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Day 4: Birb

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[adraughtofamortentia]

I was on desktop earlier and honestly new tumblr users are spoiled with the ability to edit tags back in the day you just had to re write that whole shit

[tiniest-cosmos]

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[wileys-russo]

hihi idk if youre taking requests but i had an idea for leah kinda inspired by sockgate (💀)

so basically r plays for arsenal and theyre having kit photoshoots but the kit person accidentally forgot r’s (obviously the photoshoot isnt in colney) so she has to wear leah’s kit because r’s number is 5 and leah’s is 6 so it would be easier to edit and change the number like on the shorts (just say they didnt take any photos of her back because it would be too hard to change the name or something) ANYWAY leah is eating it up seeing r in her kit (especially if it’s like kind of big on her)

and then idk how you want to end it but maybe after the edited pictures are posted, leah cant help herself and also posts the original ones where you can see it’s her kit or something

love your writing <3

the sockgate trauma...never again the new number 6 II l.williamson

"leah catherine if you make us late again you're sleeping on the sofa tonight!" you yelled out impatiently, checking the time and rolling your eyes. "two minutes babe!" your girlfriend called back as you groaned in disbelief.

"they're dressing us and doing hair and makeup there leah, what is taking you so long?" you dropped your bag to the ground and stomped off to the bedroom. "no don't come in i'm-" you pushed open the door and your eyes widened at the sight in front of you.

"tell me that you are not doing a soduku right now." you spoke deathly calm, eyes locked with hers and narrowing. "would that make you feel better?" leah questioned with a charming smile, sat on the corner of the bed.

but the tinkling of her game gave it away as your eye twitched slightly and leah laughed nervously. "leah, i will be waiting in the car. if you do not join me in exactly two minutes, that thing you've been wanting to do?" you stated as leah nodded along.

"you can do it to yourself and this-" you gestured to your body. "-will be off limits, for a week." you warned seriously as leah scoffed and went to speak.

"a whole week williamson, shift it!" you cut her off sternly, turning on heel and marching out of the bedroom hearing your girlfriend trip over with a curse in her haste to hurry.

"ah fuck." you heard a thump and before you could even open the car door leah was skidding to your side, grabbing it for you. "after you darling." she grinned as you hummed and slid inside, tossing your bag in the back as she hurried around to her side.

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"babe why aren't you dressed?" leah frowned as she returned to the change rooms, having finished with her own media promotion and asked to let you know they were ready for you now.

"they didn't bring my kit. there was a typo on the schedule and they thought less was coming so they've got 23 and not 5." you sighed in explanation as your girlfriend took a seat beside you.

"they just told me to wear your kit, 6 is easier to photoshop to 5 since its one number and not two like 23 is." you shrugged as leahs eyebrows shot upward. "leah." you sighed tiredly at the familiar look which settled on her face as she sat down beside you.

"be an adult and go change, now please." you ducked away from her arm which attempted to slip over your shoulders, standing up and crossing your arms across your chest. "have i ever told you just how sexy you look when you're pissed with me?" leah sighed with a dopey smile.

"yes. you make a point to remind me every time you grovel after you've pissed me off!" you threw a towel at her head and sat back down at your cubby. "no, go change baby." your foot shot up to press against her as she stood and attempted to get closer.

"reminds me of a different position baby, one i quite like." leah grinned wolfishly as she pulled your leg to sit on top of her shoulder and kissed your ankle with a wiggle of her eyebrows.

"you already made me late once this morning and you're doing it again. go and change leah please!" you groaned pulling your leg back and sending her a stern look.

"i know you think this is going to work but this whole annoyed look-" leah wiggled her fingers at you "-is just making it all the more harder to leave you." leah smirked as you rolled your eyes and exhaled deeply.

"alright alright! i'm going. a girl knows where she isn't wanted!" leah spoke dramatically clutching at her chest, ducking down and stealing a kiss. "unless you'd like me to just change here and we can-" leah started to suggest but a dead panned glare had her grabbing her bag and hurrying away toward the showers.

"here you go then sunshine." a bundle of clothes hit you square in the face as you'd started to daydream only a few moments later, leah changed back into the clothes she'd arrived in.

"you are so-" you stopped yourself, leah sending you a smirk and sitting down on the bench. "eyes and hands inside the ride at all times williamson, i'm on a schedule." you warned as you started to strip off and change, feeling your girlfriends gaze locked onto you.

"leah!" you huffed as you pulled her shirt down over your head and her hand smacked against your ass. "what? it slipped babe." leah shrugged with an innocent smile as you rolled your eyes and pulled on her shorts having to roll the waistband a little so they didn't hang so low, already having your boots and socks on.

"wait! you're missing something." leah shot to her feet as you fixed your hair and turned to leave, pausing with a raised eyebrow. your lips couldn't help but curl into a small smile as leahs own pressed sweetly against them.

"sap." you teased, pecking her lips a few more times before heading out of the change rooms hearing her follow after you. "behave leah." you warned seriously as she held up her hands with a wink and you pushed your way into the media room.

"well well well if it isn't our newest number six!" beth teased as she finished up and immediately noticed that you weren't in your own number. "call me vice captain." you grinned, hugging her as you swapped positions and she spoke briefly with your girlfriend before leaving the room.

"so we're mostly shooting graphics for the screens and the lineups today, some celebrations, some serious shots. we'll do everything forward facing since there was some...issues, sorry about that again." jessica the marketing and media admin smiled apologetically.

"you're just lucky i was around to save the day jess." leah chimed in as jess shot her a playful glare and stepped back, calling out a few poses as the photographer snapped away and you moved between the different backdrops.

much as you tried your hardest to stay focused there was no avoiding the shit eating grin plastered on your girlfriends face as she sat back with arms crossed, eyes laser focused on your every move.

leah wasn't shy about how much she adored you, that was given by the constant teasings of the pining looks she threw your way during trainings or the not to subtle kisses she stole what felt like every few minutes.

leah was even less shy about how much she adored the sight of you in her clothes. early on in the relationship she did find it somewhat frustrating how you'd sneak off with her hoodies or shirts or pants hidden away in your overnight bag.

but seeing you wander around colney with what leah knew was her nike hoodie covering your top half had something stirring in her stomach she couldn't ignore.

your girlfriend by nature could be possessive, though most times it never came from jealousy knowing you were just as much as infatuated with her as she was with you, but rather that solidifying assurance that you were hers.

so as she sat there seeing you take picture after picture wearing her name, number and jersey leah was grinning ear to ear and there wasn't much which could be said to wipe it off.

"all good?" you questioned once it seemed things were wrapped up, sending both him and jess a thumbs up and stepping away, boots clacking against the hard cement floor and shaking your head at the look on leahs face.

"don't say it." you warned, snatching your jacket out of her hands and making a beeline out of the room as she hurried to follow you. "leah!" you laughed as she caught up and grabbed your hand, pushing you against a wall.

"you're like a horny teenager." you chuckled against her lips which immediately ravaged yours, her hands gripping your hips as you cupped her face and deepened the kiss.

"baby girl you know what it does to me to see you in my clothes, let alone wearing my last name on your back." leah pulled away and shook her head, making a mind blown gesture with her hands causing you to laugh again and shove her.

"we're at work miss williamson, be professional." you booped her nose and darted away as leahs kiss met thin air and she watched you dissapear into the change rooms.

"oh but miss williamson all my thoughts right now are strictly unprofessional." leah sang out happily with a cheeky grin as you shook your head. "no ring, no wife." you patted her cheek and held up your empty hand causing leah to now shake her head.

"oh no no no, no need to change my girl." leah swiftly grabbed your bag, stuffing your clothes back in and slinging it over her shoulder, holding out her hand for you to take with a sly smile.

"its time for me to make our new number six feel very very very welcome."

[seongminiz]

puppy hybrid minhee :D

GABI AHHHHH GET OUT OF MY NOTES APP⁉️‼️‼️‼️ /LH

anyways im ,, i feel dizzy i feel insane

warnings : puppy minhee , kinda switch minhee but not rlly , biting/marking , breeding , jealousy/possessiveness , overstimulation , i think thats all but im not sure

dont even have a word count for this i just . got possessed or something while writing i swear . didnt proof read if its full of typos or redundant sentences no it isnt

puppy hybrid minhee is the best puppy anyone could ever ask for whether hes subbing or not likeee hes so good n sweet n gets turned on so easily :(( sometimes you'll accidentally brush ur hand against him n oh ! he gets all blush n antsy trying to cover it up bc he feels kinda bad abt it , especially when he can get rlly needy n immediately take u no matter where u r

hes just clingy overall even in a nonsexual context , he loves hugging n cuddling n would love when ur just laying in bed n hes in ur arms n u r scratching his head oh my god im going to start crying ,,, but with being clingy comes being possessive so („• ᴗ •„) likes to mark u up everywhere both in places only he can see - it reminds him that hes the only one for u - n in more obvious places to make sure everyone knows ur his ! also loves getting marked for the same reason , wants everyone to know hes ur puppy ofc !!

and and and he likes biting so much his little fangs r so cute like u might be having the softest fluffiest lovemaking to ever exist n he'll still be nibbling on ur shoulder he just needs that added comfort . also has a things for biting ur thighs especially bc he loves loves loves giving oral he definitely has an oral fixation n could spend hours between ur legs eating u out until u r exhausted ,, which once again brings us back to my 'minhee loves overstimulation' agenda ! what a surprise ! i'll never shut up abt how carried away he gets especially when eating u out like poor puppy doesn't even do it on purpose he just likes making a mess out of u n licking everything clean n starting over ,, plus the way ur legs shake n trap his head despite u trying to push it away with ur hands ,,, pull his hair too while u r at it he would never admit it but he likes the pain that comes with it a little too much~

back to him being possessive ,,, breeding kink . thats it like . hes so territorial :( feels the need to claim u in any way possible n marking u on the outside just doesn't do it for him anymore ! so dont be surprised if one day , after u once again somehow set his jealousy off , he decides to take care of it by breeding u nice n well while rambling abt how hes going to fill u with his puppies („• ᴗ •„)

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CAN YOU ZOOBLE AND POMNI X INTROVERTED READER PLZ

Pomni and Zooble x introverted reader!

no need to yell/lh sorry it took me a while to get to this, ive been busy lately and generally just not been feeling like myself lately </3 waiting on the oven to preheat so i think i might try to write in between baking... hmm typos may be more noticeable since i got a bandaid on my finger, accidentally sliced it open </3 idk what to do for the gif uuuuuuh based off the admin themselves being an introvert

POMNI:

i think she might be an introvert too. i think it should be relevant to remind everyone that not all introverts are shy and closed off, and not all shy and closed off people are introverts; being an introvert just means you like being able to do stuff by yourself + having a lower social battery.. and i think that fits pomni really well, at least based off of the pilot alone. you guys both understand your needs in regards to outside stimulation and socialization, and you both work to make sure your needs are met! often times, activites between the two of you are calmer and more down to earth rather than something high energy and spontaneous... i think you guys do a lot of planning and routine with stuff and try to stick to it

ZOOBLE:

hands down zooble is also an introvert + i just think they dont like most people. i dont want to say cynical.... but they definitely arent always trying to see the best in everyone at all times... a lot of the times, when you two are hanging out, its just you two quietly existing in the same room. there isnt much conversation, though when there is one you guys can talk for a while on the topic.. i think zooble might have a lower social battery than most, so sometimes theyre going to need their alone time.. though i do think they would communicate that youre not annoying or bothering them, that they just need a minute. they would respect you if you ever needed the same!

[the-whispers-of-death]

dad!butcher has not stopped haunting me, so now its your turn to write /lh

aka can i pretty please with a cherry on top and a kiss on the cheek request kali's reaction to butcher bringing diane home for the first time? i know he was nice about it, but ough, my brain isnt braining and i want to see dad!kali shine too,,,

(and just so you know, he *did* end up getting the groceries with diane together. so he didnt come home empty handed. in fact, hes overcompensating, if anything /j)

A New Child Acquired

Okay, yes I will indulge us on seeing Kali react to Diane coming home with Butcher. More Dad!Kali content is content we need.

Full disclosure, I forgot to reread what you had wrote about Diane and Butcher meeting so I accidentally made it so that it's dinnertime when Butcher and Diane come home instead of it being lunch time. It be like that sometimes.

Also, I was too lazy to give this a look-over. There might be typos.

Word Count: 2,079

Ashok moved around the kitchen, working with the little ingredients he had. He knew his boyfriend would hopefully be back soon with the groceries, but he saw how hungry their children were getting and he just couldn't wait for Adam to come home.

He hummed to himself as he chopped up the vegetables, making sure to check on the beef that was being cooked as he chopped. Once the vegetables were chopped, he placed them in with the beef and stirred it around, making sure everything was getting cooked evenly.

Once the beef and vegetables were cooked, he took out four plates for him and the three kids. He plated the rice he had made before the beef and vegetables in all four plates before putting the beef and vegetables on top. He made sure it was all plated nicely before setting the plates on the dining table.

"Betas! Dinner is ready!" he called out to his children, putting the dishes in the sink for him to clean after he ate. He sat down at the table, waiting for his children.

All three kids came into the kitchen but per usual, Charles and Samuel took their individual plates to their bedrooms. Ashok didn't mind, knowing it was best not to push them to socialize more than they could handle. He was just happy they were eating, no matter where they ate.

"How is your schoolwork going, Lakshmi?" Ashok asked his daughter, smiling at her when she sat down to join him at the dinner table. He waited to eat, only eating when she started. "Are you having trouble with anything?"

Lakshmi was smart, as was the rest of the kids, but she struggled with math sometimes. He never blamed for it, especially with how math was being taught nowadays. He just hoped she was comfortable enough with him to ask for help.

Lakshmi shook her head. "I've started to get the hang of algebra, finally. I finished my homework, actually," she said, beaming at him.

Ashok's smile widened at the news, thankful his daughter was having an easier time with algebra. "You did? I'm so proud of you, Beta. I'm glad it's starting to get easier for you."

The rest of the dinner was the two of them chatting about everything and anything. By the time dinner was finished and Ashok washing the dishes, he felt lighter even with the small worry at the back of his head about how it was taking Adam so long to come home.

"Ah ah, no. Go to your room and chill, Beta," he said when Lakshmi tried to help him with the dishes. He smiled at how generous she was and splashed with her a little bit of water to stop her from picking up a plate. "You deserve to relax after all that time you spent as school. I remember how school was back in my day and I hear it's even worse now, so much pressure on you kids. So go, have fun. You can help me wash the dishes on the weekends, if you're so inclined."

"Thank you, Baba." Lakshmi came up to him and pressed a kiss against his cheek, smiling up at him. She then turned on her heel and walked out of the kitchen, no doubt doing whatever her heart desired.

Ashok finished washing the dishes he had before he went to the boys' bedrooms and knocked twice. He didn't dare open the door, waiting for the boys to do that so they could hand him their plates. He wasn't in the habit of going into the boys' rooms if they didn't want him to, giving them the option of just meeting him in their doorways to give him the plates.

He murmured that he loved them before they closed their bedroom doors and he went back to the kitchen to wash the two plates. He glanced at the clock, frowning when he saw how late he was.

Where was Adam?

As soon as he had that thought, the front door was unlocked. Two pairs of footsteps entered the house, the rustling of plastic bags full of groceries being heard.

Ashok's eyebrows furrowed at the sound of two pairs of footsteps, unaware that his boyfriend was coming home with someone in tow. He grabbed his glasses, having forgotten them all this time due to still being unused to needing them, and put them on so he could see clearly. He walked out of the kitchen and into the living room, seeing who came with Adam.

What he saw broke his heart: a girl who was in clothes far too ratty to give her any protection, the only thing giving warmth being Adam's huge jacket that dwarfed her. She looked so hungry and dirty, most likely spending quite some time on the streets. Worst of all, she had a torn ear, caked in blood.

"Oh hello!" he said, giving her a bright smile to try and ease her discomfort.

He immediately went to thermostat and turned up the heat, not liking the fact that she most likely had been out in the cold before Adam had found her. Poor girl was going to get sick due to the snowstorm that was coming.

"I'm Ashok. Would you be comfortable telling me your name? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to, it's whatever will make you feel the most comfortable."

He waited patiently, still giving her a bright smile. He didn't mind being patient with her, it was clear she would need a lot of patience.

Like he did with most children he met, he felt a pull to make sure she was taken care of. He had to remind himself that he couldn't be so bold with her, especially because he didn't even know if she had parents who were looking for her.

"She said her name is Diane," Adam said, drawing his boyfriend's attention to him. He still held the grocery bags, but he was moving towards the kitchen to put the groceries away. "Found her on the street, knee-deep in the snow. So I brought her here, after getting the groceries."

Ashok's eyebrows furrowed at that, glancing at Diane briefly before turning back to Adam. "You took her grocery shopping with you and then brought her here? What about her parents?"

"Please don't kick me out!"

Ashok's head whipped to Diane, surprised at her speaking.

She sounded so scared, it made his heart ache. Her reaction made it clear that her parents would not want her back, that she had nowhere else to go instead of here.

Well, in that case, Ashok would take her. No child deserved to be kicked out and left to defend themselves.

"You're not going to be kicked out," he said, his voice softening to soothe her. He drew closer to her, arms stretched out to comfort her. He saw her flinch and while his heart broke at the sight, he dropped his arms immediately.

"Have you eaten? There's leftover of the dinner I cooked. Enough for you both."

Adam nodded in response to the question. "I gave her food before we got the groceries and we ate," he answered.

Ashok relaxed at that, grateful that she was no longer hungry. He remembered the torn ear of Diane's and figured they should start with that.

He hummed in thought, taking in his options. "I would call Vik normally, but he's not very gentle. I think we should at least check her ear, see if it needs stitches, and then go from there. If it doesn't need stitches, I can disinfect and bandage it myself," he said, knowing that while his best friend was the best at taking care of injuries, Vikram would probably scare Diane.

He didn't want Diane to be scared any more. She deserved to feel safe.

Ashok left Adam to put away the groceries, taking Diane to the bathroom since that was where the medical bag was. He gestured for her to come closer, feeling sad when she seemed to only obey in the hopes of pleasing him. He checked her ear, breathing out a sigh of relief that she didn't need stitches.

He washed his hands before disinfecting her ear, taking care to be as gentle as he could be. He took out the bandages before realizing she should probably shower first.

"Actually, let's get you washed up and put in fresh clothes before I bandage your ear, okay?" His voice still held that gentle tone, not wanting to keep her on edge. "I'll show you how the shower valves since they're a bit confusing at first and then I'll leave you to shower while I get you clothes. How does that sound?"

Diane looked so out of place as she stood near the shower with him, but he tried to push that thought of his mind. He had to focus on ensuring she was taken care of.

Once he felt she knew how to work the shower, he left her to shower and went to Lakshmi's room. He knocked twice to announce himself, smiling when she said "Come in!" a minute later. He opened the door and stepped inside the bedroom.

"Beta, I'm sorry to interrupt your reading, but I need a favor," he said, noting how she was curled up in a comfortable chair with a book. He went near the closet, but didn't open it. "Do you mind if I borrow your clothes? It's for a girl your age, someone Adam brought home."

Lakshmi nodded and then laughed. "Uncle Ivan wasn't kidding when he said it was a miracle you hadn't adopted a kid off the street yet," she said, still giggling. "Guess that ends today?"

Ashok playfully frowned at her, making sure she knew he wasn't really upset. "Oh, so you and Uncle Ivan have been talking about me behind my back? You wound me, Beta. Guess I'll just have to retaliate by telling him about the time you accidentally snorted soda up your nose."

He dodged a pillow thrown his way, chuckling. He grabbed the clothes and kissed her forehead, leaving before she threw another pillow at him.

He walked back to the bathroom, opening the door and looking inside the room enough just to put the clothes on the counter.

"I'm leaving the clothes on the counter for you after you finish your shower! Take your time and then tell me when you're ready for your ear to be bandaged."

With those words, he exited the bathroom and closed the door again to give Diane privacy. He went to the kitchen where Adam was still putting away the groceries.

"So you brought a kid home," he said, not at all surprised considering how much of a soft spot Adam seemed to have for kids underneath all of that tough demeanor he had.

Adam glanced Ashok's way before refocusing on the groceries. "I couldn't leave her there and I knew she was safe here, with us. She didn't seem to mind, as she asked me to be her dad." He glanced back at his boyfriend. "Do you not want her here?"

"I never said that."

Ashok's answer was immediate, both of them knowing he would never turn a kid away. It was part of why Adam brought her here in the first place. His heart was big enough for the kids they already had and one more.

"She's a nice kid, Diane." Ashok pretended to sound nonchalant as he helped his boyfriend put away the groceries.

"She is." Adam's lips pulled into a cocky smirk, knowing the answer to the question he was about to ask. "So, can we keep her?"

Ashok scrunched his nose in displeasure at the wording. "That sounds like she's not a human being with free will." He shook his head at his thoughts before moving closer to Adam. "If she wants to stay... Well, I wouldn't object."

Adam chuckled at that, wrapping his arms around Ashok's waist to pull him even closer. "You already think of her as your daughter, don't you, doll?"

"I plead the fifth."

They both chuckled at Ashok's words, their moment being broken by the bathroom door being opened. Ashok gave Adam a small kiss before getting out of his hold, going to where Diane was waiting for him.

He neared her and his heart melted at seeing her freshly dressed and cleaned.

Yeah, she was his daughter already.

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Once again, I don't truly like the way this ending is but alas endings continue to evade me. Anyways, I hope this was good.

[muttmoxley]

oooooooo im. im wavibg my fingers tell me about juno

ooooooo

ooohhhhhh noooooo… ive been hypnotized by your finger wibbling…. i guess i have to talk about hiiimmmm……

@ my fellow players in the d4 campaign DONT READ THIS. none of them actively use tumblr but jic

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the first thing i always always always say about him is that he fucking SUCKS. hes the worst man alive i hope he dies im literally obsessed with him. juno infyris is a tiefling celestial warlock :3 his patron god is homebrew that i made myself! basically he grew up in the underdark (gracklstugh to be specific) doing odd jobs to make enough money to leave. since almost all of the underdark is under lolth, he genuinely just didnt. think gods were real. he was an atheist he just thought everyone else was in a cult on something LMFAO once he was old enough he started a little shop of his own selling fake magic items (most of which he stole). like spamton but not actually like spamton at all. now while setting up his window display for candlenights he ACCIDENTALLY SUMMONED A DEITY. shes like ohhh brave one you have summoned me….. your wish is my command… i shall aid you in your journeys…. and hes like Uh Um Uhhh Can You Help Me Out. (<- INCREDIBLY UNSPECIFIC THING TO SAY TO A LITERAL GOD.) she takes this and fuckinf runs with it hes now soulbound to this deity thats trying to make him a better person and have him do good deeds and stuff amd he HATES IT. as aforementioned he is the worst fucking guy alive hes greedy and selfish and an all around bastard who literally scams people for a living and now all of a sudden hes forced to be a good person or else god will kill him and its the funniest dynamic ive ever written. anyways he escapes his master and leaves the underdark and meets up with the party etc etc etc BUT i wanna talk more about his life before then. see the underdark is a really shitty fuckinf place to live for like 90% of the population and basically anyone that isnt a drow or duergar. SO. you can imagine his life kind of sucks. he is forever in servitude of at least one master at all times & is FOREVER trying to convince everyone he meets to let him live. he used to have wings, in fact! however when they grew in, his master used him for his wings & made him do a bunch of shady shit for him before cutting them off, not wanting juno to seem too valuable to others and have him stolen. juno currently doesn’t remember ever having wings & is convinced hes just naturally discoordinated and clumsy but in reality he’ll never fully acclimate to living without his wings. for all of the 18 years he lived in gracklstugh he spent every day trying to be good enough so that he wouldn’t be deemed useless and killed. his main tactic for this is flirting. see, he knows he’s fucking annoying, and he’s spent years trying to ‘fix it’, and he just can’t. so if he cant change his personality, he believes his only use is his looks. he’ll flash a charming smile and a kiss on the cheek to the vendor he’s currently robbing, distracting them so that he can steal just enough to get by. he’s fucking pretty, and he knows it, so he uses it to his advantage. he exists as an accessory, something to be used, and believes that’s the entirety of his worth. when he escapes the underdark by killing his master (with the help of angel, another pc in our campaign), he takes his left eye out. the scar changes everything. if he’s not pretty, not appealing enough, then he’s fucking useless. he finally got his chance to escape the underdark and now he’s going to be left to die as soon as he sees the sun for the first time. OBVIOUSLY THIS ISNT WHAT HAPPENS. throughout the campaign, one of the other pcs, rpck (no that’s not a typo his name is rpck) falls in love with him. this shit changes EVERYTHING his entire worldview begins to crumble as he learns he can finally be loved and. Yeaghf. im fucking normal about him. theres ALWAYS more i can say abt him but this is long enough already LMFAO thank u for letting me ramble jack :-)

[neptunesailing]

asks about your 1 oc

HI HI HELLO uh . i wasnt actually expecting sm1 to ask about my oc hahah anyway yyeeesss let me rant :))))c (there is lots of ramblings under the cut so)

their name is miharu amachi (if i accidentally say amagi its because its a typo they are not related to hiiro or rinne) pronouns they/them and he/him is ok for them too ^_^ they're like. i think 18 or 19 and they are an idol (yes they are an enstars oc) in the unit crescendo! which is an rp group im in with some friends :D ive drawn one of the other characters before (kiyama) and ive drawn miharu a couple of times too ^_^ (here and here) the colors are so inconsistent i need to make a character design. thingy soon < cannot because i am so busy all the time now

when you first meet them they come across as really calm and cool, and a little like an older sibling. they make sure that you're safe and as long as you are you can do whatever..! mostly. they are a very caring person and they want to make sure that everyone will be alright :D

SOME THINGS ABOUT MIHARU!! i sometimes will call them mimi because nicknames :) theyre mostly associated with green and they love plants. i dont mean like plants. i mean they LOVE plants. you go into their room you will see like five succulents on their desk and a bunch of hanging pots too. they love love plants.

SUPER IMPORTANT!!!! before being an idol, they are an actor! they've acted in plays and such since they were a child and only started doing films when they were a teen (id say like. 15? so they have like 4 years of acting experience) and with this theyve learned how to "act normal" around people so. angst potential anyone? :)

they also have a really nice singing voice! id say their voice is soft and smooth? yeah thats it. they mostly do harmonies in their discography also their dancing isnt All There but they are working on it !! they trip sometimes but its ok they know how to fall because acting 👍

sicne this is an enstars oc i have to say where they went to school! they went to yumenosaki for two years and then had an Unexplained gap year before they went back to the "new ES" < this is a premise/setting thing for the rp group its a whole thing basically the idol course is co-ed now and theres a new dorm building that crescendo is in and theres a whole nother event thats kinda like restructuring its a whole bunch i am Not explaining it well but yeah ^_^ its super fun weve had one session already and i cant wait for more

OOH OOH interactions with others... id say theyre more of a "go with the flow" type person? while in yumenosaki they were always like a backup / backstage dancer of sorts. their whole vibe is. backstage dancers and harmonies (both things they do) aren't needed to make good art, but they're nice to have! miharu isn't always needed but theyre nice to have :) i think a really important part of their character is trying to heal from what theyve experienced in the past (which is subject to change) and learning to accept that yes, you are an important part of this unit and we would miss you if you were gone!

uhm i cant think of what else to say. hope u liked my ramblings about my 1 oc

[grumbums-ooc]

give me two facts about every oc on that sheet >:)

ALRIGHT BABY LETS GO

Part 1: OSC

long post! also the updated oc count from 55 to 57 and one of the added ocs is in this part.

RB (short for Rubber Ball)

1. first ever oc & first ever self insert*! oct 16th, 2020

2. raymon and james are different versions of rb to fit the fandom/story they're from

Hart (not a typo)

1. rb's gf, hearts and hannah are different versions/influenced by her

2. adopted! /pos

Toppie (object toppie, is a top hat)

1. originally was supposed to be an antagonist to rb and hart, now is just a mischievous friend

2. nonbinary! (this was when i avoided making queer characters due to "not seeing them as trans/gay", the nb thing was decided a couple years after)

Brownie

1. used to be a bully to rb that could never be redeemed. got redeemed.

2. got super defensive telling people "this isnt an attempt at racism!" when i told them he was a shitbag. dunno why.

all 4 of them are friends btw, and rb, hearts, and toppie are in a poly relationship

Sticker

1. rb's dad. abusive dad. does not correlate to anyone irl i just like giving my characters trauma

2. no design. just a square with a rip and a couple of stains. also drinks alcohol

Stuffy (stuffed animal)

1. rb's mom. dead mom. thats right baybee your boi accidentally just made the mary sue trope of one dead parent one abusive parent on accident i had no idea.

2. kind and caring, of course. died when rb was 7 trying to break up a bar fight bc she worked at a bar.

Kick Ball

1. i never actually decided on this but hes either rb's long lost brother or one of his friends ig.

2. blueish teal!

(just realized i flipped the order of stuffy n kick ball. whatever)

Pixel (not on the list, forgot her)

1. really small (about the size of ice cube after used to cool down team ice cube's soup in bfb 13), displays a dark gray color around #161616

2. friends with kb!

Folder

1. made to be someone who had a crush on hart in pair with sign having a crush on rb

2. basically a toppie clone in terms of personality

Sign

1. made to be someone who had a crush on rb in pair with folder having a crush on hart

2. kind of a yandere!

Lighter

1. made to be toppies younger sister. otherwise nothing else

2. i think i once used her for a daydream similar to that one movie (where a kid goes to a party but is forced to take his little sister, gets high at the party, sister has an allergic reaction, rolls down the window for the sister when driving home so she can breathe better, kills her by driving recklessly and decapitating her when driving near a wall or pole or something, and then hiding it from his parents until they find out and theres this scene where the parents are sobbing while the camera slowly pans to the room hes in and he looks full of dread. its called hereditary) where toppie goes to a party. has to take lighter. walks back and accidentally lets ligher get run over. thats all i remember

Starry

1. hart's adoptive mom.

2. changed to be male and the host of an hfjone like object show that never came to fruition, so no male host starry

Spray Can

1. hart's other adoptive mom

2. her and starry's objects were the first things i saw while i was playing subway surfers so they stuck

WHOO BOY THAT WAS A LOT. I WILL REBLOG OR DO ANOTHER POST WITH PART 2 SOON.

[cult-of-husbandos]

ellooo this isnt a request but can i ask if dis blog is for fem reader only? because when i was reading the arata ryuu fic and den i saw she/her pronouns and i was wondering since the other like paragraphs used they/them so im wondering if its a typo or not

the specific part was the "Whatever. Let go of her already."

so sorry if im bothering you 🙏🙏 you can just ignore this if you want tenk qqq ❤️❤️

hii~🖤 nah you're not bothering me lol looking back i probably had the idea of making it the reader gender neutral and most likely added fem pronouns accidentally since most of my fics take days up to a couple weeks to write depending on the scenario (or a month lmao).

good looking out tho! just means i'll have to really be diligent on proofing in the future.

[basilpaste]

okay here we go heres my grand follow up to this because people arent understanding what im saying:

its cool if you appreciate when people point out your typos. great! love that for you!!! but the standard assumption shouldnt be "oh its okay to correct this person on their spelling". youve gotta fucking ask youve GOTTA fucking ask. its really easy to make tiny little mistakes that you dont catch when youre writing.

one or two things being spelled wrong or phrased weirdly isnt going to ruin the experience.

correcting someone accidentally spelling "happens" as "hppens" or something doesnt do anything. its an incredibly easy thing to miss and not a big enough deal to make it unreadable.

^ this meme is a fucking bit you dont do this shit seriously.

this isnt a post about people welcoming typo corrections this is a post about the standard fic writers are held to in fandom spaces compared to other fan creators. this is about people not "correcting" artists on their work but feeling like its okay to correct writers completely unprompted. if someone doesnt ask for critique you shouldnt give it to them. thats the post. thats the entire post.

actually this is a thing i want to write a post about.

there is a clear and obvious double standard with how people react to fanart vs how they react to fanfic. i am not talking about random youtubers reacting to fanfic to make a quick buck, im specifically talking about fan spaces.

it is incredibly common, in my experience, for people to leave unsolicited critique on fanfic. be it little things like correcting typos or more major things like saying that a fic did a bad job delivering on what it set out to do (that is a real thing ive been told!!!).

on the flip side, it is MUCH less common to get comments like this on fanart. even things the artists recognize as mistakes get glossed over in favor of looking at the cool art someone made! because someone made that! for free!!!!

people who write fic are very rarely writers my trade. they make mistakes. pointing out those mistakes is a very good way to make someone feel bad about their work. people will ask for critique or help with editing if they want it. giving unsolicited advice is often more harmful than helpful. and one or two things being spelled wrong or phrased weirdly isnt going to ruin the experience.

[thatpunnyperson]

I swear, I'll be several tags into reblogging a post, and I'll make one spelling mistake, and the second I go back to fix the typo, the app refreshes and the post whooshed away and it no longer matters that I made that typo or had added a bunch of tags already. It's gone. The post is just fucking gone. I scroll forever and can never find it again. Why is it ALWAYS when I go to fix a typo when this happens.

If you're wondering what post I was just looking at, it was one where people were making fun of southern californian's for playing in the flood waters from the recent hurriquake. And I was griping in the tags that most southern californians know flood waters are incredibly dangerous because we have been getting flash flood emergency alerts our entire lives because when it rains here, it literally causes flash flood every time. Californian's KNOW about floor waters, this isnt a case of "It never floods in california! Those idiots dont know the dangers!" okay, we KNOW. I PROMISE WE KNOW. Everyone is taught and cautioned and scared into knowing EXACTLY what is dangerous about all moving water in general.

The people doing dumb shit in the water and the same kind of people who do that shit on the east coast when hurricanes dump several feet of standing water on entire cities. They're just dumb and optimistic that the water won't get them this time. It's not a california thing, I promise.

Also at every california beach at every entry point to the sand, there are signs talking about the dangers of the water and how to recognize changes in the behavior of the waves to know when disasters are coming. Every fellow californian I've ever talked to about the water (and I'm not exaggerating here, literally every californian I've talked to both in the state and out of the state) knows how to spot a riptide, how to spot an incoming tsunami, knows how to safely walk through several inches to a foot of water, knows not to go into any body of water alone, knows how to properly wash off after going in water of dubious quality (I'm talking the ocean, rivers, lakes, and swimming pools). Like, california has a ridiculous amount of water and the various government organizations have a very vested interest in making sure people stay safe and don't put themselves in danger accidentally.

Anyway, this is the end of my small rant about southern californian's and flood waters. Literally every time it rains here, we get flash flood warnings and all of the ads on social media and the internet and everything change to disaster preparedness and how to deal with flash flooding. We KNOW about the water dangers. Go yell at the Floridians who decided not to evacuate for hurricane idalia. Even the fire department evacuated, come on now

[k0kichiimagines]

hi do you write mysme? if so can you write seven x (fem but it doesnt matter that much) reader who self harms? like since hes watching them from the security camera he realizes that theyre literally cutting themself up and then coming to the chatroom like “heyyyy isnt it such an amazing day??” while still looking so down or something .

sorry if you dont write seven or self harm btww thanks already

i do all three of those yes! sorry this took a few days, i usually try do requests like these instantly due to their topic,

nonnie i hope youre doing okay <3 if you, or anyone else here struggles with self harm, recovery is hard but it's possible! been there, done that, almost out the other side - so i can assure you, its rough, its not fun, but it is possible, and it is worth it, so set small goals, and try <3

- mod kokichi

saeyoung [707] x reader

-> self harming reader [c-tting to be exact]

cws : self harm, knives,

for plot pretend there's a camera in the kitchen,, he said theres one outside? and none in, and he had nothing of saeran breaking in, but also he talks about being able to see you - so either you step out often to wave hi, or maybe there is a little one inside? dunno, again just pretend theres one

you hadn't been thinking really. you usually kept this to the bathroom, hidden and away.

today the knives looked especially... appealing. the soft water drops left from the recent wash that fell down the sleek metal, the sunlight that flicked through the window and hit them at a pretty angle. it looked like a painting, it felt like they were whispering to you, teasing you, taunting you. the blade looked too sharp, just a gentle slice would draw blood.

you lay it against your wrist, you pressed it lightly and took a sharp breath, then hissed in pain once you quickly slid it across. bad idea, the blood was instant, pooling out the new wound. one or two more, and then you shoved it under the tap, trying to recall where the bandages were.

your phone dinged your usual notification sound. you glanced over at it, placed on the countertop. the messenger gave you unclear messages, you guessed it was part of its secrecy, so all you saw was 'One direct message'. but it reminded you of something, it reminded you of why exactly you had recently taken to hiding in the bathroom.

because you weren't at home.

and there were cameras here.

you grabbed your phone, rushed into the small room, and locked the door as though someone might burst through. as though, he might burst through. your fingers shook as you ignored the second message, rushing to cover your cuts before any blood fell to the floor, before the stains stayed as evidence, just in case this time you couldn't remove it. you felt sick, your chest ached, your whole body was shaking now.

you didn't want to check the text. you didn't. you hoped it was a coincidence, that even if it was him, he hadn't seen you.

even though he checked every 0.2 seconds.

the longer you ignored it the more obvious it was. maybe you could play it off as a mistake, you were sure the cameras weren't super clear, right?

your hands shook, you stepped out, pacing around the small apartment as you opened the text, just avoiding the camera.

it was him. your throat felt dry. what would he think of you?

"did you accidentally cut yourself while cooking? ahh, that's the worst! there should be plasters in the cabinet, unless they've been moved."

"???" - that must have been in response to you running.

there was then a gap. a moment of time with nothing. then your name. you could feel the serious tone.

"could you call me, please?" he'd worked it out. or maybe he'd checked the footage. you replied, taking forever because trembling fingers led to typos, and typos seemed suspcious.

"don't worry, seven ! i'm fine haha, i won't distract you from work, you said you had a lot, let's call later! ^^"

"i'm not busy. not when it comes to you." the quick reply made you jump, he was clearly waiting. you began to type out a reply, about how it was all just a silly mistake, but your phone screen was replaced by the calling icon instead. you took a deep breath, you didn't trust yourself for long replies, so you answered with a simple "hi".

"i can't come right now, so i can't keep a full eye on you, nor can i force you to stop. but i know what you were doing, and i'm telling you right now, its not worth it. any sort of satisfaction you think it gives you - it's not worth it."

"seven. i..." there goes your voice cracking. "i wasnt.. doing that."

he only sighed. "i'll see you soon. at the party, or maybe sooner if i get a break. it'll be a few days at most, that's a small goal, right? try stay clean for that long, just those few days, see if you can. and if you feel you might not, then call me, and we can talk about something else. i'm good at multitasking, i can talk to you and work, alright? and even if you don't make it, i just want you to try. that's all."

"i... yeah. okay. i'll try." his voice was soothing, he wasn't disgusted, or angry. just caring. worried?

"promise me?"

"i promise."

"good." he sighed again. "did you deal with it? clean it up?"

"um, yeah." you were crying now, something about having someone both know and be trying to help felt... nice. you didn't feel strong enough to recover, and you suspected it would be hard. in fact, maybe you both knew you would do it again. maybe even in an hour. but somehow... with him there, you felt a soft hope that maybe... just maybe... you might be alright.

"don't cry..! don't cry, you'll be okay. i won't tell the others if you don't want me to, but i could tell yoosung you're not feeling well, and to go visit you? ah... but the location is a secret... maybe you could go visit him? the others are busy, he's likely just gaming"

"thank you, seven, but i think i'm okay."

"are you sure?"

"yeah."

"i can stay on the line if you want? we don't have to speak the whole time, but it would like being in the same room."

"that'd be nice. thank you." you wiped your eyes, smiling at the idea.

"anytime."

[whatagirlwants]

Here it goes…this will be long 

bare with me the first time i typed everything i accidentally deleted it all. so this might be all over the place there might be typos. my reason for this is no reason just to jot down my thoughts so if you are reading this and offended dont take this personal.

 I think part of me feels the need to make this clear is because i’ve seen people not understand why she’d feel that about Joshua why does she describe him as vicious? where did it all go wrong. i’ve also seen Joshua fans undermine her feelings and bring up his traumas and what he went through to excuse him but what about what she went through? we dont have to compare but dont undermine her feelings and invalidate her. a certain comment struck me and it was a Joshua fan saying “she wouldnt pull an olivia write and release vicious about him and put him through it, she knows what he went through he doesnt deserve it he almost died” like they’re missing the whole point, i think sabrina has waited long enough and she tried to stay by him and it just didnt work, if she describe what he put her through as cruel then just accept it. yes his heart failed it isnt her fault? she tried to be there, how did u think she felt? he pushed her away too and he said it himself in his snippet of a song called Never and Sabrina sings about him pushing her away in Space and Dust which sh posted 2 months after dl was out.

To be honest with you the whole situation is complicated and you might not understand or if you’re biased towards any certain parties in this case joshua you will turn a blind eye and dismiss her feelings like you did vicious. Sabrina has never spoken about him or their relationship or put him on blast, she isn’t making this about her break up with him she’s simply letting the music find its people. What people make of it isn’t her fault, she didnt release vicious because she’s angry and wants revenge i mean its simply what she’s been through at this point she’s had a lot of people tell her how to feel its time we hear her out.

i’m not writing this as an expose i wish all well to Joshua and i know sabrina does too or she wouldn’t have written skinny dipping and imagine a day where it all wouldn’t hurt and she can put this past her. At the end of the day all 3 involved (sabrina, olivia, and joshua) have received hate in different ways.  part of me hates when someone defends sabrina and talks about what she went through and someone would bring up what Joshua went through. i dont like that we always have to bring him up maybe thats me and i hold some resentment of my own? maybe its cause im simply sick of seeing him be brought up and constantly baby-ed by his fans? which i understand. you wouldn’t turn on your favorite celebrity but i think its okay to accept he did Sabrina wrong and the only way to describe what he did to her is unfortunately is cruel. Sabrina herself said that she wouldn’t always feel like that and its just where she is now. 

I want to add im glad this is all over and sabrina doesn’t seem to be where she was last year and that makes me happy.

1. Why does she describe him as Vicious? 

I think in order to know that you must understand the timeline of their breakup and quite literally how he loved her and pretend he didn’t. because i don’t only want to show you the tl i want to be able to provide lyrics as proof and my own interpretation of it all this will be all over the place.

January 8th 2021 Drivers License was released, the whole cast of hsmtmts were filming the show in Salt Lake City and Sabrina was there visiting Joshua. Sabrina was spotted a week after Drivers License in Salt Lake. When Sabrina says in the song because i liked a boy “when everything went down we’d already broken up” is because thats what happened. He broke up with her after DL came out (it’ll make sense if you put it in this perspective, so stay with me). She even sings in the same song “was only trying to hold you close while your heart was failing. you said im too late to be you first love but i’ll always be your favorite��� To me, it sounds like he’s breaking up with her although she was only trying to be there for him because she loved him. This all ties up to love me then pretend you didnt crush my heart and wreck my image in the song Vicious. The thing is i dont believe wrote Vicious around the same time she wrote because i liked a boy i think it took her time to understand how she feels and actually reflect on how things went down and how he handled it. 

It’s funny cause Joshua has a song coming out called Used To It and the first verse is about Olivia not caring when his heart failed (due to septic shock) This could imply to thats where his mind was at which makes sense to why Sabrina finds him cruel as well as if you look at the 2nd verse in Vicious she sings “when you’re insecure could be me, could be her you just run to whoever is winning”. Joshua has a song coming out too called Would You Love Me Now? and his fans think its about olivia based on a few lines the song is not out yet.

2. Sabrina stayed. 

i’ve seen this here on Tumblr and someone said the way sabrina describe their relationship was sweet or something like that but i feel like it was sweet at one point but the songs are all about AFTER their breakup in January 2021 and there is nothing sweet about a man who cant make up his mind. Regardless i understand things were out of control and to be honest yes he’s also been through a lot in his personal life but i dont think that should excuse anything. We hear Sabrina sing about Tornado Warnings and if you read my page you know it is about Joshua. Late March 2021 Sabrina and Joshua were at a park during a tornado warning (NOT BACK TOGETHER just to talk most probably). Lets focus on the lyrics, sabrina knows its a bad idea and that LOGICALLY she shouldn’t have him on her mind and she shouldnt be seeing someone who left her. In the song she’s saying she’s convincing her therapist it didnt happen and that she’s over that son of a bitch. 

The 2nd verse to me could be interrupted 2 ways 1. is Sabrina is justifying lying to her therapist in her therapy session “i deserve an hour in a week to focus on my thoughts not so obsessed with yours i cant hear myself speak” and she also is putting herself first and recognise that it is what she should be doing “i deserve my own consideration”. 

The lyrics “i deserve my own consideration” remind me of her song how many things. In this song, sabrina portrays her vulnerable side, she feels worthless in his eyes. although she’s not his priority anymore she constantly thinks of him “theres no hiding in the thought of us i got ways to find you anywhere” . Sabrina is aware once again she shouldnt be considerate of him yet she cant help herself “i consider you im not trying to it doesnt matter whether or not i want to i cant help it”  she also sings i wonder how many things you wanna do you think im in between Sabrina feels like this thing he has to deal with or in-between what he really wants yet she still went to see him during a tornado warning, she still considers his feelings “i feel myself falling further down your priorities and i still make excuses for you constantly” .

The sad part is he left and she touches on this in the second verse she sings “remember when you left once? that never made too much sense to me well it hurt you so bad hurting me you really came to me for sympathy” and in her song Bet Ya Wanna “i bet you hate the way you said goodbye and you still cant even tell me why i hate the way you left me dry but ill keep that between you and i” how did he say goodbye? i mentioned earlier it was around the weeks after drivers license was released in the lyrics she says he left her dry which means leaving someone high and dry which means to leave someone in a difficult situation without any help. and when was that? january 2021 now back to Vicious crush my heart and wreck my image.

Sabrina stayed and thats highlighted in songs like Tornado Warnings, Already Over, Decode and a song she wrote and posted in March 2021 called Space and Dust.

in space and dust sabrina says she’ll always be there “if no ones there to hear u scream you can still reach out your hand to me and im floating there ill always be the brightest star in your galaxy”

3. Theres nothing left here to decode

in decode Sabrina touches on his behavior of how he didn’t stay, confused her, and walked away and eventually choosing to walk away herself. Now that she stopped trying to understand him or the situation and walked away from it all she feels the weight off her shoulders “theres a weight off my shoulders now that i don’t chase you being myself, did that emasculate you? learning from you that i can walk away too”

In an interview sabrina talks about her favorite line which is learning from u i can walk away too and she said walking away wasnt an option to her because she thought walking away is a negative thing you dont walk away from someone you love but then she learned to realize it could be a good option and it is the better option. 

4. In conclusion

i promise im done but i wanted to go into details so this is a long ass post. point is someone can hurt someone and do something wrong regardless of what they’ve been through. sabrina releasing vicious is valid why shouldn’t she sing about him and what he put her through, its insane to me how his fans will vilify her or find her bringing up his heart failure in because i liked a boy yet his own fans bring it up every second to defend his actions. you dont find that weird? we’re all glad he’s okay and he’s made it but she knows him more than you and you might not be able to understand how she feels because regardless your his fans and she’s his ex and someone he pushed completely to the side when in reality she ended up in this mess cause of him cause she even gave him a chance letting him in her world. if sabrina fans dont like him or feel some way about him its justified too.

Dont make sabrina releasing Vicious a negative thing or “bringing” him up for attention when he only writes about OR which he knows will get 10x more attention than singing about SC. Sabrina released Skinny Dipping which is how she wants it to be in the future “water under the bridge”

This is how sabrina described Decode:

“When you finally stop hurting yourself trying to understand why someone didn’t love you the way you thought they did, it all becomes so much more clear” and based on his songs he’s releasing right now that are assumed to be about Olivia, sabrina’s feelings in vicious are valid.