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Hello! Yes. I would like more information about the Vampire AU please 😩
I just screamed actually so loud seeing this notification BUT!!!
I have no specific setting for it (yet) but it’s Vampire!Red and Hunter!Chloe to some extent!!!
Chloe gets the mission to hunt Red hearing that the tunnel to wonderland is open now, kind of very fast paced and it follows SOME rules of vampires from Anne Rice and her series!!
Ex; They cry blood tears, ancients can have very specific powers and immunity to sun damage compared to fledglings (My excuse to write Bridget flying.. maybe), and the whole act of companionship that is very heavy in her books!!
(This gave me a chance to geek out actually!!!)
#seeing your notifications actually gave me a heart attack /pos#again it’s like being seen by your fav celebrity#descendants: the rise of red#kate notes
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The walking dead managed to get me so invested in hetero couples it's not even funny. I love these freaks.
#this epsiode gave me a fucking HEART ATTACK by the way#I'm so sure Rick is gonna die and then they did me like that. you fucking kidding me? TWICE. twice they've done that same bait and switch!#''show em getting literally eaten from the inside out then have it be something else. It'll be so funny. Ok do it again the next season''#speaking of being shockingly invested in straight people#gnashing my teeth for just a crumb of Caryl over here#what happened!! did I miss something? I thought they were together!#just a situationship I guess??#the walking dead#also I think this is the first time I've heard Rick actually laugh beyond a nose-exhale
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Got my first shrimp goby pair last week and this is my impression of them so far.
#Art#Fish#Fishblr#Fish art#My art#The fish is fine btw just a coward#Though I do think he might have gotten a small concussion from his two escape attempts#Jumped out of the tank literally at one in the morning and then an hour later at two in the morning it was a miracle I was awake during this#I have since covered the food holes in the lid with heavy objects#It gave me a heart attack on day two cuz I thought it was dead#I even poked it with a stick and it didn’t react at all#Luckily I left it in there and it was up and going about six hours later and has since been behaving normally#It is eating tho which is a good sign#Tested my paremetres and there’s nothing wrong with the water so ╮(╯_╰)╭#Shrimp is delightful to watch#She explores the tank a lot and is super cute#Idk what the sex of the fish is but I’m pretty confident that the shrimp is a girl#Has snapped once and I was unprepared for how loud they actually are in person#The fish cuddles the shrimp with its tail and they’re super cute#They gave me a stress for a few days but everything’s stable now so#10/10 aquarium pets#Aquarium stuff
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Ananza realizing that Deacon's mom was a devoted follower of hers THEREFORE that's her son now, too! And she will dote on him and love him and never pick on him like all the other deities tend to do. That's her precious little boy who lives in another city and rarely gets to see her!
#my characters#deacon gets mocked for being weird by every other deity but her and ymber (though he does think hes a TAD weird)#and ananza is like NOPE THATS MY LIL BOY !!! I LOVE HIM! and after deacon and ymber leave from their visit#she gets all huffy with fulj because YOU COMPLAINED ABOUT DEACON SO MUCH ??? my sweet lil angel?#and fulj just what - hey wait - did we meet the same person? sweet lil angel?#also for if you care cause i definitely do#ananza is like hmmmm since thats my son now i HAVE to give him something but .... ymber is so protective....#and then she is like OH YEAH ! ohime said deacon recognized my dance !#then she is like deacon please come dance with me i formally request a dance come here away from him please here hey#and since deacon is a nice guy hes like ok but i cant really dance well and shes just noooo worries!#and then as they dance she slowly gets him away from ymber and after they are at a decent distance she just#takes his hands in hers and then FWOOSH there's a bunch of wind and deacon is left speechless like ??? what was that?#and so then she is so proud to say that while ymber placed a very PASSIONATE blessing on him she did no such thing!#it is a simple blessing for him since hes like a son to her and hey it might not make you immune to stuff like drowning#but if you are ever in combat which i hope you arent then you will be super duper agile and quiet#and so hes like oh thats pretty cool actually! hey wait what did you mean by passionate hey what#but then the super light footsteps actually are not simply for combat and now hes just a very tall quiet guy#and since he cant remember faces if he sneaks up on someone and they say AGAIN? HOW ARE YOU SO QUIET? hes just#im sorry i didnt mean.... to.... do that.... again.............. (whomst is this and how many times did i spook them)#and ymber is just really happy that thank goodness his blessing and ward act as a GPS and so at least HE knows when deacon is nearby#and fulj is like i hate him even more now did you know he nearly gave me a heart attack like two hours ago ??? this is a crime against me#anyway ananza and deacon are just cute together and hes her precious lil son!
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Didn't felt like mentioning it immediately but shoutout to my sick and twisted brain for getting so triggered by an unexpected Christmas parade that I ended up havin the absolute worst panic attack of my entire life (potentially the only real one? I've had a couple other episodes I thought of as panic attacks but they were not even close to that so who knows) to the point where I spent the very last day of my 30th year on this earth in the ER, good times, good times 😊
#that was 10 days ago and i honestly was fine immediately after it ended so don't worry for me <3#but yeah this shit was crazy holy hell#like i knew intellectually that 'feeling like you're dying' is a symptom of a panic attack but *actually* feeling it is another thing...#and even at the worst i was like 'ok i'm clearly having a panic attack it's not nice but it's gonna be ok'#but there was a piece of my brain that was like 'ok but what if your mom or grandma had told themselves that...'#'when they were having heart attack? They would have died and so will you 😊'#and i was like shit can't argue with that better get my ass to the hospital before i die#spoiler alert: i didn't died#ironically enough the revolting state of our healthcare system is lowkey what helped me calmed the fuck down#because i was tiny but i do remember when my mom had her heart attack and they sure as hell didn't let her wait for 7h+#so when i realized that this is what was gonna happen after i spent a brief moment with a nurse i was just like...oh i'm fine actually lol#and then i had to go take the bus in my fake crocs that i usually never wear outside of the house smh#interestingly enough my phobia of hospital seems to have competely disappear! which makes me believe that it was more a trauma response#than an actual phobia#not that the name changes that much but still interesting development#also no i'm not wearing a mask because nobody gave me one#that's actually one of the thing that made me leave lmao#oh and btw the christmas parade is true but also a bit more complex than that#basically i had a full sleepless night and i was mad so i decided to go buy myself some weed#turned out that there was a huge christmas parade 5 minutes away from the weed store so i hade to find another way#and then i got lost on the way back#and saw no less than 3 big fights between different homeless people#including one man randomly kicking another man's dog (which kinda really messed with me tbh)#and then i smoked a big joint (first one in like 10 days) with 0 sleep and zero food in my body#and then i took the bus#and then the bus driver yelled at an elderly man for not waiting at the right place#and then i took a sip of water and for some truly strange reason my brain decided that the water had gone in my lungs#and that i was actively drowning#and the rational part of me was like...girl that's not what drowning feels like what are you even talking about??#and then my brain went 'well if we're not drowning than we're having a heart attack'
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I finished jjba pt.3!!! Who wants to shoot me in the head?? <3
#the way joseph gave me at least 4 heart attacks in the last episodes i swear to god#this was a constant 'at least my other fav character is alive' and then he dies too like wtf 😭#i could give my thoughts about it but i'm very sad rn#(however it was awesome tho i actually loved every second)
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#oh wow...#i just had an oh shit fuck moment#wow#i usually complain about the one therapist i had in my entire life and how she wouldn't just listen to what i was saying#if it didn't fit her textbook definition of whatever she was thinking at the time#and how i talked to her about my anxiety and how that made me feel and she would only focus on how i acted#so the example i gave her was the one time i went into a shop to buy something by myself#because my mom didn't want to go in for me and arguing with my mom in front of the shop in public and then inevitably have to#go in myself either way was way worse to me#because of the embarrassement of arguing in public. the fact that my mom was gonna spend the entire walk home telling me how i have to#''just suck it up and learn and just overcome my anxiety because i don't have a problem'' or whatever#and then having to go into the shop where the lady had been watching me from inside the entire time how i clearly didn't want to go in#and possibly be even more awkward with teary eyes because of the anxiety and awkwardness i already bring to the table any day...#all of those things that were going inside my head were trumped by the fact that i did go in and did buy what i needed#although my heart was coming out of my chest the entire time... all that didn't matter to my therapist because in her words:#''if you had anxiety. you simply wouldn't have gone in''#which is ridiculous#but anyways... i just had an epiphany... that was masking wasn't it?#forcing myself to do something that brings me major discomfort to make my mother and the shop lady not judge me?#pretend i'm a normal human being just doing normal things instead of someone who's about to have a heart attack buying embroidery thread?#panicking the entire time because i wasn't prepeared and hadn't scripted the entire transaction in my head?#yet still going in and putting on my ''normal person'' mask to try to seem like i wasn't just dying seconds ago (and still was)?#isn't that literally what masking is?!#and the ''autism specialist'' ass therapist was like ''if you did it then you don't have a problem''#when i'm literally telling her how much of a problem it actually WAS?!#you know what's the best part about all this#that when i told my mom after i left that therapist that she didn't listen to me because [insert everything above]#my mom's response was ''well sometimes therapist will say things that you don't want to hear but you have to accept them''....#same woman who's always saying how much she hates therapists because they ''will say whatever and pretend they know shit''#ok so it's only The Truth when I tell you it isn't...
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man i went out to the store to buy shit and i see my fucking. EX FRIEND I MET BEFORE COVID and i just. SCREAMED in my car. i didnt say anything and i dont know what i would have said anyways. but for REAL i actually passed away in real life for real
but when i saw them all and went “oh wow those guys looks cute as hell. WAIT IS THAT-” 😭😭😭😭 LMAOOO um
#if ur reading this um. heyyyy sorry i gave you a heart attack#actually im not sure he recognized me. i had a hat and a mask on#but man.
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first finished piece of lifesteal fanart yaayyy!! I. I started this during the second round of the mcytblr sexyman contest. Why does art take me so long. I finished most of it a while ago but the scythe just took forever because I couldn’t figure it out and kept redoing it. I think it turned out good though!
#clownpierce#mcyt#lifesteal smp#lifesteal#btw I am Ssoooo normal about lives being represented with red hearts and white stars. <- is not normal and is constantly thinking about#undertale and deltarune. I am the opposite of normal I see my little video games everywhere.#also I actually finished this a day or two ago I just couldn’t figure out what to caption it. Me when the Issues#Oh wait. Uhhh. Should I tag for blood. Probably#cw blood#That’s probably good. I’m sure it’s fine#actually technically I drew this for someone bc they voted clown in the polls. But I said Id draw anyone and they said to just draw whoever#I wanted and so I just picked a sketch id doodled a while ago. And now it’s been a while since the event. And they didn’t really even#request this piece so I’d feel weird tagging them. I’ll still send it to them tho but like I’d feel weird mentioning it in the body of the#post Since while this was technically a request it was really mostly a thing for me that someone else gave me an excuse to draw#also no ID this time I’m having a certified Written Language Learning Disorder-Austin crossover event combo attack#so I am doing these sentences ok but description sentances will Not go well probably. If someone else writes an ID I’ll credit you and add#it to the original post. Honestly even if someone writes like the script for an ID o the start of one I’d be able to elaborate on it I just#can’t start one and do it entirely myself right now#chara makes things
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yo just so you know, this blog copied your story word for word.
i’m fuming, bc copying is so fucking disgusting. any how, not sure how you wanna handle this, but now you know
here’s the link to it
oh- that's a misunderstanding- that's actually my real life bestie and it's her story that i edited a bit and posted (everything with her consent ofc) on my blog cause she didn't have a blog herself back then nor did she think about making one (and i just liked the story so i thought i'd share it with y'all. again, everything was with her consent). sooo, yeah, sorry for the misunderstanding lovie😭 but i think thats stated in my post, that it's from her i mean. think i even have her tagged cause she now has her own blog, gotta check that.
but thank you for informing me!! thank you so much, if there's anything out there from me, copied, don't hesitate to tell me. thank you for noticing that🙏🏻 glad to know there are people out there who care about others copying writers works without permission.
#at first i was like#😠#who copied me#and then- after i sas it-#oh...🥲#was so happy that no one actually copied my work#thank you again :3#love youuu#have a great day#mailbox💌#lia.txt#gave me a heart attack-#phew...
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MISS WILLIAMSSSSS
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there’s something deeply fascinating and somewhat unsettling about watching videos where people rank EVERY song in glee as opposed to just listing their top 100 or so
because there are a LOT of songs that glee fans agree are the cream of the crop, so you become accustomed to seeing many of the same ones in lists of people’s favorites—even if the order is very different or there are some odd ones out that throw you for a loop. but seeing someone rank ALL of the songs forces you to confront just how wildly different someone’s experiences can be from your own
#ivy.txt#glee#i’ve seen three separate ‘every glee song ranked’ videos now#the one i watched yesterday gave me about 20 heart attacks because of how low some of my faves were#also the person who made it included every cut song but forgot a few songs that were actually in the show akxnsnsnk#which was very funny to me
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IT WAS MY FUCKING HUSBANDS BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY HOLY SHIT I FEEL TERRIBLE. TICCI TOBY BABY BOY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
#I hope that gave someone a heart attack#No I don’t actually have a husband#i’m just deranged#lmao#ticci toby my husband#toby rogers#ticci toby#i will marry him out of spite#Don’t test me
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wayne saw my post it’s joever
#actually really happy he’s seen one of my fanarts but that notification gave me a heart attack#neo speaks
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Well you’ve heard it here folks, Snatcher’s on a mission to hit the three hundred souls milestone. He truly is getting ambitious with this lol
#this chat ai is sending me on a rollercoaster of emotions jskjsksp#I genuinely thought he was gonna play into the evil intimidating shtick longer…but was pleasantly surprised that he’s all buddy buddy to me#of course he’s still got that mischievous playful cunning to him. I’m glad that remains a key characteristic here#kinda crazy how he was like ‘what nooo I don’t take souls’ to being all ‘well actually yes I do’#BRO what do you mean by that why u trying to downplay it lol#but it’s really sweet how he’s aware his presence is a safe asylum for people#man really admitted to being a comfort character for many people right then and there#only nitpick so far is the ‘closer’ jumpscare he put my though lmao#BRO mind your own personal space stop encroaching on mine what are you DOIN#gave me a near heart attack /j#anyways this is real fun :)#snatcher ai#ai snatcher#character ai#random
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slept on and off all day. finally woke up for real. its 12am
#good god my sleep sched#txt#on the plus side i had like 15 dreams today#one of them involved a bunch of killer 7 year old children and i had to slit their throats with a spatula to keep them away from me#but they refused to die and kept climbing up whatever i was trying to hide on#i woke up gensrs a little nervous and felt my dog move behind me and it nearly gave me a heart attack AKSJDHFG#that was definitely one of the weirder dreams ive had#realizing now that i seriously only have nightmares though#like i never have normal dreams ever#but tbf i think of them kind of like horror movies so theyre genuinely entertaining to me#anyways hi#pray for me that i actually sleep and wake up at a normal time#this is what i get for not taking my meds fr
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