#the way my heart breaks for her
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One thing that hurts my soul when it comes to Nesta is that she was a virgin before she became fae & remained one right up until she started “spiralling” so that means she lost her virginity to a random hookup when she was at her lowest & most traumatised…when she was drinking & using sex as a form of self harm…😭💔🥺
She probably doesn’t even remember it much more who it was with just that it had happened because there was likely blood on her sheets😭😭💔💔🥺🥺
She never got that making love for her first time type of romance from the books she reads💔
Oh Nesta, I’m so sorry. 😭🤍🫂
#pro nesta#nesta archeron#nesta deserves better#the way my heart breaks for her#acotar#a court of thorns and roses
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the spear of longinus
#arcane#art tag#arcane season 2#…#arcane spoilers#KINDA#not really…. i didnt say nothing what if i just went for the vibes#okay spoilery talk below#ohhh vi my sweet butch… u did not deserve this#sa sobrang lala ng lesbian situationship mo yung isa naging leader ng martial law#OHHH THEY R SO SILLY THEY MAKE MY HEART CRACK AND BREAK AND OUUU#i hope caitlyn is begging sceeaming crying on her knees in act 3 if they dont make up this way i will be PISSED#league of legends#lol#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi x caitlyn#caitlyn x vi#vi lol#caitlyn lol#caitvi#violyn#piltovers finest#piltovers gayest#arcane s2
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emma dupain cheng on the brain😽🎀
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#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#emma dupain cheng#emma agreste#(i think that may the more popular tag for her lol. she is a dupain cheng in my heart though)#plagg#she is thirteen almost fourteen here btw. because i love circularity#emma dupain cheng to me is like. what if emilie or adrien grew up in a stable home with no trauma. that’s emma#and she is theater kid✨#and adrien and marinette are soooo so so supportive and love going to her shows and are so proud of her#/marinette has to be held back from trying to manipulate the school play casting process to secure emma the lead every year#but then emma sets her sights on bigger things(broadway west end)#and adrien pumps the breaks big time#and he’s so torn between supporting her interests and wanting so badly to keep her from like. being a child actor. having a job. b#being pulled from school#and emma gets upset bc he is standing in the way of her dreams#and they fight about it:(#and then emma discovers plagg and convinces him to help her sneak out and go to her callback that she secretly auditioned for#(and forged all the parent signatures for lol)#and. well. plagg CAN be bribed#and also she just reminds him so much of baby adrien🤧 he is a softie#and she runs away to her callback. and adrien and marinette wake up the next morning and see on the news that there is a new chat noir.#anyway. not that i’ve thought about it or anything
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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how to say “I love you” in x-files [6/?] ⤷ 2.13 — “Irresistible”
I don't want him to know how much this is bothering me. I don't want him to feel like he has to protect me.
#alternatively titled: scenes that make me absolutely feral#dana katherine scully i love you with all my heart#my gifs#em.txf#txf ily#the x files#msr#msredit#xfilesedit#txfedit#dailytxf#useremsi#useralf#usernessa#usergeorgette#singinprincess#userairi#usergabriella#tuserjana#crimeshowsource#otpsource#i could shout about this scene for hours#the wAY HE MAKES HER LOOK AT HIM#AND SHE FINALLY BREAKS BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T STOP HERSELF FROM LOOKING AT HIM#JESUS CHRIST
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I respect that you need to go home to your son, Ted. But I just want you to consider the possibility that this is your home.
#tedlassoedit#tedlassogif#ted lasso#rebecca welton#ted x rebecca#tedbecca#jason sudeikis#hannah waddingham#i adored all of their scenes in this episode so much#they all genuinely moved me#mostly i just wanted to gif that first quote bc i haven't seen it talked about much yet#above all else and despite it all#she truly deeply understood but doesn't mean it didn't break her heart#both of them broke my heart in a million ways in each but still#idk what this is but interpret it as him staying! idk!#also the head cradle......thats a life ruiner right there#animlorelaioriginal#1k
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someday ill have to yap abt how manipulative derap is bc it didnt. start w zam like yall dont understand how weirdly he used to treat pangi before he latched onto someone else. even if its not a concious thing, derap has always treated the people around him a bit ???? bc of the combo of his loneliness AND his deep paranoia
#lifesteal spoilers#like hes BEEN trying to make zam distrust mapicc#and he did the same w jumper and the empire#every chance he got he tried convincing her not to trust minute / the empire bc “theyre evil”#“they spawn kill” he said to jumper. who minute and mapicc protected from clown who spawn killed HER iirc#and like jumper never let his words affect her LOL idt ro wouldve either tbh bc like the empire kills derap#mapicc doesnt kill ro and minute doesnt kill jumper. they arent like derap theyre Special to certain empire members#and god dont even get me started on how derap treats pangi bc it makes me wanna crash out#he is so controlling and unreasonable in his expectations for what pangi will do for him#“pangi the 7 heart peaceful player didnt help me as a 20 heart player fight another 20 heart after i provoked him :///”#“pangi the 7 heart player hesitated to give me 3 hearts. HALF HIS HEALTH BTW. he must not be trustworthy”#“pangi who HASNT BEEN ONLINE already broke my trust by not dying for me so he MUST have been the one to kill greg and break our alliance”#like dear fucking lord.#im sorry my demons#i like to try and remain kind on tumblr dot com but the way derap treated pangi before he got zam made me want to eat drywall
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please do yourself a favor and listen to david tennant malvolio reading the fake love letter to him (act 2 scene 5 of twelfth night). im going to actually start sobbing. oh my GOD
#twelfth night#shakespeare#malvolio#david tennant#my edits#ws#DYING AND SCREAMING. SHAKING AND SOBBING#HOW DOES HE MANAGE TO BALANCE HOW FUCKING FUNNY THIS SCENE IS BUT ALSO PLAY IT IN SUCH A WAY#WHERE MY HEART BREAKS SO BADLY FOR HIM AND I AM ALSO SUFFERING THE WORST SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT OF MY LIFE#DAVID TENNANT MALVOLIO MY WET BEAST OF ALL TIME MYYYYYYYY PATHETIC LOSER EVERRRRRRRRRRR#I CANT TAKE THE HANDS OFF MY FACE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR HIM PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THIS POOR MAN#THE WAY HE TRIPS AND FALLS OVER THE BOXTREE AT THE START AND ITS SOMEHOW DOWNHILL FROM THERE#th production of twelfth night i just watched (mark rylance's version) has malvolio played in such a way#where he's sort of like this doddering old fool that gets easily duped by the prank#here it's like. david really plays into how malvolio thinks he's ALL that he thinks he's soooooo so smart#and that's why he's even falling for it at all#and like this def has more basis in the text cuz maria is like Oh this loser thinks so highly of himself and thinks everyone likes him#this is going to be how my plan works#which is so so mean btw i think this woman has something wrong with her too
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Who’s the Lawlu kid’s favorite aunt or uncle? I imagine it’s a constant battle between everybody for ‘favorite’ status
Oh for SURE. And the Straw Hats are all terribly confident it’s one of them. Esp Nami who is absolutely smitten and gets on with the kid so well. And tbh my instinct was to say Bepo lmao. But actually my self indulgent no nuance answer is penguin is best uncle that’s it goodbye
(also no nuance favorite straw hat is probably sanji or jinbei)
#he is very gentle w her#and when she’s with the hearts he’s always the one that’s like hey cap need a break?#and not waiting for an answer before sauntering off with her#which at first would almost bug law because he’s like wait hey give that back#but then he sees how Soft peng is w her and how much he loves her and bein an uncle#and ofc bep is great uncle and the easy answer for best heart uncle at least#but there’s a quiet way of caring that really bonds peng w his nibling#my art#lawlu#my asks#holdyourbreathfornow
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Leverage 4x1 - "The Long Way Down Job"
#christian kane#leverage#eliot spencer#parker#beth riesgraf#the long way down job#it breaks my heart the way this makes it clear parker has been using the other members of the team as a yardstick for morality#like she's been constantly comparing herself to them and has been failing to measure up#it's so important to her and she's convinced the others are “good” enough that they'd manage find a way somehow#and eliot can only nod and do what he can to help her through a crisis of faith in herself
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"I expected to be greeted as a hero - but the wretches imprisoned me, and tried to tear my mind apart. I didn't think anyone would come for me."
#this breaks my heart yet I can’t stop looking at it#I’VE COME FOR YOU MY LOVE#she is so broken I need to show her real love and real trust and real loyalty#I need to hug her#and#make her feel safe#minthara baenre#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#I think I am getting better at making gifs! finding ways to improve quality still but this is definitely better than the last#but i'm sad it's not very sharp ):
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never write a directionless fic. cause why is pete having a breakdown over the shop that gave him cheap ass egg foo young closing . How’d we get here
#well actually I think it fits the story nicely but#I’m baffled at myself LMAOOOOO#I’d have a break down too actually#did u guys know parts of the Bowery were considered China town in 1933?#well now u do#the main China town street was literally like 2 blocks west#having so many debates w myself if I want this to be a status quo fic or the breakdown pete needs fic#what do u guys think#I’m at 1300 words it could go either way at this point#the dog speaks#mj is putting up w so much in this fic my heart goes out to her#my shining star
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peaky blinders — 6x03 created by steven knight
#bawling my eyes out her acting is fucking insane#the shock the trauma and the disbelief on her face :(#like you can see the reality of ruby's death hasn't fully sunk in for lizzie#and she waited for tommy so she could break it to him first#the way she was specific in details about the time of ruby's passing and the location where her body was taken#and the way she collapsed in tear streaked grief because the weight of the tragedy is finally beginning to register for her#so heartbreaking...the whole scene evoked so much emotion from me#broken hearted parents#natasha o'keeffe the actress that you are#and kudos to the writing as well#peaky blinders#lizzie shelby#lizzie stark#tommy shelby#thomas shelby#natasha o'keeffe#cillian murphy#steven knight#tv shows#pb text post
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Aelin.
He had no voice here, but he spoke her name. Threw it across the gulf between them.
Slowly, she turned to him.
It was her face—or it would be in a few years. When she Settled.
But it wasn't the slightly older features that knocked the breath from him.
It was the hand on her rounded belly.
She stared toward him, hair still flowing.
Behind her, four small figures emerged.
Rowan fell to his knees.
The tallest: a girl with golden hair and pine-green eyes, solemn-faced and as proud as her mother. The boy beside her, nearly her height, smiled at him, warm and bright, his Ashryver eyes near-glowing beneath his cap of silver hair.
The boy next to him, silver-haired and green-eyed, might as well have been Rowan's twin.
And the smallest girl, clinging to her mother's legs ... A fine-boned, silver-haired child, little more than a babe, her blue eyes harking back to a lineage he did not know.
Children. His children. Their children.
With another mere weeks from being born.
His family.
The family he might have, the future he might have. The most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.
Aelin.
#the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen was Aelin#Chapter 5#the prophecy she saw#the life they should’ve had#the fact the one kid has Elena’s eyes#they both dreamed of this#and with him she wanted a family#the shadows and nothing without her#He tried to scream. Tried to get off his knees to find some way to them.#They were still staring at him as it swept them away too.#break my heart#read along#read with me#cry with me#Kingdom of Ash#EoS#KoA#no spoilers please#first read#Sarah J. Maas#Rowaelin#Rowan Whitethorn#Aelin Galathynius#their children who represent the Forrest’s and mountains and better world and omg imagine them with chaorene bb’s & lil abraxos bb dragons#Their children pressed closer to her the eldest girl peering up to Aelin in warning.#I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all#let this be foreshadowing please#that song in his blood the dream#the ashryver eyes and terrasen green#A dream. That same dream
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Ever since I was arrested, I have sold out every value I've held dear. And when you do that, it gets harder and harder to tell the difference between a conspiracy and a conspiracy theory.
#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#mine#edit#*#scene*#otp: if you do i'm all in#MY LOVE#godddd the way she breaks the SECOND rossi touches her???#my heart is BREAKING about her being alone for the last three years and having no one to really connect with#especially once krystall died and rossi fell apart#(not to make everything about the doyle arc but this is sooooo reminiscent of the way she broke during the doyle arc like!!!!#emily and her compartmentalization pushing everything into a box until it fucking bursts?? oh baby you NEED to ask for help sooner)
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People rightfully talk about how devastating romantic solavellan is, but I think platonic solavellan can also be extremely devastating.
Like, my main Inquisitor was a Dalish rogue. She had no experience of magic, or the Fade, or anything like that before accidentally stumbling into the whole Corypheus ritual thing. Solas saved her life. He was by her side when she was confused and scared and trying to figure out what the hell had happened to her while all these humans were accusing her of a terrible crime she didn't commit. He helped her learn how to use the mark to seal the rifts; helped her understand what her new abilities were and that they were needed. When the humans began to call her the herald of a divine figure she didn't worship, Solas was the one person she could turn to when it all started to get a bit much (my Inquisitor was very much a Life of Brian-esque "I'm not the Herald of Andraste!" type). The conversation they have in the snow after everyone gathers together to sing "The Dawn Will Come" is such an important moment. Two elves, in the midst of a struggle fundamentally elven but that human beliefs had managed to co-opt.
Solas was her mentor. Her friend. Someone who opened her eyes to the vastness of the world; who complicated things she thought she understood. And she listened to him with an open mind and heart in turn. She was living proof that his unpleasant encounters with the Dalish were not universal. She had accepted her mortality, her lack of magic, because she knew no other way to be, and it probably broke his heart that he knew that HE was the one who had taken it from her. idk I'm just obsessed with all the dialogue that implies that the Inquisitor, through befriending Solas, changed a lot of his opinions about the modern world (modern elves especially), but that it wasn't enough to make him accept the world as it was in the end
idk man. platonic solavellan. really looking forward to seeing how it all plays out in veilguard.
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#solavellan#inquisitor lavellan#solas#i've played both romantic and platonic versions of solavellan and they both break my heart#but the platonic version has such a special place in my heart#my inquisitor was just some kid#she was in way over her head and solas was the closest thing she could find to her culture and people#in a very human-centred world#dorian was her bestie but solas was her mentor#the solas confrontation with high friendship at the end of trespasser GETS ME every time#i'm so excited the inquisitor will be returning in veilguard#i NEED that narrative resolution dammit!!
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