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Do you have any art tips?
references(and learning How to use a reference), diversify your skillset, drawing stuff you don't feel like drawing, finding art that inspires you. i personally recommend learning anatomy before anything else
improvement comes from practice, BUT it is also studying, listening, and applying skills professionals can teach you. you cant grow with JUST practice
but also just have fun. i say its important to actually study art from a technical standpoint, but i very rarely do that cuz i dont enjoy it as much as drawing creepypasta cartoons LOL... find balance in stepping out of your comfort zone while also making sure youre happy with what you create
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#i dont understand bookmarking everything to keep track of progress#like...#i just subscribe and read it IMMEDIATELY when i get an update email#i bookmark fics i'd personally recommend#i like looking at what my readers bookmarked#or what a fave writer bookmarked#gives me more stuff to read!#my thoughts#text#polls#my polls#ao3#ao3 writer#fanfic#fic#writing
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⚠️Spoilers for Look Back but I was initially confused about what Fujino and Kyomoto's relationship had to do with pursuing a career as a mangaka. After thinking about it, I interpret it as a narrative device to represent what will come when choosing to pursue art (of any form, whether it's comics, painting, animation, music, etc.).
Think about it, what's Kyomoto's role in the story? She is what got Fujino to take art seriously in middle school, and what motivated her to continue after she initially gave up. However, she's also the only thing in the story that makes Fujino wish she quit art. First, halfway through 6th grade and then later after her death. She serves as Fujino's motivator and de-motivator.
I think the scene of Fujino wishing that she never told Kyomoto to come out (that pursuing art only led to suffering) represents artists' regrets. We literally look back and see an alternate universe where Fujino never pursued art and it has a happier ending. Anyone that pursues artistic dreams will end up regretting it at some point. It's not easy, any artist will tell you that. The story is saying yes, you probably will end up healthier and more stable by giving up your dreams. Because art is suffering.
But then Fujino enters Kyomoto's room after reading the comic from the alternate reality and all of a sudden we get a montage of the happy memories and accomplishments they had pursuing their dreams together. And we realize that, everything we saw of them in the alternate 'happier' reality pales in comparison to this:
The happiest both of them look in that alternate world is when they finally meet and promise to work together someday. They loved art. They loved each other. Giving up on your dreams means missing out on all of that, and nothing in the world can replace it. Because yes art is suffering, but art is also joy and love.
And so the end of the story where Fujino goes back to work isn't her moving on. She tapes the comic strip in front of her to remind her of Kyomoto, to remind her of why she got into comics in the first place. Basically, Kyomoto IS art to Fujino. A life with her means experiencing both suffering and joy, while the life without her means having none of that.
I might be wrong about this, like maybe Fujimoto just wanted to tell a mangaka story with doomed yuri (valid) HOWEVER i like my interpretation so im sticking with it.
#sorry sorry sorry i just have Thoughts#and none of my friends have watched this movie so I dont have anyone to talk with about it#anyway this movie made me cry and gave me emotional damage. 10/10 highly recommend#i wanted to tag their shipname but i cant bc its literally just fujimoto's name why did he name them after himself im laughing#using a doomed love to represent artists' suffering and joy is genius btw#not everyone knows what its like to pursue art but everyone has that one person they loved (romantically or platonically) and lost#my post#Look Back#look back movie#look back spoilers#look back analysis#ayumu fujino#kyomoto
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older designs for my specialest guy
#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga#hyuga neji#art#fanart#naruto#2024#i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile#the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you#anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not#under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought#i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married#2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable#when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable#3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions#are not fun as a concept#are they fun on purpose? no#but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose#and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute#but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto#thats my special recommendation from me to you
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i dont know what the plan is now, i have never had a plan for anything, but i dont want to delete the previous posts bc it feels like im trying to sweep things under the rug or act like they didnt happen
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i wish it was easier to know when to stand my ground and when to see i am wrong or when to ignore things#i am a chronical self doubter so even for the most obvious things when someone talks against me theres a moment i am hit with doubt#someone could tell me 'ganondorf is actually a perfectly true representation of all arabic people at once (somehow)'-#and i will go 'wait is he??' no hes not you idiot you know it isnt you spend alot of time learning about it the fuck#if it werent for those horrible scary (rare-not online) meltdowns i think how easily i am to doubt myself and be influenced by others is-#-what makes me feel the most childish#idk if thats an autism thing or just a me thing#even when theres a belief or opinion that is cemented into my brain unchangibly i still doubt if its right or if i am allowed it somehow#its such a contradictory thing again. easily influenced and made to doubt myself but also immovable .. even on dumb things#like theres nothing that can change how i feel about totk but i still doubt it anyway#what if i am wrong and an idiot and everyone saying the opposite of me is actually more right?? (still doesnt change opinion but doubt tm)#also can tumblr plese stop recommending me suicidal tags when i type 'what if' in here???????????????#i am trying to get OUT and AWAY from that as far as possible i dont find it funney hehe#(and i dont think i typed any of those phrases before)
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crumbs in your bed
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#bakuspecial#comic#horror#cw: child abuse#cw: body horror#ask to tag#hi! hello. this is basically just a goosebump story I think. or a scary stories to tell in the dark entry#that's kinda what I aim for? along with the good ol vibe of fuan no tane#and also the like. Thing in east asian art where they make the main character a generic white person and then#every other thing about the setting is deeply recogniseably common asian shit lmao#that's entertainment for me. this came about extremely haphazardly... its why the first two pages look nothing like#the rest of it fsdjfhdsjhf. I slammed those out at a cafe like two days ago#went into this one no plan outside of a general sense of direction#I dont think Ive ever actually designed a single character in any of the short horror comics I did. like either its me or#I made someone up as I went. genuinely didnt know what the character'd look like until I sketched em#and then I kept referencing previous panels to draw em. dont know if I recommend this method#mmmm on reread not super sure if the sound effect of the bed leaving the room is clear enough... oh well there are other comics#been writing a lot about food and places recently Ive found out. oh yeah dyou know whats funny#I watched a wayner highlight vid of the kingdom heart charity stream today (I do not know anything about kingdom heart) and realized#how much of kingdom heart (at least the first one) is about like. places.#which is like. good job baku great deep read there isn't kingdom heart literally behind a door. arent there doors all over the place.#isnt the biggest symbol from that game taht EVERYONE knows about the KEYblade. for locks on door#fskdjfhdj but yeah its just. very cool to me that that game really does have iconic recogniseable sites. like the scenes are all tied to#where they happen at. and the climactic battle happens in a black void around a door. its good#good story about leaving ur home after ur friends aren't there anymore and being changed so much by what you go through that#you can no longer call where you started at home anymore. I am being conned by the music#anyways. yeah I go sleep now. powered thru the last 4 pages of this so its done and out there. hope my bed will not do this#have a good night lads! be careful of bugs
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ngl. every time i see someone talk about a fairly standard/innocuous bong or pipe that isnt that structurally complex and they talk about the way it would be "impossible" to keep it clean my concern for the ways y'all treat your glass (and therefore your lungs) rises by 10 notches........
#as someone who smokes DAILY: PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CLEAN YOUR GLASS OFTEN#if you just change the water daily even/try not to leave it filled with wet it will significantly improve your smoking experience#if your bong is getting BLACK AND MOLDY WITHIN THREE DAYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT OH MY GD#filters.... change the water more.... DON'T ash into the water........ anything??????#😭#also not rbable bc this is very judgemental in tone and i dont feel like ppl crying to me about why they Should be able to do this#like ultimately do what u want im just really concerned for ur lungs & u can Genuinely have such a better smoking experience 😭#(<totally not autistic ab weed & smoking (lying))#also if u genuinely dont know how to clean ur bong effectively: get at least 70% alcohol & the frequency of cleaning depends on how much u#use it but when im smoking from the bong a lot i do it before every sesh (yes it takes extra time. i find it peaceful but regardless. you#will just need to keep track of ur own habits) and fill the (empty) reservoir ~1/3-1/4 with the 70% and then plug the mouth piece and stem#hole with your thumbs and shake that bitch a couple times to slosh the alcohol on the walls. if theres grime add a couple spoons of coarse#salt (or rice if its a lot!!) and then shake shake shake (be careful dont hit it ofc) and then dump that out and rinse repeatedly#(i personally fill it with as much water as i can and dump it out lile 4-6 times but just MAKE SURE THERES NO MORE ALCOHOL)#bottle brushes and straw cleaners help with residual grime / harder to clean spots but are unnecessary in my experience if you are cleaning#it often enough. for bowls (& pipes) I recommend letting them soak for a bit in some rubbing alcohol while you do this#and then by the time the main piece is cleaned you can use a straw cleaner in the hole part or even a toothbrush or a q tip to clean off the#resin/gunk (i clean my actual bowl less often than the bong itself but also i use filters and the resin helps that stay better)#anyway i love cleaning my bong and i love glassware so much and bongs can be beautiful just be niceys to it!!! it needs baths!!!
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okay i have one more post related to the esupuri stuff i posted this morning but like. if you dont like that the new characters are younger and want a game with older characters. respectfully play a different game. 18trip is right there with good character writing and most of the characters are in their 20s (day2 is obviously an exception but otherwise all of the characters* are 20-27 in age otherwise) (*kinari is also an exception in a weird way given he's [redacted] but like. its complicated). like if you don't agree with what happyele is doing with the franchise you can be upset about it but you also don't have to stick around. you don't have to keep playing or pay attention to what you don't like. and for the love of god don't main tag your fucking hate for the new characters and units.
#shay speaks#not main tagging this either but it genuinely drives me up the wall#you are not the only person playing this game#happyele has reasons for making the new characters young.#for both story reasons in universe and for out of universe marketing reasons#it is a deliberate choice.#i cannot recommend 18trip enough if you want smth with older characters in a similar genre#but genuinely genuinely if you dont like the game anymore stop playing you dont have to stick around#or just. post about what you do like. you do not have to be so negative all the time.#or again. dont main tag your shit.#not that you cant criticize the game either that is also not what i mean here#you absolutely can there are always things to criticize#but at some point there is a line between criticism and making your dislike of the series as a whole everyone elses problem#im tired i'm probably not wording this properly so i'm gonna sleep but you get it.
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okay so i saw this on my dash and although i wasnt tagged i just!! really wanted to do the thing!!
shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs:
Julia by Mt. Joy
Wasteland, Baby! by Hozier
Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan
Moody Orange by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan
Wonderful Nothing by Glass Animals
Hide by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
South London Forever by Florence + The Machine
Lips by The xx
Painkillers by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
tagging some people cause fuck yeah!! music is great!!
@thetangycheesemanwithaplan @kyellin @theredrenard @alost-traveler @the-cinnamontography-is-amazing @gourdita @1waveshortofashipwreck
and anyone else who sees this and is inspired like i was!!
happy listening loves 🥰
#me looking at these:#ah yes wasteland baby....*checks notes* baberoe coded#wonderful nothing? webgott#hide?? soooo traphawk i want to throw up#south london forever is a speirton song to me i dont make the rules#and painkillers is a nix song if im feeling the soul destroying post-war angst!!!#(OH and lips is a symbrock song so fucking hard)#btw rip anakin skywalker hawkeye pierce margaret houlihan evan buckley you would have LOVED pink pony club#you tell me hawkeye and margaret wouldnt belt it into their hairbrushes while jumping around the swamp if they had it on record#you cant you know im right#also also shoutout to goodluckbabeheffron for literally making it it impossible listen to that song without thinking of my sweetest boy#as god intended#anyways i will absolutely give reasons if anyone is curious why for any of these cause i am - if nothing else - an absurd person#what can i say i love!! music!!#also can you tell i've just been listening to the rainbow kitten surprise album “how to: friend love freefall” on repeat??#i cannot recommend it enough holy shit#btw the song “its called: freefall”?? is such a hawkeye pierce coded song it kills me#also listen to holy war and let it fuck you up!!#bonus! not one but TWO exclamation point songs!!!#i dont know why that makes me smile but it does#anyways!!#tag game#em speaks#music tag
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sometimes i check twitter after my exile from it and quite honestly i dont know if you'll find people so completely, utterly miserable who have convinced themselves that is the proper way to be. tumblr certainly has its own issues with mob mentality, and everyone at large is in a mental health collapse, but there is something genuinely scary looking from the outside in to that bird app where you can almost exclusively only converse in snark & dread and are actively shamed from leaving because you might miss a political post on there. in any community! i did not realize how miserable i was til i was extricated from it and even just peeking in i felt awful again, like losing progress. it encourages the worst of folk and folk on there believe theyre doing a necessary evil just to spite musk and it's genuinely sad. i wish i was exaggerating even a little bit.
#van speaks#thats a large part of why im not joining bluesky or really any other platform beyond what i have#id rather keep away from anything close to that again. it is fundamentally wrong and feels like a warping of human nature#people are angry and desperate enough without a site that revels in it with folk who refuse to even try to fight that#for shits and giggles i experimented with the for you page#i x'ed out topics and posts i didnt recommend#and guess what they were literally ALWAYS back. no blocking muting or 'dont recommend'ing worked. it was spiteful!#and folk on there are on it just because theyve personally convinced themselves reporting on suffering only exists on there!#none of you are okay! even the kindest posts seem deranged beyond words!
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gonna say something that may raise some eyebrows and im sorta like. raising my hands first like "I'M TRANS!!!" but i'm writing a psot on the scorpion family and.... i'm like. halfway tempted to write about castor's deadname in it???
not to deliberately misgender him or anything (i'll be using he/him throughout the post ofc) but because names are an important motif for castor's arc and for this family. dusk doesn't have a real name, and sheds the name when she leaves. she never got to choose her own name and it shows how little agency she has. bruno insisted on naming all three of them to show how he had them all under his control. castor not only discards his original name once he's made to leave, but the next name, and the name after that, because he has no idea who he actually is and is trying to contort himself to be what others want him to be and so he lets everyone else name him, and him choosing the name "castor" is him finally coming into himself and accepting his own desires...
the thing is, i already reveal another character's narratively relevant deadname on BoP and the main fic and i am already very very very very VERY worried about how people will take that to go "oh that's this character's REAL name and now i should actually refer to them like that" or people potentially thinking i'm being very disrespectful towards other trans people
#truth be told as a trans person i kinda love when names are used as a narrative device to explore identity and agency#and tbc the way castor's name will be handled in the prequel is more inspired by how ''the 30 names of night'' by zeyn joukhadar handles it#by not naming the trans boy protagonist at all until he's found the name that suits him. because he is nameless for most of the story#(absolutely fantastic book btw. highly recommend it especially concerning current events)#but in this case. saying what the name was specifically kinda makes things a bit more coherent. and it's relevant to the story#and its not like castor is singled out bc technically dusk and twilight dont go by those names anymore either....#theyve all left them behind for one reason or another#(the name is also gender neutral which makes me feel a bit better. esp since the bop one isnt. but yeah.)#i just struggleeeee with worrying about making people uncomfortable in ways i can avoid#im sorta at war with myself like. ''i am trans i am very allowed to write about stuff like this'' and ''what if people get mad and say im a#Fake Trans for doing that''#echoed voice
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Can we just fucking cut it with the anti-therapy shit here? Its not only deeply ignorant, but it's dangerous. Discouraging people from trying things to improve their mental health is a great way to prevent their mental health from improving. If you've been considering trying therapy I would greatly encourage you to give it a chance. Whether it's online, in person, or even over text which I've heard is an option now which is great for people who struggle with face to face communication of any kind.
The response to people claiming everybody needs therapy and therapy will cure all of your problems isn't a hard pivot in the other direction. Therapy works for certain people, because everyone is different. Truth is problems like depression are a vague set of commonly associated behaviors, what's actually going on in different people's brains isn't nearly as easy to map. I personally know people who consider their therapist to have saved their life, and I myself tried therapy multiple times and it's had no effect. I don't blame my therapist, I didn't work for me because it just wasn't for me and that isn't anyone's fault.
And fucking especially don't be actively antagonistic toward your therapist. I hate stories like "my therapist told me to draw what I feel and I decided to just start eating the notebook to see how he'd react and he didn't know what to do lol." If you aren't cooperating then therapy won't fucking work. They aren't wizards who cast magical mental health engoodening spells, they're specialists who's job is to help you figure out what's going on in your head and figure out ways to improve your mental state. They aren't psychics. They can't read your mind. You need to be transparent.
If you can't figure out what to draw, or how to put your feelings into words, or whatever they're asking, just fucking tell them that. The entire point of therapy is having someone to communicate with, many people become licensed therapists because they themselves went through these problems and want to help others find a way through them. I'm sick and tired of Tumblr insisting all therapists are bad because they had a bad experience with therapy 10 years ago and think all therapists act like the paid actors in better help commercials.
Also, just to end, did you go to a mental health professional who specializes in the conditions you're suffering from, or did you type therapy into Google and call the first number you saw? I promise you finding the right therapist may actually make a difference. It might not. As I said, therapy just didn't work for me after I went to multiple different therapists, but I didn't write off the practice. Just like I don't write off anti-depressants, or mediation, or aroma therapy, ECT, the human brain is a complicated puzzle and we all must find a solution that works for us.
The last thing we need to be doing is telling someone not to look where they may find a missing piece.
#therapy#therapist#psychiatrist#psychiatry#mental health#professional help#tumblr#hellsite#dont write off something universally due to your individual experience#you arent the universe#not all therapist are the ones youve encountered#better help isn't the industry#the problem with better help is how many therpists it emplpyed weren't even licensed and had no experience#idunno what it's like today but after that debale i dont consider them credible enough to recommend#therpist have a very hard job#what do you accomplish by intentionally making it harder?#what are you trying to prove?#antagonizing your therapist does nothing but waste time for both of you#when people encourage you to try therapy they mean actually try#not sit in a room with a therapist and be a little jackass for an hour#im sorry there isnt 1 magical solution for all of your problems#but there isnt going to be#mental health is infinitely complex and there isnt any 1 thing that'll imrove yours#why be a jerk to the people trying to help?#discouraging people from seeking help just mgiht end up fucking killing them#mental health is far to serious for you to let your personal grudges get in someone elses way#its a subject matter thats often life or death#if you've ever laughed at stories of therpists crying youre laughing at a human being experiencing empathy#thats a good quality for a therapist to have#im sorry that you lack it
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damn this whole getting a ship stuff is really time consuming and resource intensive
you and me both anon
#protip: there's an item list + sources on the wiki and it may not be quite as complicated as you might think#i mean. it's still kicking you in the balls. but everything sans personal recommendations is relatively quick if you know where to go#do NOT go for the more expensive special boats right off the bat. you can just get a tramp streamer for now#zailing is a big expansion in terms of what you can do and where you can go- the streamer will service you perfectly fine#and especially under no circumstances decide you want a yacht as your first boat. god help you if you want a yacht.#ask#fallen london#also if you did the shifting streets event and have any third city relics left over dont throw em out! they're used for the streamer#caeru's getting his own boat rn. isnt wilmot's end just the most lovely zone in the world
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Not the cancelling of plans when this was low-key a load bearing hang out or whatever. Who cares
#🐸‼️.txt#it feels like this person always cancels our plans#and like i try to make plans with them and then something comes up#i want to give them grace bc its what I'd want someone to do for me#im just incredibly frustrated by the situation#i was talking to my other friend abt the situation and the other friend recommended i pull away a little and take time for myself#(i live w the friend who cancelled plans)#boils down to the feeling of loneliness and not feeling cared for etc#even though i know i am#im tired of trying to reach out to people who dont reach out
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What's the crafting dead?
A really REALLY old minecraft roleplay series created by sgcbarbierian, a bunch of other mc youtubers were in it as well, like aphmau, redvacktor, yourpalross, etcetera.
It's exactly what it sounds like, youtubers roleplaying an apocalypse in minecraft, but it's not technically a typical zombie apocalypse because the zombies were created through human experiments done by..... some scientist villain
also there's a cannibal guy
It's absolutely nothing like mys/mcd, everyone in it plays just themselves as a character, like Red the cannibal cult leader, or like Mithzan Max that one weird guy who's immune to the zombies and just wants to play uno with someone, Jess even plays as JESS and not some version of Aphmau.
Uhh more rambling in the tags idk
#theres also original characters. not just youtubers! like.. bobby from supernatural..... is a character in.. the series. ....yeah#i personally love it#cuz i grew up on it. but some people in it are actually human trash (sky.) so its iffy overall#but red and dr ross make it worth it. i also love the main four!! the overall plot is interesting as well#if you ignore the garbage people in it. (sky. jin. ew gross)#asks#ask#i do recommend it actually. shockingly. its scarily good for what it is#it has crazy rewrite potential. and its easy to just write out the.. bad people :/#idk. im tired#im on my second energy drink today. i cant be thinking about tcd rn cuz then ill think about the wild potential it has and I'll rewrite it#like as an original series based on the rp. and i dont have the commitment for that rn... but god..... god do i love it#i need..... to laayy down#huhghuhggfvbb nnhg#jnbgf yeah uhhh SNHFHKG feel free to ask more but bro. no promises cuz im. unwell
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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