#theheartwantswhatitwants

[harryshampster]

day 1: locked in a cage

"good morning sunshine"

this morning and I woke up and I had never existed until now.

this very very very very large man is looking down at me. bars between us. almost poetic in the sense that I feel seen, but not quite connected to him.

his charming smile greets me into this great big world - the time stamp is allegedly something called good morning sunshine?

idk when that is but it's the beginning.

things were great, thats until these large flesh limbs came hurtling towards me at an alarming rate.

I FELT MY EYS BLUGE

I FELT MY HEART BEATING SO FAST

THIS IS AN attack.

what ever is going on is not making me feel so warm and fuzzy, and if not for warm and fuzzy feelings ... why continue on this path?

I went from loving him to hating him. How can someone endearing become a monster?

my skin was being punctured, rubbed, and smacked. war was declared. my teeth drew blood.

I instantly felt remorse. this man started to tell me tales of watermelon encrusted with sugar. I began to daydream of a brighter life... maybe things would be okay.

until tomorrow,

xoxo harrys hampster

#hamsterlore #harrystyles #dayinmylife #cleangirlaesthetic #mylifemystory #speakingup #theheartwantswhatitwants

[fenalith]

Shane & V ~ Apparently, I'm an open book because a classmate who barely knows me guessed that Shane is my type. Not sure if I should be flattered or offended. 😂 Do I have 'I gravitate towards fictional men with baggage' written on my forehead?

[daletraesp]

Consulta la letra de la canción “The Heart Wants What It Wants” de Selena Gomez

[daletraita]

Testo della canzone “The Heart Wants What It Wants” di Selena Gomez

[daletraeng]

See the lyrics for the song “The Heart Wants What It Wants” by Selena Gomez

[innerchild9514]

"Feeling so confident and feeling so great about myself, and then it be just completely shattered by one thing, by something so stupid... but then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like its my fault, I was in pain..."

[freshartisanduckgarden]

Kali doesn't lie and she doesn't play. Isn't that what fellas always say they're looking for in a woman? 🤣 It's all fun and games until you end up with your head on a platter. #laugh #kali #theheartwantswhatitwants #durga #relationships #relationshipquotes #funnymemes #funny #relax #sywyrd #spellcaster #findyourdivinity #hindu #mahakali https://www.instagram.com/p/ClllVAHO9j5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[mirandamckenni1]

Selena Gomez - The Heart Wants What It Wants (Live on American Music Awards) 4K ‣ Email for contact and sponsorship: info.ayberkmusic@gmail.com Selena Gomez performs 'The Heart Wants What It Wants' on American Music Awards, 4K - Live Performance - The performance is starting in 02:20. (2014) You can listen the song on the outro here: https://ffm.to/qpyqpnk - Subscribe to my channel and get notification on to watch amazing and unique live performances! #SelenaGomez #AMAs #TheHeartWantsWhatItWants #SelenaGomezOnAMAs #SelenaGomezLive via YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1QI_ncXI2X8

[aquel-dia-en-que-fui-feliz]

05.28.2023

[nrhartauthor]

Falling again...🔥 romantically speaking i am going to tell you how it really works..because our hearts control us more than we care to admit. As much as we try to talk ourselves into believing it’s over.. all it takes is one word, one look, one touch...and we are falling all over again...you happen to me all over again. ♥️ @n.r.hart 🌸 ©2017 #soulmate #twinflame #theheartwantswhatitwants • My first two books “Poetry and Pearls” volumes I & II paperbacks in full color 🌈 with all of my original floral posters inside divided into the four seasons Winter Spring Summer Autumn because I feel there are seasons of the heart too. 💕 including all your favorites! My Beauty and the Beast, Soulmate and Twin Flame poetry. 🔥 These books are beautiful works of art 🍃🍃🍃 • My hard covers “Love Poems to No One” “Beauty and her Beast” beautiful rose floral hard covers in black with my original black and white posters inside divided into the four seasons Winter Spring Summer Autumn.. The perfect little size to carry with you everywhere. 🍃🍃🍃 This is a trilogy, Book 3 “The Last of the Romantics ” coming this Summer. ✨ • All my books are avail @amazon @barnesandnoble Worldwide ✨link in bio. Thank you for sharing my words each day and buying my books. ❤️ Love, N.R.Hart • #nrhart #poetryandpearls #nrhartpoetry #nrhartquotes #lovepoemstonoone #beautyandherbeast #thelastoftheromantics #poetry #hopelessromantic (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUSOG7RlTka/?utm_medium=tumblr

[caritoplaza]

Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows...🌌 A veces tu corazón necesita más tiempo para aceptar lo que tu mente ya sabe ...🧠💜 . . . . . . . . . #quote #frase #quoteoftheday #frasedeldía #theheartwantswhatitwants #cute #linda #heartandmind #instapic #picoftheday #sun #sol (en BAO BAR) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFNtnEMp3ua/?igshid=1vw11pstmjxfw

[ashandsugar]

There's a million reasons why I should give you up, but the heart wants what it wants.

Selena Gomez, The Heart Wants What It Wants

[sellymariegnews]

#theheartwantswhatitwants #loseyoutoloveme #goemznews #gomezupdate @selenagomez #shotsoniphone https://www.instagram.com/p/B389bUEB6vX/?igshid=1itcpyrn50u5q

[amivalidated]

Blame The Heart If You Have To

I am a very contradictory person. Sometimes I feel there are two people inside me and they are each other’s mirror images. What is left for one is right for another. My Mom always tells me that I take ages to make the smallest decisions but I think these two people inside me are the ones to blame. I am pretty sure that these two people are a couple because if one says one thing, the other has to say the opposite. They are constantly arguing on topics ranging from what next menial task I should do for the day to what kind of a life I should aim to lead. I am the poor thing who is stuck between their “skirmish of wits” and am slowly turning into a half-wit.

Had it been a senseless argument, I would probably have stopped listening to them altogether or found a way to throw them out of me. But, these two people, who are constantly trying to dominate my life decisions, I hate to admit it, actually make sense. They put forward their respective opinions not without logic and give me a list of pros and cons to choose from.

What’s ironic is, though these are the people who confuse me the most, it is me who is continuously going to them every time I am at a crossroad and am unable to decide which path to choose no matter how meagre the destination may be or how grand.

Every person has an idea about the kind of life they want to lead. At least I always thought that one should know what exactly they want from life. It is easy to say this but very difficult to actually know; to know what you truly want. So I set about on my quest to find out what it is that my heart truly wants. My simple geographical sense told me that as “these two people”, let’s call them Angel and Archangel, lived inside me, they were the neighbours of my heart and hence they would know what it truly wants better than me. So I asked them. There are some mistakes which you commit knowingly. This was one of them.

Angel said, “A perfect life is one where you are able to fulfil all your basic necessities. You remain a disciplined student till you finish your High School. Score well and go to a prestigious college. Dedicate the next 5-6 years of your life to making a career in a well-known profession which is socially acceptable and would guarantee a good package. Do the things that are necessary in that span and a few things for recreation once in a while. Earn what you want to spend. When it’s time, settle down. Get married and prioritise accordingly. If that is not how your life is going then you should know my child that you are off-track and…”

“Nonsense”, came the objection in Archangel’s voice just when my mind was starting to accept Angel’s definition of what My heart wanted.

“That is so not what a perfect life looks like”, continued the Archangel.

“Oh is it? Then what my darling is the description of a perfect life according to you?” came Angel’s reply in a defensive, aggressive and a heavily sarcastic tone and I knew that the end of this was not going to be good for me.

Archangel took the centre stage enjoying the attention he was receiving from both of us and said, “Life should be lavish and carefree. Clearing High School and going to prestigious colleges and trying to build a career is what everyone does. These very people who according to them lead “perfect lives” lie on their deathbed thinking what exactly did they achieve from running after time, money and the so called “success” for all those years. Do you think they have an answer to their question that lets them die happily Angel?”

I thanked my Gods that Angel decided not to react or should I say overreact to that last unnecessary taunt from Archangel and I hurriedly asked to fill in the silence, “Then what exactly is the way to lead a life that I could have a good answer to my questions on my deathbed?”

Archangel, feeling like this was an argument where he could emerge as a clear winner, continued with his insights, “The one who has every new thing and  travelled the world has lead the ideal life. From the age of 15-25 can be said to be the time when a person is at his prime. Full of life and energy. You spend that time to build a career, basically bored, tired and frustrated. And when you finally decide to enjoy your life, you realise that those same things the thought of which excited you a few years back, don’t hold the same level of joy for you now. The flavour is lost. Or should I say your tongue has lost its ability to enjoy the flavour. And even if you learn to enjoy it the way it is, suddenly you have reached an age which becomes the perfect time to settle and guess what? You have already lost the remote control of your life. So the best way to live is to explore and keep exploring. The World is the most beautiful book and you have the opportunity to read it, so read as many pages as you can. Buy that dress that is a bit too short, paint your lips the brightest shade of red, get that tattoo, try that new cuisine, travel alone if you have to but travel; to any place and every place you can go to, meet new people and forget about the old ones who keep getting too interfering and most importantly, don’t care. Don’t care and just stay happy. That’s what you call living life to the fullest. A life that, in the end when you would be lying on your deathbed, at the seventh stage of your life, sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything as Shakespeare puts it, you would know that yours was a life sans regrets as well”

Archangel finished his speech with an expression that he was expecting an applause or a standing ovation any moment now. None came. I glanced towards Angel. She seemed quite angry and a bit astonished but not able to come up with a suitable reply.

I was totally convinced. This was the kind of life that was exciting. It was sure going to make me happy. And that’s what anyone ever wants. To be happy. I was glad that for once these arguments or discussion this time had done something good for me. I finally knew whose advice I was going to take and was just about to start googling the places I want to visit and the things I wanted to buy when Angel started with a scary expression on her face. Scary for me because I knew that this was not over. She said, “Okay! I agree with you. Travel to every place you can and buy everything you want. But Archangel tell me, are you the money plant here or is it me? Best things in life are free but just in case you don’t know, the things you mentioned aren’t.”

“Now that’s a fair point” was what came to my mind. I had totally forgotten about money, the most important factor. If I don’t earn then how will I spend? And to earn well, I must have a well set career. The arrow of decision which had clearly been pointing at Archangel, was now going back and forth between the two advisors.

Angel added, “And who said you can’t enjoy your life while you are trying to build your career?”

“Yes, of course you can enjoy your life where the definition of enjoy is sleeping all day and the only day you are happy to wake up is a Sunday because you know you will be able to sleep all day. That would be quite a life!!!”

“You spend your youth studying thinking that once you get a job you will be able to enjoy your life freely but end up becoming your Boss’ slave. One can earn enough money to travel by earning a little money from doing the things they love instead of the monotonous 9-5 jobs.”

Angel didn’t seem convinced and said, “Of course you can make a profession out of what you love but only if you are really good. It’s no use if you are average and are not able to make it to the top.”

Archangel seemed disgusted by the argument and said, “You are suggesting that money is more important than happiness.”

“No, I didn’t say that. I am just saying that money can buy happiness”, came Angel’s reply.

“Yes, but at the cost of your freedom and mental peace”, sighed Archangel

Their argument continued and I started my own thinking. It was true that I wanted a lavish and carefree life but that would mean I also needed the money but then would I be able to enjoy my life truly or just waste it away trying to earn enough money?

And so we came back to square one. Their arguments continued and I stopped listening. There are some things best left unanswered I guess. And I will simply blame Angel and Archangel for not being able to tell me what my heart really wants. Maybe I’ll try asking Heart directly sometime. But you know what I think, it’s my Heart who doesn’t know what it wants.

[miasince1978]

Hopeless romantic, in any language. #poetry #inspanish #iloveyou #theheartwantswhatitwants #ilovebooks #pictureoftheday (at Mexicali, Baja California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwGwpVJHOkH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=192x5kpxq71p4

[briefalienbathuman-blog]

“I was in pain”