#there will be time to murder and create
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
"it is difficult to speak of the night" (jack gilbert)
I just want to remind you that sometimes your life really doesn't begin until you are 26+... Romanticizing and obsessing over our youth is harmful. Growing up is beautiful. Discovering who you are and how you interact with the world is a gift. Maturing and learning what you truly want out of life and living in that purpose brings fulfillment and peace. Your life is not over in your early 20's because you haven't figured it out yet, it's just beginning.
#this is for all of my late bloomers out there#tmi but i didnt think that there was much purpose or beauty to life until i turned#24? 25?#somehow the world had color and promise and i knew what i wanted more and i knew myself more#well also it helped that my doctor told me i might have adhd#sometimes everything will fall into place later for some ppl and it's natural!#another favorite line i chant this time from ts eliot#there will be time there will be time#there will be time to murder and create#inspiration#sam screams
97K notes
·
View notes
Text
rivalry 🔪❤️
❤️Dust Sans belongs to ask-dusttale
🔪Killer Sans belongs to rahafwabas
🪓Horror Sans belongs to sour-apple-studios
#undertale au#undertale multiverse#utmv#dust sans#killer sans#horror sans#comic#murder time trio#I will forever love the rivalry that I create and I see of these two
548 notes
·
View notes
Text
Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#This man wants to abandon the flesh for the machine so bad#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#Absolute moron (affectionate)
970 notes
·
View notes
Text
hannibal text posts pt 1
#starting strong with a lot of will#he was just on the mind a lot at the time#i hope i am doing this right i am merely a silly little jester trying to amuse the masses#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannigram#murder husbands#sillies#fungus creates#hannibal textpost
305 notes
·
View notes
Text
angry expression practice feat. V
bonus Lizzy:
"And you CAN'T sit with us, Rebecca!"
#i LOVE the top left expression the most#but also please don't mind the fact that. i draw the coat fluff bigger every time#trying to find a cool style for Murder Drones (i need to create a new art style for each of my interests)#Lizzy's hair is so fun to draw...#serial designation v#murder drones v#md v#md lizzy#murder drones lizzy#murder drones#sir dahlia's art#what else do i tag...#idk lmao :]
339 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think the funniest thing about how the Fandom perceives Tim (especially obnoxious Tim fans) is that he is was deeply hurt by the actions Jason, Damian, and Dick have done to him, but lowkey that’s just the fandom projecting
Tim lowkey did not give a fuck. Maybe a little at first, but he definitely does not hold a grudge against any of them.
#Tim Drake#unhinged tim drake#like will Tim eternally hate you if you take a sip from his Soda? yes#but attempted murder… he can get over that#Damian and Jason were just having a really bad time#(looks at that one panel where Tim forgives Jason for being an asshole supreme)#and he can admit that Dick was under a lot of stress during the time Bruce was lost in the time stream#angst is fun though#so I don’t BLAME Tim fans for it#just sometimes it’s annoying because Dick is a really good older brother and doesn’t deserve the hate for handing off a mantle he created#and Damian was a child who only grew up knowing that violence was the only way you can earn your place#and it’s shown in multiple panels that Tim understands that#Tim was literally snarking while Jason beat him up at Titans Tower#(honestly that was most accurate sibling portrayal in media… so…)#I say that as a younger sibling who has had so many injuries from my sister beating the crap outa me#and my younger brother emotionally decimates me on a daily basis#really#certain Tim fans just make him a wimp
324 notes
·
View notes
Text
I understand why everyones so mad about five x lila (i dont like it either) BUT i do think the setup of it (lost in time with no one else to rely on, protecting eachother, ect) would probably make five fall in love with just about anyone. Just like, this is kind of what he always imagined having with deloras. So i dont fully agree with the wide consensus that its out of character for him to fuck his brothers wife (in this specific scenario)
That being said, he absolutely wouldnt give up on his family over it.
#not defending the lila side of the ship#obviously its fucking weird to cheat on your husband w his brother stuck in the body of a teenager#its also fucked that they never mention he MURDERED HER PARENTS#the umbrella academy#tua#tua finale#tua five#lila pitts#five hargreeves#i just think specifically stuck in isolation/time w anyone would yeah probably make five kinda fall for them#man he spent so much time alone all he ever wanted was another person#again not enough to give up on his family#note: i havent watched the last episode yet but ive seen spoilers maybe its worse there#oh yeah im not justifying the writing#it was undeniably a bad choice to do this plotline#i just think under these very specific circumstances five might fuck his brothers wife#no reason to create those circumstances in the first place but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#why youd choose to do this in the last season of a show ill never know
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
The mysterious murder of D. Phantom
Batman faced multiple cold cases. Some in which he got involved. They were never pretty, neither the ways of death nor the age of the victims. But when he entered a building and looked at Jason's corpse (it wasn't Jason, it couldn't be) his mind went blank.
He tried to investigate as much as possible. But his path was always empty, with virtually no clue as to who was to blame. Bruce began to despair when he saw his son's corpse on the pavement.
A week after his fruitless investigation, the body disappeared, and an identical one washed up on the docks. His death seemed recent, but that couldn't be possible, maybe the corpse was moved, but why?
Jason even got involved when his father started pestering the whole cave with his increasingly crazy theories about the case. All they got together was a couple of letters: DP, Dick nicknamed him Phantasma, because his body always turned up in supposedly haunted places.
Interestingly, the solution was more obvious than that. Danny changed forms so many times that he burned his human body, altered and left it on the ground. Clockwork forced him to absorb it to manifest another (Danny thought it was gross, but apparently when he "died" his body was just pure ecto)
And well, maybe he didn't know how to control the ability, and maybe he kept burning himself, leaving an abandoned corpse but it was disgusting, okay? The stalker in the bat suit was also not easy to avoid.
#dpxdc#Danny discovered immortality#but it was gross#he didn't like it#since he changed forms too many times#his body literally burned#he can create another#but he need to absorb the corpse first#dp x dc#dc x dp#Batman is getting desperate#he want to solve the murder of that innocent kid#that look so much like Jason#but there isn't any clue#and he refuses to call JLD#Clockwork is just tired
638 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am making great progress with Yasmin's scene tonight after a number of adjustments and rewrites. The best part is that I'm playing one of my favorite games: "How many sets of choices can I nest before CSIDE starts crying".
#author posting#currently at three#the indentation will almost certainly murder me#but i inexplicably hate creating new labels#give me nested choices any day#i keep second guessing the direction I want to take her scene#which is why i keep rewriting it#but i'm finally happy#once this scene is done going to speedrun my edits#and then it's update time 😌
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
10-year age-gap akeshu AU in which, after an especially bad night, 16-year-old akira’s family situation has degraded so irreparably that he finally runs away to tokyo, like he’s always planned to. still in bad shape from his escape, he gets reluctantly picked up by a woman not that much older than him and recuperates at her apartment, where he meets her very hostile, very overprotective son.
it takes a while for 6-year-old goro to realize that akira isn’t one of his mother’s usual “clients”. despite akira’s flight-or-fight instinct button-mashing RUN out of fear of stagnating in one location for too long, in typical joker fashion, he stays with the akechi family to help them through hard times—praising and pampering goro when his mother is too tired to acknowledge him, and pulling mamakechi back to reality when she teeters between picking her poison: a rope hung from the rickety ceiling fan, a long, cold bath, a step off the balcony… he’d barged into their life a year before things would have broken permanently, and patiently patched up the cracks that would have deepened into permanent fissures.
goro in particular takes a liking to the new addition in their household. akira is the only other person he has met who treats him so nicely and gently and attentively—even more so than his own mother. he always seems genuinely happy to see goro come home from school, and frequently offers to take goro out on “adventures” to tour museums, visit aquariums, pet the alley cats, and so on. with him around, goro doesn’t have to wait at the bathhouse anymore. he grows to revere akira as the darling guardian angel his mother had brought home just for him.
in the end, having satisfied the selfless side of his nature, the selfish side has akira running away once again. he thinks his role has been fulfilled, and that he shouldn’t keep disrupting a family that isn’t his. he couldn’t have been more wrong.
and so, goro grows up with a doting mother and an awful, gaping hole where half of his heart should be. that is, until he meets a familiar stranger in Mementos—then again, in an innocuous coffee shop halfway across tokyo.
#tw suicide#akeshu#明主#ft. goro hunting down his flight-risk wife and tying him down with a ring#akira is in disbelief that someone as talented and accomplished and shiny as goro is deadset on some random barista “past his prime”#except to goro akira has only grown more attractive with age#of course mamakechi would be OVERJOYED to see her “roommate” again#even happier to have him as an in-law! now he can't run away ever again!! family hotpot time!!!#she might beef with sojiro for snatching away akira though... murder mom vs coffee dad. who will win#i created this AU bcus i grew bored of daydreaming about my other ones while i fall asleep#except it was so fun to think of that i ended up losing three hours of my sleep...#can u tell i have a huge soft spot for mamakechi LOL
52 notes
·
View notes
Note
will you be drawing any more of torin and varre? no rush at all, but i am lowkey obsessed with them now 👀
ask and you shall receive, anon :^)
#torin#varre#white mask varre#elden ring#varre x tarnished#tarnished#oc#ace draws#ask#replies#sorry it took so long to respond OTL#pls accept this humble offering :'^)#also pls click for higher koala-tea#torin and his pathetic skrunkly little war surgeon murder wife#varre and his sad wet puppy man tarnished he probably found in a swamp somewhere#also feel free to ask me literally anything abt torin!#might take me some time to answer tho since i will be answering with more art of him lol#i have created So Much Lore™ for him#if u give me the chance i will never shut up abt him haha#i finished elden ring finally so i'm working on more art of other characters too!
289 notes
·
View notes
Text
Being a war machine, V1 was not built with music appreciation in mind; its mind and budding sentience is hardwired for violence and personal gain. It listens to Gabriel play, listens to the terminals, and what does it gain?
V1 cannot (knowingly) create something new. It repeats what it knows works, it layers these repetitions atop each other to amplify their use to it. It can only mimic what it has heard before, note by note, at the exact pace they were heard, a mechanically measured replay. A perfect replication by its own hands, yet dull, unsatisfying, compared to replayed memory clips of music.
It feels it is doing something wrong.
#thoughts#my art#ultrakill#v1#ultrakill v1#[edit to add: top image Heavily Referenced from hakita's tweet of an in-game screenshot]#quite fond of the idea of it walking the tightrope between sentience and nonsentience; and gradually becoming more self-aware and-#-reflective as time goes on and it experiences more#anyways. I think it is incapable of creating things for the sake of appreciation for a very long time#mimicry upon mimicry and eventually something will break and become new; pointless but beautiful to it#imperfections in the playing of an organ. pointless showy-ness in the murder of husks. it learns to make.
549 notes
·
View notes
Text
fascinating to me that one kristoph gavin, knowing he's fucked by the end of turnabout trump, doesn't decide to go nuclear and just say That Evidence Is Forged, Here's The Real Ace, I May Be A Murderer But Apollo Presented False Evidence, Disbar His Ass NOW
#ik it's because like. it's literally turnabout trump as in trump card as in the ace. so it has to be the last word#HOWEVER. this is not going to stop me from reading that as some weird lingering#affection? fondness? emotional/time investment? in his protege.#alternatively imagine apollo justice disbarred after 4-1 that would be so wild#in his first trial his mentor turns out to be a murderer set up by their client and apollo gets disbarred#courtroom drama like no other#oooo the bitterness toward phoenix that would create ... yum yum!!#ace attorney#aa4#freewheeling bitextual#ok maybe he got rid of it permanently idr but STILL. look. let me have my fun.
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Björn nahm einen weiteren Schluck Kaffee. „Großartig. Danke, Sascha.“ Ohne darüber nachzudenken, griff er im Umdrehen nach Saschas Schulter und drückte sie kurz. Sehr solide, sehr warm, nahm er wahr, und dachte, dass Breitner wirklich seine Sinne geschärft hatte auf eine Weise, die ihn immer wieder überraschte. „Wir sehen uns später.“
Sascha hob den Zeigefinger an die Stirn. Die silbernen Strähnen in seinem Haar glänzten im Sonnenlicht. „Bis dann, Chef."
#murder mindfully#achtsam morden#björn/sascha#the ao3 tag is still being created apparently but I spent so much time on this aaa#so here u go tumblr#i hope ppl enjoy
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don’t think it’s actually implausible that someone would commit a murder, flee, and fail to dispose of evidence before being arrested despite the passage of a few days. If someone’s in a state of agitation, they just might not think of it. It’s also definitely not implausible, though, that the police would pin the crime on someone out of expediency or an attempt to cover up incompetence. I’m just waiting to see what happens next.
#this is anecdotal#but I used to work a lot with people in prison#mainly for more serious crimes#and I think the bulk of murders are committed by people who have been in an agitated state for a long time#and they’re not thinking straight#to be fair prison also makes people crazy#and I’m including a lot of the employees#and that’s why I don’t respect anyone who’s too blithe about throwing people in prison#or who scoffs at improving conditions#you are creating so many problems and you feel good about it!!!
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
if i can get even one person to listen to The Mechanisms i would have fulfilled my purpose
#Do you want a tragic adaptation of greek mythology featuring genderless Ulysses (Odysses) as a weary soldier completely grief stricken by#The war crimes they committed? Ulysses dies at dawn got you complete with anticapitalist messages all sung in a cyperpunk blues world#Do you want grim dark tragic fairy tale adaptation with lesbian Cinderella desperately looking for her war criminal wife#Who was kidnapped by an evil space emperor to create army of clone soldiers and is opposed by said wife's sister who is Snow White?#Once Upon A Time (in Space) got you covered#Do you want Arthurian legend figures in Wild West in Space setting where Arthur Guinevere and Lancelot are healthy poly couple and#Mordred is a sympathetic trans man with a 'Love was there but it couldnt save anyone' style story? High Noon Over Camelot#Do you want Norse Mythology in a style of Train Murder mystery with a horrifying twist#Lesbian morally grey Loki and her morally grey wife Sigyn? The Bifrost Incident#They are all in space and are tragedies and fuck severely#the mechanisms#once upon a time (in space)#ulysses dies at dawn#high noon over camelot#the bifrost incident#Listen in that order#for reasons#I havent even talked about Frankenstein or Alice or Hereward the Wake or Redeath#empty thoughts#edit: Yes i am pinning this post what about it?
122 notes
·
View notes