#the theme matched my name

[bluesidez]

Hi! Are you really a lab tech?? 👉🏽👈🏽

No, I am not and I know nothing about the actual medical field 😭. I am just owner of the Love Lab, where all of my Miguel O’Hara (and fav characters) fantasies come true. All fictional.

The hardest things I’ve done are learn Chinese and cut my sweet treat intake.

[futuristichedge]

Drill!!

[cicadatree]

peony's forest

[komashkathesilly]

in celebration of getting free from the shadowban curse :3🍔c

[pocketramblr]

To Me, the Malone boys are Robby, Ricky, Johnny, and Sonny, and the girls are Mattie, Pattie, Minnie, and Sissie, and Bruce is just hoping Duke never decides to run in that op because he's not sure if the kid continuing the bit or stopping it would get Matches punched faster

[i-mybrunettelady]

honoring one of my fav interactive fiction novels + being that one man guild MMO guy ft @barbwritesstuff's blood moon (go play it)

[livingjust2beoverdramatizing]

As promised-

I also made a paper-collage style version of this poster after watching a tutorial from TextureLabs, do check that out too!

[raspberrybesitos]

i changed my nameeee hehehe

ilovepedro -> raspberrybesitos

i’ve still got my ilovepedro user, it’s just a side blog now!! a special thank you to my wife @sweetercalypso for helping me update my masterlists 🥰🩷

i’ll finish updating them all real soon so bear with granny pls 👵🏼

i’ve been wanting to change my user for months and i’m so happy i finally bit the bullet!! it feels a lot more like me and it’s given me a teensy ounce of inspiration to dip my toes back into writing while i recover hehe 🩷

[hunniegl4zed]

Remember that Gothic Drag Queen Shadow question from before? Serving Morticia Addams ~ 🦇 🖤 (Also blame @chaogongoozles for brining me back into Drag VwV) Enjoy! 💅

[sysig]

Ayy hap day! A cheer in the murk, hope it's as good as can be

It was pretty good, ty ♥

[aurriearts]

sbiblings...

regene sibling au with @cigarettesandinevitablebetrayal's Rashad :3

[melien]

I present the unseen Tobias and Pippa from 2017😭 Back when they weren't in any stories together yet but me and @blurrypxls already knew they'd be besties if they ever met.

[sugarbeampop]

Whoopsy daisy! My hand slipped! New self-indulgent as heck TADC sona and self-ship is here!

[becauseplot]

Hi hello more thoughts about this post-osnf au. I should come up with an official name or tag for this lmfao.

A couple nights out of the hospital, settled in Liz's guest room, is when Thiago starts having dreams of being lost in the Symbol again, waking up scared and disoriented and confused. The thing is, he never calls out to anyone while in the middle of his panic because he simply doesn't think to (he knows nothing but the Symbol, where is the Symbol, where is the Symbol...), so by the time he finally thinks of reaching out to Liz---she keeps her phone on her bedside with certain contacts on ringer at night---or texting his friends, he's je's already mostly calmed down and feeling like himself again. That doesn't mean he isn't shaken by it though, and he rarely ever sleeps after waking up like that.

Telling the others that he's having these dreams (Nightmares? Visions? Oh god, he hopes not visions...) is probably the smart thing. But he also doesn't want to freak them out considering that Santo Berço should be, is, dead in the ground and he knows hoe shaken up they were by him taking that Symbol. Fuck, he was shaken too. More than shaken. Admitting that the Symbol still comes for him in his sleep is just...it's terrifying to consider what that means.

He's sure they're just dreams. He's had nightmares---still has nightmares---of his first mission, so only makes sense that the second one would show up too. It's just fresh in his mind. In a week or two, they'll start to taper off.

They do not taper off.

They don't seem to get substantially worse, no, but they certainly don't seem to get much better. Reactions upon waking range from being disoriented for a couple seconds to full blown disconnections from his body and his memory for god knows how long as he struggles to find comfort in surroundings that are entirely strange and alien to him.

He figures out a way to cope, though. He sleeps with a lamp on low light (and a towel lining the bottom of the door to keep Liz from noticing in case she wakes up before him and passes by his room) and writing the following in dark pen on his inner forearm every night before he goes to bed: "My name is Thiago Fritz. I live in São Paulo. My friends are Liz, Cesar, Joui, and Arthur. Liz sleeps in the room upstairs. The Symbol is gone. I am home and I am safe." He scrubs it off every morning. Eventually he cuts the sleeve off an old white workout shirt and writes the reminder on the elastic, skin-tight sleeve so he can simply slip it on before bed.

Does it work? A bit. Sometimes his disorientation gets so bad that the shapes of the letters are just that, shapes, but once his brain can work enough to recognize the shapes for letters and read, it gets much easier from there. He draws some spirals and swirls on the sleeve in the hopes of drawing his attention to it more whenever he's freaking out.

In any case, he's coping, he's got this. Sure, he still doesn't sleep well (or at all) after waking up from the dreams, so he's tired all the time, but a little sleepiness can be remedied with naps. He's injured and middle aged now, people can't get on his case if he wants some shut eye in the afternoon.

The others notice his perpetual exhaustion. Of course they do. He tells them "nightmares" and doesn't elaborate. Liz tells him that he's welcome to wake her if he's having a rough time, and Thiago just tells her she's welcome to do the same. Easy dodge.

[jellyfish-grave]

Komichiro time

[sunnibits]

literally who is gonna be the 🌙 to my ☀️… where are they……