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Ms Featherington, why is it you sit at your drawing-room window so often? All week, I've watched you search for someone. I thought you might have had a falling out with Mr Bridgerton. But now I suspect you may have been searching for him for a very different reason. For the same reason you prefer your drawing-room window and the view it affords towards the house across the square.
Bridgerton (2020—)
#bridgerton#penelope featherington#polin#bridgertonedit#polinedit#userdiamond#*#i want to kms#the reason she would stare out
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Woman just called me (not the management company. who we pay to take calls now) to complain that the guy shoveling the snow right now (during the blizzard) isn't doing it the way she thinks he should and that he's an idiot. I told her I wasn't going to tell our contractor that a resident thinks he's an idiot and whether there was any specific action she wished me to take with this information and she, affronted, said she was just letting me know what's going on. I am going to go lie down in the snow until he shovels me away too
#she's mad bc he's shoveling the street instead of plowing it#admittedly that doesn't seem the most efficient option. however#the guy has around 60 properties and our street is literally 1 corner#less than 100 yards total#he probably has a limited fleet of plow attachments and it's not a good marshalling of resources to bring one here#not to mention so many people do street parking despite that technically being against the rules#that he'd have to slalom around them and then shovel anyway#basically I assume the snow removal service guy has reasons for doing things the way he does#even if he hasn't personally made me aware of them#but ok old lady who is balefully staring out her window calling the guys shoveling in blizzard conditions the 3 stooges#would you like to go out and join them#I NEED to get out of here but that's not happening anytime soon
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drew a thing or something i suppose
#art#robot#robot wires#robophilia#robotfucker#i dont rlly like the wires for hair thing but i decided to test it out for once#if it looks bad that's because i use kleki#i swear im such a good artist#one of my irl friends follows my on here and i will cry if she sees it#she already calls me a robotwhore and a roboslut soooo#would be very very embarrassing#i swear im normal guys#im normal about robots#i am to be trusted with machinery#machinefucker#i am but a humble robotliker who gets called many many horrid names by my friends#(i tell them i want to take apart sun fnaf and look and his insides and they act reasonably horrified)#im literally aroace and they act APPALLED when i say something SLIGHTLY odd abt robots#IM NORMAL#IM NORMAL ABOUT ROBOTS#i swear#when i was little everytime there was a fictional robot on screen id get sucked in. like i wouldn't be able to stop staring until they were#gone#like id just be staring no thoughts#brain completely empty nothing in my mind but “OMG ROBOT!!”#i still do this sometimes actually but its not as bad#i just think robots are neat! they're cool#(on screen as in whenever i was watcing tv)#wires#do i need to tag this wireplay actually
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The moment he knew they were soulmates. And he was going to love her forever.
She had always known he was her soulmate this was just the confirmation.
#rina#hsmtmts#rina week 2023#I have been trying to write but honestly nothing good is coming out so this is what I got for day 2!#I love 4.06 they have always been soulmates destined to be but I love that Ricky was given a specific moment to just sit#with that realization#ALSO the line so it’s true I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you being said OUT LOUD to Gina’s face was important#because like we knew that and he knew that but it’s like him reconfirming that she really is the reason he does everything he has ever done#since they met like real time realization romantic epiphany!!!!!!#and for her she has always known like it was just a fact of life since homecoming that he is her person#but it’s her looking at him after saying I love you him wanting to say it first her wanting him to say it first and him giving her what she#needs like always#she just gets to sit there staring at him knowing that never quitting will get you what you want get you what you NEED#he was worth the wait and she knew he would be that’s what soulmates do!!!!!!!!
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The demon (marauders brainrot) in me is creating temptations beyond the flesh (compelling me to write a multichap about Wayne Munson & Eddie’s mum growing up) that are unshakeable and deadly (there is no target audience for this bullshit)
#jay talks#Wayne is queer but very internalised homophobia the poor thing#daisy (Ed’s mum) just wants to be a singer and ends up a teen mum and homeless instead!#she knows her brothers queer and she also knows her son is queer and they are her two favourite people in the whole world#and her only reason for breathing#but Eddie and Wayne don’t know she knows they’re queer. they also don’t know the other is queer. they also take a very long time to realise#that they are queer themselves. daisy is just all knowing#she figures it out when she catches them both staring at her Elvis vinyls and posters#ALSO THEY HAVE A LOT OF CATHOLIC GUILT AND STRUGGLES WITH RELIGION CAUSE THAT HITS#would anyone be interested?#I may write this one day not sure#also if you have suggestions for this please suggest them!#Eddies mother#daisy Munson#Wayne Munson#Eddie Munson#stranger things#fan fiction#writerblr
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Makoto when he's taking a break in the Future Foundation
#danganronpa#danganronpa art#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa makoto#makoto naegi#future foundation#tw smoking#cw smoking#tw cigarettes#cw cigarettes#his reaction is always the same whenever he attempts to smoke to any capacity. everyone else questions why he still does it anyway#feel byakuya and kyoko would especially judge him not because their any better but that his form is awful and he's never going to improve#i feel aoi would smack the cigarette out of his mouth without hesitation. then she just stares at him shakes her head and leaves#i have no specific explanation as to why i think this is the case. i just feel aoi has that energy in her for some reason.#also i feel syo would be the type to smoke a cigarette that was previously on the ground. bonus if it's the one aoi took from makoto#and the thing just pathetically fell to the ground and syo scurried her way towards the thing like a creature in the night
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My Breath of the Wild Slow Livin' challenge is in its third iteration and let me tell you it is the only way to play this game
#I stopped fast travelling two playthroughs ago (rule 1)#at the same time as i added the “2) if Pancake (my horse) can physically come with me then he has to come with me wherever I go” rule#for this new playthrough i've added "3) you have to settle down for the evening at a reasonable time#preferably at a stable or otherwise suitable location and then feed Pancake before hunching down in front of a fire#and stare into the flames until morning#ALSO rule 4 the horse cant gallop for longer than a real horse can (ie short bursts)#all other horse travel (ie almost all travel in the game (see rule 2)) has to happen at a trot at MOST#but very recently ive reached Tarrey Town and boy lemme tell you#I already knew id be trotting across the damn continent like five times to get everyone together#but now ive added a new thing where i roleplay escorting each of them back to Tarrey Town AT THE PACE THEY WOULD NATURALLY GO#i.e. walking#I am WALKING my horse back from death mountain and gerudo and everyone else#it's actually so great to roleplay...#Pelison saw a horse for the first time and was in awe#and Grayson had to comfort him when a lightning storm broke out as we were crossing the Akkala span#obviously the Sokkala route would be more direct but Grayson and I decided the northern route was better#since we could spend the night at the stable#Kass was there and he sang for us#Now Ive just made it to Gerudo (it took five in game days)#and I am settling down in Kara Kara for the night to talk to Rhondson about my friend Hudson#The voe with the most beautiful dream in all of hyrule#and if she agrees to come with me we have a LONG walk ahead of us in the morning#this is my favourite playthough ive ever done#breath of the wild#tarrey town#legend of zelda
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Inktober piece for today, but... technically not?
Look mate, I want to yap, mostly about a spy x family/ silent hill crossover, and I want to put the finished piece with that post, so I'm gonna finish that little write up then post it. Because gotdamn, I have thoughts about Yor and how she may think about herself and how she will potentially think about Loid's, Yuri's, and Anya's lies. And its a lot. I'll probably post that tomorrow, and I also have an idea for Loid, and even more thoughts, and dear god Anya, and how all three will interact in this silly AU that I desperately need, and several of the side characters, and just. I need this.
#spy x family#yor forger#inktober#ink drawing#Liek hotdamn Loid in the first seem as James with the mirror?#perfection#And Anya running around town harassing Yor and Loid while they try to keep up#And Yor and Loid having to confront their pasts#like how holy shit Yor did a lot of fucked shit to take care of Yuri#Like I love her but murdering people for money is fucked#But also like what other choices did she have at such a young age#the economy would probs not be great during an active war#and making money is going to be hard for a child#and I imagine she would be faced with a lot of fucked choices#and for her to go through all this to find out that Yuri joined the SSS#Like thats going to fuck with her#she's not going to be happy about that#i think she'd much prefer him to have a safer less hated job#not even going into any moral reasons she'd have#and eventually that going to lead her here#staring at a knife#wondering if she fucked up and if her parents would be happy with all of the things she's done#and if i keep going i will never shut up#but dear god i need this rn#but yeah anyway#enjoy the art ig
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As of writing this, Kitty still remains as the trickiest camper for me to draw. None of the others give me nearly as much trouble as her. Her hair trips me up especially when I want to draw it from different angles (because Kitty holds her head high and looks down upon everyone else.) Her hair doesn't even look terribly complicated either, but it's the shape of it that trips me up (especially her bangs.) I also struggle with the shape of her head. It's kind of flat on top, so the shape of her head is more like a shield. BUT, it's not entirely flat, it's still a little rounded. Her forehead is also very big (imagine if she didn't have bangs lol) I don't give up so easily, so I will figure it out. Practice makes perfect, as they say.
look how happy she is
#sometimes if i write these things out it helps with figuring it out lol#i will have to stare at kitty and absorb every detail further into my mind#btw if anyone would like to share some screenshots or something of kitty's head from different angles that would be golden#especially if she is looking up or down not necessarily if she is looking straight ahead i already have the turnaround for that#i gotta get it right its like i forget how to draw her every single time#im sorry kitty i know youd be pissed at me because i cant draw your FUCKING head which is your most important part#her hair color is soooo pretty thats one of the reasons i like her lol
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why do men literally suck
#i was backing into the a space next to a pump and hit one of the pumps with my back light#nothing broke except my light crazy ik#and suddenly it’s like everyone is staring and just my luck that it’s all guys so everyone’s literally laughing outright#and i’m like kay lol thanks#and as i’m finishing filling my gas the guy who works there literally sneaks up on me and asks if everything’s okay#i’m like yeah i just hit a pump everything fine. the pump itself is fine#and he starts like messing around with the pump to see if i did anything which is fair#finds that i only broke my shit and then turns to me and goes ‘oh okay. you scared?’#which is like ? would you ask a guy that?#and then i walk away and he leaves it but right away i see this one guy basically sneak up just like the other guy and go#‘no she hit this thing here look the diesel’ which HUH#**the OTHER side of the diesel pump (entirely of the pump)#there’s a little jagged hole in my light bc of where i hit THE REGULAR PUMP LIKE LITERALLY JUST THE PHYSICAL PUMP HEAD YOU SHOVE INTO#THE CAR#like literally this guy went out of his way he didn’t work there nothing#anyways yeah men suck#bc of all this like i cant even describe it the whole thing was so condescending for no reason#shit happens and only i got the worst of it so literally move on
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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman
#rat rambles#did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm#stars posting#anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head#shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character#I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also#how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping#because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure#is her own creation#and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it#and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there#so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main#party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier#on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone#so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a#whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious#oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will#stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree#shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same#as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself#which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering#I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely#revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it#and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop#so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to#like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up
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going to boston tmrw to see an actual doctor.. hopefully i get properly diagnosed and medicated this time.. so tired of unqualified and unprofessional “doctors” being absolute shit and me not realizing so i end up feeling like im doing smth wrong…
#for some reason i just never realize how shit some ppl are until its pointed out to me by someone else#my most recent therapist apparently isnt even a doctor shes a social worker that.. specializes in dealing w prisoners……..#and uh she was really awful but i thought it was just.. supposed to be like that……#shed ask me a question that would make NO sense at all and when i went “umm sorry can you clarify what that means” shed just repeat the sam#thing and stare at me for yhe rest of the session#and then around the halfway mark shed ask me how i was feelimg and id tell her “uncomfortable….” and shed go “oh well im not uncomfortable”#and then continue to just stare at me in silence until thw session ended 😭😭😭
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I saw the most GORGEOUS girl today so probably gonna live off that high for the next week
#Shewassohotohmygodyoudontevenunderstand#i was trying so so hard not to stare at her when she walking by cause she was waitress at a mexican place while i waiting for my food so sh#was just trying to do her job and i didnt want her to notice and make her uncomfy#but omg it was so hard cause when she was in the room she was the only one in the room#she was so pretty and it just seemed so effortless#im genuinely so sad that i will never see her again i am not a eat in girly im a order in girly#so the fact that i was even in there today was a rare situation but i gotta find another reason to go there again cuz lord#and not to brag or anything buuuut i was there with my family and its not i was the one talking to them giving them the togo order#but she was one who brought our food out and she did hand the bags of food directly to me in the middle so im pretty sure she like me too s#or she was just handing it to the group and she wasnt really paying attention who she handed to cause she did turn her head when she did it#probably that one#oh and i fear i made waaaaayyy to much eye contact by pure accident i also accidently raised my chin at her#so she mightve picked up on my vibe but idk i want to say she was also making alot of eye contact with me but likely she was just bopping#around doing her job and just happened to catch my eyes a couple of times i mean it wasnt the biggest place but also not the smallest and#not busy at all so i can see why she would catch my eyes a couple times cuz i feel like if it was busy she wouldnt have time for her eyes t#wander you know#if you read all this i hate you this is my diary wtf are you doing here lol but can you tell im obsessed?#lgbtq#queer#birthday made tbh#Lgbtq+#gay#pride
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you guys ever wake up evil
#im a little better now but i probably could have killed this morning tbh#my dog woke me up four times last night#i got up and my brothers had trashed the bathrooms so they desperately needed done before i left for work#i picked up my water bottle and the lid wasnt screwed on??? so it dumped everywhere#my dog couldnt wait for me to handle the water spill and peed on the floor#the trash bag i was carrying out broke#was about to pull out of the driveway and realized i left my phone in my room#and i was gonna have my tomato soup i didnt get to have Saturday today for lunch#and for some godforsaken reason there was bacon in it#what the FUCK#i have never had a 'woke up on the wrong side of the bed' day quite like this#and immediately upon clocking in got a call from some lady whose son's truck had been hit and she was just screaming at me#bc SHE had to file a claim and i couldnt for her#i almost lost my job bc of her (was gonna tell her to khs then go home) (only barely held it together)#if i hadnt just bought a doll yesterday i would be buying a doll rn to make life worth living#and i left said doll at home!!! i want her to be in my car so i can stare at her!!!#EVILEVILEVILEVULEVUL#says kenna
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does your doctors ever just drop something on you much later about your meds or your conditions and it explains a lot
#Like my seizure meds can make me dehydrated#I've been on them three years and just kinda chalked up being thirsty to ya know...needing water but nope Keppra can make you dehydrated#Or when I was taking sucrafate for 6 months before a Dr told me I had to take it several hours before eating BC IT PREVENTS UPTAKE#OF ANYTHING INCLUDING MEDS SO I BASICALLY WASNT TAKING MY MEDS FOR MONTHS AND WAS GETTING SICK AND DIDNT KNOW WHY#BC NO ONE BOTHERED TO TELL ME I SHOULDNT TAKE IT WITH OTHER MEDS JUST NOT FOOD??#AND THE DOC DIDNT EVEN TELL ME INTENTIONALLY SHE JUST MENTIONED IT OFF HAND AND I WAS LIKE WAIT WHAT#SHE WAS SO SHOCKED NO ONE TOLD ME AND IT WASNT LISTED ON THE BOTTLE#I'm still mad about it I was getting extra seizures for months for no reason bc of an oversight#Since I got that info I've been taking my meds properly and I haven't had a seizure for almost a year#:)#Remember to ask every question you can think of and ask aggressively#Every interaction with other meds every side effect#You NEED to know you're not being pushy it's your body and health#ASK THINGS OF YOUR DR ITS WHY THEYRE THERE ITS FOR THE BEST#chronic illness#medicine#Medication#Even if you are being pushy it's your right to know everything about why and what they're giving you#I also thought Ativan was a neasua drug for a while bv they always give it to me in the er when I have a cvs episode#But it's for anxiety and they use it to put me out while the actual drugs work and that's okay!!!#But I didn't know so I stared asking for Ativan (and zofran) when I went in and got denied because they thought I was a junkie/on detox#For a med a doctor would otherwise order for my distress bc I didn't know better#Know your meds and know them well it can only help you in the long run#Keeping a list written or digital that you can show doctors also helps so they know how drugs can interact if your an er frequent flyer#Like me
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like it has happened to me SO many times that my manager will come up to me and be like ‘can you do this’ and i will be like ‘yes’ bc i can. and the question has been answered. no request has been made of me. so i do not take any further action. but in fact what she meant was ‘please do this.’ & it seems like the obvious solution to this problem would be to treat ‘can you do this’ as a request 100% of the time but it is NOT a request 100% of the time. sometimes she is literally just asking bc she needs to know, for future projects, if our system is capable of xyz. how does one parse this. i’m so confused.
#or she’ll be like ‘why is this happening’ and i’ll answer the question but SOMEHOW i was meant to know that i wasn’t supposed to answer it#like why are you asking if you don’t need to know#but they do need things. like this isn’t just pointless babble u know. they are looking for things they require.#i don’t like the line of thinking that’s like ‘allistic people just need to communicate better’ bc that’s literally not what’s happening#u know#like they’re not trying to Trick You even if it feels this way#but idk how they’re doing it. its so confusing.#my manager is actually very nice btw whenever this happens she just asks it again as a request#and now that we’ve worked together for a while she usually says outright if she needs something done or if she’s just telling me stuff#and she gets defensive on my behalf if people make jokes that i could reasonably misunderstand as an actual fact or request#so she’s not trying to be mean it’s just like. literally confusing. idk. i don’t get it.#gkjlgdfk yesterday she came by my desk and was like ‘oh we don’t really need to be in tomorrow. it would be good to work from home tomorrow#it seems like you can do all your work from home’#and i was just staring at her bc i KNEW something else was being communicated but i just could not for the life of me figure out what it wa#and then finally she was like ‘don’t come in. don’t come to work tomorrow.’#and i was like ‘:D’#anyway. i think that’s what people should do. just meet people halfway u know. if someone clearly isn’t understanding just clarify
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