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🌟 Vtuber Charity XIVation 🌟
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A bunch of vtubers are playing Final Fantasy XIV and trying to raise money for The Survivor's Trust while doing so!! We also have some awesome prizes to giveaway!!
More info on Ralphy's post: Right Here!!
#kiki streams#spoonie#vtuber#fun raising#charity#the survivors trust#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#viqo'te#viera#endwalker#6.5 spoilers#envtuber#vtuberen#indie vtuber#vtuber uprising#vtubers are live
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#artists on tumblr#digital art#artwork#procreate#smackies art#fan art#my art#dbd art#my little oni#LMFAO I SCREAMED WHEN I PLAYED THIS THEYRE SO TINY#TINY SURVIVORS R SO F CUTE JESUS CHRIST#dead by daylight#dead by daylight fanart#dbd jake park#jake park dbd#dbd survivor#dbd fanart#dbd killer#dbd#dbd oni#dbd memes#ngl i hate the oni sm 😔😭 (theyre nvr nice)#ALSO NVR TRUST THE HILLBILLIES OR THE DEATHSLINGERS‼️#THEY ALWAYS TRICK ME THE LITTLE FUCKERS#I LOVE THE TINY SURVIVORS SM PLZ NVR TAKE THEM AWAY
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'Your version of Cal runs a pet insta account for BD. It's how the empire keep finding him.' - my partner, walking into the living room to discover me taking small f-stop photos of BD-1 again.
Cal's instagram account:
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cal.kestis Throwback Thursday! #droidstagram #droidposting #BD-1
#jedi survivor#jedi fallen order#BD-1#Cal Kestis#i can only upload 10 photos...#Trust me there are more#BD1
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How Much Territory Are the Fallout Player Characters Actually Micromanaging: An Analysis
I did some amateur research to figure out which of the Fallout protagonists (specifically 3, NV, and 4) have a reasonable area of land to constantly traverse. I used Apple Maps to find the straightest possible walking path from a point on either end of the game map, then multiplied the north-south and east-west figures to get an approximate square mileage. Since none of the walking paths were completely straight, these numbers will all be a little higher than actual. BUT the game maps also don’t completely correlate to the real-life locations, so consider these numbers to be estimates.
The Commonwealth: Around 600 square miles. This is honestly pretty manageable, especially if you’re teleporting or helicoptering all over the place. It would be exhausting, but you could theoretically get across the map in a day with time to spare for questing.
The Capital Wasteland: Around 800 square miles. Fairfax is the halfway point; very few locations on the western half of the map actually correspond to anything in real life. The exception is the cavern Little Lamplight is based on, which would make the game map 100 miles long. The map definitely doesn’t extend that far into Virginia.
New Vegas: Kind of hard to calculate at this scale, but we’re looking at a little under 3000 square miles! Through. the Mojave. Desert. The Courier is really going to have to commit to a course of action before traveling, because they won’t be coming back for about a week.
If you’re a fanfic writer, remember that you don’t owe realism to anyone. BUT, if realism is something you care about for your writing, keep these distances in mind!
(Sequel: distance from game maps to DLCs)
#the biggest takeaway for me is just. how much boone was trusting you by asking to go to bitter springs.#because it’s a huge ask even for someone who travels the desert regularly#fallout#fallout 4#fallout new vegas#new vegas#fallout: new vegas#fallout 3#fo4#fo3#courier six#the lone wanderer#the sole survivor#sole survivor#lone wanderer#courier 6#the courier#fnv#fnv courier#fallout lore#sorry this was aggressively american my app uses miles
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Many thanks to @rewuyuu for the commission!
hello everyone do you have a moment to learn about Sampo and Jing Yuan friendship propaganda because IN THIS ESSAY I WILL--
(based on that one Jason Momoa meme, because this is so their energy)
Edit: said essay--
(obligatory these are just personal headcanons of a friend and mine other interpretations are valid)
-They both go :3 they are both some of the few characters that make that face and it is adorable.
-They both conceal their true deeper feelings behind teehee funny man/lax eepy personas [this is assuming the Funny Bone video is canon to Sampo. It was made for Hoyofair but Hoyoverse showcased it in the Live concert event so I consider that canon until Hoyoverse says otherwise]
-On the topic of that both had a tight-knit group of friends they hung out with when they were younger and were ride or die with. Unfortunately, this turned out to be die as all of their friends died (some of the HCQ are still alive but are either reincarnated or so changed/driven mad from Mara the version Jing Yuan knew had died) while Sampo and Jing Yuan were the only one out of their pals to survive.
-But both had to move on and continue to anyway, whether they wanted to or not
-Due to these things in common they would understand and relate to each other in a deep, meaningful way that few others in their lives could. There would be a certain level of liberty to their friendship because of it. They'd be able to release pent-up emotions and trauma as well as sympathize and empathize with each other. They'd be able to support each other and trust each other with the burdens of their pasts because of it. While not easy for these topics to come up initially, once they did they would find a safe space in each other for these topics. And from this would form a strong bond of trust.
-Not to mention Sampo would be a great way for master strategist ™️ Jing Yuan to keep tabs on what is happening throughout the galaxy in other places or gain valuable information for the Xianzhou Alliance. AND as Jing Yuan has expressed a lot his daily life is quite boring and loves to hear tales from the Astral Express's adventures he'd also love to hear all the wild antics Sampo gets up to because you KNOW Sampo has some wild tales to tell
-In happier news Sampo is very outwardly mischievous while Jing Yuan is also hella sneaky but in a different way usually. But when put together they bring out the utter gremlin in each other and are constantly messing with each other or having a prank war but it's all in good fun. It makes them both genuinely laugh a lot, breathing new life into their days.
-Also Mimi is either really affectionate with Sampo or bullying him (safely and gently) but it freaks Sampo out because she so beeeg. Jing Yuan finds it hilarious.
#honkai star rail#jing yuan#sampo koski#hsr#listen i am SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM#commissioned art#they would mess with each other a lot- but all in good fun and make each other laugh a ton#yet also trust each other with their lives and feel much more free to talk about things they feel they cant#with basically anyone else because of their own circumstances#also like. wowza they both had a tight group of friends that all died/essentially died when they were younger#and they were the only one out of them left standing and something about that just HITS ME#they can found a survivors guilt support group TwT
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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Hey, do any of my followers have experience with absconding from their parents' house to a safe place as soon as they're able? Do you have any advice on how to do that? Do you have any advice on what the person they're going to live with should do?
#signal boost#abuse#abuse survivor#abuse survival#a friend of mine is planning on escaping their abusive parents' house to live with me and I want to make sure it goes as smoothly as possibl#and also that I do everything right#I'm planning on bringing my brothers husband mom and two friends when I go to pick them up#so that way we have tough people to help in case their dad tries to keep them from leaving#but I was wondering if maybe I should call the police or something as well so they're aware of what's going on? that way if their parents#try to call the police on us for ''kidnapping'' an adult the police will be on our side#but I'm not sure if that's a good idea because I don't trust cops
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Correct. Bode has been my weapon for some time. Quite effective.
#this is what; the third revelation about Bode's identity within 24 hours#or however long it took to fly to Nova Garon#i doubt Cal slept so it's functionally the same day#and you can see the weight of his “Why couldn't I sense [Bode]? I still should've been able to-” lines resurface right here#this boy is going to STRUGGLE trusting people in Jedi 3#including trusting himself#Respawn where is your writers' room I have THOUGHTS#also look at BD in the second gif 😭#star wars jedi survivor#jedi survivor#jedi survivor spoilers#cal kestis#bode akuna#lank denvik#alt angle cutscene#aj fav
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Do you remember when someone said you U S E D T O be an uncle, hunter?
Hunter: Yeah… I guess that means Arti had kids at one point? But she doesn’t anymore? She must have given them away to be adopted or something, she’s pretty young to be a mom. It’s probably for the best anyways, I would have made a terrible uncle.
Hunter: AAH!
Survivor: Hunter!
Hunter: I-I’m… f…ine, Viv.
(That script is probably rlly confusing sorry)
Anyways shits going down in the colony lmao.
#Rw siblings au#Rw Artificer#Rw Hunter#Rw Gourmand#Rw Survivor#I know this looks bad for their relationship#Because she did just go a lil crazy beat him up#But trust me this is all part of the arc#Ik the drawings r rlly sketch-y I do that whenever stuff gets intense sorry lol#Hunter doesn’t know anything about what happened to Arti after she left#He accidentally struck a nerve there#Unfortunate for him
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🌟 Vtuber Charity XIVation 🌟
Please join us this weekend to raise money and awareness for The Survivors Trust!!
The fun starts at 6pm BST / 1pm EST on Saturday 7th October, and I highly recommend throwing a follow to everyone involved so you see who's live whenever you're free to view:
chronicallykiki ralphypusVT audiblerose ellionsyn lunaecelestrum mskittycore niahpolitan
Campaign Link: https://tiltify.com/@chronicallykiki/stxivathon
Did I mention you could win an Endwalker print autographed by Koji Fox!? As well as a bunch more goodies (see Ralph's post): https://twitter.com/RalphypusVT/status/1708520936830386435
#kiki events#the survivors trust#spoonie#vtuber#indie vtuber#vtuber uprising#vtuberen#envtuber#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#endwalker#charity#fundraiser#chronicallykiki#ralphypusVT#audiblerose#ellionsyn#lunaecelestrum#mskittycore#niahpolitan#24 hour stream#streamathon#ffxiv streamer
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I think the difficult thing with trauma responses and fears is that when people try to comfort you by saying your fears wont happen is that: well actually, they did happen? Why would they not happen again? I have no reason to believe they wont. I want to prepare myself for when they happen again. And the advice of 'Don't assume people are out to get you and hurt you' is so hard to believe because you've experienced that actually, people were out there to hurt you. It's so hard to regain trust in people once it's been broken.
#actuallytraumatized#actuallyabused#traumacore#actuallyptsd#abuse survivor#sa survivor#ptsd#poetry#phoenix posts non poetry#hypervigilance#trust issues
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Do you think the First Ninja has Survivor Syndrome? if so, how strongly does it manifest itself?
Oh absolutely, my boy is traumatized as fuck. 😬👌
Survivor Syndrome is no joke, and i feel like it's even worse when its not just your comrades in arms, but also family. In my own headcanon version of Norisu Clan, since First was the baby of the family, he did not just lose his siblings (some of who were like his parents), but also teachers, mentors, comrades and more importantly heroes to him. Like, imagine you look up to someone your whole life, who taught you everything you know, and you witness their demise, and you are so freaking devastated and angry and determined to avenge them... but also how in the hell can you even attempt to succeed when all of your heroes failed??? But he has to, there is literally no choice for him, because Sorcerer needed to be stopped and he was the last one standing.
And then he does succeed, and he is still alive. Like, I 100% headcanon First as someone who was prepared to die to finally contain the Sorcerer. And after surviving he wouldn't know how to live not chasing the Sorcerer anymore.
So besides the obvious pain and suffering, the nightmares and being unable to get close to people, I headcanon that the Survivor Syndrome manifested so strongly, that First literally threw aside any remains of his civillian identity, of a possibility of a normal life he could possibly have. Because if his siblings did not get to live their lives, why does he? The only thing that was left is the Ninja, the Norisu Ninja - the culmination if all the sacrifices his Clan made, his siblings made. And his only goal in life would be to ensure that Ninja will survive when they didn't. Even if it will cost him his mortal life and immortal soul. And if Ninja lives, the Norisu clan lives, the village and later Norrisville lives on. That's what pushed First into creating Ninjanomicon, to make sure that some remains of his siblings sacrifice lived on.
And I feel like this self-sacrificial mindset that First adapted, saddens the spiritual remains of his siblings greatly. They would probably prefer that after defeating the Sorcerer, that he forgave himself and tried to live a life, but also, like... they are spirits so there is not much they can do to change his mind? They can only bear witness to his suffering.
#que?#first ninja#rc9gn first ninja#rc9gn#imagine you survived all your family and your survivor guilt manifested so strongly that u metaphorically killed yoself#but made sure to keep the remains of your family alive by becoming a living avatar of the result of all their sacrifices and goals#yes i am absolutely normal about norisu clan why are you asking#also if you were just asking about more mundane suffering of first and his survival guilt: i headcanon him being unable to sleep because#of nightmares and constant need to be alert to protect others. BUT also chronicaly unable to get close to other people anymore because#he suffered such great loss of his siblings that were practically his whole life and all he ever knew. i mean he still cares about rest#of his clan and some of friends and students. but its just not the same. there is a wall of pain that doesnt allow other to be close#ALSO x2 MIS addition: these headcanons are the reason why i hc chase being so interested in first - in someone who threw aside himself#and why i keep tagging on my fics that first doesnt have a name for a reason xD the reason is survival guilt lol#and thats also why i wrote in After the Battle that First lives on the edges of the village - because he prefers not to get too close to pp#i AM SO NORMAL ABOUT FIRST trust me
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caught in the act
#if she still had lipstick at the end of the world trust it’d be all over deacon#my art tag#bunny santos (sole survivor)#fallout 4#fallout#deacon fo4#fo4#who do you think caught them
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Love Garrus' negative traits
Love that he embodies everything negative we usually associate positively with renegade Shepard. Love how it doesn't fit him, how it fails him each time he tries. Love that he tries to blind himself into a world where there's only good or bad people (like a cop). Love that he decides Omega, the greyest of grey places, is a place full of bad people. "All I have to do is point my gun and shoot" but not for the people he's trying to save, the peope who call him "Archangel". Who were they again? Does he even recognize them when he's aiming for criminals on the station?
Love that Garrus is forced to confront seeing the world this way in a paragon route, that he's forced to see grey, address the grey. Realizing that everyone has something, a cause, a reason and that his brand of justice may not be just.
Love that Garrus hates the rules that surround him but he is in fact the reason C-Sec has so much red tape, to try and stop injustice among their forces. That Turians aren't meant to question but he does so much but about the wrong things; he's too blind by hate to understand what he's doing. Garrus wants to take care of people and protect people like a good turian however he thinks the best way to help is killing the "bad people". He believes in eye for an eye but hasn't heard the full quote, doesn't know "An eye for an eye will make the world blind". Mercy for one person he despised, who he hated, causes him to rethink his whole character and his previous actions.
I just love this level of tragedy and self-evaluation to a dorky, alien sniper
#still hate the zero repercussions for Garrus renegade route#you gain his loyalty but I think Garrus veing meaner towards certain companiobs would've been insane#overprotective of ecen non-romanced shepard because theyre the only person he feels he can trust#maybe encouraging the salarian sabotage or shooting virmire survivor#maybe he gets angry if you dont shoot them because he shot his - what do you mean you wont shoot yours?#i know me3 had a lot of time constraints but this is like a big choice for his character and it sucks that it had little to no impact on him#garrus vakarian#mass effect#ive been thinking about him and I love that he can change#love the idea of Garrus post-war doing what he can just to take care of people and probably rarely picks up a gun again#his hands are still needed even when not on a rifle
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"I am Normal abt Silly Oc ships" and other hillarious jokes I can tell myself :] Randy belongs to @grimbothefool
#my art#my ocs#fallout 4#fo4#red#sole survivor#sole survivor oc#friends oc#WHEN WICKED GAME COMES ON I GET CLOSE TO MADNESS#i can be normal and trusted with themes and motifs
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Hunter and Survivor are besties btw
#Do I know how to draw backgrounds?#no#do i know how to draw lizards?#Will that stop me from drawing scugs?#Of course not#It’s just really foggy where they live trust me#Rw Hunter#rw Survivor#Rw lizard?#I feel bad tagging that cause I drew it so badly lol#Rw siblings au
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