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This is so weird. I just found out, through a random instagram story, that I have a condition called Aphantasia. This means that I cannot see mental images. My brain is just words, I never see anything. I always thought that that was normal and thought that the people who could see stuff were special. Guess it's the other way around. Huh, this is a really weird day
#Aphantasia#i just always thought that it was normal i couldnt see a thing#it did make my emdr therapy sessions a lot harder tho#because they usually work with a mental image#my therapist definetely didn't know about this#she just suggested that instead we try to see if it worked with words for me#it did#but wow#never thought it was something that was so different from other people#i tried to find stuff about it on the internet#there are some other symptoms that i recognise too#but research is still going#cause its a relatively new thing#they only started to describe it back in 2015 after a study was done on it#weird day#they also call it mind blindness#me#personal#me rambling#i just had to type it out#cause wtf#if i hadnt looked on instagram today#i wouldnt have known this
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Everyone gives Alicent flack for trying to cut out Luke’s eye but exactly how normal are you supposed to be about your own child’s eye being cut out and lying in a bowl in front of you?
#logically she -#shut up if my child was blinded I’d lose my mind#logic? I don’t know her#call me a bull because I’m seeing red#also the idea that characters are always going to behave calmly in high stress situations#fuck that#alicent hightower#HOTD#house of the dragon#aemond targaryen#mine#lucerys velaryon
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being surrounded by edge lords ( you know who you are ) is hard work , but someone has to do it ( it’s matt , the person surrounded by edge lords is matt )
#i knew from ‘hi i’m matt’ ( headcanons )#( he doesn’t mind at all )#( matt brings a certain sunshine and rainbows vibe to the party that darksiders find blinding )#( iykyk )#( also this is an affectionate vague call out LMAO )#( on this blog we support the edge lords )#( force knows someone’s gotta )
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call of the night has such cute women but then it makes a majority of those characters child predators :/
#whole show is abt the 14 year old main character being groomed by the other main character who is a 30 to 40 year old woman#watched the first season blind and wanted to blow everything up with my mind by the end like nobody even treats it as being abnormal#and if he runs into any other women in the show they’re also inappropriate with him too??? somebody come lock the creator up im so serious#CALL OF THE NIGHT IS SO ASS
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what we could’ve had with spencer and jj blah blah blah ELLE what we could’ve had with spencer and ELLE !! THATS what we should be mourning
#get ready for this rant LMAO#i have seen criminal minds like four times and I have NEVER been a fan of spencer and jj im sorry#i literally just cant do it she is actively so mean to him#Elle is so nice to him and gentle and UGH#the way they try to push jj and spencer randomly for like three episodes in season one and what does jj do to earn that#??? call him spence ??#Elle does so many things#she tells people not to bring up that he didn’t pass his firearm qualification bc she didn’t want him to be embarrassed :(#when spencer confides in elle about being embarrassed about never getting a date and she’s just like ‘have you ever asked anyone out?’#and when he says no she just smiles and is like ‘thats why you haven’t gotten a date’#When Elle gets held hostage on the train and Spencer keeps insisting that she should go to the hospital and they’re sitting on that trunk#There’s a scene where Gideon jj & spencer walk up this really steep dirt path#and gideon turns around and helps jj and you can see jj glance back but like ignore spencer#and then elle comes around and grabs his hand and pulls him up like it’s so much BETTER#elle my beloved i miss you🥲#also elle wouldn’t have ignored him after he got addicted jj and everyone literally just turned a blind eye hoping itd go away#ELLE WOULDVE HELPED HIM I KNOW IT#found this in my drafts and it needs to see the light of day actually#bear roars 🐻#criminal minds
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got prequels on the brain lately, and i think i can explain padme in rots, even if it might not be exactly what lucas was thinking of. see, it's not just that she loves her husband and wants to believe there must be still be some good in him, it's also that she is now not just anakin's wife, but the mother of his child(ren) too. like, literally about to pop right as obi-wan/yoda have decided anakin needs to be killed. she doesn't feel she can stay on coruscant anymore as a senator under the emperor's reign, she was already doubting doing that job as a working mom. then she learns the jedi have all been deemed traitors and their order outlawed, while she's carrying offspring very likely to be highly force sensitive since the force itself is pretty much the paternal grandfather there. so, she herself is a potential political target as someone who opposed palpatine's war efforts from the beginning in a more public way than bail organa or mon mothma, and her child(ren) would also be targeted just for existing as potential jedi before ever really using the force against the empire. being a single mom to outlawed and untrained but very powerful l'il jedi while the both of you are being targeted and hunted down on the run/in exile without the skills really needed to protect any jedi child, that's just a no-go. her only anti-palps and anti-anakin alternatives would have to include never being a mother after giving birth, whether going into exile alone somewhere or wearing a mask and playing the long game like bail organa. (even if he still adopted leia as in otl, how much time could she really spend with her without drawing more suspicion from palps? how painful would it be to watch someone else raise your child while possibly never even knowing if your other child is ok?) in that sense, knowing how wanted that unplanned pregnancy was, is it any wonder that she chose to make a last attempt to save their family instead? to run away with her husband, who happened to be the only man strong and powerful enough to protect them all from the empire, the only man she could trust and wanted to trust, with the safety of their whole unsplit secret little family. so it is only after he refuses to run away with her, when he insists that he's only interested in using his new dark powers to protect her, and when he reveals that his only idea of defying palpatine is to replace him, making padme into a new dark empress, a dictator rather than the public servant she once thought she could be, only then that she starts feeling he may just be lost to her after all. but when you've gone so far together already, brushing off his first massacre, marrying him mere days later, and then truly tying yourself to him permanently through pregnancy, it's really too late to ever go back to your ol' "normal" life either.
#padme amidala#anakin skywalker#star wars#you call this a diplomatic solution?#gffa meta#STAR WARS NOTHING BUT STAR WARS#(c)lsb#real people in bad marriages have stayed together 'for the kids' with less reason behind it and some w similar reasons#i mean i still think her reaction to the tusken massacre can only be explained with some fantastic racism#and she also seems a little too enabling of his other crimes until they affect her#but this is really just about explaining her willingness to salvage their marriage after his turn and why she would not want him killed#much less ever kill him herself#it seems so obvious once i set it all out but people never really talk about it this way ime#we've all been blinded by the dying of heartbreak ending which i do think was what was really on gl's mind#it does remind me of headcanons concerning another beautiful brunette young lady who was heavily preggo when her lover fought his last duel#minus the dying of heartbreak not childbirth and prettyboy slaughtering l'il kids ofc
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My dad is here working on the basement again and he came into the bedroom where I was resting with the cats to give me an update.
and this huge 70-year old midwestern man who can't help but mutter half-hearted cats-are-weird insults every time he sees a feline, starts gently petting Yogurt and adding words like "cute" and "little"
#yogurt#I have yet to meet a single human being who does not instantaneously fall in love with Yogurt specifically#he has mind control powers#no one can resist#my dad has that weird Midwestern Man thing where cats=snooty and dogs=man's best friend#it's rooted in like weird blind sexism#even though my dad is anything but actually sexist#he nontheless thinks all dogs are good boys and all cats are mean girls#I mean Bonnie is happy to be called a good boy as long as she gets a french fry from grandpa#it's just funny to me that in his head animals come in Absolute Genders which are also Good vs. Evil
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i will not stand green team in my house. i swear to god.
#its really funny to me bc ive seen mfers be like wow rhaenyra used her position and power to r*pe crispy cola cola man which no???#he could've said NO and yknow what he wouldve been backed up because he is 1. a man 2. a part of the king's guard bc he serves to THE king#NOT NYRA#but he got with her bc he HAD the chance and then got pissy because he wanted to marry her#and not only bc of honor as he says but because he feels emasculated that he cannot have power of nyra as a husband#also think abt what hes implying there for one moment: take her out of the world she already knows to a world HE knows very well#like he doesnt love her he only wished to possess her#something something how the 'alpha' male types act when they find a bad bitch but then want her to stay at home mother same vibes here#he wanted to make her dependent of him despite already having a BIG thing over her head#also then to have the nerve to NOT call him what he is a MISOGYNIST bc alicent apparently backs him up???#when like alicent uses the patriarchal system to HURT rhaenyra at EVERY single turn#alicent ruined rhaenyra's life out of spite and envy and jealousy#worst part is that rhaenyra TRIED to amend their relationship#MORE than alicent ever did with her#she gets harwin killed her monster kids get her childrens killed#and ALL the pass deeds that were trying to put her down#also how cole and her both of them killed the lovers of laenor and nyra which mind you#people they loved#and both laenor and rhaenyra knew this and they were okey with it but apparently you gotta ask permition to alicent and cole first#like fuck off#also laenor said im the father which PER IRL MEDIEVAL LAW THAT MAKES THEM LEGITIMATE#and also vyseris saw them as legitimate#and thats it#they ARE legitimate and like Vyseris is slow but not blind (yet akjsdbflak) he knew that Rhaenyra's kids were Harwin's but he literally#did NOT care and it was PRETTY clear that he still made them legitimate#the only time i've seen rhaenyra pull rank its when laenor is like noooo haha i wanna go to war pweaseeee let me go to war#like she literally was just vibing and alicent and cole we're mad and seething
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bakudeku for ship meme
YESS starting out this new round strong!!!
bakudeku has become one of my all time favorite ships Ever ever 😩💕😩😩😤😤🫡 they encompass so many good tropes, rivals to lovers, childhood friends, the way they’re both feral chaotic nerds but in really different ways?? the way they would canonically die/kill for each other,,,,, but more than that, more than just being a collection of good tropes, they are such a well developed relationship. the way their relationship ship grows and works through issues, the way it’s slowly revealed how deeply bakugou cares about deku, that it’s not just this one way admiration but them learning to work together and relying on each other. as i explained to a random person in the middle of a music festival this summer, you can’t deny that they love each other, is it really such a leap to say they’re in love with each other?
#i was just talking about this interaction today so it’s on my mind agdjdhhe#but convincing a straight guy on bakudeku was such a highlight of the festival agdjfjshdhd#god bless meeting someone who sunday morning was also reading the manga chapter in their tent at the edm festival!!!!!!#UCH I COULD GO ON FOREVER ABOUT BAKUDEKU#LIKE LITERALLY DEKU CALLING BAKU KACCHAN IS ALL THE PROOF YOU EVER NEED THAT THERES SOMETHING GOING ON BETWIX THEM#also their aestheticccc#the mean blind and the soft nerd#the one who growls and the who’s smile sparkles#height difference………..#bakudeku#bkdk
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𝐂𝐋𝐕. Good morning. As you may see not even a night's sleep is enough to erase the brainworms I have for what I was on last night about Khaenri'ah and I want to dig a little deeper about the plausibility of causing even more unrest in the society when the decision of using abyssal energy all of a sudden was made when... well, since always the energy used was the elemental one that was crystallized in blocks from the Ley Lines. My main reasoning for this is, it's known the harm that something like Eleazar caused, right? As part of the Forbidden Knowledge and how Tighnari described it as a consequence of the darkness that comes from deep within the earth on the surface. Imagine what it must've been like to live somewhere where no plants or animals can live naturally due to the hostile and toxic environment due to the proximity to the Abyss, including illnesses as a normal thing down there (who knows if its effects differed between pure-blooded and those who aren't). So thinking about this alone, I wouldn't be surprised if this change would cause an uproar in the society to change things with a logic like: you know about all the struggles we endure because of the Abyss, and now you would weaponize it as an energetic resource?
#◟༺✧༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊#and this is something Marshal Anfortas was doing#and he called traitor to one of the Schwanenritter#for wanting to evacuate them from where they were#upon realizing its dangers#and even went as far as to kill them#that guy became regent of Khaenri'ah either temporary#or all the way until the kingdom was destroyed#so yeah—#also I'm sorry I'm realizing now#that I'm talking about Khaenri'ah in bits and fragments#I think I should better write a more cohesive post#touching on multiple aspects of how I view Khaenri'ah was like#I guess it's because the timing of a thread taking place there#has my mind thinking about it#in order to build a plot and something to follow#instead of going completely blind djfhjg#thank you for dealing with my ramblings and maybe nonsense even
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#the only reason today isn't my 3rd 12+ hour day in a row#is because i apparently turned my alarm off this morning#and went the fuck back to sleep#i was literally shoving a bagel in my face on a call#started off running and haven't stopped#got the one big thing off my plate today which is nice#but uh#[gestures at flaming pile of Everything Else]#i also haven't even touched my own work in 3 days#I'm going to be living in this office next week#i can feel it in my bones#sent out a little email like#hey. heard you like reports.#it's nice to want things#but uh have fun flying blind for the next 2 weeks#because i literally cannot turn away from this other stuff#the plus side is if you're on top of it it's very easy#full control over everything is nice#until you get pulled away and now there's 20 things#don't mind the screaming#I'm taking a week off after this#literally fuck this noise#riding the train of AAAAAAA until i either collapse#or hit a wall#why? no choice.#well i mean there's technically a choice.#but it's a bad choice.#lp bitches#lp has been bitching a lot sorry#late stage capitalism problems
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I remember cosplaying as a teen. I used to mostly dress as male characters just because the girl's outfits were usually too short/revealing that I wouldn't feel comfortable in. It was fun wearing suits and men's clothing.
I thought of it again last night even though I gave up cosplaying a WHILE ago because I'm not really into anime any more.
However, in college, I very nearly went out for a student drag show. I had a persona and everything. I backed out at the last second. Not proud of that, but it's what I did.
But the idea just kind of sat with me and has come back to me a few times since then.
There was a joke my friend and I had. He made a fake drag persona to go with mine. I don't think he thought I was serious but I think I might have been.
#I used to cosplay in school too as the male characters and go all out#I didn't care at all- 16/17 year old me did not give a fuck what people thought!#yes I was really doing full drag at my high school in 2010#sometimes I amaze myself at my own blindness#I still think women in suits are hot#I'm also a woman (cis gender or biological woman/ whatever the terms are now for that) but this was something I liked doing#I even dressed as one of my favorite male characters at my own 18th birthday party#without realizing it I think I wanted to be a drag king#and I'm thinking about it now#that was the other hobby I mentioned on an earlier post#I miss the boldness of my younger self tbh and I'm trying to reconnect with her fire and passion#because I'm tired of feeling like a deflated tire lol#I've been mistaken for a dude before too when I was in costume- what a great feeling that was! :)#this has been in the back of my mind for a while and seemed like an appropriate confession for tumblr#I'm still reading stone butch blues and some of it's resonating...I knew I wasn't straight!#take my old cosplay skills (if we can call them that) and become a drag king? My tarot reading earlier today said yes?!?#I need to get new eyeliner ugh because my king is a bit of an emo fuckboi#I don't wear any make-up as woman any more but I will need it to look more like a guy if I do this#I guess this qualifies as a hobby???#mychatter
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guys please zhanyi are fine they are fine
#don’t call paw patrol like#okay let’s deep dive into this#ONE#they have been best friends since the dawn of time#i’m talking they were 4 when they first met and THEY STUCK TO EACH OTHER#THATS A DECADE WORTH OF FRIENDSHIP#if i was zhan zhengxi i would be worried about so many things like#what if we break up#what if what i feel is actually just platonic love and then i break MY BEST FRIENDS HEART#WHO I HAVE KNOW FOR 67 YEARS BY BREAKING UP#WHAT OF WE BREAK UP AND ALSO LOSE OUR FRIENDAHIP#we can all tell that xixi loves jian yi you’d have to be blind not to know but#this was sprung onto him#he had to live through highly traumatic experiences#like jian yi literally disappeared there for a while for his protection#he got confessed to he basically got stabbed#like he’s dealing with A LOT right#obvs he’s going to take it slow#also mind you in the actual story it’s only been like maybe a couple weeks ??? months since jian yi confessed#like this shit takes time#AND THEN JIAN YI disappears#obvs their relationship is different from tianshans and also goes at a difference pace#and obvs xixi is going to resent jian yi a little bit for disappearing#EVEN THO HE PROMISED HIM HE WONT#and reappointing in his life THREE YEARS LATER EXPECTING EVERYTHING TO HUST GO BACK YO HOW IT WAS#like in three years xixi might have come to terms with jian yi not coming back#crushed the hope and the expectations only to have that all shattered#like let’s all be a little bit for real#19 days#zhanyi
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I keep thinking of how Watcher 2 goes uh, Cipher, there were no ghosts in the Dark Temple, which genuinely baffled both me and Eight, because she's completely sincere about it. Like you don't believe in ghosts but you believe in guys who shoot lightning and lift things with their minds...? What do you think made those people go insane then, a gas leak?
It's actually pretty typical within SWTOR for Imperials not to question superstitious matters or anything related to the Force either out of purposeful lack of knowledge, unwillingness to believe in it given how technologically advanced the Empire is and so they defer to science, or plain fear of the unknown and everything associated with the Force, but it's always a bit of an interesting shock seeing where particular officers lines lie about it. In Watcher 2's case, spirits do not exist. Regardless of the walking specter who made your personnel be in pain for no reason a few hours prior, cough.
Eight's the rare example of an Imperial who is immediately ready to accept and understand these outlying forces so he definitely believed there were spirits and other things at work, but more than that, I headcanon that Jadus sent him into the Dark Temple alone not just as a test of skill, but to test if their Force bond had manifested and would protect him from its malicious influences. In which case, it absolutely did and the agent emerges unscathed from the Temple of babbling soldiers. This also minorly awakens Eight's potential to see the world through Jadus' eyes, and so he has proof of the mysticism that other Imps refuse to accept-- another point that most likely makes investigative branches like the IRS looked down upon.
In other words, though he can't affect such things and is more Force-blind than Theron, Eight has become a medium of sorts because of his powerful connection to Jadus that leaves a mark on his being and has the willingness to quite literally open his mind to these forces. This makes him more attuned to odd situations that involve the Dark Side while retaining a self that is utterly mundane, so he acts as a sort of middle-man between the world of Sith and Imperials: the perfect union of the force and force-blind.
In the basic class story, it hasn't manifested fully but by the time of KOTFE/ET, it takes a dramatic spike in power because of Valkorion's influence and the extreme growth he and Jadus forced on each other in order to win that final battle. This is explained in-game as Valkorion leaving the ability to use the Force or amplifying it after the expacs, but Eight will never have the ability to use it, and I have no intention of ridding him of being normal despite all the ways he isn't. However, Eight and Jadus pull out all the stops to defeat the former Emperor and this nearly kills the former-- he collapses immediately after the two Sith have a psychic battle in his head and his vitals flatline, to which Lana and Theron panic. Then, Jadus himself finally appears in the flesh and whisks his Hand away. The two Alliance directors are unable to stop him, weak as they are by the battle, and no sign is found of either Eight or Jadus when the dust clears.
Eight is found weeks later in a hidden facility with no recollection of what happened prior, though he's purposefully vague about his "savior", and what happened between them. When Lana touches him, she feels a shock-- and realizes it's Eight, who she feels all the more keenly through the Force. He realizes this too, and those eyes that bore into her now look past her vestige into the depths of her soul. It feels like someone else is there. She cuts off the temporary connection immediately, the sense of wrongness remaining.
Eight still isn't force-sensitive. Nothing registers even when they test him.
And yet, no one can explain how he sees things he shouldn't, and how it's even possible for him to connect with others in this way. They leave it as another mystery surrounding the agent with no name.
#swtor#ooc#jadorre#idk what this is i had a lot of story beat thoughts i needed to write down somewhere#but more than that ive been ruminating on writing the final Valk fight forever and what it means for Eight and Jadus#and exactly how it changes Eight#as well as trying to figure out just what their bond does to him#i like to call the potential for a force blind user to become opened to the force as 'force latency'#bc regardless of whether they can use it it DOES flow through every living thing. there's ways to acclimate yourself to it#i also don't believe you need to have the force to have the mental ability to resist or understand it#all minds are incredibly powerful complicated things and the realm of the mind only partially shares itself with the force#the force i think just makes it more liable to express itself in reality#babbling aside I really like the word medium for eight as the receptacle to help jadus feel ordinary things he no longer can as a result of#being too powerful#while learning himself how to take this mass of sheer will into his own body without being broken in turn#AND i have an entire subplot about Jadus fucking around with eight's force latency using some. unpleasant things#kick me to do it
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I wish AI image creators (and pro-AI image people in general) understood was that there is, in fact, a fundamental difference between artists referencing each others work and a computer (re)generating an image
And that’s respecting the time and dedication that went into creating the piece being referenced to begin with
If an artist uses someone else’s work as inspiration for their own, they have to recreate it from scratch. You can use the composition of a piece, but you still have to draw the whole thing all over again. You can color pick a palette but the shading you have to do on your own. You can study the way someone draws immaculate, fine details, but you still draw every single line with your own hand. And doing all that work makes the person look at what the original artist had done, understand how they made their art, what it took to make it, and learn to respect their effort and dedication even more.
Hell, even if someone traces over another person’s work, without consent and refuses to admit to it (which generally speaking is a dick fucking move), even then the tracer will deep down know the limit of their skills and see what the original artist can do but they can’t (yet).
And these are all things that neither a computer or the person feeding a prompt into the computer will ever do.
AI image creators will never put in the same work and effort to “create” something, and thus they will never understand what it takes for an artist to draw or paint something from scratch.
You told a machine to make a dish, the machine makes a dish based on approximations of what goes into it based on what chefs put into their dishes, and you claim to be the chef that cooked it.
AI images and their creators are inherently disrespectful.
#Text post#Mine#No fuck you I am not calling it art#I am not giving them that level of respect#And I encourage everyone else to not call it art#They sure are images!! But art takes a concious fucking mind and a computer does not have one#I know there's AI weirdoes on here too but I feel like I'd have to self-censor the shit out of myself if I wanted to tweet this#So here I am!!! Enjoying the lack of a word limit!! Hell yeah nuanced posting!!#Also don't give me that ''but it's more accessible for poor and disabled people who can't make art :('' bullshit#Because it's fucking bullshit#You can make art with a pencil and a sticky note if that's all you can afford#You can make art out of dead fucking leaves and rocks#And unless you're completely paralyzed you can make fucking art too#Even if you were blind you could make art#And don't fucking forget the tens of thousands artists who paint with the mouths and/or feet#Using the poor and disabled people as a bullshit ''gotcha'' to pretend to care about them being included is absolute horseshit#And oh!! If this is about wanting to BUY art instead of who can create it#1) There's about a million beginner/small artists who do commissions for dirt fucking cheap#2) Just go to a fucking thrift store and buy a donated art piece#Some of us don't even make minimum wage from art don't you fucking tell us we're ''too expensive''
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Absolutely not the gayest Depeche Mode lyrics, this is amateur hour. Being a switch isn't even gay
#also if you did want to make some weird bdsm=gay jump there's a MUCH better song for that#also also the fucking TITLE of strangelove is gay why is that not being used as part of the explanation#also while i dont have five off the top of my head i do have one#v1: an angel led me when i was blind / i said 'take me back / i changed my mind' / now i believe#v2: from the blackest room i was torn / you called my name / a love was born / so i believe#explanation: faith built on love causing a denouncement of faith built on blindly following authority#oh right the song for that one is Suffer Well
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