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bibibbon · 6 months ago
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Oh my gosh, I never realised the parallels between viktor and Ekko because I have always interpreted the timebomb and jayvik parallels as it being ekko and jayce vs viktor and jinx.
However, now that I think about it, even though Jinx and jayce never met, they are low-key, pretty similar, and share an intriguing amount of parallels.
You obviously have the basics of both jayce and Jinx being incredibly intelligent and figuring out hextech.
However, you also have the fact that both jayce and Jinx create weapons with hextech that they use to tear down piltover/viktor's commune.
Both of them are shown to genuinely be freaking out and being totally out of it when they are seen loading their weapons voices of silco/viktor haunting their head as they shoot down and have their action show the beginning of chaos!
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Both of them get pushed into becoming symbols of zaun and piltover. Jayce becomes piltovers golden boy/man of progress, whereas jinx becomes a symbol for zaun's rebellion.
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Mel's "you're a symbol of the future, now jayce," and sevika's "you're a symbol."
Silco and Mel politically manipulate jayce and Jinx while also being shown to genuinely love and care for the two characters, but both Jinx and jayce feel betrayed in a sense of that manipulation.
Both of them not really wanting anything to do with politics in the first place and being shown much more happier inventing stuff.
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Both jinx and jayce having the same reaction to realising that viktor and isha are dead or are going to die.
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Both jinx and Jayce's final outfits being one that heavily reminds them of said characters (isha and viktor) that they lost.
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Both jayce and Jinx are depicted as impulsive.
Both Jinx and jayce are also shown to be incredibly naive at the beginning of the show, wanting to help people but going about it the wrong way and causing tragedy.
Both jayce and Jinx hallucinating loved ones when they're at their worst state all isolated.
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Finally, both of them having a scene of them saying "iam sorry too" in season 2
How jayce's experience with a magic rune was a positive one where he and viktor are flowing around while powder falls from a great height and finds out the horrifying damage hextech has led to killing Mylo and claggor.
Or how both of them were rejects in a way from their social circles trying to prove themselves and be better.
So far, these are the parallels I can think of, but I know there is more, and I mean way, more like these two's relationship with the creation of hextech.
Jayvik & Timebomb Parallels, AKA, why isn't anyone talking how Viktor and Ekko mirror each other in Arcane??
I'm surprised I haven't seen more comparisons between Ekko and Viktor, not to mention how those parallels between the characters also create parallels between the Ekko/Jinx and Viktor/Jayce relationships, which I'm gonna argue here are both romantic relationships.
1 ) Both Viktor and Ekko see it as a personal cause to make life better for people in the undercity, to the point of both becoming a local leaders focused on creating a place of peace where Zaunites can retreat to in times of peril.
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Indeed, from a narrative perspective, I would argue that one Doylist reason Ekko needed to go into the Anomaly in Act 2-3 is to make space on the scene in Zaun for the rise of Cult Leader Viktor.
If Ekko had been around, he would have either served as a roadblock to Viktor's rise out of a general sense of distrust, I imagine, or he might have easily become a supporter, or maybe even a cult follower of Viktor's if he admired and believed in the vision, which would of course doom the world.
(This further illustrating just how narrowly Jayce, Wizard Viktor, and Ekkko had to thread the needle on defeating the Machine Herald in the final act, since I would argue Ekko like Jayce remaining in the canon universe for the months of Cult Leader Viktor's rise would also have led to Ekko and Jayce's defeat or assimilation before the final act had either stayed.)
2 ) Both Viktor and Ekko are, of course, genius undercity scientists who are able to grasp quickly concepts like wild runes and the Anomaly. But it's their partner's actions that bring Hexgems into their life. Powder by causing the explosion where he gets the shards from, Jayce of course by creating Hexgems in the first place.
3 ) Both are Heimerdinger's close assistant and pupil before they meet their true scientific partner in Jinx/Powder and Jayce.
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4 ) Aaand, this is where it gets gut-wrenching, because both Ekko and Viktor have to say goodbye to the alternate universe version of the person they love and this is where it gets wild because they make the same face while doing so. And their loved one, Jayce and Powder, make the same face back of startling when they realize they're looking at an alternate version of the person they love.
(Source here if you want to watch the full videos side by side because it's NUTS how similar the faces Viktor/Ekko and Jayce/Powder make to their alternate universe loves: https://x.com/yearnerjayce/status/1863132466346656031)
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In the blocking of the scene, they've even both got a version of one half of that universe's part of the relationship lying between the two of them (Powder holding her version of Ekko, while the Hexcorized version of Jayce lies between Wizard Viktor and canon Jayce), so the blocking is visually very similar too in a clear romantic parallel that is mind-boggling.
By the way, these moments are also technically happening in the same episode as far as romantic parallels go, we just don't learn about this parallel on Viktor/Jayce's side until the final episode with the full reveal.
And of course, both future Viktor and canon universe Ekko must make the ultimate sacrifice of losing access to an alternate version of the person they love who is happy and healthy (instead of, well, Jinx, and/or dead in the case of Hexcorized Jayce), in order to save the world.
By the way, there is a parallel that stretches throughout the whole 2.07 alternate universe episode, with the heavy implication that Ekko and Powder are this world's Viktor and Jayce. They're even doing an Innovators Competition. In both universes, Hextech is explored through the loving partnership of a pair of young scientists.
5 ) Finally, both Viktor and Ekko stop their loved one from committing suicide. Interestingly, both Jayce and Jinx attempt to do so in a way that's related to Hextech, with Jinx using Hexgems in her grenade, and Jayce getting cut off from Hextech being the reason he's seeking to end his own life. They also, coincidentally or not so coincidentally, attempt to do so in a way that's related to falling from a height.
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Both are interrupted by someone they're not too happy to see at first, but who goes on to be their partner. Even Jinx/Ekko get one last partnership in the final Act, which is an interesting mirror to Jayce/Viktor, whose suicide attempt -> partnership helps launch the action of the whole series in the first Act of the first season, making these two couples in a way, mirrors bookending the series.
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king-lena · 2 months ago
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roger waters could seriously play frank n furter he has the range to do it!!!!! like during the wall tour era especially roger has a very tim curry vibe about him to me!!!!! in an alternate universe perhaps……
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deviousdiesel · 11 months ago
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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mainfaggot · 1 year ago
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just watched challengers at the cinema w my little sister. it was so intense wtf
#i was like grabbing onto my scalp just yanking my hair in the last 5 mins and at the end i yelled (quietly) LOVE WINS!#bc there were only 4 other ppl in the cinema lol#its so fucking stupid on the surface like ok complicated polyamory and also insane obsession with a sport bc that is what makes these people#who they are; as in the sport IS their identity as individuals that's what fills the void that lies underneath skin and bone etc.#blah blah basic shit about messy relationships with the self and romantically with others#but it's also so profound because despite the many obstacles and personality differences. they all love one another and the sport so much.#it's so weird it's twisted in a sense because it's like they only have one another and then obviously tennis (bc tennis is the bridge)#it's very.. codependent#i can't believe my little sister understood like not in a condescending way i cant believe she got it but in a “oh i didnt know you watched#stuff with this much emotion and that you cared enough to critique media“ since she doesn't usually tell me about what shes watching#and when she does she tells me about sitcoms ..#so yeah it was nice that we watched it together but also kind of weird bc#well surface level: the make out scenes were just us giggling awkwardly#and on a deeper level when i was watching it. i couldn't help but think about how#patrick at some point turned into an observer; he stopped being a part of the art tashi patrick trio (and tennis!) and turned#into a spectator#despite very much still being a fellow player#and then tashi became a spectator of the sport despite very much being absorbed in it all and in love with art (?)#i dont know what else to call it but her need to control him came from a place of some kind of care ... albeit manipulative and self serving#so Patrick and tashi are almost parallel lines if that makes sense#theyre kicked out of “the club” whatever the club may be (for Patrick he's no longer in the trio) and for Tashi once the trio is long gone#she's no longer a competitor bc of her injury#and then art is just in the middle of it all#and he'd always followed Patrick's lead in the past and then he started thinking for himself until he became so taken by Tashi#and then he just became her little follower#he just wants to be loved and told what to do because he doesn't know how else to live. im projecting? im projecting. anyway!#the ending. god. the ending sums up their whole past dynamic:#patrick is petty. art is irritated. tashi doesn't get their little dynamic. patrick loves art. art is forgiving. tashi loves the sport#(and maybe she loves them both in her own fucked up control freak way)#z.post
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colliholly · 25 days ago
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OK SO I have to talk about how much I love the running theme of coming to terms with obsolecence, change and abandonment present throughout Deltarune. It's one of my favorite aspects from the game... This was of course most present with Tenna in ch 3 (who basically beats you over the head with it every 2 goddamn minutes). BUT it's a theme you see with plenty of other Darkner NPCs too.
I think it's hilarious how part of the reason he likely hates Spamton is because he comes from a world that's more modern and relevant than him, but Spamton (who also has a lot of similar themes to Tenna) is also already pretty dated, old and forgotten by this point. The beef between them feels like two crotchety old men fighting over nothing and it's great
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We know a Darkner's purpose is to assist Lightners, as well as it being the only way for them to feel truly "fulfilled". Ralsei's aware and accepting of the eventual obsolecence they all face.
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ON TOP of this I love the development of how caring Susie is throughout Ch 3 and 4, and how hard she fights to prevent the Darkners she meets from being left behind, without really understanding that she's fighting a losing battle. She even goes as far as to grab Kris' bigass CRT from their living room and bring it the school just so Tenna wouldn't feel abandoned anymore, at least before he's adopted. (And, ofc, when she desperately tries to bring Gerson with her in ch 4, even though he's a different kind of darkner).
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But, as we know Ralsei is correct... change and obsolecence are part of life. And there's simply no way to 'save' every object or person that comes into your life, they all have to be let go eventually.
(Not to get all crazy theorist, but it SURE does parallel another piece of media involving inanimate objects coming to life, having secret lives, having to come to terms with abandonment and change, as well as feeling most fulfilled when they're useful and enjoyed... HMMM...!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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twilightofthesandwiches · 25 days ago
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So, um, I'm sure I'm not the first to notice it but....
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I mean, I noticed that track that plays in Hometown near the ending of Chapter 4 musically references "It's Raining Somewhere Else" from Undertale but....... okay, fuck, that name....
Honestly I kinda figured we'd get a track with a name like that in Deltarune and yet it still surprised me regardless???
Like, the implications............. It works super-well with the 'Sans Undertale is actually Sans Deltarune" theories, considering the places "It's Raining Somewhere Else" plays in 'Undertale'
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During one of Sans' most sincere and serious scenes in the Neutral/Pacifist Playthrough where he muses about whatever it's worth it to 'go home'
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and in his secret workshop, with the strange machine and the hidden Deltarune teaser.
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"It's Raining Somewhere Else" is, in that context, the theme of Sans' hopeless already-gave-up-on-it wish to go back to "the place where it rained". To Hometown.
But even without Sans directly travelling from the Deltarune timeline to the Undertale timeline.... Even if we assume that Undertale and Deltarune are parallel but separate lines that never meaningfully interact, the parallel being drawn here is still very emotionally powerful.
The main focus of the Sans' 'date' scene is his story about befriending Toriel behind the door to the ruins and the promise he made to her. They've never seen each other's faces, they haven't even bothered to introduce themselves by name. There is some connection there, but it's blocked by their secrets and obligations and also a giant-ass stone door.
And somewhere else, in another world, it's raining, and Toriel ducks into Sans' grocery store and they spend an entire night drinking and having fun.
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A lot of people assumed the rain here is a metaphor for depression and sadness of Sans or Toriel or both. But I think, with that track, it's more likely that the rain is the happy moment and the bond these two share in the Deltarune timeline, somewhere else.
Of course, depending on which ending you get, you can bring the 'rain' to them. Sans and Toriel can meet in the Undertale timeline and become friends and have many happy nights dancing the Jitterbug or whatever. But... they also they might not, depending on the Player's actions before and after this scene. Toriel might even be dead and that 'rain' will never come. And either way, at this moment Sans has no reason to think he will ever get a chance to truly meet the funny lady behind the door.
Is it sadder to think that this is the same Sans who danced with Toriel Deltarune, who probably knows that it's the alternative-universe counterpart of her beyond the door but also think there's little no chance they'd ever meet or relive that connection they had in the Place Where It Rains?
Or if it's sadder if it's a different Sans who doesn't even know there's a version of himself and the mysterious lady behind the door, dancing and laughing and having the time of their life, Somewhere Else?
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electricgg · 1 month ago
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Ancient Dreams In A Modern Land
Chapter 9: As Long As I’m Held, I Don’t Care If It’s By Teeth
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Masterlist
Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 (Here!) / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 / Chapter 12 /
‘A family is forever.’
It sounded like static. At least the first few times, until her ears finally tuned in to the words as if she clicked into the right channel.
‘A family is forever.’
She was sitting on a small bed, made for a child, with colorful lines on the bedsheets. Toy cars and dolls were scattered on the floor. Posters of movies, old series, and robots hang on the walls. A pair of white sneakers with green stripes were just by her bare feet.
When she lifted her head, a twin bed stood parallel to hers on the other side of the room.
It was empty. The bedsheets were unmade.
‘A family is forever.’
The door of the bedroom creaked open. She got up and walked through the frame, encountering a never-ending hall of different types of doors. Their shapes, colors, and sizes, changed in the blink of an eye.
They were glitching.
‘A family is forever.’
It was a woman’s voice, the one repeating those words over and over again and echoing down the long hall and reaching her still body. Sinking right through her skin and enveloping her senses. 
It felt like she was in some kind of trance.
Her steps felt light, like walking in a cloud. She walked down the hall, hands hovering right in front of her as she scanned the changing doors. Trying to figure out which one was the right one.
The right one for what? She wasn’t sure, but it had to be the right one.
Another creak was heard farther down, making her snap her head towards the noise. There, in a dark corner, a red glitching figure dived inside a half-opened wooden door on the right side of the hall.
She didn’t hesitate and started to run. 
“Hey, wait!” she yelled, running harder when she took notice of the hallway narrowing down and the doors glitching and slamming open and closed.
The groaning and splintering of wood made her look over her shoulder. The sight of the hall falling apart in a dark hole made her sprint harder, and she decided not to look back again, as cold sweat dripped down her temple.
As she passed by the doors, bits of conversations filtered through her head.
‘My wife and her flying saucers’  ‘My husband and his indestructible head’
Dad? Mom?
‘I'm so sorry. Excuse me. I am Glamour, and this is my delightful assistant, Illusion.’ ‘I am Glamour, and he's Illusion!’  ‘Yeah, what she said. Today, we will lie to you, and yet you will believe our little deceptions because human beings are easily fooled due to their limited understanding of the inner workings of the universe!’
Where are you? What is this?
‘I can't tell from this angle.’  ‘I can’t wait to be a proud papa-ya!’
Dad. I’m right here?
‘That puts you at about... six months! Boy, oh, boy, I thought I had superspeed. I can't keep up! Please don't misinterpret; I can't wait to meet you, little Billy.’  ‘Billy?’  ‘Yeah!’  ‘Well, I was thinking Tommy. Just a nice, classic, all-American name.’  ‘Hmm, Tommy? Hmm, yeah. Yeah. Then there's Billy, isn't there? Named after William Shakespeare, “All the world’s a stage. All the men and women are merely players.”’  ‘Well, I guess there's only one solution to this debate. Hope for a girl.’
MOM, I AM RIGHT HERE. MOM. DAD. MOM-
‘Can you believe it? Twins!’ 
‘I’m a twin. I had a brother. His name was Pietro-’
A deafening screeching sound made her scream out, covering her ears and scrunching her eyes shut. But she didn’t stop running. She could feel the floor splintering under her feet, scraping the skin and making it bleed.
But she didn’t stop running.
If she had opened her eyes, she would have seen how everything around her had blurred out, or how her legs were leaving an imprint on the floor by how fast she was running.
‘You know, I don't miss the crying, but jeez Louise, did you have to learn to walk? You two never stay put.’
There! The door!
She reached out for it as it began to close, slamming it closed behind her and sinking to the floor with a crushing sob. Her back against it, hanging onto dear life by the frame of it as it rattled and tried to get busted open by the unseen force.
Then, silence.
She didn’t even notice she had her eyes screwed shut, tears slippnig down her cheeks as sobs ripped out of her throat.
What was happening? What is this? So lost, so confused. She wanted this to stop. The pain, the noise, everything. She just wanted to go ho-
“Sweetie, did you fall?” a motherly, warm tone snapped her out of her internal turmoil.
She wasn’t in the manor. Gone where the dark walls and expensive painted portraits. The smell of old dust and piney scent was no longer there. Instead, bright colors and a living room straight out of an 80s sitcom, with the heavenly aroma of freshly baked cookies and the faint smell of spices in the air, stood right in front of her.
But what took her breath away was the curly-haired woman wearing a suspender pants and a square-pattern shirt with a gentle smile on her face.
“Look at you! You’re bleeding, sweetheart!” she fussed, taking her in her embrace and carrying her towards the huge kitchen.
The woman settled her on the counter, muttering to her and wiping away her tears with her fingers. She kissed her forehead before separating from the girl and walking around the kitchen, picking up paper towels and a glass of water.
The girl looked around until she made eye contact with her reflection on the metal toaster. Gasping, as her little fingers touched around her face and the new wardrobe. A long-sleeved striped shirt and green overalls made out of soft material, her hair in two ponytails with huge green plastic balls on the hairties. Two on each side.
She didn’t even notice how small she had become. She looked like she was five years old!
“That’s why we always wear our shoes when running around, sweetheart.” The woman began to wipe off the blood on her feet, making her focus on her once again.
“Sorry,” wow, even her voice sounded small!
“Oh,” the woman cooed. “That’s alright. We all make mistakes, but we learn from them, right?”
She could feel tears coming out once again, lips trembling with an ugly sob, and pulling the woman in a state of panic. Items around the kitchen began to float, which only kick-started a new crying session.
The living room, the smells, the kitchen, the outfit. Everything. Everything was the same. This was home. But home had disappeared. Along with Mom. With Dad. With Billy. Home was gone. It was supposed to be gone. They were all supposed to be gone, but now she is here, and she knows it can’t be real. It can’t be real, but god, she wants it to be so bad, and it’s so selfish of her because Mom had to do the right thing, but she wants it back. And she wants it ba-
Her sobbing gets muffled as she gets pulled against somebody’s chest, hearing strong heartbeats under her ear. Hushing and soft words while her pony tails get undone by gentle hands, and soothingly caressing her hair.
Her Mom continued to hold her until her sobs settled down, taking big breaths as she gripped her mother’s clothes.
“You’re so strong, my sweet girl.” She said. “You have done what you can by yourself, and I’m so proud.”
“I wanna stay here,” the girl whimpered.
“I know.”
“I wanna be with you and dad.”
“I know, baby.”
“I want Billy with me.” She sniffled, lifting her head and looking at her teary-eyed mother. Her mom smiled wetly, cupping her cheeks and stroking the chubby skin with a soft laugh.
“He’s coming, sweetie. He’s closer than you think.” 
The light in the room began to brighten up. Muffled noise coming from outside the house. She looked around, heart pounding as the walls and the tables started to glitch and disappear.
When she turned to look back at her mom, she was standing up and face to face with her. Back to her real height, it seemed. 
“Mom, please,” the girl pleaded, hugging the woman tightly. “Don’t make me leave. Stay, please.”
Her mom held her tightly, making sure the girl’s face was against her body so she wouldn’t look at the glitching house. “Billy is close. I am close, and so is your father.”
The girl shook against her, hands fisting around Wanda’s shirt, as if hanging as tightly as she could would be enough to keep her grounded to her.
“Mama, I can’t do it. Not alone.” She whimpered, feeling the counter glitching behind her and the voices outside becoming louder.
“You’re not alone. And you're strong,” Wanda took her daughter’s head away from her shoulder so she would be able to look at her directly. She smiled widely at the crying girl.
“You’re a Maximoff. You’re strong and brave. And you will never be alone, because you have a family out there looking for you, and you need to hang on.”
The girl took deep breaths, and the ground started to glitch beneath the two of them. But she only looked at Wanda.
Even when everything glitched out and became black, all she heard was her mother’s voice.
“A family is forever. We could never truly leave each other even if we tried.”
“-me on! Snap out of it!”
She blinked, a loud, grave voice yelling right in her face, making her wince out loud. The bruising grip on her arms suddenly loosened as the tall, concerned man took a few steps back from her space.
The cold night breeze had made her skin cold to touch, her senses finally kicking back in. She quickly hugged herself, looking around the empty street she had woken up in.
The street lights flickered every three seconds. The road was soaked with what she supposed was from the late-night rain she remembered pouring outside in the manor while she listened to Wayne’s recordings once again. There were a few parked cars scattered around, some of them visibly damaged with broken windows and missing tires. The smell of trash and smoke almost made her cough and gag, but her teetering teeth made sure that didn’t happen.
She was wearing her sleeping clothes, a worn t-shirt of a seventies asian singer, and pajama shorts that she only used for the sake of wearing something underneath. 
…She didn’t like long pants for sleeping. It was a pain in the ass waking up with pantaloons after twisting around in bed, don’t judge.
“What are you doing out?” The man in front of her growled out, an angry frown on his face. “It’s three and a half in the morning, and you thought going for a stroll down in Chinatown was a good idea?!”
He was tall, really tall. And built like a tank, judging by how his arms and legs threaten to rip out the seams of his clothes if he dared to flex even a little bit (best to take cover if something like that happened-). His hair was a messy mop of black, with a white streak curling in the front. A healed scar running down the side of his cheek, accompanied by a toxic green glare that truly made her hesitate to move from her spot.
If she weren’t so disoriented, she would probably yell at him to mind his own business and walk away. But right now, her mind is still wobbly, so her charming comebacks are a no-go.
“I’m-” Her hand instantly went to her throat, caught off guard by how cracked it sounded. As if she were screaming her head off. She cleared it with a cough, wincing at the raspy sensation.
“I don’t know.” She groaned out, receiving a blank look from the fuming man.
He began to take off his jacket and put it around her freezing body, the whole time grumbling under his breath about ‘damned Wayne genes of acting dumb’ and ‘how are you even so far away from the manor’. She gawked at him, shoving her arms inside the huge sleeves.
Until she noticed a familiar flickering pattern from a nearby street light.
“.--- .- ... --- -. .-.-.- / -... . / -.-. .- .-. . ..-. ..- .-..”
JASON. BE CAREFUL
‘So this is Jay,’ She mused to her thoughts, letting him guide her down the street with a hand on her shoulder.
Wayne barely mentioned him. All that she had learned about the missing brother of the family was from the recording tapes and mentions from eavesdropping conversations around the mansion by pretending to ignore them while using her headphones.
And most of the information she found wasn’t exactly good.
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Diary Entry: Year 8
“...I don’t really know how to begin his tape.”
“I’m supposed to be happy. Be glad that he’s back with us. That he is alive and safe and finally home…”
“But it feels wrong.”
“He looks wrong.”
“His eyes look so, so wrong.”
“...Mom mentioned something like it. A long time ago, when she wasn’t like she is now. About old rituals. Of bringing people back from the dead. She said that it was never good to anger Death, especially when it’s about taking a soul away from her.”
“Whoever takes from Death shall pay the consequences with their blood. Mom always warned me about it… But I can’t tell Dad about it.”
“He is still strange. With Jason back, he barely leaves the office, and in the past years, even mentioning Jason would be enough for him to shut down and disappear for days.”
“And Jason… he has changed. A lot.”
“He’s so angry. At everyone. And I can’t blame him for it because he has every reason to, no matter how much Dick tries to make things smoother.”
“...But sometimes, letting people be angry is a good thing. It is good that Jason feels angry rather than nothing.”
“No matter how much he scares me now, I prefer that he yells and fights and argues.”
“Even if I miss his smile and his talks, I know that Jason is gone.”
“All that is left is the anger, and I’m okay with that.”
“Even if it hurts.”
“Even if it scares me.”
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At least, she wasn’t the only undead person in the family. Yay!
Though both of their cases were quite different, there was one common fact. Which was that the two of them didn’t come back the same after their deadly encounters.
She still didn’t know how exactly Jason came back to life (still researching on that), but she was sure that Jason didn’t get his soul switched up by some twin brother that somehow-
“Since when do you sleepwalk?” He asked, gathering her attention once again.
The question made sense. She remembered falling asleep on her bed, all the tapes around the mattress before snoring her ass off all sprawled out over the covers. Then, that dream sequence (that’s still stuck in her head, by the way. Because she saw her mom. Her real mom. Her real house. She finally has her real last name. She is a Maxi-) and now, she woke up while standing in the middle of a street with no shoes and-
Wait. That’s right.
She ran. 
She ran barefoot.
Jason yelped when she came to a full stop, lifting up her foot and holding it with her hands with a puzzled expression at the sight of the skin.
See, the skin on the soles of your feet, while thick, is still delicate and can be damaged by friction and pressure. Even in her dream, she had her feet all scraped and bleeding from mere wooden splinters. If she had managed to get out of the manor, go through the rocky path towards the gate, climb over the gate, and go through the dirty streets of Gotham while running, there was a huge probability that her feet were screaming out in pain, and she wouldn’t be standing at all.
Instead, there was no sight of blood. Not even a scratch on her skin.
“Damn lucky, if you ask me,” Jason said, tilting his head as he observed her unscatched skin. A glint of wonder in his gaze directed towards her.
“Yeah, lucky me,” She muttered, wiping away some of the dirt on her foot and sighing. She smoothed back her hair, some annoying strands bothering her view while staring at Jason with a grimace. “I guess you’re my ride back?”
He stood quiet for a moment, his glare getting under her skin and making her feel on the edge about his unsettling green color.
Wayne was right. Something about him was off.
“No, actually,” He grunted, walking forward and nodding towards an upcoming familiar car. “That would be Alfred. Good luck on that rant, kid.”
Jason walked over and passed the car, giving Alfred a quick nod as he got out of the car before continuing down the street to get on an old-fashioned bike that was parked further down.
Guessing on how much Alfred’s sharp eyebrows furrowed on his forehead, she knew she was having a long ride back to the mansion.
Well, she got a lot of things out of this. For example, Jason was also someone that she should avoid (still questioning that). And, of course, a very important detail.
Maximoff. She has her name back.
Fucking finally.
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Contrary to what Tim believed, sleeping in the Titan’s tower did not work out like he expected.
His mind was on the verge of a breakdown, his brain begging for rest and sleep, but still refusing to do so. Like his own body knew what it needed to do, had even tried to do so without his permission, by the multiple times he jolted back to consciousness after nodding off in front of the main computer, or the sound of his friend walking down the halls.
Tim compared his situation to Pavlovian conditioning. And he was sure two people shared the blame.
It was a classical conditioning experiment or respondent conditioning. A behavioral learning process where a neutral stimulus becomes associated with an unconditioned stimulus, leading to a learned response to the formerly neutral stimulus. 
This process was named after the russian physiologist Ivan Pavlov, who famously demonstrated it through his experiment with dogs.
In the experiment, three things were used: a dog, a bell, and food. The neutral stimulus (the bell) is repeatedly paired with an unconditioned stimulus (the food), which naturally elicits a reflexive response (the dog starting to salivate whenever he hears the bell because he knows that when the bell rings, he will be getting food). 
In his case, Tim was the dog, and his reflexive response was sleep.
And the bell was his sister’s piano.
He thought it was stupid at first, but after a week and a half without proper sleep or naps, everything made sense.
Tim had associated his sister’s music with sleep. Unconsciously conditioning himself and his body to wait for the soft keys of the same old song echoing in the halls, so he would allow his tiredness and sleep to consume him and go to bed. And he had done it for years, even! Without ever noticing what she was doing!
Because two share the blame in this.
Him, because he was stupid enough to get himself conditioned like a fucking dog and understimating her.
And her, because, of course, she had these intentions the whole time.
Drive him insane without her music. Her daily check-ups. Not picking up his dirty dishes in the hall. It was all part of her meticulous plan of starving and depriving him of sleep.
He couldn’t help but laugh breathlessly, rubbing his eyes while leaning back in his chair.
His clever and cunning sister.
‘I can’t believe she managed to outsmart me,’ he thought as a contented smile pulled to his lips.
Maybe it was pride that he felt. Proud that she had twisted the odds and put him down from his high horse by playing the long game. By acting with patience. Waiting for the perfect moment to take away something as simple as-
“Still can’t sleep?” Conner’s voice kicked him out of his head, turning around in his chair to look at his concerned friend.
Conner had been the one to suggest that Tim could take a break in the tower, noticing on their calls that he wasn’t resting enough due to the current case going on in Gotham. And the young Kryptonian had been checking on him during his whole stay.
But no matter how much Kon tried to get him to talk, Tim wouldn’t say what was really going on.
He will keep his discovery to himself. No one else.
He was the one to figure her out.
His discovery. 
His investigation. 
His and only his.
“Just a bit,” Tim lied with ease, turning back his chair to the computer. The screen shows the new statistics and documents from the missing kids case. “I’m still going through the clinic documents that B sent a few days ago.”
Bruce had found their missing piece: Medical History.
All of the victims had been visiting hospitals in Manchester, Metropolis, Bludhaven, and Gotham in the past three years. General and specialized clinics.
Clinics that worked with genetics, specifically.
Kon leaned with his elbow against the back of Tim’s chair, scanning through the documents on display with intrigue. “What are your theories? Trafficking? Ransom?”
“It’s too late for ransom,” Tim muttered, tapping away on the keyboard for more documents to pop on the screen. “And trafficking would be more precise. Like a group of kids that stayed out too late or anything along that line, all of the children were taken at different times and with weeks of difference-”
Tim’s personal phone began to vibrate on the table, drawing both of their attention.
He took his phone, frowning at the ID Caller being none other than the demon spawn of his nightmares. He answered.
“What could you possibly want, Damian?”
The boy ignored his slashing tone. ”When are you returning, Drake?”
“Why do you even care?” Tim gave Kon a roll of eyes, to which the taller guy just shrugged.
“Because you’re the only one competent enough to hack into Arkham Asylum’s archives without questioning too much.”
“...You want me to what?”
“I am well aware you don’t lack hearing, Drake.”
Tim stood up from his chair, motioning to Kon to stay there as he walked outside the room to talk in the hall with his demanding younger brother. “I will need some context if you want me to do this behind B’s back.”
The line went quiet for a moment, hearing some door closing in the background and some shuffling around.
“I found some letters in Father’s office. Hiding in a compartment on his desk.” That got a groan out of Tim.
“Damian, you know that Bruce doesn’t like it when-”
“They’re letters for Embarrassment.”
That got Tim’s attention. “From Arkham? Letters from Arkham? To her? From who?”
“They’re all signed as U.H.. I believe the U stands for uncle, judging by the contents of the letter.”
“You read them?”
“And so will you, if you manage to hack into the Arkahm archives so we can figure out who this bastard is.”
The older sibling was very intrigued, despite the headache that was invading his brain. He was pretty much in the moment she was part of the investigation (more information about her, the more he could have in common with her-), but he would still complain about it just to annoy the little demon.
“And why is this bastard so important to you?”
The next words out of Damian’s mouth sent him down a spiral and directly to pack his things so he could head out of the tower as soon as possible.
“Because he is taking her away. All of the legal custody belongs to him.”
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“I have made it perfectly clear, Clark.”
It’s been three days since that urgent meeting.
Three long days of rejected calls, ignoring messages, and blocking emails from everyone in the league, trying to change Bruce’s mind on the whole ordeal before he made a big mistake that could lead them to a completely preventable war.
Though that scenario was a bit extreme. But you could get the point.
“I get your point. I do,” the hero of Metropolis assented, his hands over the long meeting table in the Hall of Justice. “But you have to see what the consequences of your rule can bring to everyone else. Especially to Gotham.”
The Bat didn’t even look up from his file report. 
“I do know. And the answer is still the same as before,” It didn’t take too much for Clark to know Bruce was glaring at him once he dropped the file to look at the hero directly.
“No metas in my city. And that includes mutants.”
Clark shook his head with a sigh. “You can’t control that. There’s no way of knowing who is a meta when they’re not actively using their powers, and mutants have been fighting for years for their rights and avoiding a legal registry so they can live normal lives.”
“Then, Gotham is not the place for that normal life.” Bruce shot back. But Clark didn’t let it deter him.
“So what then? The moment a mutant kid has their abilities awakened, they should just pack up and move? Leave their family and the place they have only known as home?”
Bruce got up from his chair, posture upright and tight. But didn’t say a word, simply glared at the fuming man in blue and red.
“...I know we are negotiating with a dangerous man,” Clark said in a calmer tone, sitting down on the nearest chair. “But Erik Lehnsherr is only trying to get rights for mutants after years and years of discrimination. I have interviewed mutants, Bruce. They are still humans and deserve to-”
“I will not,” his voice was like rumbling thunder, coming from deep in his chest and thundering around the empty room. “Listen to the pleas of a madman and a terrorist, Kent.”
They stared at each other for a few deafening moments of silence. The harsh exchange of words brought a tense and cold atmosphere between the two leagues’ most important members. Bruce’s chest was still as stone, but Clark could hear the blood pressure going up in the Bat’s veins.
It was Bruce who moved first. Picking up his things and walking towards the exit door, he muttered to Clark on his way out.
“No mutants in Gotham, that’s my order.”
Clark mused to himself, now alone at the table. The tip of his fingers tapped against the white fiberglass table.
At least, the meeting with Magneto wasn’t as ineffective as this chat with Bruce.
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“-we’ve talked about it and we’re still discussing the outcome of such demand, Mr. Lehnsherr.”
The whole League was gathered with a rush from the sudden call, sitting on their designated chairs with Batman at the head of the table and Superman and Wonder Woman on both of his sides. 
A life-sized hologram of the man the world used to know as Magneto (now known as Erik Lehnsherr, ruler of Genosha) stood proud and tall with his hands behind his back as he listened to Wonder Woman’s words.
He was an older man, significantly older than the rest of the heroes by appearance, despite the good shape he was in. Judging by his muscles and good health, Lehnsherr took care of himself and kept a balanced way of life. He had a head of full white hair, slicked back with stray strands framing his severe face. Tanned skin, covered by an armor of red and purple accents. A dramatic cape was draped over his shoulders, and it waved at his ankles. His helmet, floating just beside him since the beginning of the meeting.
He commanded attention. Power. And Clark could see that Bruce did not like him one bit.
“Wonder Woman,” his deep, accented voice filtered through the sound system. “I am well aware that as an important security branch of the American government, you must make alliances with ‘threatening’ countries for the sake of your president’s peace.”
Everyone could understand what he meant by that.
“But,” he drawled, gaze sharpening towards the man sitting at the head of the table. “I can’t simply grant access to Genosha to the same government my people had to take refuge from. I have, above all, the security and well-being of my kind as a top priority.”
That’s when Clark decided to give his piece to the discussion. “We understand your views on the manner, sir. But what you ask in exchange-”
“Your leader wants to know if I’m making weapons. If I’m building an army.”
Glances and stares were exchanged as the silence in the room became tense.
But Erik Lehnsherr simply sighed, suddenly looking way older by the look in his eyes. 
“I know my reputation. I know my history, and that can’t be mended. No one can erase the mistakes from the past. What is done is done, and I’ve made my bed with it.”
Suddenly, he turned, making sure he could look at every hero sitting at the table.
“All that I do, all that I’ve done, is for my kind. For the new generation of mutant children. So they are able to walk securely on the streets. Be accepted into normal schools. Live normal lives without the fear of getting chased or isolated by something they were simply born with. Simply because nature decided they would be different.”
He looked over his shoulder at the three main leaders.
“I am willing to have official visits from any of your members, monthly or yearly, with strict conditions during your stay.”
A few members visibly sighed in relief at that. They have been trying to get somewhere with this manner, and it was finally showing that it would be getting to a more positive route.
“As long as you grant sanctuary to mutants in your protected cities.”
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And that’s when the meeting went to shit.
All because Bruce didn’t want mutants in Gotham, and Erik wanted sanctuary in each city that was under the territory of every single member of the Justice League.
“All or nothing” was what he said before leaving the meeting.
Clark understood both sides. Gotham is a stressful place, always under threat, and it could trigger a powerful mutant and cause more trouble and damage.
But most of these mutants were just kids. Scared children who have nowhere else to turn but their clueless families. And of course, a huge part of the homeless community was formed by mutants. People who didn’t get any help or were denied the help they deserved.
Maybe he was being biased, but Clark would have to change Bruce’s mind.
And that thought alone made sure he had a headache for the rest of the day.
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“Give me two more laps, Wayne!”
When Mr. Munroe had inscribed her to the track and field team, she wasn’t expecting him to become her coach.
“The school said they didn’t have enough people to form an official team. They just let athletes warm up in the track, and that’s it. But what your family doesn’t know won’t hurt them.”
And with that, she had an excuse to stay after school. Track and field practice with Mr. Munroe (Who insisted on being called Logan, but just to get on his nerves, she started calling him Mr. Logan-).
Even if it was a made-up club, she had Mr. Logan as backup in case something happened.
And it wasn’t like she wasn’t practicing!
“Come on, Babes! You can run faster than that!” Bobby yelled and clapped from a bench as she jogged by him. She gave him a quick middle finger before sprinting down the track, his loud laugh making her grin.
Warren and Bobby were also tagging along with her to pretty much everywhere.
They took most of their classes together, excluding extracurricular activities (meaning Bobby’s baseball team and Warren’s debate team). Other than that, they would be attached to the hip even while at lunch or free period.
No matter how much Warren complained about needing to study, he wouldn’t move away from the two smiling idiots.
“She is gonna burn those shoes again,” Warren muttered, without looking up from his notebook, while Bobby turned to look at him.
“We put tape and glue on the soles yesterday, it’ll be fine.” He shrugged, glancing back at her as she began to run her last lap.
That would have been her twentieth lap. And it’s only been less than half an hour. Both of them knew she was fast, but it still shocked them how fast she actually was. 
On Tuesday, she made five laps while still wearing her school uniform, not a single sweat in sight, but her shoes were suffering the consequences.
On Wednesday, she made ten laps with proper shoes and attire. Still not a sweat in sight, but she looked thin after running. Until Mr. Logan shoved some homemade energy bars into her hands and gave her a rant about eating properly and having enough calories in her food.
On Thursday, (While looking pretty much half dead and complaing about sleepwalking) Warren gave her the number of his tailor. Her uniform was way too big on her and needed adjustments. Bobby decided to keep a closer look at how much she was eating and the number of servings she got at lunch (A total of six servings, and big enough to make him a bit nauseous. That’s without counting all the snacks Mr. Logan kept giving her throughout the day and in practice.) She made fifteen laps. And the soles of the shoes chaffed off. 
It’s Friday, and she just made twenty laps without a single sweat. In just five minutes. And no shoes burned.
“Oh shit!”
Scratch that. Two shoes burned.
Warren closed his notebook, walking towards an exasperated Mr. Logan, who inspected the ruined shoes, and a whining girl, who sat on the ground with her legs sprawled out as she ripped off her socks. Bobby followed him.
Her green jacket (a track jacket that she always wore to practice) and running attire (A white compression shirt and some green Lycra shorts with white stripes on the sides) didn’t show any signs of perspiration. Not even her skin seemed to sweat (and now it had some light tan to it, after spending this week running outside on breaks and in the afternoon).
“Looks like you need new shoes, bub. Can’t let you run in these anymore.” Mr. Logan said, making her throw herself back on the ground with a wail. “You melted the glue with your laps. The track is probably running hotter than I expected.”
For many reasons, Warren didn’t believe anything in that last sentence.
Bobby crouched down next to her as she mourned the death of her precious shoes, tapping her forehead so she would at least look at him. He smiled brightly when she opened her eyes and pouted up at him, making Warren roll his eyes.
“We can go shopping tomorrow! I need to buy clothes, and we could get you better shoes!”
Warren scrunched his eyes and crossed his arms. “Who is ‘we’?”
He was obviously ignored by both of them. She groaned out sitting up while slouching. “I can’t. I’m gonna go to the hospital to visit my mom in the afternoon.”
“We could go early,” Bobby offered, standing up and grabbing her arm to help her get off the floor. “I got my car, so we can go to the mall and then drop you off at the hospital! Maybe even meet your mom too!”
Warren waved his hand with a twitching smile. “Again, who is ‘we’?”
She threw herself over Bobby’s back, sighing at the cold temperature of his body and making the heat of the sun go away from her skin. Bobby jokingly broke his posture, receiving a whine and a pinch to the shoulder. He stood still as she looked over at Warren with a pleading glance.
“Would you guys do that? For me?” Bobby joined in the puppy dog eyes, both of them pouting at Warren as Mr. Logan shook his head in amusement, clapping off the dust from his hands as he walked away with the shoes.
Warren, red in the face, as his two friends scooched closer to him. Making exaggerated pleading faces and motions, until he groaned out to the sky and let them drag him into their weird and awkward embrace as they cheered.
“Fine, but only because I need to look for some shirts.” He grumbled, a twitch under the clothes on his back.
“It’s gonna be fun! We can also go eat something. I heard there’s this booming boba tea place, and I really want to try it. Oh, we can also go to Chili’s!” Bobby began to list off a lot of things to do, as he dragged both of his friends towards the bleachers to gather their things and kill some time before it was time for her to get picked up.
Maximoff could only think that she was glad to have people whom she could hang on to. 
Until Billy found her.
She could see them getting along with him. They could make a great group.
Perhaps… she could tell them what is truly going on. Eventually, obviously. 
Yeah, eventually.
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Author's Note: PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR, I'VE GOT A NEW CHAPTER FOR YOU!!! Literally locked in to write this chapter because I found out I was gonna spend the weekend celebrating my Mom's birthday. This is probably my favorite chapter to write uptill now. We got Mama Wanda, Insane Tim, PEEPAW MAGNETO- and more insight in the mutants💖😉 And got filled with energy by all the asks (AND NOW ACTUAL FANART???) and the love this story has been reciving. Keep in mind the new schedule! Update will be Sunday night/Monday morning. And remember that I love to answer comments and asks so keep them coming!! Lots of love and hugs. GG✨
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samiramohans · 3 months ago
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yellowjackets is genuinely so fucking bad this season i have to laugh. the writing is so ass! they truly don't know what to do with any of their characters. they introduce random twists purely for shock value, refuse to actually elaborate on the interesting parts of the plot, and leave so many storylines half finished.
this is coming from someone who really loved season 1, both the teen and adult timelines were actually interesting. the writing was well done and cohesive and the choices that were made actually paid off or were implied to be explored in later seasons.
season 2 dropped the ball a bit. the first half of the season was basically just setup for the teen plot last 3 or 4 episodes. the adult timeline was fine? but mostly directionless - it didn't feel like there was really any continuity between episodes, just a bunch of diconnected events and callbacks/parallels that were supposed to make the audience Feel Something, and it worked to some extent for me - enough that i could overlook some of the shortcomings of the season and try to enjoy the show for what it was.
season 3? genuinely awful. there's one episode left and like three things have happened in the teen timeline. there's basically no stakes in the teen timeline right now either because we know they don't get rescued until during or after the next winter. instead of actually spending time on any main characters other than shauna (ESPECIALLY taissa and lottie, who are some of the most interesting characters on the show, and we can get into the implications of the writers ignoring their woc another time) the writers are putting their time, effort and budget towards melissa, a character who literally was not named during the first season of the show and had like ten lines in season 2. the adult timeline is also a whole lot of nothing! shauna's on some kind of wild goose chase, taissa and van have no characterization or plot outside of each other, no one really cares about the fact that nat died last season when they all seemed to respect her greatly in season 1, and for some fucking reason, lottie is dead. mind you, we know next to nothing about who she really is outside of the wellness guru we saw last season. all of this is being sidelined for the melissa plot which is just truly so idiotic i can't bring myself to watch any scene with her with a straight face. and with episode 9's ending of melissa stabbing van, i really feel like the show has gone off the rails. her entire plot this season has been about whether she and taissa are going to have a future. whether van will survive cancer and the wilderness is appeased by natalie's sacrifice in the season 2 finale. but no! get rid of all of that for background character #4 who has literally no personality but gives your season shitty underdeveloped #gay representation! or whatever
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sheeezu · 17 days ago
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@antishifter-shifting
This is not exactly a "change my mind", is it? No excuse can justify your first "'adress" to us calling us sensitive, delusional. We are getting spammed by links to your blog. My first statement is, we are not insecure, like at alI. You act like an authority, no one is thrilled to prove shifting to you, because who are you. We don't know you. We don't care if you don't carry our beliefs.
Just like religious people have their own beliefs, we have ours. You don't go around questioning Jesus, do you? The concept of riding donkeys to heaven is wicked as well. This is by no mean an attack to the religious community, but a skepticism, just like how we're viewed on the Internet. No one wants to respect our pov, our practice, and most of the time we let it slide.
Shifting is real for me. The reason being I haven't come across a more promising theory to prove existence.
1. Religions conflict with each other. The concept of reward and punishment feels man-made.
2. But if religion is fake, where did our bodies come from?
3. We can't be nothing, in this universe. Surely, we aren't meant to dissolve into nothingness after living a single life.
4. Oh yes, the concept of reincarnation!
5. So by that theory we do live multiple lives, but how can the concept of reincarnation be completely balanced, when the number of birth not always equal the number of deaths? Do the remaining souls vanish into thin air? Of course not. They have to go somewhere.
6. If we view world through reincarnation, and that with logic, it will make sense that our next life is in another, parallel reality. Also, the concept of souls. You have a soul, now, don't you?
If this body is all, then what is the purpose of the soul, is it meant to disintegrate once you die? We call this soul consciousness. A consciousness which serves the purpose of giving us life, and to not render the soul completely useless, we believe the soul is expanded over multiple realites. That's the concept of a soul.
Of course, you find shifting strange, icky, while you're slouched in front of the "change my mind" table, because you found it on tiktok. Do you know, religions (bringing religion is, but how else can I talk to you) have practices which overlay with shifting?
In Hinduism, we say some deities give us "liberating knowledge, which frees us from karmic cycle." I say, this knowledge is shifting.
I hope you're not anti-manifesting as well.
When you lay down to shift, you start feeling SYMPTOMS, such as tingling, floating stuff. You'll say "oh it's a placebo effect!" Wouldn't that be manifesting? Your expectations spawns physically.
So what's so different about spawning other things, events?
I'm not done but writing this is exhausting. I do swear on everything that I can answer any question. So, for a second act like you're ACTUALLY curious, and come ask questions in the comment. Because if you were willing to listen to the other side, you wouldn't act so stuck up.
Also, don't expect any respect, you didn't greet us too warmly, either.
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niwaart · 28 days ago
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Doferent world, diferent family its so good.
I csnt help but imagine the other part. A Y/n that soes not know the Wayne family at all. The one of the original dimension who sydeently awake on a mansion. With suddently a husband and 4 kids hovering over her.... ill be cute if she knew them from her dimession somewhere, but never personal envolved. Uwu
I enjoyed writing this, thank you for the idea!
The Parallel World from the story "Different World, Different Family"
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Y/N woke up to a strange feeling... something warm pressing against her side. She slowly opened her eyes to find a muscular arm wrapped around her waist. She screamed loudly and jumped out of bed, only to discover that she was wearing the most silky nightgown she'd ever owned, sleeping in a huge room that resembled a palace.
The scariest thing? Bruce Wayne himself was lying next to her, now awakened by her screams, staring at her with a sleepy expression. She'd only ever seen him in the newspapers and news!
"What happened? Am I dreaming?" Y/N whispered to herself.
Then she heard a voice from the door:
"Mama, is everything okay?!"
Four people entered the room at once:
1. A child with big blue eyes (Dick, 12 years old) who looked very worried.
2. A blue-eyed teenager (Jason, 16) looks at Bruce angrily. “What did you do this time, old man?”
3. A slender young man with green-blue eyes (Tim, 20) with a visible scar on his cheek studies Y/N’s expression and analyzes it.
4. A handsome green-eyed man (Damian, 22) with sharp features steps forward confidently. “Is everything okay, Mom?”
Y/N takes a step back until she hits the wall, “Who… Who are you?! Who’s Mom??! I’m not a mom!”
Everyone fell silent in shock.
Dick (12): He rushed over excitedly and hugged her, "But you're my mom! Is this another prank?"
Jason (16): He laughed as he hugged her and Dick, "Good acting, Mom! But we both know you don't act angry very well."
Y/N tried to escape the two kids, but their grip was too strong for her. Dick looked at her with big, pleading eyes. "Don't go! Who's going to make us pancakes?"
Tim (20): Noticing her panicked and unnatural behavior, he cautiously stepped forward, "It doesn't seem like a prank. Maybe something happened in your memory. Do you remember anything about us?"
Y/N looked at Tim. He was familiar, though the scar on his cheek was unsettling. “You... you’re Tim Drake... the CEO of WE.”
Tim froze, then smiled with bitter realization. “Ah, so you’re from another world.”
Damian (22), who wasn’t far from Tim’s conclusion, chimed in with a commanding tone. “Enough. She clearly doesn’t know us. We need to be rational.”
As Y/N tried to process the catastrophe, Bruce arrived at her side with a rare smile. “Well, it seems we’re experiencing a cosmic shift.”
Y/N glared at him. “You... you never smiled before!”
Bruce laughed. “Maybe your world is too harsh.”
After several attempts to calm Y/N down and explain the situation to her without complications, she was finally persuaded to sit on the couch.
- Jason, who was hugging her from the side, tried to convince her that she was the "best mom in the world."
- Dick was crying because she "forgot" him while he sat on her lap.
- Tim was trying to explain the theory of parallel universes while Y/N was screaming, "I don't care about physics! I want to go home!"
- Damian looked at her with strange sympathy, "Don't worry, Mom, we'll fix this."
- Bruce put his hand on her shoulder, "Until then... welcome to the family."
Y/N panicked again at Bruce's words, "What?! I don't want to stay here!"
But Jason was faster, wrapping her in a tight hug, "You can't escape love, Mom!"
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moonagedaydreamsofrhiannon · 10 months ago
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IN DEFENSE OF TRAVIS MARTINEZ:
Because I’m sick and tired of seeing travis hate everywhere I go.
“Travis was sexist.”
Did he spout some sexist rhetoric in the beginning of the show? Sure. But it’s important to recognize that: A) he changed, and by season 2 he completely stopped, B) he was a teenage boy in the 1990s, and that kind of rhetoric was normal at the time, C) most of his sexist macho tough guy attitude was a complete act that he likely put on to compensate for his insecurity about his own masculinity, and internalized homophobia. (More on that later.)
(Also let’s be real, Travis is basically one of the girls anyway and I’m tired of pretending he’s not.)
2. “Travis didn’t care about Javi.”
Did we watch the same show??? Granted Travis may have had trouble expressing his feelings (also related to his insecurities about masculinity, likely learned from his father, as well as growing up in a patriarchal and homophobic society), but he cared deeply about Javi. In S1E4, Travis literally DUG UP HIS DAD’S GRAVE, through horror, tears, and vomit, in order to retrieve his ring to give to Javi. When Javi disappeared, Travis kept looking for him every day for months, and never gave up, even when logically it would have seemed impossible for him to still be alive. He comforted and reassured Javi when neither of them drew the card. He cradled Javi’s dead body and ate a bite of his raw heart (which was a metaphor for how much he loved him, and a parallel to Shauna eating Jackie’s raw ear.) Maybe Travis wasn’t always there for Javi in the way he needed, but he absolutely loved him, and it’s important to remember that Travis was also a traumatized, grieving, kid who just lost his dad.
3. “Travis slut-shamed Nat.”
As we are literally shown in the show, Travis was not trying to slut shame her, he asked how many times she had done it because he was embarrassed about the fact that he was a virgin, and worried that she would judge him, or that he wouldn’t measure up because he was more inexperienced than her. When she told him she hooked up with Bobby Farleigh, he did not get mad at her because she slept with another guy (he already knew about that, and was fine with it), he got mad because she hooked up with his bully, and then lied to him about it. I don’t blame Nat for this, she didn’t know about it at the time, and didn’t want him to get mad once she found out, but I also don’t blame Travis for being hurt and embarrassed and upset with her for lying about it.
4. “Travis was just kind of a dick.”
Sure, but so were all of them. He acted like kind of a jerk in the first season. So what? Shauna had an affair with her best friend’s boyfriend, lied to her about it for months, and refused to apologize. Misty tried to drug Coach Ben. Nat faked his brother’s death to him (yeah, she was trying to help him move on, but still not cool). All of them called him “Flex” (y’know, the nickname that was used to bully him for years). None of them are perfect or nice or likable all the time, and that’s ok; that’s the whole point. They’re realistic, complex, flawed, morally gray and sometimes unlikable people. They’ve all done bad things, but nothing Travis did is worse than what anyone else on that show has done. He was a traumatized teen whose dad literally just died. Also, me personally, if everyone around me was constantly calling me the mean nickname that was used to bully me since middle school, I would also probably act like a little bit of a dick.
5. “Travis is a straight man.”
Wrong. (Also not really a valid reason to hate someone… But most importantly, just wrong.)
Travis Martinez is clearly a bisexual.
So many of his issues: the insecurity, the bullying, the macho tough guy act, the whole weird complex about his masculinity, all of it stems (at least partly) from the fact that he’s bisexual and has internalized homophobia. The whole “Flex” thing is just thinly veiled homophobia. The main reason why he got bullied is because Bobby Farleigh spread a rumor about him getting back surgery to better suck his own dick. The unsaid implication there is that he’s a man who sucks dick, which is inherently queer, even if it is his own. If you look even slightly past the most surface level interpretation, it’s pretty obvious that Travis was bullied because of homophobia. His performance of stereotypical toxic masculinity was clearly over compensation for the fact that he doesn’t fit into the box of traditional straight masculinity, and was a reaction to the bullying from his peers, abuse from his dad, and internalized homophobia from growing up in a homophobic and patriarchal society. As the show progresses he starts to unlearn that toxic masculinity and internalized homophobia, and he allows himself to be more vulnerable, emotional, and feminine, and as a result, he becomes stronger, more confident, and more respectful of the people around him.
As for Travis being a man… Is he though???
In season 1, Travis is a man (narratively speaking); there is a clear distinction between Travis/Coach Ben and the girls. However, in season 2, we see a stark shift in how Travis is depicted. The separation between Travis and the girls pretty much ceases to exist. Narratively speaking, there is no distinction made between Travis and the other girls; they are one entity—one hive mind. Instead, the emphasis is now placed on the distinction between Coach Ben and the girls/Travis. When Coach Ben watches the Yellowjackets eat Jackie in horror and disbelief, Travis is right there with them, dressed in ancient greek robes along with the rest of them. In season 2, Coach Ben is the only real Man of the group (Travis has narratively become one of the girls, and Javi is just a boy, not a man) and he is shown staying separate from the rest of the group, and growing more and more uncomfortable with the cultish dynamics, while Travis, on the other hand, becomes more and more integrated with the group, as he falls deeper and deeper into cult beliefs, until he is a full-blown devout Lottie worshipper. Of the three males on the show, he is the only one who actually participates in cannibalism with the other Yellowjackets. Also he lost his virginity to a lesbian.
Whether or not you choose to believe that Travis is transfem (I do) you cannot deny that, at least narratively speaking, Travis is literally just a girl.
6. Travis is a victim.
I don’t know why nobody in this fandom seems to acknowledge this, but Travis is a sexual assault victim and I’m tired of people constantly overlooking and ignoring that fact. In Doomcoming, the girls (excluding Jackie, Nat, Tai, and Van) chased him down, sexually assaulted him, and then tried to kill him. That’s not something that’s up for debate or denial, that is literally canon. Stop pretending it didn’t happen. Stop pretending it wasn’t assault. Stop shaming him and making fun of him for struggling with sex, or not always being able to get it up. That’s a normal trauma response after being assaulted/raped. You guys are literally proving the point. This kind of treatment from society towards masculinity and male victims is just playing into the patriarchy and toxic masculinity, and is exactly what made him act the way he did in season 1 in the first place!
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vroomvroomwee · 2 months ago
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Reasons I think platonic Radiostatic will reconcile in season 2:
1. Wayy to many hints to their past friendship. Eg. the torn photo, Alastor’s distaste towards modern tech, Vox asking Alastor to join his team, Aalstor posing for Vox's cameras even though he hates having his visage recorded, Vox knowing Alastor will try to make a deal with Charlie - he knows him well, etc etc. As well as all of the parallels between them: sceatching the table, "what did you say?", the nun/proest and chef/waiter combos, the fake smiling, their similar looks, etc. And they wouldn't have put all those arbitrarily. Animation is difficult and every single shot is intended for a purpose.
2. The Lucifer/ Stolas parallels.
I know this is a weird one, but hear me out. Both Lucifer and Stolas started off as cruel, emotionless, rich royal bastards who didn't particularly care about sinners or hellborn. Then they turned into depressive dads who have problems with their wives and are estranged from their daughters. All of a sudden, the evil tyrants became "nice" characters who've never done anything wrong and who we should sympathise with.
I'm bringing up the Lucifer/Stolas parallels because another thing that happens in Helluva Boss is Biltz and Fizz's reconciliation. They drifted apart due to a horrible accident that was neither of their fault, then they detested each other for years. When they reunite, they do it under exigent circumstances where they realise their falling out was tampered with by outside parties. One of them (Blitz) would absolutely sleep with the other, while Fizz is not at all interested (sounds familiar)
Viv clearly has a pattern in her shows, so I'm hoping it extends to Radiostatic too.
3. Based on Viv's latest posts on blue-sky, she's really hyping Vox up. I don't think she would focus on him so much if he turned out to be plain malicious instead of the evil but pathetic capitalist we all know and love. If he really does hate Alastor and does something horrible to him, I don't think Viv would be cheering Vox up this much (especially not with all the rabid allegations that she supports or endorses SA). If Vox really is in every episode of s2, then the possibility of an emotional scene between him and another character is more likely to happen.
4. When asked "who is the person Alastor cares about most?" Amir opted not to answer and instead only said we should wait until season 2. I don't see a reason he would withold something like that unless it's a crucial piece of information that might spoil something. The only people that this could apply to would be Alastor’s mom, or Vox.
5. "Sad and complicated" I think this alone corroborates the existence of a past Alastor/Vox friendship that turned sour
Anyways, here's to me praying Vox doesn't do anything awful to Alastor in season 2, and instead, the evil men become friends again and cause mayhem for everyone else 🕯
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warblogs17282 · 2 months ago
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A breakdown of the second Hellaverse/Helluva Boss panel at LVLUP EXPO, titled "One Helluva Cast! (Part 1)"
As we can see here, we were given a good portion of the next helluva boss short, which features Blitz and Loona going on an I.M.P mission together to kill a children's entertainer! Which releases late June this year!
There will also be 'many' shorts (I'm assuming this is referring to the eight recorded shorts they said they had at another panel a few months ago) coming out this year as well!
Full recording of the short below!
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There will be zero censorship on Helluva Boss' release on Prime Video, with this including both past episodes when they arrive on Prime Video this fall, and for all future episodes as well, with them using Mammon's cunts and the dildos as examples for this.
And because they don't need to worry about youtube's rules anymore when releasing to prime video, they're free to make the show even more raunchy and foul-mouthed than ever before!
Next season will have a quote 'full on penetration scene' (aka sex) of Fizzmodeus, presumably only on Prime Video.
I cannot tell if this comment made was a joke or not because of the tweet Vivzie liked in the screenshot below.
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Unhappy campers was the episode so far where Moxxie definitely grew the most, with some comments about this being about how Moxxie is unintentionally self-absorbed, and his ability to be able to empathize with others (In this case, Millie) is hampered by his insecurities and need to prove his worth. Unhappy campers taught Moxxie to be a better listener and to also be in-tune more with other's emotions as well.
Millie's VA thinks that Millie has imposter syndrome.
Loona's arc was one about nuance, learning that not everything in this world is black and white, learning that not everyone is out to hurt her and learning that it's also okay for her to let her guard down. Also described as 'The softening', as we can very clearly see in places like the fact that Loona now just warmly calls Blitz 'Dad' and all that.
As well as sticking close to that quote she made in s2 e2 as well, she stands by every single word she said to Octavia there, you know, the speech where Loona said stuff like 'Dad's aren't all perfect but they're definitely trying and that's what matters' and all that, and well, obviously all the themes, ideas and such firmly established in season 2 will appear in season 3 and 4 as well.
Fizzarolli's arc has been about breaking out of his shell, being able to say fuck you to the people in his life that very much deserve a fuck you (for example, Mammon), that sort of thing. The arc is kinda like Fizzarolli having his cake and eating it at the same time, if I'm using that phrase correctly here.
Fizzmodeus shirt coming to Hot Topic around the end of May. (I think this is the pride one but I'm not entirely sure on that.)
Obviously, Fizzmodeus has quite a few parallels to Stolitz within the show.
There's something about Fizzarolli that allows Asmodeus to just be himself in front of him, which contrasts with Asmodeus not being able to be just himself in front of people like Mammon for example, which Asmodeus' VA has stated is very similar to him and his own real life wife.
Lastly, in a fight Asmodeus could absolutely kick Mammon's ass, with the reasoning for this being that Asmodeus actually has something to fight for, while Mammon has nothing to fight for at all.
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utilitycaster · 9 days ago
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@disastergenius re your tags about how additionally, Keyleth is permitted (somewhat misdirected) anger against the Raven Queen for 30 years for something that was ultimately far more complex/Vax's choice, but Orym isn't permitted, to be perfectly frank, 3-4 months of anger given that he didn't find out it was specifically the Vanguard who attacked until after Campaign 3 had begun - yeah! The difference is incredibly stark and it becomes obvious the issue is entirely "well I think that killing Orym's family was a justified action on the way to the Noble Pursuit of Killing the Gods, so he should obviously get over his inconvenient feeling, whereas Keyleth's feelings are debatably compatible, so I'll let that slide."
The argument for Ludinus is often that he just wants to be understood and I think it comes from a place of really worryingly failing to understand that if you kill someone's husband they won't listen, because those people are like "but my Noble Pursuit?" and can't or won't comprehend that many people (I'd even say most) might write you off entirely on the basis of your actions alone, and will not care about your thought process. I also think that Orym represents a population and a question that Bells Hells do not adequately engage with/explore throughout the narrative - it's not just that he brings up the possibility that the overall process of killing the gods could lead to immense harm to the population of Exandria and that he doesn't want to pursue something without knowing, he did lose people as collateral to this goal and doesn't want that visited upon others. And he mostly gets ignored for his attempt to think beyond himself.
The thing is, I think it is true that Ludinus wants to be understood - you could even, if you wanted to really get into the sympathetic interpretation, argue this is a function of how in the immediate aftermath of his loss there probably wasn't anyone to sit with him and help him process or even specifically grieve alongside him. But a consistency in his characterization is how throughout his entire life, he constantly pushed people away and isolated himself and thought himself better, and it's only now, when he knows his time is almost up, that he bothers to say "man I wish the people I looked down on and treated as expendable tools understood me." like idk you could have tried this 500 years earlier and maybe Molaesmyr would still stand. It's a classic villain trope, and a good one - they try to get some kind of connection with the heroes because they have no one else left to connect with - but it's a classic villain trope in that it underlines how empty this person has made their own life.
And what's interesting to me is that it's also very valid (I'd even say objectively correct) interpretation to argue Ludinus's family was also innocent collateral in the service of a goal much larger than them. I don't dispute the idea that Ludinus and Orym are parallels - in fact I think it's incredibly true! And that's the issue: Orym's response within a mere few months of knowledge and less than a decade of mourning is infinitely more mature, wise, and kinder than Ludinus's millennium-long murder tantrum, and what's more, Ludinus created him. Ludinus not only visited his exact pain on someone else (for reasons, I might add, that veer into "this was unnecessarily murderous and cruel" re the anti-resurrection poison, which literally is one of the Great Dropped Threads/Plot Holes of C3 but that's another post) but the person he harmed responded with a grace Ludinus never once possessed, and nothing stings more to a self-pitying egotist than looking into a mirror and seeing someone do better in every possible way.
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sevsgiirl · 26 days ago
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— your past and mine are parallel lines.
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sevika week 2025: childhood & past, day 4.
synopsis: after having lost a lot of loved ones, sevika vowed never to get attached let alone to yearn for a family like the one that was stolen from her. then you came along.
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tags: angst and comfort, mentions of death, grief and building a family. past trauma.
note: happy day 4 of sevika week, ya’ll!! today’s prompt is childhood & past and although there was another option which was the nsfw one which was ‘kink’ I decided to be more wholesome for now 😎 I hope you guys like this because I really do and very proud of this one as well.
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sevika always valued community, and if she were being honest with herself - family was always something she yearned for, but knew was out of reach.
growing up, she’s witnessed how her parents struggled to raise her and her siblings. zaun was and still isn’t the ideal environment to raise a child, she’s had it ingrained in her head that if she were to ever raise a family of her own, she’d do it at a time where she knows nothing or no one can ever harm them.
whether it’s the financial aspect of it, or overall just the dangers of her job, she couldn’t risk putting a loved one through whatever bullshit her family went through.
and that’s why she abstained from all of it - romantic relationships, the thought of raising a family with a woman, or raising children with her. even though it was always a thought that lingered at the back of her mind, something she sees when she closes her eyes at night and she allows herself to fantasize just for a split second, while the world stood quiet and unyielding, a vision where the odds weren’t stacked against her.
then jinx and isha came along.
truth be told, she was 100% certain she wasn’t going to let herself get attached to them. she wanted to justify her overprotective urges and occasional maternal instincts as her just being on fight or flight mode - with jinx being the face of zaun’s rebellion and isha representing what the undercity’s future could be, she wanted to think her watching over them meant nothing - that she was just being a decent human being.
but silco’s gone and she had no obligation to push jinx into becoming something she didn’t want to be, let alone to fulfill a nonexistent promise she made to silco about protecting jinx even if he weren’t here anymore - which he wasn’t. and yet there she was keeping a watchful eye on jinx like her life depended on it.
then she brought isha along and she told herself that isha was just jinx’s way of holding onto any semblance of stability she had left so therefore, protecting isha meant preventing the chances of jinx losing her mind, and if jinx didn’t lose her mind she could encourage her to lead the rebellion. which was her main goal all along. those were the objectives. and sevika had only ever been objective her whole life.
but somewhere along the way things changed, and she found herself mourning the absence of two kids she swore not to get attached to - feeling her heart shatter into smithereens when she came home after the war with nothing and was met with silence. the sounds of jinx and isha wreaking havoc no longer greeting her. nothing.
and that’s when she realized she broke her promise to herself.
she knew it was delusional to yearn for a family especially with the life she lives and has lived, but for a split second she really thought it was possible, that maybe, just maybe, her past didn’t have to determine her future anymore… but she thought wrong.
or so she did.
that was until you.
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when you and sevika broke up after silco’s passing you swore you weren’t going to see her again.
but when piltover and zaun gathered to mourn the lives of those who were lost during the war and you found yourself bumping into her again, you knew that wasn’t the case.
truth is, you couldn’t blame her. unlike sevika, you had an idealistic view on life that she just couldn’t afford to have - not saying that you could either, but you gave yourself that luxury, because it’s the only one you ever had.
sevika had her vices - whether it was drinking or going to the gardens to drown her sorrows away - you only ever had the ghosts from your past haunting you wherever you went.
so you couldn’t blame yourself for being optimistic that maybe someday, things might turn over. that this suffering isn’t forever.
sevika didn’t have that optimism, and that’s what drove you two apart after dating for nearly a year. you wanted to hold out hope that eventually, the undercity would flourish and you’d get the chance of having a family after the one you had was taken away from you at an early age. but sevika thought different - she thought that since hers got taken away as well, there’s no point in risking at building another one just for them to have the same fate.
but then she saw you again, in a moment of her life where everything was shrouded in grief and darkness, and she just crumbled.
right into your arms because after having lost so many people already, she was glad that for once, for just goddamn once, you were still here.
and you sensed that the moment she broke down in your arms when she saw you again, rubbing her back as you let her shatter in pieces.
because you were here now, ready to pick them up one by one.
“I’m not going anywhere, vika.” you told her, your conviction strong as ever “I promise.”
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although she knew it was a risk to hold onto that vow you made, she still did it anyway.
she wanted to chalk it up thinking that since she’s lost so many already, there was no point in being scared of losing anymore now.
but she knew she was lying to herself. she knew she wasn’t getting any younger and she’s spent most of her life dwelling in the shadows and being bitter that happiness just wasn’t in the cards for her.
but two years have passed since the war between zaun, piltover and noxus. she’s now councilor and although the urge to look over her shoulder anticipating danger is still there, you made her feel that perhaps, you two were finally in the clear.
what she didn’t expect however, was you bringing up the one thing she was scared of ever talking about, regardless if she’s already beaten the odds and is now living the life she thought she’d never have.
and that was building a family.
you knew it was gonna be a touchy subject, one you knew she was going to avoid, run away from even, but you took your chances anyway.
because you were tired of running.
and you knew she was too.
“vika, we can’t keep letting the past, these fears that history is going to repeat itself stop us from wanting better for ourselves,” you told her, desperate “are you really going to spend your whole life wondering what could’ve been if you hadn’t let your paranoia stop you from wanting to build a family?”
“yes,” she argued, her voice stern but there was something more to her words than just opposition, and you knew there was, no matter how hard she tried to mask it:
and that was fear.
she shook her head as you only looked at her with solemn eyes “I can’t subject either myself and especially you to the kind of pain my parents had gone through when they saw their children die one by one. until they themselves passed away knowing they left only me to fend for myself.”
“I c-can’t risk,” she inhaled a shaky breath “I can’t risk doing that to a child. no matter how badly I want to have one with you, sweetheart. I just can’t. my past haunts me.”
you stayed silent, walking closer towards her as you forced her to meet your eye.
“and you think mine doesn’t?”
her heart immediately clenched at your words, turning away but you refused to let her hide away again from you.
“no, listen to me.” you said harshly as you pushed at her shoulders “I have lost my family the same way you have and have witnessed the cruelty the under city has gone through ever since I was a child myself, vika. I’ve seen countless mothers lose their children and children losing their mothers, but god forbid I let their loss prevent me from wanting to gain back what was stolen from me.”
her fists clenched, closing her eyes as she processed your words and you can tell by the way her jaw ticked, and eyelids squeezed shut that she was trying so hard not to cave in. to not let the tears fall.
but you’ve had enough.
reaching up as you traced her scarred cheek with your fingers, cupping one side of her face and it was almost as if all her inhibitions faltered - leaning into your touch as your heart ached at the sight.
“we’ve both been through so much already, vika. I know you’ve lost so much, but we’re both still here and that has to mean something.” you insisted, voice shaking “it has to because we didn’t make it this far for nothing.”
“so tell me…” you continued, your words a gentle plea “are you going to honor the ones we lost by persevering in spite of what happened to them, or let them down because you made yourself believe that your life stopped when theirs ended?”
she gulped, trying to keep herself together but it was futile - because one moment she was blocking you out, then the next, the tears fell.
yet you still reached out and wiped each rivulet away.
“I-I’m sorry,” she choked out “after everything I’m just so… I’m just so scared to lose it all again. I’m so fucking scared.”
you swallowed the lump in your throat, standing on your tippy toes as your arms wrapped themselves around her shoulders, and you felt hers circle hers around your waist, pulling you closer.
“so am I,” you muttered, hugging her tighter “and that’s why we’ll do it together.”
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may 2024 twst manga updates~
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***This includes spoilers for the Episode of Savanaclaw, Episode of Octavinelle, and the 4koma!***
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AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LILIA SILVER AND SEBEK LOOK SO GOOD HERE 🤡 I love how Silver and Sebek are constantly shown flanking Lilia, it really enhances the bodyguard/knight vibes! Every time Lilia appears, he always looks like he's having so much fun. Lil' guy is living it up in every panel! Especially when he appears upside down to spook Ruggie.
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efbiuSIUBDBYypvfW9wpWD THIS SHOT IS SO GOOD??????? ?I'M LIVING FOR CATER MAKING SILVER AND SEBEK LOOK LIGHTLY UNCOMFORTABLE AS HE HANGS ON THEM.............. .... . . . . ....... .. .... .. . . . . .. ..
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Ruggie's despair is delicious 🤤 He's thinking about all the events that led up to this point and about how that will now all go to waste. Now that I think about it and I have the visual right in front of me... That's the same thing Leona felt every time he got knocked down for his efforts. The parallels, man...
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Well, fellas... Looks like it's probably Overblot Leona time next chapter. A detail I love here is that, from Leona's perspective, all the faces of his dorm members are sorta blotted out... which is interesting seeing as how it was stated that Mrs. Rosehearts' face was intentionally blotted since she is considered the source of Riddle's trauma + the light novel tells us that Leona fears seeing hope and desperation for a better future in others because it might motivate him to try again, thus prompting another failure or rejection... 😭
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Palace servants: Young master Leona's magical power is so strong, it's scary!! Leona: Damn, they don't understand me! They judge me before they even get to know me. If I were the older brother, they wouldn't be saying this stuff. Also Leona: [see image above]
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MALEWIFE MODE RUGGIE????? 😭 What a contrast to the Ruggie in the Episode of Savanaclaw who is really going through it…
Love the detail of Yuuta and Grim helping out with chores in the background! It shows that they’re trying to pull their weight while they stay over.
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Babe, wake up... New Yuuta and Leona reaction images just dropped from the Episode of Octainvelle... (I am Yuuta whenever new TWST content drops and my non-Twstie friends are Leona whenever they're listening to me blab nonstop about the updates--)
Yuuta once again proves to be my favorite of the current Yuu iterations 🫶 He’s just so sweet and hopeful!
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We actually get to see the class photo!! Although the resolution here is very grainy. I'm really hoping that we get to see a close-up after Azul's OB!! I'm dying to see what he looked like as a kid!
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fbhlavfuoeqy8vevif;fa fai THIS CHAPTER REALLY MADE ME LIKE ACE?????? ??? ? ?? ? It's probably because he gives the same flawless liar (even though the acting is sooo overexaggerated) energy as Jade in book 4. There's a really fun scene where he's distracting the Atlantica Museum guards and really hamming it up. He looks so cute while he's being (fake) upset yet so enthusiastic!!
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This was my favorite part!! Ace excitedly talks about how he's always been interested in merfolk since he was little (lie) and how he saved up all his money to come to this museum (also a lie)... THEN BRO HAS THE AUDACITY TO POSE LIKE THIS AND TALK ABOUT WANTING TO BE A PART OF THAT WORLD????? ?? ???? ? ?? ? ?? ARIEL WHO>?????? ?? ??? ?? ? ?I o NLY KNOW TRAPPOLA NOW
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One of the 4koma this month is about Octavinelle going on a camping trip! Azul wants to study the stars for money-making ideas/inspiration.
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When talking about auroras, they're reminded of the Diasomnia students and think about making an aurora-colored drink to sell to them. The Octatrio also star-gaze and talk about aliens + selling octopus to them. They discuss the idea of filling a space suit with water and fish to they can walk in space too.
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The other 4koma is about Trey brushing the mouths of his mandrake (as they have no teeth but dirt). He insists that everyone should have a clean oral cavity.
You can even tell which mandrake is Trey’s because it has a bunch of toothbrushes stuck in its pot 🪥
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Jamil was planning on using his own mandrake to make an ancient remedy for relieving toothache. Trey is uh… interested… and attempts to test out the healing toothpaste for himself (Jamil of course stops him).
Trey… you’re the most NORMAL one, why are you like this OTL
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