everything is, how you would let me have the walk-in closet and the nice parking spot if I agreed. Yet, I would find myself being brought back to reality when I failed to feel your hands reaching out for my face, your thumbs softly caressing my cheeks as you demanded for me to look you in the eyes in the cutest, most inoffensive way. My lips missed how you kissed them once I finally said yes, that excited look in your face, how your eyes turned from disbelief to the most authentic euphoria in a blink that I thankfully didn’t do. I loved that about you, how your eyes would become two fine lines whenever you smiled, how your hands were always cold, but somehow warmer than mine. How you would lay in my lap when you had problems for me to let you vent about, how you would then make me switch positions with you and give me the best free therapy ever.

Or the second best, because your hugs were the best.

My phone kept buzzing inside my pants’ back pocket as I finally gathered the courage to step out of the comfort I once found in my car, I didn’t need to check it to know that your friends were probably responsible. Sanha, for the most part. Probably Eunwoo is second up, and Jinjin, Rocky and MJ are all tied. Don’t get me wrong, you know I love them, but I know that as soon as I start a conversation with any of them before stepping in, I will lose the courage it took me so long to build. I will go back to your parents’ house, back to that comfort zone I built in your guest room, because I don’t want to interrupt your mother’s grief by touching yours, and honestly I don’t have the heart to do that anyway. Sua came back home, too. You would be so happy knowing how much time we spend together nowadays, I buy her meals when she’s hungry, I take her places when she needs fresh air, and I try my best to give her what I know you would’ve given her if you were still here, materially and emotionally.

I had distracted myself enough not to realize I was finally in our doorstep, being brought back to reality by the sound the paper wrapping the flowers beneath me made as I unconsciously stepped over them. Flowers, at least five bouquets. Next to condolence letters and other things people left at our doorstep when they realized no one was home. I missed the times I would find packages on the door, just because you were scared they came from a stalker and waited for me or for your manager to check them first. I would, sometimes, order your birthday or anniversary gifts and had them delivered to the door because I knew it was safe. I would too just order random stuff that I knew would make you laugh just to see you scared and then have the expected reaction once I opened them.

I wish that was why everything was in our doorstep.

As I walked in, it felt like routine for a second. I will hang the keys, take off my coat, change my shoes for our home slippers and walk in, but it all fell apart as I was about to announce my arrival in hopes you were home. No, you weren’t. Only silence was home, along with a thin layer of dust, and our coffee cups still sitting in the countertop, empty, yet waiting to be washed as we both realized we were running late for what we had to do. As usual, being honest. I can hear the last words you told me that morning as if you were uttering them in front of me right now, it was your response to a dumb joke I made about the outfit you were going to try on for your future shows that, as usual, showed a little too much skin. You loved it, you were so confident no matter what you wore. But I noticed I had accidentally left a hickey in a visible spot after our drunken deeds the night prior, you just laughed it off and smiled as I said “maybe they will think it’s makeup”, and then responded on top of my lips, “then I think I wanna keep it in the concept”.

My steps naturally found their way to our bathroom, where our toothbrushes still rested together, as well as our towels, and our little slippers we would wear because you didn’t like the feeling of your bare feet touching the cold floor after a hot shower. I smiled as I remembered how tiny my slippers looked next to yours, my eyes then looking up to the showcase of your compulsive ordering in our hygiene products. Everything had its place for you, and you would clean up after my messes every time. I don’t think I ever put things back the way I would find them after you came out of the bathroom, yet they always looked the same. That was one of your quirky traits, and one that my now messy life needs desperately.

I stepped away only to take a deep breath, the memories of every room crawling in my brain as I tried my best to hold myself together. How you would play with your shaving cream to make me laugh, or pick me up like a little girl after I had a bad day and help me wash up, I still remember your tender touch when your hands would lift up my chin, and the love mixed with focus in your glare as you brushed my teeth so diligently, muttering words of support and encouragement, next to the usual compliments I never lacked from you, and followed by the most healing demonstrations of your affection, like those soft pecks in my temple as you hugged me from behind, looking at us in the mirror. If we took a picture every time you did that, we wouldn’t have any empty walls in this apartment.

But only God knows there wasn’t a place as full of memories as our bedroom.

And as soon as I stepped into the open door, I could smell your cologne, your scent so unique to you. It overwhelmed me to see it all again, after so much time sleeping elsewhere. The giant teddy bear you gifted me when we moved so I would have someone else to hug when you were on your resting in the corner of the room. I walked into that closet we ended up sharing trying to escape, but I found myself staring at your clothes and remembering every time you wore any of them when we were together. Your favorite sweatshirt being what called me the most. I hugged them as if they could bring you back, your scent flooding my nostrils as I did. And I ended up undressing and putting on that sweatshirt Sua gifted you once, how much you loved it. It felt huge on me, your clothes always did, but I felt as if that was a hug from you.

But it wasn’t until I laid down in our bed, feeling how cold your empty side felt, that it hit me harder than anything else I had done today. I kept trying to wake myself up, trying to take any headset off to escape this cruel simulation, hoping to one day receive any sort of sign that it was all a wicked lie. My brain was catching on to the facts, but my heart so desperately needed it to not be true.

It’s odd, how stuck in time this place was. I can’t properly put it into words without feeling like I’m about to choke on my speech, because it all leads to the fact that I wasn’t there with you. No one was, it took five seconds for life to take you away from me, and for you to leave this world the way we promised each other we wouldn’t let it happen: alone.

But then, once I gathered the little strength I had to get up before sinking irreversibly into my mourning, my teary eyes landed on that big, fluffy, lonely teddy bear. It never served its function, I would always prefer to tune into your livestreams, or to simply FaceTime you whenever you had the chance. I would lay the phone on your pillow, and pretend you were there with me. I always felt bad for feeling like I didn’t appreciate that such sweet and thoughtful gesture of yours, so I thought might as well try and see what comfort you wished for me to feel with it. I took the stuffed animal by the hand and laid it on top of the bed, on your side of it. And as I laid down, I tried to cuddle it the way I would cuddle you, but a sound coming out of it as soon as I hugged its center startled me.

“You’re tearing up for no reason, can I console you?”.

It wasn’t any sound, it was your voice.

“Why are you crying?”.

Only then, I realized the tears I’d been holding so badly finally couldn’t help it. “Because I miss you”, I sobbed.

“It’s alright! Sometimes… right?”, I could hear you sigh, as if you were laying there, right next to me. “You do get teary”.

“At times like that, sometimes it helps to just cry it all out”, you reasoned, letting out a reassuring chuckle like only you could. “After a good cry… you can calm down”. I heard those words, so familiar to the words I would always get from you, as I just let it all out.

“It’s okay”, you said. “It will all work out, don’t worry”.

The white noise quieted, only symbolizing that the recording was over. But the silence was surely filled with my uncontrollable cries, so appreciative of every single one of your details that I never got to thank you for in life. You were so caring, so unnecessarily giving, so selflessly devoted to the people you loved. Your fans, your friends, your family… and there I was, feeling undeserving of all the love you gave me. Willing to make a deal with every god in existence to switch our places, just to have you here.

But I had to settle with what little I had of you, and after shutting all the curtains closed, locking all the doors and turning off the lights, I laid down on my side of the bed wearing your favorite sweatshirt, and I cuddled the teddy bear again, closing my eyes to play along, and imagine it was you there with me.

And a new recording of your voice started to play.

“Did you have a good day today?”, you asked. “You know how to forget all the bad things”, I nodded, because you taught me.

“Sleep well and have a nice dream”, you too, love. Rest easy. “I love you”, those three words will never be enough for me to describe my feelings for you, my shining star.

“Bye-bye~”.

Goodnight, Bin.

•

back to writing because I dreamed about you, and I decided to write my dream down to keep it in my mind forever.

[dailykoreanpop]

Grief and shock as K-pop star Moon Bin, member of boy band Astro, dies age 25

Seoul/ Hong KongCNN —Global fans reacted with shock and grief over the death of 25-year-old K-pop star Moon Bin, a member of the popular boy band Astro.

His music label, Fantagio, confirmed Moon Bin’s death Thursday, and said he has “suddenly left us and became a star in the sky.”

“All Astro members, Fantagio colleagues, executives and employees who’ve been together for a long time are deeply mourning the deceased in such great sadness and shock,” the music label said, adding Moon Bin “always loved and thought of the fans more than anyone else.”

The star was found dead in his home in southern Seoul by his manager at around 8:10 p.m. Wednesday night, according to an official at Gangnam Police Station.

Gangnam police told CNN Thursday that authorities believe Moon Bin had taken his own life. “No signs of foul play have been found related to this case,” police added.

Social media filled with condolences as fans expressed their upset at the celebrity’s death, the latest to cast a spotlight on the often intense pressures celebrities face in the competitive and stressful Korean entertainment industry.

The hashtag #moonbin on Twitter was trending globally with over 2.6 million tweets, some posts written in English, Spanish, Indonesian, Tagalog and Thai.

Meanwhile, social media videos showed fans in Chile setting up a memorial for the late star, lining a wall with white and purple balloons, the theme colors of Astro.

A fan who commented on the video shared on Twitter said: “Rest in peace Moonbin… You had words of [comfort] for others. I wish you had talked about your pain… Rest sweet angel.”

“You’re a star in the sky now and watching over the people you love. Hearts and thoughts go out to his loved ones and all AROHAs,” MTV Asia tweeted, referring to name Astro’s fans call themselves.

“We lost a bright light, who was really contributing to the lives of his family and his friends and his fans and that bright light is gone,” said CedarBough Saeji, assistant professor of Korean and East Asian Studies at Pusan National University.

Saeji, a self-confessed Moon Bin fan, said amid the discussion on the pressures of Korean society and its celebrity industry, it was also important to remember the accomplishments of the young star.

“Moonbin was phenomenally talented dancer and singer. In recent years, he’d started writing some of the material for Astro as well. And he’d also been acting in a bunch of web dramas that had been quite popular. There’s really no limit to how far he could have gone if he continued his career and continue to mature as a performer,” Saeji said.

Child stars

Many K-pop icons start training as young teens, honing their singing, dancing and acting skills for years before they are even allowed a chance to debut their first song.

K-pop idols are known to be subject to intense pressure from their strict management, which has been linked to a mental health crisis in the industry.

South Korea has the highest rate of youth suicide among the Organization for Economic Co-operation and Development (OECD) nations.

In 2021, the suicide rate in South Korea was 26 out of every 100,000 people, and while the country’s overall suicide rate is falling, deaths of those in their twenties are rising, according to the country’s Health and Welfare Ministry.

Moon Bin debuted with Astro in 2016. The other members of the group are Jinjin, MJ, Cha Eun-woo and Yoon San-ha.

He also performed as part of a subgroup called Moon Bin & Sanha, which toured in Asia in recent months.

Prior to his death the duo had been expected to perform next month in Busan, as part of the port city’s bid to promote the 2030 World Expo, and in Jakarta on May 13.

Moon Bin entered the entertainment industry as a child actor, making his debut in 2009 in the Korean Broadcasting System TV drama “Boys Over Flowers.” The series was widely popular and its dubbed version aired globally, gaining lots of fans from Southeast Asia.

His sister, Moon Sua, is also a K-pop celebrity, performing as part of the girl group Billlie.

Credit: CNN 

[georgieporgiepuddininpie]

Astro baseball Au pt.1

Wow so I have never written a full fic before in my life and this ended up way longer than planned but this is the product of @astrofireworks and I brainstorming in the group chat so here it goes, I hope you all enjoy whatever this thing is.

part 2

Moonbin: pitcher, bats 2nd

Known for his ball control and numerous breaking balls 

No one knows where he's going to throw (except Eunwoo cause he can read that boy like book) 

His specialties are curveballs and sliders 

His maximum pitch speed is 78mph on his fastball (4 seam)

He's currently obsessed with perfecting his knuckleball

Sucks at changeups but every 1/10 he throws is really good so Eunwoo thinks there's hope 

His ultimate goal is to perfect every possible pitch (good luck Bin) 

Started playing baseball in 2nd grade after watching his cousin's high school baseball team at regionals 

He thought the pitcher was the coolest cause he was at the center and everyone was watching him 

But after he started playing baseball he fell in love with pitching because of all the different ways to throw the ball 

When he started middle school he immediately sought out the baseball club and asked to join 

On the first day of practice he was paired with a first year catcher 

The team had just finished warmups and they were both sweaty and out of breath but 

Dang if Bin hadn't already been gasping from running laps this boy would have taken his breath away 

How does anyone look so good with their hair plastered to their forehead wearing a dirt stained baseball uniform??????? 

For a second Bin thought he had heat stroke and was hallucinating 

But then this gorgeous middle school boy held out his hand and said he was looking forward to working with bin and just….. 

Wow 

Bin stuttered out something similar to a coherent reply and shook Eunwoo's hand 

But after the initial awkward greeting they went over to the ball pen and Eunwoo asked Bin about what balls he could throw 

Eunwoo was a little surprised to hear that Bin could throw a 4 seam as well as a curveball and a slider 

Most kids he knew hadn't learnt any breaking balls before entering middle school 

After Bin demonstrated each of his balls to a few different spots Eunwoo was star struck because Bin your control????? 

He had Bin throw a few more to a few difficult spots and after the 5th one hit square in his glove he just 

Threw off his helmet and ran over to the boy "how is your control so ��   good????" 

Bin is shocked cause as far as he knew his control was pretty average??? 

"I just???? Practiced a lot?????" 

Eunwoo has by this point decided to keep Bin and form a battery with him

Eunwoo: catcher, bats 7th

Eunwoo is known for being a master strategist and coming up with intricate plans to shake up the opposing team's batters

At first the other teams see him and think he's going to be really nice and gentle but jokes on them cause he might be the most devious member on the team

When the team is batting he works with the coach on strategies for the next inning

The night before games he stays up really late to watch videos of the opposing team and memorize all of the batters favourite balls and placings. Usually ends up memorizing the pitcher's throws as well

Started playing baseball when he was 5 because his dad loved baseball and wanted his son to too

So he signed them up for those father/son baseball things

And ended up coaching his little league team

Eunwoo usually ended up being catcher because no one wanted to play the position and he's not vocal enough to fight for being 2nd base or outfield

But after 5 years of playing catcher he realizes he's really enjoying it

He loves the feeling of being in control of where and the ball goes and the mental game of getting the batters out

So when he starts middle school he joins as a catcher and starts actually learning how to be a catcher for the first time

The older members quickly noticed his talent for strategizing during tryouts and decide to put him to good use by pairing him up with their promising new first year pitcher

This is how he ends up being assigned to help Bin at the beginning of their 1st year, when normally they would have paired up with 2nd years to practice with someone who is more experienced

And he was kind of looking forward to getting to catch for one of the upperclassmen pitchers (the team only has 3 so he probably would have gotten to work with one of the starters)

But then the boy standing by the bull pen turns around and

Wow

Just wow????

He's adorable really. His eyes are sparkling and he has this nervous little half grin and his cheeks are flushed with excitement and Eunwoo is stricken because

This kid is actually maybe the cutest thing he's ever seen?????

Cuter even than Sanha, the kid who lives next door

He's not sure how but he somehow remembers how to be polite and introduces himself and then leads the smoll kid into the bull pen

He's expecting this kid to throw a few average fastballs and then he'll work with him on his fastball for the next few weeks until Bin starts working with a pitching coach

But then this kid starts throwing sliders and curveballs

Right into Eunwoo's mitt

He barely has to even move and he's????

So impressed like who is this kid????

Yah, his speed and technique are average but the fact that he has this much control on breaking balls and he's like???? 12????

By the 15th ball he's made up his mind to form a permanent battery with Bin

Except the coach is the one who gets to decide the batteries and they are both still first years so after the first month they rarely get paired up with each other anymore

But Eunwoo isn't giving up yet

He approaches bin halfway through the year and asks if he wants to practice with him after normal practice is over

Bin is 2000% always there for more baseball so he agrees

So the two of them start practicing after official practice a couple times a week

And then practicing turns into hanging out

And by the time they are second years they're together almost all the time

Bin is a reserve pitcher and Eunwoo became starter catcher after the last once graduated so they actually get to work together a lot so now they mostly just hang out at café's or one of their houses after practice

But even when they go to each other's houses they often end up playing catch in the backyard

In the last tournament of their second year they make it to semifinals with Eunwoo as the starter catcher

Their 3rd year reserve pitcher get's pulled partway through the 6th inning due to fatigue so Bin is up for his first official tournament match

Bin plays great and Eunwoo is so proud of him but they still loose and Bin can't help but feel like it’s his fault

"you played for 3 innings and only 5 batters got hits off of you Bin there's no way it's your fault"

Eunwoo blames himself for not leading the calls better

They both end up crying outside the change rooms

But they're young and life is fast and by the time the next season rolls around, although they still feel bitter about their past loss, it only fuels their desire to develop their skills and get stronger

However, they are also young and growing and sometimes they can be more than a bit reckless

Which is how Bin ends up injuring his shoulder at the beginning of their third year in middle school

It was a combination of not enough stretching, overexertion, and trying to learn new pitches without a proper coach but it results in Bin being unable to throw properly

Eunwoo, being a mother hen, forces Bin to see a doctor, despite Bin trying to convince him that it's probably just overuse

Bin is shocked and upset when he's told that he has overuse tendinitis in his rotator cuff

Luckily for Bin, he is still growing and with careful attention and physical therapy he is told that he will be able to make a full recovery

So he takes a break from the team for his 3rd year and instead focuses on improving his overall fitness and strength

But he loves baseball too much to not be involved in the team, even when he's resting

So he helps Eunwoo work out strategies for games and helps coach the 1st year pitchers whenever he's not doing his own training regimen

Playoffs come and go with Bin still on the bench

They end up losing at semifinals again and everyone is a bit depressed but then suddenly they're getting ready for finals and applying for high school and there isn't really time to be too upset

Of course Bin and Eunwoo apply for the same high school and they both get accepted

The school is pretty well known for their baseball team and the tryouts take place the summer before school starts

By this time Bin has been cleared by the doctor and he and Eunwoo practice almost every day before tryouts (Eunwoo keeping a close watch on Bin to make sure he doesn't overdo it again)

Tryout day rolls around and the two of them take the train together to Fantagio high

And they're nervous and excited but they promised each that they would both make the team and play as a battery together again so they hold their heads high and walk onto the field side by side.

Thats all for part 1! As you can see I can’t write ships at all so this will probably just be ot6 Astro being teammates and best friends. Not sure when I’ll post the next part but I’m planning for at least 3-4 parts total. Thank you all for reading!! Have a great day!

[blu-joons]

When The Two Of You Share Your First Kiss ~ Astro Reaction

MJ:

Your eyes lit up as Myungjun walked into your apartment, after a couple of months on the road. His hands grabbed onto your hips straight away, pressing a kiss to your lips without even saying a word to you.

“I’m so glad your home,” you whispered to Myungjun as soon as your lips separated.

His head nodded in agreement with you, “I had no idea that I’d miss you as much as I did Y/N, I hated being away from you.”

“I can tell,” you laughed softly across at him, “is that perhaps why you decided to kiss me before even walking through the door?”

“I’ve been thinking about our first kiss for most of the tour,” he admitted, “I just wanted to let you know how I feel about you.”

“I’m glad that you finally kissed me.”

A chuckle came from Myungjun as he pulled you closer to him once again, “two months is too long to be away from you Y/N.”

“You’re here now,” you reminded him, “why don’t you stay the night? We’ve got two months to catch up on, right?”

“If I stay the night, do I get to catch up on those lost kisses too?”

“Absolutely, that’s the best part of the night.”

JinJin:

As soon as you turned away from Jinwoo, his hand reached out and wrapped around your wrist. He quickly pulled you back as you went to walk away, pressing a kiss against your lips before you could protest.

“What are you doing?” You asked him as he pulled away, still annoyed about what had happened.

Jinwoo smiled weakly across at you, “I don’t want for the two of us to fight Y/N,” he told you, “we’ve never argued like that before.”

“Why were you scared?” You asked him in surprise, knowing that arguments were human, knowing you’d sort things out together.

“I don’t know, I thought arguing with you would make you think that maybe you didn’t want to be with me,” he confessed.

“Are you out of your mind Jinwoo?”

His shoulders shrugged, surprised to see a smile on your face. “I wanted to kiss you to say sorry, and make sure that you didn’t leave.”

“I can’t go anywhere now that you’ve kissed me,” you joked, “were you really that concerned that I’d go and leave?”

“It’s something that I definitely don’t want to think that you’d do.”

“I would never just walk away like that Jinwoo.”

Cha Eunwoo:

Your eyes closed as Dongmin came towards you, pressing a gentle kiss against your lips. Your hands were on his arm, kissing him back for as long as you needed to before the director finally yelled out cut.

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were such a good kisser?” You joked once the cameras stopped.

Dongmin smiled shyly back across at you, “I’m a good actor,” he innocently smiled, “although that wasn’t quite how I wanted it to be.”

“How come?” You asked, feeling as if the two of you had executed the kiss between your characters as well as you possibly could.

“I thought that maybe our first kiss could be in a bit of a nicer setting,” Dongmin admitted, taking you by surprise.

“But we’re actors, remember?”

His head nodded back at you, “but when we’re not filming, we’re getting on really well, we both feel like there’s something there Y/N.”

“How about we call that our professional first kiss?” You suggested, “we won’t class that as our actual first kiss.”

“I like the sound of that, I want to kiss you properly next time.”

“Next time? But that kiss will be our first.”

Moonbin:

His smile was soft as you looked up at Moonbin, apologising for getting teary eyed in front of him. His head shook, taking a step forward and pressing a kiss to your lips, letting you know you didn’t need to say sorry.

“You don’t need to feel as if you should cheer me up,” you told Moonbin as he stepped back.

His head shook as he saw how much you were fretting. “I didn’t kiss you to make you smile, I did it because I wanted to kiss you Y/N.”

“Really?” You shyly asked Moonbin, feeling both of his hands press against your cheeks, wiping underneath your eyes for you.

“I don’t want to see you upset, knowing that you felt ready to confide in me meant a lot,” he admitted to you.

“I just trust you, Moon.”

The corners of his mouth turned up even higher, “I trust in you too, that’s why I kissed you, because I feel something special with you Y/N.”

“I agree,” you mused, finally allowing yourself to smile again, “there’s something special about you, and about us too.”

“Does that mean you won’t mind if I kiss you again to see that smile?”

“I definitely wouldn’t mind if you did that.”

Rocky:

Neither of you quite knew what to do as silence descended upon the two of you. As your eyes went to look away, a hand came under your chin, with Minhyuk pulling your head up and pressing a kiss to your lips.

“What was that for?” You whispered as soon as you felt his lips come away from yours.

A shrug of the shoulders followed from Minhyuk, a shy giggle coming from him. “You were getting shy; I didn’t want you to get nervous.”

“So, you kissed me?” You giggled, struggling to understand what had just happened. “If you were trying to make me shier, you did it.”

“I just wanted to do it just because,” Minhyuk smirked, “you’re too adorable, I just couldn’t wait any longer to do it.”

“I’m glad you did it.”

Minhyuk’s eyes lit up as you spoke, “really?” He giggled, “I was a little worried that maybe you’d feel like it was too soon for the two of us.”

“No way,” you chuckled, finally meeting Minhyuk’s eyes again, “even though you’ve just made my heart race like never before.”

“At least that means that you enjoyed our first kiss though, right?”

“I definitely enjoyed it, don’t worry about that.”

Sanha:

His eyes went wide as Sanha noticed you walking towards him backstage of the arena that they were performing at. His heart raced as he saw you, taking a hold of your hand straight away and pressing a kiss to your lips.

“That was quite the hello,” you teased when Sanha pulled away a few moments later.

The smile on his face was still wide as Sanha looked down at you, “what are you doing here? You flew all this way without telling me?”

“It wouldn’t have been much of a surprise if I told you that I was coming to see you on tour,” you laughed, tapping against his chest.

“You’re the best,” Sanha whispered, pecking gently against your lips again. “Just when I thought you couldn’t do more.”

“You were surprised then?”

His head nodded in reply to you straight away, “I wish that you were able to see the butterflies in my stomach right now, there’s thousands Y/N.”

“I think the fact that you just kissed me might have let me know how surprised you are too,” you whispered, teasing Sanha.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know what else to do, you just made me so excited.”

“Don’t apologise, I’m glad that you did it Sanha.”

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Masterlist

[binunus]

college bf!jinjin

a/n yes yes yes 100x yes, here's the next installment of the college bf!astro series hehe, hope you enjoy it love 😙

{request: Would it be possible to get a college boyfriend Jinjin too?? I super loved the Bin one you did!!!! Thank you in advance 💜}

→ genre: fluff, smut

→ word count: 3k

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alright theydies

jinwoo–like everyone else in astro–makes me hella hard and soft at the same time so this is gonna be fun

major: music engineer technology

i saw that one ddoca where he was directing all the members for his song and just !!! grr bark bark

literally a fucking sweetie

one of the kindest people you will ever meet in your life

his face is so gentle, especially when he smiles

and then you hear his voice and you're like woah why is it so deep and raspy hey

and then he laughs or giggles and you're like ahh that looks more like you hehe

roommates with university famous dancer!rocky bc i love rap line

such a good roommate and hyung omg

will always make sure rocky eats dinner or takes a shower before going to bed even though he’s exhausted from dance practice or whatever

always shows off how talented rocky (and the rest of the boys) is

very chill

which is a bit of a surprise to everyone bc one of his best friends is literally myungjun

anyway, how do you two meet??

you're a vocal performance major

coincidentally, the same major as myungjun

oh god so you can bet he really played matchmaker for you two

you and myungjun were doing a duet together for one of your final projects during your second year

and you two were joking around like

damn, we should record this, we sound pretty fire

*cue myungjun immediately calling jinjin*

mj: ARE YOU AT THE STUDIO?? ARE YOU FREE RIGHT NOW??

jin: hyung why are you yelling it's literally 6 pm

anyway, it was spontaneous but you and myungjun end up going to one of the recording studios in the music building where jinwoo very often frequents at

you're like a bit shy, like wtf myungjun you didn't tell me that your friend was cute?? you would have worn something better than sweats and a tank

jin's so nice ugh, just imagine him smiling at you as he introduces himself

literally you melted

his fit? bucket hat, glasses, shorts and a tee

it was so casual, but why did he look so cute??

myungjun convinces jinwoo to let you guys record in the studio

it took him just 10 minutes to set up the equipment and everything

you were just looking at him like ooo looks so professional

sksksk im gross

myungjun goes first bc you were nervous

and yeah duh he was a natural, but you couldn't help but admire jinwoo in his prime

he looked so attractive in the producer chair just like instructing mj in the booth

he didn't even know what kind of song you guys were singing, but he directed him so smoothly so that the best parts of myungjun's voice came out

mj joking around: why's your mouth open, y/n? amazed at my voice?

you roll your eyes: sure if that's what you want to believe

your thoughts: ah haha i was totally not oogling your best friend myungjun, totally not

and then it was your turn to go in the booth

you don't know why, but you were hella nervous singing in front of them–or more so, in front of jinwoo

which is dumb bc you're literally a vocal performance major, you sing in front of strangers all the damn time

but you really wanted to impress him for some reason??

okay, you had no reason to be nervous because as soon as you opened your mouth?? jinnie?? literally awestruck

he's heard a lot of singers, obviously bc he's had to record so many of them

but you?? your voice?? a literal siren for him–but in a good way!

your singing entranced him

and then you looked out of the booth to see him just staring at you and your throat went dry

your voice cracked, you've never felt more embarrassed in your life

you: ah! oh my God I'm so sorry, that was horrendous

myungjun's laughing at you, what a nice duet partner

but jin just smiles bc you're whining and hiding your face in your hands

you were so cute??

jinwoo: it's okay y/n, you were doing really good. let's try that again, okay?

he was so sweet about it, ugh you were blushing

you end up recording again, and this time you made the smart decision to close your eyes and just try and focus on the lyrics

and shit, if jinjin wasn’t already a bit interested in you before, he definitely was now

because the way you looked completely immersed in the song and lyrics

his heart skipped like ten miles i dont know

myungjun just knew from the way jinwoo was staring at you

you didn’t get his number from the first meeting

bitch you were too shy, you just squeaked out a “thank you, hope myungjun and I weren’t too much of a bother”

jin: hyung’s always a bother, but you were totally fine

mj: hey!

anyway you leave with a bit of regret, like you should have at least gotten his snapchat or social media or something

or make a dumb excuse to try and see him again

ah but mj was already ten steps ahead of you and jinjin ;)

when you get back to your apartment, there’s a text from myungjun like

“come back to jinwoo’s studio tomorrow for the final mix of our duet”

you immediately jump at the opportunity: okay! what time?

damn could you be any more obvious??

this time you actually tried to look cute, like you were going to see jinwoo again, you couldn’t look like a rat

you get to the studio at the time myungjun told you and you’re like?? oh it’s just jinwoo here?? maybe myungjun’s running a bit late??

jinwoo: oh hey y/n! wasn’t expecting to see you again so soon

you: ???? myungjun told me to come here to listen to the final mix...

jinwoo being shy: he didn’t tell me about that haha

you’re embarrassed, about to turn on your heel and book it

maybe also thinking of murdering myungjun on the way back to your place

but then jinwoo grabs your wrist before you could leave

and you literally felt a spark at his touch, it made you jump a little bit

jin: you can stay if you want–I mean, you came all this way already, I’d be a bit of jerk if I just make you leave

you: I-uh-don’t wanna intrude

he just shakes his head with a smile: you’re not, don’t worry. besides, I’m actually working on your song right now, you can tell me what you think

and that’s how you end up hanging out with jinwoo alone in the studio

you were obviously very awkward and nervous at first

what do you say to him? should you ask him questions? what if you’re bothering him? god you don’t want to sound like an idiot

jinwoo noticed your nervousness––and yes he was nervous too, but he just hid it better than you

he hands you a pair of headphones: here, listen to what I have done so far

you’re like pleasantly surprised??? you and myungjun sound so professional?? like damn put this out on spotify or something

you’re smiling and jinwoo just feels like a huge sense of relief like phew okay you like it so far

and then you two just get to talking while he’s still mixing

you ask him how he got into music and his major and all that fun stuff

you find out that jin’s always loved music and the actual producing aspect of it, he hopes to be a music producer one day and he just flirts with you like

“hey maybe one day you can sing my songs on stage”

and you’re like ??? me??? 

jin: you have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard, it would be an honor for me

ugh jinwoo stop im blushing

you two end up ordering food and eating at the studio bc he promised himself that he wouldn’t leave until he finished your duet and you didn’t wanna leave him alone tf

you and jinwoo exchange numbers this time hehe

before you leave, he’s like “this was nice y/n, you should come over and keep me company more often :) if...you want of course”

you: i’d be happy to! just text me any time :)

internally you’re screaming like yes !! 

you can bet that you start spending a lot of your free time with jinwoo in the music studio

sometimes it’s just you two

sometimes myungjun and their other friends make appearances too

and that’s how you get introduced to their friend group

myungjun to either of you: you’re spending a lot of time with jin/yn lately ;)

about a month after meeting each other, jinwoo asks you out on a date

with the encouragement of astro

it was all expected let’s be honest

cliche first date at the movies, but like you both loved it

wouldn’t be surprised if astro was spying on you two, sitting like a couple rows behind and watching your every move

but shhh if they did, you and jinwoo didn’t notice

the transition from liking each other →  going on dates →  making it exclusive went so smoothly

you and jin were hooked on each other after the first couple meetings that it just seemed so right

myungjun will never stop saying that he’s the reason why you two are in a relationship

you and the other boys grow very fond with each other–particularly sanha

and that was important for jinwoo bc the guys are like his family and it’s basically a dream for him that his partner and friends are close too

sanha is his child do not @ me

so by osmosis, sanha becomes like your baby too

the two of you literally coddle sanha, it’s cute okay

they all go to you and jin for relationship advice sksksk

bc to them, you two just seem so made for each other :’) 

the !! sweetest !! most perfect !! boyfriend

will walk you to class in the morning even if his class is all the way across campus

and you’re like: jinwoo it’s okay, i can see you after this class, you might get late!

jin being pouty: i just wanna spend more time with you :(

im in love with jinjin

loves holding your hand, even when you two are in the studio and he’s mixing something for class or just for fun, he’s still holding your hand

whenever he makes a composition, you’re the first person he shows

really values what you think of his work

vice versa, when you have a song you need to sing, you always ask him to listen to you first

you don’t sugarcoat with each other when it comes to music

will ask you to sing literally all the time

jinwoo gives the best hugs :’)

it’s just so comforting, one of his hands strokes your hair, while the other one rubs your lower back

you know what kind of picture im creating?? yeah

ooooof baby you go with him when he gets his tattoos

you hold his hand through it the entire time even though he probably didn’t feel much pain from it

and like his big ass chest tattoo??? are you drooling??? 1000%

when jinwoo realizes that you get ??? turned on?? by his tattoos, you bet he begins to walk around shirtless in your apartment

is this my transition to down and dirty? yes it is

your first time with him was mmm rough and it’s all thanks to that chest tattoo

you and jinwoo have been steamy before, like makeout sessions and dry humping, and oral (both receiving), but the actual action of fucking? y’all haven’t done it before that night

ofc he’s being a little tease and walking around shirtless

he was always touching you though, not explicitly, but like say you were washing the dishes, he would walk past you and brush his hand passed your waist and he’d whisper in your ear like: sorry baby excuse me

and like he’s done this the whole day so just at one point you lose it and literally push him against the wall and start making out with him

ah he knew you were gonna crack

and god you were so turned on at this point that you were not having any of that soft shit, like you needed him to fuck you asap

jinwoo fucks you so hard your first time together that you couldn’t walk the next day

hehe

oh boy he likes to bite

yes he’s the sweetest, but in the bedroom?? lowkey a bit of a masochist

it’s okay bc you don’t mind a little bit of pain ;)

daddy!! kink!! i dont make the rules

will call you baby girl/boy

he’s the dom, like will very rarely let you dom him

very private with your sex life, you won’t catch him teasing you in public with other people around

and if you try, like say if you whisper daddy in his ear or something while you are hanging out with the guys, oof it’s gonna be a rough night for you

alright but studio sex

has he recorded your moans before?? or you two having sex in the booth?? yes

debatably, studio sex happens more than bedroom sex, but that’s only because most of jinwoo’s time is literally in the music building

jinwoo dirty talk !! with his sexy ass raspy voice !! 

ugh jin moaning in your ear what a good girl/good boy you are for him while he’s just fucking you

will slightly degrade you?? like yes you are his cocksleeve

but he also praises you a lot during sex too

ooh you better hope you don’t have a gag reflex bc he’s all into throat fucking

favorite position is actually missionary, believe it or not

he loves seeing you come undone for him

eye contact during sex?? yes

like he will make sure you’re looking at him when you cum, periodt

favorite place to cum is your face oops

also very much into cockwarming

most of the time, your sessions are rough just bc your vibes are like that

but when they’re soft and slow?? and like making love?? 

literally the most passionate man ever

jin makes it all about you and your pleasure when he’s being gentle

after care is full of kisses and cuddles and I love yous

always makes sure you drink water after having sex

stay hydrated kids

and jinwoo’s back to being the bestest boyfriend :’)

first i love you was when you two were in bed together

you both just woke up and were cuddling

jin was watching the video you sent him of you practicing this one song for an upcoming performance

and you were still drowsy, so you were literally drifting in and out of sleep while he was listening to your video

and jinwoo was just awestruck, he’s always been in love with your voice from the get go, but the way you executed this song? even though it was just practice? his chest was constricting

you’re like mumbling when the video stops: i still need to work more on the bridge, my tone gets a bit flat during it, right?

and he just smiles softly at you even though your eyes are closed and you can’t see him

he thought it was perfect already, you were perfect already

and he just calls your name: y/n

you: hmm??

jin: I love you

and suddenly you’re awake and meeting his eyes

they were so genuine and serious and full of love, you don’t even hesitate to say it back

honestly not the jealous type, he’s so patient and trusting and knows that you’re crazy about only him

will constantly reassure you about any of your insecurities: body, voice, school, your relationship, anything

jinwoo just has such a calming aura around him that you can’t help but feel like, as long as he’s by your side everything will be okay

the two of you have many deep talks together, especially at night before going to sleep, it’s what makes your relationship so solid

jinwoo just knew that he wanted to marry you, even early on into your relationship

there was no one that supported him more in his dreams, no one that he’s ever truly felt connected with, no one that he’s shared all his deepest fears with than you

and like after a year of dating like he couldn’t picture a future without you in it

he’s a romantic :’)

shortly before graduating, he makes a song about you and he’s actually singing in it

ugh main vocal jinjin rise

and he shows it to you in the music studio where you first met

and it’s about how much he loves you and admires you and treasures you

basically a proposal but not really

and you’re so touched, like literally moved to tears because it was so beautiful

and lowkey he was cringing at hearing his singing voice but you still loved it nonetheless

and afterwards, jinwoo was like: I wanna spend the rest of my life with you y/n, I’m not asking you to marry me right now, obviously I’ll propose to you in a better way in the future, but I’m serious about you and I can’t imagine being with anyone else.

you jump into his lap and kiss him and just keep saying I love you in between kisses

and jinwoo’s all smiley and giggly like: do you feel the same??

and you hit his arm all jokingly, yes of course you do

you just sit on his lap and he’s hugging you while the two of you are listening to more of his projects and jinwoo’s just thinking like wow I love this person so much

maybe the two of you do owe it to myungjun for playing matchmaker

i guess mj can be the best man at your wedding

y’all this was so soft??

but yes jinnie’s the best bf/husband material out there

im in love with him

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2-8-21

[sanhabbu]

FIRST DATE WITH ASTRO ｡*♡

KIM MYUNG JUN (MJ) ✧*。

With someone as hyper as MJ, i do believe the date will be something really fun that you can do together !! Maybe something like bowling or going skating, you'll have the time of your life with him.

Constantly trying to make you laugh by clowning himself or doing extravagant gestures, I'm sure your stomach will be hurting by the time you get to your home.

PARK JIN WOO (JINJIN) ✧*。

I think he'll like something more calm but still fun, like a carnival or going to the zoo to see some exhibition there. Kinda shy and hesitant at first but he'll open up slowly and we all know how funny he can be when he wants to !!

He'll hold your hand for the most part, excited to show you everything there so lots of walking too, lol. He just wants you to have a good time with him.

LEE DONG MIN (EUNWOO) ✧*。

I have the feeling that he'll go all out on your first date (they all would !!) mostly taking you to get dinner together and talk about your interests while getting to know each other more. He'll hold the door open for you and will also pull your chair for you to sit; so if you're not used to these sweet gestures, you need to get used to it asap because he's not gonna stop.

MOON BIN (BIN) ✧*。

The only thing that will worry this sweet bean are two things: 1) you're comfortable and 2) if you're having a good time. He literally doesn't care about anything else and will happily follow along to whatever you want to do, even if you're just aimlessly walking around town.

On the other hand, he's a curious boy so he'll also want to take you to somewhere special like an aquarium and have fun together while looking at the fishes.

PARK MIN HYUK (ROCKY) ✧*。

We all know how shy and awkward he can be (adorable) so maybe a place where he doesn't have to talk much is probably his first option. Like going to see a movie and still getting to sit close enough to you so he can see your reactions and think ahead of what to do next.

After it ends, he'll probably take you to eat something quick like mcdonald's and talk about whether you liked the movie or not. Lots of giggling and shy glances.

YOON SAN HA (SANHA) ✧*。

Like I said before, he can be as hyper as MJ but when he's with someone he really likes, he's a shy baby. With that in mind, i think he'll take to you to those food stalls where you can eat and also get to see cool performances (singing or dancing).

After that, he'll most probably insist in getting ice cream while taking a walk around laughing and sharing funny stories of his daily life.

[smutfanfictionlover-blog]

KIM MYUNGJUN/ MJ - LOVE PURPOSE

WARNING: DETAILED SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: I am sorry it took me for a week to update because I have other things to do and this is my first smut fanfiction for MJ and I hope you will all like it my beloved readers!

Characters: Reader - Y/N (female) x MJ/ Kim Myungjun

L/N (insert your last name/surname)

 Y/N is an office worker together with her friend named Jerin. In their company, every fifth month of the year they always awarded who is the best employee in every department then Y/N and Jerin decided to check in their bulletin board outside their department office and they saw it was…

“Kim Myungjun a.k.a MJ is the awardee again? I am tired of seeing his photo every fifth month in our bulletin board!” Y/N said as she sighed and Jerin slightly laughed at her.

“Why? Do you also expect that you will receive that award and beat MJ?” Jerin asked.

“To be honest, I am still expecting because I know that I didn’t make any mistakes in our work and I am always early going to work. I don’t know why I am still not receiving that kind of award,” Y/N said.

"We all know that you are a great employee but I bet you didn't know that much about MJ, right? He is the most sociable employee in our department. Probably the other superiors kept voting him as the best employee is that aside from MJ being excellent in doing his job he is very sociable and he kept helping the others too because he has so much expertise," Jerin said and Y/N just sighed.

“Gosh! I wish I could have those kinds of attributes like him. You know, It’s hard for me to mingle and talk to other people if you don’t know them at all,” Y/N said.

"I know! But I am impressed that it's really easy for him to communicate with other people that quickly. Also, I heard MJ is very popular with other departments too and even the CEO said he is so happy to have him in the company," Jerin said.

"Oh well! I will not be surprised that he will have a quick promotion to be in the higher position," Y/N said.

“I think so! Let’s go back to work,” Jerin said and Y/N nodded. As they went inside their office, suddenly MJ is about to go out there office and…

“Hi Y/N and Jerin!” MJ said as he suddenly winked at Y/N and she was surprised but then Y/N and Jerin just smiled at him and he left the office.

“Oh! How did he know my name? We even don’t talk to each other,” Y/N thought and Jerin noticed she stopped walking and…

“Is there are problem Y/N? or are you just thinking why he winked at you?” Jerin said as she slightly teased her and Y/N glared at her.

"No, I am not! Also, I never talked to him and I am just surprised that he knows my name," Y/N said and Jerin laughed at her.

“Probably he just saw your name somewhere like in the documents or he just overheard it. As for my case, he knows my name because I kept giving some documents to him,” Jerin said as she smiled.

“Well, I think so! We really should get going and finish our work,” Y/N said and Jerin nodded as they just went back to their working stations. As for MJ who also checked the bulletin board, he smiled brightly because he is again the best employee then someone approached him and it’s his friend named Cha Eunwoo who is in another department and…

“Congrats again MJ!” Eunwoo said as he smiled at him.

“Thanks, bro!” MJ said as he smiled back.

“You really deserve a promotion in that case because you were always the best employee of the department,” Eunwoo said and MJ chuckled.

“I still have many things to learn, okay? Also, I am just doing my best too,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Did you hear that someone tried to beat you for being the best employee?" Eunwoo asked and MJ was surprised.

"Nope! But I don't mind if that person will be the next best employee since I think also some other people deserve to be the best employee because all of us here are doing our best to get recognition," MJ said.

“Oh! I agree with you! The name of that person that was also nominated for being the best employee is L/N Y/N,” Eunwoo said.

“Oh! The beautiful lady in our department,” MJ said and Eunwoo just smirked.

“I am so surprised at your words MJ. But does it mean you already like her?” Eunwoo asked and MJ smiled.

"To be honest, I liked her since I was in college but at that time, I am in my senior year and Y/N is in her junior year," MJ said.

“Oh! I see! That’s why she didn’t really know you at all,” Eunwoo said.

“You’re right! I am just happy that I got to work with her in the same department,” MJ said as he smiled brightly.

“But why didn’t you make a move already to her?” Eunwoo asked.

“I am just waiting for the right time and also, I don’t want her to be uncomfortable because I still didn’t talk to her at all too,” MJ said.

“Oh! I see! Good luck bro! I have to go and congratulations again!” Eunwoo said.

“Okay! Thanks again! Have a nice day!” MJ said as he smiled and Eunwoo nodded and he left him then MJ just went back to his working station. While Y/N is working she suddenly remembered something and she approached Jerin.

"Jerin, I wanted to ask you if you have already had a roommate in your place?" Y/N asked.

“Yes! I live with my older sister. Why?” Jerin asked.

"Oh! Okay! I just think I should look for a place to rent that is near our working place because I am easily getting tired of being home at late night in my place," Y/N said.

"Wait! I have some flyers of apartments that you can check out. I got these flyers because before I also search for a place to live but I didn't have a chance to check them out because my older sister let me live with her. I hope these flyers will help," Jerin said as she gave the flyers to her.

"Oh! Okay! Thanks, Jerin! I will check them out this weekend," Y/N said and Jerin nodded.

 FAST FORWARD….

It was Saturday and she tried to call the numbers that were in the flyers but some of them told her that the apartment is already occupied and as for the last flyer, she tried to call it and finally, someone told her the apartment is still not occupied and it was just a few minutes away from her working place. Then on the same day, she decided to check out the apartment and…

“Good afternoon! Ms. Y/N, I am Jinwoo and I am one of the lessors of the apartment. Let’s go and I will show you the apartment you will move in,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded and she followed him. As they went to the apartment, Y/N checked the room and other parts of the apartment…

"Wow! I am surprised it's already fully furnished and yet the monthly price is cheap," Y/N said.

“So, Ms. Y/N are you going to occupy this apartment?” Jinwoo asked.

“Yes! I love the interior and I think I will don’t have any problems when I go to work,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“That’s great! Let’s go to my office now and you can transfer your advance payment via online bank transfer and I will let you signed the contract there,” Jinwoo said and Y/N nodded then both of them went to the office and signed the contract and after signing the contract, Y/N told him that she can move in tomorrow.

“Are you sure that you can move in tomorrow? But you told me earlier that your place from here is far. I can help you get your things,” Jinwoo said.

“Are you sure about that? You will really help me? But how much should I pay you?” Y/N asked.

“Yes! I am willing to help you and you don’t need to pay me for helping you. Just send me the address. I know it will be hard for you to find other people that can help you get your things from your place,” Jinwoo said as he smiled.

“Oh! Okay! Thank you very much Mr. Jinwoo!” Y/N said.

“Just call me Jinjin since you will be one of our tenants in this building and I can consider now you as a friend too,” Jinwoo said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Okay! I will send you the address today. I have to go and thank you again, Jinjin! See you tomorrow!” Y/N said.

“Okay! No problem Y/N! Have a nice day and Take care! See you tomorrow!” Jinwoo said and Y/N smiled and nodded then left his office.

THE NEXT DAY….

It was the day where Y/N will move into the apartment and as Jinjin promised her, he really helped get her things and went to the apartment. But as they arrived in the apartment, they suddenly saw someone loading their stuff and as they walked closer Y/N recognized and it was…

"MJ?" Y/N said and MJ turned around and looked at her with a surprised face and…

“Y/N? What are you doing here and who is he?” MJ asked.

"I should be the one to ask you that question because I am one of the lessors of that apartment and why are you here? Y/N signed the contract yesterday to move in this apartment," Jinwoo said.

“Why does he act likes he is Y/N’s boyfriend?” MJ thought and he smirked.

"Wait for a second! You are not the one who I talked to last week and I signed the contract first. Also, the name of the lessor that I talked to is, Rocky,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“Are you serious?” Y/N asked and MJ nodded. Then Y/N can’t look at him.

“Oh! You mean you talked to my friend. We should check that out and settle these things first,” Jinwoo said then Y/N sighed and nodded. MJ is only looking at her but…

“I didn’t expect Y/N will be here,” MJ thought. But Y/N was just quiet and didn’t talk at all. As they went inside the office…

“Rocky, it’s great that you are here!” Jinwoo said. Then Rocky looked at MJ and…

"Good afternoon MJ! You are supposed to move into the apartment, right? Is there a problem?" Rocky asked.

"Ummm… Rocky, I want to talk to you first," Jinwoo said and Rocky nodded and they left MJ and Y/N for a moment and…

“Y/N, I know that we don’t talk to each other in the office but I wanted to ask you if you really need the apartment?” MJ asked and Y/N slightly looked at him.

“Yes, I am! Because my place is so far and I always reached my place already late at night and I am tired of it.” Y/N said.

“Oh! I see! To be honest, I don’t know what was going on between our signed contracts. Let’s just wait for them,” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then in a few minutes, Rocky and Jinwoo went back to them and…

"I am sorry MJ and Y/N for the inconvenience. Rocky suddenly forgot to put your details in the system that made me think that it's still not occupied. But I can see that you two already know each other and I think it will not be bad that you two can live in that apartment since there are two rooms. But that was only my suggestion. I'll leave the two of you first so that you two can just talk about it for now," Jinwoo said and left them again to discuss about their decision. Then Y/N and MJ looked at each other and…

“Y/N, you can take the apartment. I will just find another place to live,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised but…

“I think there is a purpose that I met MJ today and that is, that he can help me to be the best employee and somehow make me turn into a sociable person,” Y/N thought and she suddenly shook her head and MJ was confused at her action.

“It’s really okay that you can have the apartment. I can really find another place,” MJ said.

“No! You can live with me because I want you to help me on something I wanted to achieve to," Y/N said and MJ was shocked.

“What? You will let me live with you? Also, what do you want to achieve?” MJ asked.

“Yes! I will let you live with me. I wanted to be also the best employee in our department,” Y/N said and MJ chuckled.

“I see! Okay! But I will try to help you okay?” MJ said as he smiled at her.

“Okay! Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said and MJ suddenly winked at her and Y/N blushed. Then that time, Jinwoo and Rocky went back to them and…

“We already decided that both of us will be living in that apartment,” MJ said.

"Gosh! I hope things will turn out to be okay and I will achieve being the best employee," Y/N thought as both of them smiled.

“Okay! That’s great! There will be no problem at all,” Jinwoo said and all of them agreed. As Y/N and MJ helped each other to place their things inside the apartment…

"Y/N, do you have food preferences you like? I will treat you for dinner tonight," MJ said. When Y/N looked at him, she saw that he is shirtless and she blushed madly but MJ didn’t notice that she stared at him for a long time because he keeps scrolling and searching something in his phone and…

"Damn! I didn't expect MJ will have a perfect upper body!" Y/N thought as she suddenly bites her lip but she suddenly stopped thinking lewd thoughts about him and…

“I just don’t like spicy food and the rest will be okay for me,” Y/N said as she smiled.

"Okay! I will order now," MJ said as he smiled back and Y/N blushed and gulped. As time goes by, their food for dinner arrived and Y/N helped MJ to get the food and set it on the dining table and when they are about to have dinner, Y/N can't continue eating her food because…

“Umm… MJ, I think you should put on clothes first. It’s kinda distracting,” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Really? Are you distracted at my body?” MJ asked bluntly and Y/N gulped.

“You’re right! because to be honest, I haven’t lived in yet with a guy. You know what I mean, right?” Y/N asked.

“Oh! Okay! I understand, Y/N! Wait for a second!” MJ said and Y/N nodded. Then after few seconds, he went back and Y/N was still kinda distracted because…

"Gosh! He is in a sleeveless shirt and his arms are really muscular! I should just continue to eat my food he might get the wrong idea," Y/N thought. After they finished their dinner, Y/N volunteered to wash the dishes but…

“Y/N you should relax now. I will wash the dishes tonight,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed.

“Are you sure about that? You already treated me for dinner then you will also wash the dishes?” Y/N asked.

“It’s okay! I insist! You can relax now,” MJ said and both of them smiled at each other. Then Y/N just went to the living room and started to watch her favorite shows. But as time goes by, when MJ was already finished washing the dishes he already saw that Y/N already fell asleep and he slowly looked at her while still sleeping and…

“It seems she is really tired. I should just carry her into her room,” MJ thought and he just carried her bridal style and placed her in the bed and put a blanket on top of her.

"Good night Y/N! You are really beautiful!" MJ said in low voice and he slightly smiled. Then he just turns off the lights of her room. The next day, both of them went together in the office and some of their officemates are looking at them confused then when Y/N was about to go straight to her working station, MJ suddenly held her hand that made Y/N blushed at his action and…

"We will go back home together too, okay?" MJ asked as he smiled at her and Y/N nodded and smiled back. Then as soon as MJ already went to his working station many of his teammates went to him immediately and asked questions about Y/N. As for Y/N who is also in her working station, Jerin and another colleague named Sanha approached her and…

“Did we just see it right now that you and MJ come to the office together?” Jerin asked.

“You should just share to us that you are already dating him,” Sanha said and Y/N just can’t stop blushing.

“We aren’t dating and we are just friends,” Y/N said and Jerin smirked and Sanha slightly laughed.

"Are you sure? But why did he hold your hand? and suddenly he tells you something. Also, Sanha is right you should share it with us," Jerin said and Y/N sighed.

“I am telling the truth that we are just friends and I know you two will get the wrong idea if I say that we actually living in an apartment,” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin were surprised.

“What? How did that happen?” Sanha asked.

“I will make the long story short, okay?” Y/N said then Sanha and Jerin nodded.

“On the day when I will move in the apartment, the lessor didn’t know that MJ signed first the contract and suddenly we had a discussion if one of us will take the apartment or just live together but we just decided to live together instead,” Y/N said.

“Oh! But who suggested that you two live together?” Jerin asked.

“The lessor suggested it and I also thought that it will not be a bad idea because I can seek help from him to be the best employee,” Y/N said.

“Oh! That’s a good decision though. But we can feel you two will be very close to each other,” Sanha said and smiled at her.

“Not only be close to each other. Also, we will not be surprised that they will fall in love with each other and they will be in a relationship,” Jerin said and Sanha agreed but Y/N blushed at her words.

“We should just start working and someone might scold us,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and went back to their working stations. As for MJ who is busily working, someone sends a message to him in their web portal and it’s Eunwoo.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

Eunwoo: Hey! I saw that you are with Y/N. Are you two already dating?

MJ: No! We are just friends and to be honest, I am so sick of that question because many of my teammates keep asking me about that.

Eunwoo: Oh! I see! So, why the two of you are together going to the office?

MJ: We live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: What? Are you serious? I thought you two are not dating but living in one apartment? I am confused.

MJ: Eunwoo, it doesn't mean that if I live with a woman I am already dating her, okay? There was just a little problem that happened yesterday when I moved in. But both of us just decided to live in the same apartment.

Eunwoo: Oh! Okay! But it means you are happy that you will see her every day?

MJ: Of course, I am! I will always take care of her too and I will try to help her achieve to be the next best employee.

Eunwoo: Wow! You really have good helping hands.

MJ: Yup! Since she’s with me now and I will help her as much as I can.

Eunwoo: I hope Y/N will fall in love with you.

MJ: I hope so! But let’s see what will happen to both of us.

Eunwoo: Okay! I have to work now! Have a nice day!

MJ: Have a nice day too, Eunwoo!

END OF THEIR CONVERSATION.

After MJ had a conversation with Eunwoo, he just smiled and…

“I will make Y/N mine no matter what happens!” MJ thought and he just went back to work. As time goes by, it was already their lunch break and both of them just had lunch with their friends instead.

While they are in the pantry, Jerin and Sanha saw MJ that…

"Y/N, MJ keeps looking at you and it seems he is going to give something to you. Here he comes!" Jerin said and Y/N was surprised when MJ approached their table and he smiled at her and her friends.

“I wanted to give this to you,” MJ said as he gave her a bottle of cold coffee and Y/N blushed.

“How did he know it’s my favorite? Oh well, I think it's only a coincidence that it's my favorite coffee,” Y/N thought and she just smiled at him.

“You shouldn’t have bought me this coffee because you already treated me for dinner last night,” Y/N said then while they are still talking to each other, Sanha and Jerin got giddy.

“It’s no biggie, Y/N! I hope that coffee will energize you for working today,” MJ said.

“Thanks, MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled.

“I have to go and probably my friends are waiting for me,” MJ said and Y/N nodded and MJ just left them.

"MJ treated you for dinner last night, huh? That's so sweet on the first day of you and him living in the same apartment," Jerin said.

“I didn’t expect that even though you two don’t talk here in the office at all. You two will be close to each other quickly,” Sanha said as he smiled.

“He treated me for dinner last night because he insists and also, I think because of the problem between our signed contracts,” Y/N said.

“I doubt that was only his reason that he treated you for dinner,” Jerin said as she and Sanha teased Y/N.

“Just stop it you two! Let’s just finish our lunch and we should finish things up,” Y/N said then Jerin and Sanha just laughed at her. As time goes by, it was time for them to go home and someone approached Y/N’s working station and it’s MJ.

“Are you ready to go home?” MJ asked.

“Yup! Let’s go! By the way, Jerin and Sanha, I have to go now! Bye guys!” Y/N said.

"Okay! MJ, take care of Y/N, okay?" Jerin asked and MJ slightly laughed.

“Don’t worry I will take care and protect Y/N,” MJ said as he suddenly wrapped his arms around Y/N’s shoulder and she was surprised at his action then Sanha and Jerin were surprised too but just smiled at them.

“Why do you sound like you are Y/N’s boyfriend? Is there something that we don’t know about the two of you?” Sanha asked and Y/N suddenly glared at Sanha but MJ didn’t notice her but when he was about to answer Sanha’s question.

"We really should get going MJ. You can talk to them some time," Y/N said.

“Oh! Okay! We have to go bye!” MJ said then Jerin and Sanha nodded and they waved goodbye to them.

"I can really feel that MJ has already feelings for her and he will not play with Y/N's heart," Jerin said.

"I think so too! Also, he can make Y/N be the next best employee of our department," Sanha said and Jerin agreed with his statement. As for Y/N and MJ who already got home and already changed into comfortable clothes they had dinner and watched their favorite shows and…

“I suddenly remember that you wanted me to help you become the best employee, right?” MJ asked.

“Yup! I will be honest with you that I envy you so much because you keep getting the recognition and I think that I also deserve it because I have perfect attendance, I am a punctual person, and don’t have any mistakes in doing my job until now,” Y/N said as she sighed and can’t look at him and MJ was kinda surprised how Y/N being so honest to him.

“I understand how you feel Y/N. But I don’t know if you will be able to do the things that I do to be the best employee because I can see that you are not sociable at all and you are an introvert, right?” MJ asked.

"Yup! I am an introverted person," Y/N said.

“But if you will give a try to be more sociable in many ways you can also gain more friends too and also, aside from being punctual, having a perfect attendance and not having mistakes in work you should try to mingle with other people but of course, you should mingle with those people who are just good influence to you so that, when you needed help in work they will be able to share their knowledge to you and you will be able to improve on your job and also, you will be more confident be a helping hand to others,” MJ said as he smiled brightly at her and Y/N blushed.

“It means you are now included to my list who are the people that gives me good influence,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

"Of course, I am! Also, I will never put you in danger. Just be careful always. Because not all people are the same. But I suggest sometimes you should try also going with your teammates like when they planned a get together so that they will know that somehow you aren’t hard to talk to and they will discover that you are friendly. But!” MJ said.

“But what?” Y/N asked as she looked at him.

“But still, it doesn’t mean that you should always follow them on what they want. You can always say “NO” if you already know that it’s out of your limit because if you keep saying "YES" but you are already out of your limits it can put you in danger. Remember that okay?" MJ said as he looked at her seriously.

“Okay! No worries I will put that into my mind and thanks for all of your advice. I am glad that I had the chance to have this kind of conversation with you,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Me too! I really hope you will be able to gain more friends,” MJ said.

“Don’t worry I will try my best to communicate with others too,” Y/N said.

“That’s great! We should go to sleep and we still have work tomorrow,” MJ said.

“Okay! Good night MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and sweet dreams Y/N!” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other and went inside their rooms.

FAST FORWARD…

It’s been one month since Y/N and MJ live in the same apartment and somehow Y/N starting to be more sociable that made MJ happy for her because Y/N is becoming more confident to approach other people and also, thanks to MJ's advice to her. It was already Friday and at that time, Y/N sent a message to MJ and it says…

“MJ you can go home first, I will join later my teammates for a drink in the bar, - Y/N”

When MJ saw it he chuckled and replied…

"Okay, Y/N! Just don't drink too much, okay? I will just wait for you in our place- MJ"

“Don’t worry I will go back home safely and I will not drink too much - Y/N”

“Okay! Have fun later with them! - MJ”

“Thanks! Take care and be safe when you go home later - Y/N”

After exchanging messages with MJ, Y/N didn’t know Jerin is looking at her and…

“Just don’t drink too much, okay?” Jerin said as she read one of MJ’s messages and Y/N was startled at her sudden appearance behind her and Jerin laughed at her.

“You know, I will not be surprised that you two will be dating and he’s very caring about you,” Jerin said.

“It’s normal that both of us taking care of each other since we are living in the same apartment and also, you know he is helping me to be the best employee. Did you already forgot?” Y/N asked.

“Well, you’re right! But as I can see whenever both of you going home together it’s like you two are very sweet to each other and sometimes, the look of your eyes to each other have spark and MJ looks like your boyfriend rather your friend only,” Jerin said as she smiled at her and Y/N blushed.

“Let’s just not assume things, shall we? Let’s just go back to work and have some fun later, okay?” Y/N said and Jerin nodded and smiled at her. As time goes by, it was already time for Y/N and their teammates to have some fun in the bar and MJ went home first. As Y/N already in the bar…

“You should have made MJ join us tonight,” Jerin said.

“He can’t because he’s kinda busy too,” Y/N said.

“Are you sure about that?” Jerin asked.

“Yup! Also, I forgot to tell you that I won’t be staying here for a long time because I don’t want to get drunk and I will be going home alone and it’s dangerous,” Y/N said.

“Why don’t MJ pick you up here?” one of Y/N’s teammates asked and Y/N chuckled.

“I don’t want to bother him and he just went home and probably he is now resting in our apartment,” Y/N said.

“Okay! If you said so!” one of Y/N’s teammates said and smiled at her. As the drinks arrived at their table, one by one took their drinks, and sometimes, they play games but there was one time, Y/N keep losing where the consequence that she should drink her alcoholic drink in one shot that made her drunk and Jerin kept telling her to stop but Y/N was really stubborn and suddenly Jerin had an idea of calling MJ. As for MJ who is still waiting for Y/N to come home, he suddenly received a call and he answered it.

THEIR CONVERSATION…

MJ: Y/N! Are you going home now?

Jerin: I am sorry. This is Jerin, Y/N’s friend. I think you should pick her up here in the bar.

MJ: Huh? Why? Is she drunk?

Jerin: Umm… Yes! I didn’t expect that Y/N will be very stubborn when she is drunk and it’s her first time to drink with our teammates.

MJ: Oh! Okay! Give me the name and address of the bar then I will pick her up.

Jerin: Okay! Thanks, MJ!

MJ: Okay! I will be there few minutes.

END OF CONVERSATION.

Then as soon as Jerin sent the address of the bar to MJ he went there as soon as possible and as MJ reached the bar and he saw that Y/N is now asleep near Jerin and he sighed.

“I am sorry if we made Y/N drunk and I think she really had fun joining us for tonight,” Jerin said.

“It’s okay I understand. I will carry her in my back instead,” MJ said and Jerin nodded while the other teammates are getting giddy because of MJ being sweet to Y/N and…

“I envy Y/N so much because she has already a sweet boyfriend,” one of Y/N’s teammates said and MJ just chuckled.

"We should get going now, guys! Bye!" MJ said while he was still carrying Y/N in his back.

“Okay! Take care of Y/N!” Jerin said and MJ nodded as he smiled at them. Then MJ placed her in the front seat and he slightly inclined the chair and when he was about to drive he looked at her and…

"You had too much fun, Y/N!" MJ said as he slightly laughed at her. As they reached their apartment, he carried her going to her room and laid her in the bed, removed her shoes, and just put a blanket over her but when he was about to leave her, Y/N suddenly pulled MJ close to her that made MJ surprised and…

“Don’t leave me please!” Y/N said as she still in a drunken state and MJ blushed but when he was trying to get rid of Y/N’s hands to him, Y/N suddenly hugged him more and wrapped her legs around him and MJ was so shocked.

“Shit! It seems I will not be able to get out of her side tonight but the sleeping position is kinda weird,” MJ thought as he just tried to sleep with her but as time goes by, it was already 1 am and MJ can’t still sleep beside her because her legs are wrapped around him and he suddenly realized Y/N’s top was unbuttoned that made MJ gulped at the sight of her breast and he can feel that he is getting hard and…

“Shit! I shouldn’t have seen that!” MJ thought but as Y/N suddenly moved against him…

“Fuck! Stop that Y/N!” MJ said in a loud voice and Y/N woke up because of his voice and that time she was already sober up and she was surprised that she actually hugged MJ tightly and pulled out from him.

“Shit! I am so sorry MJ! I just sober up now,” Y/N said as she gulped when she saw that MJ was now already hard against his pants and MJ noticed her reaction.

“See what you did to me?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly kissed her hungrily and Y/N just responded to his kiss and while they making out, MJ went above her and kissed her neck then MJ’s hands went to unbutton her top and cupped her clothed breast that made Y/N moan into the kiss and he successfully slipped his tongue inside her mouth and dominated the kiss. Then suddenly they stopped and MJ's eyes stared at Y/N full of lust and Y/N just blushed.

“Strip now, Y/N!” MJ said and Y/N just obeyed him and MJ continued to stare at her in every move she made and he is just becoming more turned on and when Y/N was already naked he licked his lips and…

"Shit! You are so hot and sexy, Y/N!" MJ said and Y/N just blushed at his remark. Then MJ suddenly removed all of his clothes and when MJ was now the naked one…

“Oh shit! He has a perfect body!” Y/N thought and suddenly bite her lips.

“Like what you see?” MJ asked as he smirked and he suddenly pushed her back in the bed and attacked her neck again that made Y/N moaned his name softly and MJ bit and sucked her neck harshly that made a visible hickey on it.

"You are now mine Y/N!" MJ said as he whispered in her ears and licked her earlobe and Y/N just moaned. Then MJ's lips went to her breast as he licks and bites her nipple that made one of Y/N's hands went to his head and caressed it and slightly pushing more to her breast and MJ just smirked at her action. Then MJ ran his tongue between her breast and he left wet kisses on her stomach, belly button, and to her thighs. MJ suddenly spread her legs widely that made Y/N conscious and MJ felt it.

“Y/N, remember you are beautiful and sexy for me. Don’t be insecure and I will really prove it to you at this hour,” MJ said as he winked at her and Y/N tried to smile but she gulped the sight of MJ being between her legs and when she was also about to talk, MJ’s tongue suddenly dived into her core and he licked and sucked it harshly that made Y/N’s head laid back into the pillow and gripped the sheets and moan his name loudly.

"Keep moaning my name babe! You look so hot!" MJ said as he continued to eat her core wildly and he decided to put his hands around her thighs and pulled it more to his mouth and his tongue got more access inside her core and Y/N almost screamed his name because of MJ's tongue doing its magic into her core and…

“Shit! Like that MJ!” Y/N said and MJ just smirked. But as MJ continued to eat her wildly...

“Fuck! If you keep doing that you will make me cum!” Y/N said.

“You can cum anytime for me babe!” MJ said. Then after a few seconds, Y/N cum onto his mouth and he sucked all of her juices that made a slurping sound in the room. MJ suddenly stood up and…

"Wait for a while I will get a condom in my room. You can rest for a second," MJ said and Y/N just nodded and trying to breathe normally and MJ just went to his room and get a condom and went back to her room then he put the condom onto his cock and went above her.

“This is your first time, right?” MJ asked.

“Yes!” Y/N said as she blushed and can’t look at him and MJ cupped her face to look at him.

“Don’t worry I will be gentle to you. To be honest, I like you and I love you for a long time, Y/N,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

“I like you and I love you too MJ!” Y/N said as both of them smiled at each other.

“Are you ready? We can just take our time if you want,” MJ said.

“No! I am ready! I want you too so bad!” Y/N said and MJ smirked then he suddenly kissed her lips passionately and one of his hands went to his cock and inserted it into her core slowly that made Y/N moan loudly in the kiss and when they pulled out from the kiss MJ suddenly saw that Y/N’s face is in pain and…

"Did I hurt you that much?" MJ asked with a concerned voice.

"A little but don't worry I know I will handle it and will feel pleasure later," Y/N said as she bites her lips trying to bear the pain she felt and MJ suddenly sucked her breast again to make her distract from the pain. But when MJ was already fully into her core, Y/N already adjusted and suddenly stared at him.

“Move now MJ!” Y/N said and MJ smirked.

“Sure babe! You can tell me if you want me to harder and rougher!” MJ said as he suddenly gripped her waist and thrust his cock to her at a fast pace and Y/N eyes closed and gripped MJ’s arms.

"Fuck! You are so tight, babe!" MJ said as he suddenly changed the pace from fast to a harder and rougher pace that made Y/N arched her back violently and throw her head back and moaned his name loudly.

"Shit! You are so fucking hot seeing you like that being a moaning mess!" MJ said and he suddenly hugged her body close to him that made his cock go deeper to her and continued at a rougher pace that made Y/N screamed his name because his cock hit all the right places inside her and her hands were also on his broad back as she dug and raked her nails that will surely have red marks on it.

“Oh shit! Feel so good being deeper to you!” MJ said as he bit Y/N’s earlobe and he keeps whispering sweet and dirty things to her that made Y/N crazy. But as time goes by MJ still can’t stop being rough to her that made Y/N oversensitive at her core and…

“Oh gosh MJ! I am about to cum! Shit!” Y/N said.

"Cum with me, Y/N!" MJ said as he continued to ram his cock to her and in a few thrusts, both of them cum and MJ's body suddenly rested for few seconds above her and Y/N hugged his body that made MJ smiled and…

“I don’t want this to end,” Y/N said and when MJ was about to get out from the hug, Y/N hugged him more even though his body is still above her and…

“Me too, Y/N! I don’t want this to end but I don’t want to suffocate you underneath me. I should get up and remove the condom first from my cock,” MJ said and Y/N just laughed and she stopped hugging his body. Then MJ pulled out his cock that made Y/N slightly moan from his action and he removed the condom and threw it in the trash bin near the bed then he went back to lay beside her and looked at her.

“I am so happy that you are now mine because since college I already like you,” MJ said and Y/N was surprised.

"Since college? You didn't become my classmate that time in any subject," Y/N said.

"I know but that time I am in my senior year and you are in your junior year and also, I didn't have a chance to make a move to you that time because you know, senior year have so many things to do especially thesis and other requirements since I am already a graduating student that time and also, our class schedules are not on the same time," MJ said.

“Oh! Wait! I kinda remember you now because you are the one who keeps hosting events in the university, right?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! You’re right! They kept choosing me to host the events because they really know me that I am good at hosting and I am active in some extra co-curricular activities,” MJ said.

"Oh! I see! Also, I remember you are known to be the Mr. Sociable in the university too because I heard almost in every year level of the students you have some friends including professors in other departments. That time, I thought that you look like a politician or whatever public figure it is because you are very popular in the university," Y/N said and both of them laughed.

“To be honest, I never joined the student council because it’s not my cup of tea. I just really like entertaining other people. To be honest, I didn’t expect we will work in the same company and I will meet you again after few years I graduated and I am so happy that I have you now, Y/N,” MJ said as he smiled and Y/N blushed as she hugged him and MJ hugged her back.

”Me too! I think our decision to live in the same apartment is not a bad idea at all and also, I thought that my purpose for you to live with me is that only you can help me to be the best employee but…” Y/N suddenly was cut off when MJ kissed her lips quickly and…

“But instead it became a sweet and loving purpose to us,” MJ said as both of them smiled at each other.

“You’re right! We should sleep now. Good night and I love you MJ!” Y/N said.

“Good night and I love you too so much Y/N!” MJ said as hugged her close to him and kissed her forehead and both of them went to sleep. As they continued to be a loving couple, Y/N finally achieved to be the best employee but sometimes, MJ is really protective and he also joined Y/N whenever she joins a get together with her teammates to make sure that Y/N will not be drunk again but Y/N understands it and their relationship is a sweet and loving one that made her teammates more envious of them.

   끝 THE END

Thank you for reading my one-shot smut fanfiction

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The Unexpected Kiss 💋

A Fluffy Imagine of getting an unexpected kiss that flutters Your Heart ❤️~

Credits to GIF owners~

💕ENJOY💕

MJ:

📚The Library Kiss📚

You were a type of girl who was just as energetic as your boyfriend MJ but very clam when it comes to your favorite free time hobbie which was reading, MJ knew how much you loved reading different types of books, so your destination was mostly the Public library. whenever you wanted to go on dates, he always takes you to the library, because you will be reading your favorite books and he'd just sit there watching you as you read, you can feel his cutie smiley face though you didn't look up. The time passed, you've finished reading two books already but your tummy starts to make a weird noise definitely because you're hungry, you closed the book that you were reading and noticed the MJ is not sitting infront of you anymore, you got up and started searching for him in this huge library between the the book shelves. After 10 minutes of searching you found him standing reading some kind of books while leaning on the shelf behind him, you came to him and Ask him about what he was doing, he told you that he was looking for an interesting book for you to take it home till you finish the one you were currently reading, he came closer to you and said " Look, I read some of it and you will definitely like this book" as he was looking at you, you smiled at him, and out of nowhere he placed his puffy lips on your, no one saw you because he Simply held the opened book to cover your faces, you loved how cozy you felt because of his kiss and the aesthetic library atmosphere, it was just a cute bookish Kiss~

JinJin:

😴Soft Sleepy Kiss😴

Its the End of a Long Day full of work, after taking a relaxing shower you and Jinjin decided to cuddle in the bed instead of the sofa while watching a movie as you do everytime, because both of you were tired and felt today as if you're gonna fall in sleep as long as you relax, so its better if you fell asleep immediately on bed, you layed next to Jinjin...he was embracing you and both of you started Chatting about your busy day and joked a bit, then silence suddenly filled the place and it was just you and jinjin staring at each other with your heavy eyelids that wants to go to dreamland, Jinjin was playing with your hairlines and your eyes couldn't resist sleeping now, as your eyelids starts slowly to close, you could hear him saying something, " Your smile to me is my heart's responsibility", Although you were drifting to your dreamland but hearing his words made your heart flutter, so you smiled and tried to open your eyes again when his lips met with yours, your sleepy eyelids are now widen awake, its not that you're not to used to that but, it surprised you everytime he did it, it feels always like your first ever kiss with him, its was just few seconds when you kissed him back with your red blushing cheeks~

Eunwoo:

🍰The Cake Kiss🍰

Today is your birthday, And you desperately wanted to spend it with your boyfriend Eunwoo more than anything else, you didn't want a party or gifts, you just wanted to spend it with him because its will be the greatest gift ever, he's always busy with his schedule and you rarely had the time to go on dates together, but you never minded because it was his job, you respected that, you're glad that he's just yours. Today you wanted to be a little bit selfish and ask him to spend it with you but he when you called him he didn't answer, you thought that he's busy so you just decided to go outside to have a walk until he calls you back, at the same time you went outside, Eunwoo entered your apartment and prepared everything for the Surprise party as he was smiling to himself while imagining your surprised face. As you expected, he called you back and asked if you were home or not, you told him that you're on your way. When you reached, opened the door and went to the living room he jumped and surprised you, you were touched to the fact that he came and prepared all of this, for a really short moment you thought that he had forgotten it, you came closer and blowed the candle and then hugged him tightly, and then he gave you a bite of the cake, he suddenly leaned and kissed your cherry like lips, you looked at him in surprise as he kissed you and then parted, "Today is your special day, so its just for you and me" and then you both had a sweet cake flavored kiss again~

Moonbin:

👘The Hanbok Kiss👘

In Moonbin's days off, you both usually go on a lovely date for almost the whole day...this time your date was in the Korean Culture Festival that was held in the park, it felt like you were in the Juseon era...you both were dressed casually Moonbin with a Simple pistachio colored shirt and a pair of jeans and you with simple pink dress, both of you holding hands and wandering around... As you both were walking the small ice cream counter got his sight attention, he knew how much you loved Ice creams, so he said "Stay here princess i will be right back", you nodded and slowly Moonbin disappeared..your eyes kept searching around when a Hanbok shop caught your eye, you immediately went there and changed to the hanbok you liked . At the same time Moonbin came back with the two cups of ice cream without finding you, he gets worried and starts looking for you everywhere in that park until he spots you on the small bridge above a small lake with some colorful fabrics swaying around because of the slight breeze,, his eyes were sparkling at how beautiful you looked with the hanbok, he runs to you moving away all of these fabrics to grab your cheeks with both of his hands and placing his lips over yours passionately, you were surprised but, as these colorful fabrics started to sway back and forth again creating a beautiful view as if both of you were in a Drama scene, you closed your eyes enjoying the moment~

Rocky:

🗝️Dark Room Kiss🗝️

You are a staff at fantagio and you were secretly dating Rocky who happens to be in your age, it was already late, and all of the offices were empty, you had alot of work today so you stayed over time to get them done, as you were in the middle of your work, a cup of tea was placed on your table, you riased your head to find Rocky standing infront of you, asking you take a break , he was just done practicing and came to check on you,, he told you to drink and come with him to get some fresh air but you said that you don't want to go outside until you finish everything to feel relief, After drinking tea you both stood infront of the window behind your office when suddely the lights went off, it was really dark, you weren't scared of the darkness but you never liked to be in dark places so you started to search for Rocky with your hands when you finally reached his face and giggled at him saying that you found him, he said " I can see you though, because you are a star that is brighter than the moon" and suddenly he grabbed you from your waist and brought you closer to him and placed his lips on yours, you couldn't see his lips but you felt it, the Moonlight shined through the window and his sparkled eyes was the only thing you saw, this time you didn't close your eyes and kept looking at him as he was still kissing you as you locked your arms around his neck, you probably won't forget this moment because its just so unique and beautiful~

Sanha:

🍪The Biscuit Jar Kiss🍪

Just like every weekend, Sanha always comes for sleep overs at your apartment because misses you so much through out the whole week, and as usual, he's infront of the television playing some video games waiting for you until you finish doing the laundry, you're done so you came out of the laundry room and went straight to the kitchen, your craved for cookies, so you searched for it in the kitchen until you found it on a high shelf that you can't reach without going on a chair, so you pulled a nearby chair and you were about to go on it when Sanha noticed you, and shouted from far away to you to not go on it because its dangerous and you might end up falling, he came closer and Asked you about what you want and you pointed at the cookies Jar on the high shelf, ofc Sanha was taller than you and he easily grabbed the Jar with his hand and asked you if this is what you wanted and you nodded, slowly his arm with the jar in his hand started to go up gradually, "Try to take it" is all what he said, you pouted and tried to reach it by standing on the tip of your toes and end up jumping too, it was useless, as you were doing so you jumped but lost your balance so you grabbed Sanha and here, he took the opportunity and placed his cherry lips on yours, its was sweet but it totally surprised you, you kept looking at him shockingly until he parted and feeded you a piece of the cookie and started laughing on your reaction~

The End

[latteunwoo]

you’re my world || astro!eunwoo

↪   “our day together, my feelings right now, i hope that they never change. you’re my dream. you’re my world. always, forever.”

pairing: eunwoo x reader

genre: slight angst; fluff???

A/N: This AU is Part 2 of my Bloom AU. Do note that most of the content are not real/accurate because this is an AU (Alternate Universe). Also, I will be making this into a little series? I will be doing one for the other members as well.

astro m.list || part one || part three

“Eunwoo?” a all too familiar voice asked behind him as his body completely froze.

It wasn’t until you had stood in front of him that he was forced to look at you. You changed a lot. It was obvious that over the past few years you’ve truly grown and matured. Your hair was now short, just a little above your shoulders, and you now wore glasses. You also started wearing a darker shade of lipstick. He couldn’t help but mentally smile at how much you’ve changed.

“What are you doing here?” You asked as he snapped out of it and straightened his posture. 

“I, uh, we have a few days off here before we go back on tour so I thought I’d take a walk and I guess I just ended up here,” he said as he mentally slapped himself for suddenly getting so nervous.

I mean why wouldn’t he be nervous? He hasn’t seen you in years. Sure he has heard about you here and there since you still kept contact with Rocky who was in the same grade level as you when you were still in high school, however, he hasn’t properly seen you or talked to you at all for that matter during these past few years. 

“Oh, really? Well, I’m about to open the shop right now did you want some coffee?” you asked as you gave him a soft smile and he felt his entire heart trying to shoot itself out of his chest. 

He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t a little hurt by your tone. It’s not that there was any bitterness in it or anything, it just hurt him thinking that maybe you were over it already; that you were over him already. I mean what would he expect? He was the one who gave up and let you go, so that only gave you more reason to not want to think about him anymore. 

However, what he didn’t know was there was still a little part of you that still loved him. When you had saw him standing in front of your family’s cafe, your entire heart dropped and you almost ran the other way before you realized that you should be more mature about it and just face him now before the situation becomes worse; if that’s even possible. 

“Oh no, it’s fine. I was actually on my way back to the dorms-” he started as you had cut him off.

“Ya! C’mon, we haven’t seen each other in years? Are you really going to decline my offer right now?” You asked as you reached into your bag to get your keys. Eunwoo just gave you a small smile as you looked back up at him and turned to open the door. 

“Thank you,” he said softly as you gave him a soft smile before gesturing him to go inside. 

He watched as you rushed into the kitchen to get yourself settled in before coming out with two cups of coffee.

“How’d you-” Eunwoo started as you interrupted him by telling him that Jinwoo had told you, “Ah, I see. So you’ve been the one who he’s been so busy talking to.”

You let out a small laugh as you looked down at your cup, “I guess I have. It’s funny because I didn’t know why him and the other boys had started to get into contact with me all of a sudden after not talking to them for a while. And now here you are. It feel like-”

“Fate.”

“Yeah,” you said as there was a short pause in your conversation.

“I’ve been meaning to reach out to you,” he said nervously as he sipped his coffee before looking straight at you, “There’s something I’ve been wanting to- no I mean, I need to tell you.”

“What is it?”

Looking at you smiling at him made it hard for him to find the words he’s been wanting to tell you. He knows there’s something he’s intended and wants to say but somehow he can’t find them. Or even he doesn’t know if he should say them because he believes that if he says what’s been on his mind that it could cause a problem again between the two of you. You already look so happy and he doesn’t want to ruin it for you again. 

“Actually, it’s nothing,” he said as you just raised an eyebrow at him. 

“Are you sure?”

“Y-yeah,” he said as he quickly gulped down the rest of his coffee that had become cold and stood up, “I’m going to head out now. I’ll talk to you later.” 

Before you could even say anything, he quickly zoomed out of the shop and back to the dorms. 

“What’s up with him?” You asked yourself as you stood up from your chair to clean up the table and get ready for the day.

As soon as Eunwoo reached the dorm he quickly made his way to his room, ignoring the other members asking him questions, and plopped onto his bed. 

“Lee Dongmin, you’re really an idiot,” he said as he sighed and just started staring at the ceiling. 

He knew what he wanted to say but he just didn’t have the courage to. 

“You just realized that now?” MJ asked as Eunwoo lifted his head slightly to see MJ and Jinjin at his doorway. 

“Just leave me alone,” he said plopping his head back onto the mattress as he continued to stare at the ceiling. 

“You think we’re really going to do that?” Jinjin asked as Eunwoo felt his bed sink even lower and more footsteps coming towards his room. 

“It’s not that big of a deal.”

“It is. Because if you’re not happy then how can we be happy? Ever since you started becoming more and more sulky we’ve started to become very sensitive as well,” Sanha spoke out as Eunwoo just sighed.

“Sorry,” he said as he just heard the younger member snicker at the doorway. 

“Now, how about you start by telling us where you’ve been?” MJ asked as the other members started gathering around in the room.

“I went for a walk. I told you guys,” Eunwoo said as he could feel all of their looks burning into his body, “I passed by Y/N’s family coffee shop.”

“And?”

“I saw her.”

“Did she say anything?”

“That’s the thing. I thought after all these years she’d still have a grudge against me, but she seemed so-”

“Happy?”

“Yeah. She looked so happy that I didn’t want to tell her what I wanted to say.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know. I guess I didn’t want to tell her about my feelings in case it would upset her. If I’m still in love with her, why did I break up with her in the first place? Why didn’t I fight for her? All these things. I just didn’t want to make her upset.”

“But still, don’t you think it’s worth taking that chance rather than letting it in all the time?” Rocky asked the elder member as Eunwoo just sighed. 

“I mean we are leaving tomorrow for the rest of our tour. I think you should just tell her everything and let her use the time we’re going to be away to think about her answer. Or even, think this all through first and when we come back, tell her,” MJ said as Eunwoo finally sat up and turned to look at him. 

“You’re right,” he said as he patted the elder member’s shoulder.

Eunwoo had decided with the later idea as although he desperately wanted to tell you everything right then and there he knew that he would end up messing up somehow so he wanted some time to practice before he said anything. 

The next day the boys had left for the rest of their world tour and from what Jinjin had told you, they would be gone for about a month. Him and the younger members had also asked you to come send them off at the airport however you declined because you didn’t know if Eunwoo even wanted to see you again after he just ran off like that the other day.

It’d be a lie if Eunwoo said he didn’t think of just giving up at first. However, the more he thought of giving up on you, the more his feelings for you became stronger. He knew then and there that he couldn’t just give up like that. You are his dream and his world. Always and forever.

[painting-wings]

Secret garden | ASTRO |

Description: You knew about a secret garden that had the most beautiful flowers and the rarest of flowers but there was something interesting with the people who looked after them. 

Warnings: None

Astro x fem reader

M.list

A/N: *fun fact this story has been sitting in my drafts* but Here it is a short drabble of the events inspired by the song and video ( all night )  enjoy! 

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Everyday on your walk to work you always pass this greenhouse, it’s big and grand. Inside is always filled with healthy plants that hug the glass windows, attached is a small house which is consumed in vines and ivy. It looks aesthetically pleasing, but today you wanted to know what was inside. 

Walking past the stone wall that guarded the greenhouse, you notice the tall iron gate wide open. A stone path that seemed very inviting almost like the yellow brick road, looking around and peering into the garden you notice that there is no one around, just as you're about to leave and carry on your day a small whisper of your name catches your attention. 

“Hello?” you say as you take a small step into the garden, walking over the threshold you feel a soft wind swirl around you intoxicating you with a sweet smell of flowers. Gently pushing open one of the glass doors of the green house you are amazed at how beautiful this place was. 

Hand carved stone path that had swirls of patterns made by different colour stones, hues of green from the shrubbery as well as splashes of pink, red and purple, walking around this wonderland of perfect plants there is a fountain in the middle, the bottom is a pond while the other tiers of the fountain are consumed by lavender and soft pink carnation flowers. 

Captured in its beauty you knew this was trespassing on someone's land as well as home, looking around one last time you hear some soft talking as well as clinking of glassware. Timidly you go in further to investigate, peering over one of the large bushes of a flower you never seen before, there was a boy wearing a white flowy shirt and beige pants his dark hair contrasting with the vibrant colours around him as he looks at some light purple substance in a test tube. As well as other glassware with more unusual substances in them. 

To be oblivious you did not feel the new body that was standing next to you. “Can I help you miss?” a soft voice spoke, making you gasp and jump back nearly falling into a bush. 

“I - I am so sorry” you speak as you try to compose yourself. 

“Sorry for what?” he speaks again but this time it’s not the flowers that are holding the beauty, another dark haired boy, wearing a pastel rose shirt, matching pants. His features look like they were blessed from heaven. 

“I’m trespassing...I’m sorry, I walk past here everyday and your flowers always look so beautiful anyway I should really go” in a flustered state you go to walk past him but he gently grabs your wrist. 

“Miss please stay, no one said you were trespassing and if you like the garden so much feel free to look around i’m sure the other boys won’t mind” he spoke giving you a smile that melted your heart. 

“Other boys?” you mumble, as this mysterious guy leads you up some stone steps into another part of the green house, this time it looks more like a conservatory. 

Inside the flowers and plants still follow as the floral pattern on the furniture matches the plants consuming the walls. “I didn’t get your name?” he asks you. 

“Y/n my name is Y/n and yours?” you ask him as he takes your hand gently kissing the back of your hand. 

“Cha Eunwoo nice to meet you Y/n. would you like to meet the other boys?” Eunwoo asks as your face is probably as read as the rose bush next to you, giving him a slow nod.

Turning the corner you see a boy similar to Eunwoo but he has pink hair, wearing the same colour clothing. He looks peaceful with his eyes closed, that is until you approach his eyes gently open to reveal bright blue eyes. 

“Cha Eunwoo who’s your friend” he speaks giving you slight shivers as his cat shaped eyes look fondly at you. 

“This is y/n and she was admiring the garden we have” Eunwoo spoke “Y/n meet Moonbin” you give him a small wave as he lounged on the floral sofa they have giving you a smirk. 

You felt Eunwoo gently grab your elbow as he led out of back into the main garden area, taking in more of the unusual plant life, the soft lighting made everything look like a dream from Eunwoo pastel coloured shirt that flowed as he walked, and also his dreamy looks. 

Eunwoo took you to another part of the greenhouse tucked into the corner was iron railings that went up and over into a curve creating a cosy hiding place filled to the brim of a rose wall, in the middle was a table with beautifully designed glassware. But sitting at the table was another boy, he looked younger, he had a cuteness to him. Watching him intently he held something in his hands, to your curiosity yourself and Eunwoo walked in.

“Sanha, this is Y/n she came to admire our beautiful garden” Eunwoo spoke as Sanha placed a goldfish into a cup of water, you wanted to question his choice but decided not to, Sanha looked up at you and smiled. 

“Hai! I’m Sanha, thank you for liking our garden” his smile is bright as you smile back. Before you get a chance to ask him anything you hear someone coming up behind you and Eunwoo. 

“Eunwoo, Sanha and friend I’m Mj nice to meet you” Mj says brightly as his smile has an effect on you, making you feel warm and happy inside. Enwoo gives a small wave, “what are you doing Mj?” Eunwoo asks Mj as he holds up the basket filled with lemons. 

“I was going to make some fresh lemonade, have you seen Rocky yet I need to ask him a few things.” 

Eunwoo plucked a pink flower from one of the bushes nearby as he twisted it between his fingers, giving a sigh “No I haven’t seen him but I assume he is with Jinjin.” You looked at his side profile and was still in awe by his features, you still believed that this was a dream, how have you walked into this mystical place with the most handsomest people, it was definitely a fairytale dream. 

“Y/n I think you meet the other two” Eunwoo speaks softly, again gently grabbing your elbow “I think I saw one of the others, he had dark hair and was doing some chemistry?” You question as Eunwoo gives a small smile, “Ah yes that would be Rocky he is our Botanist” you must’ve given Eunwoo a puzzled look as he let out a small breathy laugh, “Botanist is someone who studies plants and experiments with them, Come I will show you” being led off to the other side of the green house near to where you first saw Rocky, hearing the clinking of glassware, the small sound of something bubbling over and the delicate smell of flowers hung in the air. 

You had a sense of déjà vu when you saw Rocky again but now you knew his name, you stood behind Eunwoo timidly peeking from behind him, Rocky looked so intently on the glass beaker that had purple liquid in it, swirling it around, “Rocky, are you busy?” Eunwoo spoke as Rocky glanced over, slowly placing down the beaker, his face held little emotion, his eyes flickered over to you, studying you as you slowly slipped out from behind Eunwoo’s shadow. 

“No I’m not busy” his voice was calm, “who is the guest?” he questioned; Eunwoo placed a hand on your shoulder pushing you forward “Rocky meet Y/n” you gave a small wave feeling somewhat of an intimidation from Rocky as he gave a small nod of the head. “Not much of a talker” you mumbled. “I’d rather observe” he replied, you clenched your jaw, casting your eyes away from his not wanting to feel intimidated.

 The room was silent for a moment as a new voice came out of nowhere, “I wouldn’t take it too personally Rocky isn’t much of a talker” the voice was slow, you spun around to see a guy with pink hair sitting up in a tree, reading a book. “You must be Jinjin'' you blurted as he gave a smile “how do you know?” he asked again with a smirk growing on his face, “I just guessed and you're the last one I haven’t met yet” you replied seeing Jinjin’s eyes light up, jumping down from the tree you noticed that he was slightly shorter than his other friends. “Well now that you have why don’t you stay for dinner?” Jinjin proposed kindly taking your hand, you glanced down at your now entwined hands and you felt a blush slowly pink your cheeks. 

“I, well I should really be going I was only stopping by-” “it's already noon”  Eunwoo spoke over you as your eyes widened, looking down at the watch on your wrist it read 2:30pm, realisation started to catch up with you as it was only morning when you first wondered in and you was only having a quick glance, with all these thoughts building, you became overwhelmed and then 

You blacked out. 

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Your eyes slowly opened, everything was bright, when they adjusted you was in a white room with vines climbing the walls as they were decorated with pink flowers of various shades, you was laying on a big bed, lifting your head up looking around the minimal room, your eyes landed on a figure sitting in a bathtub in the corner of the room. Confused was an understatement, sitting up in the bed you soon realised that it was Moonbin sitting in the bathtub, you watched him slip under the water. Panic set in as you jumped out of the bed and over to the tub to see him under and the water filled with flower petals, just as you went to grab him his eyes opened and he broke the surface.  

“Moonbin!” you panicked, held his head down low watching the water roll off his body “you never seen someone take a bath before?” he questioned, glancing up at you with his cat eyes, “you take baths in your clothes” you deadpanned watching him break out into a laugh. “Hahaha...no maybe I should take my shirt off,” he began to unbutton his shirt, squirming as you placed your hands over your eyes, “NO! No no keep the shirt on I will find you a new one- a dry one!”  running out of the room and down the corridor you soon noticed that you don’t know where you are going and that the walls were glass with unusual flowers behind them.

“Oh Y/n your up” a voice behind you as you whipped around and saw it was Mj “oh MJ hi..i’m a little lost” you spoke as Mj broke out his beaming smile, “no worries Y/n I will help, did Moonbin wake you?” he asked “Erm..yea but does he normally take baths in this clothes?” you questioned. Mj shook his head and sighed “I need to remind him to stop doing that, the others are in the downstairs if you wanted to be with them” you nodded as then being escorted towards the room where the rest of them were. Coming down a spiraling staircase, into a grand foyer with a large chandelier hanging in the centre of the dome ceiling, that was framed by four pillars. Going through a large grey door you see the rest of the boys lounging on sofas, the first to your surprise was Rocky who spoke first. 

“Y/n how are you?” as he flashed a smile, that made you melt on the inside, trying to form words you stood there looking like a fish with your bobbing mouth, Sanha giggled “looks like she fell under the rocky swag spell” Eunwoo playfully punched Sanha in the arm making him squeak. 

“I’m fine thank you Rocky” you replied as his smile grew and he nodded, satisfied with your answer.

“Y/n we hope you’re feeling better, we’d hate for you to be ill” Eunwoo spoke as he gestured to the seat beside him. “I’m fine, really I think it’s because I forgot to eat” you explained as you now took a seat. It was comfortable sitting with them as the silence was soon broken by Mj and Moonbin entering, your eyes widened as Moonbin came in shirtless, you squeaked as Eunwoo placed his hand over your eyes. “Moonbin not in front of the guest.”

Moonbin smirked as Mj handed him a shirt to slip on, conveniently he decided not to button it, as he sat across from you, Eunwoo removed his hand when he thought was clear, as you looked over to Moonbin, who bit his bottom lip and raised an eyebrow at you, looking like a gaping fish again, you just wanted the sofa to eat you up so he couldn’t see your blush. 

“Y/n what was the real reason for you coming here today?” Jinjin spoke as you looked over to him sitting in a singular arm chair, you’d admit he looked like a king the way he held himself in the chair, not like the chill laid back guy from when you first met. 

“Well I always walk past on my way to work and I see the beautiful flowers and it smells amazing and well...curiosity got the better of me” you shrugged as the boys all agreed, 

“Well Y/n you're more than welcome to come back anytime” Mj said as he gave you another infectious smile. “Oh thank you guys it really means a lot, erm if you excuse me I must really get home” you said as you prepared to leave, Eunwoo got up to escort you out.

Walking back through the greenhouse it looked a lot different at night than it did in the day, now it was filled with fairy lights, the soft glow made it feel cosy, turning around to say goodbye to Eunwoo you noticed that all of them are there, you smiled “thank you guys for a lovely day and again the garden is beautiful.” 

“Our pleasure Y/n” Jinjin said giving you a small smile and wave, you opened the gate to go taking one last glance behind you, they all waved and smiled. 

And that you left the garden, Eunwoo looked up into the star filled sky, sighing,

 “Such a goodnight.”

[chxrryblossomtape]

Let's talk about submission.

In the context of a situation in which the sub was ordered to sit still, hands behind his back, and not touch, while the Dom is allowed to touch him however they like.

The order of brattiest to most obedient sub imo goes: Sanha > MJ > Rocky > Bin > Jinjin > Eunwoo

For MJ it's all about the attention. He wants your full attention on him, so he'll act out and be a bit bratty, because having to be focused on reigning him in means having to be focused on him. But at the same time, having that same attention on him is his weakness - he'll be happy to submit and just relish in your love once he's had his full of teasing you, overjoyed to let you take back control and do whatever you please to him. He's also pretty easy to tease back in the same way. Very vocal and responsive.

Jinjin is a real baby at heart, but it takes some coaxing out first. It always starts out a little awkward and a little hesitant, until he warms up and remembers how to let loose in the role. After that he's the most eager and affectionate sub around. He finds comfort and pleasure in making you feel good, and doesn't mind letting go of control, happy to follow whatever orders or guidelines you set, doing his best to please you within those boundaries. He won't ignore or break a command on purpose, but he may voice his desires or directly ask for permission to do something.

Eunwoo would thrive as a sub. He wants you in power because he loves seeing you in charge. He'd sit there, completely obedient and loving it, loving every restriction and command because it's coming from you, and just for him. I imagine he'd be perfectly silent if you told him to, but his eyes would say more than enough. He'd be so full of wonder and excitement, a what next, tell me to do something else, I'll do anything kind of attitude.

Bin would hold himself in place because he's a good boy who wants praise, reward, and pampering. He subs for the affection he knows he'll get if he does well. He's spoiled, but knows he's more likely to get what he wants by obeying than by rebelling. But he's also self-indulgent and emotional, so he might get overwhelmed and touch you back without thinking, if you push him for too long and get him desperate enough - not just because he wants you to stop teasing, but because actively making you feel good is also a part of his satisfaction. I also imagine he'd be pretty vocal, even if he tried not to be.

Rocky enjoys being bossed around every once in a while. He's a very active sub, almost a type of brat - he'll diligently listen to the orders, but he'll also want to get a bit creative. He won't actively disobey, but he may exploit loopholes: if you command him to stay still, he will, but he'll also tell you in detail all the things he wants to be allowed to do to you in that moment. But he has a weakness, and it's being babied. If you praise and pamper him, he'll be too flustered to act up, and will just soak up all the affection while following whatever order you give, to the dot.

Sanha would have to be bound most of the time, because he's a brat among brats and he likes it when you prove you can dominate him. He'd pull on the restraints too, but only for the thrill of trying to and failing, confirming to him that he's being dominated by someone stronger, someone deserving of his respect and adoration. He doesn't actually want to break your orders, he just likes the game of pushing on that boundary - especially if it gets you to react in unexpected but enjoyable ways. The type who can keep quiet but will easily lose control of his breathing.

So those are my thoughts :)

[love-kazin]

Friends?

Genre: friends to lovers; smut.

Pairing: Park Jinwoo/Jinjin x reader (gender neutral).

Warnings: mature content, cursing, smut. 

Word count: 2.246.

REQUESTED.

You started to crush on your newest friend, Jinwoo. You didn’t knew it was mutual, until his lips revealed it to you. 

-x-

For a certain amount of time, you only heard about this guy named Jinwoo. He worked with music production on some specific theather apresentations of your friend Myungjun, and they took some time to become friends, but as soon as they did, Myungjun talked a lot about him. Jinwoo seemed a nice guy, hardworking and passionate about his career, but also caring with people around him. Sometimes seemed that Myungjun was trying to convince you to check him out in a good way. But you didn't knew the man. Like, in person. Until that hot day a few years ago when Myungjun almost dragged you out from your house to go to the ice cream shop. "Why are we here if we're not getting ice cream?" "We will, in a moment. We're waiting." "For what, exactly?" "Jinjin." You were kinda shocked, to be honest. Not that you wanted to impress a guy that you didn't knew, but you thought that no one would join on that saturday evening, so the thin shirt and the denim shorts looked ok. But when Jinwoo arrived, looking nicer than the whole aesthetic ice cream shop, you were feeling kinda inappropriate. "Oh, hello, you must be the famous friend of MJ." "Famous?" "He talks about you all the time." You blushed and looked in surprise to them. Myungjun only smiled cheekily and left to buy the ice creams. "He talks a lot about you too, but it's nice to finally give a face to your name." "I could say the same. I should say that it's kinda weird because it sounds like he was really anticipating our meeting, but never giving a date to it." "Exactly my thought." And with that, it was really easy to become friends with Jinwoo. He seemed a little more serious than Myungjun, but as the time passed, you noticed that they weren't that different. Jinwoo, or Jinjin for you too, started to be around you and Myungjun a lot of times. It reminded you of the three musketeers. It became so usual to be with him, that sometimes Myungjun wasn't even present, but it was comfortable to be alone with Jinjin. It was different, though. Not that MJ was ugly or anything. You praised your friend almost everyday because he's certainly one of the prettiest living things that you've ever saw. But Jinjin was... attractive. The kind of guy you would like to kiss, and Myungjun was too much your friend to be in thoughts like that. So when Myungjun texted saying that we needed to be in the rehearsal for the next show, you got a little nervous. And in that exact moment, Jinjin ringed the bell. "What happened?" The now blonde man, dressed in white and beige clothes, looked confused after the door opened. "Myungjun said he can't join us tonight. Rehearsal time." "Oh, got it. You don't need to be sad, though. Is it bad to spent the night with me?" Not that he meant in THAT way, but your thoughts ran to a specific scenery that shouldn't. "Of course not." He couldn't see the blush in your face since you had turned around, but he could sense the trembling voice. "Good! Because I came prepared." "What?" When people says this kind of thing, it usually means something sexual. Of course Jinwoo knew that, and said intentionally. When you turned again to face him, he offered you the bag from the grocery shop you used to go. "I meant the junk food. What were you thinking?" Choosing not to answer that, the need of blankets and pillows worked as a good excuse. Spending more than necessary time in the closet picking up the materials, your mind started to wander about those recent fantasies involving Jinwoo. He couldn't see you in that way too. Even flirting with you sometimes didn't make a good reason for him to be into you, so you shouldn't be nervous. He was probably messing around because he's a teaser. With that in mind, you texted Myungjun quickly. "Did Jinjin ever said to you something about me?" "He talks about you very often. Why?" "But is it good?" "I don't think he's ever talked about something bad. I mean, he adores you. So..." "What do you mean?" "You should figure it out yourself." That didn't helped. And neither the way Jinwoo smiled at you and tapped the couch for you to join him. The movie was about to start. "What's the story about the movie?" "I actually don't know. It said that it's one of the most watched movies recently, so I thought it'd be nice." Agreeing, you opened the blankets and covered the both of you, giving him extra pillows and adjusting yours too. Not that you needed, since in a short time, you both were almost glued to each other. He smelled like a mix of herbal and citric, and it was almost a torture to be attached to him but not snuggling into his neck. "Are you comfy like that? Does your back hurt?" Using that as an excuse to approach even more, you put his arm around your neck, and laid your head into his shoulder. "That's better, thank you." He didn't said anything, but tensed up after the first time your breath hit his neck. Through the first half of the movie, you stayed like that. Until a love scene started to appear in the screen. It wasn't like you both weren't adults and knew what was sex, and the scene wasn't too explicit either, but he seemed even more tense, and your eyes wandered from the crook of his neck til' the chest tattoo appearing a little from his shirt. Noticing the sudden heavier breath, he looked at your face. The silence was filled with words non said. His eyes questioning your breath, your eyes questioning why his lips weren't on yours already. A high pitched moan was heard and his cheeks turned into red ones. "I don't think we should be watching this." He paused the movie, and you chuckled awkwardly. "Do you want some ice cream? I know it's a little cold, but..." "It's always a yes for ice cream." Yet he didn't moved from the couch. "And for me?" "I don't get it." "Would you say yes for me, someday?" Your eyes filled with confusion, until his moved to your lips. "What do you mean, Jinwoo?" His eyes screamed his feelings, but his mouth didn't made any sound. So filling the silence, he attached his lips to yours, finally tasting what he had been wanting for some months. His hand caressed your jaw, stopping on your chin, deepening the kiss showing how much of a needy guy he was for you. Breaking the contact but not really wanting to, the question couldn't be hidden anymore. "Since... when?" "Remember that picnic we made, that you shoved a whole slice of watermelon in your mouth, without really caring about people watching the scene?" "What?" "It's just... The things you do. The person you are. I've been falling and I can't stop." Jinwoo's eyes were filled with sincerity. He was genuinely enchanted, and you couldn't help the smile from ear to ear. "I thought it wasn't mutual." "Wait, what? Do you like me?" Nodding, you replied with a "very much" and attached your lips once again. The smile made it difficult to properly kiss for a time, but it stopped when his fingers danced in your thigh. When you felt your back hit the soft pillows in the couch, the movie was already forgot. Jinwoo's body hovered yours like ocean waves hitting rocks in a sunny day, making his impact but refreshing. It was a new sensation, and it was good how he touched you simply, adoring every inch being discovered. His tattoos were visible in no time, since you finally took of his shirt. "I had a thought you'd look good, but I wasn't prepared for this good..." Jinwoo was a blushy mess on top of you, mind going blank as a new canvas. So he took his lips to your clavicle, hiding his face e showing you how he appreciate you. And he was doing a excellent job. "Can I?" Holding the hem of your shirt, he looked at you with pleaded eyes, so you just lift yourself enough for him to take off that dark green piece and being pleased with the view. You could see him gulping, and it made you a little nervous. "Are you sure you want to keep this going? We've just confessed and it might be a little strange to go forward now, but I need to ask because I'm going crazy here... If you don't want it, I'll stop." "Jinwoo... The only thing I want is you." His eyes darkened at the same speed his hands went to remove your pants. You didn't took too much time to remove his pants, giggling at how your underwear matched with his, all white. "Seems like we combine very well." Smiling at his angelic figure, you turned your positions, so you were sitting on his lap, his head diving into your chest hardening your nipples with those wet lips, making you roll hips and whimper for more. Jinwoo's strong hands held your waist marking a little, helping with the movements, groaning and kissing the way up to your lips once again. Your left hand pulled his hair at the time the right hand grabbed his dick to stroke lightly. Those sinful eyes burning your soul and the smirk on the plump lips made you more yet, which he thought it was very nice, since he was just starting to touch you down there. "Do I make you feel good?" "Yes... but I think you can make it even better." Getting the idea, he fumbled with you in his lap searching for his pants, pulling a condom from the wallet, which was beside a small picture of you. "Why do you have a picture of me with a condom on the side?" "I swear it's not what you're thinking." Chuckling at his red cheeks and the state you both were, you just let it go. Specially because he touched you right on point to make you forget about anything else. "I don't wanna wait anymore. Let me feel you." He hummed against your neck, using the time you got up to remove the final piece of clothing to roll the condom on himself. You guided his hard cock to your entrance, looking at his eyes while you felt every inch of him taking you slowly, feeling like heaven. Jinwoo left sloppy kisses in every part of you he could while you bounced on his shaft, in part trying to control his noises, but also because once he tasted you, he couldn't stop it. His fingers marked your butt when you stopped bouncing to rolling your hips while clenching around dick. "If you keep going like this, I won't last long." "Is it good?" "It's fucking amazing. You feel like paradise." His praise held your ego almost up there, but you couldn't simply stop to give it all to him. It was too good to not be overwhelmed. "You can hit this spot all the time." Your smirk made him feel like he hit the jackpot. He couldn't understand how it happened, but he was feeling lucky you came into his life. "I will make you feel good in every one of them." He put you laid on the couch, with your back facing the cold air, but being hot in no time since he hovered you again. Lifting up your hips so he could enter you, you barely had time to think because he was slamming hard against your center, making you scream for the first time in the night. One of his hands grabbed a fist of your hair, the other one held your waist strongly, and his body attached to yours, making you drown in the atmosphere rolling your eyes with his praises and sweet nothings lingering on your ears. It was almost suffocating how much of Jinwoo was around you, but you'd gladly losing your breath. "Oh, shit... Right there, Jinwoo. Don't stop..." "Do you like this, babe? Do you want me to go harder?" The way that "babe" sounded gave you chills. He felt how you trembled and clenched around him. "Please... Fuck me." Jinwoo was more than pleasured to hear that, so he gave his best to you. His all for you. The sound of your bodies slamming into each other completing your moans and his groans was more than obscene, and you could be thanking any force of the universe for living that moment, if it wasn't for the hottest guy above you making you see stars in front of your eyes. He didn't came too long after you, shivering when he left to throw the condom in the garbage. "May I tell you something?" Jinwoo said while laying on top of you once again, but now attaching the front part of your bodies. You just hummed agreeing and holding him closer. "You look great all the time, but you look specially good all fucked out." You opened your eyes only to see his expression of admiration, and chuckled with his compliment. "Well, I guess is good that you like it, since you'll be seeing this constantly." "I'm the luckiest guy, for sure."

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That sentence alone is meant to make any aroha swoon. The constant love they show their fans is amazing and just look at all the beauty. Starting from the left it’s moonbin mister I’ll wreck your bias, the eldest of the maknae line., he dances amazing, looks amazing, sings amazing, he is *chefs kiss* Next to him is MJ, “I look younger than the others but I am NOT” (the only English phrase I’ve heard him utter) high note king, and eldest member. Next to him is Jinjin, the leader, amazing rapper, gets a ton of crap from his members but they love him and he loves them. Next is the etheral beauty Cha Eunwoo, the more well known face from ASTRO, he’s been the lead in a few dramas, has an amazing voice and is overall a sweet caring bean, the maknae of the hyung line. Next is Rocky I will wow you with my dancing and rapping skills. He’s amazingly talented and their latest mv has honestly highlighted his amazing skills. Lastly is the Maknae of the group, our cutie, captain of the aroha boat. Also an amazing singer and dancer, and he can pull off sex just as easy as cute (it feels weird writing that bc baby). They are all amazingly handsome, talented, and give off such chaos energy that it’s amazing. They genuinely care about one another, and definitely a pleasure to stan them. Good luck finding a bias, bc they can all bias wreck you at any moment

OMG HI 🤧 I thought absolutely anyone would message me about this and it makes me so hyped and happy that you actually took your time to do this 🤧🤧 Thank you so much 🤧❤

Now here I come because I’ve been bingeing their content for the whole day and I NEED to fangirl about this. I kind of knew them a little bit because you know, Eunwoo be out there taking part in all dramas and being a little bitch hurting my feelings LMAO but I didn’t know they were THAT amazing. I mean, they’re really talented and I can’t with that MJ english sentence (I literally searched for it as soon as you mentioned it and I regret absolutely nothing 🙂) And let’s not talk about Rocky’s rap in One because I’ve listened to it over and over again and I still can’t get over it. Am I the only one feeling so much satisfaction listening to it? Like, it just sounds perfect. And Moonbin’s dancing and singing skils 😭 I saw him for the very first time when he made the Hard carry cover with Juyeon, Hyunjin and Shotaro and I was like “WHO IS THAT KID?” Like he’s so good and I can’t with how cute he looks. I just can’t. And everyone else is so talented and I can’t stop crying 😭😭

About a bias… I’ve been a multifandom for 3 years now and at this point I don’t even know what a bias is 🙃 Like at first I was like “Eunwoo is definitely the one.” But then Moonbin appeared and then MJ and then baby Sanha and then Rocky and the Jinjin and then I’m ded🤪

Once again thank you so much for sending me this 🤧❤

If you guys don’t know what is going on with this, I made a worldwide aroha call to take me into the fandom. Here you have the post if you are an aroha and want to take part in this little “””event””” 💙

[kz-i-co]

Coffee Stains: Part III

» Summary: You were dragged into going to the concert but the harsh reality of his career was only pushing you away.

» Pairing: Moonbin x Reader

» Genre: fluff

» Words: 3.2k

» Part 1 | Part 2

» m.list ╫ astro masterlist

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"Why did you change your mind (Y/N)? You jealous we're all going without you?" Your sister said from behind your left shoulder.

"Why would I be jealous, I never heard of any of these artist." You snipped. "I had nothing better to do."

"You could of hung out with your new boyfriend."

"He's at work."

"He must be blind if he's dating you." Your sister laughed.

"I can't wait for you to meet him and then you can ask him yourself." You smirked. She has no idea.

Even though this concert was the last place you wanted to be, you were curious seeing him from a different view. You probably had no chances of speaking to him but at least you could see what he did for a living.

....

This was the last place you wanted to be right now. You have never been to a concert where you have heard so much screaming in your life. Why were they all screaming anyway? The stage was empty with set up crew. They were getting excited from just the music blasting through the speakers as they blurted every word. You kept thinking that you should of just stayed home but the curiosity was killing you. You wanted to see Moonbin from a different view. How the fans see him rather then the dorky boy with an ugly stain on his shirt, the boy splashing you from the pool and the boy embarrassed by your over protective mother. It all seemed like a dream.

The arena was big and had plenty of filled seats. You were on the balcony to the right of the stage. It was pretty far but it still had a good view of the stage.

"I can't wait to see Eunwoo in person." Your sister squeaked.

"Whose your favorite?" You asked your sisters friend.

"I like MJ, the loud one." She giggled.

"Oh they have boy band roles too?" You asked innocently.

"They aren't called boy bands, this isn't the 90's." Your sister snipped.

"They are boys in a band, there's nothing wrong with that." You defended. "I was a huge fan of one direction."

"Kpop groups are nothing like one direction."

"Okay relax, I was just interested learning about them that's all."

"You are just mocking us, I know how you are." Your sister glared.

"No I mean it, I wouldn't be here otherwise."

"She has a point." Your sisters friend cut in.

"Okay fine, what do you want to know?" Your sister played along, still suspicious.

"What was the one member you like with the weird name?" You asked.

"Eunwoo?"

"No the other one?" You reeled in.

"Moonbin?"

"Yeah him." You tried not to sound obvious. "What's he like?"

"I knew you thought he was cute." She smiled. "He's the lead performer of the group."

"Boy can dance." What's her name came in.

"Oh so he's a dancer, interesting." You know you just met him but the sad thing was your little sister knew more about him than you did.

"He's also a vocalist, he has such a beautiful voice."

"I'm gonna go get us some drinks." Your mother got up. "(Y/N) can you help me please?"

"Yeah." You got up following your mother.

From all the people that filled up the seats, you wouldn't think these lines would be so long.

"Maybe I'll get your sister a souvenir." She pointed to the merchandise table. You saw a shirt with the boys faces on them.

"Have you seen any of these artist before?" You asked getting worried from the fact your mother even spoke to Moonbin last night.

"I took her to her BTS concert, they aren't here are they? I think I would know them once I see them, especially with these." She held up her binoculars."

"Why do you have those?"

"To see the stage better." She said like it was obvious.

"Mom I need some advice." You started and you had her attention. "What if I started dating a celebrity but I didn't even know he was a celebrity."

"He's obviously not a celebrity to you then."

"But he's from a different country."

She arched her eyebrows at you not believing a word you were saying which was your expected reaction. She just shook it off and continued looking up front.

"Mom?"

"You and your sister pretending to date these cute Korean boys is starting to concern me."

"But mom I'm not making this up. You know I don't listen to kpop."

"But you wanted to come to the concert?"

"Forget it." You walked away. It was useless. You wouldn't believe it yourself if you heard the crazy news. Maybe you should just go home, you didn't want to see him differently anyway. Or better yet, this relationship probably won't last much longer as far as you're concerned, he was on tour so he would be gone in a few days.

Once the concert started the lobby was completely empty as the screams and muffled sound of music was only a few inches away sealed away from one double door. The noise would instantly get louder once the door was opened revealing a couple of girls rushing to use the bathroom.

This place was huge, and the more you walked down the strip you could see yourself getting tangled up in this hell hole of a maze. If you still didn't have your ticket in your pocket you probably wouldn't even find your seat. You walked down the staircase as you already circled the top floor and started your round on the bottom floor. This was what boredom looked like. You could still hear the faint voices of some girl group performing that you were thinking that they had to be last or something. Unless you were wasting time slower then you thought.

You heard laughing coming from down the hall with a chain blocking your enternece that was clearly forbidden. It must be where all the dressing rooms were. You could see guards outside each door so you knew that wasn't happening and let out a loud sigh.

"Everything alright miss?" Some big tall bulky guy addressed you that was stereotypically a security guard.

"Yeah. I just don't feel very good."

"Do you need a medic?" He was friendly at least.

"No thank you, I think I'm just getting a little claustrophobic. My family's still inside unless I would go home." You lied your ass off.

"There's a smoking area a little down that way if you need some air. I'm pretty sure it's empty."

"Thank you." You smiled.

"Do you need some water?"

"I'll be fine thanks, I'll text my mom."

He nodded and walked off. Smoking area it is. It was probably disgustingly hot outside but at least you could sit with peace and quiet. You will have to go back eventually or your mother will be serving your head on a stick for wasting her money on a ticket.

You sat down on the bench as you heard the beautiful sound of the city honking its way inside your head actually causing a headache to form. It was hot but there was a nice breeze making the atmosphere more relaxing for the better. You felt your pocket buzz almost forgetting you even had a phone in there.

The screen lit up with a text from Moonbin to your surprise.

From Moonbin: 6:43pm Where are you?

Should you tell him? You deserved to hear it first but maybe it wasn't right through text.

To Moonbin: 6:43pm Where are you? ;)

You thought you should tease him instead. But that clearly wasn't funny since he didn't text you back. You kept texting "I'm sorry" or other forms of apologies before erasing it whole and starting over. Your thumbs danced over the keyboard thinking what to say until you heard the door open to your right revealing the boy himself. Your mouth hung open not believing it was him. It was obvious it was the same boy that was plastered all over your sisters wall but on the other hand you felt like this scenario was very much impossible and it was somehow a dumb prank or dream that you couldn't wake up from but here he was in front of you looking paler then ever while wearing a headset and dressed more handsome then you have seen him before.

"What are you doing here?" He said out of breath from the fact he must have ran there.

"My sister is a huge kpop fan." You bit your lip nervously.

He sighed and sat down next to you. "So, do you know?" You nodded revealing the truth. "I'm sorry I wanted to tell you but I was scared."

"How come?"

"Well honestly, I like how I can be normal around you." He shrugged. "And I didn't know how to tell you I would be leaving soon."

"Yeah that is kind of a big deal when you're dating someone." You said your voice sounding disappointed.

"I'm sorry, maybe this was a bad idea."

You were taken back from what he said. "Let's just end it then."

"What? (Y/N) that's not what I-" He was cut off from the ear piece signaling him to get to the stage. He gave out a aggravated groan as he got up making his way to the door. "Meet me here after the show?"

"I'm here with my family."

"Please we need to talk about this.-" Another warning shattered his ear. "Please (Y/N)." He begged before taking off.

You didn't want to be mad at him but you couldn't help it. It was unfair that he didn't tell you and now you had fallen into deep with him. Sure it was barely a week but you liked him, a lot."

....

You took one glance at him performing and crashed down back to your seat. It wasn't gonna end well. There was no way to have a steady relationship with someone across the globe. It was unhealthy. It was best to just move on and count down the seconds this concert was over.

You hated to admit though, that small dude had pretty impressive vocals and they had pretty impressive moves, especially Moonbin. You couldn't keep your eyes off of him.

....

"That was amazing." Your sister and her friend fangirled. "Did you see the way JinJin smiled at the camera, he's not my bias but damn he might as well be."

You rolled your eyes as you looked back at the smoking area. You weren't in the mood to have a full conversation on why you had to stay after the show. It was best to just move on while you can, even if it hurts him.

"I don't even know why you came, you sat down the whole time." You saw them looking at you.

"Trust me, I could easily see from my chair thank you very much. I saw some of those illegal moves. How could you approve mom?"

"And don't forget that JinJin tore his shirt off."

"So did Moonbin." They screamed. You almost forgot about that part, even though you had front row to his bare torso several times already. It was painful.

"I'm glad you had fun girls."

....

You lied in bed, staring at your ceiling feeling sudden guilt you didn't stay behind. You could tell he was distraught the last time he looked at you and you just bailed. Maybe he would understand. He'll be gone in 24 hours anyway, according to your sister.

You didn't even get a text the whole ride home nor did you text him.

You leaned over to plug in your phone when you heard a little clank outside your window. You waited patiently staring at your window to make sense of the sound when it went off again. It can't be. You leaned over and saw a light shining up at your window. What a moron? Was he trying to wake the whole neighborhood?

You grabbed your cardigan and slipped on slippers as you made your way to the back door. You unlocked the door and were forced to wrap your cardigan around your body as the chill breezed through. It may be summer but the nights were chilly.

"What are you doing?" You spoke getting closer.

"Why didn't you wait for me?"

"I told you I was with my family. You want them to watch the whole show?" You snapped but not meaning to. "I'm sorry, this whole thing is just a lot to take in.

"What I said before. Its true that maybe this whole thing shouldn't have happened but it doesn't mean I didn't want it to. I should have told you from the beginning and it's not fair for you. But I really like you and I don't want to leave things off this way."

"So well just pretend it didn't happen. Okay goodnight." You turned away but he grabbed your arm spinning you back closely to his chest your cheeks were embarrassingly red.

"I don't want to pretend." He said quietly.

"Well, you can't quit your career and I can't go with you." You looked up at him.

"Can you give me 2 month?" He asked. "The tour will be over and I'll be off for a little while."

"Two months?" You pff. "Our relationship has barely gone anywhere and you'll be gone soon."

"Fine. Then give me one day. If you want to end it we will."

"You're unbelievably. It's not gonna make a difference, you'll still be leaving and who knows maybe you'll meet another girl and fall in love with-" Cliche as it was, he cut you off from your rant in the best way. His lips were warm against the chill you felt from your exposed legs forcing you to second guess coming out with yoga shorts on.

He had his hands caressed against your dingy tank top that was a thin layer upon your skin, you could still feel how soft his hands were. The kiss grew deeper the longer you let it happened that you had to pull away.

"It's freezing out here." Was all you could say. You didn't want to act like you were enjoying it. You wanted to show that you didn't need him but who were you kidding.

"Then let's go inside." He slightly smirked.

"Whoa there stud. My family is asleep."

"It's almost midnight." He said like it would make a difference.

"So? And do you really think I'm gonna sleep with you when you're leaving." You crossed your arms.

"I wasn't implying that." He chuckled causing your cheeks to redden once again. "We can just talk."  He gently pulled on the bottom of your tank top. "I want to spend every second with you before I leave. Even if you resent me."

"Fine. But hands off." You said letting him follow you back to your room. You locked the door behind him.

"I think you're the one thats implying it." He laughed softly.

"I'm not. I just don't want my family walking in and then they would imply it." You rolled your eyes. "Especially my sister, she loves you."

"Oh really?" He asked with a smirk.

"Don't get too excited, you're second to Eunwoo." You probably said his name totally wrong.

"Of course Eunwoo." He said it different so of course you did.

"Do they know you're here?"

"I had to tell them since I've been m.i.a since we got here, but they're fine with it."

You were pacing back and fourth uncontrollably.

"I feel like you are still pissed at me but you still allowed me inside." He looked at you confused.

"I never snuck a boy into my room before."

"You want me to leave?" He asked getting up.

"No." You whined because your wanted him to go but you're heart felt something completely different.

"So I'm really the first boy in here..." He sensed your were nervous and decided to tease you.

He was only centimeters away from your causing you to hold your breath as you felt his warmly on your skin. You felt lightheaded as you saw him lean forward kissing you once again. It felt like time was moving slowly every time your lips touched.

Your stomach erupted with butterflies from how deep the kiss was getting by the second. You felt his tongue graze your bottom lip causing more friction. You felt him lean in closer that he was suddenly pinning you to your bed.

The atmosphere felt tense but comfortable. His fingers tapped the fabric placed on your hip, making their way underneath. You pulled away to get a breather but he was quick to move on down your neck.

His lips felt warm that you felt lost in the pleasure. You couldn't help but wonder where this was going? He was gently gyrating his hips along with yours that you knew he was just as affected as you.

As he moved lower down towards your collar bone you couldn't help but moan. He quickly stopped and went back to your lips as a warning for being to loud. You made the confident step to push his shirt up causing him to take it off.

"You enjoy making girls weak when they get to see you like this?" You asked feeling up his toned chest.

"Well...I was hoping to get a certain girls attention." He smirked still pleasuring your already brushed skin.

"How do you know if this girl wants to share?"

"I don't know, maybe I should ask her."

You blushed as he went right back to kissing you like he never left. He had his warm hands up your tank top pushing it closer to your non-existent bra. You let your head fall to the side as he was determined to leave every part of your skin untouched.

He was getting dangerously close to your chest, the butterflies was stirring up once again. The closer he got the faster you still pushed each other away as you heard a door shut followed by a knock outside of yours.

"Who is it?" You heard the door knob jiggle that you were glad you locked it.

"It's me." Your sister said, her voice sounding hushed.

"Under the bed...." You quickly got up fixing your shirt. "Wait....No the closet." Moonbin rushed closing the door behind him.

You got off your bed unlocking the door seeing your sister yawning. "Hey."

"Hi." You answered back trying not to see unbothered. "Why aren't you in bed yet?"

"I was just playing on my computer. But I'm going now, I just wanted to say thank you for coming today."

"No problem." You smiled.

"Even though you missed half the concert."

"Well....it was loud in there with all the screaming."

"Okay, well goodnight." She yawned and went back to her room.

You were glad she didn't go further into your room as you noticed Moonbins t-shirt sitting on your bed that you clearly have forgotten about.

You picked it up and Moonbin was next to you once again. "Your sister sounds sweet."

"Sometimes."

"It sounds like she just wants her older sister to care about a certain-"

"Shut up." You teased. "I care but that doesn't mean I'm gonna jump into kpop."

"But I might give Astro a chance." You continued.

He grabbed his shirt off your hands and placed it back on.

"You busy tomorrow?"

"No."

"We have the day off. Why don't I pick you up around noon?" You nodded.

"Have a good night." He kissed you before leaving your room quietly leaving you breathless like always.

He was gone in one more day. Will it be goodbye forever or will everything change?

[milkybonya]

Heartstrings (pt.4/4)

Warnings: angst !

Pairing: Drummer!Jinjin x reader

Summary / Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

[a/n]: i thought i should wrap this series up >< i lost focus but i still wanted a clean ending of sorts :D thank you to anyone who actually read the whole thing? i’m sorry if it was a little rocky (lol) and all over the place, but i hope it brought you even a bit of joy <3

He confessed on the day before Astro’s debut. The two of you had grown to realize your feelings, but Jinjin wanted to earnestly confess to you. He chose to do so on the day before his group’s debut because he wanted to add another good thing to his week.

You were roaming around your city centre with him. It was the end of February and strangely enough, winter decorations were still up. You pointed this out to Jinjin who laughed softly, making his frame shake underneath all of the soft layers he wore.

As you stood before a deep brown bench that was conveniently placed under a thin tree, you realized where you were. 

Right in front of this bench was where Astro were set up the first time you saw them perform. It was when Jinjin’s eyes first found yours.

“You know where we’re standing now, right?” Jinjin asked in his deep voice.

You nodded slowly, turning to face him.

“I never told you, but the reason I stared at you so much from that first day was because... you were beautiful,” he said, staring right into your eyes even though his nervousness was lowering his head.

“You were beautiful and you are beautiful,” he continued. “And I like you.”

You knew this day would come. You were waiting for it, but you still weren’t ready. Jinjin waited patiently for you to says something.

“I like you too.” That was the only thing you could muster up enough courage to say, but it was enough to encourage Jinjin to confidently grab your hand and guide you around the bench.

“You know,” he said. “I wish I confessed sooner, but I’m also okay with having confessed today.”

“Why’s that?” you asked, gazing at the straight cut of his jawline as he looked forward.

“This might be the last day that we can hold hands freely like this,” Jinjin finally admitted. “Even though everyone is aware of our debut, so we can’t even be doing this now, this might be the last time.”

“If you don’t feel comfortable, we can-”

“No,” Jinjin said. “Please let’s hold hands. Our label hasn’t said anything about dating and we don’t even have a big fanbase anyway, so let’s not worry for today.”

“Okay,” you said, smiling.

Even though you both laughed wholeheartedly while window shopping, even though the cool air felt nice on your heated cheeks, even though it felt nice to intertwine fingers, to walk side by side and to exchange glances, the fact that this might not last still gnawed at the back of your head.

It was only a thought, but some thoughts just don’t go away.

-

When Astro debuted, they began to have a busier schedule and they attracted more attention. Jinjin would tell you about how they were getting recognized more often. 

You and Jinjin continued to see each other while you could, having stay-at-home dates, sometimes risking going out in public. Once, you had been seen with Jinjin while on a shopping date - it was lucky you weren’t holding his hand at that time. The fan greeted Jinjin and asked who you were.

“They’re a good friend,” he said. The fan didn’t think much of it, and there was nothing on social media about you just yet, so you were fine.

But there was one evening when you were at the sea with Jinjin, watching the waves lazily move around, caressing the sand.

Someone had recognized the sweater Jinjin was wearing. They had noticed your head on Jinjin’s shoulder and they snapped a photo from behind, showing only your backs.

“Rookie group already has a dating scandal?”

“Astro’s leader caught on a date”

These were just a few of the articles that were released. You didn’t understand why people were so pressed about a rookie group and who they were dating, but Astro’s fanbase, although small, was very strong.

Luckily, Jinjin was able to come forward and say that it wasn’t him in the photo.

“Yes, I wear that sweater a lot, but that isn’t the only sweater in the world. The faces are not even visible in that photo. I can assure you that it isn’t me,” he explained.

That was just the beginning, though.

A few years passed and Astro was beginning to build their reputation. You were still dating Jinjin but being a lot more careful. He would often drop by your house with food, planting kisses all over your face before the two of you would eat together while sharing a meal.

The manager wasn’t aware of your relationship with Jinjin, so the two of you continued as you were. On the rare days when you went on a date to a bookstore or anywhere in public, you were careful to hide your face and not show too much skinship. 

Sometimes you would carefully hold his hand though, making him smile as he scanned the books on the shelves.

An article dropped later like a bomb out of nowhere.

“Astro’s Jinjin dating since predebut”

A fansite had been continuously stalking Jinjin and keeping tab of everywhere he went, snapping photos of him and even of you. The article talked about how Jinjin went to your house a lot, how we was always seeing you.

This time, the article gained a lot of attention.

People were angry and worried, demanding answers. Astro’s manager had to pull Jinjin aside to have a meeting with him. Jinjin confessed to everything, making the manager angry.

“So that photo of the two of you on the beach was real too? You should have ended the relationship there and then!” he told Jinjin.

People started coming for your social media accounts, too. Even when you went on private, some people still managed to find you, so you deleted everything altogether. People claimed you were taking advantage of Jinjin, dating him for his fame and money, only using him, being inconsiderate of his status.

Jinjin called you many times a day to reassure you.

“You know what they’re saying isn’t true, right? I asked you to stay with me; I dragged you into this,” he’d say.

But it was all a bit too much, and you stopped seeing Jinjin for some time. You stayed at home and only let your closest friends visit you.

You took that time to take care of yourself and try to think about everything.

The manager was telling both of you to end it, but Jinjin wanted to hold on. It was a lot, it was too much.

But thanks to the love of your friends and the rest of Astro who would call you from time to time, you came to a decision.

“Jinjin, let’s just take a break for now. I still love you and I always will, you know that, but for your image and career and for my mental health, I think it’s best if we don’t see each other and only call each other from time to time.”

It broke your heart to say it, but it had to be done. Jinjin was serious when he responded. His voice was low and cracking as he tried to hold back tears, but he accepted what you wanted.

You took the time to travel, getting your mind off things and making the most of your life. Jinjin would call you every day at first, but by the end, he rarely called once a month.

You could still feel his love from afar, though. Every song Astro released felt like it was about you, and you still supported them no matter where you were.

“[y/n], you’ve got to see this video from Astro’s concert!” read one of your friends’ text messages.

Curious, you opened it up to watch the video. The members were on stage and Jinjin was talking from behind his drum kit.

“You know, we’re all going to be married someday,” he said, making the crowd go ‘aw’.

“and I already have some idea of who I want that to be. Will you support me?” Jinjin asked. To your surprise, the crowd wildly cheered.

“Are you going to say our fans’ name? Will it be Aroha?” Moonbin asked, looking back at Jinjin.

“Aroha have half of my heart,” Jinjin said, smiling awkwardly.

“Only half?!” MJ exclaimed.

“But this person has the other half,” Jinjin explained. “Will you support me, Aroha?”

The crowd was loudly cheering.

“I hope that you can meet this person one day, they mean the world to me,” Jinjin said. His eyes were shining under the stage light and his face crumpled up as though he was going to cry. Eunwoo quickly rushed up to him to give him a hug.

“Roha, Jinjin has loved this person for a long time,” MJ said, staring into the crowd. “And he had to let them go so that he could spend more time loving you all, but now he misses that person very much.”

A fan yelled: “Marry them quickly!”

The members all laughed.

“Yes, I’ll make sure to do an express marriage,” Jinjin said, laughing.

“Who is it?!” someone else from the crowd yelled. All of the members looked at Jinjin.

“This person... was in articles before,” he explained. You could tell he was unsure about how much he could say.

“[y/n]!” someone yelled.

“Yes, that’s right!” Sanha said excitedly, but Jinjin looked worried.

“I’m not sure if they would feel comfortable with what I’ve told you today, so maybe we should move on to the next song,” Jinjin said, rubbing his eyes.

But the crowd suddenly started chanting “marry them!” even while Astro started to perform. The video ended there, and your eyes were full of tears.

You found yourself unconsciously scrolling through your contacts and pressing on Jinjin’s name.

“Hello?” he answered the phone.

“Jinjin, it’s been a while. It’s me,” you said.

“[y/n]?!” Jinjin yelled. “Is it really you? I’ve missed you!”

“I missed you too,” you laughed. “Do you still want to get married?”

[straychesire]

Thoughtful - Astro Reaction

the moment they catch you, their non-dancing significant other, trying to learn one of their choreographies

MJ

When MJ walked into your shared apartment, the last thing he expected was to see you repeating the chorus to All Night's choreo over and over again. His mischievious instinct kicked in and he immediately began recording you - because he thought you were adorable and honestly, couldn't wait to show his fellow members the cute video.

It was when you fell on your butt that he let out his signature laugh, and you knew you were caught. You're already flushed face felt twice as hot when you noticed his phone in hand. Before you could scold him, he hurried over and cooed over how much he loved you. (You never lived that video down, by the way.)

JinJin

As Astro's leader, and part of the dance line, his heart swelled with pride when he saw you trying to nail the intro to Baby. He knew that for someone with no dance knowledge or experience, that intro was quite difficult.

Jinjin happened to be watching when you finally got it right for the first time. If his heart was swelling before, it straight up burst when you started jumping up and down and cheering "I did it! I did it!!" He couldn't help himself, he came up and hugged you, telling you how proud he was of you. It definitely ended with both of your cheeks hurting from how hard you were smiling.

Eunwoo

Eunwoo had been watching you dance for a while. He happened to come home amidst your self-taught dance class, where you decided to learn their Hide and Seek dance. The playfulness of the choreo had made it one of your favorites, but you didn't expect it to be so hard. Since you were so absorbed in your own world, your beloved partner was able to sit on the couch behind you without you noticing.

When you finally decided to take a break, turning around to grab your water, you found Eunwoo hugging a pillow to his chest, a soft smile playing at his lips. The love in that smile struck you right through the heart, making you a bit shy. Despite your horrible footwork and amateur techniques, Eunwoo couldn't help but comment at how amazing he thought you were.

Moonbin

You were messing about in the kitchen, earbuds in as you listened to music. Breathless came up, and once the chorus hit you decided to drop everything and try to dance along with it. Since you were wearing earbuds, you didn't hear Moonbin walk into the kitchen.

At first he honestly thought there was something wrong - you were moving so strange and it concerned him. But then he happened to recognize the beat leaking through your earbuds and it clicked: you were dancing. He laughed, a sound that was full of love and admiration. Instead of interrupting your dance sesh, he simply grabbed a water from the fridge and let you be.

Rocky

Rocky, being the future of K-Pop dancers that he is, knows Astro's dances inside and out. He knew how much you admired his dancing skill. You had spent many a late night/early morning watching him dance in their practice room, your eyes glued to his reflection. He also knew you didn't dance, you didn't know the first thing about dancing in fact.

So when he stumbled upon you learning Blue Flame's chorus, body and hair doused in sweat and face flushed, his heart couldn't take it. Rocky couldn't control the smile that overtook his face, his heart soaring with love for how you decided to take the challenge of learning his group's choreo. He didn't interrupt, but the next time you watched him practice, he asked you if you wanted him to teach you a few things. The sparkle in your eye made his heart flip all over again.

Sanha

You knew the second Sanha discovered you dancing to Crazy Sexy Cool, because he squealed. If you know Sanha, you know which squeal I'm talking about. He was embarrassed, but not because you were bad at it. He just didn't know how to handle the feelings that smacked him in the face at the sight of you learning his dance, so it just erupted from within.

You paused the video, your chest heaving as you watched him scurry around the apartment, yelling things you couldn't quite decipher. But when he stopped in front of you, took your hands in his and breathed "You're awesome" in the most adoring way possible, it was your turn to squeal and bury your face in his chest. You were both an emotional mess, but it's okay because you cute.