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tbh after completing like half of origins i kind of lost interest in playing it so i stopped... sowwy... my list of games to play are very long tho but i always forget wtf i have on my list so uhm:
-i NEED to finish dread delusion. i need to.
-i need to graduate lich school in wotr (i made panpan's evil twin in the game and i want to finish the game as him but its a serious time commitment lol)
-i need to finish encased bc i started it and i liked it and i also read annihilation in the meantime so yk...
-i did start warcraft3 and im still curious about it...
-Tyranny with the steel chair bc a buddy of mine finished it a few days ago and that reminded me i wanted to see the Disfavored-favored path too
-AT SOME POINT i need to reinstall bg3 and play oxoth again to see all the new stuff (and the minthara rome ants)
-I also need to need to play control and prey bc those are games i played a little of and liked but then never rly played again eventho i liked them and they are cool
-Other games i dont have yet but i want to play: Daggerfall (it looks so charming...) mouthwashing, slay the princess, sorry we are closed, indika + the 7 million random smaller rpgs on my steam wishlist lol
sadly marvel rivals is very fun and im still a wow raider so like... lmao. AND Avowed is being released in a few months so thats what im gonna play when it comes out....
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Ah, childhood memories (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Gaster#Having such clear external-view memories of what happened when they were young would probably give Sans a lot of ammunition lol#Not that they'd know any different - their poor memories honestly :( - but having such clear memories in places would have to be weird#Most people have childhood amnesia to an extent! Tho it's hard to say when that would've applied to them anyway with their sped-up growth#Not to mention the trauma#And it's possible that doesn't apply to Monsters to begin with lol - but it's all a moot point anyway since these are their only memories!#It's sad to think of how much of themselves are missing forever since Gaster didn't experience them :(#This is what happens when you get behind on your work >:0#I really wonder what their lack of memories/restoration of memories would do for their like/dislike of certain things!#Like how Papyrus says that sitting with Sans in his lap makes a lot of sense as to why it was so familiar and comforting#But also that knowing makes it sad as well :( Knowing recolours their understanding and interpretation!#Knowing Why makes things make sense but does it actually Help? It's a tough question - certainly it hurts in the moment#The little things Gaster has infected for them and for himself ♥ Like taking notes! Like chess and sweets and spaghetti and lab coats#And dark sweaters and cigarette smoke and hugs and intelligence - how many pieces of all of them have A Feeling attached#How many more have A Memory - and even more than that A Memory Lost and unrecoverable ughhh ♥#But the little things they can hold on to hehe <3 Like pinging Gaster for what they all know and remember#Why does he even keep coming over if he knows the reception he'll get? Lol#Feels particularly self-loathing and goes to get bullied as penance pfft
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Hey guys I'm still into wha btw, here's my art for the deciduous spells zine, just wanted to draw my favorite guys being happy for once.
I feel like my art always ends up being in a modern au idk how, it just keeps happening
#I don't talk enough about how much I love these guys#also can you tell this was my first time drawing Coustas and Tartah? Probably#this one is from September so it's a lil rushed bc I was going thru it with uni homework (I still am)#Man I want to make more fanart but something always comes up yk how it is#Wha zine#Wha fanart#coco witch hat atelier#Coustas witch hat atelier#Tartah#Coustas#atelier of witch hat#witch hat atelier#i drew something#Wha coco#Wha Coustas#Wha tartah#It's not really an old piece but tbh I probably would have done some things differently if I'd made it today#the composition never quite satisfied me with this one you have no idea how many sketches I made and none ended up looking good ughhh#But whatever what's done it's done life goes on and all that#Alt text#image description in alt#image described#image description in alt text#I feel like I always put too many tags saying the same thing#Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes in the alt text there might be idk English
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He demanded to be drawn as cunty as possible waist down. Grabbed me by the collar and yelled at me (fucken bitch istg)
I've been sitting on this for weeks now lol
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Weirdmageddon version largely inspired by RGBill, hence why he's there
He still has four fingers bc I read somewhere how Ford has the two extra fingers of his and I think that's cool. Also Bill would totally do that just to manipulate Ford into thinking they're similar.
There's a difference between the two versions not just design wise but also on the level that the "regular" one is more like a puppet than anything, whereas the weirdmageddon one is a physical form. That's what the arms snaking around his "arms" are for!! They're for puppeteering! He doesn't care enough about legs to bother linking them up as properly.
Bitch puts on as much jewelry as possible I just got lazy after a while lol
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#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill ci the triangle guy#gravity falls bill#human bill cipher#human bill design#bet you thought the “Tuesday” caption didn't mean anything#honestly I'd probably write more if I was super friggin tired#i just spent all night drawing yuri again#look out for that I'm posting that tomorrow#I'm super late to this whole human bill party but whatever#fuck scheduling it always fucks up my posts#i had to hassle with this thing for five minutes ughhh
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*sighs* precious baby version of night and his mentally drained brother/dad got me dropping everything for a quick doodle<333
au by @dreemurr-skelememer
#my art#utmv#resetmare#dream sans#nightmare sans#nightmare#dream#ughhh idk i don't like how any of these came out >:'D#i mean they're a lil rushed i guess- but eh it's good enough to post hhh#i wanted to add so many more scenes but goshh i need to keep up with my studies at this point before i fall behind HGFVG#sketching the first lil drawing made me think of myself as a kid nagging my parents with so many weirdly specific questions xD#that or night is probably talking dream's nonexistent ears off about a story he read or his crazy day playing with the animals outside-#man what an adorable and sweet kiddo! nothing is wrong with him or his imaginary monster friend :) <333#(but seriously tho..dream is so sleep deprived he'd just chalk up seeing tentacles move around the house as hallucinations hh :'Dc)#augh i just love this concept (dadmare/dadream in general) so muchh like YESSS gimme more of the anxious angsty brother stories<3333
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I have a theory that when Raph was outside Donnie's door, crying, apologizing, and begging for Donnie to love him; Donnie actually wanted to immediately go out and hug him, comfort him, and tell him that he loved him (After all he knows how it feels to beg and cry for love and be rejected, and he doesn't wish that on any of his brothers), but he just couldn't because of fear and trauma (He literally couldn't barely be around Raph without starting to have a panic attack and begging for his life) and he's frustrated with himself for it.
That's why the next day he forces himself and tries harder to be around his siblings, interact with them and try to physically touch them or let them touch him, even if it still terrifies him, because he is able to notice that his siblings also need comfort, and he can't fix it in his situation... (When his brothers realize this, he's going to break their hearts again 😭)
It's very much his character to try to improve because others need him more than because he needs it...
I also think that one of the keys to his healing is for his siblings to show vulnerability and how this situation has also broken them emotionally, and how they need him 🥺.
Of course, the ideal is that he would take the time he needs, focus on his healing at his own pace and because he needs it, but they don't have the privilege of "time heals all", so it can be forgiven ❤️.
yep!!! essentially!! :3
donnie especially around the second half of caged lungs HARD pivoted to focusing on nothing but their happiness and contentment, because in his work there'd always been an underlying desire to prioritize it (you know. as their breadwinner and provider. and theoretically he does every job around the house just short of easy chores; he was even the one to teach medic work to leo in CC. even if splinter was a more active parent, its not like he'd magically turn into a carpenter lmfao), but still his desire for praise was such a driving force. it wasnt complete selflessness before- i'd say it probably is now.
really its a little painful that guilt tripping is the thing that backed him into this corner, and it's the thing that's actually successfully been coaxing him out of it up to this point. he's developed a very extreme fawn response (that was almost like a worst case scenario of behavior he was ALREADY falling back on before all this happened) and so far exploiting it has been the most successful play, which uhhhh sucks!!! lol. poor dude
this'll probably be a huge problem even once they're in the clear, too. leo recognizes his assessment of not really wanting him to do his job is selfish but its also kind of fair, because i could genuinely see donnie RELENTLESSLY throwing himself into chores until his hands bleed when he thinks someone's upset with him, or is experiencing a delayed trigger he cant identify the source of, or even on days where he wakes up upset after bad dreams (which are about to become very regular, actually). as much as it sucks they'll probably have to keep an eye on him, they'll probably want him going to them before he decides to do something like that because it is a form of self-harm. no matter how necessary it may be, they dont like the idea of him having to ask permission to do things, but oh well.
#ask#canary continuity#easy solution is probably gonna end up being “we can do it together” at least#they dont want him doing things like that ALONE#but i could see him working and hiding it from them. ughhh owie#mikey will probably hang out in his lab a lot more. he already has been mentioned to have been there a ton before lol#he knows his way around it. hence why he remembered the tranqs actually
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Chat is this what a intense break up feels like?
I miss him
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I miss them
#that one meme -> he really wants the cookie#ughhh I miss my wife#I got too attached#logan. baby. please do indycar I'm on my knees#please sweetheart let me know you're alive. post ONE instagram that's all I'm asking#got me begging on his doorstep to give the relationship one more chance#I apologise for these tags I got a little emotional 🗣️#norgeant#lando/logan#logan/lando#logan sargeant#ls2#ll42p#lando norris#ln4#landogan#lando was probably looking over at Carlos in this pic 😀#was gonna post these pics but then the logan announcement happened and they've just be sitting in my photos since
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it is in fact mourning feylin hours i fear
#they’re so#AUGHHHHHHHJJH#like rlly they could be interpreted as feyre being beast#and tamlin being beauty AND rose#and really they worked cuz the roles of their retelling were simultaneously switched and not?? somehow#probably because the mix of the ballad made it more interesting and stuff#but like also as a relationship tamlin was written for her and not the oyher way around#and they were genuinely friends and had shit in common#and rlly technically it is feyre who initiates their relationships#and it’s like he fell first AND he fell harder#sry i don’t make sense but they’re just ughhh#sarah why did you take this from me😖😖😖#eight years ago aprill 22 2016 i lost it all🧌#acotar#feylin#pro feylin#i’ll never get over them
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is this outfit historically accurate? probably the fuck not. is it practical in any way shape or form? also probably not! but does it serve cunt? YES 😩🙏💅 and that's all that matters!
#oc liveblogging#i feel so bad hakjshkgjhsk if any fashion designer/person who actually knows anything about fashion really saw my designs#they'd beat the absolute shit out of me. LIKE IM SOSRHSHF IM PROBABLY MIXING THINGS THAT WOULDNT MAKE SENSE BUT AHGH IM TRYING#i do reference a lot of shit and i am trying to get better at drawing cloth and such. my friends rly being into cosplay has made me start#thinking abt materials bc a lot of designs dont specify that yeah? and it is cool to think about like is that cotton or polyester or vinyl?#fuckk tho I THINK I BLAME VOCALOID & MONSTER HIGH FOR MY TASTE IN ALT FASHION FOR CHARA DESIGNS. MH ESPECIALLY TBH#being really into doll lines when i was younger in general means a lot of focus on the clothes bc yeah duh thats a main doll selling point?#btuahktjskgslg. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.#now the problem of all time. my ass who loves to add little details but how many can i add w/o the design getting messy#and not being a pain in the ass to draw every time bc theres sm to do. i love coloring but also at what fucking cost man...#like i loveee lace but ITS SO FUCKING HARD TO DRAW. RUFFLES AND SHIT FGRAHHRHHH fuck u frilly fashions so cute but so hard to draw grrr#also on the historically accurate note grhhHGHAHH im so sorry but WHY IS MENS FASHION SO BORINGGG 😭😭😭#like maybe i need to look more but uGHHH generic suit generic brown suit plsease i need some variety. i know social expectations stuff yes#but ghshkgjsjh PLEASE. im trying im doing more research...
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HC: Raiden and Fujin's love language is touching foreheads and feel each other's powers, a small gesture from their parents that makes them feel like home.
#SIBLING love language#I'm watching you.#both were probably very spoiled with affection by their parents#with the passing of time they fear forgetting how their parents used to hold them#often doing that small gesture to let each other not forget their roots#and not forget they are loved#they pass that gesture to Liu and Lao#ughhh I need them together on screen more I need to see them being good siblings that argue and fight and later hold each other crying#Raiden and Fujin's dynamic is so underutilized it's CRIMINAL#mk11#mkx#mk4#mk raiden#mk fujin#lord raiden#lord fujin#GIVE THESE GODS A HUG
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Junot Monday was like two days ago and I'm waiting for next Monday already for more Junot news... I need it now 😭😭🥺
#i'm so desperate for more junot info#UGHHH rosa u so cruel 🥺🥺 (/j) luv u#i should probably start digging again for more info too..#at least jel's fun stories are feeding me :3
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I'm very tired, and also we got pizza yesterday which was a giant mistake. I ate half of it yesterday and half today. so so much pain. why did I choose to have garlic oil on it?! it probably would've been bad already without that. but no, I just had to make it even worse.
#I'm not sure what the pain even is#maybe heartburn? I still don't understand what that really feels like so could be. but I don't know#it's probably because I don't have a gallbladder anymore and I know I need to watch how much fat I eat and everything... but ughhh it has#not been this bad even once since I had it removed#so this was unexpected#ouch. it was really bad last night. it took me so long to fall asleep 🙃#I also started taking a magnesium supplement a few days ago bc it was recommended to me.#so yeah my body hates me even more now and everything is bad :)#I'm just gonna go to bed and play stardew valley until I hopefully fall asleep.#personal#the pizza was delicious btw. I do regret eating it but... clearly not enough to not finish the second half 😬
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I DEEPLY miss the era of being an online artist and being able to have a page with detailed customization and SLATHERING it with your ocs, your art, your friends, other artists you looked up to, etc . And striving to make it really POP, but like, not as a form of… “branding” or trying to sell your aesthetic, back then it was literally just “hiii look at my ocs :3c i made this page myself with basic html and i had fun!! Look look look!!”, i miss pagedolls, i miss pixel art, i miss old school deviantart and tumblr where we actually cared about each other’s page themes , i miss artists being a more intertwined community instead of being forced to focus on what is the most “palatable” !! I wish we didn’t have to sell an easy-to-swallow “brand” to survive, i just want to create, and i miss when there were platforms FOR artists, yknow?
#ughhh.. bark bark bark. not to sound like an old man but i miss ye olden days when you could customize more than a banner and a pfp.#im so tired of minimalist online spaces. i want 1000 stamps and blinkies and a dancing lil gif of my ocs!!!#im thinking about starting a MySpace page now that im getting more into coding#i miss old deviantart so bad i remember like 10 years ago when da was actually fun#the only website i can think of that has this level of customizability is … toy house#and nothing against th tbh but ive just never been able to Get Into It#i should probably try??? it seems like a decent artist community#but i want MORE of that. i want my page covered in EVERYTHING top to bottom no blank white empty space#rrrr. ok im done. bark bark#j barks
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also picking raspberries turned out to be.. really fucking hard
#it's so physically demanding broo ToT#idk i feel like im just weak af because some people there seem to do it so easily and i can barely#do half a day#and they want me to do a full day tomorrow bro#like#I'm so tired after half a day..#i genuinely feel like i might just collapse or something#i do want that bit of money tho but it's sooo exhausting#i went there for half a day today and it killed me bro i was just lying in bed#and i didn't want to fall asleep cause it was like noon already but#i didn't even have the energy to look at a phone lmao#well it's gonna be over this week probably cause#the raspberries are going to stop growing in a few days apparently they're saying in 2 days#we're going to be done#I'd love to make more money but I don't think i can fucking do ittt#its so physically demanding whyyyyy#and why are there grandmas working with me in that field and they seem just fine BROOOO TOT#but yeah now that im thinking about it this also might be part of my problems cause#im soo much.ore irritable rn just cause im literally exhausted all the time ughhh#i came back home 3 days ago and i haven't even had the time to sit down at a desk and draw something#not even mentioning energy aughhh
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The Sign of Four - Part 7
(live reactions)
Jesus Christ John you've known her for a week
HE SAID THE THING!!!!!
"And we saw some tigers too☝️"
"Poisoned by a individual he claimed was a white man."
A white man??! No!!
Ok John God chill
It's not himm
Cricket.....
Someone give John a hug rn!!!
Oh no not Gwen!👀
(when are we meeting her!! Ughhhhh come onnnn)
Was Aurora the boat? In the book?
"I'm completely stumped" was that a pun
"(...) and then I’m there like help me I dunno, diamonds or something"
Ok that was funny :))
"Yuuuuge"
Ugh
(Yes I did say that out loud)
Oh no is she gonna say ily
Close
Oh no.. :(
Yup she's blaming herself
(I mean, there was only one reaction that information could've elicited)
"I was looking for you!"
*Sigh*
Stop being sweet John
Yeahhhhh the irregulars!!
Calling John out for his unusually minty breath
Yeah John why was the wine out
Tommy??????
"are we also up your arse" :))
Tobyyyyy
I need to know who the sniff actor for Toby was
"Watson :D"
"Yeah I know what you're gonna say!"
"You do??"
"Yeah, the game is afoot!"
Awwwww
#sherlock & co#the sign of four#god im tired of tagging this episode#i mean story#part 7#just three more... actually no cuz I'll probably make some posts that arent reactions too#ughhh
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I know I JUST said that I would be too busy to make art in the coming days but I. did it anyway. guys looks it’s lethia I love him so much. look he even has little bug-person symbol flags he’s so cool (HE DOES NOTHING) (SERIOUSLY HIS ENTIRE PURPOSE IS THAT HE DOESNT DO ANYTHING AND NOBODY REMEMBERS HE EXISTS) (HE WAS RELEVANT FOR ONE MINOR INCIDENT AND EVEN THEN EVERYONE FORGOT HE WAS THE START OF IT ONCE A WIDER CONVERSATION ABOUT THE INCIDENT STARTED)
#pdbc#art#ughhh I love him so much!!! if only he did more#I say that as if there’s something stopping me from giving him a bigger role#he just wouldn’t be the same if he was important…..he’ll be confined to random doodles and being in the background forever#still working out his design. this is Probably final but I might tweak some stuff#first of all I dunno if the arm fluff should go on the elbow or wrist. both would seem too cluttered#second of all I need to well. make him not look so cluttered#I want ti make it obvious he’s a privet hawk moth and those have really cool stripes but stripes are a one way ticket to cluttered designs#like even when drawing it I got confused where his leg was because it blended in with his abdomen yiiiikes okey#also his eyes are Probably more drooped but I just wanted to draw him wide eyed and goofy lookin#my beloved…..making him trans also made me more comfortable in being queer so he has a special place in my heart#I should draw the bug people more I love them. they’re so small too#like most characters are above average height (around 5’8+—#there must be something in the water on fincg island considering one of the only characters who isnt tall isnt from there. anyway)#but the bug people are around 3 to 4 feet tall. sure they’re rapidly evolving bugs but they’re still bugs they’re gonna be a lil short yknow#tumblr crashed when I posted this this is a hate crime (it is because I’m yapping way too much in the tags)
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