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Limits (Don’t Forget to Take Your Meds)
Hero and Villain were fighting on top of a building, and—admittedly—Hero wasn’t doing so hot.
Their heart was beating too fast, and they wanted nothing more than to sink to their knees right there on the rooftop. They were breathing hard but it wasn’t enough, their heart kept picking up speed and the oxygen didn’t seem to be reaching their head.
They blocked clumsily and Villain stepped back, flicking his wrist in a circular motion in an attempt to show off.
The display was lost on Hero, however, because Villain’s sword was no longer the only thing on the roof that was spinning. Hastily, they caught themselves before almost stumbling.
They tried to keep it from showing on their face, but somewhere in the past few seconds they must have failed because Villain stopped and let his weapon arm fall to his side.
“Hero?” He questioned.
Hero pressed their lips together, too scared to open their mouth in fear of the nausea that was swimming over them. They blinked, and he was closer, hand coming up to press against the pulse point of their wrist.
He shook his head at the rapid pounding he felt beneath their skin.
“Did you take your meds today?”
If Hero didn’t know better, his question would almost seem to hold the same condescension of a parent scolding a child who obviously hadn’t taken the time to think through their actions before getting upset.
“Of course I- oh.”
Hero visibly deflated.
“You really need to set an alarm or something,” Villain scolded.
“I have one!” Hero spoke defensively, “It’s just…I woke up and my cat was yelling and I had to get up and feed her but I just felt so bad-”
“Go home, Hero.”
Hero fumbled, “Seriously? I can’t just-”
“Yes, you can,” Villain interrupted. “In fact, I won’t allow you to do anything else.”
“No, no it’s fine,” Hero tried to argue, “I can-“
Push through, they didn’t get to finish.
“Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should. Surely you know this isn’t safe,” he leveled them with a look the hero wasn’t clear-headed enough to feel the full effect of.
His next statement was threatening, and Hero found themselves taken aback.
“Do you really want to flare?”
They couldn’t stop their lips from parting in surprise.
No one had ever understood like that, never told them they needed and were allowed to rest, aggressively or otherwise.
He made it sound so…simple.
Hero thought of the consequences of trying to fight Villain right now. There simply wasn’t enough ibuprofen in the world to make up for the symptoms that would follow. They really didn’t want to end up stuck in bed for days, not when there were plenty of less courteous villains that could decide to destroy the city at any time.
Their shoulders sagged in defeat. They knew what they needed to do but…
But it hurt, accepting their limits. They supposed that was their heroic pride talking, but part of them knew it was more than that.
It was shame, and it was anger. Anger that they were trapped in a body that couldn’t keep up with them. Shame because resting felt like giving up.
They followed the villain’s lead, laying down their weapon with shaking hands.
They were, as many people were, always told, “a real hero never gives up.”
A real hero, they thought now, knows how to pick their battles.
And they knew a fight with their body would never be one they could win.
#chronically ill hero#hero/villain snippet#hero/villain#hero#villain#heroes and villains#chronic illness#this post brought to you by#atenolol my beloved#it’s ok to rest#you deserve to take care of yourself#there’s nothing shameful about it
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Just your average male living space.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#lan wangji#A-Yuan#wei wuxian#(***Content warning for me talking about unhygienic living conditions in the tags today***).#The worst part of drawing this comic is that I've seen so much worse. This is a livable space.#I've helped out friends and family who were struggling and let me just say...I have seen some pretty dysfunctional living spaces.#Hell I've *lived* in some very dysfunctional living spaces.#Hording dishes under the bed was always something that grossed me out but it's unfortunately something I've seen people do way too often.#The horror everyone has upon walking into WWX's 'living' set up is so consistently 'Mate how are you living like this?'#It's honestly so integral to me that WWX's 'just left home for the first time' house/room be a depression/dysfunction pit.#You can learn a lot about someon's state of mind from how they keep their living space...and this guy is oozing 'deep depression'.#I don't think he's eaten anything but foods that classify as a struggle meal in a year.#Everyone is trying to stage an intervention but he just isn't in a good enough place to help himself.#By the way: I want to steer away from shaming people who have messy homes/rooms because life *does* hit hard sometimes.#My love language is coming into your home to do your dishes and do some housework. Don't apologize for the mess king.#Nothing could top some of the places I've had to help my older siblings out of.#I'd be okay with my flatmate having a severed limb and a blood pool at this point.#As long as he lets me take out the dishes from under the bed - We're good! My standards are so low at this point.
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i CANNOT stress enough how incompatible the themes of these two pieces of media are. i promise my media literacy ability is actually good im well aware that these character mappings are absolutely nothing. that said. play with me in this space. in this sopping wet miserable space. its bad luck to kill a piou piou

original screenshots (and hypnosis 1904) for reference
#'oh but both of them are about isolation' NOT THE SAME KIND OF ISOLATION THEY AINT#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#lucabyteart#sifloop#I SUPPOSE. THEYRE DANCING THEYRE HUGGING ITS FINE. IT COULD MEAN NOTHING. THE LIGHTHOUSE (2019) HAS THEMES. OF AN ILK. I WOULD SAY.#anyway yes these r redraws of scenes from robert eggers' The Lighthouse. a film i would consider diametrically thematically opposed to isat#something something ✨ You're fond of my crab arent you stardust?#yeah thats the best i got here. im just having fun with pictures. this does straight up mean nothing. like at all. theres like 3 things#that you could draw as parallels and theyre Very strained. its like 1. preoccupation w the ocean (but in very different ways)#2. both are abt isolation (but in very different ways)#3. wanting to fuck a bright source of light. sorry i mean the third one is only a parallel if you have a specific reading of Tom#that is spoilers and may or may not be true. also theyre both in black and white. this means nothing#(now. if anything. if you wanted to map isat onto an eggers' movie id say its nosferatu. like. it at least has someone calling out to the#forces unknown for a companion & being accepted and loved despite literally embracing the physical embodiment of your shame....#that said if youve watched nosferatu you also know this mapping is utterly nuts. im sending isabeau into the catacombs to go burn the rats#everyones vampire aus are cute but whos out here coding loop as count orlok hm? . and odile as willem dafoe i guess?#this falls apart quickly and is not a serious suggestion i just want to point out the bar for 'being more relevant to isat than#the lighthouse' is is like. a VERY low bar.)#anyway made sif more visibly afrocarribean since if im drawing them realistically im not making them particularly white passing.#ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN IM DRAWING OVER ROBERT PATTERSON OF ALL PEOPLE.... LMAO...
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Truly one of those most heinous phenomena that fatphobia has wreaked upon the world is making kids believe at a very young age that smiling makes their faces look fatter (and therefore uglier). Can you imagine anything more existentially soul-sucking than the act of discouraging a child from fucking smiling.
#fatphobia#weight shaming#if i ever catch a parent doing this to their kid .... ‼️#if youre reading this your smile is beautiful please dont be afraid to smile#a smile is one of if not the most beautiful thing about a person#there is NOTHING about the appearance of your face that can change that#to someone who loves you your smile will always be beautiful
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What kind of stuff would Nyoka, Cecil, and Emilio post about on Magicam?
i put too much effort into this post that’ll flop 💖🤡



Optional info to read under cut, but it actually answers the ask. Thank u 🥺
Emilio posts about his life a lot, not to Cater levels of constant posting but enough to pretend to be the influencer that he isn’t. Travel photos, latte art, anything really. But his follower size is decent and boosted by Kalim, but to be fair, Kalim follows ALL of his fellow dorm-mates if he can help it. (Featuring Emilio’s cousin Marisol ooo~ she’s been mentioned before and teased but SURPRISE! full face reveal on a random post 😳 IS THAT ELEN—- ) Lots of his family follow him there.
Cecil has two accounts, an empty one for lurking (and keeping up with school related things, it’s just his actual name) and one solely about his raven familiar Oleander, or “Ollie” being cute. He never posts himself or about himself. His follower count is low for Magicam standards, but he doesn’t really care. Lilia likes every single post.
Nyoka, being somewhat of a prominent figure thanks to his notable family hardly makes personal posts at all and never leaves captions or tags. He only posts if it’s from like… an interview or professional photoshoot of some kind and thanking whomever it was that conducted it. He has enough followers to be verified, so the lack of hashtags doesn’t really matter. The comments are full of—-
#cozy ask#my art#twst oc#twstposting#ITS EMILIOS COUSIN!#I also put in the extra un-needed effort of trying to replicate magicam as viewed in the first anthology#emilio estrada alvarez#cecil mugwort#nyoka wadjet#i feel like magicam is an amalgamation of every social media ever. which is a shame cuz i know nothing about them outside toomblr#<-pathetic#bout to flop#fine. bug main tag.#twisted wonderland
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#Fandom#Baldur's Gate 3#Dragon Age#Cyberpunk 2077#< putting it in the tag since whole fandom war started cause people couldn't block OR handle a block like adults so y'know fuck it#There's nothing shameful about using the block button to curate your space#taking care of your online space is taking care of your mental health#realizing someone's content - regardless of what it is - isn't good for you and dealing with it with the available tools IS mature#if you mock someone for doing so you're a piece of shit at best and lowkey ableist at worst#special Fuck You to people who start wholass witch hunt over it - it's fucking pathetic and says more about you than whoever blocked you
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I just can NOT get over the whole Sebastian wanting to do a play with Chris thing, you guys. I know it's just a hypothetical at this point, but even just the concept is just so incredible? Like, Sebastian wasn't even prompted into bringing up Chris, he just did, like he'd just been waiting for an opportunity to do so. And then he says he wants to do a Broadway play with Chris? Even implies he's talked to him about it, that he brought up the idea with him repeatedly and is just waiting for Chris to agree to do this with him? Like, it might actually happen?
And what I maybe love most is that this means Sebastian has given this a LOT of thought. He's been going about his life, doing his busy important movie star thing, and meanwhile he's been thinking about Chris, and about how much he wants to work with him again, and how he wants to do this specific play with him that he loves, because he thinks they'd be great in it together. But at the same time, he admits that he'd basically do any play with Chris, as long as they get to work together again. He could've said he wanted to work with anybody, any of his former co-stars, all those people we know he's still friendly with because anyone who works with Sebastian falls a little bit platonically in love with him and vice versa, but no, he specifically says Chris Evans. Out of everyone he's worked with, he wants to work with Chris again for this, he's trying to get him, they're doing this, goddammit.
And another amazing implication of all this, imo: even though Sebastian's been very vocal about rejecting the idea that some people have that they get to tell him what to do and influence his life somehow just because he's famous (about which is absolutely right, by the way) -- he just kind kind of seems to forget all about that in the moment he decides to call on people's help to convince Chris to say yes to his idea. As though achieving that particular goal is more important than all of that other stuff lmao.
And listen, I know he's just messing around, and deep down he knows full well that we don't have any means to contact Chris anyway, and Chris is very good at protecting his peace these days so he's not going to be seriously bothered by anyone about this, but still, the fact is that Sebastian literally told us all to bother Chris, text him, DM him, make posters and send them to him, anything to get through to him and make him see the light. Like, Sebastian wants this bad. AND he knows that there are lots of people out there who would love to see him and Chris reuniting, on stage this time, and he's cunningly using that fact to get what he wants. It's kind of incredible. I just can't get over it, guys.
#and I also know that if chris really doesn't want to do it for some reason#or if he'd told sebastian that he's conflicted about because of any serious reasons#then sebastian would respect and accept that#like I 100% believe their relationship is based on mutual love and respect and sebastian would never push chris into doing something#he really doesn't want to do#and vice versa#so I feel like so far it's just been an idea that's been floating between them and chris has maybe said something like he'd love to#but the timing has to be right or something like that#like I truly don't believe he outright doesn't want to do this with seb but I also think he could decide not to for reasons that#have nothing to do with sebastian#and that would be valid#if a crying shame lol#but yeah#I would respect that and I'm so sure sebastian would too#so basically what I'm trying to say is that I don't believe for a second that sebastian has been harassing chris about this#or that chris is going to be bothered by this development#or I wouldn't be talking about it so lightly#but yeah that is what I personally believe#anyway I need to get back to doing stuff#but I will continue to think about this for the foreseeable future#sebastian stan#chris evans#evanstan#my gif#minnie talks
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like i’ve said time and time again, i haven’t watched bbc merlin in years but i was just wondering when the first time merlin called arthur by his name to his face and im scrolling thru the transcripts on the fandom wiki (supposedly it was s1ep4 btw) and im skimming the script for all these episodes and getting angrier and angrier. gaius was wrong for all that. morgana deserved so much better. edwin muirden was valid as hell (for targeting uther AND gaius. yeah. i said it.). also kilgharrah ate with that one lil line “then turn a blind eye. that is, after all, your talent” okay lizard brain pop offff.
#gaius telling merlin to stop using magic so casually in the privacy and security of their quarters?????#wtf is wrong with that???? ur only instilling unnecessary fear and shame into him#gaius KNOWING morgana is a seer but gaslighting her into believing its nothing more than dreams#same shit#making her feel crazy for something shes going thru#OOOOO GAIUS GOT ME PISSED OFF#SORRY#IM NOT NORMALLY ANTI GAIUS BUT WHEW#reading back thru these transcripts got me heated#gaius and uther and kilgharrah were all wrong#there were hints of arthur being accepting of magic in s1#when gwen was accused of healing her father arthur literally stood up to his father about it#ABOUT MAGIC!!!!!#and told him that even if gwen had used magic she used it to cure her father#he described it as an act of love and kindness#FUCKKK#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#morgana le fay#morgana pendragon#anti gaius#sorryyy#but im actually not#like uther committed a genocide and we hate him yeah but gaius stood by and did NOTHING and even built off of uthers actions#yeah sure he didnt kill anyone or turn anyone in to uther but he used uthers actions as a way to instill fear and shame into magic users#who came to him for HELP#merlin repeatedly about other magic users circa s1: but theyre like me!!#gaius and kilgharrah: no they are bad and evil and need to die!!!#everything wouldve been so much better had merlin just followed his heart and made his own choices
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Riot Kings, pages 211 and 212
first // prev // next
#wes went 😰#he's also very much still 'sedated' so not everything is coming in clear which makes it scarier#doc pulling all the cards she can think of. it buys them time if nothing else#i wonder what greer thinks about essentially letting wes go free 😏😏#it would be a shame if there were a few days before the actual attack... oh wait#riotkings#211#212#angst#whump comic
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Wedding Apple.
#shame this didn't end up being big#I mean I know nothing about the franchise but the designs are cute#wedding peach#wedding apple#my art
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yet another traumatic experience! at the hair salon
#jeeessssuuuss fucking christttttt#why cant hairdressers STYLE HAAIRRR#ITS THEIR GD JOOOBBB#doing my gay little walk of shame back home looking like coconut head from ned declassified whatever#and he had the GALL to look so proud of himself too#there’s notHING TO SLAY GURRL ABOUT!!#ugh pray that i manage to fix it with them Hot Irons#and if not well. hehe.#welcome back ringo starr!!#send post
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"WFA is a bad way to get into comics"
WFA is easily accessible and free to read (for the most part) and doesn't require decades of comics history to understand.
YES IT FLATTENS THE CHARACTERS. YES IT'S GIGGLY HOO-HAH FOR THE FUNNIES. YES IT'S A BAD PRIMARY SOURCE TO BASE EVERYONE'S PERSONALITIES OFF OF IN THE LONG RUN. BUT ALSO: ANY WAY THAT GETS YOU INTO COMICS IS A GOOD WAY TO GET INTO COMICS.
Jesus fucking christ you people sound like gamer elitists. "Phone games aren't real games" "minecraft, stardew, animal crossing, and other sim games aren't real gaming" or like those gatekeeping music fans "people who only listen to this band's one album aren't REAL fans."
Look, if reading the silly little webcomic makes you interested in the characters and you decide to read more and delve in, then it's a GREAT way to start to "get into" comics, even if it's not remotely canon! Just like the cartoons are a great way to start even when they're non canon or flatten characters or remove certain iterations from continuity entirely (gestures at the older DCAU that mashed Tim & Jason together also Barry & Wally)
You should also consider that the ages of the target audience as to why characters are portrayed a certain way. WFA is rated Teen
Besides, it's a DC-licensed product. Whether you like it or not it is OFFICIAL content, even if it's not mainline canon.
#for example I have a rampant hatred of the CWverse#however I don't go around bitching about it on the posts of actual fans or treating ppl's like of it as some kind of objective falsehood#a lot of WFA haters try to popularize their hatred so strongly like they're gonna shame the people who like it out of reading those comics.#Look I don't care if you came in from TTG WFA CWverse or Nu52#You can like things I don't like.#Fandom that exists as nothing but an echochamber of one opinion is the death of community
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I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭
#personal#I've definitely been like oh hes paying attention to another girl thats a shame :((( about it like damn you were supposed to pine for me#forever and ever#but its never like I'm going to kill someone over it. I don't feel sick about it. I don't feel bone crushing sorrow#😭😔#but I feel like maybe I experience comphet a tad? because I look at cute couples like jenna and julien#or jessi and ty and wish to have that. like i want what they have so bad but also that will never be me because im gay#i wish there was more lesbian and gay rep in media#god does not LIKE ME . he said here is. bad parents who hate you. here is bpd and other undiagnosed issues#and other undiagnosed issues that were probably half the reason you felt so isolated in your high school experience. thanks to bad parents#here is 🩷 COMPHET!!!!!!!!!!@@ you're actually GAY and those boys you were crazy for? yeah . they were cute and all but thats IT#NO emotional connection!!!! none at ALL!!!!! 😍😍😍 you also don't feel sexually attracted to them either ♡#but what DO i feel for men?? just comphet? I feel something I think but its not love. its not a craving . its like#I want to be worshipped by a man and then tell him no 🩷 i want nothing to do with you but you should like me actually#??????????????????#does that make me a bad person? do I care if it does? I mean
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They are chanting at him now: "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus," they sing, and Damon just stands there staring out at them, like a kid at Christmas, half elated, half overwhelmed and lost. -Louise Wener, Just For One Day
#damon albarn#blur#blur band#glastonbury 1994#i'm doing good actually. i'm doing fine. i'm fine and good about this and nothing else to say really.#i am sorry about the b&w but it was necessary#a shame as the yellow light illuminating damon's face feels stunning and important.#mystuff
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so looking forward to davrin getting the wyll treatment -_- on both dev and fan side
That luckily remains to be seen —game's not out yet — but I hope that's not the case
It's just a shame...I was discussing this with @strawberrynoir like the opps have a point. Black companions are given safe personalities pretty consistently. Preston, Wyll, Jacob, Liam, Davrin. All nice charming do-gooders, and it's not super compelling (to me, the freak-lover, the grime-chaser, the slime rancher).
As many problems as I had with Vivienne's execution I do appreciate the fact she wasn't completely inoffensive. 😭
Not to look a gift horse in the mouth regarding representation & inclusion but its gotten to a point I'd rather they just not be there at all than be underserved and underutilized
Not in a 'stop the presses' way but in an 'ok they're going up on the shelf until we figure this out' kinda way
#replies#theres nothing shameful about shelving an idea you dont think you can execute well no matter the context < my ethos#its okay to have no Black companions if you dont know what to do with them & it shows in their presentation
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Hey. College dropouts. Hey. Are you listening? It's actually fine and not shameful if you had to drop out of college. For ANY reason. Do you hear me? Whatever your reason for dropping out. Never let anyone make you think you should be ashamed of that. If they do, push them out a window.
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