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The 1975 - Frail State of Mind
#the 1975#the1975edit#matty healy#notes on a conditional form#frail state of mind#my edits#these have sat in my drafts for months#they arenāt the best but maybe someone will like itā¦?
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YOU DROVE THAT TRAIN
RIGHT THROUGH MY HEART
#amalia's art#art#artists on tumblr#ghost quartet#gq#collage#collage art#analog collage#fanart#hero ghost quartet#dave malloy#malloysicals#brittain ashford#ghost quartet fanart#musical theatre#rose red#musical fanart#who is she looking at? thatās up to you#these lyrics have been on the top of my collage idea list for a year and a couple months#Iāve drawn so many sketches and rough drafts of this again and again#Iām so happy I finally sat down and made it!#made references to a few ghost quartet collages I made in the past
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there is only ever one thing in grantaireās mind
clip from a boot where grantaire kisses enj during one day more
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some other versions, also with higher quality because the gif is so low for some reason šš
enjolras ver
#les miserables#les mis#enjoltaire#enjolras#grantaire#šŖ»art#sorry for the low quality gif idk how to make it better#this has been sat in my drafts for months idk why i never posted this#i do also have an enjolras ver if anyoneās curious..
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Alex Turner on his knees: a collection. Part two
Credit: Pinterest except 3
#okay theyāre mostly tbhc photos#donāt @ me#itās his superior era#and technically 3 is only one knee as well but#look at it and tell me I should have left it out lol#special shout out to 8 which Iām absolutely 100% normal about#alex turner#I really tried to find original sources I promise#but this has been sat in my drafts for months and trying to track them down using reverse image search just isnāt working for me#Alex turner on his knees#knees#tbhc era#eycte era#sias era#my collection#collection post
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saw someone else do this but oh. look at this. i did this first one 4 years ago. my drawings of her have grown up and so have i
#this has sat in my drafts for like a month. be free#also i might have been a prophet. ginger marella like 2 years before ginger marella became a thing#mine#marella redek
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i love all variations of b-team but this specific b-team just hits different yknow

#sorry this is like. the jankiest photo of all time itās so hard to find good screenshots of this movie lmao#THEM!!!!!!!! THEM!!!!!! šš»šš»šš»#the most brothers to ever brother#the shit they went through in this movie man šš#they needed a big old hug dude#this has been sat in my drafts for like. months yāall can have it mwah#tmnt 2007
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didn't see any meme worthy posts lately so only 3 this time
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 7.5 / Part 8
#hgsn meme#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#indou hikaru#tsujinaka yoshiki#might delete and repost when i do have more memes but these sat in my drafts for over a month
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Bottom of the Food Chain
The appetite goes first.
No one ever gets that part right. Easy to write off as a million other things. Sickness, stress, change in the wind. Doesn't matter. Point is, food no longer means anything to you.
Probably for the best. Means you can spend more time doing stuff, right? Skip breakfast every day, no need to sit down for lunch. The evening just flies by.
And then you're back.
No need for water, either. Y'know, that basic human right that everyone squabbles over? Not you. Not anymore. Now there's no need for bathroom breaks. You count that as a win, you can never find anywhere private here, anyway. There's always a cubicle closed for one reason or another.
Sometimes you hear whimpering through the cracks.
You don't sleep anymore. Maybe it's the stress.
Nights are wide open now, so they call you in. Extra dosh, shifts wide open that no one else has the right mind to take. But your mind is just right. Ever since you stopped eating.
There's others like you, that's the thing. No one talks about them, those crazy zombie idiots who take 18 hour shifts just to feel alive. Must be snorting a line on the side to power them through, but it's a big company and if the CEOs can do it, who's stopping the little guy?
You sometimes check the mirror just to make sure your face is still there. Been a while since you've felt it. All the muscles have gone numb. You prod and poke at your sagging skin, practically sloughing off bone.
Someone's crying in the cubicle behind you.
Well, the toilet still needs to be used for something, you suppose.
Time's gone all weird. All craggy around the edges. How long have you been here, really? What decades have slipped by past your notice? You're still the same. Canāt eat, can't sleep, but hey, you look good. Bones so prominent it could be Botox, but you don't have the cash to burn on that, no matter how many hours you work.
You work every hour. Home's a distant memory. Friends and family are long gone, left behind or aged out of their skin. Sounds like a personal problem. You don't discuss those anymore, not since the crying moved behind the walls.
Time's no longer kind to you. It happens to us all, eventually. But you were meant to be different. The perfect machine.
You're malfunctioning. We all do. Don't be so hard on yourself.
They don't want you near the execs. Soon, the smell is too much for even their expensive cologne to disguise. They put you on the phoneline for a while, conveniently out of sight, right until your jawbone snaps off and your tongue lolls out and sputters.
No voice, no worries, they can still make use of you yet. You'll clean the floors till your arms waste away and even then, pieces of you can always be repurposed.
We're all about sustainability, here.
The rich always want to live forever, but that gift isn't for them. They don't put their whole body into the company like you, they don't make the same sacrifices. They're envious of you, you know? They'd kill to be as skinny as you are now.
Maybe their names will be immortal, but you, my friend, you are.
Your blood is in this company. You'll never die.
Hey... why are you crying?
#horror#horror writing#gothic horror#horror fiction#horror story#original fiction#short story#short fiction#creative writing#my writing#i dont have any hang ups about office work it's completely coincidental i had this idea on the walk to work#and wrote it on my phone while sat at my desk#i put this in my drafts in april and then thought would anyone read this. is this even the right place to post it.#and months later i'm just like. eh whatever. i'll post it now.
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So I originally wrote this back in August when this release was fresh and then!!! APPARENTLY!!! just COMPLETELY forgot to post it!! so you get it now, three months late.
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Some of the dialogue from the Guardian Tower has been living rent free in my head and now I want to yell about it because itās SO GOOD for background lore
Okay, so, on the first floor, Mindi tells us this:
I really like this because it helps illustrate one of the logistical problems of the Rose. Like, even if you took away everything else that makes them bad (which, admittedly, is most of the organisation and its purpose), the fact that they tend to, by default, present themselves as the only option and drive out competition is bad. On paper, a force of people trained in combat against magical threats, with reasonably easy access to that training, which has garrisons stationed across the land, is actually a pretty good solution to the whole Recurring Evil Magical Threats thing. We know this because the guardians and the paladins and the dragonslayers exist! They do this! The Rose seems to make membership easier to access but, frankly, I suspect that is in part because their training is less thorough.
And when the Rose show up and drive those other groups out (like theyāve done with the Guardians), they donāt actually improve anything. Best case scenario, everything is exactly the way it was before. More likely, things would get worse, because the people with active experience defending a particular area have been driven away and now the Rose members have to play catch-up
(A good example of how on paper a group like the Rose could help an area is Book 3 Amityvale. The local Guardians were long gone, so the Rose were able to help without doing that extra damage and made Amityvale a safer place to live....... but thatās specifically for the human inhabitants. Plus, we know theyāre affecting the magic of the area - Amarisās moon has started having phases - and thatās! probably not good! Also see: Raven having to flee for her own safety after getting bitten by a werewolf. Even where they are ostensibly doing the most good, the Rose are still an active danger to many, even their own in the wrong circumstances)
And, meanwhile, on the ground floor...
......further proof that the Rose actively try to drive competition out of the area. Falconreach has repeatedly made it clear that they want nothing to do with the Rose and they keep picking fights with the patrols.
#dragonfable#tags following this are unaltered from the post as it was drafted:#look it's been a little bit vague re: Are The Rose Still Blockading Falconreach's Port And/Or Is It Still Canon That They Were Doing That#but the Rose ACTIVELY PICKING FIGHTS WITH THE GUARDIANS? that's SO juicy#Falconreach is. as far as we know. the ONLY big visible safe haven for magical beings.#Ravenloss and Sulen'eska are both actively hidden#Falconreach is a refugee safe zone and the Rose are THE PRIMARY REASON MOST OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE REFUGEES#and the Rose have been trying to MOVE IN on that territory#they pick fights with patrols from Falconreach's defenders OFTEN based on that ''again''#I bet you that's not a secret#I bet you the people of Falconreach KNOW that this happens#is it any wonder that the Rose showing up after the Calamity War offering to help rebuild almost incited a riot?#that would've been setting off SO MANY warning bells in SO MANY people's heads#most of Falconreach probably didn't hear an offer for help. they heard an enemy they've been fighting off try to get in through a weak point#and I can't blame them#tags from here on added when I found the post again:#so I did post /some/ of these thoughts. including some in the tags. I just did it in many thoughts head full mode#there was a lot of 'something something' in that one. this one I put a bunch of it into words#I cannot BELIEVE I forgot to post this and it sat in my drafts for three months. ridiculous#also I miss horizontal line breaks so much.... give me formatting again tumblr.......
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Recreated Leigh, one of my long lost legacy sims from 2015,Ā and sheās got a new lease of life going for her in the Griffinverse!Ā
#these pics have actually been sat in my drafts for two years now lol#i recreated her and her sisters in ts4 a few months ago#but her development and role has only been elevated more recently i guess#once again through old recreated legacy sims#who was originally her great grandmother in the legacy is now her daughter lol#loooots of reworking and subversion going on#the goths were my 15 gen legacy that i had from 2013 to 2016 on my old blog and they defined so much of my time on simblr#those who survive from there (primarily the later gens) now carry the surname griffin#i miss the simple fun i had during those times before depression killed my vibe lol#leigh griffin#griffinverse#ts3
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I mean no fanbase is perfect but from my experience the TF fandom is pretty nice overall are there bad people in it oh yeah Iām sure but that applies to just about every fandom.
However thatās not to say Iām excusing bad things within it like misogyny and itās good when itās called out which thankfully does seem to be called out in this fandom.
Anyways yeah youāre right itās not your responsibility to constantly bring up anything negative about something you enjoy.
It's not even about responsibility. It's just not necessary for me to do it all the time. Not every post needs a little disclaimer at the bottom abt how my post doesn't apply to x or y or z. I don't know why I've fallen into this need to do it--actually I do know why. It's because since I've started the habit the anon hate has gone down. It's like I'm shielding my back from every possible bad faith interpretation that could be made, and while effective it has made me just not want to post anything.
There are obviously many times when this effort and extra step need to be done but the amount of which I am doing it is exhausting and needless tbh
#like that post I just sent out abt tf art that sat in my drafts for a month#that I didn't want to post because I know there is so much bad and just plain distasteful art out there#but obviously my post isn't about that art. so why would I need to write a whole paragraph saying that#if someone wants to send a stupid comment or ask I can laugh at them#if someone wants to unfollow me over that post then I donāt know why they followed in the first place#even if worst case scenario a dear mutual unfollowed me for smth like that then I was working wayyyyy too hard to keep em#and we frankly aren't compatible people#this is such a trivial obvious conclusion to come to but given I was doing it all subconsciously this took a very long time to realize#and this is my blog! fuck it. this is about my man vs self journey it doesn't have to be a profound discovery see I'm fucking doing it agai#do you see this? do you see this unnecessary end note that protects me from even the possibility of someone finding this post#annoying or stupid? even just in their thoughts?#Mac asks
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The third and final part of my series on yokai medicine. Parts one and two covered standard chemical medications and mystic medicine, leaving one final option: spells cast directly on a person.
Since there is no chemical component interacting with the body when a spell is used, there is much less risk of dependence or addiction. However, they are also extremely complex and usually have to be tailored to the individual for full effectiveness, so they are only used in cases where medication is needed long-term, like in cases of chronic pain/illness. Casting this kind of spell is also usually outside the range of expertise of the average yokai, so they have to go to a trained healer in order to get this kind of spell cast for them. Spells are something of a last resort because of this.
There is one major issue with spells: the complexity needed to effectively tailor treatment to an individual so that the spell does what they need it to do can make it difficult to predict how long a spell will actually last. Sure, you could cast a spell on a patient to reduce their chronic back pain for a month, but you have no idea if the spell will actually last that whole month or not, and when spells stop working, they stop working fast. Many people don't want to go through the process of living relatively pain-free for three or four weeks, then getting hit with the full force of their pain with no warning. Yes, spells can be tweaked to avoid this, but it's a time-consuming process of troubleshooting that can take months or years to get right.
There's also the issue that, if a person does decide to cast the spell themselves, it usually drains their mystic energy reserves substantially. And if they don't know what they're doing, they might not notice until their energy levels become dangerously low. Yes, spells can be cast in a way to shut themselves off before they take too much energy, but increasing the complexity like that means that the spell will need even more energy to maintain itself. The average yokai simply isn't capable of casting a spell that powerful and having it last more than a few days, and for many people that just isn't worth it, especially if they already have chronic health issues.
#rottmnt#minor interference au#minor interference lore#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt fanfiction#we're uh. we're not gonna talk about how long this post sat in my drafts because i forgot about it#anyway i have now completed this series of posts and it only took over a month lmao#i'm gonna go reblog the other parts real quick actually
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wrote out a whole thing about imagining as part of my writing process and how much of my first drafting is actually done internally but it sounded kind of obnoxious accidentally like āummm guys well everything in my head is so vivid šā which i donāt think me experiencing writing in my head vividly is special itās just what my brain does š but anyway how much of a first draft is a first draft when i will write a passage in word but that passage has lived in my head for weeks sometimes months mostly written out because i will write out scenes in my head and just let them marinate up there and somehow I donāt forget it
#the memory thing actually scares me sometimes bc I was able to recall#10 month old RR structuring that I never wrote down#but anyways#I would say internal first drafting is mostly processing what I see in my head#though usually there will be one or two banger lines to centre the idea of the passage around#I have this with a beau and bobby paragraph i know exactly what the last line is and a general vibe for the rest#bc I know I needs to work with and build up to the last line#and when I actually write it fr thatās when i focus more on language structure rhythm etc#so if Iām struggling with those then the first draft session isnāt fun bc like I already did the imagining and discovery#and thatās why editing session by session on average is usually more enjoyable#but donāt underestimate the power of a beautiful first draft sessionā¦.whether Iām working with nothing or an idea that has sat in my head#for weeks
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I wanna write something for Val / ej but donāt know what , help me out with a prompt š„ŗš„ŗ
not sure if you want something romantic or platonic, so here's a mix of ideas you could spin:
revisiting shows they were in together (they could do that in any number of ways)
ej moves to california (or wherever val is at college) and she becomes a big part of his life again
getting each other through hard times
new city, old friend
one of them is getting married to someone else (angst central)
bonding over crappy parents
slowburn friends to lovers (maybe spanning the time they've known each other)
au where they meet as co-workers somewhere, maybe cafƩ/bookshop/etc
dress by taylor swift "i don't want you like a best friend" (maybe a bit raunchy if that's what you're after)
jealousy/pining (dating someone else)
academic rivals to best friends au
wing(wo)man
#userfiz#mine#ask#answered ask#tv#hsmtmts#ej x val#sorry anon that it took so long (over a whole year) to respond!!!#thanks for the ask!#on the off chance you still wanna write this i hope it gives you some inspiration#if you do write it PLEASE tag me!!!! i would absolutely love to read it#and anyone else reblog w other ideas if you have them for this poor anon who's been sat in my drafts for 15 months or something#close the door. i feel a draft coming in
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Me? Posting another Encore edit? Insane but yeah
#you give me clips i will put vine booms on it#they are so dating#all three of them#also shoutout Matt#best swing love him as Maestro and Houdel#when he swings Bonzo like in this video#EVERYTIME he accepts the date offer#based#Phantom Theater#Phantom Theater Encore#:)#-#this has sat in my drafts for MONTHS#have it now
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#genuinely not sure where to go . who to ask. do you just drive to cemeteries and ask for their directory. do they have those.#not at a point where i can ask my mother. have not heard his name from her mouth since july. not sure i could stomach hearing it now.#ive read the obituary again. all it says is the service address. private internment. the church is too small for him to be there.#reading a wikihow on how to find people graves. if it wasnt so sad it would almost be funny. he would probably laugh.#going home soon. the light is never on in his old room. the path between our houses is overgrown.#two winters ago i used the front sidewalk to shovel snow from the path. they had already moved. i didnt go inside. i remember it anyway.#hard to go through summer when i will hear his name for an entire month. funny that i was born that month but it was your name.#there isnt a guide on grieving for your childhood best friend but i wish i had gotten something. no one ever talks so why would it change.#so rare we were all at dinner that night. sister couldnt reschedule her sat. missed the funeral. no one told me until the night before#classmates from ccd. didnt expect it. so rare to see boys cry. my first funeral. i didnt bring any tissues. no one told me to. how would i.#wish i had been there again. sitting in your kitchen swinging outside and in the basement. making potions. camping in the drive. sledding.#drafted a tag about going on swings with you again someday. realized it read verbatim my memorial for you. you have to come down.#when i get home ill find your stone wherever it is. ill leave you some coke and mentos. save me a seat for now.#long post#going to bed now. good night.#lee's bullshit
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