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Part of why it's so frustrating to me that we didn't have the opportunity to spend more time during Vi's pit fighter era and Caitlyn's dictator phase is bc like. Well, I mean those are both hugely significant and interesting ways for them to cope that are deeply reflective of the fundamental differences in their characters
Vi, an undercity kid that spent most of her formative years imprisoned, seeks out pain and oblivion. She finds herself lost and abandoned and immediately reaches for what she's most familiar with - violence. The self harming nature of her fighting career is obvious but I think the other stuff we see in the montage deserved more time too. She drinks to an unhealthy excess, blacking out, getting into more violent altercations. We don't see her seeking out any form of intimacy or connection with people - there are no depicted one night stands or groupies. Instead we see her hallucinating Caitlyn and reacting violently when a guy tries dancing with her.
Whether it's an intrinsic part of her or a trait that was cultivated through trauma, we know that Vi doesn't have many close relationships, but she loves the people near to her fiercely. It's kind of heartbreaking and so fucking interesting that when she's apart from Caitlyn she doesn't try to fill the void with other people. She just misses her.
Vi reacts to being left behind by isolating herself further. She reacts to being hurt by piling more hurt onto herself, channeling her pain into aggression, and when she's not fighting she's trying to numb herself with alcohol. It's a brutal montage and I really wish we'd been able to dive in more to Vi's self destructive tendencies.
Caitlyn meanwhile also reaches for the familiar but in a totally different way. We see her indulging her privilege in a very particular way. Unlike Vi, instead of fully isolating or burying her pain, we see her hold her grief tight in both hands and use it as fuel. She channels her pain into obsessively hunting down Jinx and suppressing Zaun through her increasingly militarized policing campaign. She becomes a workaholic who can't ever stop focusing on her agenda, even as the doubts she has continue to increase. She's stone cold sober in every scene and the combat practice she undertakes at Ambessa's side is controlled, goal-oriented and the complete opposite of Vi's reckless prize fighting.
Instead of solitude, we see her take up with a subordinate that she doesn't have a strong emotional attachment to and take comfort in sex within a dynamic where she perceives she has total control. Maddie doesn't mean enough to Caitlyn to meaningfully challenge her, which we see as Caitlyn ignores her advice and pulls away from her in bed. Hooking up with someone under her is a move that it's hard to imagine the idealistic s1 version of Caitlyn ever approving of and that's why it's so interesting to me. I think it highlights how much of s1 Caitlyn's morality is related to her resisting the ability to abuse her privilege as a favored daughter of Piltover. In s2, she forgoes her earlier attempts for egalitarian reform and justice in favor of indulging more wantonly with her baser impulses for control and power and immediate satisfaction. It suggests this beautiful death by a thousand cuts of her moral center as she loosens her grip on her noble ideals and gives in to this rash impulse, and that pragmatic cruelty, and this selfish want until she's in so deep she's become the sort of brutal oppressive force she had once tried to tear down.
The difference between them in this part of the show is so striking and it's a shame to me that we never get to really see them confront these versions of each other.
#arcane#arcane spoilers#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#vicait#sorry im goin crazy rn lmaooo#[sleater kinney voice] DIDN'T WE ALMOST HAVE IT
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Hit it from the back she louder than two sold out nights!!
Plug!Sukuna x f!reader
‼️Minors dni‼️
Warnings; high sex, drug use- marijuana obviously, rough sex, degradation, backhanded praise��, reader called ‘slut’ and stuff like that, hair pulling, and yeah just general self indulgent smut.
It started out as just little back alley switches- a few 20 dollars here and a joint here and there but you’d be lying if you denied that fact you’d buy from him more because you had a little crush on him.
And you just happened to trip and fall onto his couch on what what supposed to be another deal?
your soaked pussy might know the answer for that!
“F-fuck stay still woman.” He groans above you, you poor abused cunt being pounded ruthlessly by the man above you staring right into your fucked out high expression of ecstasy.
But you can’t help squirming under him!! He’s just so fucking deep- so fucking good and reaching those sweet spots fucking perfectly.
“Please s’kuna hah- you’re s’deep ngh-“ your words slur a bit from the haziness of weed clouding your mind while being fucked out at the same times your mind a whirlwind of serotonin and lust.
His hands grip your thighs, forcing them open more, trembling and weak from holding yourself up, legs dangling in the air and your nails raking down his tatted back would turn anyone on and fucking crazy too- but hey he’s the one who’s quite literally balls deep inside you fucking you senseless.
“Cmon baby you can’t be this dumb already huh? Haven’t even let you cum yet.”
And fuck it was true- as soon as you’d almost cum all over him, he’s stop- teasing and edging you to the point of tears only would he then resume.
“Aw fuck I gotta give this sweet cunt what she wants though hm?”
Your incoherent babbling is quickly replaced with high pitched moans and screaming his name as he fucks himselfs deeper and deeper into you over and over, hitting your g spot just right making you squirt all over his cock
“You’re so messy girl- teach this sloppy pussy a lesson then hm?”
Famous last words.
He pulls out of your cunt with a wet pop! And flips your over ass up and face down into a pillow, spreading your legs wide with your slick still dripping down your cunt onto your inner thighs- so wet and perfect.
“Hah- fuck baby you’re so damn tight and wet- s’perfect f’me”
He positions himself at your entrance yet again, pushing into your sopping wet pussy and fucking your with reckless abandon earning squeals and whimpers to escape your lips, your face buried into the pillow moaning like a bitch in heat.
“Yea y’like that baby? When I fuck you like this?”
He grabs the fast of your ass with his strong hands, his fingers digging into the soft skin and fucks your pussy like it’d be his last day on earth if he didn’t- rough and fast like a damn animal.
“Yesyesyes oh my god I’m gonna fuckin’ cum ahh!” You cry out, cock drunk and hazed and mind narrowing down to your own pleasure.
“Cum for me little slut, hear that? She fuckin loves me.” Your wet cunt sloppily cumming all over his dick and squelching and sloppy wet noises fill the room from your multiple orgasms at this point.
Not long after you, he bottoms out cumming deep inside your pussy with your back arched down just the way he likes it, the fat of your ass jiggling every time his hips meet yours. His seed fills your tight cunt, spilling out of you.
“Surely she can take it all cmon baby.”he tuts disapprovingly, his hips slapping against your ass fucking his cum back inside you.
“Just. thrust. Like. thrust. that.” His word punctuated by mean, slow, deep thrusts making you squeal and nails digging into the soft cushions below you.
Eyes rolling back and tears streaking your face, he keeps going, your poor abused pussy coming over and over again all over him, but you’re not complaining- it felt good. Addicting even.
“Hah- f-fuck I can’t anymore I hah- oh fuckkkk!” Your loud needy moans are met with a harsh slap on your ass, fucking the words out of you, making you a mindless little cockdrunk slut just how he likes it.
“Fuck baby you’re takin me s’well might have to keep you around forever huh?”
#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x you#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#sukuna smut#sukuna x reader smut#sukuna ryomen#ryomen sukuna#jjk sukuna#sukuna jjk#sukuna#sukuna x y/n#toji x reader smut#choso x reader#choso x reader smut#choso smut#geto x reader#nanami x reader#nanami x reader smut#nanami smut#gojo x reader smut#gojo x reader#toji smut#geto x reader smut#geto smut#j
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Xavier, who loves you. Not mc, not his queen, but you. (A shameless self indulgent drabble by yours truly)
Xavier, in his ever so tender affections, holds your hands in his. The calloused palms that are rough from fighting wanderers are indescribably gentle with your softer ones. His love is so pure and warm, much like his hands. His rough but gentle, strong but loving hands.
Xavier is like a warm beam of sunlight after a cold morning, enveloping you in endless affection and adoration. The stars in his eyes almost spill from their confines when he gazes at you with tender love.
He's not a man with a lot of energy, and he's always rather calm and tired, but he doesn't need to be eccentric to show his love. Even without boisterous displays of affection, his gentles touches never fail to linger on your skin for the longest time.
He loves to sleep, and he loves to do so in the sunny spot near the window with you in his arms. He's so warm, so gentle, so loving, and so incredibly lovable. He's the embodiment of pure unconditional love.
I was tweaking for days and i finally exploded with this self indugent tooth rotting mush i swear i want nothing more than to be held in his arms and loved till all my worries melt away omg he's perfect
#lads xavier#love and deepspace xavier#xavier x reader#xavier x you#xavier love and deepspace#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#lads x reader#lads#gender neutral reader#jayzioxwrites
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Hello-hello
In your headcanons, Chrollo is very careful with reader, afraid to scare her away with some thoughtless actions or words. Especially when it comes to intimacy
But could something happen that would make Chrollo just take her by force?
Perhaps something made him very angry or upset, but that wasn’t fault of the reader herself?(He’s a leader of the Troupe after all…)
Will Chrollo blame himself the next day?
Spoilers for the yorknew and succession war arcs!
Warnings: nsfw, non-con
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I imagine there are a few things that could upset Chrollo so deeply he acts impulsively, and when it comes to his darling, the impulse he’s constantly holding himself back from is taking them by force. Because he wants them so badly, and normally he has a great deal of self control, but when his grip on his emotions start to slip, so does his control over his more innate desires when it comes to you.
The deaths of his fellow troupe members hit him hard, harder than he’d like to admit, and as much as he tried to push the despair from his mind, it left him reeling. How someone could be there one moment and then gone the next- of course he’d always know this, but to lose so many so dear to him so fast has him desperate for something to ground him.
And of course, it’s you. You’re all that he needs, he knows this, he’s always known. Just to hold you close, smell the scent of your hair, feel your soft breath on his skin, listen to the soft beating of your heart. It’d be enough. It’d be more than enough.
Chrollo wraps his arms around you tight, pulling your back against him as you lay together in his bed. It’s not uncommon to lay like this together, but you can tell something is wrong. His breathing is a little off, and his heartbeat is pounding.
His hands trace little patterns on your skin, inching over your bare arms and across the fabric of your nightclothes. It’s not like him, to get so handsy with you. It’s so unlike him that you squirm a little, uncomfortable with the advances he’s making.
“Chrollo-” you whisper, unsure what’s gotten into him and scared of what it could mean.
“Forgive me, my love.” he whispers against the back of your neck, before pressing an open mouthed kiss against your skin.
He’s been holding back for so long, wanting you for what seems like an eternity but never able to have you. But tonight he can't resist you, whatever it is that draws him to you is too strong and he cant stop himself from indulging in you. Surely you’ll hate him for this, surely all the progress he’s made will be lost, but he needs you- more than he’s ever needed anything.
He pins you down beneath him, body caging yours against the bed, and before you can let out a noise of protest his lips are on yours. Gone is the way he normally kisses you; so soft, so sweet.
The way he normally gently caresses and touches you is gone, replaced with this new side of him, hungry and desperate.
It’s not that he’s rough with you- even now, he hates the idea of having to hurt you. But if you insist on making this difficult, he won't be able to hold back. But he’d much rather have you willing beneath him. Or, if not willing, then at the very least, not defiant.
He kisses you again and again, his tongue sliding into your mouth when you try to gasp. His body presses up against yours, hips moving against yours in a desperate attempt for friction. This is what he needs- all of you. And soon enough he can wait no longer; pulling at your clothes to free your body to the night air, delighting in the sight of you finally, finally, bare to him after all this time.
He knows he’ll hate himself tomorrow, he knows he’ll fall to his knees and beg you for forgiveness, plead for you to give him another chance. But with you beneath him like this, tomorrow seems so far away.
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hi! I’m the anon who sent the naruto headcanons and I wanted to say that I loved them! I was wondering if you could please do more of them, always with team 7 and how the act at the beginning of a relationship/how they keep courting the male/gn reader, maybe how they act when they’re feeling jealous. Thank you again!
Relationship + Jealousy Headcanons
Pairing: Characters x Gn!Ninja!Reader (teammate)
Character(s): Naruto Uzumaki, Sakura Haruno, Sasuke Uchiha
A/n : I’m glad you loved the first ones and I hope you enjoy these too :]
Naruto Uzumaki
Once you start dating he’s in between these two categories: clingy and shy
One second he’d be the hyperactive person we all know (and love) him to be
Going on about Hokage stuff, ramen or honestly anything that comes up in that empty brain of his
Then he’d suddenly become like weirdly self aware, stiff up, turn to you, and continue but with a blush and be more quiet about his interests than before
You could assume it’s him being insecure but he really just gets bashful sometimes
I mean cmon
He’s probs had a crush on you for years and when you get together- you’re like the only person who would even consider him as a potential partner (in his mind)
Especially with how people treated him
Gradually he does get comfortable again, I mean at one point you guys were friends and he was really open about everything
Well eventually it gets to that point again
Just that this time whenever he’s being bold, he turns to you all bashful and turns back away and continues rambling
He’s really stupid but in an endearing way
Naruto is obviously pretty strong, head on and stubborn- we all know that
So imagine some idiot bumping into you and spilling all your stuff
Well Naruto ain’t letting it slide and confronts the person
Whatever stage of life you guys are at, this will go sorta different
Yet weirdly the same-
If you guys are younger, like when team 7 is still the og team 7
Then he’d be stubborn and be really confrontational- going as far as insulting the person and ordering them to help pick your stuff up (whether they do it or not- I can’t say)
If you’re older/mid teens then he’s the same honestly 😭
No matter what he’d still have this “dumb” air around him and don’t think I’m saying it as a bad thing
Because it really is endearing
He’ll always have your back
This was all to say that he’s pretty protective of you
Not when it comes to fighting all that much cuz you probably have it covered (though he’d still be there)
But mostly just when someone disrespects you
Also he’s so sweet
He’ll try to bring you traditional gifts like chocolates or substitute that with something else you like
He’ll always present it to you bashfully and hope that you’ll accept
Despite the fact that you’re literally with him?? Hello?
Also please just indulge him when going to Ichiraku ramen for dates or lunch
Most times he does try to make it up to you if you don’t like those types of dates
Also when it comes to affection, it does take a while for him to fully accept it
He’d definitely be surprised by it and fluster a bit
Eventually he does like physical affection- quite a lot actually
He’ll specifically scout you out for a hug or even to ruffle his hair
Just do it, we all know how touch starved he is
Jealousy wise I’d imagine two different scenarios too
The first is that it’s super obvious that he’s jealous 😭
It’s all over his face and he’s being mean (?) to the person that’s all over you (or not, maybe just someone attractive that’s around you a lil too much)
He’d be pouting too
During this time Sakura or any onlookers at all really, would tell him to cut it out cuz of his more than obvious attitude (second hand embarrassment 4 them)
He’d be sort of immature too
Mocking the person and wondering if they’re really better than him
This is all obvious to you so you’d probably be the first to bring it up
Not that Naruto is bad at communication just that he didn’t think of it
The other way he acts is not jealous- that’s only because he’s oblivious to the other persons advances on you
So he’d be all chill w this person and nice and stuff
And this person is just confused on why blud is okay with it 😭
Sakura Haruno
She’s literally the best person to date ever
She’s also really shy when you start dating
Not like she’s afraid to be affectionate because she really does want to be, but sometimes she gets a bit bashful at the idea
When she decides to be bold and hold your hand or even goes for a hug -
If you even slightly tease her she’ll definitely give you a serving of her iconic punch- straight to the face too 😭
Scratch that, she’ll throw an uppercut
Despite this comedic scene, once you hug her back she’ll feel touched and it just becomes a sweet moment for the two of you
Most moments with her tend to follow the same pattern as above
Gift wise she’ll definitely be the type of person to make you sweet home made stuff or even goes as far as buying treats or stuff she knows you’ll enjoy
Shed be flustered when she gives it to you and maybe a bit tsundere if Naruto or Ino is there to tease her for it
She’d likely give it to you later in the evening when she knows you’re not too busy
Despite the fact that you’re lit together
And that’s when she gives it to you
The only way to react is being overjoyed at the gift and hugging her or giving her some affection, I don’t make the rules
And if you decide for this to be your first kiss? Inner sakura would definitely be there totally pumped up while irl she’s acting all like a “shy” girl 😭
After having been walked home by you and closed the front door, she would definitely celebrate the new achievement
Now when it comes to what Sakura expects of you, just be the bare minimum
I swear I can’t emphasize this enough, just be a decent person
Even though we all know she deserves more
Make sure to gift her stuff in return too, not just lousy stuff but something you know she’ll cherish
Doesn’t even have to be expensive just something you know she’ll like, even then it wouldn’t hurt for it to have been costly
She’s always thinking of you too
You’re on her mind literally every waking hour
She walks home after a busy day and walks by a stall/store window and sees something you might like? She figures it wouldn’t hurt to buy it
She’s deciding what to eat? She’ll go out of her way to get something you can both share/ something of bigger portion just to have an excuse to sit with you
Not even something she has to do since her presence alone is a gift
She’s so beautiful too
And when you tell her, either by just slipping up because you were too entranced by her- she’ll be super flustered and try to play it off as a joke or you being “weird”
She’ll definitely go to sleep thinking about it though
Twirling her hair and kicking her feet and all
Eventually dates are in order
I won’t lie, Sakura would definitely want you to take her out first
She’s not even opposed to taking you out for a meal and paying either
She just prefers for you to first
Whether it’s for reassurance or preference- well it’s really unclear
Anyways, you end up taking her to a nice restaurant with plenty of choices
She doesn’t mind if it’s a small or quiet one either
Just as long as it’s with you
I do think Sakura would be the jealous type, try to hide it, but then fail miserably
Let me explain
Let’s say a person comes up to you- or even someone you’re assigned to protect is being awfully flirty
Well she’ll be as calm as she can be but it’s so obvious with her harsh actions that she’s fuming
Inner Sakura definitely shows that too
She doesn’t blame it on you or anything so that’s good but she’d still be pissed
It’s super funny too because Naruto would be terrified of interacting with her because then she’ll just take it out on him
And Sai? Yea he doesn’t gaf, he’ll still approach her
Even if it ends in him be wrangled and Naruto joining in
Naruto just because he was nearby*
This behavior doesn’t stop until the person leaves
Afterwards Sakura just doesn’t like the person at all 😭
Sasuke Uchiha
Og nonchalant
Or not???
Really depends with him because he sort of has mood swings
On one hand he’s really focused on his goal of restoring his clan and yknow the whole Itachi bit
(Not really a mood swing)
But he can’t deny that you’ve captured his heart
Plus, with him and his behavior- you’re likely super stubborn or hella in love
Probably both
I mean you’re already dating at this point but nothing really changes much
He’s pretty straightforward but with information that’s private- he keeps it that way
It’s pretty sad (?) in a way
At first it could definitely come off as him not liking you point blank
But when you really think about it you know that can’t be the case
You’re like the only person he’s ever even slightly been nice to
Honestly I’d believe it if you’re the only one amongst the Konoha residents that has seen sasuke laugh or smile
Up to a certain point)
He may be cold and distant but he doesn’t mean to be
He realizes that too the more you go into your relationship
So he tries not to be so emotionally constipated and tries to show you in subtle ways that, yes, he actually does care
Quite a lot honestly
Not really subtle though because it’s a stark difference between how he normally acts
By the time sasuke has the courage to hold your hand- it’s by the time where couples would normally have been doing much more
Honestly really depends when you date him too
Because if your relationship starts at teams 7 era
No it didn’t, he’s too clouded by getting revenge to actually act on it
Maybe, just maybe during shippuden
Even then he’s extremely difficult and hard to be around sometimes
And if you’re together, his behavior could definitely be a dealbreaker and cause some fights in your relationship
Patience is definitely required if you wanna go down the sasuke route 😮💨
I know I said previously that sasuke is really distant for a good while even with you
but eventually, gradually, he does open up more
Like about his past, his motivations, private and more vulnerable stuff like that
Now without the angsty-ish hcs, interacting with sasuke affectionately also has varied reactions
More often than not he’ll be, what can best be described as, tsundere
You could try and hug him while he’s overthinking but he’ll just shrink away
- a reaction that shows you he doesn’t feel like being touched
Obviously it’s a boundary that’s respected by you but it could also cause you to feel upset too
Then, after he shrinks away you look up to him
more specifically his face
Immediately you can see blush dusted on his cheeks
He gets easily flustered by interactions like this, I mean I can’t even imagine how touch starved he is
Now comes the rare occasion where he’s fine with it
Even leans into your touch
It’s pretty rare but sometimes he’s just exhausted and craves your touch
What can I say
Jealousy wise he’s terrible
He’s extremely jealous but tries to act like he isn’t bothered by what’s happening at all
Might even distance himself even more from you if he feels jealous
Could even spiral to him overthinking and feeling like his attachment to you is a weakness
Which quickly disappears because then he goes over to you and yanks you away from the person in question
Also did I forget to mention? DONT TEASE HIM
I can emphasize this enough
Hugging him for the first time in a while and he accepts? Don’t say anything
Same with this
I know people usually like to tease their partners with “awww you’re jealous?” But that’s just antagonizing him
Causes him to trust you less too so a definite ‘not’
Also extremely possessive over you
Like he’s usually hostile to others for no reason but if you’re being targeted then he’s definitely pissed off
Especially if someone thinks they can even try to make moves on you
Definitely takes a lot of patience but just dont pity him I guess (?) 😭
If you’re caring or try to be sympathetic with him he’ll mistake it for pity so yea
He gets more comfortable as the relationship becomes more serious
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A/n: actually did get carried away this time 😭
#fanfic#gn reader#male reader#fluff#fanfic fluff#female reader#fluff headcanons#naruto x you#naruto x reader#naruto headcanons#sasuke naruto#naruto fanfiction#naruto series#naruto#sasuke x reader#sasuke uchiha#sasuke fanfic#sakura x you#sakura x reader#sakura#sakura haruno
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THIS WAS SO SO SO GOOD. I CANT EVEN WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT. it’s a masterpiece. probably the best s&b series ive read. the prose was 10/10, so was the story. it’s almost scary how well-written it was : this could’ve been another book from the official series and i wouldn’t have noticed ⏤ it’s THAT good. and the way you portrayed nikolai and zoya … those two are my favs and so difficult to write perfectly but you did. i definitely feel empty now that i’ve finished reading all chapters, almost as much as i was when i finished the trilogy.
In Another Life
Masterlist
Pairing: Aleksander Morozova x Alternate Universe!Reader
Summary: When the making at the heart of the world steals you from your own universe and drops you into the fictional country of Ravka you’re thoroughly bewildered. But this is an opportunity for you to right every wrong - and hopefully save one life in particular.
Word Count: 60.5K - COMPLETED
My Masterlist • Series Playlist
Read on AO3 HERE
Part One
One moment you’re going about your usual day, the next you’re in Ravka - the fictional country in a fictional universe. When you realise that the story you know by heart hasn’t even begun, there’s only one person you can think of going to.
Part Two
After a restless night of sleep, you wake with too many thoughts in your mind. The contents of the General’s war table provide an ample distraction, and soon the man himself joins you.
Part Three
You and Aleksander journey to Kribirsk, where everything starts to become real for you, as your plan is finally set in motion.
Part Four
Accompanied by your new recruits, you and Aleksander return to the Little Palace, and soon settle into a comfortable routine. But nothing ever stays the same for long.
Part Five
Alina is presented to the king as the sun summoner, and from that point onwards you and Aleksander become increasing busy - and apart.
Part Six
An unexpected visitor arrives with some good news, and Aleksander makes a earth-shattering discovery.
Bonus Scene
As your first interaction with Baghra occurs, a wounded Aleksander returns from a mission, and you have no chance to ponder over her opinion of you.
Part Seven
The search for the stag takes your group north into Fjerda, but it’s after you return to Os Alta that a surprising event occurs.
Part Eight
The Winter Fete goes smoothly, a perfect evening followed by a foiled assassination. A few days later, you and Aleksander journey into the Fold.
Part Nine
After a dramatic arrival into West Ravka, your group travels to Os Kervo, and you recruit a pirate privateer to join you in the search for the sea whip.
Part Ten
The hunt for the sea whip has begun, but a number of obstacles stand in your way, demanding more from you than you ever thought possible.
Part Eleven
Your near death experience has taken a toll on you, which forces Aleksander to come to a realisation.
Part Twelve
A successful return to Ravka prompts you to share warnings of the future with Aleksander, and a new (but not unfamiliar) character invites himself into your schemes.
Part Thirteen
Slowly the pieces of your plan for the Fold come into place, but thoughts and fears of the future continue to haunt you.
Part Fourteen
Ravka’s seat of power changes, and Aleksander makes a discovery that sends you both north in search of his sister.
Part Fifteen
As Alina is about to bring down the Fold, Aleksander suggests a theory that lifts your hopes.
Part Sixteen
Together, you and Aleksander journey to the monastery of Sankt Feliks. To mend the tear at the making, a sacrifice from one of you is required.
Part Seventeen
With the remains of the Fold vanquished, the people celebrate. Together, you and Aleksander work to establish peace in Ravka and a safe haven for your Grisha.
Bonus Scene
Alternate Ending
Until I Found You - IAL (Aleksander’s Version)
Aleksander isn’t expecting to find love in this lifetime, that is until you arrive. - A collection of scenes from In Another Life from Aleksander’s perspective, as well as a bonus scene.
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Post-In Another Life
Future Uncertainty
Lingering insecurities rear their head now that everything has been resolved, and Aleksander encourages you to share your fears. (set mid-part seventeen)
The General’s Crown
In an attempt to escape the attention of being a living saint, you retreat into the fields and create flowers for the local children. It isn’t long before your husband finds you.
Christmas Eve
Its your second Christmas in Ravka, your first with the country at peace and Aleksander as your husband. Together, you have the perfect Christmas Eve.
The New Year
It’s New Years Eve, and the first time you’re celebrating with Aleksander as your husband.
What the Future Holds
Immortality suits you well, and your new life with Aleksander is better than you ever could have imagined.
#✐゛www.recs>?! ☻#the self-indulgence was STRONG in this one#i too would like to suddenly be part of the grishaverse
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team dark week #3: power/control
shadow and rouge sparring session! in normal hand to hand combat (no skates, no flying, no chaos control, no gadgets), i think rouge could hand shadow's ass to him bc she's had more formal training lol
#my art#fanart#digital art#rouge the bat#shadow the hedgehog#shth#team dark#team dark week#teamdarkweek#also like she's so strong how the hell does she lift omega in sonic heroes#only respect for my favourite bat#also this one was v self indulgent#and partly an excuse to do pose studies lol#sonic#sonic fandom
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wake up guys plankos is cringe posting again
#i’m still going strong on my ace shit#this is not self indulgent in any way guys i promise haha ahahahhaha aha i promi#art#fanart#monkey d. luffy#monkey d luffy#mugiwara no luffy#roronoa zoro#zoro roronoa#zolu#luzo#one piece#one piece fanart
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Down To Fish with the boys!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan xichen#lan wanji#jiang cheng#su she#The temptation to put Supermega's DTF as the song link was strong but I don't know if the uninitiated are ready for that psychic damage#I think I landed on something with different but compatible vibes B*)#I honestly forgot this was *the* su she scene. What a forgettable man#Pathetic sopping wet meow meow (derogatory)#Hat wise lwj probably would have a bucket hat to match lxc- but lets go with “he forgot it and borrowed one of wwx's”#This is by far one of the most complex comics i have made for this series#3x the amount I usually do....sadly not the most sustainable for me right now#The idea was funny at the time but my god was this self indulgent#Bonus continuity joke; I think its very funny to think that mxy!wwx probably gave away his identity way more times than he realizes#He would *not* survive in hannah montana's prediciment
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I’ll keep the king when you are gone away. I’ll keep him safe from the dark things that wait. — King by The Amazing Devil
INPRNT | COMMISSION INFOS
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Some details for archaeology nerds (Here we go again AHAHAHA)
First of all the costume Alfred wears in this pic is BY NO MEANS historical accurate, but if we really want to be 100% accurate then to my knowledge there’s a high chance that Alfred wouldn’t be wearing dresses gowns at all (whoever decided to make Alfred wear those pretty cough dresses cough in the show I wish your family to prosper for all eternity YOU’RE A HERO), so instead I just chose to design whatever clothes I want and add some Anglo-Saxon elements in it :)
1. Alfred’s earrings
Took inspiration from the 7th century Anglo-Saxon/Frankish crystal ball, now in Ashmolean Museum, Oxford. Here’s the thing, I know English men (and the monarchs) don’t wear earrings until the 16th century and earrings weren’t even popular during the Anglo-Saxon period, but once I saw Charles I wearing pearl earrings in his portrait I just can’t help but put something pretty on Alfred’s ears as well lol…Sadly I can’t find the exact size of this one but the official site says that it was used as a pendant/an amulet! Probably for pagan practices though, but it’s pretty, isn’t it? :D
2. Patterns on Alfred’s gown
Taken from the patterns on the Bewcastle Cross in Cumbria (which used to belong to Northumbria, built in around the 7th to early 8th century, aka the period Bede lived in.
3. The woven band
The pattern is taken from the Laceby band found in Laceby, Lincolnshire, dated to early 7th century. It seems both Scandinavians and Anglo-Saxons enjoy wearing tablet-woven bands? Saw this kind of things a lot in viking clothes reconstruction as well.
4. …Whatever this is
From fol. 34r in Book of Kells, the famous Celtic gospel book completed in Ireland circa 800 AD. As you can see I got lazy during drawing this lol but the illustrations in the original manuscripts are really impressive!
Now I don’t know if this is a good news or not but I’ve still got like…six wips for alhtred in hand…Good god of arts DELIVER ME
#posting it before i start wanting to kill myself#this was supposed to be a doodle but in the end i spent 30 hours on it and it still looks like shit#urghhhh#sometimes i hate doing arts lol#ok sorry for artist’s rants#SO about the drawing itself#this is completely a self indulgent piece LOL#at the end of the day i just want to make alfred wear pretty things :3#and see him being bridal carried#that’s all lol#BTW can we just ignore for a second how strong uhtred would need to be in order to carry alfred like that by one single hand#we call it ✨creative freedom✨#p.s. I’m thinking the when ‘you’ are gone away quote is Uhtred referring to the christian god lol#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#king alfred#alfred the great#alhtred#uhtred#hikaruchen#hikaru tlk
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INTERRUPTED (Parts I & II)
A short two-part comic (total of 20 pages + 8 extras) by me! (for me lol)
Fandoms: Ninja Showdown (Randy Cunningham 9th Grade Ninja x Xiaolin Showdown)
Ship: My Immortal Soul (First Ninja x Chase Young)
A comic where nothing really happens! But it contains a lot of half-naked men. So like, kids avert your eyes and adults don’t open it at work or whatever. ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯
thanks for checking it out <3
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#first ninja#rc9gn first ninja#chase young#rc9gn#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#long post#i mean sorta! just be aware if you accidently click read more#CACKLING HOLLERING FUCK YE IM DONE WITH MY SHITTY SELF INDULGENT COMIC now i wanna slurp some coffee&sleep#this is for me myself and I and like 11 people who i seduced into this ship. hope you all enjoy this meal boos <3#my goal is to make at least one other person to go awooga about at least ONE image here ;3 hope someone can enjoy the bois#fun fact! In second week of me drawing this we got hit by an earthquake at like 1am so strong our building wobbled for like solid minute+#&aftershocks (which is a lot for my region) and I legit for a second expected that the last thing I ever drew would be Chase's tiddies lol#fun fact 2! i planned to finish this much earlier but i got hit with a killer migrain and than decided fuck it we postponning til 14th#it will make it ~thematic~. sorta. i guess? romance is only implied in this ship lol there is more tension here
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In love with the idea of captain marvel being Billy's imaginary friend. Like, it'd be so easy. Early depictions had them as almost fully separate people sometimes, like one soul with two minds, rather than just two filters like we mostly see now.
But imagine a Billy down on his luck, hurt and hiding from police and criminals alike, daydreaming the hours away as children do, taking inspiration from all the superheroes rising to fame, making little stories to play out his dreams of saving the world with a generic action doll he found while dumpster diving once. Most of the paint's rubbed off.
Red's his favourite colour, his comfiest jumper is a bright ruby even after all the grime and washes. Gold, too, it's shiny and warmer than silver! A hero cape is a must, big and eye catching! And he can fly, of course, like superman, and in his daydreams, when he's sore and frustrated after a long day's grind, his superhero is smart enough and knows all the right words to get the bullies to stop without resorting to fighting.
His superhero fantasy is one he spends a lot of time on, the first one he goes for when struggling to sleep at night, and he can picture it so clearly. Captain marvel is big and bright and kind, strong enough to lift the boxes for the old lady up the road who's moving all by himself, fast enough to catch Jamie who fell out of the tree on Saturday and broke his leg and couldn't come to class for weeks. He appears at the entrance to alleys when Billy is cornered, he steps up behind to cover for him when he gets caught shoplifting, he sits at the bus stop with him when it's pouring rain and the right bus doesn't seem to be coming.
And then the wizard comes, or rather whisks him away, and like a magician from a fairytale breathes life into his imaginary friend until Billy feels thrice his size and a million times more invincible.
From then on, captain marvel is a real hero, just like Billy is a real boy, and as one they save the whole city, and then the whole world, and get cats down from trees and help Mrs Victoria move the last of her boxes and she gives them a pinch in the cheek and cookies for the road and sometimes it hurts but it's so much better than he imagined.
#dc comics#captain marvel#dc captain marvel#shazam#billy batson#imaginary friend#imaginary friend au#Billy's great because you can give him the most buck wild adventures with the most self indulgent plots and it makes perfect sense#Batman and superman are out here having mental health crisis no.528 and marvels away having dance offs with gnomes#Billy would fit perfectly into gravity falls he really would#Anyway imaginary friend au is near and dear because it encapsulates that sort of safe fantasy for change and companion ship#And a protective imaginary friend brought to life is going to be just a fascinating character no matter what#And it's the perfect cover for non imaginary cap anyway. Why does he prioritise this kid over everything despite having never mentioned him#Imaginary friends always have to care for their creator! But you can't expect an imaginary friend to do your taxes!#Why is cap so eternally kind and bubbly and a bit childish? That's because his creator is a kid! Duh!#This particular imaginary friend just so happens to have encountered magic and is now real enough to play basketball with asteroids.#He's strong enough to match superman but it's fine he's got a child's heart and an unending protectiveness for humanity.#Just don't try anything with the kid or you're toast.#I love the jl needing to save/help Billy in some way and cap; who's practically the jls puppy mascot at this point#Is just shamelessly and unrepentantly possessive of Billy while being openly wrapped around his finger. Number one fan#Like 'he's the specialist boy and if you don't clap for him I'm going to blow this whole building up' type#Have you read Split on ao3 it's like that. Cap is the most unaffiliated person on the team and then bam Billy is number 1 priority 100%#Go read split if you haven't 10/10#Like it never crosses caps mind to hinder or harm Billy he is Devoted. Platonic God/worshipper except the deity in question is an 11yo#And the worshipper is the closest thing to a deity without being one you can get in dc.#But like a healthy relationship lmao.#It's a soul deep claim with total freedom on both sides and they teach each other love and they're the same person#AUGH
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saturday night dance
#self-indulgent because ive been reading too many avery fics#and i now have a very very strong need for this good for nothing man.#avery the businessman#avery the businessperson#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#dol pc#eri the orpan#dol avery#avery x pc#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol related#i was rlly uncertain with how i was drawing him and then i gave him the maroon shirt#and i was rlly that kronk meme going “oh...its all coming together”#but again#i played too much with the filters#HBJREHBFHBJERBF#honestly i need to do a finished piece one day without the filters#but the sliders are so fun to go BWOOSH in
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malleus marriage stimboard
gif credit: [💚]
#making a filter for this was a pain so i just gave an old one some polish#ANYWAY MALLEUS GIRLIES AND BOYFIES MAKE SOME NOISE !!!!!#sorry of the theme isnt too strong for this one.. i tried to stick with my usual 8 gifs... maybe ill make another one with the gifs#in my drafts...#⚘️ | self indulgent#stimboard#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland malleus#malleus draconia#twst malleus
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Allurance fakeposting: proposal edition. Post-canon, everyone’s an adult.
Now to see Allura’s side of things:
Part 2>
#allurance#Legitallurance#lance x allura#vld lance#vld allura#princess allura#vld#voltron#voltron legendary defender#Social media au#post canon#allura lives#Am I flying straight into the sun of cringe for this one? Yes. But I’m cringe for free. And cringe for me :)#These fake posts are very self indulgent so don’t worry about me not making more if there’s no/little engagement. Brainrot is strong#I’m planning on an actors au next using the monsters and mana characters. See you then#Ether fic
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amane momose the purge march mv layouts!
(credit is not needed, but appreciated)
#not really proud of these..#idk why the icons look like this. i swear the noise effect wasn't even supposed to be that strong#also this mv was so painful to edit. not bc it's bad but bc CAN I GET AT LEAST ONE SHOT OF AMANE NOT BEING IN PAIN#💖self indulgent 💖#milgram#milgram icons#milgram layouts#amane momose
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