#then we graduated and. no more
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dreamed about [redacted] again :/
#something tells me i should reach out but like. do i really want to.#he still comes back to california not once has he contacted me#he used to contact me all the time to ask for help and i’d give it#then we graduated and. no more#i mean it’s just another instance of me being useful and used and then. nothing more when all was said and done#there’s been too many of those.#maybe someday i’ll be more than useful to someone. maybe someday i’ll be more than a resource#someday i’ll be loved for who i am and not just how good of a network connection i can be. or how much of myself i can give#someday i’ll spend time in the light instesd of being the background of someone else’s achievement#but until then i guess i keep dreaming about a kid who prints financial reports in yellow#and i guess i keep dreaming about the alps#and i guess i keep dreaming about things that can’t and won’t be#they’re the reason i gave all that up lol#and it’s so lonely when i see people with their partners because it reminds me that i said ‘never again’ at 18#even though it had never been anything but me being someone else’s resource. as usual#have i been used so much that i’ll make a mountain out of it?#i should take it back but idk. letting my heart become impenetrable or whatever cs lewis said. locking it so it won’t get broken. lol
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oh my god i should put my truth into the world
Captain Marvel has been a member of the Justice League for over a decade, joining shortly after his debut.
Billy Batson was chosen as Champion of Magic at age 9.
By all appearances, Billy is currently age 11.
When a person is chosen as the Champion, the effects of such a strong concentration of magic kinda fucks with their aging. With an adult, there's not really that big of a deal; some people look younger than they are due to genetics.
Unfortunately, it is much more noticeable when the Champion is a child.
Billy isn't an eternal child, or anything, he's still going to grow up. His aging just stopped while his body adapted to being the anchor to all of magic. So now he's a middle school aged kid, with a twin sister who just turned 21.
#billy batson#captain marvel#alright im too tired to write more. but this is the concept!#he's way more mature than the average 12 year old coz lived experience n stuff#but he's still immature because he's physically twelve.#my version of Fawcett is used to weird aging; its just usually 'immortal old people' flavor and not 'unaging child' flavor.#billy definitely has a highschool diploma in my mind. there's a 9 year old graduating with 18 year olds and nobody bats an eye#i think identity reveal is funny if your coworker of a decade plus turns out to be 12 years old#'oh my god did we let a toddler join the team. did we put a small child on the front lines'#billy: 'no! i was nine. perfectly reasonable'
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whenever i rewatch criminal minds episodes i'm always reminded that emily is actually crazy good at her job
today i was rewatching seven seconds (best cm episode ever btw nothing will ever top seven seconds) and if you look at emily's face when the uncle was explaining that maybe katie was just playing dress-up you can see in her eyes how she put the pieces together in her head that there was something going on and that the uncle may have done something to katie
it's even more obvious when you watch the clip like you see the moment when it clicks for her but she couldn't say anything unless she had proof of it
and i have to admire paget's acting here too because she was just so good at the subtle changes with just her eyes and body language she was just too good in this ep this was HER ep
i still get chills thinking about the scene where she was getting the aunt to confess what she did to katie and goes "you have robbed katie of her childhood, are you going to steal the rest of her life from her as well?" with so much fury and passion my god she is excellent
#“emily prentiss carried seven seconds on her back” i yell and the crowd says “YEAH”#i like to call emily as one of the resident bau dumbasses but she is actually really REALLY smart#on top of that she graduated from yale and she can speak like idk six languages and can probably read/understand more than that#also i love how in early cm seasons they made it a point to show how she's the go-to in cases involving children#i wish in the next season they would bring back child advocacy and polyglot emily elizabeth prentiss#like we already know she's good at politics she was groomed to be good at it so can we see her as a specialised profiler again please#emily prentiss#criminal minds
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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work#All the skills you have are not enough#At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure#And I feel like I became deadly annoying#Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong#What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny#I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least#Learn new things on Toon Boom#Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show#I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels#Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing
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the boys are fighting (together. homoerotically, even).
#your power duo could never#talented brilliant incredible amazing showstopping#my content has been sparce. i was starved and in dire need of new zukka gif#just the inspiration i needed tbh#ive been very busy just like. planning stuff for my graduation. tis been so exciting but its getting so real and consuming my mind.#i need to take a step back and think abt ✨️them✨️ to ease my brain. it just be going 90 miles a minute man but when i see zukka we full sto#we take a moment to rejoice#i stare at zukka and it shockingly makes me feel more normal and collected than i would be otherwise#anyways. blahblahblah#zukka#zukka gif#atla gif
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Mc: hey everybody!!!
The brothers: ....
Asmo: are... We seeing a ghost?
Satan: I don't think so, this is probably an illusion
Levi: what.. What if it's an hallucination?
Mammon: there's no way you idiot, what can even cause the hallucination?!
Beel: I believe tht this is a dream
Belphie: am I still half asleep?
Lucifer: excuse me, but who are you?
Mc: ARE YOU SERIOUS I HAVEN'T BEEN AWAY THAT LONG!!
#how long has this been?#i feel like i have abandoned my Tumblr for too long#sorry y'all#i just finished my finals#and now I'm finally free fron that fucking school and also free fron those immature classmates#now im just waiting for my graduation then I'm OUT#i haven't been active in fandoms like obm and twst#because lately i have been more focused on my school#but now that i am done with it i wanted to get in touch again#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me mc#obey me crack
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just watched asteroid city i LOVE this little dude i just had to do a quick mobile doodle 🫨
#asteroid city#asteroid city wes anderson#wes anderson#wes anderson movies#digital sketch#my art#doodles#i’m officially graduated so i’m trying to post my art a bit more!! help me start making art for cash money lol🫶#asteroid city spoilers#ac spoilers
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#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#aizawa shouta#Aizawa fan art#eraserhead#so my favorite take on Aizawa's life post-UA is where he just. continues to spiral#after they graduate he continues to pull away from Hizashi and Nem until they hardly ever hear from him. it's like pulling teeth getting hi#on the phone and impossible to see in person. working himself to death in the underground hero world and making pennies#sometimes so deep in it that he has bouts of houselessness but refuses to ask anyone for help. for YEARS.#so when his friends finally pry themselves an opening they find him at rock bottom and are the only real reason he gets pulled out of it at#all to become the Aizawa we know in canon#he spends the next few years after leaving UA and prior to joining an agency as a self-described terrible friend and all he's good for is#being an underground hero so he runs himself down to do so#I love fics that focus on this era it's so good#they get Dark but that's how I like em#more of that please#and all of my Aizawa art adheres to this telling of his past#even in the Yabureme AU#(but not Immolation AU lmao)
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amy, rory and river deserved a full episode focused on their relationship & i’ll never be over it
#river song#amy pond#rory williams#im a big doctorriver fan so I can’t complain too hard that most of rivers screentime was focused on that relationship#at the same time YES I CAN JUST GIVE HER MORE SCREENTIME???#and let her spend time with amy and rory??????#i know the doctor is like THE main character but amy and rory are main characters too#and that’s their DAUGHTER#give them an episode in 6b or 7a to work things out#they could’ve done it in closing time- right before s6 finale#i know doctor who doesn’t really do subplots in episodes but idrc#the a plot can be whatever craig and the doctor were doing#the b plot can be amy and rory attending rivers graduation or something#then at the end we get the doctor preparing to die and the silence forcing river into the spacesuit to kill him
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my life for a Volstrucker book. we have the Caleb backstory comic but that only gives a very cursory view of the blumentrio only. I wanna see more, more of the training, the work and dynamics of full fledged scourgers. who are these guys when they're not being ~Mysterious or specifically Astrid and Eadwulf in an incredibly specific and narrow scenario that is not at all indicative of the rest of the bunch
#like okay we got like. four glimpses of volstrucker work in the campaign#that one who was Essek's prisoner#Eadwulf and the other one guarding (?) the beacon#Astrid and Eadwulf at the dinner party with the nein#and then. everything from the sanatorium heist to the last fight with Trent#those last two absolutely do NOT tell us about normal volstrucker dynamics. that is like. extenuating circumstances that could ONLY happen#to Astrid and Eadwulf specifically#and then the first two are not enough! too isolated or too background noise!#I think a book about Astrid specifically spanning graduation up to her appearance in campaign two#(but no further)#(let her role in the campaign speak for itself)#one obvious advantage of this would be to give us more volstrucker characters to play with#this has been a post#critical role
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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I'm live and let live for the most part despite appearances, but I have to say the damage fucking,,,, the slytherin skittles as a concept has done to other peripheral characters in the marauders era? Unmatched. Is it bad that y'all are making up headcanons about these characters? Admittedly no, you can do whatever you want forever just like me. HOWEVER Is it really annoying that Every Single Character has to have a knock off marauders friend group now? Yes. Does it annoy me that characters who could be so much more complex than they are keep getting used as fodder for relationship drama with fucking Jegulus of all ships? Undoubtedly. Does it piss me off to see characters, particularly female characters, w being used to prop up death eaters who frankly are not half as interesting? Very Much So.
#justice for dorcas meadowes the prewett twins pandora lovegood and also my girl aurora sinastra she would NOT be friends with snape#first of all making Pandora a seer? Boring#Sybill Trelawney is right there#making her Luna 2.0? Even More Boring#Dorcas would NOT be friends with Regulus or Barty Crouch Jr grow up#The Prewett twins have been getting done dirty since the beginning of time that's not all on the slytherin skittles gang but STILL#like first and foremost stop trying to recreate the marauders dynamic with these random ass bitches#second of all let characters exist independently perhaps? not everything has to be connected all the time#the pandora one gets me the most tbh#because I don't even think of her as being at Hogwarts at the same time as the marauders#she is in her 30's by the time they graduate TRUST#if she's the year below the marauders like Regulus is then she's also barely pushing 20 when she has Luna#which I KNOW seems to be the standard in the series but we are better than this#we can let these characters beat teen pregnancy I promise#not everyone has to be in the same graduating class to interact#anti slytherin skittles#anti jegulus#anti snape#just cause I don't like him and neither does my girl Aurora#He was a proto-facist loser who hung out with other proto-facist losers
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The keychain outfit requests that I have pending WILL happen, I just have to finish my paper first
If I don't pass this course my boss will destroy me lmao
If you see me being too active here, you have my permission to spray water at me like a naughty dog/cat
#I'm doing a course through my job#they payed for it so me and my coworkers can learn accounting and marketing and shit#and its like a proper uni course lol u get a certificate and everything#so if we don't pass they're gonna destroy us lmao#I NEED TO WRITE A UNI STYLE PAPER#like i thought graduating and getting a job meant no more academia shit#U THOUGHT WRONG MIRY#miry's yapping
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learning to code!
When I was 9 years old, I learned enough html to code neopets pages, my own geocities websites, and I even made forums on my own sites so my friends could all roleplay together or rant together lol. And then? I forgot so much. I no longer no how to make a forum, or even a 'next page' button - so even the dream of just making a simple blog or webnovel site feels like a huge hurdle now. (9 year old me could probably figure it out in 2 hours).
So I'm relearning! I figured this would be a fun post to place resources I find for coding, since there's coding languages, and I figure maybe if you like running you're blog then you also might be interested in tools for making blogs!
First, for those of you who miss the old geocities and angelfire type of sites to make your own free site on: neocities.org
You can make free sites you can code yourself, the way 9 year old me did. A lot of people have made SUCH amazing sites, it's baffling my mind trying to figure out how they did, I definitely wish I could make an art portfolio site even a fourth as cool as some of the sites people have made on here.
And for those pressed for time, who aren't about to learn coding right now: wix.com is the place I recommend for building a site, it requires no coding skill and is fairly straightforward about adding pages or features by clicking buttons. I used it to make my art portfolio site, I am testing out using it for my webnovel - the alternative is Wordpress, but wix.com is letting me basically make a wordpress blog Inside my own site. It's very beginner friendly in terms of "how the fuck do I set up a 'sign up for updates' message and have my site actually email these people my novel updates?" and "I need a 4x20 grid of my art down the page, that lets people click the art to see it's information and make it bigger."
I did neocities.org's little html tutorial today, it's the part of html I DID remember (links, paragraphs, headers).
My next step is to go through htmldog.com's tutorials. They go from beginner, to intermediate, to CSS. Unlike many a coding tutorial I've seen, they explain what program on your computer you need to WRITE the code in and then how to save it and how to open it. (You'd think this isn't a big deal but I've been looking into how to learn Python for months and I can't find a tutorial explaining what fucking program to write my python in... notepad? do I need something else? I don't fucking know!! My dad finally gave me a printed textbook which supposedly tells you what to download to start... I learned C++ in college and for that you needed Visual Basic to code C++, so I figured I needed Something to Write the fucking python IN.)
#coding#rant#wooh my new CODING TAG#learning to code#i feel very. odd if im honest?#i genuinely knew how to build full fucking forum websites as a child including user sign ups#and i studied Computer Science Engineering in college so i did everything with C++ we were asked to and got As#and then i promptly BLOCKED IT OUT because i#HATED studying c++ SO fucking much. i hated my whole major. i did not like Engineering. i hated it. i was so mentally destroyed#by my college major that when i graduated i got a DIFFERENT job#and do NOTHING related to my major#i want to get into a more tech focused career eventually...since that is what my fucking degree is in#but i've been looking into something with less coding OR trying to teach myself#to like coding as long as its not fucking c++ again... i cant do it. too many bad memories#i think cybersecurity sounds like a fun job.#but u know me. im a person who likes knowing the BASICS#so i feel like i need to Relearn to code and learn python decently#before i try to study cybersecurity specific shit
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Every once in a while something will happen in naruto that just makes me go,,, Kishimoto,,, have you ever actually interacted with a child,,,
#11 year old Itachi: I must stop this coup and prevent war from overtaking my home. I will risk my life for this.#Me like a week ago watching a group of 10ish year olds try to build up the courage amongst themselves to ask if they can have a second egg:#Kakashi: Graduating from the ninja academy at 6#Me thinking back to the number of times I woke up with my 6 - 8 year old sibling sleeping beside me because they got scared: HM#Naruto and Sasuke: Living by themselves at age like 6/7#Me literally yesterday having to explain that No We Will Not Be Wandering Into The Woods At 11pm Bc You Heard A Dog (/coyote most likely)#Ik these characters are more traumatized shaped by the world around them it's fantasy etc etc#But every time someone's like. Kakashi graduated at 6...itachi at 7...how badass...I'm like...#Those kids couldn't read let alone write not a chance#Naruto is lucky he's durable he 100% tried getting bread out of the toaster with a fork#Don't take this too seriously I'm just saying shit rn
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I actually love how playful and silly Chain can be, but he just seems to often feel the need to be the mature one and so he doesn't show it often?
#i love when he gets that mischievous glint in his eyes#like when he wakes up tan in ep 1 or pun in ep 4#i hope that once they've all graduated maybe he feels like he can let go a bit more#and i really hope that once he and pun figure out the romantic part of their relationship and can lean into the friendship side again#itll be easier for him to put aside the caring mature chain and let out the mischievous silly chain more#idk where this is all coming from i miss chainpun and i saw chain wake up tan and just blacked out a bit writing this#we are#we are series#we are the series
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