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gm ! honestly ? my goal before 2024 ends is to learn how to flip giant pancakes without turning them into half-wobbly messes 🤧
#i tried making protein pancakes this morning and it was so!!#thick and big and cooked faster than my peanut butter#pancakes which.. threw me in a state of panic bc i didnt#expect that. where is Jim Kirk when you need him to flip them#pancakes fr--- i wish i had a fraction of his talent. heck 🥴🥴🥴#if anyone has any suggestions pls lmk LOL but i believe next#time i will try to make multiple pancakes with smaller size#ANYWAY. i sure rambled about pancakes this whole post.....#BUT PANCAKES ARE THE BEST T_T (esp when you can#make them withour flour and keep them < 300 calories)#| ★ LUCYS HEALTH FITNESS RAMBLINGS#there a tag if yall dont wanna listen to me talk about these#lmao#tbd
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I'm like. The equivalent of clawing at the walls of my enclosure. Specifically because I have an au idea and I don't want to write it into a fic. Help.
#Listen. Listen.#I can't write a house md fic and post it on the internet#I know NOTHING about medical care. I barely understand my own conditions and I've had those for forever#Also I only know two things about this au and they are that wilson is a good dog and that chase eats rocks#I cannot post this fic in good faith the internet will murder me for it#Also I'm not even two seasons in?? So I've got no idea what's up with most of the characters#I do know chase gets to be magic in my au exclusively because his dad is also a doctor and because he feels like a rock eater#Even that's liable to change though idk enough about him either#That said I sooo wanna talk about this au. But also I'm vaguely certain none of my mutuals are in the house md fandom#Which makes cornering a mutual in post tags/an irl mutual at a social event impossible. Because yall dont know what I'm on about#But ghhhh I love this au so muchhh#:( times in the house today#(haha. House. Not even intentional lol)
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TEACH ME (m)
synopsis. Teach me.. that’s what he says everytime he’s got his fingers deep inside you.
trope: age gap [10 years] yandere, forbidden relationship and cheating.
warnings. f-ngering, expl-cit themes, pr-fanity, he’s got a filthy mouth, f-rbidden r-lationship [teach-r x st-dent], y-ndere jk, p-sessive beh-viour, j-alousy, ch-ating, m-oning strict 18+ THEMES. MDNÏ.
note. PHEWWWWWW 🫠🫡🥵… YALL….. this is for all the horny girls on my blog. ONLY FOR YOU!! I think this is not gonna be a series but just a one shot and I hope to get it out soon but I wanted to put out a teaser and please talk to him and I just know you’re gonna love him because I know you guys have some fucked up fantasies. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS. I LOVE READING YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOUR ASKS also YALL the colored gradient text looks so pretty 🥹🥹🥹
note 2.0. This is strictly for 18+ so please do not interact if you’re underage. [TEASER]
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“Hahaha what??”
Jungkook walks to your figure, you’re standing behind your desk, your back leaning against the blackboard, he knows you’ve said something really important right now but…
How the fuck is he supposed to take you seriously when your tits are practically popping out of your right dress shirt? Or the pencil skirt that is clinging onto your ass like second skin?
Goodness you’re so fucking hot, his cock is practically pulsing inside his underwear.
“Ms yn… what?” He manages to say, now towering over your smaller figure, you glare at him, swear tickling down your forehead.
“It’s Mrs Jeong for you!”
“Ms yn…. No.” Jungkook rolls his eyes as he closes the distance between you two, there’s no one in this empty university hallway, your door is closed,
Jungkooks eyes are set on you like a predator and the way your breathing is irregular suddenly, makes him feel superior to you despite your age difference of 10 years.
“Sorry that’s almost sounds like you said Mrs Jeon…. Haha… so similar won’t you agree?” His chest is now touching yours, his eyes contain a carnal hunger for you.
“I’m sorry but that can’t happen, yn.” He tsks, feigning disappointment, like he’s sympathizing with you, but you know better.
Jungkook knows that you know him better than anyone.
You know him so deeply and so intimately.
Jungkook forces his knee between your legs, spreading them, you gasp, he smirks.
“How dare you try to abandon me huh? I don’t give a fuck- NO JUNGKOOK YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I-I CANT COMPROMISE- shhh.” He presses his finger on your tinted lips.
He guides his hand down your panties, playing with the hem of it, “n-no jungkook please don’t-“” jungkook doesn’t stop, “listen yn- or Mrs Jeong.” He grits his teeth while spitting your last name out,
“I don’t give a FUCK ABOUT YOUR PATHETIC HUSBAND! OR YOUR SHAM OF A MARRIAGE!” He seethes,
“How pathetic you are huh?” he bites his tongue before speaking. “You sleep on that very bed with your stupid husband where I’ve made you cum so many fuckin times huh?” He tugs your panties down roughly.
You need a reminder of who you belong to, and he will gladly do it right here in this classroom.
“J-JUNGKOOK What are you doing?” You stutter, he rolls his eyes.
You know damn well what he’s doing. “Oh ms yn. You should know damn well and what I’m doing. Because your body knows it.” He smiles, almost cruelly at you.
He starts to tease your wet pooling heat, his fingers skilled as he starts to move them around your clit.
“nghh nooo..” you can’t even hold your moans at this point. He gets your sexual frustration. Your pathetic excuse of husband can never please you.
Your brain & your heart, and especially your pussy are currently fighting with each other right now disagreeing with what you really want and what you should do.
arguing with you between what’s wrong and what’s right.
“Oh come on ms yn- you’re soaking wet for me..” he plunges his fingers inside your inviting cunt.
“Oh yes moan for me…” he groans, whispering in your ear.
Your eyes are at the verge of rolling back he fucks you with his calloused fingers. “Divorce the bastard and I’ll let you cum.”
He pumps them in and out of you- teasing you.
Jungkook licks the side of your neck, grunting in your ear.
“If you won’t divorce him I’ll murder him and then fuck you right infront of his rotting corpse.”
#jungkook smut#bts smut#smut#yandere x reader#yandere smut#jeon jungkook#jungkook#bts x reader#jungkook x reader#Jungkook x you#jungkook ff#jungkook fanfiction#jungkook fanfic#yandere bts#yandere jungkook#jeongguk x reader#bts fanfic#jjk smut#yandere jjk#jjk angst#kpop smut#dark jjk#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jjk scenarios#jjk imagines#jungkook imagine#jjk fanfic#yandere au#yandere x you
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Unexpected Love (smau)
✮- pairing: joão félix x fem!reader
✮- faceclaim: madison beer
✮- summary: when an unexpected turn of events causes a beloved pop star and a rising fútbol star to unexpectedly fall in love and share their story through social media
✮- warnings: none
✮- author’s note: this is pure fiction, also this is my first time doing anything like this so if you have any tips or feedback that would be great. also jude bellingham and reader have a pure platonic friendship.
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username1 are we gonna talk about what my man just said a few minutes ago..
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username2 UHMM… when was this?!? (not that im mad about this at all 🌚)
username3 SAY WHATTTT
username4 wait why do i kinda ship…
username5 he’s upgrading 😌✊
username6 MY WIFE AND HUSBAND!?!!?
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yourusername finishing my newest album can be expected to drop later this week 🤍🎶
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sabrinacarpenter can’t wait to listen ☺️
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username7 can we be expecting any feature by anyone 🌚
username8 i wish i wanna see her feature with someone again!!
username9 i’ve been counting down the days since your last album im so excited!
judebellingham can you even play the guitar? 🤨
yourusername yes now why are you hating 😒
judebellingham IM JUST ASKING
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yourusername ackk i can’t believe it after 2 motnths of working my ass off y’all can finally go stream UNEXPECTED ENCHANTMENT 😌 anddd not only that but i’ll be having a tour in europe/the uk for it as well, so go buy tickets if interested i’d love to see all of you there! 🤗 i’m so happy that i was able to pull this off in the spam of 2 months thanks to not just my production team but a certain someone who might or might not be my muse thank you 😉 but HOPE YALL LOVE UNEXPECTED ENCHANTMENT!!! 🫶🏼
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judebellingham so did your “muse” send all those flowers 👀
yourusername wouldn’t you like to know
username10 not jude being a chismoso
username11 he’s so real for that
username12 i love their relationship
theweekend congrats on your album
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username13 okay joão i see you liking her post 🌚
username14 our man is finally making a move 🙈
username15 can’t he just like her post?
username13 i’m just saying he might be liking it since he likes her
username16 ARE WE NOT GONNA ADDRESS SHE PRACTICALLY SAID SHE HAS A BF BY CALLING HIM HER MUSE AND THE WINKY FACE?!?!
username17 NO CAUSE LITERALLY WHAT ARE THE THEORIES GUYSS
@joaofelix79 just posted a story!
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joaofelix79 thank you for the amazing experience, i had a lot of fun! 🏎️
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username18 YOURE SO FINE JOÃO 🤭
username19 OMGGG DONT PANICK BUT Y/N LIKED
username20 AHHH SCREAMING AND CRYING
username21 uhmm wasn’t y/n supposed to be at this event too ?? 👀
username22 are we not gonna talk about who took these pictures 🧐
username23 probably his manager or a photographer?
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yourusername fast cars and even faster melodies! had a blast at the event! 🏎️🎶
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username24 spotted at the same event…. is it official yet? ❤️
username25 woww you and joão are both here! coincidence? i think not! 😉
username26 it was not a coincidence let’s be honest 😏
redbullracing we were happy to have you! come again soon
yourusername dw you’ll see me again!
@yourusername just posted a story!
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judebellingham has replied to your story
is it who i presume it is ⁉️
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who knows maybe.. 🤷🏻♀️
judebellingham
girl you know damn well 😒
fraternizing with the enemy is a big no no
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womp womp
go cry about it ☺️
judebellingham
i see where ur loyalty stands now 😔
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foxsoccerspn joão félix’s pointing gesture says it all. a win dedicated to someone special in the crowd! 🌹
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username27 pointing to his lucky charm? 🫣
username28 idk what else y’all need as proof to him and y/n dating SHE WAS LITERALLY AT THE GAME
username29 i really hope they are cause i shipppp!!
username30 this celebration means everything 🥰
username31 he’s so sweet i need a joão to my y/n like by yesterday
@yourusername just posted a story!
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barcelonasportsnews caught by surprise! joão félix and y/n l/n, from stages and fields to barcelona’s streets! 🌇❤️
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username32 I CALLED IT FROM THE START AND YALL ALL SAID I WAS DELUSIONAL
username33 awww they’re so cute wth 🥺
username34 HELLO ?? ARE WE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT HUGO LIKING THE POST
username35 NO CAUSE I HAD TO DOUBLE CHECK TOO 😭
username36 the new it couple 😍
username37 i’m just so happy he’s moved on from magui
username38 as he should she’s a bop 😝
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yourusername he’s got a way of turning every doubt into gold, with him by my side, there’s a story yet untold 💗
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joaofelix79 minha linda namorada 💗 (my pretty girlfriend 💗)
yourusername o meu lindo namorado 💗 (my pretty boyfriend 💗)
username39 AHH ITS FINALLY OFFICIAL
username40 i knew her album was about him 🤭🤭
lamineyamal mis padres ✌🏽(my parents ✌🏽)
yourusername mi niño (my boy)
joaofelix79 creí que yo era tu chico 😒 (i thought i was your boy 😒)
yourusername mmm los dos? (😁 mmm both of y’all? 😁)
useranme41 he’s living proof you can get with your celebrity crush!
#joao felix#joao felix x reader#joao felix x you#joao felix x y/n#joao felix fanfic#joao felix one shot#joao felix imagine#joao felix smau#joao felix blurb#joao felix drabble#joao felix fluff#football#football player x reader#football player x you#football player x y/n#football fanfic#football one shot#football imagine#football smau#football blurb#football drabble#football fluff
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Hey sorry i am trying to like. find examples of what you mean when you talk about mra stuff and (trans)misogyny in forcemasc content and tumblr search has betrayed me once again, can you explain?
(sorry I normally wouldn't ask but I wanna make sure I'm not perpetuating anything!! Also fucking tumblr search!!! it is ridiculous!)
so ive been sitting on this ask for months since ive got it. i want to do it justice and try to take it at face value that its being honest in asking.
The thing is, theres this trend and a weird amount of effort to be like force femme, to be forceful and like its something to fearful of and give in to. But we cant do that, cause all that does is reinforce the idea that being a man is a toxic thing. I saw this post the other day where a transman talked about like, the whole "raised as a weapon" thing, the violence and horror of being a man and raised that way versus how they felt growng into it as a transman. How they wanted to reclaim that phrase or something? i could be misremembering.
But that was never the intent of forcemasc. It wasnt actually about being a dude, literally *forcing* someone who was unwilling into masculinity, none of the posts that i made that started the community (and yes i, a transfem butch woman, started and made this community and some of yall need to get over yourselves) were ever about that, it was intended to be a soft mimic or even a call to forcefemme.
i was all about making it soft and tender for a reason, cause if i didnt i was only reinforcing the toxic masculinity narrative, "men fighting in the mud" "men are dominant and cool" " to be a man is to be forced into masculinity and to be disgusted with the feminine" or whatever. When masculinity isnt about just men, and being butch isnt just being masculine. masculinity should also be sensitivity, not domination. i wanted it to be better, show a better side of what masculinity could be, what being butch is.
Ive spoken before a bit too, about the tags people used and added to forcemasc, and really maybe i was wrong in ever naming it forcemasc. people used and still use tags like autoandrophilia, autoandrophile, androphile, autogynephilia, androphilia, and autogynephile. Ive seen so many people with urls and tags and posts calling themselves transandrobros, literally calling themselves MRAs, as if that was something to be proud of, as if they dont understand that they arent fighting for their and our rights, they're fighting for cis-mens rights by using those names and terms, not transmascs/transmens rights. I can understand ignorance, but weve talked about how the words you use have history, especially those like the tags i mentioned and androphilia and androphobia and others, all of them have roots in deeeeeeeply misogynistic and transphobic people and history.
Literally all of these are awful and are phrases that arent and wont be reclaimed because theyre history is one of pain and hurting trans people, one of coercive 'help', literal forced detransitioning and reinforcement of MRA and terf narrative that men are both good and the worst creature alive and that to be a woman is to be disgusting and the purest thing all at once. That to be a transwoman is sick and we shouldnt be trusted.
Im trying to be very kind, not scream and rage, not because i dont desperately want to, but because if i do, as a butch transwoman, ESPECIALLY cause i claim being butch, people wont listen to me no matter how much of what i say is meaningful. one of the reasons why im doing this NO, instead of in anothr day or two, is that im coming to terms with the fact that the situation will just get qorse, not better without words.
Part of why im still sane is that ive gotten a couple asks here and there about how my posts and creation of the community has helped them and its so wonderful to see that, genuinely so amazing to see people recontextualize and love themselves. its wonderful and im so fucking happy about it.
i personally made this space so i could love myself, who i am as a trans person and my body, and i knew that other people needed and wanted that for themselves too and i wanted to help, share this love with more people. That to be hairy and chubby and masculine and butch was a nice thing. But to me it feels like it was coerced into being a thing for Men. A thing no longer for me or people like me who share the butch culture and name to no longer enjoy cause people unfamiliar with kink and tran history have decided that masculinity and butchness are the exact same thing. Id say people should go be a bear, but you wont learn their culture either and thats cruel and insulting to bears.
We deserve better You deserve better. Stop falling for the lies and hate. We beg you
#forcemasc#the dragon replies#the dragon speaks#the dragon roars#force masculinization#force masc#force masc founder#forcemasc founder#ask me stuff#ask me things#transmisogny//#im tired#ill probably make a new tag to post new content under#ill also turn off anons#gonna keep asks in general on tho
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euronymous and reader have a huge fight and euro ends up getting so mad at her that he hits and she starts crying immediately and he feels so bad because he promised her he would never hit her no matter how mad he got anyways he’s like apologizing and kissing her and like carry’s her to their room but she’s still tryna put up a weak fight but she obviously gives up really fast and they just lay in bed while euro holds her and continues to shower her with love and apologies (ik u kind of already made one lik dis but i eat these up everytime mb)
ask & you shall receive (omg i think ive been spelling that wrong the entire time)
"why are you so mean?" | euronymous
meet me in the pale moonlight. - lana del rey
✮⋆˙ [tags] @faesucksass @lustkillers @mayathepsychic1999 @josibunn @si1nful-symph0ny @vanlisbon @simply-stellarr
female!reader x euronymous
word count: 888 (lucky number yall)
contents: angst
“why can’t you just listen to me for once?!” you latched onto his arm as he started to storm off. he immediately pushed you off, shoving you back into the wall. “why can’t you try to have a normal conversation?! having to listen to you whine every day has become such a pain in my ass and i’m sick of it!” he snapped back at you.
euronymous had come home after a bad day. you’d tried to cheer him up by cuddling with him for a little, only resulting in you getting pushed off. you’d asked why he was so upset, but that didn’t go so well, and that’s how you got here.
“can’t you just tell me what’s wrong?! i just wanna help you but you keep shutting me out!” he tried to walk away from you again, but you stood in front of him, blocking his path. he stares daggers at you as he speaks his following harsh words. “well maybe i don’t want a whiny little bitch getting all up in my business. ever thought of that?”
you stood there, staring blankly at him. euronymous had gotten mad at you before, but it had never to the point of him insulting you. a wave of anger washed over you. “how could you say that to me?! i’m you’re girlfriend, for crying out loud!” you started backing up from him a little, bracing yourself for a loud response.
his pale cheeks flushed red. “oh yeah? well maybe that’s where i went wrong in the first place! you’re so clingy it’s like i’m not even allowed to breathe when i’m around you!” you noticed that his fists were balled and trembling slightly, but you paid no attention to that. “well maybe if you communicated with me more, we wouldn’t even be having this argument! i feel like you don’t even care about this relationship anymore!”
“you think i dont care? you’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. never forget that.” his tone is more cold and bitter than you’ve ever heard before. you think that he might truly mean everything that he’s saying to you, and the thought makes your entire body weak. you feel your heart breaking with every word he says, but manage to get one last thing out. “i wish i never met you! this relationship was a mistake.”
you saw him raise his fist. before you could process another thought, you felt a firm hand strike you right on the cheek, surely leaving a bruise. you fell to the ground, the impact being strong enough to completely throw off your balance. euronymous glared at you as you struggled to get up. “say that again, whore. i dare you.” you managed to stumble up on your feet, holding your cheek gingerly. you looked at him with tear-filled eyes before running off into your bedroom, only catching a glimpse of his regretful expression.
you walked in and slammed the door shut behind you, collapsing onto the ground as you choked out pained sobs. it didn't take half a brain to know that your relationship had been falling apart, but you’d been trying your best to revive things while they could still be saved. but maybe you were screwed from the very beginning and didn’t even know.
your thoughts were interrupted by a gentle, almost nervous knock on the door. you weren’t in the mood to talk. “go away.” your voice was raspy and slightly muffled. “angel… please…” you couldn’t quite make it out, but it sounded like he was crying. you sighed, standing up and walking over to the bed, sitting down with your arms crossed.
he opened the door, sheepishly peeking his head through the crack. he met your angry gaze with one of pain and regret. he slowly walked in, closing the door behind him. he couldn’t look directly at you as he sat beside you on the bed, but you could tell that the argument was killing him on the inside. “...i’m sorry…” he whispered so softly that you could barely hear him.
he scoops you up into his arms, planting a soft kiss on the place where he hit you. you were still giving him the cold shoulder, refusing to let him think that you had forgiven him. he wraps his arms around your waist, holding you like you were a fragile bird that had fallen out of its nest. you refused to even look in his direction, but the way he peppered soft little kisses all over you made it difficult to stay so mad at him.
you half glanced at him, but that was all it took to bring a little smile onto his face. he laid down, pulling you on top of him as he kissed your forehead. “i know i’m an asshole. i’m so sorry for what i did… i-i didn’t mean to break my promise…” his voice broke midway through the sentence.
you sigh, looking down. he looks at you directly in the eye. “i’ll never hurt you like that again. i swear it.” the way his voice shook told you how much he feared losing you. you rested your head on his chest, hearing his heart racing. he wrapped an arm around you, pulling you close to him and letting you know that he would never let anyone hurt you again.
author's note: this was a little rushed, im sorry :(( and it was in my drafts for a long long time. but i hope you liked it :)) xoxo
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OMG ITS ON!! COOLNESS!!!
hey guyz its bow!! :3 im from inanimate insanitys first season! it was like so kewl!! had lots of fun bsidez the box they put me in but WE DONT TALK ABT THAT XD
i found this phone on the ground,, ummm idk whos it was but its mine now :p
i made this blog so u can all like send sum askz!! dont be shy! i dont bite,,, not usually >:)
sooo like yea!! send me sum askz! WAIT I SAID THAT ALREADY LOLLL
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tags of interest:
#bow chats: bow answering asks or reblog rps and stuff of the sorts
#misc asks: no specific plot related to the ask
#bow theories: theorize about bow!!
#light of abundance arc: a crk arc hehehe funny
#mod kit: thats me!
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hey guys its the mod! (she/any) few things i wanna let yall know rq
-bows typing is inconsistent- like she may type one way and type another way some other time idk i dont make the rules 💅 (this doesnt apply to the light of abundance arc, which she talks instead of types and uses full grammar for uhh LORE reasons yahooo)
-the art style may change- im tryna do lasso art but im new to it and ill probably change stuff at random
-this takes place after season 3! (yea theres a reason shes not a ghost UGH... im always on that lore grind💪💪💪)
-any asks are chill except nsfw, pro ships, fetish-y stuff, politics, unironic hate towards anyone, heavy vents (lighter vents are fine. im willing to listen! just pls nothing that could possibly trigger someone else)
-magic anons are cool lol. but i highly request that for every m!a you send, you also send a non m!a to balance it out
-wont feature any ships on this blog myself but i dont mind asks or jokes about shipping bow! just no illegal or problematic ones
-have patience when i answer asks pls 🙏🙏🙏 i work as a full time procrastinator and i already have another ask blog WHYD I MAKE THIS ONE LMAOOOO
-have a fun time !!!!
#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity invitational#bow ii#ii bow#bow inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity bow#bow chats
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@prairietrashdotcom tagged me!! gonna tag: @boilmybloodblue @arsonogenic @hidingbones @godspetdog - if any of yall have done this already, or wanna smack me for being annoying, thats alright too!
Do you make your bed? it really depends on the day tbh
What's your favorite number? 13 & 6
What is your job? administrative assistant @ a rural community college lmaoooo
If you could go back to school, would you? ....imma be real, no
Can you parallel park? hahahahahhaa no, but in my defense, you ever hardly ever need to out here in the country so
A job you had that would surprise people? i worked temporarily at my town's local haunt farm like 9 years ago
Do you think aliens are real? YEPPP
Can you drive a manual car? i ain't have no deddy to teach me nothin *read this in a country accent* but fr, no i can't
What's your guilty pleasure? i like what i like, im sorry i dont have one sdkjfdksj
Tattoos? here we goooo, i have 10! starting with my left arm: a crow with three legs on my hand, a dagger wrapped in thorn on my forearm, melting skull with arsonist's lullaby by hozier on the top of my arm, and 1926 on my elbow. my right arm: plague doctor on my hand, 'there better be dogs' gravestone on the stop of my arm, a tat on my forearm that needs to be covered up, arthur morgan's hat with 'be loyal to what matters' on my upper arm & lastly, 1978 on that elbow.
Favorite color? RED & BLACK ALWAYS
Favorite type of music? divorced dad rock, indie country?? rock country?? whatever that's classed as & old emo bangers are the go-to's, but i listen to just about anything tbh
Do you like puzzles? i am not good at em kdjdjk
Any phobias? i dunno kdfjksdj i have paranoia
Favorite childhood sport? baseball, i played in little league
Do you talk to yourself? sometimes ...........
What movies do you adore? okokok...sinister 1&2, saw franchise, abigail, vhs franchise, last shift, devils due, southbound, creep, silent hill, ginger snaps, bride of chucky, dead silence, black swan, nocturnal animals, prisoners, joyride, paranormal activity, coraline, cars, brokeback mountain, dinner in america, knives out (2019), hush, ghost rider, spiderman 3 (2007), narnia trilogy, the dark knight trilogy, southpaw, pride & prejudice, scooby doo (live action), fight club, the virgin suicides, stand by me, sandlot (1993)..dont let me continue.....
Coffee or Tea? southernnn sweet tea
First thing you wanted to be when you grew up? the line blurs in my memory from doing hair, tattoos & being a mortician
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tagged by @emily-prentits (listen i know you tagged me two days ago we're not talking about thank youuuuu)
last song: this is how a heart breaks by rob thomas and if i was listening to the rob thomas radio thats no one's business
fav color: green, we know it we love it, we mess with shades and still love every one
last book: i am 40% of the way through 77 shadow street by dean koontz and its so creepy but also very good
last movie: i have no clue but probably something with @horsetailcurlers2 the last one i though about watching was airplane! and the holiday (according to hulu is was monster inside which is a documentary about mckamy manor and i did not finish it bc mckamy manor freaks me the fuck out)
last tv show: once again probably with @horsetailcurlers2 and it was probably our weird 2006 show about a fruity family
sweet/savory/spicy: savory, too much sweet is bad bad bad and spicy i like but i cant handle bc im white
relationship status: single dears
last thing i searched: candle warmer, im looking for christmas gifts
current obsession: planning out gifts for my friends atm, i love being mischievous about bringing joy to my friends
looking forward to: the fact i get out early from work next wednesday
fav drink: rn? water, i love water so much yall, i also just found a bakery near my work with amazing hot chocolate
song playing 24/7: i havent been listening to music at work lately because ive been sitting with my team and dont want to miss what they say lmao, but i heard rob thomas on the train yesterday and have been loving it
current fav character: im back in a teen wolf phase, so my friend my bestie my little guy stiles stilinski is on the top of my mind
fun activity you would like to get into: listen dude i wanna bake and write and make art and im so so tired every single day
last video game: phone games count and it was exominer
last comic/graphic novel: school bus graveyard!!! so so good and i need to catch up, the one i have open on my laptop all the time is https://www.wildelifecomic.com/comic and you can see the trend i have in the media i enjoy
no pressure tagging: (once again jo tagged me two days ago and i havent been on here like at all so if youve done this sorry) @horsetailcurlers2 @crime-wives @knifebucket @coratatum @kidbabygodforsakenmess @secret-mafia-boss @shortangrybisexual @neatloaf and anyone else who wants to! tag me tag me tag me!!!!!
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🌸𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕕𝕦𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟🌸
Yooo, Erin speaking✌️ Welcome to my blog yall, LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED 🗣️🗣️🗣️
🍄𝕊𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕞����🍄
• Full name: Erin Vidal (vee-dal)
• Pronouns: She/Her
• Age: 17 (Dont be fucking weird about it)
• Gender: Female
• Ethnicity: Mexican/American
• Disabilities: ADD! But sometimes I do get very hyper if I am really excited and happy
• Favorite color: ALL OF THEM!!! But if I had to pick one it would be green 💚
• Interests: Singing, listening to music, all kinds of music (rap being my least favorite, sorry!), plants and mushrooms, crystals, spiritual stuff, drawing, video games, watching movies and cartoons, myths and legends, reading comics, rollerblading, and skateboarding! (Will update if I missed anything 🤔)
🌳𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤🌳
• 🪻Donnie🪻- @othellotron9000
•🍀Leo🍀 - @hamat0leonard0
•🌱Toby🌱 - @toby-the-crow
• 🌻Mikey🌻 - @all-time-champ-of-today
• 🌺Cassandra🌺 - @cassandra-j0n3s
•🌹Raph🌹 - @mad-dog-red
•🌷Usagi🌷 - @usayui
🌼𝔾𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 ℝ𝕦𝕝𝕖𝕤🌼
• No NSFW. Ever.
• T-CEST Dni or in other words No T-CEST. Absolutely not.
• No harassment of any kind, you will be blocked cuz I don’t wanna deal with you.
• Swearing is allowed, I don’t care as long as I don’t see ANY slurs of any kind.
• Questions are allowed ofc! I’m happy to answer any questions as long as they don’t break any rules or aren’t offensive
Annndddd that’s basically it for the introduction, hope we can all be friends and have fun! ❤️
🌺[𝕆𝕆ℂ ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕤:]🌺
Heyo, my name’s Acacia and I’m a ‼️MINOR‼️this is a ROTTMNT oc rp account! I prefer to keep my main account and rp account separate so if you want to talk to me about things other than the rp I’m in then please speak to me on my main account. Also there will be times where I cannot rp so either I will post whenever I can’t and when I’m back on and those posts will have the title: [OOC post], you’ll know when you see it, or just not respond until I’m not busy. Thank you for listening ❤️
Extras:
Tagging system!
Erin Playlist!
Erin/Azalea design!
#Hello / How are you - Et Nu [og post]#Are you bored yet? - Wallows [character reblogs]#Your text - sundial [text messages/calls]#Flowers - In Love With a Ghost [alone]#Lifelike - Porter Robinson [anon asks]#We are - ONE OK ROCK [asks]#Eeeaaaooo - Xguiz [random shit]#Cradles - Sub Urban [ooc]
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Last Song I Listened To:
"You" by Tennyson! it's a sweet little song and i use it for my qpr-in-my-series playlist. "What's the point of that? I could be pressing flowers with you. Savor all this time rather than fret all afternoon. Take me from my thoughts, now would be riper than limes in June." so soft.
Last Book I Read:
The Ballad of Black Tom by Victor LaValle is the last book i finished. phenomenal book. absolutely wonderful on a craft level. It pushes the reader to question the role of a black main character in an american horror, pushes the reader to question what constitutes horror is for black americans, and in that push answers your question for you, delicately, carefully. Deserves all the praise it got. Recontextualizes one of the most racist lovecraft stories and shows the character of Black Tom's humanity even as Black Tom tries to leave humanity behind. also. sentence level? so fucking good. down to the sentence it's so good.
I'm currently in the middle of like 15 books but off the top of my head
Witch King by Martha Wells
Dreadgod by Will Wight
To Say Nothing of the Dog by Connie Willis
On the Shoulders of Titans by Andrew Rowe
The Future Is Disabled by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha which feels more like a manifesto than anything else so im not really getting as much out of it bc disabled people on tumblr have been talking about the contents of this manifesto since 2015 or earlier
The League of Gentlewomen Witches by India Holton
The Last Sun by K.D. Edwards
Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl by Andrea Lawlor
Way of the Hunter by Samer Rabadi
Female Masculinity by Jack Halberstam
Coming up, I'm doing a buddy read soon of The Black Shoals: Offshore Formations of Black and Native Studies by Tiffany Lethabo King with @markeyverse and a buddy read of The Cooking Gene: A Journey of African American Culinary History in the Old South by Michael W. Twitty with @toopunkrockforshul and a book club read of When the Angels Left the Old Country by Sacha Lamb
Last Thing I Watched:
Star Trek: The Next Generation. I simply don't Watch things these days, unless we count youtube, in which I have watched Drawfee's "Driving from Washington to Mexico for Charity" to cope with grief bc omg you do not need your brain for that. it's comforting. and also my roommate is obsessed with Azerbaijani Village Cooking Videos and points out different foods and how like the ones he grew up with they are and how they differ from Georgian and Russian preparation and consumption and he tells me the names of the food and what they taste like. so we watch that almost every night if i dont fall asleep first.
Current Obsession:
my own work tbh. my poetry, my fiction, my paintings. trying to get better. i suppose outside of that. hm. my interest is turning toward gay nuns as of yesterday with a Realization of christian religious trauma being more real than i thought. im looking at "Immodest Acts", "Lesbian Nuns: Breaking Silence", "Scorched Grace: A Sister Holiday Mystery", and im hoping "Sisters of Sorrow" is gay bc if its not what the fuck are you doing. but i cant delve into them all yet nor buy them yet. and im trying to prioritize my TBR.
i'm also reading eco-justice poetry/nonfiction, afrofuturist, transformative justice, disabled, and solarpunk literature for my solarpunk wip
Tags 8 people:
im tagging yall. no big if you dont wanna do the meme. im gonna go lay down now. sleepy.
@filthburgur @cadencekismet @mysanaf @vorellaraek @markeyverse @pacifistrun @outside-your-window @cassandors
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Hii Raey! For the emoji ask game (the one I answered) Can I also give you the whole thing? :D [Only if you have the time tho!]
In that case...the whole thing - ones you you don't wanna answer <3
(Tag me in it btw :3)
📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?
a picture of a gravestone that says 'drowned in the pussy on it' with 'rip raey' shittily written under it. since i know you're so enamored with this lockscreen that you want to know my homescreen as well, it's the same image but hand drawn by my bestie
🍫 Cheese or chocolate?
chocolate but honestly both!
✨ Do you have any nicknames?
uhhh..... some of my friends call me pookie or raeybae but other than that not really lol
🎵 Last song you listened to?
against the kitchen floor by will wood!
✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?
yes and i just foudn out fairly recently that someone made a tumblr acc based off of one of my fanfics. that was a wild day
😏 Are you on discord?
yass. username commanderofspicyfire if yall wanna chat!!
💛 Do you have any piercings?
i have the basic ear piercings. i think it would be fun to have more but ive tried some of like the fake piercings & they don't really look that good on me + they're covered by my hair + you're not allowed to have piercings in when cheering so i'd have to get them all during the off season but there's not really enough Time for the piercings to heal before the season starts again </3
🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?
as gon said, if you want to get to know someone, find out what makes them angry!
🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?
uhhhh... probably like a caramel chocolate chip cookie.....
🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?
DOGS I LOVE DOGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1111!!!!!!!!!!! i do like cats too but DOGS BIG FLUFFY DOGS PUPPIES HOLY SHIT !!!!!
🎧 Headphones or earbuds?
headpohones yumy
🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?
i actually dont think that knowing how many calories is in a human tooth is weird but i can't think of anything else off of the top of my head soo. 36. but while fact checking my answer i came across a much weirder fact, which is that the average newborn human baby has 420,000 calories in it. well... blaze it baby......
🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?
both but im more of a morning person tbh. ignoring the fact that i can't get out of bed on time to save my life
🧸 Favorite place to nap?
in my bed so cozy and eepy
🏳️🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?
yass
🦋 Describe yourself in three words.
stupid bitch (affectionate)
👖 Jeans or sweatpants?
sweatpants
🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?
i dont really drink starbucks but on the very very rare occasion that i do, caramel frappucino
🧡 A color you can’t stand?
i don't have any of those, but my least favorite color just like by itself is definitely that desaturated yellowy green
☕ Coffee or tea?
tea!!!! i haven't had coffee in a while but it made me feel kinda sick
🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?
since uhh june 2022 i believe? so not that long in the grand scheme of things
🌴 Desert island item?
assuming this is the 'what would you bring if you were stranded on an island' question, i would bring the anime character saiki k for obvious reasons
🐸 Describe your aesthetic.
most of the time i just dress comfy but on the rare occasion that i do dress up it's like. pastel lesbian schoolgirl on the side of goth OR malewife.
🔮 What’s your dream job?
[winry rockbell head in hands image] i dont know
💙 Relationship status?
i mean ignoring the fake polyamorous relationship my besties have suddenly created, single
🤎 What color is your hair?
brown lol
💌 Do you talk to yourself?
nope
💄 Do you wear makeup?
not usually? sometimes i will wear some eyeliner but im kinda eepy
🌸 Best compliment you ever received?
i cant really think of the Best One because a lot of people have given me really really really nice compliments and i appreciate them all lots
💞 @ your favorite blog.
@gxlexii and of course all of my mutuals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love yall!!!!
(also, just out of curiosity, does tumblr not give you a notification when someone answers your ask?)
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shuffle your on repeat playlist and then list the first ten songs
Tagged by @jeffsatyr
ghost - jeff satur (im sorry but chorus vocal melody of all time, like so addicting so stimmy thank you jeff)
far away - little simz (y'all know im a sucker for her toned down tracks and her singing over a jersey club was something i didnt know i needed) (like the "dont wait around for me my baby" goes so fucking hard she did it for me actually)
abstract (psychopomp) - hozier (and what yall know about her??? like "sometimes theres a thought that you choose what you're doing" to "the moment i knew, i had no choice but to love you" like im setting a bonfire and staring into the pine forest actually)
two coffins - against me (song of all time don't talk to me about it)
city on a hill - mon rôvia (pls check this guy out if your into poetic folk songs plsss)
dilema - green day (screaming "I dont wanna be a dead man walking i don't wanna be a dead man walking" over and over can be so healing actually)
red wine supernova - chappell roan ("i heard you like magic, i got a wand and a rabbit" will never not get a chuckle out of me like lyric of all time)
i don't know - j-hope ft huh yunjin (beat too good like aboslute bop can not sit still listening to it)
i wish i hated you - ariana grande (its not my usual catalogue but the arpeggiator went crazy on this one its so stimmy)
101 FM - little simz (yall already know its song of all time to me like we used to have dreams of gettin outta flats [gettin outta flats] playing ps2 crash bandicoot mortal combat [know them ones] i mastered my flow like dizzy and busta [legends] ill one day buy real weed from a rasta [real rasta man] slicking down baby hairs way before insta - yall get it by now)
ill tag @le-trash-prince @kitas-cleaning-supplies @luminouschaotic @osamusbigtits @jgyapologism if you want to
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Well the question is does you friend like Riku b/c if she does then I'd say it's a compliment
oh my god no of course she likes riku i just wanna know exactly what she MEANT tho yk like what is it
#snap chats#I personally take being compared to riku as an insult Kinda#it's cause im so hyperfocused on his issues that i look past the nice things about him that could be attributed to me for me <3#it's not being able to accept genuinely nice things said about me for me <3#but we're not here to psychoanalyze myself ok i did that enough yesterday and it got weird#yall ever had a kindle read you bedtime stories cause your parents just Were Never There#so now you just catch yourself saying 'wow i want that character to read me a bedtime story'#can i get psychoanalytical actually cause i said this in my gc the other day and no one talked to me about it#but i wanna talka bout it But dont Message Me About It i just wanna feel seen#i said i wasnt going to psychoanalyze myself and look whats happened but its my blog so thats ok#you guys dont read the tags right if you do You Did Not <3#i went off topic again POINT IS i THINK she meant that in a good way i DO#my brains telling me not to think that but shut up she's my friend i'm sure she meant it cause like uhhh#listen she told me even she doesn't know so i can't even tell you on her behalf LMAOOOO
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hey yall. i need you to sit down with me real quick. its not anything awful, im just disappointed i guess.
i started forcemasc, force trans masculinization, with the intent on making it positive and mostly for myself cause my relationship with my body and gender is complicated.
i knew that force masc has generally speaking before i made the kink as it is now, to be mostly aimed at misgendering and detransitioning trans women. A awful thing and in most cases unkind. so when i started the tag and made this space (and i DID make this space, you cantvlie or gaslight me, I've got the paper trail) i wantef to make it positive for transmasc people and people like me, who dont get to feel the positivity of being trans and wanna be handsome instead of femme or hairy or what have you
so im really disappointed in transmen whove decided that not only is it about becoming a man, its about forcing other people into being men, which could be ok in certain contexts, cnc is a thing and im a fan of some of the stuff i see there from yall occasionally.
but yall, i need you to understand that i, a trans butch, started this tag, not a trans man. i need you to understand that being awful to other trans women and similarly other people in our community just makes it easier for terfs and rads and others to target transwomen
i need you to understand that androphilia, autoandrophilia is not a tag to be used for anything, i need you to understand our history, trans mens AND transwomens, that transandrophobia is a thing primarily used to excuse transmisogyny against trans women, not a real attack on trans men.
i need you to understand that forcemasc is about helping someone with their t-shots, putting gel on their chests, helping them feel handsome, sittong with them andbeing there to listen, and not all of those at once. its not just anout trans dudes
and YES i do get to have a say in this tag, i literally made it, its my child, i still care about it, I care about YOU and our community
if you dont understand why transwomen dont wanna talk to you this is why, you purposely misgender us cause you want to feel special, you purposely call us dude or bro or guy when we tell you jot to, when in any other case youd stop, because you think we're dumb or stupid or because youve fallen for the lies of terfs and awful people
#force masc positivity#forcemasc#force masc#force masculinization#transmasc nsft#force masculinization positivity#t4t#t4t nsft#the dragon speaks#dragon speaks#nsft#ftm#ftm hypno#autoandrophilia#autoandrophile
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tagged by @tidalstorm tbh i’m not sure i did this right but it was still fun to do tagging @kyeomshine @secndlife @vernosaur @queenoats (choco lets ignore the fact that we’re technically not mutuals on this blog ssdnvks but i thought this tag game was cute and thought of u lol)
(soft!)
baby pink | iridescent | glitter is always a good option | no bra | minimalistic tattoos | cherry patterns | sweet scented perfumes | wearing generous amounts of blush | doodling hearts | getting excited to pet an animal | fun nails | rewatching old barbie movies | hair sticking to glossed lips | heart shaped sunglasses | taking pictures of the sunset or sunrise | stuffed animals | protecting nature | stickers everywhere | teen movies | the light rain that falls from a clear sky at the beginning of the night |
(dark academia!)
neutral tones | masculine outfits | studying languages | worn down copy of books | grey skies | turtleneck sweaters | loose fitting pants | hair tied with a silk ribbon | trying to remember a cool difficult word you read somewhere to use in a convo | thick belts | minimal makeup | windows fogged by rain | vintage jewelry | blouses with cuffed sleeves | reading a murder mystery and trying to solve it | oxford style shoes | sweater vests | subtitled old movies in a language you don’t speak | leaves crackling as you walk | annotating books to express your emotions about the story |
(edgy!)
closet full of dark clothes | fishnet tights | makeup sweating off | neon signs | searching for unknown songs | chokers | band tees | doodling on old converses | finding smoking aesthetically pleasing but not doing it | weird humor | accidentally very dramatic | dim lights | layered outfits | chain belts | chipped nail polish | messy hair | low quality pics | piercings | combat boots | scribbling on desks |
(seventies!)
colourful wardrobe | doodling flowers | wearing short shorts | using a bikini top or bra as a normal top | listening to ABBA | flowers in your hair | DIYing everything | jamming to songs alone in your room | drunkenly telling your friends you love them | patterned bandanas | mid heeled shoes | messy braids | flared sleeves | walking barefoot on grass or sand | bold sunglasses | the good kind of tired you get after doing something you enjoy for hours | feeding stray animals | fun patterned socks | room decorated with succulents and other plants | likes to go roller skating or skateboarding |
(preppy casual!)
collared clothes | drinking juice out of a champagne glass | getting excited to see the met gala looks | thick headbands | small pastel cardigans | making your friends take your ootd pics | plaid mini skirts | tweed two pieces | watching reality tv to pass time | frilly tops | watching old hollywood movies | academically driven | long manicured nails | new year’s eve fireworks | colorful tights | layered golden jewelry | yearns for luxury brand items | decorating your room with fairy-lights | cursive and neat handwriting | lace details
(tidalstorm!)
fashion!baby | the perpetual but adolescent itch of rebelling | jawline | perfectionist | impulsive hair colouring | weird handwriting | the sound of crashing waves and an acute smell of sea salt at night | cramming | fast learner | rumbling thunder in the distance, rain plopping down against cobblestones | inner child, frequently nostalgic | good singer. | spicy food enthusiast. | chokers + dainty neckpieces | multiple piercings | messy, not at all a planner, big fan of spontaneity | anger that you sense budding under your fingertips, buzzing up to the cavity of your heart. | the feeling of wind hitting your face with the car roof pulled down. | cuddly. | paying attention to details + colour. | little spoon. | astrology! | a cycle of reading relentlessly + not reading for 7 months straight. | has to win at all games. | art enthusiast | looks androgynous. | silent strangers listening absently to the train skidding against its tracks | music pouring out of your ear buds, a cold hand buried inside your trench coat while you find yourself thinking about something you long for. | laughing until your belly aches. | dark nails. | sleeping with your glasses on. | introverted. | taciturn. | having long conversations with children. | chubby animals
(wavesmp3!)
summer storms | coffee in the mornings | tea in the afternoons | a silence enthusiast | enjoys being alone | getting books but never reading them | dissolving to music | sticking heads out of a sunroof | sitting on the beach but never getting in the water | watching the same three sitcoms | dancing in front of a mirror | blasting music while driving | uses peace signs constantly | ‘ahaha’ | always using a blanket | constantly writing in my head | raging sweet tooth | coca-cola lover | funniest person i know | can not fathom being in love | doesn’t believe in the concept of one best friend | verified hoe for april ludgate | dancer | always having an eyelash in your eye | yearning for the sea | downplays intelligence | craves admiration and praise | a secure person | no makeup | never wears jewelry but loves it | hoodies | thinks forehead kisses are the purest form of intimacy but hates physical contact | ripped jeans | scrunchies | good student | teachers pet | lazy | 🤪 emoji’s number one user | and s’mores pop tarts.
#i wanna explain some of these but maybe i shouldnt#tagged#okay yes i will#also the way half of these arent even aesthetics theyre just ... things LMAO whoops#okay so the funnniest person i know .. i have this theory that everyone person should be the funniest person they know cause you cater to ur#own humor and technically this theory has been proven wrong but i still stand by it#also again its not that i dont believe in love but i get sick and annoyed of literaly everyone in my life the concept of being in love just#it has to be fake okay theres legit no way thats a real thing that people do i dont believe#or maybe its just that the concept of love ive created in my head is too unreal because it is unreal#so the friend thing...listen i think there is so much joy and tenderness in friendships but the concept of a singular bff is so fucked#like its so possessive first of all and i know ppl who have been plagued by this idea and worry that because they don't have that#one best friend theyre less than or something and its just so stupid#like i realized this back at the ripe age of 11 when one of my friends was like im your number one best friend right#and i was like uh idk and she said okay rank all your friends and i just thought what. the. fuck! like its stupid yall#friendship is so important and so special dont make it anything less because maybe this person's 'best friend' is someone else#lets just all be friends to varying degrees and friends come and go too! people grow close then grow apart thats just life bro#okay last one lol even though ik this is just for me but when it comes to downplaying my smartness its like i know i'm smart#but when im with friends who just on paper dont make as good as grades as i do or dont get the best marks i downplay myself#like its actually really annoying and i should stop but in my head its like i dont want to flaunt the fact that i didnt fail the test#idk but i should stop but i learned pretty quickly in like middle school to never talk about what grades i made unless asked#because ppl like are mean if you make better grades of them and maybe its just a sort of envy but it makes me feel compelled to apologize#but like wth no why am i sorry for doing well ? im not#and i know this sounds so fucking pretentious but LISTEN its a real thing my sister never did that great in high school but she does really#good (grade wise) in college and she came to me and was like does this ever happen to you about the ppl being mean if u make better grades#and i was just like omg yes ! all ! the ! time !#okay anyways i am pretentious tho but thats another issue
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