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erupan · 10 months

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dec is gonna be rough so I'm opening commissions again for smaller orders! (got a bit too much on my plate for full scenery illustrations ;o;) (link)

#xemnas #kingdom hearts #organization xiii #kingdom hearts 2 #art tag #technically a cleaned up vent art its a colored sketch #referencing my own pothos plants here they have grown into some bad bitches and i'm proud of them

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thecruellestmonth · 2 years

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Jason's feelings about Sheila Haywood

Batman #427 (1988)

"God, it must have been hard for you."

"...I'll save you... Mom..."

Batman: Gotham Knights #44 (2003)

"...I love..."

Batman #428 (1988)

"He threw... himself... in front... of me... in front of me... He took... the main brunt... of the blast... Such a... good boy... Must have... really... loved his... mother..."

Deadman: Dead Again #2 (2001)

JASON: "It's weird--she betrayed me to the Joker. Got us both blown up--but I'm not mad at her. It wasn't really her fault--her whole life was screwed up. Things just... happened. [...] You gotta tell me--is she going to make it?"

DEADMAN: "She's fading pretty fast, kid--"

JASON: "No, I mean-- her soul. What's going to happen to her... afterward?"

DEADMAN: "That's not for me to decide."

SHEILA: "Jason tried to rescue me... We almost... made it... So close... He turned out to be such a good kid..."

JASON: "Thanks, Mom..."

Batman Annual 25 (2006)

He remembered most of what happened. The search for his mother. Her betrayal. Joker. And his own murder.

Task Force Z #8 (2022)

"I died trying to save someone I cared about."

#Sheila Haywood #Jason Todd #Batman comics #Red Hood #Task Force Z #Jason Todd meta #Boston Brand #Deadman #Batman panels #Judd Winick #Matthew Rosenberg #panels #Batman Gotham Knights #Steve Vance #RECAP: Jason fully acknowledges that Sheila betrayed him and yet doesn't direct his rage toward her.#I guess it's fine if you want to make Jason call Sheila a 'bitch' and spit on her memory in your own fan fiction. You do you.#But Jason Todd is a bad victim. His trauma is wrong. His coping is wrong. He loves people he shouldn't.#He responds to what has caused him pain--and not what others believe *should* have caused him pain.#He doesn't follow a textbook or what others judge *should* be the correct and proper and convenient response to trauma and injustice.#Jason is used to taking care of his parents. He is used to his parents failing him. Catherine and Willis and Sheila.#But not Bruce. Bruce promised him better. And Jason is so deeply humiliated for letting himself believe that promise with all his heart.#And perhaps... though she didn't want to... Sheila stayed with Jason at the end. And that was a promise that Bruce didn't keep.#long post #longpost #long #thecruellestmonth #Also I see Batman 428 as evidence that Sheila isn't Jason's birth mother because she refers to Jason's mother in the third person.#My theory is she was the back alley doctor who delivered him. Willis was her associate or friend or former lover.#Boston 'Number One Jason Todd Stan' Brand #Deadman Dead Again

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charliespringverse · 12 days

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i think it should be possible to scream without making any noise or disturbing anyone or inviting any questions . just sometimes . as a treat .

#hhhhHHHGHGHHHHHH #jay screams into the void #(deeply personal rant incoming feel free to ignore)#a friend of mine has just been undiagnosed with bpd which . lovely for them but it sure as fuck invites a Lot of questions #suddenly a great deal of previous shitty behaviour that was excused on the basis of bpd has a lot more to answer for #(obligatory I Know BPD Isn't An Excuse To Treat People Like Shit . im aware . i have bpd myself and i have v high standards re my behaviour)#(however allowances were made bc they were unmedicated & out of therapy through no fault of their own)#(and our whole group has enough experience with untreated mental illness to understand that it can make u a bitch sometimes)#but yeah no there have been a LOT of instances of b&w thinking + manipulation + unfair judgement + high emotion + snap reactions #and every situation Could be explained by untreated bpd and the bad times have never been prolonged or often enough to outweigh the good #but Hoo Boy if that wasn't bpd then what the FUCK was it #like either the new psychiatrist is wrong (possible but i seem to be the only one questioning it) or they're just Like That #and again . not enough to outweigh their numerous positive and loveable traits #but the whole group has been destabilised on a number of occasions due to their actions during a bad spell #and i'm really not sure Any Other Explanation is enough to justify that #ah well . this seems like the kind of thing that will eventually come up during a sleepover heart to heart #but rn i'm stuck in a bubble of MAJOR rsd & brainfuck abt it . which is unfortunate bc now is exactly the time i Don't need brainfuck #anyways ✨ goodnight tumblrinas i am . kind of hoping nobody read this bc i fear i sound like a bitch #i am genuinely happy for their undiagnosis it seems to have put many things into perspective for them & theyre v happy about it #i'm just . uncomfy w some aspects of it that i have only been halfway brave enough to discuss with them personally #That's One To Bring Up With My Therapist In A Few Weeks #Bit Of A Shame I'm No Longer In Therapy And Now Have Only 2 Quarterly Reviews Left Before I'm Discharged From The Service

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vaguely-concerned · 4 months

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I realize that Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel are never going to cross over for anything but coy little easter eggs at most for legal reasons, but nevertheless my perfect scenario for how it would go down is that Hazbin Hotel’s part of the storyline culminates in the Big Epic Battle To End All Battles between Heaven and Hell… during all of which the whole Helluva Boss cast are fucking around up in the human world for completely unrelated reasons, perfectly oblivious the whole time. and then they cheerfully step through the portal back to Hell afterwards like ‘yo what’s UP losers we brought souveni — whAT THE ACTUAL FUCK’, troy coming back with pizza to a burning room meme style but the burning room is the entire cosmic world order as we’ve known it

#helluva boss #hellaverse #I would simply like to watch millie beat a leftover angel to death with their own halo. is that so much to ask #is not the biggest crime of killing 16% of hell's population every year that it severely restricts I.M.P.'s customer base #when you get right down to it #(obviously not but it's very funny to imagine blitzo bitching b/c a client got exterminated before paying their bill hfkdshfa)#the difference in stakes between hh and hb are just. perfect. sitcom relationship dramedy up against the ineffable cosmic order #I love them both very very much but the side character idiots cast has a special place in my heart I must admit #the imps. the owls. the clowns.#oh that could be a good hb personal tag huh #they really are the clown crew (affectionate)#tf and graves sitting out a bilgewater harrowing by playing cards indoors and gossiping🤝 blitzo & co during extermination day #mostly just rolling their eyes and complaining about how bad traffic gets while the sinners scream in terror around them #hashtag just hellborn things

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synthshenanigans · 1 year

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Been attempting to remake Voice for a bit and while they still have no set outfit (or story/idea) i still miss him

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sheepie-self-ships · 9 months

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The free love mod is wild in the best of ways… just imagine you’re like. Some guy in pelican town and you meet this farmer and they just absolutely sweep 7 of your neighbors off your feet by bringing them sunflowers and eggs sometimes. One of them is some war vet who lives in the clinic with Harvey. One is the girl who runs the vineyard. Ones a pirate who washed up on shore a few months ago out of nowhere like guliver animal crossing. One is the girl who works at Joja mart. Ones the god damn wizard that you kinda maybe know about… ones that rich kid who wants to build bridges. and then finally there’s the guy who moved in a few years ago into that cabin on the beach who writes stories or smth? He’s there too, and they’re all under whatever spell that dirty little farmers got going on. Something they put in the crops??

#I have. many mods…#anyways the bitches in order are uhhh #toshi bc he has his own mod :3c #Sophia from SDE #Zoro bc he has his own mod too :3c #Claire from SDE I’m still working on romancing her tho #she’s not my girlfriend YET… but babygirl I will save u from corporate hell you want to move onto my farm so bad #what was I saying again #OH #anyways. also magnus the wizard #uhhh victor from SDE too #and finally Elliott #I’m still romancing zoro and Claire and I’m not married to anyone yet #but I cannot wait for the chaos of how long that god damn bed will be #it’ll be ridiculous #maybe after I get married to all these ppl then maybe I’ll start catching the rest of the villagers like Pokémon #not Shane tho. never Shane #that guys like my best friend in sdv always I don’t think I could ever marry him #he’s got higher hearts than Sophia and she’s my girlfriend in this save 💀#but toshi Elliott victor and magnus are above him in that order #no. 1 hero in my heart 🌻#romantic at heart 📝#sheepie talks #cut my life into pieces 🗡️⚔️

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thedevotionaltour · 5 months

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thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

#static.soundz #crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad #bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons #when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words.#i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad #and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason.#it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college #bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection #bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular #but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad)#(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood #so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult.#they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time.#bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now?#why at this moment and no other time?#but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him.#more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.'#it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna #drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me.#i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds #that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year #when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music #i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm #im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.

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im2tired4usernames · 6 months

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My parents should be fuckin ashamed

#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting #diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat #on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat #s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine #take all my time and energy #so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get #(after doin extra chores to earn said free time)#wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me #take all my income so i cant afford anything #take all my time #take all my energy #YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS #I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE #IT SUCKS I HATE IT #THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER #EVER #THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE #AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES #MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME #'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us'#it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better #my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him #i love ny parents #and i know they live me and my siblings #but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done #and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up

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theclosetedskeleton · 1 year

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ONE OF THESE DAYS IM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE/NEG

#guys guess who got jumpscared by the kosa bill again (me)#A FEW DAYS????? MY ONLINE PRESENCE IS DETERMINED IN A FEW DAYS???? kms/NSRS #the internet is like a safe haven for me if KOSA passes i may lose my marbles for fucking real #at least i have my qpps phone number #im not losing my qpp regardless of what bills pass #( i say this trying to be hopeful im so scared im gonna lose everything i have on here)#to top it off my ALREADY strict parents literally block so many things from me on their own I DONT NEED THE GOVERNMENT TOO #ive just been so stressed out of my MIND this past week the KOSA bill isnt HELPING.#i read a post abt KOSA a few minutes ago and let me tell you my heart DROPPED #back on the internet save haven place for me thing #it is literally the only place i can express myself like say that im trans because i dont trust anybody else angel emoji #AND ive met some of the most wonderful people on the internet #the fact that it could all be over because some 65 y/o politician says that we need to 'protect the kids' is so fucking messed up #like bitch you KNOW what youre doing you KNOW how bad this is you just want to control kids #into believing stupid things!!! why do you think LGBTQIA and mental health topics are being blocked bc of KOSA!!!#NEWSFLASH!!!! YOU WANNA POUR PROPAGANDA INTO PEOPLES MOUTHS #ughhh #closet rambles again on tumblr

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xxcherrycherixx · 10 months

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You know the more i think about it the more i absolutely believe blondie lockes would be the one most likely to just straight up kill someone

#funnily enough cupid is probs her competitor for that title #theres a couple more students who might but like #i also look at them and think that they wouldnt actually be able to do the act in the end #like lizzie would send them off to be executed by someone else #ramona is a maybe but i just cant see it personally because shes like secretly bad girl with a heart #i think kitty would at least be able to understand how fuvked up actually killing someone with her own hands is #absolutely believe she could cause indirect death tho like tricking you into walking off a cliff #but like blondie #i can see her walking in covered in blood and just happily munching on a cupcake in her kitchen #shes that fucking crazy #but shes like a secretive crazy bitch which means i think shes more likely to be the most fucking violent??#and cupid well shes an immortal fucking greek bitch raised by the greek gods.#i would think shes use to murder at this point in her life?#like you would have to piss her off big time for her to kill you but like she fucking wouldnt hesitate #hmmm #accidentally turning blondie and cupid into murder girlfriends #funny enough i already joked about them planning murder in a different post #but now im thinking #fuck theyre actually the most likely bitches to just straight up kill someone #hi welcome to my blog where i only talk about sex and apparently murder now whoops

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sunlitlemonade · 1 year

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not me making my way thru skeleton key all slow af because i literally can't bring myself to be ready for eagle strike

#LIKE HELP ME YALL #LITERALLY BEEN GOING INSANE #DO ANY OF YALL HAVE ANY FUCKING CLUE HOW MUCH I LOVE YASSEN #THAT BITCH OWNS MY HEART #forgor to switch off caps lock my bad besties but holy hell #im. so. how/when will i ever be ready for russian roulette????? sobbing screaming absolutely insane abt him #rereading the series after so long makes it feel like the first time and im clearly not being normal abt it at all #just. yassen baby you are horrible but you deserve the world fr <3 #yassen gregorovich

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be-good-to-bugs · 1 year

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the weight of everything bad in my life has decided to crush me on this nice night

#the bin #its raining and windy and liek just a bit TOO windy to be a good breeze but not so windy that its super unpeasent #just windy enough to make me feel more alive in this weird headspace im stuck inside.#i want to get better. i wanna make friends. i need to have control over my own life #taking everything i have not to cut all my hair off right now #im so close to having a mental breakdown man. i just wanna have a car and live alone and feel like a have actual freedom #i think having a job wpuodnt feel so bad if i actually felt the the time i wasnt working was mine but i dont #i dont know why im having such a hard time today. i havent felt this bad in quite awhile or even like ever tbh #i dont know. i want to make frineds but even that sounds unappealing if it means ill have even less free time to myself #at the same time tho i wanna party. i am a party bitch at heart. but alas i was stuck in the middle of the woods with no contact with #other people for 7 years so. and ofc most places are 21+ so its hard. i want to be able to just go somewhere on a whim but noooo #well. my life will find joy again one day. i hope i can get one if these jobs and be less miserable.

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danceintheskies · 1 year

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darkest dungeon is sooooo fun I'm so bad at it but it's so fun

#RIPS OPEN SHIRT TO REVEAL INNER SHIRT THAT READS 'I ❤️ TURN BASED BATTLE SYSTEMS THAT AREN'T REAL TIME BASED'#i didn't think I'd enjoy it just because. the rotting and decaying vibe is usually not my thing. but it's played up so much in this game #that it's kindof hilarious #i have like no money all the time all my characters hit for jack and shit damage i had three bad bitches die already but im havingthe tim #e of my life #shout out to the plague doctor bitch who started out with a simultaneous god complex and extreme self loathing #and had a penalty to ranged attacks despite being in a fully ranged class #who lasted all of two excursions before getting a heart attack and dying of stress. she was so iconic.#but yeah i love strategizing and thinking things through. the game is hard-- there are a lot of moving parts to keep track of #but bc it's turn based you can kinda keep track of them and strategize at your own pace #so basically it never feels fully unfair. and even if you eat shit and TPK it's not the end of the world #aside from the plague doctor who blew up and acted likw she didn't know nobody my favourite classes so far have been #the paladin and the cleric. also i got the dlc and the shieldbuster(?) class is crazy good #my posts #OH also i love the class thats just a guy and his dog.#not much damage without setup but being able to take hits in place of a beat up ally while having a super dodge status is so fun

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no27-autonation-honda · 10 months

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holding bitch sessions with my friends in this program wherein i make itemized lists of complaints about my roommate and then read them aloud like a pettier and lamer martin luther who couldn't even summon the nerve to start a fight with my roommate

#personal #i realize im being definitely unfair but also consider i have to live in this overpriced apartment with this fucking soap opera playing 25/#also i realize it is judgemental but legitimately i think she might just. be a lot worse at everything then she thinks. and i realize i am #not great or a saint by any means either but like. i love this program and field. my fuck ups this year have totally been my own to make an #i deeply hate how bad its gotten (but im trying)#also hot take but this girl should not be trying to work in education at all. u complain about school being useless too much for me to thin #you would actually be effective #you complain about nothing interesting you for a career. girl u could just bartend for the rest of ur life. like at least bartenders tend t #get paid here #oh but youre an academic huh? oh that's wonderful. should we throw a debutante ball? should we call everyone's parents? should i email the #provost? bitch we're in the research triangle. fucking everyone's an academic. half the people i sit near at synagogue have phds. get a gri #god ive really deteriorated as a person since moving here. i hope theres time for me to have like a change of heart and become capable of #fucking love and whimsy again. like. i knew we weren't a perfect match but seriously im supposed to be this easy going and pleasant person #what is it about this woman that just causes me to act like this and start biting like a stray cat #i mean #i always kinda suspected i was a bitch but like. i dont like being this pissy all the time. i feel like im fucking sixteen again and i dont #even have anything to be mad about rn #jesus

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silverselfshippingchaos · 1 year

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goodness I love him so much

#wow. today was wild. i made more progress on the game and he showed up a LOT #he did some horrible things. beat some people up. kidnapped a child. suggested he cut the child's finger off and mail it to her grandpa.#but... 😳. im so in love with him. he's such an asshole but wow... wow. he's so funny and handsome.. and so strong... and his voice gives me #so many butterflies!!! to think that i once hated this man... funny how fast things change huh?#also. another character called him “the meanest son of a bitch i know” (direct quote)#HE'S SO RIGHT. BUT.. HE'S MY MEAN SON OF A BITCH #he totally owned it too ajsjajsj he KNOWS he's horrible!!!! but also.. he cares a lot about his Blade... too bad she didnt last for long LOL #ash tries her best to comfort him during that time. she had grown to care so much for the man she considered her biggest rival in the world.#she also falls in love with him- ahem- and um... if i may be a little self-indulgent........ a.khos falls for ash too.#AHEM SNDHWIRYWBRBW #it's the enemies to lovers ship of the century!!!!#(i never said this but... he can get really cuddly when he's sleepy. it's the cutest thing in the world honestly)#and... you know how he's a theater kid and always talks about the script and shit? well uh... after their first kiss ash just chuckles #'that wasnt on the script right?'#of course he says no. falling for ash wasnt on the script but... for once he doesnt mind going off script #ash just shyly smiles. 'youre really good at improv then.'#OH ALSO #AHSJWHDJQHDJ #a.khos also likes to call ash his 'leading lady'#GAAAAHHH I HATE HIM (lying) ive fallen so hard for him. he's all i can think about. my heart is his. i am so sorry to all my discord friends #because i never shut the hell up about him #ash rambles 💚#i love him!!!! i know he's an asshole but i love him for that too!!

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commanderfloppy · 1 year

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Music Game!

Got tagged again this time by @commanderthalys

RULES: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. No skipping!

This time I decided to try and hit random on a few different saved playlists and stations I have on my music streaming so I'm not just giving everyone an extra big dose of video game songs again (ok maybe I'll hit random on a few video game songs)

Q.U.E.E.N. - Janelle Monáe ft. Erykah Badu

Love Shack - The B-52's

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

Masterpiece Theatre III - Marianas Trench

Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna

I'll Make a Man Out Of You - Mulan

Body - Megan Thee Stallion

Heartbeat, Heartbreak - Persona 4

Usseewa - Ado (Pjsekai cover)

Whims of Fate - Persona 5

#I did skip around a tiny bit this time because i wanted a good sample size #and fuck it I'm giving stories for these ones #the first one was randomly picked from my (very listened to) playlist of All Janelle Monae #so uhh that was a guaranteed song but I listen to it so much (and there's like 60 songs in that playlist)#next one comes from my 'childhood nostalgia' playlist #listened to this shit on the old windows music player that did the cool things to go with music #and then later on my Ipod #Next 3 come from thumbs uped songs #though fun fact number 4 (which I haven't listened to in so long) comes from a Warrior Cats MAP I loved to watch #7 is from the bad bitch radio station I put on whenever i do yard work (since it's one of the few time's I'm working alone)#(and don't have to worry about serious profanity around my younger sister (mostly the sexy stuff)#Honestly at this point my brain just associates Megan with running around with a weedwhacker or pulling weeds #the last 3 are from the playlist i used for the first one #I did skip around at first until I got a song from a game that wasn't listed #Persona 4 has a lot of fucking flaws but the soundtrack is not one of them #whenever this song comes up I litterally have my own dance moves I've made for it #I mean I can't not just drop what I'm doing and make little heart shapes with my hand

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