#therapy announcements

[k-0thepowcardfan11]

Bye...

[bdemotes]

uhh uh uhm uhhhh

For s2 (early) celebrations can u make Adam??

Plspls it'll b cool :3

yuh !!1!

and uhhhh ones with blood underneath the cut lol

[wings-of-flying]

y'all fncers are kidding yourselves if you think there's any universe in which chip makes the first move. no shot. no way. the guy who represses his emotions? bullshit. whereas gillion 'you upset me so let's duel about it' tidestrider? come on. it just makes sense

[pastelaspirations]

Heeey... Hi... How's it been going, hahah... Me? Oh, yeah, I've been fine, just uh. Functionally dead and uh. Not having a g r e a t time-

Why?? Well. Let's make this as short as possible.

My October was completely full of school assignments and I was drowning

During fall break, my mom's cousin came over to our house and knocked a 48 inch hole in my bedroom wall in search of a water leak that didn't exist. It's a long story-

I discovered a professor that my brother was close to passed away. It hit me kinda hard and I haven't been feeling great

My car started having lots of issues. Shuddering, check engine light turning on, the whole works. Got it repaired, cost $1000

I'm stressed about the holiday season coming up 'cus I haven't shopped for anyone at all and I have to entertain family members that I might rather n o t (This is all without mentioning finals coming up)

So. U h. Yeah. Haven't been having the best time. B u t. It's fine, it's great. I'm actually getting therapy soon. :D And not occupational therapy, or physical therapy, since I GOT TO DO THOSE TOO-

N a h. It's the "getting a phone call at 9 in the freaking morning to confirm an appointment for behavioral health." W h o o p e e.

A h e m. Sorry. Anyway. I'm good. I'm fine. Have a picture of the Beast that I should have freaking done for chapter 38, but was too lazy and didn't get around to it. So, how have you guys been doing. Participated in Inktobertale and having a good time, I hope-

[imagineitdearies]

~ A Flawed Eternity ~

(AKA drabbles set in the Perfect Slaughter universe. 🩵 Special thanks to @themoonatmingitaw for the ko-fi request! 🩵)

In which Astarion and Tyrus use the hot springs.

~

“I don’t trust the druid,” Astarion declared two weeks after the alliance had been struck.

They were attempting to rest again following one of Tyrus’s tranced memories-turned-panics. He frowned down at Astarion now, hand pausing in the midst of playing with those silvery curls. “What’s happened?”

“Oh nothing—yet. But all his blathering on about that forest spirit child, waylaying our mission with superstition . . . more distressing, I couldn’t see past his gigantic hairy arse during that surprise attack,” Astarion grumbled.

Tyrus relaxed a bit. “You don’t like him,” he translated.

“I like his dedication to your sister—those arms are nice to look at on occasion—but outside that?” Astarion huffed. “His prying ‘helpfulness’ certainly wears on the nerves.”

Tyrus sat up a bit, nodding at the nearby spring. “Would a soak help calm them?”

Astarion narrowed his eyes up at him. “Have you tranced a full four hours yet?”

“. . . maybe this could help me trance easier, too,” Tyrus shrugged in lieu of an answer.

“Give you a handful more memories to choose from, at least,” Astarion sighed.

They both still struggled to rest, Tyrus especially. It felt worse falling into a terrible memory these days—like his freedom was being stolen over and over again.

Quiet moments like these felt much more restful.

Later, while leaning back against Tyrus’s chest in the bubbling little pool, Astarion murmured, “Halsin gave me a pat on the back, after we flank-killed the last cultist. And, well, you know—of course I reacted a bit,” he said with an annoyed sniff. “But he couldn’t just leave it alone after. Had to apologize over and over; even approached me today and offered himself if I needed a ‘neutral outsider to talk to about anything.’”

Tyrus contemplated this for a moment. “Might that not be . . . potentially beneficial?”

Astarion sat up from his recline to turn and face him. “What I need is to be strong right now, love,” he said, reaching to cup Tyrus’s cheek with his brows pulled low over his eyes. “I need to keep you safe. I need to stay on high alert, not wallow in pains best left forgotten.”

Can they be forgotten? Tyrus almost asked.

Pain and fear seemed like the only things his mind cared to hold onto, whether vivid or deeply rooted in his subconscious.

But an hour later, after they’d dried off and redressed, the soak seemed to have done its work—Astarion’s irritation melting away into something a bit more vulnerable.

“I . . . well, I told him I’d think about it, actually,” he spoke in a very small, hesitant voice after he’d pulled Tyrus in.

Tyrus offered a small smile up at Astarion and then tucked his head into his partner’s chest.

“I hope you do,” he whispered back.

[queenwendy]

Important information for everyone about hormone replacement therapy and the costs/benefits and safety of HRT through official channels and DIY

[petits--oiseaux]

Either give me a fucking raise/promotion or do your own job.

UGH people keep coming to me to ask what we should be doing in situations and even know I KNOW the answer, I'm not the person who gets to make executive decisions. So, I still have to wait for that person and HOPE he actually answers or fucking knows what he's doing. But the last month he's been gone and isn't doing shit so then I'm stuck. And of course students don't know this is the case, so then IM bombarded and feel like I'm not doing enough when it's literally not my fauuuuulllltttttttt.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[k-0thepowcardfan11]

Train..

[huellitaa]

🎀💭 blog revamp: complete!ㅤ۫ ㅤ۪ㅤ۫ 💭 🎀ㅤ

i know i've not been very active lately, and i apologise! i have been getting my shit together in real life and online and have been working through some personal bits. i know i often go on and off of hiatuses randomly, but i'm attempting learning consistency in all areas of my life (and managing my time better because i'm absolutely terrible at it) and tumblr seems to be one of them that i need to work on too. anyway, thank you for your patience, and look forward to my usual messy, non-consistent chaotic girly posts ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 WHAT'S NEW?

my blog is now divided into two seperate parts: @hue-hearts, my music, k-pop, media, reviews, etc. blog, and @huellitaa (this blog), which is my digital diary, photo dump, glow up, chaotic it girl blog.

updated my intro post, making each of my blogs now easy to navigate and giving you all more information ♡

i still don't have a posting schedule and no i will not be using the queue. i want to post what i want when i want without being held to any kind of schedule.

[the-haunted-office]

"I've been so good today, though. I saw this guy sitting peacefully on a park bench and I just... left him alone. I didn't start any shit with him. I could have like, ruined his day, but I didn't!!! I just walked past, left him alone, and went about my day. Progress! And I didn't even go to therapy to make it this far."

[spaceoutdreamer]

In my room, there's me. And wherever I am, my cat is here. And wherever my cat is, my parents' cat is here. My parents' cat really wants to play with my cat, and my cat HATES her. I wish this were a metaphor I've worked on in therapy about having to heal your inner child, a two wolves situation, but it is NOT.

[karliahs]

somehow always easy to forget that there are points in the lifecycle of a Big Obsession that inexplicably feel very bad. banning myself from ao3 for at least today and we'll see how that goes

[warringwarrioridiot]

Real photo from the twink invasion war (TW: emotional)

🫡

We salute you in the name of Queen Jiafei

@the-muzansama My brother called you a twink

[astradyke]

okay i am officially Home From Therapy !! dan and phil this means you should give me a special treat and upload btw <3 at 9 pm bst 4 pm est <3 because u love us all a Super Graphic Ultra Modern amount!

[sadieshavingsex]

My partner and I finally broke up. I’ve been experiencing a lot of difficult emotions and coming to terms with a lot. Sometimes I think this blog has been a great think piece to deal with evangelicalism and its effects on me in sex and relationships. Other times I think it was a space to try to rationalize and force myself to accept a relational and sexual dynamic that really wasn’t working for me. Some of the time it might have been both. I hope that people benefited from the former, and that no one followed in my shoes with the latter. I believe that I’ve had a lot to say about sex and evangelicalism on this blog and a lot of it does hold up in interesting ways in hindsight, but I’m coming to terms with the idea that people’s mileage (mine very much included) may vary wildly when it comes to the ideas I’ve discussed here. I think it depends a lot on where you are on your exvangelical journey and what your personal values are beyond the religion you left. Despite the fact that I wrote all of these posts—and managed to stay relatively coherent at least some of the time—I’m starting to think that I jumped the gun on where I’m meant to be in my journey and how my values were evolving. The fact of the matter is that this blog really started as a way for me to deal with having sex before I felt completely ready, and while a lot of what I said here made sense, the fact that I wasn’t in tune with my own wants and needs for so long came back to bite me in the ass quite a few times. I don’t think our sexual issues were entirely or explicitly the reason for the breakup, but I think they contributed immensely to (or at least compounded) pretty much every problematic facet of the relationship. I would hate to see anyone follow in my footsteps in this way by using my posts to explain away major issues in their relationships or convince themselves to do something they’re not ready for. I really just hope that people have come to this blog, taken what they need and what works in their life to benefit and help them, and left the rest.

This post sounds very sanctimonious and blog-ending, but it’s not to say that the blog is over. I still have a lot of thinking and self discovery to do, and I’m thankful for the experiences I’ve been having even though they’ve been really intense. I believe the blog may take on a more positive and balanced tone now that I am going to be moving on from this situation. Maybe I can even give some advice on things that work for me in my journey, when it feels like for so long this whole relationship has been something that just wasn’t working for me, whether I admitted it or not.

Thank you all for being here with me through this and for all your messages of advice and support. You are amazing!!!! I hope this blog has helped you articulate your own feelings and commiserate about common struggles, and I sincerely apologize if any of the posts I’ve made pertaining to my own warped perspective of a difficult situation have caused you confusion or pain or veered you off the path to your goals and happiness. I love you all and wish nothing but the best for each and every one of you ❤️ happy new era for the blog!!!

[k-0thepowcardfan11]

bye....