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Random funfacts about the Floyra kids bcs I need to ramble abt them!!!!
And Idk when Iâll be able to make their intro posts HELP
Just like her mama, Alora attracts creatures too! âŠExcept, they arenât cute, little forest critters, but instead terrifying monsterous beasts. YeahâŠ
She took the âBeast Tamerâ thing literally it seems, because anytime theres a magical beast lurking around, Alora can somehow always manage to tame it. She thinks theyâre âcuteâ and likes to dress them up! Just like how Kyra used to ask for assistance with the critters, Alora does the same with the beasts!
Alora is actually very talented in wrestling, and she may or may not have a sleeper build⊠(This was inspired by Japanese wrestler Mizuki!)
Evelio is actually the most prone to mood swings amongst the Leech siblings! Though he may be able to hide his emotions better than his painfully honest siblings, heâs still the most moody of the bunch.
Growing up, Kyra taught the kids to play chess. But not the traditional kind of chess, noâ She taught them how to play âChess Anarchyâ. A silly version of the game where there are basically no rules. The only way to win was to create a better excuse than your opponent for the ridiculous moves you do.
Because of this, Marven used to always win at chess against Evelio. After all, heâs always been too creative for his own good!
Both twins were suprised when they found out there was a tradition version of chess and, surprisingly, even Evelio disliked it. The Leech siblings found the original game boring. The only reason Evelio even likes it a little bit, is because its the only time he can beat Marven at chess lmao
Chimere dyes her hair ALOT. Im talking new month, new hair color!! She just cant stick to one thing, and that goes for style, too! Her aesthetic is constantly changing, and its just as restless as she is!
Chimere is a busy body who likes to burn energy by taking on odd jobs around campus. Anyways, shes a Jack of All Trades and a ridiculously quick learner, and she uses that to her advantage all the time!
Sheâll do a favor or two for you as well, if you have a good payment! âŠMoney? Pfft! Of course not! She expects something cool or fun in return, maybe a part of your soda cap collection, or a random playing card. Your choice, just donât make it âboringâ.
Chimere is also a total party animal, and enjoys any kind of festivity! Honestly, its like she brings the party wherever she is though, her endless energy is simply infectious!
Chimere dabbles in ballet, too! She loves all dancing in general though, and thought itâd be fun to try a new style! Dancing is her favorite thing to do, after all!
Chimere is a Ribbon Eel! Yeah, Chimere was actually adopted by Kyra and Floyd! I decided to give them one more just because RibbonEel was one of Floyraâs possible other ship names, and thought the idea of Kyra and Floyd just randomly snatching up a kid with no parents was too funny to miss out on.
Maven is a flirt. It probably ties in with his whole âwannabe rockstarâ thing, but he just loves the swell of pride in his chest when he knows someone is charmed by him. Donât get him wrong, heâs not a playboy! He wonât ever pursue any of the people he flirts with (well, except for oneâŠ), he just likes to flirt!
âŠHowever, Marven is actually quite ashamed of this ngl WHAHAHAH, only because he feels guilty when the thought of what his mama would think about it crosses his mind. He may be a flirtâ but please donât tell his mom!! Heâd rather die than let her know!
Whenever shes around, Marven straightens up immediately! Buttoning up his blouse and acting like hes done nothing wrong⊠But Evelio knows. And he uses it as black mail đ
While the twins are both in the Spelldrive Club, Marven has his own band! Hes a vocalist and plays electric guitarâ his favorite! (Mostly because it makes him âlook coolâ.)
Marven⊠Really just likes anything that makes him look cool. Thats his reason for most things he does, honestly⊠(Evelio says hes pathetic LMFAO)
He may look rough around the edges but the truth is Marven is probably the nicest out of his siblings! No matter how tough he tries to act, if you ask him enough heâll probably eventually cave and âbregrudginglyâ help out.
Alora may be eager to help outâ but her unpredictability and eccentricity usually makes the whole situation go completely wrong. She does try her best, but⊠Her methods are rather strange.
Evelio is actually very unorganized. He can never find whatever he last put down, especially in his room.
Marven, on the other hand, is amazing at finding things! Its like he can find anything, really. (Evelio always has to ask for his help). His own room is unorganized too, but its more like organized chaos. He knows where everything is, he just doesnt bother to clean up if he doesnt feel like it HAHA
Marven is clingy as hell. Heâd be one of those kids that check on his parentsâ location on an app and call them if they leave without telling them anythingđđ
Evelio is actually the same way, but he just wont admit it.
Chimere is always on some random side quest. You can barely find her in the same place as before, always running off to go on some sort of adventure elsewhere. She seeks out fun and adrenaline just as much as Kyra did!
Alora loves LOVESS to jumpscare people. Sheâll appear out of nowhere and spook them. Its all in good fun, though! In her eyes, theyâre all just playing.
#đ! yap#đžđ€! marven#đđ©·! evelio#đ»đŹ! alora#đ©°đȘ©! chimere#twst#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twst#twst oc#twst fankids#oc x canon fankids
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i dont care for claire, i feel absolutely nothing for that girl like at all like i dont hate her i dont love her i just do not want her to come back to the show; shes done her purpose as a plot device and weâve had discussions about her purpose as a plot device like this might sound harsh but if its not a new take on her character or carmys relationship with her i literally do not care leave that woman in 2023 pls đđ
#sydcarmy#anti claire bear#i dont know if i tagged that right#but yeah#like she is such a nothing character#theres literally nothing to say about her#like i didnt even know so many people had genuine vitriol for her#like i feel nothing for that woman#i#I AM A SYDCARMY#just a very tired one#pls spare me
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Iâm with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, Iâm with you, my love Itâs the morning and just we two
#spike btvs#spuffy#spuffyedit#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#it's terribly simple#you know you want to dance#injuries cw#bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school#(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought#and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble#in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT#like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says#that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's#making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire#and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt#immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS#that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr#i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss đđđđđđđ#and then she was like why are you crying?? đđđđđđđđ#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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another amy and shipping related thing that annoys me is when people (mostly sonamy and shadamy fans from what ive seen) act like sonic is somehow in the wrong for not wanting to date amy. like saying he's immature or mean as if he's required to date her just because she likes him regardless of his own feelings on the matter
#''sonic is so MEAN for turning down amys romantic advances'' THEYRE LITERALLY NOT A COUPLE ????#why should he be required to play along with that stuff if hes not interested?#amy isnt wrong or a bad person for liking sonic but shes not entitled to his love either hes allowed to turn her down#ALSO WHEN PEOPLE SAY SONIC IS LEADING HER ON. NO HES NOT ?????#if anything hes doing the exact opposite of leading her on. unless you think just being NICE to her and being her friend counts as that ???#some of you have some really weird ideas about romance and relationships. my god#theres nothing wrong with being uninterested in a specific person. theres nothing wrong with being uninterested in romance as a whole#to be clear i dont hate amy i love amy. people just have awful takes about her in the shipping department
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Its crazy that Reservation Dogs was up for this round of Emmy's i always forget how delayed the cycle is I literally feel like it finished a lifetime ago. But no! It was just last year! Anyways I literally dont care if something good happened to you (show won an Emmy) it should have happened to Reservation Dogs.
#THE ONLY SHOW EVER MADE!!!!!!!#reservation dogs#i dont blorbo post about that show bc its too good for that. theres nothing fandomy to say about it. its just one of the greatest tv shows#literally ever made#like sorry. deal with it#you will never be her
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Also just because you get annoyed by something someone is doing doesn't mean they are evil you can leave us alone
#this is about autistic people.#that guy in you class that is always asking questions? he always raises his hand theres nothing wrong with it#it takes time in the class but that's how he makes sure he understands the subject#and meanwhile every other student decides hes an asshole#that girl who doesnt blink and who cant seem to have a linear conversation is not doing anything wrong#you dont like interacting with her but that doesnt say anything about her you can leave her alone you dont have to bitch behind her back#that person cant read social cues? why are you getting mad? can you shut the fuck up?#it is insane how often some of my friends talk about people who are clearly autistic and are mad at them#no its not because theyre autistic theyre just always interupting!#its not because theyre autistic they just make me uncomfortable! PLEASE LISTEN TO YOURSELF#i swear youre all asshole to us#no respect fr#its so annoying to see you run in a circle trying to justify calling someone an ass for doing literally nothing wrong#youre allowed to feel how you want about other people but you always jump to bullying#and whenever i try to make them realize they get so deffensive#just because you grew up with an autistic brother does not make you a fucking expert youre not even close to him!!#ok sorry im gonna go hit my bong im getting too angry lol
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some bobbles (+ two unfinished things)
#bonk.png#undescribed#exocolonist#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatec#iwatex#anyway first thing bc its the shortest i dont think sol would actually id as anything n prefer to be unlabeled#bc of like. the timeloop stuff n every life kind of blending together BUT i think it'd be funny as hell if they were aro#n just never became aware of this bc their self reflection skills in regards to shit unrelated to the loop are That Bad#also im aro n like when characters are aro + love it when characters are kind of deranged about their friends#speaking of which madoka au! forever ago i drew the đ€ meme with sol n homura n now im coming back to that#its not a 1 to 1 au straight up the commonalities begin n end at ''tammy & sol are kind of like madoka/homura''#stuff i got down for it in a sleep deprived haze were that sol nemmie n tangent were the only magical girls#n tammy hasnt been offered to become one nemmie n tangent arent aware that sol is a magical girl for a while#friendgroup at school is nemmie cal tammy n sol (tangent goes to a different school n is separate until she teams up with nemmie)#nemmie n tang team up bc somehow witch attacks keep being diverted from certain locations n grief seeds are disappearing#which is actually sol's doing theyre moving witches away from areas tammy will be n the grief seeds are to 1. discourage nem n tang from#fighting witches n 2. so sol can stockpile them basically bc they use timetravel a lot n need to keep their gem clean#the timeloop has progress (to an extent) its not a singular month looping its kind of like. video game save mechanics#like reloading the save u have before a bossfight n then if ur not adequately prepared reloading a save u have farther back#n then continuing on until u get stuck on a specific fight again yknow#theres more but moving on to the two unfinished things those are meant to be like a utdr au (specifically dr)#in a similar manner to the previous au of same premise n setting but different story bc theyre different characters#there's a lot less set for this au its entirely just playing in the sand n has nothing beyond vague role assignments#the first one that's like lineart in different colors is entirely scrapped bc i didnt like how it was turning out (meant to be darkworld fit#second one i struggled BADLY with marz oh my god this au is literally primarily for having fun with character designs but oh my god.#as it says there shes meant to be a modern art styled metal monster (got the metal idea from her dads' names n the modern art bc shesrefined#n sleek) but i had no actual idea how to convey that n i was trying to tackle it from a pixel art angle this time n i could notfigure it out#n then nomi nomi was super easy literally didnt even sketch them theyre a tiny pixie im sorry marz T-T#probably not gonna touch on this stuff again cause i was fixing on exo to avoid thinking about my bday but its happened so im fine now đ
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WATER SEVEN BABYYYYY
Look at robin reacting when luffy says he wont give her up.... đ„șđ„ș
This is a joke right now but its actually a one piece tenet aldjsisjka
Usopp aksbaksjakqk the foreshadow is foreshadowing... Also Robin being happy with the crew after the Aokiji incident... Fuck!!!!
Sanji thinking robin just vanished or flew away and suddenly usopp is soaring thru the skies... imagine
AAAAARGGGGHHHH YOU CAN SEE THE GEARS TURNING
Zoro talking to merry..... only while he is alone of course
Why are nami and sanji matching ajdhakjsk look at the citrus sisters
Carpenter: maybe it was the government
Gov agent: I don't think so, also don't say that they are everywhere
LUFFY SUPPORTS WOMEN'S WRONGS!!!
Don't scream att chopper like that!!! Look at him... So small....
Imu tease???? (No) (Also I've changed websites again bc the translation is kinda off , I can't find a good quality b&w spanish translation and the colors scare me (i want the real manga experience))
GET HIM ICEBURG!!!!
I truly forgor if this is just a lie about her wanting to find the rio poneglyphs or genuine because she wants to die and will do it for them... because in skypiea she says she is not interested in the weapons so maybe if the gov pardons her but considering what she wants is illegal then idk abdjabjs this is such a dumb thing to forget... like thats important girl where did it go (reading this after remembering and it's kinda funny... i will make any sacrifice to kill myself (and keep you safe)... she goes HARD)
Little paulie and mozu and kiwi.... omg hello (the SBS says the twins wanted to be shipwrights too omg)
Franky's backstory is small but it does so much for me like it is so central to the themes... boats and people...
DID SOMEBODY ORDER MORE TRAGIC BROTHERS?
The fact that franky needs to learn this lesson to pass it on to robin.... do you understand how big this is.... also Tom does exactly as he says and takes responsibility for franky and what he has done... because he has done nothing wrong AND THAT'S HIS SON and he just punched spandam bc he wanta him to feel the pain franky feels... Tom is such a man..... proud of having built eater 7 up with the sea train.... goes out with a boom.... should we all kill ourselves....
I am crying again................... franky my god.... and the fucking frog!!! And of course franky can't stop Tom's hope for his island... of course he can't.... he hasnt learnt the lesson yet but this guy isn't over yet!! He has a life of being a pervert cyborg ahead!!! Iceburg following Tom's footsteps but franky not being able to do that bc of his guilt....
This is one of the coolest things chopper has done btw...
NAMII đđđ
Robin damning the world for her crew when all she has ever done is damn her companions for her own sake.... how big is this...
I can't take this...... it's always nami in these positions... it happens AGAIN in Zou with Sanji... there is no way
The love letter gag is too good like damn that's so funny
AND IT'S NAMI GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN!!!! SHE LOVES ROBIN SO MUCH!!!!
#OOOH GRANDPA TEASE!!! he wanted to see luffy too?? omg and he owes garp a favor so he is going to kill him... alright then....#robin attacking FIRST and ZORO coming to her defense!!! CHEFS KISS!!! INCREDIBLE#my GOD!!! ROBIN WANTING TO LEAVE HER PAST BEHIND BC SHE TRULY HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THEM AAAAHHHH#this is so good... aokiji had to end crocodile and he still has a debt to someone (garp?) AND smoker told him stuff about luffy too#kokoro is such an mvp... be careful with the government agents she says.... hell yeah they should do that#the people in water 7 just giving advice to the pirates akdhaksjak sure go fix your boat but down there#robin laughing like ufufufu is so cute... also kalifa knowing everything bc she is literally a gov agent đ ICEBURG WAKE UP!!!#lucci pulling out the ship of theseus response akdhakaj conundrum solved everyone!!!#usopp is so heartbreaking already... beaten he goes to franky to get his money back knowing he will lose bc he wants to fix the merry... go#zoro cutting steel like its nothing... yeahhhhh also does luffy think the ship and usopp are like sanji and the baratie??#he wants to sacrifice himself for it but doesn't realize his life is the treasure and not the thing... luffy realizing this is not worth it#the fight was insane.... usopp feels useless and is enmeshed with the merry so he won't let it go and tells luffy does not care when he doe#so luffy gets mad at usopp for lying and not understanding what is going on and says he is not a carpenter (true but hurts) so he is nothin#god it is so bad... sanji breaking p the fight is so important AFTER zoro says to calm down and talk but they rile each other up...#THE DIALOGUE IS INSANE!!!! USOPP IN DENIAL AND LUFFY TAKES ALL OF HIS BAIT IT'S JUST SO AJDBAKSNSKN AND THE ONLY LIES ARE WHAT USOPP THINKS#ABOUT LUFFY!!!! BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND!! HE JUST FEELS!! HE SAW MERRY!! THE ONLY ONE!!!#luffy just laying on the hammock for hours... telling nami usopp wouldnt give up his life for an argument... then he only needs to fight...#is luffy fighting usopp just so he can de stress kind of??? like he is letting him get his punches in and then he will come back#once he thinks things through... like nami did... and what sanji ends up doing too... like just give him what he wants#luffy likes fighting friends even and this is the only fight he doesn't want.... the merry crying GOD!!!!#the impact dial... it hurts them both.... jesus.... luffy got two hits in but those were enough.... they are making nami cry SANJI KILL THE#everyone is crying but sanji and zoro akdjsks yeah luffy got him what he wanted... he can keep the ship but he can't beat him#and after all if strength is made by conviction luffy knows he is right and usopp is just in denial... so of course he would lose#franky reveal and Robin assassin reveal at the same time.... just remembered when usopp asked her specialty and robin said assassinations đ#luffy nami adventures hell yeah.... and theres even more after the aqua laguna... LETSGOOOOO#goddamn you can see the thread of kuzan finding robin with the strawhats to then cp9 forcing her to act in water seven....#franky acting weird because he is worried about iceburg... i know it...#iceburg: its weird youre working for the government... but thats for the audience to worry about. not for me#pluton was built on water seven âïžâïžâïž also iceburg saying weapons are bad no matter who holds them... yeah franky would agree#reading one piece
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It's hard having a fav character with no content
#uuuughh...okino...#actually there is content of him but there hasn't been anything new for months <//3#its so sad going to his tag just to see its the same thing from 4 months ago#AND NOVA#theres literally nothing about her#honestly i think i only saw like 2-3 posts focusing on her and not like just putting her in the background#do i have to do everything by myself#nova is literally so cool y'all dont even understand#the never witch too#but im more chill w it#also rooky partnur#everytime i go in her tag its the same fricking roleplayer#no hate to roleplayers love you guys but i wanna see more art <//3 i need to its my only food#ghehsfhs#my fav nexo knight character is aaron so its okay for him#but still i feel liek the nexo tag gets updated like every two monthd#im ok with no face cuz theres like no content of lego city no limits at all#as for lmk theres content for literally every character so im ok#and hidden side...jb...jejfjjsdhfh#and lego friends tnc i cant say my fav character cuz i don't want the fandom to kill me#damn sorry for yapping so much#m00n talks#even tho most of the talk is in the tags#ok im done
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so many people just hear "dick was a cop" and go "eww im gonna pretend i didnt see that" and like. if its just bc you cant handle the subject matter thats one thing, but often times its just. performative. especially because the actually storyline is so much about dick trying (and as far as ive gotten to reading so far, failing) to make a change in the system and be a "good cop". it's an extremely heavy but genuinely very interesting storyline. dick does find other "good cops", but they're very much the minority and usually keep their heads down, because cops are bastards and will ruin the lives of "fellow officers" who try and do things right. they try to frame dick for murder at one point and everything.
#its such a long and significant thing that happened and im like. youre explicitly mentioning it just to say you're ignoring it? alright.#sure. so proud of you. im sure that makes a huge difference in the world. very cool.#not trying to shade at any one person but ive just seen that attitude from people have definitely never read nw96 lol#at most they read 93 so they can bitch about how 'terrible' they think it is and use it as an excuse to wish terrible things#onto like. one of Very Few women who were in the comic book industry at the time#but im sure theres nothing internalized going on there. sure its just coincidence that they never bitch about male authors#using the excuse of social justice#love me some social justice but fuckin hate people who try to do it in fictional space instead of like. reality#literally helping no one by harassing Problematic Woman Author#dont even wanna name her bc her haters are some of the worst people ive ever seen on the internet lol#ANYWAYS. im done ranting#woke up at 03:30 and chose violence i guess
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reminder.
#hi i couldnt think of an awesome caption for all of this so um ill talk in the tags about my thought process#silhouette is forgetting herself. and she knows this. they reflect on this often. this time literally in a mirror. and their face...#its blurry. its obscured. they can see their own tired expression... but can they really see their face?#and the flames. once again burning away at their memories. sil can watch herself forget in real time if she wanted. she's so tired.#she could burn away everything if she wanted. they could keep burning until there's nothing left at all. and that self destructive tendency#is tempting. god it is so tempting to say fuck it and give up. but no they cant. they have a job to do. they usually remind themself to kee#going in the mirror. even when the reflection doesnt always look familiar. but now theres also something else. a new glimmer of hope in#silhouette's otherwise bleak life. a girl. she doesnt know if they can have that happy ending. but she will do anything to keep her safe.#and for now that is enough. sil doesnt know if she will remember her own face or her own name but my fucking god she will not forget lucy's#anyway hi im normal about my ocs đ teehee#my art#doodle#digital art#colored sketch#oc tag#silhouette#lucille
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Thinking about nya and how often destiny strips her choices away from her again. Sheâs a character who is constantly being told what she has to do, with what she actually wants being seen as irrelevant by⊠everyone, basically. I think the first time we really see this is in season three, when the perfect match machine tells her Cole is her soulmate. Nyaâs already trying to distance herself from Jay, and when this happens, she shows interest in Cole for a bit, but it clearly never would have occurred to her to think about it if he hadnât shown up as her perfect match, and if she hadnât already been feeling uncertain about being with Jay. (Also, I think that since all the tech in Borg Tower was already infected with the overlord virus when this happened, the only reason Cole popped up as her match was because the overlord could see it was the best way to create instability in the team, further using Nya as a mean to other peopleâs ends.)
So first, Nya is told that Cole is her perfect match, which means she has to consider him even though the only thing she can really find to say about him is that he isnât Jay, and she certainly isnât planning on telling either of them. Except them Pixal tells everyone, and now she has to choose, and itâs not even really about her anymore, because Cole and Jay are so busy fighting over her that theyâve forgotten to even consider what she wants, until she finally gets fed up and decides to choose neither of them. And while she gets to make her own choice this time, she still spent the entire season getting pushed around by someone elseâs idea of whatâs right for her.
Next: Samurai X. Nya made her mech by hand, itâs the thing that first allows her to participate in the plot in season one, she continues to use it for the next four seasons, and she loves it! She doesnât even want to be a ninja, sheâs happy doing her own thing and getting to use her own unique skillset, separate from the others. When sheâs told sheâs the elemental master of water, thereâs no compromise: she has to leave Samurai X behind and become a ninja, even though Samurai X is something sheâs poured her passion into from the very beginning. She does leave it behind, but reluctantly, and itâs clear itâs something she still struggles with and misses doing seasons later.
Lastly, the one where destiny really gets involved: Jayâs vision on the ice. Jayâs been gone for Nya since the pilots, before he even met her (which is a while different can of worms honestly),and absolutely nothing, not her trying to create more space between them, not them fully breaking up, has changed that. So obviously heâs ecstatic when he sees that they will (because thereâs no room for maybe when destinyâs involved) end up together, but for Nya? Itâs just another choice about her life that she doesnât get any say in.
Flash-forward to season six, Jayâs acting all weird because he thinks he has a chance with Nya again, meanwhile Nyaâs acting all weird because she just got forced into an entirely new role on the team and now everyoneâs calling her the girl ninja, and since this is the same season where the ninja are all wildly famous, sheâs also got a whole mob of rabid fans asking her to pick, pick, why wonât you pick? Cole or Jay, Cole or Jay, just choose! No wonder sheâs acting especially irritated with Jay, because sheâs basically being forced into boxes on all sides, and then she finds out that, surprise! Jayâs convinced he has a chance with her again because turns out destiny literally told him, hey, you two are meant to be, so go for it, dude!
And maybe she really does like Jay, but how is she supposed to decide that when destiny itself is telling her the choice has already been made? If what she thinks doesnât have any say on the outcome, does it even matter? Even when she finally tells Jay that she does think his glimpse into the future will happen eventually, she doesnât say itâs because she likes him. She just says that she doesnât doubt that itâll happen.
I donât really know where Iâm going with this, but I think itâs something we should talk about more. Also, someone get this girl some autonomy, please. She deserves to make some choices for herself.
#ninjago#ninjago nya#ninjago skybound#this is. such a long post oops. itâs cuz of the aro nya posting earlier my aro nya brainworms and my nyaâs struggles with destiny brainworms#are intricately connected#also while i was writing this i looked at the transcripts for skybound and oh my gosh! she literally articulates all of this in#the last resort like she is painfully aware of how little say she has had in who she is all her life and sheâs not happy about it but theres#nothing she can do about it someone let this girl go feral PLEASE
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who up praying for downfalls đ€š
#mine#yandere#yancore#yandere vent#oh my god have i got some things to say. ooohhuuoouugh buddy#its not even my own situation this isnt even related to me. but im being a nice upstanding young man and venting abt it instead of invoking#the curse of ra. wishing someone dies is such a good coping mechanism fr because instead of thinking about it forever i can move on with#my life. and its great! but oouuuh theres something wrong with that huh. and oh my god. this issue is so fucked but i cant explain it in#a heartfelt and meaningful way. so imagine someone is religiously devoted to a guy and their mental anguish stems from jealousy or fear#of abandonment. and they are internally tormented about that forever. and just because they dont fit your definition of whats right#youre all like Hey you know that guy that means everything to them. how about we take him for ourselves solely bc this person#this suffering person whose life depends on him- who acts like that BECAUSE they are suffering- you think they deserved to be punished for#their traumas? their guilt and pain and anguish? you are no better than whatever you think they are.#i dont think this even makes sense cause im vague on purpose. this sounds like a situation from the bible i think#idk i didnt read it. anyways im skipping and frolicking in my cradle of hatred that fills me with warmth and delight#its not required that people are nice or respectful when their lives have been wretched thanks to people like YOU#but i hope their devotion never wavers due to people who hate their happiness. its not like those people matter anyway#if youre meant to be with your Guy and you love him enough then nothing else matters at that point. its all a test#die a martyr for your own romantic ideologies or whatever satou matsuzaka said#this is literally the equivalent of like. a mother cat adopts a kitten that isnt hers bc her own kin are all dead. she protects this kitten#with her entire life. and her whole being. and hisses growls bites at anyone that comes close to it. and some human teens are like#we should take that kitten solely because the mother cat loves it so much that shes willing to get violent for it.#because its not very niceys of her to harass those who want to take away the only thing she has left! oh noes!!#like shut the fuck up dawg. if that cat mauls someone for getting too close to her baby then mind your own goddamn business#clearly they did not grow up italian đ#clearly they did not grow up with nothing being their own. nothing being sacred. no desire to protect anything#anyways yanderes i love you. you are fr so easy to be around and you should never change for anyone. i mean maybe take some therapist#advice here and there in case your devotion makes you suffer but OTHERWISE!!! dont feel bad about being a hater!!! protect what is yours#and i will respect it so hard i swear to god. its not that difficult to treat your devotion with the kindness it deserves.#if a disrespectful teen tries to steal your kitten then ill help you beat them to death with a shovel idc
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It deeply bothers me that nobody in my life ever responds to messages from me and they often leave me on read even when I'm talking about something really important
On the other hand it leads to some pretty hilarious conversations when days later I send a meme
#idk...am i crazy??#it's not normal to just ignore people when they are talking about experiencing a death right?#this happens to me consistently in pretty much every friend group I'm in#one time i had a breakdown and yelled at my friends and they said 'well we don't know what to say'#idk idk that's not fucking normal like say SOMETHING#my parents are like this too#they don't respond to my messages. my dad once didn't talk to me for over a year#I'm ngl i am deeply fucked up from constantly being ignored by everyone i love#especially when I'm trying to talk about something emotional and they don't respond#in highschool when i told my mom i was cutting myself and showed her my arms she turned her head away and said nothing#I'm pretty sure there is literally nothing i could ever do that would make anybody listen to me#personal#sorry i just....went to send my friends that meme and realized they left me on read when i was talking about my cousin dying#literally saying ANYTHING is better than saying nothing#sonetimes i feel like I don't matter and theres no reason for me to exist
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it genuinely feels like every time im having a major breakdown i am fully invisible to everyone
#except juliet but i wasnt actively talking to him so i deleted discord again LMFAOO#sorry bbg ur my favorite people i always talk about u#besides her#i likr. ik people care#im also invisible to literally everyone else#probably dissociation but also. idk!1!1!2!#i always feel like im screaming for help and no one can fucking hear me#and ik people say like âoh people would miss uâ no they wouldnt#no one ever gets excited to see me. not like people do with others#so true taylor swift im also doing everything to get âyouâ looking at me#i would genuinely kill someone to get my friends to notice me and im so fucking done#sorry im crazy i guess đđ#people would care if i died but not enough#what fucking significance do i have. like really#âno one cares for me as much as i do for themâ type shit lolzy!1!1!#im so done. genuinely#vent#tw sui ideation#tw homicidal ideation#< just in case#anyway. im just. so. done#i hate everyone no one understands me no one sees me im invisible to everyone etc#this happens like wvery week then i ignore it#cause theres nothing i can do to change anything#and then i just push everything down til i have another breakdown#theta chats
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