#there isn't ever the opportunity
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#suddenly occurred to me that I haven't kissed anybody in over a decade#im not altogether certain i would were i presented the opportunity#and im not altogether certain the opportunity would be granted me were i to continue using this ridiculous phrasing#but anyway like a lil bit :( on realising that#it was uhhh nice. y'know. but ive not been confident and/or drunk enough since then#and im not the sort of person to uh to do anything about anything so of course nothings happened. yknow#im not lonely or whatever i like my life how it is#but i do like kissing. and it's sorta a shame ive only got to do it one night ever#i don't have any friends in my city and i don't go out ever#loud = not fun‚ and i don't drink - which would take the edge off the not-fun-ness - y'know so i don't what did i say before#there isn't ever the opportunity#but never mind#anyway if there was id be too worried that yknow whatever like im very aromantic etc i don't want anything else to happen or whathaveyou#i overthink too much probably#anyway#what was i saying#basically kissing is nice and I sorta miss it#how can incredibly reclusive autistic fools get kisses without. like. any scary effort or the dangers of interpersonal nonsense#advice please#that last a joke#i do not want advice or anything im just struck by the thought and rambling#pffft anyway
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Wyll seems to be the only companion who intentionally and repeatedly uses the mindflayer tadpole to communicate. I did a quick search through the dialogue files and the only other instance I found was at the beginning of Act I, when Lae'zel is captured by the tieflings, she'll use the tadpole to demand you free her.
And yet, Wyll is one of the companions most against using the tadpole's powers. Arguably, I'd say he's more against it than anyone save for Lae'zel. Which is why I find it so interesting that out of all of companions, Wyll is the one to latch onto and make use of this facet of the tadpole's powers.
The first time Wyll can use the tadpole is when Mizora bids him to rescue Zariel's asset. If the Player succeeds on their perception check, they can bargain with Mizora to free Wyll from his pact. Wyll link his mind with the Player's Character in panic, demanding to know "What are you doing?"
Then again when Wyll is finally reunited with his father, he uses the tadpole to show his father why he pacted with Mizora. Instead of explaining in his own words, he shows him the cultists as they attempt to summon Tiamat into Baldur's Gate. He'll do the same for the Player Character if his father isn't saved, even when he is freed from his pact and could say it in his own words. If the PC refuses to let Wyll show them, he will explain it, but clearly prefers to use the tadpole.
Finally, Wyll will also use the tadpole to bid farewell if he has a falling out with the player character, telling the player "Godspeed, and may your journey be true."
For Wyll, who had spent the last seven years under a devil's thumb, this narrative choice to use the tadpoles to communicate is telling. One thing all of these scenes have in common is that they all emotionally charged moments. They are also moments in which, in my opinion, it is very important for Wyll to convey his sincerity. Wyll has spent the last seven years always dancing around the truth and now here comes along a power where not only can he tell the truth, he can show the truth as he sees it, so that there is much less risk of being misunderstood. A power like that has to be irresistible.
Just another thing I wish was explored more in depth in game.
Edit: Thank you to everyone who pointed out instances when other characters also use the tadpoles to communicate <3
Turns out Wyll/Lae'zel's writer is the only one who bothered to use proper tagging in the dialogue system ('MINDMELD' if you're curious). This is why I can never find what I'm looking for in the dialogue files smh
#wyll ravengard#bg3 wyll#bg3 discourse#magpiediscourse#baldur's gate 3#I find it really interesting that as far as I could find only Wyll and Lae'zel ever use the tadpole to communicate#Since iirc they both have the same writer this makes a lot of sense#so why does no one else seem to use it?#like it can be a huge writing crutch obviously#No need to write out how someone explains something if they can just show it#but it's also hugely important narratively#the tadpoles are the entire driving force behind the plot#and yet so often they are largely ignored#so why is it that the two characters who would be most hesitant to use the tadpoles are the only two who do willingly use it to communicate#that seems like a missed opportunity by the other writers#also why isn't it an insight check? They have insight checks in BG3 right?#if I am missing anything I blame it on the poor organization of the dialogue files. They will be the death of me I swear
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you know, for about five minutes there, Ace was having a pretty good day.
#art#kamen rider#geats#geats spoilers#kinda?#ace pulls back the poster and it just says 'HE'S NOT YOUR REAL DAD'#you know honestly i'm surprised he hasn't been taking every opportunity to call girori dad to his face#just to be annoying#'wah wah you can't do this i'M tHe gAmE mAsTeR'#'yeah okay DAD you know this is the worst birthday present you've ever gotten me DAD'#'it isn't even your birthday'#'and you can't even remember your own son's birthday WOW DAD'
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aight let's go
timeline of laz1's diamond and lykn's lego (with a celebrity cameo (it's daou, daou is a celebrity cameo))
jan 30: somebody asks mond how would he feel if lykn's william would come to his live. diamond says he would thank him, and talks about lego being cute.
after that they would occasionally comment under each other's tiktoks and also diamond likes a tiktok about their interactions
march 4th: lego posts a tiktok to a song by boss and diamond. the lyrics of the song are like 'you stole my heart where did you go'. diamond comments "where did you end up going", and lego answers "come and i'll tell you".
that same day diamond streams and lego comments on his live. here is a supercut of everybody in the chat telling him that lego is watching and mond not believing them but scrolling a lot to find The Legomments. the legomments in question are: asking mond about his hairstyle, apologizing for not being verified and laughing at the situation
diamond in turn apologizes for the situation on twt and lego laughs at it again
march 18th: lego posts a tiktok to hit me up and diamond comments
june 10th: fans talk to diamond and they start teasing him about lego. they ask him if they met already ("no not yet") and does he want to meet him ("where is he?")
june 14th: lego QRTs that video and laughs that if diamond wants to meet up he could've just say so
june 16th: there is no other way to phrase this: diamond is Shooting His Shot.
and now. ladies and gentlemen.
the stream
not even describing it, just watch the videos. it's so!
after lego left the stream, we have our celebrity cameo: khun Daou Pittaya himself jumps on diamond's stream to tease him and call him out for the flirting
june 21st:
june 30th: it's the day they meet on the bondbond festival. but first, lego tweets this and they chat a bit.
the first tweet says 'i didn't take any pictures, this is all i have, i love phis, i don't want to be just a nong' and it can be related to mond bcs diamond posted a tiktok with lego to the song 'brother zone' by bus7, and the lyrics of the song are, well, about phinonging lol
here are behind the scenes of that tiktok
they also filmed a trust me challenge
july 3: diamond's mom reposts a ship video of them. ANYWAY
july 26: diamond comments this:
and lego answers with a selfie and a song, here are the song's lyrics
september 11: goodnight to lego from diamond
september 12: cat to diamond from lego
also we have another celebrity cameo: joong archen liked a post about diamond's comment
this timeline is last updated on 2024/09/17, anyway there is that!
#diamond narakorn#lego rapeepong#did i write this whole thing just to share how funny it is to me that daou jumped out of nowhere to clown his nong? maybe so#you can't judge him tho it was the first time ever it wasn't diamond laughing at him for being gay on main but the other way around#he saw an opportunity and he took it#but also it IS funny mond is simping so hard hfsdkhksfd i guess it paid off if he got a whole ass selfie in return#also the way lykyous were tweeting about that stream was hilarious like#what was that GIGGLE lego this isn't your usual loud as fuck laugh!!!#it was just lazers handshake lykyous#agreeing that these are too are flirting hard
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i love sincerely love working with dungeon meshi's magic system and the way mana sickness is depicted, like it has the breadth and scope for some truly powerful and wacky fun shit, but you can also easily bring down the hammer when you want to put the characters in difficult situations they can't get out of without a little creativity. i found when writing for baldur's gate 3 that, unless i was in a modified setting, i was hard-pressed thinking up fun ways for characters to solve their problems without just using magic, especially for the small things. i mean, what fun is throwing a character into a river and needing to warm them up when you can just cast prestidigitation?? it's one of the first things a novice can learn and also it's a cantrip, it literally costs nothing!
#dungeon meshi#not that im thinking of throwing anyone into a river or anything 👀#but like for example i was reading this one fic where character A had gotten injured in a fight and there was blood everywhere#and they needed to hide the mess from character B for angst reasons#and i thought 'ooooohh character A isn't going to get it cleaned up fast enough and character B is going to find the blood#but then i remembered oh ya ... character A can just clean it all away with a snap of their fingers#and it took the wind right out of my sails haha#i suppose that's just a gale girlie problem tho 🥺#that moment in the sick fic where kabru had to debate if it was worth it to dry off his shirt#like i loved having the opportunity to write him running a cost benefit analysis like that haha#dm isn't like the first series to equate depleted mana as fatigue or anything and forgotten realms has spell slots#but idk the way mana sickness is depicted just really works for me#especially having healing potentially hurting just as bad as the injury itself that FUCKS and idk if i've ever seen that before 🤔#side note this is also why the magic system in hunter x hunter is one of the best in any piece of media ever
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(*in Snapcube fandub Eggman voice*) sigh.....I miss Chaos Sonic tails...I miss them alot...I'll be back...
#i think due to the hate he has got. that might be the reason why he isn't here in s3#but omg IT WAS SUCH A MISSED OPPORTUNITY. WASTED PORTIONAL EVEN#I'm gonna fucking miss him :(#i hate you Netflix#DONT GET ME WRONG! S3 IS GREAT#its just that#we'll never get to see him ever again :(#*starts sobbing*#chaos sonic#sonic prime spoilers#????#sonic prime#my post#sth
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You don’t get to pick your own nickname, Spamton, that’s like the whole point (Patreon)
#Doodles#Deltarune#Spamton#Pink Addison#Nice going on your flirting lol#You know he brought up a pet name for Pink just because he wanted to drop this great idea on him haha#Playing with some prompts for these - outside of my usual wheelhouse so it feels weird!#I get all flustered when something isn't Wholly Mine lol#But I mean - when the prompt works who am I to fight it! It ended up fitting him very well lol#Pink is so moved! And then- lol#Gotta hide behind a million layers of joke and irony and self-aggrandizement to even approach any level of honesty#It's fitting#I do love how he's so excited about it tho lol - any opportunity! He even reaches for Pink more than asking to endear him#He does move back a bit - out of close hugging range hehe#Shows where his priorities are pfft#Pink is so not amused haha#He gets the plain name! How unfair!#Privately thinks about it later like ''♥ .... >:^('' lol#Will they ever see eye to eye again?? (Did they ever really in the first place? :)#Oh go on and humour him for a bit ♪ Hasn't he earned it? Even just once#He actually does and Spam just :^0000 at him lol
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also need to keep reminding myself that one outing will not fix my brain, and even one entire month of outings will not fix my brain, i will feel less insane yes but i will still be fucking terrified of messing up social interactions probably my entire life to some degree. but the fear will lessen over time if i keep up regular interactions with ppl who are not my abusers (and hopefully lessen the time i spend around abusers bc they keep seemingly undoing any progress i make 🙃), or at least... i hope that's true LMFAO. one can dream!
#i just want to not feel like i am one step away from bringing everything tumbling down around me all the time#and apparently the centre is a safe place to practice and get my social sea legs under me again#but it doesnt feel safe FDHSJKL the stakes still feel quite high. less high out in regular society but like... still not none.#im just. always so scared. i feel like i am doing some sort of bbc s.herlock analytical bs every time i talk to anyone ever#online or irl fdsjkl i feel like online is almost harder bc there isn't body language and tone to read and implement#and i have the opportunity to overthink my words a lot more fdsjkl i feel like i have to word things Just Right#like if i word things slightly wrong then suddenly everybody thinks im a freak or irritating and i won't be able to fix it#AUGH. AUGH AUGH AUGH. i need to go hide in a hole underground until i can be normal about things LMFAO#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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Sorry but am I the only one that thought that episode…sucked? Like it was straight up bad. Horrible pacing, no wrap up of all the random characters and plot lines they’ve thrown around all season (the tuskegee airmen, Westgates spying, literally all the guys beside like the main 4). (Seriously it makes me so mad that the three redtails got all of 5 seconds of screen time, almost no lines. Literally what was the point of introducing them other than to pretend the show was iNcLuSiVe) Even at the end of BoB and the Pacific you get a much better idea of what happened to all the remaining guys. In this they’re like what happened to DeMarco or Hambone or Brady or (insert character here) we don’t know! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ The concentration camp scene felt shoehorned in compared to how it was done in BoB. Unless that actually happened to Rosie (which i haven’t heard anything about) but it was just like.. ok? It all felt so rushed and emotionless to me. Maybe I’ve just fallen out of love with MoTA but it’s been downhill for me since episode 6 or so.
i already made a little (read: long) post-finale write-up here, where i talk about the use of the tuskegee airmen, l'sandra, and overall editing/pacing issues i felt the show had. but i don't agree with the notion that adding the redtails was in any way insincere or trying to halfass being "iNcLuSiVe", i just think they suffer from this show's obvious time constraints. and to summarize what i wrote in my linked post, there's a limit to what white writers/directors/producers can do when creating a story about black people. there are some stories i'd feel uncomfortable with them telling on their own, truth be told. dee rees wasn't the sole nonwhite director, but she Was the only black one. i think she did her job well given the limitations and i appreciate that they let her direct those episodes, rather than leaving it up to a team of white people trying their best to tell a black story.
the worst i can say about the finale is that it didn't feel like That strong of finale, tho i wouldn't go as far to say it "sucked" or call it "straight up bad". i liked it plenty, it's just the weakest of the hbo war finales imo.
as for the concentration camp scene, artistic license was taken with both shows. unlike what's seen in the BoB, easy company wasn't the first to arrive at kaufering, and there's 0 mention of the all-japanese american 552nd who helped them liberate it). similarly, rosie rosenthal did assist in liberating those camps, though it would've been after the events shown this episode. idk if he saw one in that up-close way seen in this episode, but he could've (i should research this when i have time). plus, it would've felt weird Not having him acknowledge them at all. "shoe-horned" is an odd term to use here imo, as both scenes more-or-less center a jewish character (BoB's liebgott and MotA's rosie). the former show has survivors the characters can help, the latter shows no one left to help. the former has all of easy company there, the latter has rosie there all alone. rosie's scene felt deeply personal in that way. at the end of the day, both scenes are communicating different things. that doesn't make one better than the other when they aren't trying to be identical. (disclaimer, i'm not jewish, so i'd be interesting hearing from the perspective of someone who wrt whether or not they felt it was "shoe-horned")
i can understand if you've disliked the show post-episode 6 (and episode 6 was a very strong episode i'm ngl). eps 7 and 8 were weaker in many ways, even to me, so i get it. everyone's entitled to their own opinion (i'd be a hypocrite saying otherwise). just understand that this blog is run by someone who overall enjoys this show despite its flaws! basically, i encourage you to take this energy and make your own posts.
#masters of the air#hbo war#e9#asks#long post#masters of the air spoilers#mota spoilers#all the hbo war finales are different. i don't think MotA's is as strong but like#my fav hbo war show is still BoB and even Then i don't think it has a better finale than TP. and i dislike a lot of TP! like A Lot!#and Even Then we don't get a good idea about what happens to a lot of the minor-er characters in TP once they leave#anyone who isn't sledge or leckie (rip basilone) is hand-waved-'they went home'-away#not every show needs a sandlot ending w/ a voiceover going:#'[NAME] got really into the [INSERT DECADE] and no one ever saw him again' like they did to webster (rip webster)#and again! i'm mixed about the redtails. but i can Very Clearly See this show getting released without including them#which wouldve left many people (justifiably!) upset that they weren't shown when they were Literally there in the same pow camp#i'll give the hbo war team a lot of shit about a lot of things (despite the enduringly positive energy i try to keep up here)#but i Have to give MotA props for Trying. i don't see faux inclusion i just see it as not quite hitting the mark but an attempt was made#and i think that's worth Something given neither BoB or TP bothered trying#(like i think there was a missed opportunity in TP not mentioning what's happening to japanese americans on the home front)#this got away from me (i'm also opinionated) but while i can agree with you about how the show feels rushed#i do take issue with the idea that they were pretending to be inclusive. i'll blame money time and covid19 before i blame bad intention#maybe that's controversial here but it Is my blog. so.
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#remind me to never ask my mother for opinions on absolutely anything ever again#i only wanted to see which illustration should go on my portfolio for kidlit art#and her wonderful opinion was to take out an illustration of two dudes EATING TOGETHER because and i quote#"gay relationships are not suitable for children books. it simply isn't their target audience''#does she need the list of the thousand of books that are literally about gay couples or about gay kids?!#they're not even like overtly gay they are literally eating together!!! (sure it is actually gay cause it's fanart of a bl but whatever lol#it's literally two guys sitting at the same table eating...#how is that not appropriate for children?!#also even if they were gettin married or whatever... how's that inappropiate?!#ALSO also i'm sick of reading in every illustration agency how they're looking for artists and writers and whatever who tackle queer storie#like sure i'm not gonna say gay people don't experience discrimination but it's not the fucking 50s... there are opportunities out there#idk i'm just so fuckin upset right now because she's saying I'M the one that's taking it bad#like the whole ''i'm not homophobic but.... blah blah''#and it drives me up the fucking walls to have to deal with this when the only thing i wanted was to have a char about which drawing looks#the best for a professional portfolio lol#anyways now out of fucking spite i'm gonna send all the gay ones i have lol#dkfjhkdfg#angel talks#personal#wish me luck on this email btw i need work!#dfkjghdfg
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an excellent ship dynamic is like. Person A: cares so much about everything, all the time, always. has a 117-item to-do list and every day clears it before lunch. gets stressed when they're not standing in front of the event 5 minutes before it starts. and then Person B is like. the day i do a single thing that is personally unpleasant for me is the day they bury me baby. has been in a mexican standoff with their unfolded laundry for 12 days and is winning. has the impulse control of a starving wolverine and considers "on time" to mean "present before the end of the day the event starts." and the two of them give each other panic attacks <3
#i promise this isn't about who you think it's about#also a great opportunity for character building because B shows up on time for things and A is deeply moved#meanwhile A hauls B around like a sheepdog and they both enjoy it#B is like 'oh THIS is what the first half of events are like? this is cool!'#yes i have been A in every relationship I've ever had why do you ask
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there's a certain. we'll say comedy group. that i've watched clips of and enjoyed but i refuse to ever actively seek it out bc the fandom feels like a pressure cooker waiting to explode.
#they're already annoying me can you imagine if i was actually invested in any of this?#i feel like it always happens when the thing is very UWU WHOLESOME and the people involved appear to be good nice kind people#you create a culture of high expectations so if you ever mess up even a little bit that relationship with the fans is absolutely shattered#and inevitably the fans will eat each other alive at any opportunity bc as humans and as fans there is a small part of us that needs blood#and if there's no blood and guts in the original work we've gotta make it ourselves.#it happened with john mulaney the try guys even the mcelroy brothers to an extent. idk. it's an interesting phenomenon isn't it.#it's dr*pout by the way i wasn't gonna say the name bc i didn't want it to accidentally show up in the tags but after all that i kinda think#i have to name names. sorry.#they're funny but i can't do all of this again
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alright, yeah, manja may be kind of sly... BUT have you also considered that she's a seven foot tall partially moth-like woman with luxurious, long black hair and glowing yellow eyes? like she's honestly gorgeous and i'm tired of pretending like she's not okok (LMAO i'm just joking as i know this account is still new so i haven't talked about her much 💀 but even with the, uhhh, body horror thing's manja's got going on — she is stunning)
#NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU THAT BRAVERY FEELS LIKE FEAR: musings.#ooc post.#JSJSJ okay i don't mean to be manja's hypewoman or anything but i am so serious about her being haunting but in an alluring type of way#sometimes. like IDK about you all but if a seven-foot tall woman with long black hair that also happens to wear exquisite robes granted#me the opportunity to save someone through a deal BC she's a death god even though that exception turned out to have some serious strings-#attached to it... i might have some inner conflict surrounding the type of anger i would be feeling towards her NGL. like i feel as if ana-#has felt the kind of anger that comes with someone being beautiful but them also trying to ruin your life at least once around her ahahhh#okay so this is mostly a joke post as you may be able to tell given the fact that i just wrote something flabbergasting 💀#but OFC manja isn't real so this would all be hypothetically speaking. but seriously... y'all can't tell me that there ain't a possibility-#you would melt in this god's arms if she hugged you as ana has gotten hugged by her and it was the most conflicting thing ever#because she both seems kind of tricky and genuinely nice towards the souls she collects#so all in all she is a bit complex as i touched upon before
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I thought it was just Dottore then I realised I thought Bondrewd was cute and was like "Oh it's actually just the lack of morals and violation of scientific ethics"
#☆ — riri says.#difference being I might just clock Bondrewd given the opportunity#JUST FOR CLARIFICATION#Ozen is so much better than Bondrewd will ever be#I don't understand what I like about him though#he like#doesn't have a canon face????#it definitely isn't his skills with children 💀💀#dottore#il dottore#genshin dottore#bondrewd#genshin impact#genshin#made in abyss
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we are being FED tonight sumigoros
#this is why I was excited for detective prince akechi + kasumi! it opens up opportunities like this where akechi#is slightly more open about his actual feelings and isn't pretending to be evil and not care about anyone ever#like he is during third sem#sera plays p5t#I love this game so much for the interactions between goro and sumi theyre all so good#I'm prob gonna have to chill on the liveblogging tho or it's gonna take me forever to get through it
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i've recently been revisited by a scenario from a conversation my partner and i had re: Kagami and Hiruzen giving Tobirama inappropriate gifts (like i'm sure he'd be suspicious of any random gifts, but if, say, it's an occasion where one might typically be giving gifts to their teacher... (idk what holidays exist in the Narutoverse)), SO i'm going to post it here whilst it's still bouncing around inside my skull:
(Tobirama opens Kagami's gift — it's some very tiny, very lacy, very slutty underwear.)
Tobirama: "These are ridiculous."
Kagami: "Come on, Sensei, they're your color!"
(Tobirama opens Hiruzen's gift — also underwear, but just regular ones this time.)
Tobirama: *exasperated* "Well, at least these are more sensible."
Hiruzen: *breathlessly* "Thanks."
Hiruzen: "They're mine."
(Tobirama drops them and leaves, with neither a word nor a facial expression.)
In the future, any gifts he DOES accept are not opened publicly.
#sarutobi hiruzen#uchiha kagami#senju tobirama#hiruzen sarutobi#kagami uchiha#tobirama senju#HOWEVER...#if the students ever get the chance to stage a panty raid...#they may discover that Tobirama in fact kept both.#(#it's not what it looks like#Tobirama's just secretly too sentimental to get rid of anything his students gave him#(though honestly he'd probably be equally embarrassed to admit that. hopefully he just isn't given the opportunity to explain himself lmao)#)#my post
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