#these meds are making me go insane

[aphemera]

another dany drawing!!

please don’t ask me what’s going on with the outfit idk either

[territorial-utopia]

Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)

Sure has been a year.

[medi-bee]

These are the guys who have total martial control over the center of the galaxy? are you sure?

[idontmindifuforgetme]

chem PhD here! I used to want to be a medical doctor. I realised that I find chemical research more interesting and less messy than biology (in the sense that sometimes outcomes in biology are due to unclear reasons, because living things are weird) and that practicing medicine is ultimately a public-facing job. As a researcher I get to deal with other experts, not with the general public, and I am always researching new things, rather than practicing the same medical procedures. Plus, a chem PhD has opened career doors for me around the world, whereas medical qualifications tend to be specific to the country, and people often have to retrain or requalify if they relocate. Just something to think about!

PS PhDs outside America are much shorter. Mine was four years, which is pretty standard, and it was paid. (Do not take a STEM PhD position that doesn't pay a stipend!)

Why are the most incredible people following me……. Thank you so much you gave me a lot to think about

[puppyeared]

When you backread through a fun conversation you had with someone for hours an angel gets its wings

[mvalentine]

was serving slutty steve jobs for my presentation on apple today <3

oh my fuckin god she fuckin ded 💤

[walterdecourceys]

honestly in a strange way house has helped me with some of my medical anxiety 😭... just because most of the time the more i learn about a subject the less i feel afraid of it. so now when i'm experiencing my hypochondriac tendencies i'm like it's okay :) i know about hospitals :)

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

[kai-420gator]

I'm having 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 thoughts about the gay loser Starscream from Transformers One and I realized I haven't taken my meds yet

[connanro]

the greatest tragedy of my life is that i do not (and likely will not ever) have an anglo-cath girlfriend

[hum--hallelujah]

honestly if I were ever to throw the Suitehearts into any of my Killjoys stuff the dynamic would literally be the stupidest thing in the world. you do not want to have the Four and those guys together in any setting. it's a recipe for disaster. Jet and Benzedrine bitch and bicker like old ladies. telepathic warfare is waged via a complex language of glares and eyebrow movements between everyone in the room. Sandman makes a wholeheartedly joking comment to Ghoul like "I want to study you in a lab" and Kobra Kid gives him a black eye on the spot. Crab and Donnie end up playing hide n seek with the Girl until someone else who isn't aware of the game accidentally dumps a whole dude out of their hiding spot on accident and then gets elbowed for it. everyone hates each other but they're also kind of pals in the way that people who occasionally help each other out but don't see each other outside of that can be. that kind of thing

[dalishthunder]

Hiked almost 4 miles much at a steep incline/decline and my legs are jelly but it was gorgeous and I very much enjoyed it

[moomindreamboy]

Getting into the "what if it never gets better" trap

[forgotten-daydreamer]

vent moment but my health is a bit worse than i let on, which is weird ik since it seems like complain about it all the time here, and apparently i also look sick, because two separate people in their 40s or 50s asked me, 24, if i needed their seat on the bus. kind of them. but humiliating nonetheless.

[macroglossus]

being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED

[c3rnunnos]

No longer feeling joy in life and the anxiety is up to 11. I love mental illness