#then we graduated and. no more
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dreamed about [redacted] again :/
#something tells me i should reach out but like. do i really want to.#he still comes back to california not once has he contacted me#he used to contact me all the time to ask for help and i’d give it#then we graduated and. no more#i mean it’s just another instance of me being useful and used and then. nothing more when all was said and done#there’s been too many of those.#maybe someday i’ll be more than useful to someone. maybe someday i’ll be more than a resource#someday i’ll be loved for who i am and not just how good of a network connection i can be. or how much of myself i can give#someday i’ll spend time in the light instesd of being the background of someone else’s achievement#but until then i guess i keep dreaming about a kid who prints financial reports in yellow#and i guess i keep dreaming about the alps#and i guess i keep dreaming about things that can’t and won’t be#they’re the reason i gave all that up lol#and it’s so lonely when i see people with their partners because it reminds me that i said ‘never again’ at 18#even though it had never been anything but me being someone else’s resource. as usual#have i been used so much that i’ll make a mountain out of it?#i should take it back but idk. letting my heart become impenetrable or whatever cs lewis said. locking it so it won’t get broken. lol
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oh my god i should put my truth into the world
Captain Marvel has been a member of the Justice League for over a decade, joining shortly after his debut.
Billy Batson was chosen as Champion of Magic at age 9.
By all appearances, Billy is currently age 11.
When a person is chosen as the Champion, the effects of such a strong concentration of magic kinda fucks with their aging. With an adult, there's not really that big of a deal; some people look younger than they are due to genetics.
Unfortunately, it is much more noticeable when the Champion is a child.
Billy isn't an eternal child, or anything, he's still going to grow up. His aging just stopped while his body adapted to being the anchor to all of magic. So now he's a middle school aged kid, with a twin sister who just turned 21.
#billy batson#captain marvel#alright im too tired to write more. but this is the concept!#he's way more mature than the average 12 year old coz lived experience n stuff#but he's still immature because he's physically twelve.#my version of Fawcett is used to weird aging; its just usually 'immortal old people' flavor and not 'unaging child' flavor.#billy definitely has a highschool diploma in my mind. there's a 9 year old graduating with 18 year olds and nobody bats an eye#i think identity reveal is funny if your coworker of a decade plus turns out to be 12 years old#'oh my god did we let a toddler join the team. did we put a small child on the front lines'#billy: 'no! i was nine. perfectly reasonable'
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whenever i rewatch criminal minds episodes i'm always reminded that emily is actually crazy good at her job
today i was rewatching seven seconds (best cm episode ever btw nothing will ever top seven seconds) and if you look at emily's face when the uncle was explaining that maybe katie was just playing dress-up you can see in her eyes how she put the pieces together in her head that there was something going on and that the uncle may have done something to katie
it's even more obvious when you watch the clip like you see the moment when it clicks for her but she couldn't say anything unless she had proof of it
and i have to admire paget's acting here too because she was just so good at the subtle changes with just her eyes and body language she was just too good in this ep this was HER ep
i still get chills thinking about the scene where she was getting the aunt to confess what she did to katie and goes "you have robbed katie of her childhood, are you going to steal the rest of her life from her as well?" with so much fury and passion my god she is excellent
#“emily prentiss carried seven seconds on her back” i yell and the crowd says “YEAH”#i like to call emily as one of the resident bau dumbasses but she is actually really REALLY smart#on top of that she graduated from yale and she can speak like idk six languages and can probably read/understand more than that#also i love how in early cm seasons they made it a point to show how she's the go-to in cases involving children#i wish in the next season they would bring back child advocacy and polyglot emily elizabeth prentiss#like we already know she's good at politics she was groomed to be good at it so can we see her as a specialised profiler again please#emily prentiss#criminal minds
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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work#All the skills you have are not enough#At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure#And I feel like I became deadly annoying#Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong#What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny#I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least#Learn new things on Toon Boom#Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show#I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels#Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing
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the boys are fighting (together. homoerotically, even).
#your power duo could never#talented brilliant incredible amazing showstopping#my content has been sparce. i was starved and in dire need of new zukka gif#just the inspiration i needed tbh#ive been very busy just like. planning stuff for my graduation. tis been so exciting but its getting so real and consuming my mind.#i need to take a step back and think abt ✨️them✨️ to ease my brain. it just be going 90 miles a minute man but when i see zukka we full sto#we take a moment to rejoice#i stare at zukka and it shockingly makes me feel more normal and collected than i would be otherwise#anyways. blahblahblah#zukka#zukka gif#atla gif
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Mc: hey everybody!!!
The brothers: ....
Asmo: are... We seeing a ghost?
Satan: I don't think so, this is probably an illusion
Levi: what.. What if it's an hallucination?
Mammon: there's no way you idiot, what can even cause the hallucination?!
Beel: I believe tht this is a dream
Belphie: am I still half asleep?
Lucifer: excuse me, but who are you?
Mc: ARE YOU SERIOUS I HAVEN'T BEEN AWAY THAT LONG!!
#how long has this been?#i feel like i have abandoned my Tumblr for too long#sorry y'all#i just finished my finals#and now I'm finally free fron that fucking school and also free fron those immature classmates#now im just waiting for my graduation then I'm OUT#i haven't been active in fandoms like obm and twst#because lately i have been more focused on my school#but now that i am done with it i wanted to get in touch again#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me mc#obey me crack
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just watched asteroid city i LOVE this little dude i just had to do a quick mobile doodle 🫨
#asteroid city#asteroid city wes anderson#wes anderson#wes anderson movies#digital sketch#my art#doodles#i’m officially graduated so i’m trying to post my art a bit more!! help me start making art for cash money lol🫶#asteroid city spoilers#ac spoilers
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#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#aizawa shouta#Aizawa fan art#eraserhead#so my favorite take on Aizawa's life post-UA is where he just. continues to spiral#after they graduate he continues to pull away from Hizashi and Nem until they hardly ever hear from him. it's like pulling teeth getting hi#on the phone and impossible to see in person. working himself to death in the underground hero world and making pennies#sometimes so deep in it that he has bouts of houselessness but refuses to ask anyone for help. for YEARS.#so when his friends finally pry themselves an opening they find him at rock bottom and are the only real reason he gets pulled out of it at#all to become the Aizawa we know in canon#he spends the next few years after leaving UA and prior to joining an agency as a self-described terrible friend and all he's good for is#being an underground hero so he runs himself down to do so#I love fics that focus on this era it's so good#they get Dark but that's how I like em#more of that please#and all of my Aizawa art adheres to this telling of his past#even in the Yabureme AU#(but not Immolation AU lmao)
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amy, rory and river deserved a full episode focused on their relationship & i’ll never be over it
#river song#amy pond#rory williams#im a big doctorriver fan so I can’t complain too hard that most of rivers screentime was focused on that relationship#at the same time YES I CAN JUST GIVE HER MORE SCREENTIME???#and let her spend time with amy and rory??????#i know the doctor is like THE main character but amy and rory are main characters too#and that’s their DAUGHTER#give them an episode in 6b or 7a to work things out#they could’ve done it in closing time- right before s6 finale#i know doctor who doesn’t really do subplots in episodes but idrc#the a plot can be whatever craig and the doctor were doing#the b plot can be amy and rory attending rivers graduation or something#then at the end we get the doctor preparing to die and the silence forcing river into the spacesuit to kill him
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you get ta college and realize that everybody here is just Some Guy™ and has been Some Guy™ for their whole lives. the veteran seniors are having breakdowns right next ta the freshmen in the library, our final essays for the semester are started and finished two days b4 its supposed ta b turned in and all our rough drafts look like somebody rubbed 3 braincells on a google doc and then puked on it
#spacie spoinks#you think that all the adults have it tagether and they dont is what im tryna say#i dont have it all figured out you dont have it all figured out#he she we they dont have it all figured out#hell some of my profs are talking about how they're on their last leg here#dont even get me started on the graduate students#you think that the people in schooling change depending on age? oh buddy we're all so fucked up.#its like highschool but more stressful but also more fun b/c im taking classes i like and studying what i like#so its worth it#anyways bye im writing an essay#thats due tomorrow#lol
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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I actually love how playful and silly Chain can be, but he just seems to often feel the need to be the mature one and so he doesn't show it often?
#i love when he gets that mischievous glint in his eyes#like when he wakes up tan in ep 1 or pun in ep 4#i hope that once they've all graduated maybe he feels like he can let go a bit more#and i really hope that once he and pun figure out the romantic part of their relationship and can lean into the friendship side again#itll be easier for him to put aside the caring mature chain and let out the mischievous silly chain more#idk where this is all coming from i miss chainpun and i saw chain wake up tan and just blacked out a bit writing this#we are#we are series#we are the series
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Junior year would’ve been like ten episodes shorter if Kristen went for Kip instead of Gertie.
#I say this as a Gertie truther#I love that girl to death#Kipperlilly just returning from making out with Kristen in a bathroom stall at school to a rg meet up like ‘I still hate her but she can’t#die now I have to do that a million more times until we graduate.’#dimension 20#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#kipperlilly copperkettle#kristen applebees
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since the naruto timeline is so… you know… inconsistent, for a word, i think it’s really funny if obito and rin are older than kakashi by some years. because then obito is really just having beef with a toddler like kakashi is 6 and obito is 9 or 10 and he finds this little feral dog child to be a major threat to his psyche. meanwhile rin has to be his voice of reason, saying no you can not hurt our 6 year old teammate, look at him he’s just a baby. and kakashi is snarling, on his hands and knees, barking like a chihuahua at them. and minato who’s a very busy jounin asks rin and obito to look after kakashi because he’s very messed up and could use a friend or two. but obito takes it as minato wants him to babysit his ankle biter teammate whom he loathes. but of course rin agrees and obito begrudgingly goes with her. and he doesn’t know how to deal with kids, being one himself, so he tries to boss kakashi around but little selectively mute kakashi glares at him and snaps his teeth at him any time obito so much as breathes air wrong. rin who understood minato’s assignment and asks if kakashi needs help cooking dinner or washing the dishes and is just generally friendly rather than bossy. obito still not understanding and trying to inflict bath time on a dog boy who viciously does not like water and the only people who can actually get him to take a bath are his dead father, minato, and pakkun. kakashi who likes rin enough and lets her sit on his furniture and kakashi who does not trust obito as far as he can throw him and growls at him when he so much as walks into the room. obito who’s had enough and decides to teach the baby a lesson. kakashi and obito who end up having a brawl in the living room while rin watches cartoons because hagoromo otsutsuki she’s just a girl! and she does not have the patience to deal with her asshole baby teammate and her stupid best friend teammate. minato who shows as up eventually and separates kakashi and obito and thinks they’re finally getting along until kakashi lifts his leg and pisses on the ground to mark his territory. the rest of team minato who finally realize that kakashi is actually just a puppy in human form and he is not housebroken…
#hatake kakashi#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#uchiha obito#naruto shippuden#team minato#rin nohara#minato namikaze#they try their best with kakashi#but kakashi resists them#i always thought kakashi was a few years younger than obito and rin since he graduated the academy so early#but then kakashi’s baby story came out at the end of shippuden and other evidence came out#during naruto and then it was very unclear#so i don’t care either way if rin and obito are the same age or not#but having them older makes it more fun bc kakashi#for all he is entirely a genius and very kept together#has his life ripped from him when sakumo dies#so i think we can let him be a little unnormal for a little bit#and no one knows how to deal with him#except pakkun and the pack but they’re no help to team minato either#because their youngest pack pup is grieving and this is a very natural process for a hatake#he’ll stop growling soon just don’t get too close his pup teeth are sharp#even through the mask#i think it also helps with obito’s jealousy of kakashi because sure he can be jealous of kakashi’s talents even if they’re the same age#but a baby bossing you around? that’s gotta sting for obito…#but alas#the inner mechanizations of kakashi and obito’s relationship are an enigma
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was kinda thinking about this when I saw Renee Rapp live recently-- I didn't know her visual vibe, I'd heard a few songs here and there but I hadn't really *seen* her, and her attire at Osheaga was really casual, a jersey (baseball/basketball?) and slacks. And that was so amazing! I couldn't help thinking, the work Billie Eilish has done for how women in pop music are allowed to dress is incredible. Seeing her up there all comfortable you just know that Billie walked in her oversized tops so that Renee in her slacks could run; Billie walked through all the critcisms about how she dressed slobbily and having to assert that she didn't owe anyone a display of skin, so that Renee could be comfortable and unquestioned running up and down the catwalk in front of 10,000 people. How iconic.
And I don't think we even realised at the time how much something as simple as letting Billie dress the way she as a (then-) 17-year-old teenager dressed, could end up meaning for a future generation of women in music.
Obviously there is still way to go, there were weirdos complaining about how 'plain' Dua Lipa's Glastonbury outfit was this year (in 2024!!), l have to ask, are you at Paris Fashion Week?? She is the musical HEADLINER of an entire day of music at one of the biggest music festivals in the world, and you can't grant her the space to exist as an artist, you have to moan about her dress not being excitingly revealing enough. There's work to do, it's still dismal out there. But the space Billie Eilish has created for a most ordinarily-dressed woman popstar is still heartening.
#music#rambling away; I'll log off#man. I remember how on the other hand when I was going to my first ever gig my guitar teacher said to me#notice how plainly he's dressed? No frills. His music speaks for himself.#(The musician in question was Slash and apart from his very recognisable hat and sunglasses; he was wearing a plain white t-shirt with a#minnie mouse graphic print in the centre. I think sometimes about how not even women in rock music are afforded that.#Like this is a thing across genres#With the exception of Franz Ferdinand for whom Alex has actually said in interviews that they treated FF gigs as nights out#and so dressed like they'd be dressed for a club night out--#most other guy bands are like *picked a tee off the floor*#whereas the girls in bands I've seen-- even literally just local musicians-- the girls in our local rock bands feel compelled to#dress like it's graduation day#Like we had this really cool local band-- singer's a girl in second year of uni#keeping up with the fact that they were playing like RHCP and Muse covers on stage; fast stuff--#she was up there in a delicate dress and heels and stomping across stage n all#and the rest of her band; dudes; were quite comfortable in their t-shirts#like of course she made a choice herself and was more than capable of stomping in heels--I mean I've seen Phoebe from Lambrini Girls#JUMP OFF a 5-ft platform stage while wearing 3-inch block heels. And in a party dress!#But then again Lambrini Girls genuinely are freaks of nature and I envy anyone who's going to see them open for Amyl & the Sniffers rn#bc that's an EXPLOSIVE combo. Nonetheless. I was saying.#Part of it certainly comes from a normalisation of just superhuman strength; balance + praying there's no malfunction with your skirt#which DOES happen at rock shows more frequently than you'd imagine. It's just if you're in a good crowd they'll pretend they saw nothing#but it's certainly more practical to gig in sneakers and trousers lol. From experience!#billie eilish#renee rapp#women in music#pop music#dua lipa#Also like Billies doing it for the pop lesbians#lesbian
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sigh....... smallidarity crumbs.....
(I MISS THEM SO MUCH)
#was watching Jimmy's stream today and there was the off mention where Jimmy says#“wish he had all the time for me 😢 all the time for me 😭”#GET JOEL OFF THAT SERVER FOR 2 SECONDS PLEASE 😭😭😭😭 /JOKING hermitcraft is his hermitcrab shell. dont want to disturb the ecosystem yk#in my head im pacing around in circles like that one twilight sparkle scene where the ground starts eroding from her steps#MY WITHDRAWAL SYNDROMES....#/lh btw im fine i'll just work on my many wips.... making the content up myself.... yeah....#i understood that burden when i made this account... to graduate smallidarity from rarepair to semi-rarepair... with my bare hands alone..#previously being a desert duo main from twitter really spoilt me tbh 😭😭 smallidarity's barely even that rare of a rarepair#well. they are still criminally underrated compared to other ships (and duos in general actually). so i guess a rarepair in the community#but thriving in the actual content we get#tbh just like stresskall and xbralis#let best friends to lovers be more mainstream please . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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