The first sound you hear when your heart starts beating:the beat of another heart,much bigger and more powerful than yours.Warm,rhythmic,strong.You still haven't figured out who that beat belongs to or what that sound will mean to you in the future,but you hear it.
You cradle it inside.It's an instinct,even if one day you'll forget about it.
The first voice you hear,is the one of your mother.Warm,sweet,sometimes broken by cries,others by laughter.You still don't understand what “voice” or “mother” means,but you hear it.
It's around you,always.In the future you will continue to look for it,even if unconsciously.You cradle it in,it comforts you,it makes you feel safe.It's an instinct,even if one day you'll forget it.
Finally,the light.
The first face you see,the first really important one,is your mother's.Warm,red in the face,suffering.She doesn’t look much older than you.She is crying as much as you,but she smiles. You carry it inside that smile,even if you still don't know what it means and it will continue to mean in your life.
It cradles you.t's an instinct,but one day you'll forget it.
After that first meeting,your mother left you.She left.You haven’t seen her ever since.You are her child but she’s someday child too.She’s still a child just like you.You are growing up together.
You still don't know what her absence means to you.Cold,empty,painful.It kills you,almost.
It's an instinct,and you'll never forget it.
I had to write something after seeing Alicent ignoring Aegon while he was crying.
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