#the slow unraveling
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Stages of dealing with the ex that wonât leave you tf alone
#feel free to use as pfps if you so desire#I just love watching the slow unraveling of his hair in particular lmao#satosugu#jujutsu kaisen#art#geto suguru#jjk#bluebeesart#gojo satoru
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SPOILER ALERT âŒïžâŒïž
They took the "in another life" a little too seriously đ
#im talking about them a lot and i cant stop somebody help me#i could talk about the similarity forever#tasogare out of focus is a little creppy tho#theres a lot to unravel but we can take it slow the fandom just started to rise#banana fish#asheiji#ash lynx#eiji okumura#ash x eiji#gay#lgbt#banana fish the stage#bananafish#anime#manga#bfish#eislan#tasogare outfocus#twilight out of focus
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A kinda specific and maybe long but fun idea i had for a req:
Essentially, {and bare w me, iâm half asleep writing this lol} Reader x Sunday, and Reader is a childhood friend of his, who he loved, and someday when they were older, Reader was tragically killed in an incident. Sunday however, in a grief stricken state, decides to rebel against his original goal for the sweetdream paradise (penacony arc reference) and decides to shape it into a dream instead where heâs happily married to Reader, although for the sake of the dream heâs altered their memories. ending is essentially up to you!
{some additional ideas i had if you wanted to, were things like an argument between gopher and sunday, or robin and sunday, in whichever points of the story you wanted}
alternatively, a different Aventurine version would be interesting, mostly w the same set up but Sunday met Reader during Aventurineâs mission on Penacony, liked them, and Aven has to basically fight off the dream and Sunday.
but yeah, thatâs pretty much it, everything else is up for creative liberties! i hope this one is at least somewhat interesting lol xx and srry if some of it doesnât make sense đđ€
âSometimes, the hardest part of letting go is realizing that the dream was never realâ
Summary: In the idyllic yet hollow world of Sweetdream Paradise, Sunday crafts a perfect life with youâhis lost love, altered memories and allâto escape the sorrow of reality. But as others begin to break through his illusion, and you start to remember fragments of a different fate, the dream begins to fracture. Torn between love and the harshness of truth, Sunday must finally face the choice to let you go, or remain forever in his self-made paradise.
Tags: Sunday x Reader, unrequited love, grief, loss, dreamscape, bittersweet ending, altered memories, memory manipulation, moral dilemma, angst, hurt/comfort, alternate reality, surrealism, slow unraveling, denial of reality.
Warnings: Grief, themes of manipulation, psychological trauma, implied death of Reader, reality distortion, emotional conflict, bittersweet resolution, morally ambiguous decisions.
A/N: Don't worry, anon! I appreciate all the details, the more details the more I can try to understand what you want exactly! Though I probably changed some bits of it here đȘ
Sunday had always been proud of his role within Penacony, the creator of Sweetdream Paradiseâa place where sorrow could be stilled, where suffering dissolved into an endless realm of serene dreams. It was a comforting reality he believed people needed, a soft oblivion to cradle them. Yet, in the depths of his mind, his peaceful philosophy hid a darker purpose, shaped by the ache of a loss he could never endure.
You had been his friend, a constant light in his youth, a companion who grounded his dreams. For as long as he remembered, you were there, with laughter that melted his worries and eyes that could see through his layered philosophies. But the day you were lost, taken too soon in a tragic incident, the world itself had hollowed out for him. The pain of your absence haunted him like a shadow, feeding a grief so deep that he was willing to defy his original purpose. In that moment of desolation, he turned Sweetdream Paradise into something far more personalâa realm where you still lived, where you loved him just as much as he had loved you.
In this new dream, Sunday made alterations. He reshaped your memories, softened the sharp edges of reality, and wove a seamless history where you had married him, where together, you built a life free of tragedy. In this dream, he could protect you eternally, shielded by his crafted illusion.
You woke to sunlight filtering through the windows, lying beside Sunday as the golden morning glow danced over his features. His eyes opened, catching you with a familiar warmth, and he reached over, brushing his fingers across your cheek.
"Good morning." he murmured, voice low and rich, as if savoring the simplicity of that greeting.
Every day was like thisâa gentle, perfect rhythm that never seemed to break. You didnât remember a world outside of this home, this life with him. And as you looked at him, you felt safe, loved, yet there was always a faint unease, like a fragment of something forgotten.
But the days went on, filled with laughter and love. Sunday seemed devoted to making sure you never doubted this world, his every word a reassurance that here, you were whole and happy.
One evening, as Sunday worked quietly at his desk, a visitor shattered the peace of his dream. It was Robin, standing just inside the doorway, her expression dark with a kind of wary sadness.
âBrother, you need to stop this,â she said, folding her arms. Her gaze fixed on him, seeing through the veneer of the dream. âThis isnât right. This⊠this paradise youâre keeping isnât reality.â
Sunday straightened, his face hardening at her words. âWho are we to deny people peace, Robin? Havenât we seen enough pain? Havenât they?â His voice broke slightly, the facade slipping as he glanced toward where you sat by the fire, unaware of the intensity in his voice. He softened, as if trying to protect the dream from any trace of discord.
âYouâre keeping people trapped. Yourself included. And for what? A fantasy? Is that really what they would have wanted?â Robinâs voice grew more urgent, her frustration showing. âTheyâre gone. You have to accept that.â
Sundayâs fists clenched at her words, every fiber in his body resisting the truth. âHow could you understand?â he whispered. âIn this place, theyâre alive. Iâm not hurting anyone. Iâm giving them peace. Doesnât that count for something?â
Robin stared at him, her gaze a mix of pity and sorrow. âAt what cost, Brother? Youâre keeping yourself from moving on, holding them hostage in a world that isnât even real.â
In an alternate version of Penacony, Sundayâs paradise faced an even stranger twist. Aventurine, the cunning Stoneheart known for his strategic mind, was on his own mission in Sweetdream Paradise, seeking information that only Sunday could provide. But as he delved into the fabric of this dreamscape, he found himself questioning the reality around him, the shimmering dream where Sunday lived an idyllic life with you.
Aventurine confronted Sunday one night, his tone half-amused, half-concerned. âInteresting setup you have here,â he remarked, eyes gleaming with curiosity as he took in the flawless surroundings. âI almost believed it myself⊠almost. But what happens when the dream canât hold itself together anymore?â
Sundayâs gaze narrowed, his protective instincts flaring. âWhat do you mean by that?â
Aventurine shrugged, his gaze flicking to you, sitting quietly, oblivious to the tension. âEveryone in this place⊠itâs all too perfect, isnât it? Youâre clinging to a memory, one that doesnât belong here.â
In a rare flash of anger, Sunday stepped forward, his eyes darkening. âThis isnât any of your concern, Aventurine. Leave.â
Aventurine met his glare, his smirk slipping. âYou think youâre the only one whoâs loved and lost? Reality has its flaws, Sunday. Itâs messy, painful⊠but itâs real. Thisâthis is just a prison youâre keeping yourself in.â
Sundayâs voice trembled, caught between anguish and fury. âBetter a beautiful dream than a brutal reality.â
Aventurineâs gaze softened for a brief moment, though he couldnât abandon his sardonic tone. âBut at least in reality, they would have remembered you for who you are, not a god in a gilded cage.â
In the end, it was youâwithin the dreamâwho finally confronted him, feeling the intangible pull of memories you didnât recognize. âSunday⊠something doesnât feel right,â you whispered one night, as he sat beside you. âI keep⊠remembering pieces of something different, something that feels like it wasnât supposed to end this way.â
Sundayâs face grew pale, fear creeping into his eyes. âNo, you donât have to worry about that. Youâre here. Weâre together. Isnât that enough?â
But as you searched his eyes, you could feel the truth breaking through, the dream trembling under the weight of reality. âSunday, what are you not telling me?â
He looked away, his heart shattering as he realized he couldnât keep you here forever. Slowly, he whispered, âI⊠I just wanted to keep you safe. To give us a life that didnât end in sorrow.â
With a trembling hand, you reached out, brushing a tear from his cheek. âItâs okay to let go. You have to keep going⊠even if it means letting me go.â
Sundayâs shoulders shook, the dream beginning to unravel around them, pieces of the illusion fading as he looked into your eyes one last time. âI⊠I donât know if I can.â
But in the final moments, he felt your hand slip away, leaving him alone in the vast silence of his own grief. And as he awoke from his dream, Sunday found himself in a world still plagued by loss, his heart hollow yet somehow freer. Though you were gone, he understood, at last, that he had to face reality, no matter how painful it was.
And in that pain, he found a fragile hopeâa sliver of light breaking through the dark.
*cutely posts all my drafts that have been dying to see the light* đđ
#honkai star rail sunday#sunday x reader#sunday hsr#hsr sunday#sunday#hsr#honkai star rail#x reader#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#angst#unrequited love#greif#loss#dreamscape#bittersweet ending#altered memories#memory manipulation#moral dilemma#hurt/comfort#alternate universe#surrealism#slow unraveling#denial of reality#themes of manipulation#psychological trauma#implied death#reality distortion#emotional conflict#bittersweet resolution
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omg it was so hard to pick butttt could i request 1 and 2 from the smut dialogue list (list 3) with buck and bucky!
prompts | "i want to hear you beg" + "arch your back for me" + playing around with smth a little different for their dynamic <33 ~800 words of filth below the cut >:-) this was so much fun ahh thx sm for the request!!
âOh, baby,â John rumbles appreciatively, sitting back to get a good look at Gale while he rolls his hips languidly into him. âLook at you.â
Golden hair frames Galeâs head on the pillow like a halo, blue eyes half hidden by heavy eyelids, dollâlike lashes fluttering each time John sinks his cock in deeper. Messy love bites mark a trail south, scattered across his chest and stomach and increasing in numbers where angular hip bones and soft thighs had just begged for Johnâs teeth to make themselves at home.
Gale rocks his hips down, dragging his kissâbitten bottom lip between his teeth to muffle a needy little noise as Johnâs eyes rake over him. That just wonât do.
John stills, wrapping firm hands around Galeâs thighs where they drape over his own, squeezing gently.
âKeep going,â Gale breathes out, eyebrows knit together in frustration, still trying to fuck himself on Johnâs cock.
John purrs out a laugh, heart twisting in his chest at the glare Gale shoots him; itâs hard to look intimidating when heâs laid out pliant and pretty and cockâdrunk beneath him, but John doesnât tell him so. He just snaps his hips forward once, watching with satisfaction when the scowl leaps off of Galeâs face as flushed lips fall open to let out a gasp.
âJohn,â Gale almost, almost whines when he makes no move to continue, lithe hands coming up to wrap around Johnâs wrists imploringly, and John hums thoughtfully, stroking his thumbs over Galeâs thighs.
âYou need something?â He tilts his head, feeling a little thrill at the huff he gets in return.
Gale levels him with an unimpressed look, but the light flush that creeps over his cheeks betrays him.
âI want you to ask for it,â John murmurs. He grants Gale with the smallest roll of his hips to egg him on when he stays silent, and he feels his hands tighten around his wrists.
âWant you to fuck me, John.âÂ
And oh, thatâs somethingâ his cock twitches at the rare vulgarity, and judging by Galeâs sharp inhale, he feels it. But itâs not quite what Johnâs looking for.
âThatâs good, baby,â he praises him, delighting in the way his flush deepens. He leans down, sliding his hands up Galeâs hips as he goes, settling them on his waist. He brushes his lips against Galeâs in a ghost of a kiss, trailing them along his jaw until he reaches his ear.
âBut I wanna hear you beg for me, Gale,â he whispers.Â
The immediate pressure around his cock as Gale reflexively clenches down has his head dropping into the crook of Galeâs neck momentarily, cursing under his breath. He canât help but press his hips forward, needing just a bit of relief, sitting back up once he collects himself, determined to keep the upper hand.
âCâmon,â he rasps out, running his hands up and down Galeâs sides, fingers splaying over his ribcage. âI know you can do it, angel.â
Gale does whine this time, high and desperate in his throat, eyes slipping closed to hide from his own embarrassment. Butâ
âPlease, John,â he says, barely above a whisper. âNeed you.â
âJesus, Gale,â John breathes, head spinning. âGood, so good, baby.â
Johnâs not going to pushâ thatâs already a lot more than heâs usually able to goad out of Gale, and heâs going to unravel a lot quicker than he intends to if he keeps talking like that.
âArch your back for me, pretty thing,â John prompts instead, beginning to shallowly fuck into him, and Gale does, tilting his head back on the pillow to bare his neck as his spine curves beneath Johnâs hands.
The sight nearly knocks the breath out of John, and he groans, sliding one hand under Gale to flatten his palm against the small of his back, feeling the way it flexes as he jerks his hips forward.
Gale cries out so sweetly when he really starts driving his cock into him, grasping desperately at Johnâs arms, face going slack as he finally gives him what he needs, and it gets to John like nothing else, forever dizzy with the knowledge that he gets to make Gale feel so good.
Dragging those pretty noises out of Gale and feeling him tremble because of him is what really does it for John every time, and itâs what inevitably has him tipping over the edge seconds after Gale spills over his stomach with a broken whimper.
John sinks his teeth into Galeâs collarbone just to feel him squirm beneath him as he fills him up, hands digging into his hips, rutting into him like he can bury his cock impossibly deeper, feeling nails scrabble at his back as the softest mewls escape Galeâs mouth.
He laves his tongue over the fresh indents in apology before lifting his head to capture Galeâs lips in a messy kiss, swallowing his gasps and sighs as he gives him a few more lazy thrusts, chest warm and fuzzy and lovestruck.Â
John smiles into the kiss, and Gale laughs softly, and god, heâs going to be the death of him.
#johnslittlespoon prompt fills#buckbucky#a bit of cheeky service!top john standing his ground for once because he wants to make his pretty thing beg? yeah <3#little headcanon that some nights when john's in control he still knows not to push too hard or he'll end up pinned beneath gale lol <3#sometimes it's a real effort to stay composed and in control because if gale wants to he knows exactly what to say to unravel john#but they both love the push and pull and the fight for control is half the fun some days mwah#clegan#johnslittlespoon asks#johnslittlespoon spicy#still taking request asks from the prompt list btw! just very slow at getting to asks atm bc i'm busy writing yad(iym) <3
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When a man harbours desires beyond his control, he is ultimately destroyed.
đ©ș RE: REVENGE - YOKUBO NO HATE NI (2024)
#re: revenge#userdramas#jdramasource#asiandramasource#asiandramanet#dramasource#cinematv#akaso eiji#jdrama#mygifs#revenge gif#subtitle credit: fimo#ep 04#ep 05#ep 06#re: revenge - yokubo no hate ni#re: revenge - in the end of desire#the unraveling of moral fiber!#the slow descent into darkness!#totally my kind of storytelling#it gets even darker than this but maybe thats for another gifset#this one is still sort of vanilla dark hahah
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I donât even fully know why but âwhat do I do when I miss you so much?â / âJust wait, and pray desperatelyâ was a knife to my heart in the best way.
#crash landing on you#my grandma once said most of life was waiting and praying#and when he said it it just resonated so deeply#I think because. itâs not like a revelation or anything#but I think itâs just because she was suffering so much and had suffered so much#and so in that moment#he just takes care of her so completely and gives her hope. and not a false hope#a true one#and on deeper reflection the ending does work within the context of this (in my opinion) most powerful scene#/ apex of the show#itâs just the tone thatâs a little wrong. thatâs too aesthetic-y.#because the kind of steady way he keeps taking care of her from afar. and the slow build of her recovering but continuing to hope#couldnât lead them anywhere except a happy ending. even if the final pieces of it couldnât be unraveled (or put together)#by the showâs writing. so it just kind of has to fade to black so to speak#because the characters have been so steady and consistent a) in their personalities motivations and desires#and b) in their love for each other! that never falters or betrays a false note#and itâs the truest thing youâre left with. which is whyâagainâI actually think the problem might have been the tone#I would have gone for something more muted. I would have had them be talking and/or arguing a little more in their old way#to keep and sustain the idea that there is more work ahead for them that weâre just not going to see#but that is ultimately a kind of nitpick. and the take me to the lakes vibe of that final#scene is also not untrue.#also circling back for a second can I just SAY. that I love the balance of their vulnerabilities#there are such clear and distinct times where one of them is stronger and the other more vulnerable#and itâs sooooo perfect to watch and gives you many instant layers#anyway Iâm crying in this Chiliâs tonight (*my bed at 7:00 am)
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qsmp francophone cubitos and their dynamic drive me wild, they all know theyâre mutually lying and obscuring the truth to one another, they all know theyâre keeping each other at armâs distance, they all know theyâre not as open as they once were when it was just them and the aftermath of a plane crash, but the love is still there. the worry and the concern. they pry information out of one another in supposedly subtle ways that really just convey how much they still care about each other. whatâs your stance on the federation. howâs your code arm doing. even if in the end you donât turn to me, please call out to someone. maybe looking out for yourself is looking out for others as well. i donât know you anymore but i will protect the unknown anyway
#qsmp#qsmp french#jay rambles#i need to go sleep . said iâd go to sleep ages ago . rotating them in my mind anw . fawk#itâs like. they KNOW theyâre not being frank with one another. and itâs almost a game they play#i ask you this question and you know what i mean . but i will not say it outright .#for how long can we dance around the topic until one of us spills the obvious out into the open air#<- etoiles broke first btw lmao . and he and baghera went right back to pretending like neither of them knew any better too#insane of them . fuck#(for context it was about bbh and ron . both him and baghz were prodding at each other trying to gauge how much the other knew#and etoiles at one point just said âoh my god i know you know baghera !!! please !!!!â it was a very validating moment for french cubito#enjoyers . right until they went back to pretending nothing had happened . win)#shoutout to like two months ago when etoiles said smth along the lines of how baghera isnât telling him everything bc she doesnât trust him#i will explode and explode and explode#antoineâs whole Thing early on about being distrustful and wary of others and how it hurt that he wasnât always told everything anymore#a slow unraveling of the status quo that you donât even realised has happened until you look around you
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brain fart but when I watch the kiss scene over and over again I can't help but compare some of Ivan's expressions to that of an frustrated child trying to put on a straight face to get what he wants, he looks so stoic in every scene in a way that it just looks put on(?) ill think about it more later
#alien stage#alnst ivan#alnst#alien stage ivan#honestly i think ivan was in the mood for ripping his eyes out for that whole 30 something seconds he didnt fw that kiss at all#its a slow unraveling of his true nature by every second#and im saying this more specifically for the moment when hes looking straight through till with a clearly painted face#and he does this until he cant anymore and for once allows himself to let go#thats when we see Ivan#a homosexual. a manchild.#< jokes.#it
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I thought your dream story was amazing and so intense and yeah bad, lol clearly, but that has manifested itself as a whole AU in my head. Geriatric V and mentally ill M experiencing doomsday in a pastel grandmacore cottage be reminding me of an a24 film or some cult movie where you are experiencing the -wrongness- What a whole concept.
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#well if you put it like that#it sounds kind of interesting#the kind of movie I'd probably like even if it wasn't about them#if it was a slow but inevitable doomsday they could try to continue living their lives as the world unraveled around them#answered#anonymous#how come it's the pastel grandmacore cottage part that makes this so bittersweet and tragic
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how many chapters will the whole game be?
I...have no idea. My first outline was a good 20 or so chapters (yikes) but i managed to merge a lot of things in the demo that flowed much better so that already cut it down. i follow the outline but i also give myself wiggle room because sometimes the pacing works better
im just vibing we'll see idk
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i'm already psyching myself up for a super strong Sort It Out Saturday tomorrow..... i can do it...... you can do it........... we can do it..............!
#i am feeling so 'the world is too fast for me and i'm running and running and running just to do the day'. it is very acute atm.#SHAKING MY FIST AT HOW FAST PLANTS GROW! STOP THAT!!!!! <- just one of my current stupid beefs due to The Disability.#BUT. we stay silly. YES it is crushing to make such slow progress that feels like it's almost erased by time passing due to the tasks#undoing themselves and unravelling with time. YES i will do them anyway!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
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so sokka's problems mostly swept under the rug because he doesn't have time to deal with huge and heavy emotions when he has to step up and keep his tribe and his sister and then later the gaang safe. i keep thinking about what that must mean after the war is over, how sokka would get the first real calm in his life for years and suddenly be hit by a train of trauma that needs unpacking. maybe not directly after the war, but a few years later, when things have stabilized, he just emotionally collapses and needs help from the gaang (and specifically zuko cmon now) in order to pull himself back up
YES I obsess over this concept.
WOULD he deal with it in a healthy manner? Ever? Or would he just keep himself busy, keep moving onto the Next Big Thing because thatâs all he knows how to do? Would he throw himself into his work? Massive engineering projects to improve the world? His new version of saving the world, and weâve SEEN the changes between the first show and Korra. Did he do all of that? To keep himself from thinking about his trauma? Does he become a workaholic? Does he end up spending less time with loved ones than he ought to because heâs so busy giving them a better world to live in??
I DONâT KNOW but I do know that boy wouldnât WILLINGLY go to anyone else about his issues because HE is supposed to be the responsible one and burdening anyone else with his insignificant problems (from his perspective) is UNTHINKABLE
#someone get this poor boy a snack and a hug#I need fic of Zuko making him slow down and then he unravels. stat.#like what if they take a vacation and SUDDENLY REPRESSED TRAUMA#wow now Iâm thinking about all this even more#atla#Sokka#quesTian
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I've temporarily banned myself from both ao3 and twitter until I finish my (belated) goyuugo week fic. it's working, kind of? unfortunately I cannot ban myself from work too đ
if I could write faster than like, 5 wpm I would be so happy...
#sock unravels#like I already knew that I don't actually write that fast to begin with#(I spend too much time thinking about what happens next & rereading parts that I like)#but it wasn't until I sat down and actually tried to do some sprints and saw my wpm that I was like#âoh. I'm SLOW slow at writing.â#also I like staying in my niche of 5k-ish word smutfics#but I hit 7k on this thing yesterday and I've still got two and half more âscenesâ to go#and I would just like to be done with it soon thanks
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If I actually had a project pile for all the clothes I have to mend or modify in some way I donât think Iâd have any clothes to actually wear
#/hj but likeâ barely#i have to resize almost all my jeans#and expand the pockets of basically every piece of clothing that has pockets#and maybe add pockets to a few skirts and dresses#I also need to resize a shirt and maybe crop a few? but I might be too attached so idk#this is why Iâll never get to them /mostly j#I also need to mend a bunch of underwear cause the waistbands are seperating and the fabric itself is slowly unravelling lol#sewing#hand sewing#sewblr#sewing project#mending#mending clothes#sewist#diy projects#diy fashion#hand sewn#handsewn#đȘČ#slow fashion#sustainable fashion#anti fast fashion
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Hereâs the thing. Everyone trying to figure out the signs and signals theyâre sending about mcr5 and I just have to remind everyone that mcr does not do the Taylor Swift style of easter eggs and hinting at whatâs to come. Mcr has always been about telling a story. When Frank said shut your mouth and sit down, itâs because this is not an escape room, this is a theater. You wouldnât jump on stage to help Sherlock solve the case in a play. Theyâre telling a story to us, and our job as the audience is to be patient and listen, and get to experience it how they wanted to convey it.
#no shade to TS I love that she likes to send secret messages like that to fans that like to unravel them#but mcr has never had their fans literally doing puzzles to unlock song titles#to the people trying to figure out if thereâs a new album and what the songs will be titled and everything#babe sit down this is not the time nor the place#I appreciate the enthusiasm but tracking their copyright registrations is way too much#Iâd be more worried about taking the fun out of them doing slow paced reveals#anyway this is also just my opinion#you can look for signs all you want Iâm just saying based on experience they donât do that
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The girl is known for there being a chance of being unstable and then the leader and his people all expect her to be fucking sane?!? Just adjust to everything within daysâŠ
Like are they the insane ones for thinking Julietteâs the weird one for struggling with everything?
#shatter me series#shatter me#unravel me#slow#iâm bored and annoyed#juliette ferrars#adam kent#aaron warner#kenji kishimoto#castle
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