#they are married happily in my world so 😊

[jade-green-butterfly]

Today...is a very special and important day for me, folks~💝😊Three years ago, a certain special troll became the highlight of my 2020 during rough times and immediately won my heart from the moment I knew he would have his own destiny and journey to find others like him...and his family. Since the first Trolls movie, I have always admired dearly him from afar and the moment I saw him during the Trolls World Tour trailer, my heart literally poured out him and I have truly loved him for just being his wonderful, lovable self ever since~💘🥹 And that certain special troll, is none other than...Cooper~💗🌈✨

I have always been a big fan of him and he’s always been my favourite troll to begin with but every time I see him and hear him, my heart always beats so much for him, making it aflutter and words cannot describe how special he is to me...how he means the whole world to me~💞🌈💗🌈💞I mean...can you blame me? >//w//`< How could I resist and say no to such an adorable face to go with such a darling like him??💖😍💖😍💖 Cooper is more than just the goofball that we all know and love...he’s my goofball and so much more...~🥹The most amazing troll with such talent, a unique voice and a dazzling yet loving royal family to go with him...~🌟Cooper is also the prince of my heart, who deserves all the love and happiness in the world...and I feel so blessed to be the one to give it all to him, along with my heart~🥰💝💝🥰 April 24th 2020 was the day I drew Cooper for the very first time, and when I started shipping myself with him. And together, him and I have remained strong and inseparable ever since!🫶🏻😌💕We’ve had such happy memories together - becoming part of his world and family, sharing one another’s lives and music, even officially marrying and creating our own dear little life together~✨💜💗💚✨And I wish to keep on loving Cooper forevermore~💓😊

Which is why I dedicate this very special piece above (with a textless version too) to us, inspired by one of my favourite scenes in TWT - where King Quincy and Queen Essence were happily together with their twin eggs (before our dear Cooper was cruelly snatched away from them😭) and I wished to capture that tender moment between Cooper and I, with our darling Toby's egg nestled warmly within my hair~🥰 EEEEEEE~!!😍🤩😍I am so, sooooo happy and truly over the moon of how all of this turned out~!💖🥹💖Just how I imagined it, especially Cooper snuggling against me with his neck wrapped around me as we lovingly embrace one another, feeling like the proud parents we are~💜💗💚😚I am also chuffed with the cherry blossoms I drew to make the bed cover look more prettier~🌸 I would like to deeply and gratefully thank many wonderful peeps out there for helping bring my beloved OTP to life, such as my lovely @x-elyssa-x, KaitlinEXE, @gloryraiin, @jaguardorado16, @vampireflowerarts, @zoey-nillesen, @king-trollex-fangirl, @glitchy-witchy1994, @blooeyedtroll, @kittyball23, @angoraram, @yeenstrollart, @asa-de-ouro, @whiteflame-selfship and many more, for all the beautiful commissions, gift art and loving support you have given me over the past four years, and for putting all your fantastic work and effort, and heart and soul into every single one which I absolutely love to this very day~💞🌟💙💜💛💚🌟💞 I can’t thank you all and the rest of the Trolls Fandom enough for how amazing and welcoming you’ve all been to me when I first jumped onto the bandwagon, and I am so happy I did too!💖🤗Thank-you all so much for everything, including all the dear friends I’ve made and all the loving supporters I have gained - bless you all and don’t stop being awesome~!✌🏻🤩✨💕 And finally, thank-you ever so much for everything, Cooper...my cupcake king and sweet jellybean~🩷♛🧁🫂For always being there for me, making me feel such love and happiness I never could imagine~💝🥰🌈I am truly blessed and the luckiest lass alive to such a wonderful darling like you in my life and by my side~💗😇🪽U///w///U

🎊💜♓💗♎💚🎉~Happy 4th Anniversary, Cooper...my beloved prince, my one & only...~ I love you so much with all my heart, more than life itself...and I will keep on loving you so, forevermore and beyond~🎉💜♓💗♎💚🎊

*~Reblogs are also deeply appreciated as well, so please do reblog as well as like! Thank-you kindly!~*

Cooper (c) DreamWorks Trolls/DreamWorks Animation

Trollsona Jussy/Justina Butterfly & Toby/Toby's Egg (c) @jade-green-butterfly​ (Me~!)

[wanderlust-in-my-soul]

Currently Watching - June

aka The Masterlist

Because I love a good little list - in alphabetical order! 😊

Regularly updated during the month, latest update 30.06.2024

A little link to my favorite bl-tropes-collection 💙

gif-requests are currently closed🌼

Here you can find all of my gifs.

At the end you can have a look at what we can expect in April with a MDL link and a link for a trailer (if avaible).

This is guaranteed to contain spoilers!

1. Blue Boys Part 2 🇰🇷 (1/4)

They are back and they made up 🥰 There is going to be a little bit drama, at least I hope just a little bit and not another break up or cheating -.- But they talked and I really liked it! And I loved that this stupid bitch got dumbed! Now I wait for the next parts.

2. Hidamari ga Kikoeru 🇯🇵 (1/12)

And with this first scene I fell in love. I was totally absorbed! And I got my giffing joy back. I don't know what happend, but I adore these two. And I can't wait to whitness their story to be told! Because they're in balance right now. One is loud and one is silent. One is hiding and one is seeking. And both are happy to see the other one happy.

3. His Man Season 3 🇰🇷 (4/?)

I love this format! I enjoyed the first two seasons to the max and the third one is something else too. There are so many different people with different personalities and thinkings. As always there is some kind of tension and love triangles, but there are some really wholesome moments too. I really hope people keep in mind that these people have their own feelings and not a script to act on.

4. My Love Mix-Up! 🇹🇭 (4/12)

I see so many posts from people not liking this one and I am sitting here enjoying this story. I don't compare it to anything. i just enjoy some awkward fluff. And I think the casting is quite good. I don't have the strongest feeling for the japanese original. I really enjoyed it and it is a great series, but I think the thai one is entertaining too and the chemistry between those two is still there.

5. My Stand-In 🇹🇭 (10/12)

I loved this scene! The way Ming caressed Joe and the way he fucked him, finally facing him. Thank you! Tong is a stupid shitface. He is such a bad fucker. I have some strong feelings here. And yes, I liked the progress of Ming's and Joe's relationship. I don't like the ending, but I liked seeing them happy together. Perhaps mostly because I want to see Joe happy. The ending was cruel and next week comes episode 11 so... yay...

6. Wandee Goodday 🇹🇭 (9/12)

Do I like it when they kiss? Hell yeah! Do I like the back and forth with the kisses? Hell no! At this point I don't know where they are going with the story. It is quite repetitive. Yak wants a kiss, Dee plays shy. Yak smiles and kisses him on the cheek and they live happily like boyfriends, but they aren't boyfriends, even though they both like each other! At least Yak finally understood his feelings. Now please let Dee work on his problems. There are three more episodes to go. Let them be happy and work on their problems together! It gets a little bit boring...

7. Word of Honor 🇨🇳 (20/36)

Those two flirt a lot and are a married couple. Everyone knows that. And I love and enjoy that! Overall this is such a fun watch and the different sects and intrigues are sometimes a little bit confusing, but interesting. I love this world of martial arts and I love how protective Wen Kexing is over Zhou Zishu. I haven't felt like watching this lately. I wasn't in the right mood.

Finished in June

Series

Taxi Driver 🇰🇷

I looooved the first episodes, when we got our weekly revenge stories. But around episode 12 there was so much going on with the police and the illegal organ-trafficing-ring and it got kind of boring. And yes, Kim Do-gi is some kind of super human. He can take punch after punch and still beat 30 men in a row. That is a little bit unrealistic, but it was fun watching him. I don't know if I'll watch season 2. Perhaps I start and watch the first episodes with joy before some big shit happens and it gets boring again... But overall still a 7,5 out of 10 for me.

25 Ju, Akasaka de 🇯🇵

They finally talked! Thank god! They finally spoke to each other! And now they are happy and Japan delivered, I must say. The misunderstanding trope was well done, but a little bit drawn out in the end. But I really liked this not so slow burning slow burn. The story was well rounded with the background story, the characters had depth and there was Nagumo Shoma in this soooo... I liked it. A good 9 out of 10 for me.

Cityboy_Log 🇰🇷

Volume 3 came to an end, I guess. I don't know when it will continue. I really hated this "season". It was confusing and the time jumps were disturbing and I really hated the character development. The lying and the cheating and the escalations and the make ups - they lost the characters and their growth on the way. It can be to be attracted to some one else, that is humane, but you don't have to act on it. This "season" really pissed me off. I am still mad! I won't rate it, jsut because the format is confusing for me 😂

Only Boo 🇹🇭

This was a dancy ride with the last part missing the beat. I loved the fluff and Moo was such a delightful character and Kang is such a sweetheart. I loved these two together! And I loved that Moo had to fight a little bit to get Kang. What I didn't like was the fact, that in the end it all felt too rushed and too easy? I like that they got together again and that Moo still could fullfill his dream, but it would be nice if we could have seen him starting a little revolution and the fans rooting for him and Kang and finally changing something. But that didn't happen. But over all this one was such a sweet wholesome watch! So in the end it is a 8,5 out of 10 for me.

Short Film

Movie

Double Mints 🇯🇵

Can I say I am a little bit disappointed? Don't get me wrong. This is a good movie, but it is always depicted as this fucked up, dark movie you should be warned to watch and named in one breath with Dangerous Dr*gs of S*x or The Shortest Distance Is Round. And yes, it is brutal and dark and their relationship is interesting but kind of messed up, but it did not meet my expectations. Nevertheless I really liked it and from all those dark movies and series I watched so far, this is one of the better ones. I really like the devotion and enjoyed watching the D/s relationship. The ending was very much fitting for this kind of movie and kind of romantic. Yes, this sounds fucked up, but I guess both of them were very much on the edge and this is the only solution for them to be together forever and become one again. They found each other and that is all they needed. Guess I liked this movie more than I first thought. So for me it gets a good 8,5 out of 10.

Dropped in June

Looking forward to in June

My Love Mix-Up - Trailer (June 7th)

Love Sea - Trailer (June 9th)

Aki wa Haru to Gohan wo Tabetai 2 Haime! (June 14th in cinemas)

SunsetxVibes - Pilot (June 15th)

His Man Season 3 (June 21st)

I Hear the Sunspot (June 26th)

The Rebound - Trailer (June 26th)

The Trainee - Trailer (June 30th)

Blue Boys Part 2 - Trailer (June 18th)

Born to be Y - Teaser (allegedly in June)

[sophiamarieispinkbunny-chan]

SXF Novelization Fave Parts and some Analysis because I love Analyzing (Overthinking) Mission 1

I finally got my Spy x Family Family Portrait Novel and immediately finished reading it in one day, so without further ado, here are my fave parts, lines, dialogues from the first mission which is centered around Anya and Damian and this chapter just gives me diabetes 😭 (I've been shipping Damianya, yes but all this time it was like an innocent ship and it's not like making me feel butterflies since of course they're just children, but here in the novel, I actually got butterflies in my stomach, they're just so cute and precious here ❤️)

MISSION 1- THE EDEN ACADEMY NATURE CAMPING

-Yor thinking she needs to teach Anya a lot of survival things about camping because she's worried if she can handle the woods (Yor is such a great mom, worrying for Anya's safety always and I think this just shows her experience regarding the wilderness revealing that her hometown might've been near the woods and she did experiencing hunting for food when she was young)

-Loid hoping that the trip could bring Anya and Damian closer (Be careful what you wish you for Loid 😂)

"Wonderful! That's my girl. You can do it, Anya," Loid said.

I just love it when Loid calls Anya his girl, for she will always and forever be his little girl.

-Loid and Yor sort of having a gentle argument on who should get Bond's milk 😂

Loid: I'll get you some milk Bond

Yor: No, let me do that for you.

Loid: No, I can do it, just sit there and relax

Yor: You're the one who should relax

They ended up getting the milk together. These two idiots. 😭❤️

They remind of that, you hang up first, no you hang up first couple exchanges when they're on the phone. These two are so good in this married couple thing without even trying.

And then stabbed me in angst in the next paragraph.

Ever since escaping from the facility, Anya had bounce between orphanages and foster homes. But now she'd finally found someplace worth treasuring, and if she could bring about world peace, then they'd all be able to keep happily living here together.

She clearly doesn't know about Twilight's plan to leave them after achieving his mission. I wonder how she would react to that. I've written a fanfic about it so if you can check it out if you're interested😊. Sorry for the shameless fic plug.

But I hope that after the success of Strix, Loid would stay with them. Could he really leave them? Can he really do that? He can't even let Anya go during the first week they've been together and he has the choice to just ditch her, choose another child and it was the practical and safe thing for a spy for him to do when Edgar knew about his location. But he saved her and took her in despite his reservations about endangering her and all. Now could he let this little girl go after all this time?

-Anya reading Damian's mind and seeing his thoughts about him drowning when he, Emile and Ewen went camping with Mr. Green, made fun of him and even acted out his lines when he thought that he was really drowning in that shallow lake (She loves trolling Damian that she forgot that doing that could give her off as a telepath😂)

"Lovey-dovey couples are nice, but there's something extra special about bickering, will-they-won't-they romances."

I gotta agree with Becky on this one. Bickering makes any romance stories a thousand times more investing and entertaining to read. That's why academic rivals to lovers is an s-tier trope for me.

-Becky partnering Anya with Damian to fetch some water. Becky is also a fan of forced proximity trope, I see.

-Anya's telepathy elicited a sensation on Damian and it said that it wasn't the first time. I really bet that Damian would be the first to know about Anya's mind ability.

-Anya being confused about her left and right hand 😂 (I mean kids her age really do get confused about that, I don't blame her)

-Damian being gentle in his way of speaking whenever he sees Anya distressed or in tears. I'll never get tired of Damian being soft to Anya, he's really a sweet kid.

"Hey, keep it together!" commanded Damian as Anya started to sob again. He grabbed her arm and squeezed it tightly, pulling her close to speak in her ear (because the rain is loud). "I saw a small cave a ways back. Let's head there."

I don't know why but this scene, because of the way it was written, gave me butterflies.

-Anya calling for her Papa to save her when she was so scared. Loid said that Yor was the one that makes Anya feels safe, but she wasn't the only one whom Anya considers to be her safe place. He was also his baby's safe place and she trusts that Papa will always be there to save her.

-My favorite moment: Damian holding her hand and comforting her so she won't be scared, even though he, himself, is terrified too. Ugh, if that wasn't love, I don't what is. And when Anya gripped his hand back to comfort him too, he stopped shaking and Anya thought that his hand was warm. Awww, so preciouss❤️😭

-Anya letting herself to get the blame and willing to be punished but Damian not letting Anya to get the blame for them being lost in the forest. These two are like mini Yor and Loid haha, just young, energetic and extroverted versions of the two 🤣

-Anya being ashamed to face her Papa, because she thought her Operation to get close to Damian failed (since after that incident Damian went back to his mean self again but of course she didn't know Damian's crush on her just get massively deeper after that) but Loid wasn't even worried about that at all, nor did her ask her about Damian when she came home. When he had noticed she was sad, he immediately asked if she didn't have fun at their camping event. And when Anya said that she did, he smiled and said that he was glad that she did, because it's his daughter's happiness that's important to him (Because if she's happy then it would be good for my mission, I can imagine Loid telling this to himself when he just genuinely wanted her to be happy and enjoy her time at school since he never had the chance to do that as a kid)

-Yor and Loid preparing food together for Anya's return. Loid telling Anya that the food was safe to consume when she saw her face that is prepared to face death because he helped Yor to prepare. It was peak father-daughter moment 😂 But he let Yor cooked her specialty dish Southern Stew all by herself since she's the one who can make it the best ❤️

I wonder if Anya told him about her and Damian getting lost in the forest and Damian held her hand to comfort her. I wanna see Loid's reaction to that 😂

So that's it for Mission 1. Up next would be the chapter that got me laughing the most, Mission 2, Yuri babysitting Anya

[holdmytesseract]

About Time

☆ The Baby Fever AU ☆

Loki x girlfriend!reader

Summary: You have important news to tell your best friends...

Warnings: none!

Word Count: 573

a/n: Yep, you read that right... girlfriend!reader! 😱 This is just a small drabble, announcing what is hopefully to come in the next few weeks/months... 👀😊

Baby Fever Crew: @lokisgoodgirl @km-ffluv @eleniblue @vbecker10 @loz-3 @jennyggggrrr @lokisninerealms @peaches1958 @multifandom-worlds @fictive-sl0th @lovingchoices14 @simping-for-marvel @stupidthoughtsinwriting @lou12346789 @kimanne723 @coldnique @lady-rose-moon @mostclevermiss @aagn360 @acefeather2002 @iamlokisgloriouspurpose @chennqingg @lokiforever @anukulee

Peeps, who I think might be interested... @muddyorbsblr @mochie85 @smolvenger ☺️

Baby Fever Masterlist °☆• Masterlist

You were literally running down the hallway towards the Avengers common living room, smiling like a Cheshire cat. Although, running was perhaps the wrong term. Rather walking fast, with a happy spring in your step. Without hesitation, you stormed inside the large room, in which Natasha, Wanda and Pepper sat on the big sofa, watching a movie on girl's night. The plan was to join them, but your boyfriend kinda crossed that plan…

You were so excited and fast, that you almost crashed into the door frame, but made it to stop yourself mere inches before the impact. "Giiiiirls!" You yelled; announcing your presence. You could see how your friends flinched at the sudden, shrill voice calling them out, before three heads snapped into your direction. Six pairs of eyes staring at you in surprise. "He did it! HE DID IT!" You screamed from the top of your lungs, probably waking everyone who lived in this big building. Natasha's eyes widened, as she caught up immediately to your words. "He did IT?" You nodded quickly and started to jump up and down in sheer endless happiness. "Yes!" A high-pitched squeal left the spy's lips, "О мой Гош! Наконец-то! (Oh my gosh! Finally!)" before she stood up from the sofa and made her way quickly over to you, to pull you into a bone crushing hug.

"I thought he was never going to do it," said Natasha. "Honestly, sweetie, I was moments away from asking him if he lost his balls during the time he spent here on earth." You couldn't help but to laugh at your friend's words. "Right, Nat!? It was about time Loki finally proposed," stated Pepper. "I couldn't agree more." Wanda had the same opinion. "Did he ask you on your date tonight?" You nodded at the Russian beauty. "Yep!" "At the lake?" "At the lake." "Uhhh!" Pepper wiggled her eyebrows. "With a picnic?!" You nodded once more, signalling Tony's wife that she was right. "With a picnic!" "And stargazing?!" Wanda asked, giddily. "Mhm! And stargazing!" "Eeeep!" All of them squealed, clapping their hands, behaving like teenage school girls. But hence, you weren't better.

Pepper and Wanda were still quite a bit confused; didn't catch up as fast as Natasha to what was going on. "What?" Intervened Pepper curiously. "Loki did what???" You let go of Nat and beamed at your other friends.

Lifting your hand, you showed them a silver ring with a green emerald, which sparkled on your ring finger. "He proposed! He PROPOSED!" Realisation dawned on Pepper and Wanda now as well. "Oh.My.Freaking.Gosh!" "You're getting married?!" Wanda exclaimed excitedly. "I.AM.GETTING.MARRIED!" The blonde- and brown-haired women squeaked and cheered happily and stood up in order to run over to you and literally over run you with hugs and congratulations. You giggled with them; drunk on happiness.

"So it was exactly how you dreamed it would be?" Pepper couldn't help but to ask. "Yes. It absolutely was! He conjured the ring from the stars, can you believe that?! It was perfect..." You answered, sighing dreamy. "Wow..." Natasha smiled, crossing her arms over her chest. "Mister Mischief is really following through with this, huh?" "Yeah... He really means it. Loki truly loves me. Just like I love him." "Awww," Pepper cooed, literally having heart eyes by now. Wanda giggled and wrapped her arms around yours and Natasha's waist. "Girls, we have a wedding to prepare." Your two other friends agreed. "Oh, we absolutely do!"

[lightlycareless]

I really love your fics. Would it be too much to ask for the naoya nsfw alphabet?

Hello!!

Awww thank you so much 🥺❤️!! And no! It's not too much :> I might be a bit slow, but I always try my best to deliver 💪💪💪 Enjoy!

warnings: NSFW ALL AROUND MINORS DNI :)

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

We’re talking about a Naoya that is happily married to you, so the first thing that he wants to do is cuddle against you, indulge in some pillow talk, before falling asleep. 🥺 If you ask him to bring you water though he’ll do it; although Naoya is the type of person to have everything ready beforehand cause he ain’t running his intimate time with you!!

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His chest: he’s really proud of what he’s got, you know? He’d be more open to showing off if he didn’t have to adhere to his family’s customs. And if he weren’t a bit shy—his ideal physique has to be Toji’s.

From there, Naoya loves your lips and butt 😊 depending on his mood of course. If he’s feeling rather romantic, he’ll always find a way to peck your lips, or straight out make out with you. Naoya will pout if you don’t succumb to his wishes, which always works lol.

If he’s feeling rather… naughty, however, your ass is getting constantly kneaded, pinched, slapped, so on and so forth by him. Like it was some kind of stress toy or something—you always have to excuse yourself when someone has the misfortune of seeing him. Oof. He gets worse when in public too.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Naoya cums a lot. It is what it is. It’s thick, kinda hard to swallow, but boy does it feel good when he finishes inside you. He’s very careful with his diet so it doesn’t taste that bad, you know 😏? Also he only expects his cum to finish inside you. No matter if it’s your mouth, pussy, ass idc, it has to be somewhere there. If not, your face. He’s not fond of “wasting” his seed.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Y’all did it once in Naobito’s bedroom. And if you haven’t, it’s in the plans. Also, he might’ve jerked off to you while asleep, or not. Guess we’ll never know.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Very. He had some flings before you + his trained physique sure offers one hell of a night. He’s the kind of person to fuck you in all positions simply to show off that he can (and because he wants).

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Anywhere where he can see your ass; his favorite though is when you ride him. He gets to see your face + boobs, wow 😊 He just loves seeing your body bounce.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

The goofy one here is you; he’s more of a tease. A relentless tease.

H = Hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Didn’t really groom until he met you; and no, the carpet does not match the drapes. You kind of tease him about it, wonder if he’d bleach his pubes to match his hair, to which he just… well, looks at you as if you’ve grown a second head or something.

Ironically, he likes it when you notice when he’s trimmed. Lives for the compliments/attention.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He can get very, very romantic. Specially during those high where he is about to cum or had just orgasmed; he’d chant just how much he loves you and such, as well as promising to give you the whole world if you ask him. ghjhasghagkj

Also, Naoya must be kissing you throughout the whole ordeal; something about it makes him weak on the knees.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

It depends; sometimes he jacks off daily, a lot, sometimes he can go on days without even thinking about it, but really, he doesn’t do it as often now that he has you 😉 although he always goes back to it when on missions—where you are more than happy to supply content for him to release stress.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Anal. Cockwarming. Breeding. Also, I don’t know what the word for it is, but sometimes he likes to not care about anything and just lay down while you take control, tell him that he’s been working so hard and that he deserves to be rewarded and whatnot. Is it like a praising kink? For sure.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

His bedroom is the safest option. From there, he likes a bit of the thrill of doing it in a public place (or a place where people commonly go) such as the meeting hall, or when visiting your parents lol. that kind of stuff. Please refer to the dirty secret section of this alphabet for an additional answer.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Just seeing you tbh. But as I stated some time ago, the slightest indication of you being disheveled is enough for him to get it on. Also: Seeing you walk before him. He loves staring at your ass.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He aint adding anyone to his nightly activities anytime soon. So, you can forget about any trios or orgies you had in mind. Also, anything he’d consider remotely nasty or gruesome.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Naoya loves receiving. Like, he’d be thinking with one head and it’s not his brain. He didn’t know he liked giving until he met you; he really, really enjoys when you straddle his face.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

This man is fast and rough, there is no time for slow and sensual… unless he’s feeling rather romantic, after long days of being away from you ☹

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Yes. A must. If you were to have a mission with him, they’re kind of the norm. If you’re watching a movie and a sex scene occurs, or just because he feels like it, you know what’s happening. He’s not particularly fond of it though, he likes to go all the way.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

This is a continuation to the dirty secret section and locations. Also, unprotected sex used to be like a taboo or something. He likes teasing you with the idea of getting pregnant and such. But when you do get pregnant the two are very happy so, is it really a risk?

But yeah, Naoya likes trying out new things, however, you’re the one that mostly comes up with the ideas or follows it up.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

They can go all night for sure, thanks to his training as a sorcerer. If you don’t ask him to stop, I don’t think he would.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

A bit of his “traditional” aspect comes out here. He doesn’t own toys because he believes (knows) he can do better. But his mind changed one time he was away after you sent him a video of your new companion 😊

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Very, very unfair. It’s almost unnatural how he does it; sometimes borderline cruel, but it’s a good thing that he always makes up for it by making you cum endless times or spoiling you with gifts.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Endless commentary whenever the two are doing it; it’s like he’s narrating the whole thing hahah but it’s mostly dirty talk or telling you how much he loves you.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Naoya’s dream is to one day get back home and you greet him by sucking him off. Telling him how much you missed his cock or such. And wake up like that too. 😊

Or that one time you sat on his lap, during a meeting or something, with his cock deep in your pussy. If anyone noticed, no one dared to say a thing. (it was more of a you and Naoya were already doing it and one of his irritating relatives decided to pull a meeting on him out of nowhere, so who's really at fault here??)

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s more into the length side of things that girth; but he’s still impressive, nonetheless. The sight of him in sweatpants is one you’ll never forget.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

High. I genuinely believe many thought Naoya would calm down after getting together with you, but nope, he just got worse.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Quickly, it’s almost cute how he’d begin to slur some of his words before eventually falling asleep. In other words, he’s immediately knocked out after sex; the two try to not go all crazy before a mission because of that.  

references to y/n's and naoya's shenangangs are always welcomed haha.

Anyways, hope it was to your liking!! thank you so much for sending in this ask 🥺❤️ take care and hope to see you soon!

[blueraineshadows]

Your writing is so utterly captivating - thank you for all the work you put into these stories! I check your blog daily. 💜

Can I ask about a scenario where a well established SebxfemMC are just a few months out from graduation, and she realizes after a correspondence with her mom that, her and Sebastian may need to discuss marriage? And when she approaches Sebastian he’s not putting 2 and 2 together when she’s asking “what do we do when we graduate?” Because in his mind it’s obvious - they live together and find jobs. Then she says the words marriage and his brain just… blanks. Not because he’s opposed - quite the opposite - but she takes his reaction poorly. How does it end? Happily, spicy, or with the misunderstanding creating a huge fear for MC she’ll be left in the spotlight in a society that would not look upon them living unmarried in a positive way, thanking if he doesn’t want it she’ll have a hard choice ahead. Maybe Ominis and Imelda have to spell it out for Sebastian, but how does he react? 🥹

Thank you for the request! I am sorry it took a while to get to you 💜 and thank you for your kind words 🙏 😊

Sebastian Sallow x F!MC - fluff ❤️

The sun was warm on their faces as Sebastian and MC sat near the lake. They had been out for a walk, making the most of the fair weather before going back in to continue with their studies. Exams were almost upon them, and after that graduation. Their time at Hogwarts was almost over.

MC looked down at their clasped hands, her heart full of her love for the man beside her. He had been her heart since the end of 6th year. It was hard to picture him not being by her side, there to hold her hand and warm her cheeks with soft kisses.

Her heart fluttered at the thought of what may come next, and her thoughts turned to the most recent letter her mother had sent to her. After hearing about how close she had become to a young man, her mother had enquired if he had asked for her hand. Social society back home had rules for this kind of thing, rules that were not so rigid here in the Wizarding World.

MC glanced at her suitor, her love, and wondered if he had given marriage any thought. It was certainly not something that had come up in their conversations. Perhaps it should be something they spoke about.

Sebastian turned to her, a curious smile on his lips. "Are you alright? You've been rather quiet and fidgety this morning," he said. He gave her hand a little squeeze. "Would you like to share?"

Nerves had MC licking her lips. "Have you given much thought to what we shall do after graduation?"

Sebastian creased his brow in thought. "Well, we shall need to find employment. I have made some enquiries at the Ministry and at a few libraries. I quite fancy the idea of research."

"And, where would you live? Somewhere else, or would you remain at Feldcroft?"

He looked at her. "Where would I live? Did you not mean, where would we live?"

MC felt a little breathless. "You...you wish for me to live with you?"

"Of course," he said. He gave her a playful nudge with his shoulder. "How else will I be able to see you every day?"

Her heart was pounding against her ribs. The thought of living alone with him, nobody to be in the way, no rules but those of their own making, it was all rather exciting, and rather scary too.

"When should we marry?" She asked. She felt rather giddy, the words popping from her mouth in her excitement.

"Marry?" He asked, taken aback. He looked at her blankly. "What?"

MC's lips parted, uncertainty making her flustered. "You...you said we were to live together...I thought..."

"Bloody hell, MC," he said. His words came out as a breathless rush and he ran his fingers through his hair. "Marriage?"

She tugged her hand free of his, a little stunned at his reaction. Was this rejection? Her cheeks flooded with shame. "I'm sorry," she said. She quickly stood, her palms now sweaty as she rubbed them against her hips. "My mistake, I'm sorry."

She pressed her hands to her cheeks and muttered some excuse about needing to get back to the castle before she took off at a little run, leaving him sitting on their little perch beside the lake, stunned.

Cursing herself for a fool, she wondered how she was going to write a reply to her mother. How to find the words to suggest that Sebastian wished for them to live in sin, or worse, wasn't prepared to offer her the stability of a permanent future with him.

She would be ruined socially, shunned! MC felt tears prick her eyes. What if she now had to make an awful decision? After graduation, would she have to abandon her true love and return home to seek an alternative suitor for marriage? Her heart crushed at the thought! How could she ever bear to be with another? Sebastian held her heart, it belonged with him.

....*....

MC had been hiding in the Undercroft since dinner, her handkerchief clutched in her hands as she quietly cried. The very thought of having to leave Sebastian was worse than any Crucio curse, but she was scared of abandoning her mother for a life of wild sin too. Her mother would never forgive her! But would she ever forgive herself if she gave up Sebastian? The very thought made her want to scream like some wild thing.

The Undercroft gate opened and the man himself entered, his gaze roaming their secret space until he spied her seated against the crates. "There you are," he said. He walked towards her.

He paused before her and she sniffed, dabbing her face with her hanky. "I am sorry," she said. "I must look a frightful mess."

He held out his hands to her. "Come here, my love," he said. "You look as beautiful as always."

Shyly, she took his hands and allowed him to pull her up to her feet. He took her hanky, dabbed away her tears and placed a kiss on her nose. "Alright?"

She nodded weakly. He smiled and cupped her face in his hands, his thumbs stroking soothingly over her reddened cheeks.

"I owe you an apology," he said. "I did not mean to upset you by the lake today. You surprised me, is all."

"Perhaps I was a little forward," she said.

He smiled. "Ominis told me to stop being a fool. And while this isn't new advice, I have to say he is quite right. I am a fool."

She met his eyes. "How so?"

His eyes softened. "Because I love you, so, so much, and I just assumed that things would just carry on as they have been after we left here," he said. "Of course, out in the real world, things are different. And, marriage is something that I had pondered over."

"It is?" She felt a spark of hope in her chest, her eyes widening a little as she gazed at him.

"Of course!" He said. "Although, I had rather liked the idea of coming to you with a romantic proposal, you know. It's only what you deserve. I had not expected it to come up for discussion so soon. When you mentioned it earlier, I was taken by surprise, all my previous thoughts and ideas scattered wildly. I had thought to surprise you at graduation."

"Oh, Sebastian," she sighed. She took hold of the front of his cloak, her face crumpling. "And there I am stomping all over your plans with my insecurity and impatience."

He chuckled and pulled her in close, his arms encircling her warmly. He pressed a kiss to her hair. "It's a good job I love you."

"I love you too," she said. She buried her face into the crook of his neck, his scent and the warmth of his embrace her home.

"So, does that mean you would accept my proposal?" He asked. "If I should offer it."

She pulled back to look up at him. "Nothing in this world would stop me from accepting you, Sebastian," she said, earnestly. "I am yours, always."

He swallowed hard, his forehead leaning against hers, his voice thick with emotion. "You would be my wife...Mrs Sallow..."

"Yes," she breathed.

Suddenly, the air surrounded them seemed to shift. MC took a shaky breath, her pulse racing. They had kissed before, many times, he had held her hands, touched her face, stroked her hair, but never much more than that.

This felt different. When his mouth touched hers, there was an intense blaze flickering to life inside of her. Moved by his words, her heart swelling ever larger with her love for him, her body seemed to call out for him at its most primal level.

He must have felt the same. His kiss was far more impassioned than usual, and when her lips parted to gasp a breath, his tongue touched hers. A soft moan escaped her at that soft, erotic touch. Her body seemed to flicker into life, her hands grasping him tighter, pulling him closer.

They kissed deeply, lost in each other's fire. MC found a deep well of passion she didn't know she possessed and she melted into it, gasping softly as his hands caressed her back, her waist.

Her clothes felt awfully restrictive and her cheeks flushed hotly as she realised she would quite happily discard every last stitch, allow him to touch where she had never been touched.

"Sebastian," she moaned. She felt the hard press of the wooden crates behind her against her back, his hands gripping her hips as he pressed his body flush with hers. His kisses moved to her throat, his tongue tasting the delicate throb of her pulse and she thought she might very well melt into a puddle at his feet. Her fingers clutched at the back of his robes, terrified he would let her go, or stop this powerful rush of desperate want.

But, eventually, he did stop. He lifted his lips to smile down at her. His eyes were darkened with desire and she was left breathless, utterly his.

"Just think, we could do this every day as man and wife," he said. His smirk made her want to pull that mouth back down to continue where he had left off.

"I fear I might go crazy before that day arrives," she said. "Your kisses are like fire and I want to burn, Sebastian."

He chuckled and pressed a kiss to her mouth. "Now, what sort of man would I be to deprive my love of such passion," he said. He swiped his thumb over her lower lip. "Allow me to kiss you again."

"Only if you promise to never stop," she said.

He bowed his head and claimed her mouth for his own, kissing her so thoroughly lest she ever forget how much he loved her.

[sidekick-hero]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers! Spread the self-love ❤️

Emmerson, my dearest dear, thank you so so much for the lovely ask! A bit of self-love and self-hype is always a good idea 😊💜

Because I got several lovely self-rec asks I'm giving you my favorite AUs I've written 😘

Would you fall for me? (explicit | 8.8k) - my try at enemies to lovers

Dustin hugged him again and when he pulled away he patted Eddie on the back and said, "Great. Maybe you and Steve will finally bury the hatchet, now that you both have to help me plan the wedding.” "Sorry, I think I heard wrong. It almost sounded like —" Eddie started, praying that he had indeed misheard Dustin, because no way in hell... Dustin let out an exasperated sigh. "You didn't. Steve is also my best man." At Eddie's horrified look, Dustin added, "I really don't understand why you two hate each other so much. I think you could be great friends if you both just stopped acting like kids, man." "He started it," Eddie grumbled like the very mature adult he was. This was going to end in disaster, he fucking knew it.

Suitcase of Memories (explicit | 55.7k) - my first and only big bang, written with the amazing @legitcookie 💜

In a bygone era, two men overcome all societal norms and find an instant, powerful connection that defies all odds. Their secret love blossoms in the shadows, forming an unbreakable bond. However, fate eventually intervenes, cruelly tearing them apart. Fast forward to the present day, Steve awakens from a startling dream that feels surprisingly real, like he was really there. The memory of it haunts his every waking moment, making him question if he somehow recognizes the mysterious, curly-haired stranger playing his guitar at a street-corner, although they have never met before. Steve continues to cross paths with this enigmatic figure, Eddie, until they surrender to fate and their instant attraction. As their relationship deepens, Steve's dreams become increasingly vivid, detailed, and intense, leaving him with an uncanny sense of familiarity. They also strangely reflect the growing romance and struggles of his newfound relationship. Is it all just a coincidence, or is there a deeper connection that defies the boundaries of time and fate?

we were meant to be (we live happily in my fantasy) (explicit | 5.6k) - my try at rockstar!Eddie

Eddie Munson has it all. The big mansion with more bathrooms than anyone could ever need, five platinum albums in as many years, countless awards to show the world that the trailer trash from a shithole town in Indiana had made it, and enough money to buy said shithole town if he ever wanted to. Which he certainly didn't, thank you very much. The only good thing about this hellhole is his uncle, who still refuses to live anywhere else. Eddie Munson also has the most gorgeous date of all the Grammy attendees on his arm, smiling charmingly at the flashing cameras and winning the hearts of everyone he so much as looks at. Or: Eddie is a Big-Shot-Rockstar and Steve is the escort he hired to get people off his back. Too bad he fell in love with him.

I’ll keep you like an oath (may nothing but death do us part) (mature | 20k) - finally, I tried my hand at the fake dating trope!

When Steve's grandmother dies, he finds out that he can only get his inheritance - half a million dollars - if he marries someone. It's her way of forcing Steve to live a heterosexual life. Sucks for her that gay marriage has been legalized since she wrote her will. Sucks for Steve that he doesn't have a man or woman in his life to marry. Cue Eddie Munson, roommate and best friend of Robin's girlfriend Chrissy and the guy Steve has had a crush on for years. What could possibly go wrong?

Emotional Motion Sickness (explicit | 16.5k) - emotional porn, pure and simple

"This is actually my first time in a gay bar and I had no idea it was a theme night, that people would be here looking for... for... leather and chains and whatnot. If I knew that, I wouldn't have come." It comes out in a rush, the words stumbling over each other in his haste to get them out as quickly as possible. Steve fights the urge to bury his head in his hands again, but part of him is glad he got it all out. Now he can only hope that Eddie still wants to talk to him, because he likes Eddie, and he may not be into the same things as him, but maybe... Steve doesn't know what he's hoping for, only that he doesn't want his night to end without at least getting Eddie's number. Maybe they can at least be friends. Steve really needs more gay friends, ones who don't send him to a bar without telling him they have theme nights.

[hannigramislife]

so i have a question that i swear is meant with complete sincerity (i just want to preface that because i know some people send shitty passive aggressive asks and i dont wanna be misunderstood).

I dislike dazai a lot and for most of the same reasons that you do but i also really dont like jgy for basically all the same reasons. I just know you're a big jgy fan but you really hate dazai and i was wondering how you reconcile those feelings? i assume we just have different interpretations of jgy (mdzs is a vast piece of media and there's a lot of different ways to interpret each character) but i've just been getting more and more curious so i wanted to ask. to be clear, i think it's totally okay to like jgy! the same way i think its okay for dazai fans to like dazai, they're just fictional characters. so this is in no meant as an attack or an 'ah ha!' moment. i just sort of don't understand liking one character and not the other when to me, all of their worst traits are the same and jgy has actually done far worse things than dazai (like murdering his own son)

i hope my ask isnt upsetting at all. you mentioned before liking to discuss meta so i really just want to introduce a conversation and maybe understand your perspective a bit better

Firstly, thank you so much for your polite ask!

I just wanna clear something up – I am not a Jgy fan XD. I see where one might think that, but I can guarantee you, I wanted him dead as fuck and I do not condone his atrocities.

Now, I do have some friends who have talked to me about Jgy, and they're Xiyao and Nieyao fans, respectively, so by talking with them, I have come to understand better some parts of Jgy's character, which have made me more forgiving towards some of his actions. Emphasis on some. Like you said, he and Dazai share the same annoying/frustrating traits, like the fact that they're lying liars 😊

I do appreciate Jgy as a character much more than I do Dazai though, that is correct, and I guess it's because of their narrative roles. Jgy has a very solid and interesting position in mdzs – in a world where social standing is such an important part of the story, the genius, bastard son of one of the wealthiest clans is constantly kicked down (lol couldn't resist), because the system has decided he doesn't deserve the same power as his half-brother, simply because of his birth situation.

And the narrative stays true to it! Time and time again, he is shut down, even when he goes to Lanling with Nie Mingjue's recommendation letter, even when he kills Wen Ruohen, even when he is married to secure his status, fate has fucked him over. It's like trying to watch Icarus reach the sun because he feels he is entitled to it.

Plus, I'm a huge Nieyao fan XD in a "they could have totally gotten married and lived happily ever after, but nooo; some of us have daddy issues *glares at jgy*"

So, this is the reason my posts have stopped being so antagonistic to Jgy, as I like to live in a delusional world where they've reincarnated in the modern world, jgy has some morals, and 3zun is happy 😇

Now, Dazai, on the other hand, I simply can't stand him. Nothing about his story or personality makes me go even as far as "yes, and?" I don't care for him as a character (though I get how he is appealing to people). I don't understand his actions 90% of the time. Plus, his actions are also frustrating and make me mad.

Like when Chuuya used corruption and he was like, "take me back at the place," and Dazai just left his ass there. "Oh, but that's their dynamic," yes, well, it annoys me. Plus, his whole thing with Akutagawa drives me up a wall because how dare you??? Motherfucker??? His first words to Akutagawa after 4 years live in my head rent-free because you could have shown that you became a better person, but nope. Still a dick. "Oh, he did that to set up the rivalry with Atsushi," you know how Beast Dazai did that? Set them up on a date. Boom. Take notes.

I also personally think Dazai either doesn't get Akutagawa fr, or he simply doesn't care to do so because Akutagawa flourishes with encouragement, it's actually sort of insane to see. Anyways. Went on a tangent there.

So yeah, Dazai is annoying, his personality sucks, he's a manipulative bastard, and he is mean to my baby :(

[jayybugg]

Just stopping by to say hi. I love you and I miss you and you’re amazing. 💛💛💛💛

(I think we’re tumblr/discord married, but i don’t remember if it was ever a real thing but anyway if it is I love you wifey and if it isn’t, I love you anyway Jay 😊 Hope you’re doing well and kicking life’s ass)

STEVIEEEEE!!!!!

hi, my pretty boy, i love and miss you more! 🩵 you're so amazing, and i'm so proud of you all the time. 🥺

(i'm happily married to you, ily more hubby and I hope you're doing better and I'm giving you all the kisses in the world.)

[beecreeper]

For the Tav ask game: 4, 12, and 91 😊

~ @bardic-perdita 💜

Answering for my durges as well because why not!

Long answers under the cut

4. Is there a reason why your Tav starts out as Level 1?

Briar and Ferox both got a hard reset from Orin's attack and getting dissected by Kressa.

Molli just genuinely is level one. She never got the chance to be a proper bard before she got confined, having only basic bard skills. Gortash only let her play an instrument as a very occasionally metered out reward, so she wasn't able to develop past where she was before. Though, she often sang or hummed to herself and practiced the fingerings for notes in the air to pass time/dissociate, so that was enough to keep her skills *at* level one. Her warlock powers she got while on the nautiloid so those are brand new.

12. How does your Tav feel about Us? Did they free them, maim them or leave them behind?

Briar crushed Us immediately lol very much a tone setter for her run.

Molli's state of mind upon waking up was very much "there is so much happening right now that I am just. Not going to process any of it on a conscious level right now." Making her way around the ship in a confused haze and so disconnected from reality that she hardly registered just how terrifying everything was until after the fact. All this to say that, yes she helped Us out. She was honestly just grateful to have any direction at all. "Help us" and "Go to the helm" are much more concrete and digestible ideas than... everything else. When she meets Us again at Moonrise she gets attached to it immediately because it's *like them* 🥺

Ferox also freed Us, more out of idle curiosity than anything. Kinda compromised with his urge which really really wanted him to mutilate that corpse. Like, his urge was telling him to stick his hands in there and the front of his mind kinda backdoor justified that as "I guess I want to help take this brain thing out. Why else would I want to stick my hands in a corpse? That's the only logical reason here good job Ferox 👍" Once Us was out and started talking, he a) was kinda weirded out ngl and b) decided to follow it anyway because it was his best lead on what was going on. I haven't gotten him to Moonrise yet so I'm not 100% sure what his reaction will be to meeting it again.

91. Does you Tav get a happily ever after?

I really love to write both good and bad endings for my characters (thank you Arcana fandom for burning the concept of upright and reversed endings into me). So, yes!

Molli is the one with the clearest happy ending. In her good timeline, she defeats the brain and goes to Avernus with Karlach, where I INSIST that they find a way to fix her heart. They also have to chop off her warlock arm to break her pact but don't worry about that. 😊 Anyway, after that, they come back to Baldur's Gate, get rich selling all the rare hell stuff they've accumulated, get married and retire together. They buy a tavern, but they don't, like, run it. They hire someone else to actually do the managing part and they just hang out with patrons whenever they aren't off having eccentric retired lesbian vacations. They name their tavern "The Mockingbird and Goat."

Ferox will ALSO be getting a good ending but it's not as solidly planned in my head. The part I know for sure for sure is that he rejects Bhaal and then takes up a new Oath of Devoation and dedicates himself to actually being the paladin he's always wanted to be. Probably gonna join Lae'zel in her war against Vlaakith but there's a chance I could be swayed to something different when I actually play through it.

And then Briar's endings are... well okay they're both bad. On one hand she gets everything she wants and takes over the world in Bhaal's name, which *she* likes but is pretty bad for everyone else (and also it ultimately makes her feel hollow in the end but she doesn't know why and she would never admit it even to herself). On the other hand, she gets talked into rejecting Bhaal (thanks Sunflower!) but just feels so so so *empty* afterwards. She feels *nothing*. She has *NOTHING*. She just peaces out to be a weird reclusive mushroom hermit and never talk to anyone ever again. She also resurrects Gortash's body as a mushroom zombie and takes it with her, though she doesn't really know why. It just FEELS right.

[paulinawoodpecker]

PAC man and the ghostly adventures sneak peek:

Spiral and crystal’s wedding

~Man of my dreams by Becky hill playing~

~I knew that we felt it, but I never thought we'd call this home~

~Now we're connected, I'm never gonna let you go~

Cylindria: you see guys? We did it

PAC: now no more ghost in pac world

All: *chuckles*

~And it all seemed so surreal~

~Like the world was standing still before us~

~I can picture it now~

Spiral: Crystal?

Crystal: yeah?

~You drew a heart in the sand and you got down on one knee~

~You took my left hand saying~

Spiral: will you marry me?

Crystal: yes!

~ And now the uncertainty is over. I'll spend my days with the man of my dreams~

Wedding bells start ringing

~Lingering questions, they hae all been answered now~

All: *entering the ceremony*

~We're still learning lessons, but I know you're not walking out~

Spiral: ooh where is she?

Inky: there she is

~Yes, it still feels so surreal~

~Like the world is at our feet before us~

Crystal: *in her wedding dress*

Spiral: oh my goodness!

~From that moment when~

Zac: *walks with crystal to spiral*

~You drew a heart in the sand and you got down on one knee. You took my left hand saying, "Will you marry me?"~

Spiral and crystal put on their wedding rings on

~And now the uncertainty is over~

~I'll spend my days with the man of my dreams~

~Ooh-ooh, I~

Spheros: spiral. Do you take Crystal as your wife?

Spiral: I do…

Spheros: Crystal. Do you take spiral as your husband?

Crystal: I do…

Spheros: I pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride

Crystal and spiral: *kisses each other’s lips*

All: *cheers and sobs happily*

~And now the uncertainty is over~

~I'll spend my days with the man of my dreams~

Crystal and spiral: 😊😊

[youremyheaven]

Hi ! I was giggling while reading your post about crushes and how you are feeling about love . It's too cute 🥺 🥰 and the phase that all of us go through when we have crushes😅🥰

I haven't been in a relationship or have dated anyone not that it's a bad thing . I love seeing all my girlies in love sharing their experiences. Basically I love LOVE idk if it makes any sense 🤣.

I had an unrequited love type of story with this person . He's a distant family member. I used to admire him very much like the way he used to talk with such respect, warm smiles , witty , making everyone laugh , sooo down to earth , making sure everyone felt included etc . We used to meet on different family functions n all and he's a close friend of my cousin . We held mutual respect for one other and I used to search for him and act as if I was not looking for him . It felt like gravity was working way harder when he's around . I gradually developed a crush around 15 yrs and it turned into idk whatever well into my mid 20's . We used to talk , tease , motivate and give tips to each other , there was never flirting involved. I used to think for years and feel sad that he's not interested in me but the things he'd do for me spoke otherwise. Here n there the elders of the family thought we'd make a good couple but his family wasn't happy with it . There were never direct confrontations or anything . His mother and grandmother used to love me , sometimes throw indirect remarks on my family's financial situation it used to hurt me a little but I know where I came from and will never forget , but when it came to matter of our marriage she staright out refused cuz obviously they wanted a rich bride and they did get him .He's now married to a lovely women and they have a beautiful and healthy baby boy now . The irony I didn't even know that this all was going in the background that they refused me and the search for a bride and found her , the marriage was set till I got the wedding invitation. My cousin told me recently what was going on then . All was said n done . I loved him , idk if he loved me or I just projected . I deep down knew that this will not workout cuz he was already in a compromised situation with his family and I'd tell myself that he didn't have any feelings to cope with the situation . He's now married and has a son . Guess what?! his wedding anniversary is just a day after my parents wedding anniversary and they got pregnant right after my birthday. 😅

I did think that i should've gathered a lill courage and kept all inhibitions aside to go n convey my feelings to him then our lives would've been so different. It doesn't matter now and I'm so happy that he's happy with his family 😊. The love and respect I've for him will still be there . It makes my heart feel a different kind of happy when I see him now . Him and his wife are so cute smiling and are very welcoming. I feel so good watching them from afar and I have nothing but to feel happy for them .

That was love for me , now I don't think want to love right now . Definitely will be looking forward to LIFE n LOVE ig 💗

hii angel 🥺

i love LOVE too 😩its the best feeling in the world 🥰

omg that was a whole hindi 400 episode soap opera right there, i could picture it all, a Gurmeet Choudhary kind of guy is how i pictured the man, and you're a Drashti Dhami type of gal, his wife is a Shrenu Parikh type lady

sometimes the most profound experiences of love we have are of love that isn't consummated. not every thing has to end with a conventional "happily ever after" in order for it to be meaningful. you loved him and even if he didn't know it, the experience of loving him, changed you as a person. your heart has the ability to wish and hope for someone's well being just because. only love can do that to a person.

who knows what would've happened if you had confessed your feelings. it may or may not have been positive but let's believe whatever happened is how it was meant to be.

real relationships are often not as easy or satisfying as loving someone from a distance. i was so upset by so much when i was in a relationship with my ex, but after ending things with him, it feels easier to only remember the love and warmth. i'm not someone who can hate anybody so i didn't expect to hate him and nor do i but my heart feels so light and easy with the kind of love i have for him. i dont have to worry about the messiness of the relationship anymore. and the love we give, we cant really take back and i hope in his moments of defeat, if at all it helps, he thinks of how much i loved him and it gives him the strength to go on. ok ill stop now before i cry lmao

i hope you can continue to be happy for your person but i also hope a warm, nourishing and tranquil love, waits for you around the corner. you deserve to be loved as much as you love others. i hope you have a wonderful week ahead 💗💖

[save-me-my-seoul]

Hello! How are you? I found your account from the taejin hashtag. Sorry for the sudden ask from a stranger 😄

I found other taejinies here on tumbler too, but apparently they all deactivated? 😢 It's so sad. I can't talk to anyone about the ship I support like other shippers. But I hope you didn't deactivate too😢

I came here to ask about something if its possible?. 😊

So, There are interviews of taejin when they talk about their future with the opposite sex. They could be taken as heteronormative infos. I just saw someone posted an interview(from a magazine?) of Tae when he said he wants to live happily with his wife. Now, do you think this is just for public appearance and just bc that's what's acceptable? I tend to think this way, maybe I'm lying to myself. But, I don't think what we saw in taejin was nothing. Sometimes I blame myself for thinking this way bc i would be making Tae a liar when he say something and I neglect it, and I know he's honest. But to explain my confusion, why would he go to that far of explaining how he would spend his future with a "wife" when he can say a "partner" as gender neutral, for example. So that's why I question, either what they reveal, or my way of thinking about taejin.

I hope I didn't confuse you😄

So, do you mind sharing your take on what he said? Please, be free to share what you believe in. That would help me best. Thank you🌹

Hello! Thank you for finding me 💜 I can talk about Taejin all night and day, so I'm grateful to get the chance to talk about them with you. Many taejinnies have deactivated on this platform. Even though I'm not as active here, I still come to Tumblr often, though these days there are more taejinnies on twt.

To answer your question about Taehyung, yes, he was definitely saying that for the public. There are a couple of reasons for this. The first is training. Idols are trained from Day 1 about what to say to fans and to the press. They're expected to project an image of wholesomeness and normality, someone who is like us. There's nothing more normative than a young man saying he wants a wife and kids some day. That's what he's expected to say.

The second reason is the current conservative political climate. It's also the reason Taehyung can't use a gender-neutral term like partner. In Western culture, when a person uses the term partner, people automatically assume they are gay. However, usage of the word partner to refer to someone romantically involved is not common in Korea, so it's not likely Taehyung would use it.

Being that, any idol who admits he (or she) is gay can say goodbye to his career because the company, society, their family, and most of their fans would forsake them. We don't live in a world where idols can be out. It's just not safe.

So Taehyung would never openly admit he's in love with a man. All of that said, Taehyung did refer to Seokjin as his comrade. That's about as close to gender-neutral as he could come while staying out of the conservative's crosshairs.

As far as the interviews about their future "wives," those were recorded long ago when bts were first starting out, before they gained more freedom to control their own narrative... Before Seokjin could admit his crush on Brad Pitt (twice) and before they could say on national broadcasts more than once that they love each other.

One final note I hope you'll enjoy: Both Freddy Mercury and Elton John were married to women before they came out as gay. Who knows what things will change in the world in the next 20 years, but we can hope that whatever happens, Seokjin and Taehyung are happy, healthy, and in love.

Borahae 💜💜💜

[the-lancasters]

Norrington Palace, Windenburg - Part Two

AN: Vivi returns! Thanks not only to @armoricaroyalty for Vivi but also for helping me work on the dialogue for this scene 😊

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Transcript under the cut

Vivi - Margaret!

Margaret – Vivi!! I…. Seem to have ended up on the floor!

Vivi – What's wrong?

Margaret – Nothing. I am…… I’m ah -mazing, thank you very much. I am a Lancaster! And women in this family are supposed to be happy. No complaining, no opinion- just ornamental until my Father chooses someone appropriate for me to marry. Then I just push out babies. Then I die.

Vivi - Lets get you to bed okay?

Margaret - If you insist

Vivi - Are you okay in there?..... Margaret?...... I'm coming in now okay?

*Margaret curled up on the floor* Oh Margaret

Margaret - You don't need to look after me Vivi, you can go back to bed

*They sit together*

Margaret - I did something stupid. Reckless. I thought….. I thought it would make me feel- I don’t know. Better? Independent? 

Vivi - Do you want to talk about it?

Margaret - I slept with someone. A complete stranger. The first person since Steve. *bitter laugh* Second ever.

Vivi - You aren’t married, you can sleep with whomever you want

Margaret - Roberts getting married.

Vivi - I saw the announcement in the paper this morning, they looked very happy

Margaret -Robert is the best person I know. He deserves happiness with Alex

Vivi - Of course

Margaret - But it was so easy for him! He fell in love, then made the decision to propose and boom. They are getting married and they will have cute little babies and live happily ever after 

Margaret - I could have married Steve. He was…. He was amazing. So kind, but strong. 

Vivi - So why didn’t you?

Margaret - I was a coward. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t stand up to my father and now….. I should have fought harder for him. What if he was it? What if you only get one true love?

Vivi - You think you could have brought him into the family? Or do you think you should have left with him?

Margaret - Jacques brought you in. Now you are the Duchess of Laye. You once told me that you believed unhappiness was a choice. Maybe my dad would have come around to the idea

Vivi -  It’s not that easy. Do you think that Steve would have been able to cope with this lifestyle? Most days I still feel like an outsider. Like everyone else is singing from the same song sheet, and mine is blank, or in a foreign language or something. 

Margaret - Is that why you left? 

Vivi - *sighs* My life is completely unrecognisable from what it was before. I love Hugo, but it's hard having your independence taken away from you. 

Margaret - But we would have been together

Vivi -  There are other men in the world. You don’t know that none of them could make you happy.

Comfortable silence

Margaret - At least i'm not the only miserable one

Vivi - What? 

Margaret - *laughs* Charles. He doesn’t get a fairy tale ending either. We are trapped doing our fathers bidding.

[haza8877]

Namaste 🙏🏼 from here :)

I hope u r doing all well and fine 🙂 I bless 🙌 you and your family !

My initial- h

My moon - Sagittarius ♐️

My sun - Aries

My topic is 3

Another question:-

Will my bestie s.d ♋️ and Me will have a strong bond in future?

Namaste my friend 🙏🏼 

Thank you for your wishes. I hope you and your family also find peace and good health.💓💓💓💖💖 

Tarot cards

(4 of wands, 2 of pen rx, justice rx, the world)

I don't think you have to change anything major, but somehow I feel like you've just achieved something that has made you very happy (I kind of feel it's related to a romantic relationship, maybe you just got engaged or married - I apologize if you're single, as I rely on your energy and may not have accurate information about your personal life, so there may be mistakes😅). In general, I sense that you've achieved something worth celebrating, and you're happily enjoying it, with people around you also rejoicing in this event. Or simply, you are about to step out of your comfort zone. You might have to leave somewhere to start a new job, new opportunities, and you feel anxious about it. However, deep down, you still have concerns; you fear that the changes in your life will upset your balance. I feel like you haven't adapted to this change, so there are many things that worry you, as if everything is overwhelming. Hmmm, I'm not sure about your situation, but I think it's important to carefully and objectively consider your concerns, as well as fairly evaluate the events that have influenced your life this year. I sense that whatever has happened to you, whether good or bad, has helped you complete a chapter in your journey. The year 2024 might open up a new chapter in your life, so reflect on what lessons you've learned this year, from successes to failures. I believe that will help you identify what you need for 2024 and for your new journey. 

A personal suggestion from me: you might spend a day to paint a picture or create a diagram of 2023. Honestly reflect on what you've experienced this year—what events you've encountered, any new relationships you've formed, and the insights you've gained about yourself and life. This is a way to help you review the journey of the past year, and I believe you'll be surprised by what you discover about yourself and the lessons you've learned.😊😊😊 

Wishing you a fantastic and exciting new beginning in 2024, and have confidence in the upcoming journey. 

With your yes/no question, here is the message from 'The Book of Answers'  

“ A new step is coming" 

Well, as I mentioned, everything for you is about to be 'new' as you're preparing to embark on a new journey. So, don't worry too much and have faith in the future and in yourself. 

Thank you for participating in my mini tarot game. 💖💖💖Take these messages openly and consider them as a gentle form of entertainment. 🌸🌸🌸💐💐💐💐 

[nevesmose]

A tag for me! Aww 😊

Currently watching: a few different things but only in short chunks at a time. Spooks, or I think it was called MI-5 in the US, is a spy show from the early 2000's that goes extremely hard for something made on a budget of 50p. Lots of baby versions of UK actors who became famous later and in various episodes you get things like Mr Gibbs from Pirates of the Caribbean torturing someone with a deep fryer and extensive Buffy-era Anthony Head shirtless scenes. What's not to like? Also enjoying Astrid: Murder in Paris aka Astrid et Raphaelle which is a French detective show about an autistic archivist who teams up with a very outgoing detective. One of the show's creators is autistic as are many of the supporting cast IIRC so I feel like it's a pretty decent portrayal.

Sweet/savoury/spicy: definitely sweet. I like savoury and spicy (especially Mexican food) but sweet for sure.

Relationship status: happily married in a way that I honestly never expected to be in my entire life 💍

Current obsession: Warhammer (obvs) and history, as well as special interests in languages/accents, flags and camouflage patterns. I just think they're neat. The particular historical thing I'm focusing on can vary wildly but right now it's the social/cultural aspects of the First World War. And also East Germany. And also the Austrian Empire. And also Byzantium and and and (continued for my entire life)

Last thing Googled: "kate monk onomastikon" which is a fairly old but still quite useful list of names from different countries/time periods. Link below as it's a good resource and sharing is caring:

I have been tagged smh smh— looking at you @systembug

Currently watching: eerrrmmm— sweats in man who can’t start series last I was trying to watch was my rewatch of cells at work (I Lurv Lurv Lurv it so much 🥰🥰🥰) and was trying to start the ace attorney anime (also lurv a lot) & I think rewatch one punch man or maybe assassination classroom—

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: probably sweet and savory depending on the mood, not the hugest spicy fan but I will sometimes enjoy it also :3

Relationship status: currently single and not really looking to mingle 👍 traditional relationships don’t tend to be my bag for many reasons (aro/Ace spec moment B>) but I do love having some homies to vibe with o7

Current obsession: warhammer— oh god warhammer- ya guys don’t understand man— I have so many ocs I haven’t posted it’s so bad- / pos I just Lurv it so so so much 🥺🥺 would kill for warhammer- chewing on my space marine figures so so so so so much arghhh (also yeah in the span of like 3 weeks I bought 5 action figures for warhammer bc I am in fact obsessed) the irls and non-warhammer mutuals fear when its name is mentioned /J

Last thing I googled: Military nicknames

For some ideas for some guardsmen ocs ^w^

Hehehe @m0rbidm1nk @thrill-zilla-0v0 @krynnmeridia @wolf-tail @v01d-v0r4c10us an invite for you guys :)!! If y’all wanna ofc ofc