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Warnings: 18+ dub con, smut, Dark Bucky, breeding kinks. I want some Dark twin Bucky. Jealous twin Bucky. Manipulative, sexy, mob boss twisted Bucky. His brother James is everything good, everything wholesome, everything perfect. James had everything in life, the nicest house, a respectable job, the sweetest wife. Oh, how sweet his wife was.
Bucky couldnât care less for the perfect reputation his brother had nor did he care for the money, he had so much more. More power. More control. The only thing his brother had that he wanted for himself was you. His brother didn't value or care for you for what you were worth, always working, focused on business, leaving you in the large house all by yourself. Bucky would have never. Not if he had you.
Loving, gentle, soft as silk.
Pure, untainted, everything he wasn't.
He had to have you.
"Babydoll"
You smiled hearing your husband enter your shared bedroom as you got out of the shower, wrapping a fluffy towel around yourself before going to greet him. He sat at the edge of the bed with a knowing smirk, shamelessly eyeing you up and down like he always did, your cheeks heating up under his watchful stare. You loved how much he adored you. He strode over, humming at the scent of your body wash, his nose trailing up the column of your neck, pressing soft kisses to your skin, his hands wandering to the edge of your towel.
"Miss me, baby?" He pulled it off, letting it pool to the floor leaving you bare before him, picking you up and laying on on the mattress, you were so perfect, pliant, he could already smell your arousal, your nipples pebbled against the cold air begging for his warm mouth.
"moy kotenok" He purred, nipping at your earlobe, your brows knitting in confusion, he never spoke Russian to you, only his brother-
âJames?â You squeak, your heart starting to beat rapidly, blood running cold. This wasnât your husband. You tried to scramble away, cover yourself but he grabbed your wrists in his hand, pinning them above your head. You then noticed the dark ink that peekd beneath his shirt, his telltale silver chain slipping out and dangling above your face. Your husband only wore his wedding ring, you tried so hard, unable to move his heavy body off you.
"Bucky-Bucky get off, what are you doing-
"Taking what should be mine, kotenok, showing you what being loved by a real man is like" He crawled off you, thighs spread wide kneeling in front of you. "He doesn't know what you deserve printsessa"
He shoved your legs apart, holding them from squirming, your twitching pearl amusing him. "S'been long, hasn't it, you say you don't want me but that swollen button says otherwise, what if I-"
He spits onto your clit making you cry out, a rough calloused thumb coming down to flick it to his hearts content. Your body jolted at the sensation, it was wrong, so wrong, God it had been so fucking long...
No.
"Bucky st-stop" You hiccupped as he moved faster, he could see your slick dampening the sheets, his idiot brother didn't know what he was missing.
"Why would I do that, hm? Look at how your body responds to me, you want this. Gonna get you so pregnant, bunnyâ Bucky smirked, giving his thick bulge a squeeze, making a show of shamelessly palming his erection. âYâwouldnt even know who the daddy isâ
He doesn't waste a second pulling his cock out, grinning at the way your cunt welcomes him home despite your futile protests. You scratch at him between moans of pleasure, your legs wrapping around his tapered waist. He pounds into you with purpose, he wants his child in your belly, he couldn't wait to see his brother dote on you not knowing any better.
He got harder thinking about your breasts leaking with milk as you got bigger, milk to feed his baby, milk to feed him. He'd find a way.
"Gonna put my child in you printsessa, give you my baby, show you where a man puts his cum, you'll take it won't you bunny, such a good housewife"
"No-No you-you can't oh God!" Your body shudders as pleasure and guilt washes over you, clinging onto him for dear life as he fucks you through your orgasm.
"That's right, cum for me, he can't make you cum like I can, don't think I haven't heard you with him, look at you, just a slutty little mess, you smell of sex kitten"
He intends on making the biggest mess in your pussy, needing it to drip onto the sheets you sleep in. You'd stay wrapped up in his essence while it leaked out of you, his sperm exactly where it needed to be, right in your belly-
"Get ready kitten, get ready to take it, fuck-squeezing me so good, tell me you want it, I know you do, m'gonna cum so hard for you princess, just for you, all this-fuck-do you feel it, s'all for you, SHIITTT" He roared, pumping you with the stutter of his hips, the headboard slamming against the wall as he emptied himself, shamelessly moaning into your neck.
The next 9 months would be interesting.
#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes x f!reader#bucky barnes x y/n#bucky x y/n#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x female reader#dark bucky#dark marvel#marvel smut#marvel fic#marvel fanfic#marvel fanfiction#marvel#dark bucky x reader#dark bucky au#dark bucky barnes x reader#dark bucky barnes#dark bucky x y/n#dark bucky x you#dark bucky x innocent reader#bucky barnes fan fiction#bucky barnes fanfic#bucky x f reader#mob bucky x freader#dark mob bucky x y/n#dark mob bucky#mob bucky barnes x reader
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michelle's buddie fic recs: week 45!
what a week... i'm greatly enjoying all of the post-8x06 buddie fic (many more recs to come!) and took some time to revisit old favourites, which can be found in previous rec lists. enjoy!
this is a mix of fics with all ratings, so some include NSFW content. please take a look at both the ratings and the fic tags before reading! some might also contain spoilers for season 8.
if you come across something you like in this list, remember to show some love to the author by leaving kudos and a comment!
all that we need | not1_2write | 26.4k | M
When Buck buys a Powerball lottery ticket he doesn't think much beyond his need for change to air up his tire. He forgets all about the ticket until word spreads that the winning ticket was sold in LA and hasn't been claimed yet and pretty much dismisses it. After all, there's no way he won the lottery. Turns out no, he really did win the Powerball, to the tune of 295 million dollars and just in time for Christmas. He's going to make sure the 118 has the best Christmas of their lives. And just maybe he'll have a good one too. idk about all of you but i do dream about winning the lottery regularly (way too often for someone who's never bought a ticket, that's for sure). this is such a lovely look at what buck would do with a whole lot of money <3
i take this magnetic force of a man | playinginthunderstorms/@playinginthunderstorms | 9k | M
Turns out, he isnât actually afraid of commitment. Heâs just afraid of committing to the wrong thing, or the wrong person. Ana, obviously, had been a mistake, because he hadnât been ready, and heâd put other peopleâs expectations above his own wants and needs. With Marisol, heâs done the same thing. Moved too fast, doing what he thinks is the right thing according to who? His parents? For Chrisâs benefit? Again, pushing past his own comfort, discarding any doubt because it doesnât fit like⌠Like Buck. blanket rec for one of my favourite authors who has been posting incredible fics lately!! this one in particular is so beautifully written and so romantic and just so very buddie <3
if i need to rearrange my particules i will for you | thelikesofus/@thelikesofus | 7.9k | GA
Eddie catches a cold and Buck takes care of him while having a minor, non-platonic emotional crisis. this is definitely influenced by the fact that i've been ill myself but wow truly nothing hits as hard as buddie taking care of each other when one of them isn't feeling well. the bed sharing in this is so good <3
let me | facewithoutheart/@facewithoutheart | 1.6k | T
Eddie doesn't think he needs romance. Buck, respectfully, disagrees. AKA the fic where Buck picks Eddie up and kisses him breathless against a wall. and buck is so right for doing that!! i love it when buck turns eddie to jello <3 so lovely!
second child, restless child | lesbianrobin/@lesbianrobin | 23k and counting| M
how Evan and Maddie make it out of Pennsylvania, and Buck and Maddie build a family. okay so listen these past few weeks i've been doing this thing where i only rec finished fics, and every time i scroll through my ao3 history for these rec lists, i come across this one and go oh i wish i could rec this already. and then i realised wait it's my rec list i can do whatever i want, and so then i did. anyway, mind the tags for this one, but wow are you in for a treat here! i love the character dynamics (chim is brilliant in this!! and maddie!!) and i'm so so excited to see the rest of this fic unfold <3
said that i was fine, said it from my coffin | justhockey/tumblr | 7.3k | T
And it doesnât matter that he feels like heâs dying. Like the version of himself that heâs always been is suddenly a stranger to him - just a mask heâd spent his entire life hiding behind, without ever even realising he was wearing it. It doesnât matter that Eddie isâŚthat heâs gay. Because he knows - as surely as he knows that the sun will rise again tomorrow - that the only person he has ever, and will ever, truly love is Buck. And Buck isnât his to love. another blanket rec for an author who's been posting incredible fics!! this one in particular has such brilliant eddie characterisation and i just devoured it the second i got that little ao3 email hehe
there's no place like home-spun | icewhisper | 4.1k | GA
Buck has spent most of his life trying to find something to settle fidgeting hands and the restless need for a home. He found the key to the latter when he was thirteen. He finds the former in a cozy home on South Bedford Street with two of his favorite people. (AKA the Buck-crochets fic that literally no one asked for.). this fic makes me want to learn how to crochet. i am the least crafty person ever and i have like minus time but just know that if two weeks from now i'm posting about yarn and crochet hooks and whatnot, it's all thanks to this fic. i love buck who crochets so very much <3
you get your dreams for free | llovely/@butchdiaz| 14.9k | T
five times buck and eddie cuddle drunk and one time they cuddle sober. buddie bed sharing my absolute favourite. i read this late at night curled up under three blankets and it hit just right <3
#a bit of a shorter list than usual cause i've been rereading previously recced stuff#makes me so glad i have a masterlist spreadsheet so i don't have to dig through old posts to see what's been recced before#buddie#buddie fic#buddie fic rec#911 abc#911 fic#911 fic rec#michelleâs recs#fic rec list
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The Malfoys are treated as *remarkably* rich in the books, and this would be a nice way to explain that. If you were friendly enough/integrated enough with the muggle world pre-Statute that you were able to weather that transition... then you've got a *lot* of extra ways to pull in cash that other pureblood families don't have. The Blacks... I think it makes a lot of sense that they rose to prominence just after, or possibly because of the Statute of Secrecy. That's shipping money vibes. 100% they're not quite *as* old as Malfoys who (going by Pottermore) showed up with William the Conquerer --- Hello! I love your metas btw I want to ask though if the Malfoys are richer and older and if the Black's prominence are after the Statute, why are they never introduced as Ancient and Noble house like the Blacks? Like I think this title was only used for the Blacks (I don't remember if other families/houses was Ancient and Noble..
I think the Blacks are laying it on just a little bit thick. :D That's a title they gave themselves after all, and idk.... it's like when a country calls itself "the Democratic Peoples' Republic of ____ " Seems like you're trying a little too hard to prove something there. We know that people like Umbridge will just lie to make their family seem older than it really is. Why not?
I would compare the Blacks to maybe the Borgias or the Boleyns- making a name for themselves during the renaissance, and owing their success to being smart, powerful, good looking, and with a certain reputation for ruthlessness. And of course, to there just being a *lot* of them. Lucius strikes me as an only child, and I don't think it was at all unusual for the Malfoys to have only one or two children.
My own headcanon is that the Blacks have a reputation for being much more magically powerful than the Malfoys, with a special affinity for transformation magic. Like being a metamorphmagus is a Black thing the way being a parselmouth is a Gaunt thing. I think the Blacks would attribute their effortless good looks to being especially magically gifted, because what really is a metamorphmagus, other than natural beauty times a zillion?
(I also think the Malfoys have a reputation for being good-looking - I don't want to take that away from them - but their beauty is much more constructed. I just know the Malfoys have books full of private family spells that they use to keep their hair so pretty and so silver-blonde. They are all about living within this carefully constructed aesthetic. So of course Lucius falls apart a little, when he doesn't have access to a wand.)
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- it wasn't like levi to stroll around town at the crack of dawn but somehow, you convinced him to. right now he would be cooped up in his office cleaning even the slightest bit of "dust" off of his new leather chair.
- the sun is barely up, levi's eyes are still barely open. maybe some breakfast and a cup of tea would do him some good. but when you offer up the idea to him he declines.
"mm. . .not now, not hungry." he insists, a yawn escaping him. tired, would be an understatement knowing how hard erwin works your poor husband. you should really have a tough word with the man, professionally, of course.
- you both don't even know where you're going but, it's just a small walk. passing by houses and stepping down stone stairs you nearly stumble over something, surprise turning into mild irritation. why weren't you looking where you were going?
- a barrel, you think. or maybe it was a tiny box you almost tripped over. no, a kid.
levi's eyes pass down to his feet, his glossy sight focusing on a beaten down kid. quickly, he steps back, horror and shock baffling the ackerman. "holy fuck. . ." he can't stop the vulgar words that escape him.
- levi isn't the only one who's surprised, you are too. you thought this would just be an innocent, light walk with your sleepy husband. but now you both are met with an abandoned kid.
- for some reason, your first instinct is to reach your hand out to them. unsure if the frail child is even a boy or a girl. their hair is a mess, matted up and wet. their clothes are ripped and dirty as can be, rats scurry off from their feet when you try to make contact with them.
"hey, kid. . .i didn't mean to almost trip over you like that iâare. . .you alright?" you ask but they don't respond, facial expression too hard to read. levi's astonishment wears off, his face turning somber. they look so much like him when he was younger and malnourished.
- they look so lonely, all alone with nobody. you pull your hand back, not wanting to make them uncomfortable with your touch; you are a random stranger after all.
- you pass levi a look of sorrow, his expression is almost the same as yours if the man weren't so hard faced. the child is small, despite that they find the strength to get up.
"it's. . .okay," two simple words. their voice soft and sweet, you almost melt. "why are you out here. . .like this? where are your parents?" you can't help but bombard them with questions left and right.
- staying just a few minutes longer with this child you learn that she was "taken in" by her aunt and uncle, her parents handing her down to distant family because of finical reasons. not wanting to scrape around town for more money, since having more than three kids was beyond difficult.
- your eyes alter to levi and back every few seconds, wanting to glimpse at his expressions, even if they might be non-existent.
"alright, but why are you out here?" the golden question, levi is the one to be bold. "they. . .didn't have room for me either." the poor girl, passed from house to house only to be kicked out.
- you look at levi again, you guys have to take in this girl.
Š levisbitterness , even limes can be sweet
#đŚđ˘đ¨đĽ ! ďź levi ďšđâđŠ#attack on titan#snk levi#levi x reader#shingeki no kyojin#aot x reader#aot x y/n#snk#snk x reader#levi ackerman#levi x y/n#levi x you#attack on titan x reader#attack on titan fanfiction#snk x you#aot#shingeki no kyoujin levi#shingeki no kyoujin x reader#shingeki no kyoujin fanfiction#aot x you#snk x y/n#levi attack on titan#levi ackerman x reader#levi ackerman x you#aot fanfiction#aot fluff#snk fic#captain levi#levi aot#levi ackerman x gender neutral reader
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Inktober piece for today, but... technically not?
Look mate, I want to yap, mostly about a spy x family/ silent hill crossover, and I want to put the finished piece with that post, so I'm gonna finish that little write up then post it. Because gotdamn, I have thoughts about Yor and how she may think about herself and how she will potentially think about Loid's, Yuri's, and Anya's lies. And its a lot. I'll probably post that tomorrow, and I also have an idea for Loid, and even more thoughts, and dear god Anya, and how all three will interact in this silly AU that I desperately need, and several of the side characters, and just. I need this.
#spy x family#yor forger#inktober#ink drawing#Liek hotdamn Loid in the first seem as James with the mirror?#perfection#And Anya running around town harassing Yor and Loid while they try to keep up#And Yor and Loid having to confront their pasts#like how holy shit Yor did a lot of fucked shit to take care of Yuri#Like I love her but murdering people for money is fucked#But also like what other choices did she have at such a young age#the economy would probs not be great during an active war#and making money is going to be hard for a child#and I imagine she would be faced with a lot of fucked choices#and for her to go through all this to find out that Yuri joined the SSS#Like thats going to fuck with her#she's not going to be happy about that#i think she'd much prefer him to have a safer less hated job#not even going into any moral reasons she'd have#and eventually that going to lead her here#staring at a knife#wondering if she fucked up and if her parents would be happy with all of the things she's done#and if i keep going i will never shut up#but dear god i need this rn#but yeah anyway#enjoy the art ig
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So like. Maybe it's an ironic joking thing, but sometimes the tags on your posts/reblogs make me feel concerned, so like. Are you doing ok? Do you wanna talk about it?
yeah it's not really ironic joking, not gonna lie i'm doing quite badly irl what with how badly the american education system is structured (especially medical education and how particularly hellish it can get). i don't wanna burden you with the sheer weight of all this horrible shit and i don't spend much time on here anymore. but thank you for the offer though, sincerely
#i need a therapist considerably but my parents are extremely against it and get angry to the point of yelling if i even try to bring it up#i think it's a cultural thing. seen as a sign of weakness and not being a 'good child'#the only reason i need to even care about that is because med school costs some $60k a year and they're directly controlling my funds.#the only thing i can use freely is the limited amount of hard cash i have since they have control over my credit card and see very purchase#i'm not making any money as a med student and we don't have any time to take on a job#i still have 2 years to go until my wages become maybe like $15 an hour as a resident physician.#the one parenting-related thing my parents can do correctly is use money on me. it's all that's standing between me and ridiculous debt#without that i'm sunk and potentially homeless (and many years of crazy amounts of studying become functionally useless)#fun and cool abusive and overly-controlling chinese parent-child dynamics#borne of generational trauma forced upon the new gen by the last gen. and that theme happens a lot in med education too. funny that.#i bet it all sounds so stupid but that's how it is.
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Request to move into basement failed. Sad.
#I just wanna have some more space and maybe host people and save money and acclimate to apartment living#and moving into the basement would do that#Not only is it big enough it's also fully finished. Carpeted and everything#Unfortunately my dad sleeps in there and doesn't want to be demoted to bedroom 2#âI already got kicked out of the master!â#Um. Need I fucking remind you that being kicked out of the master is what saved your marriage my guy?#(He is a VERY violent sleeper and it caused Problems And Injuries And Arguments)#He calls it his âman caveâ even though the only man cave thing about it us that he is a man sleeping and watching TV in it#He's always talking about nebulous plans to make it a mancave and then never follows though#bc he's a trash hoarder who keeps months of empty soda bottles piled up for no reason#and granted I also have messy room problems but at least I take out the trash and dirty dishes (if any) out of it every week#Meanwhile I know Exactly what I would do with the space#And I mean#Granted it /is/ going to be a hard sell trying to convince someone to downgrade to a child's bedroom#That could probably fit a full and still be comfortable but /definitely/ can't fit a queen#I tried to sell him on the large closet space (since that's something he's always complaining about not having any of at all)#Bc I will Happily downgrade to one of those garment racks if it means I can actually have space for all my music+art stuff#but no cigar :(#And listen#My room is small but it does have a decent amount of space so long as all of my belongings are contained#But They Have To Be Contained!#Which is really fucking hard to do when you own several large musical instruments and have ADHD
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the angel on my shoulder telling me to use the credit reward i just got from my travel credit card to go home for mother's day vs the devil on my shoulder telling me to squirrel it away and put it toward something for myself
#idk i feel like it's always me going home to see my mom and never the other way around#i understand that she is still in her first few years of owning a small business and it's hard and she has no money#like it might not sound like it and it might sound like i'm being insensitive but i DO get it#and not to make the classic child of divorce comparison but my dad visits me for my birthday every year and while again#i understand that their situations are VASTLY different#that's ONCE a year#and with the fact that she wouldn't even have to pay for a place to stay#it would be nice if she could also just come my way ONCE a year#instead of it always being on me whether we see each other or not#and having to live with the fucking guilt when i can't make it work#and now that two of my cousins also live in the area it's even MORE like#you would also get to see your nephews and your nieces-in-law and your grand-nieces#you know? like it's not even like you'd JUST be coming to see me#although i like to think i would be enough of a draw by myself lol#anyway idk why i'm even typing all of this out i am probably going to cave and just go home for mother's day lol#it's a big enough credit that i should still have a little bit left over after the plane ticket#it's just. idk. like i said. angel vs devil. what i should do vs what i want to do.
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#like Iâm sorry#I love my best friend so so so much and sheâs perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me#and I get it sheâs an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and thatâs hard#and Iâm not being dismissive of her struggles#but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way#and has never worried about money as a kid#and yeah her relationship with her parents isnât perfect of course#but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book#like she did everything she can to understand and relate#but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone#because no one in my life fucking understands why Iâm the way I am#and Iâve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping#Iâve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind#but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child#that are impacting by daily life and interactions#and like I feel so fucking alone#and to hear from my friends âyour right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through thisâ ISNT FUCKING HELPING#I donât want to hear that itâs normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops#I am unwell and Iâm so stressed and Iâm so sick and I canât cope with this and none of the therapists Iâve tried to find handle ptsd#especially not therapists of color#Iâm angry and Iâve been getting worse over the past two months#and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me#like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having#flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldnât stop crying and shaking#and I told my friend I didnât want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me#because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before#like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and Iâm asking you to be with me on a very#upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis#and like you donât even feel a little bad about it??#Iâm just upset and scared and Iâve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and Iâm not in reality right now and thatâs scary
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Im sick of talking myself out of the things that would make me happy. I don't care if I have to take one class at a time, I don't care if I don't get there til Im 50, I'm going to work with animals someday
#I currently make around the same amount of money that I would as a park ranger or aquarist but I dont want that to be what stops me#There's more to life than making money. I know I'd be happier being around nature or animals for work#I know that it will be hard and going back to college is scary but I know that I CAN do it#I need to put my island fox plushie somewhere visible so he can keep me motivated -#do it for your inner child! Do it for success stories like the island fox!#malhare.txt
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#berlin daily#money heist korea#berlin#park hae soo#child berlin vs adult berlin#what a great childhood#it's often hard to picture some grown characters as children and that should have been the case for someone like berlin#but damn did they spare no effort to make it such a painful reminder#not going to post a lot of picture from that place because well#it's just too awful#also love how in the first one the terrified kid's face is in the light#when in the second one the face is merged in shadows and it's the vicious grip he has on the bar that can be seen more clearly#and how the cold blue left place for the burning orange#even if some blue is still visible behind the bar...
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Alison Bechdel was right how am I supposed to feel like I should do anything when the world is collapsing
#this sounds more depressing than id like but uh#not working and trying to find a job just feels so pointless with everything else in the world#like why should I go to work every day for a company that hates me while I make no money and have no control over my own physical life#work work work work then what? what do I gain except another day worked?#any one of those fuckers up there could kick over the pedestal I could be ARRESTED if someone pushed hard enough because I was trans at work#possibly around a child who gaf#living in texas is a nightmare#'oh just move' I was born here. i like it here. it shouldnt be my fault that these white idiots voted in a man whos going to#shut down our grid again this winter and ban me from being within 100 feet of anyone undder 21
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andie you have made me yearn for this man with a want so deeply rooted into my being đĽ˛đđĽ˛
i maxxed the tags but just wanted to add this one more thing â that he is soooo acts of service here its driving me insane. to be loved is to be known, that saying 𼲠my chest ached at the bookstore, at when he said that everything thatâs his is rdrâs oh my goooood literally HOW TO GET A HE. HOW TO GET A HE iâm losing it. thank u for writing this I SWEAR
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đ đ˘đđđđđŚ: In order to placate your anxious mother, you agree to return to your hometown to participate in a mating runâknowing full well that betas rarely get chased, never mind betas nearly old enough to age out of the practice. Youâve decided to treat it like a vacation, a chance to visit with your childhood friends, the mating run itself a nice relaxing hike.All in all itâs a solid planâuntil alpha Todoroki Shouto, your best friend's little brother,steps in and blows it all to pieces. đđđđĄđđđĄ: omegaverse, no quirks au, alpha!shouto, beta!reader, mating rituals, age gap, best friendâs little brother, older reader, afab reader, some class differences, aged up characters, semi-public sex, slight small town romance vibes, background implied dabihawks for some reason, smut, knotting, 18+; mdni! đđđđđĄâ: 7.6k | chapter 4 of 4
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âShouto duty,â was the first thing Touya grumbled as he emerged from his house.
A little shadow with red and white hair peered out from behind him, big eyes staring up at you. Shouto was dressed in a periwinkle t-shirt and khaki shorts in the late spring heat, and he was nearly vibrating with excitement. You reached out reflexively to pat that fluff of hair, and Shouto seemed to lean into your touch like a cat, probably starved of affection from his fussy older brother.
âMy lucky day,â you said, grinning at the way it made Touya roll his eyes.
Shouto nearly launched himself off the steps, looking quietly thrilled to be tagging along. He shoved himself in between you and Touya as you walked, as if unable to bear Touyaâs proximity to you, making Touya bark out an annoyed, âOi, watch it.â
Shouto ignored him, turning to you. âY/N, I have something to tell you.â
You looked down at him curiously. âWhat?â
âI lost a tooth,â he said, staring up at you seriously. You laughed, knowing most kids would have smiled to show off their tooth gap, but Shouto had always been a little bit more withdrawn, though he was fairly open around you.
âWhen?â you asked, ignoring Touyaâs scoff. âDid the tooth fairy come?â
Shouto nodded. âLast night. I am adding the money to my inheritance for you.â
That made you laugh again, and you bumped his shoulder. âYouâre a good kid, Shouto. I think you should buy yourself something with it though. Especially in this weatherâitâs good popsicle weather.â
Shouto looked like he was seriously considering this. âDo you like popsicles?â
You nodded. âDefinitely.â
He seemed to pocket that information, and you hid a fond smile. That kid was too sweet for his own good, when it came to you. You wondered when his little case of older-brotherâs-friend worship would end. You hoped not for another few years, at least.
âFucking finally,â Touya said when he caught sight of Rumi and Keigo at the end of his neighborhood, his booted steps growing faster, as if eager to get away from the two of you.
You didnât mindâShouto was easy company.
âOi!â Keigo called out to you, waving a skinny arm. You accompanied Shouto over, watching with a little bit of self-satisfaction when Shouto ducked a hair ruffle from Rumi, the look on his face almost reminiscent of Touya.
You were still his favorite, it seemed.
The usual round of arguments commenced about what to play now that all of you were united, Touya snottily vetoing everyoneâs suggestionsâexcept, notably, Keigoâs. Eventually you settled on hide and seek, something Shouto could participate in too, since it didnât involve convoluted rules, and established a set distance you could go.
Finally Shouto was dubbed the first seeker, and the rest of you took off into the surrounding neighborhood.
You immediately beelined for the sprawling oak at the edge of the neighborhood, its thick, leafy branches the perfect place to conceal yourself. Touya, Keigo, and Rumi had long caught on to the fact that you were almost always to be found up a tree, but Shouto hadnât played this game with you before.
Thirty seconds and one bark-scraped palm later had you settled in your hiding place, just as you caught Shoutoâs shout from afar, âReady or not, here I come!â
You quieted your breath, listening for the sound of his approach. This late in spring, the cicadas were already roaring. The leaves rustled around you in the breeze and you could hear some other band of kids shrieking and laughing, far in the distance.
It was nearing ten minutes on by the time you heard the thump of Shoutoâs sneakers approaching, and you could just make out that distinct mop of bright hair through the branches. He poked around behind bushes, peering at eye level, but didnât seem to think to look up for you. You watched him hunt through the surrounding area, then dash off when you heard a distinctly Keigo squawk not too far away.
You were nearly asleep on your tree branch when you heard his return, and you sat up quietly to watch him again. You were impressed that he seemed to know you were somewhere nearby.
As you watched him rifle around, you wondered if you should drop a hint, just because heâd been so sweet to you earlier. Heâd been so adorable insisting heâd save you his tooth money.
You deliberately rustled a branch, leaning on it so it made a loud creak.
Immediately, Shoutoâs head snapped up. Two mismatched eyes narrowed in on you, and his face seemed to brighten when he saw you. A small smile quirked the corner of his mouth.
âCaught you,â he called up to you.
You stuck a leg down tauntingly. âNot yet.â
Something passed over Shoutoâs face, and his gaze seemed to sharpen. âI have, too.â You could almost hear a foot stamp in his voice.
You grinned. âNot until I get down.â
A determined look settled across Shoutoâs features, and he prowled over to the tree. You watched him jump for a lower branch, catching it securely before hefting himself up. His arms were skinny, but his movements were sure, intent. In no time at all you were helping lever him onto your own branch, pulling him up alongside you.
âI caught you,â Shouto repeated, settling a proprietary hand on your arm. His hand was warm, and his fingers caught your wrist tightly.
You smiled. âI let you catch me by making all that noise, you mean.â
A tiny frown pulled at Shoutoâs mouth. âI knew you were around here,â he said, something almost like a pout in his voice.
You laughed. âI did notice you came back. Those are some good tracking skillsâalthough donât forget to look up. Iâm usually always up a tree, when it comes to hide and seek, and Touya and the others I think have caught on too. Theyâre probably up their own trees somewhere.â
âI do not care about finding them,â Shouto said. His straightforward tone startled a laugh out of you.
You settled back against the branch, Shouto still gripping your arm firmly. âShould we let them wait, then?â you asked, grinning. âI bet Rumi will come out on her own pretty soon, sheâs so impatient.â
Shouto nodded. âI will stay here with you.â
The sincerity of the statement warmed you, the way Shoutoâs serious little proclamations always did. He was too sweet for this earth. âThen shall we discuss which popsicle youâre going to get later? I have some recommendations.â
Shouto nodded seriously, and you launched into your nonsense, pleased. The leaves rustled around you, the breeze cool and pleasant against your skin. It felt like time stretched out around you, thick like taffy, slow and lazy and easy in the late spring breeze.
You thought absently that wished you could have a million more moments, Shouto the easiest company beside you, just like this.
Now
The morning of the run dawned warm and dry, sunny with a light breeze.
It was perfect hiking weather, and that was the only thing that kept you in good spirits. You tried not to think about Shoutoâabout how he was going after someone today, how youâd possibly seen him for the last time before he did. Heâd said heâd find your tree, but there was really no guarantee his omega was going to run in the same direction as you.
You ate breakfast on the couch with your mother, listening to her excitedly chatter about your prospects today. You hammed it up a little bit, pretending you had any interest in being chased by an alpha, so that you could milk it later and avoid promises to commit to next yearâs run. You hoped it would be enough of a deterrent for herâevery year you grew older without a mate, she seemed more desperate to find you one.
You repacked your bags, readying yourself to board your train back to the city tomorrow, feeling mournful. Then you spent the rest of the morning finishing up the small things your mother had let go while you were gone, YouTubing your way through a door knob repair, and some weather stripping replacements. You lifted her air-conditioning into the window, swearing and sweating the whole time and wishing you had even a fraction of Shoutoâs easy alpha strength.
After everything was finished, you packed up for the run, placing all your snacks and the sandwich Shouto had helped assemble into a small backpack, stuffing in a water and a book after. Then you scrounged around in your clean laundry for some hiking clothes, settling on leggings and a tee-shirt, no reason to try to impress anyone.
It was late morning by the time you ducked out of your house and started the trek to the preserve on the edge of town. Throngs of people were already gathered when you got there, alphas and omegas alike crowding the entrance. An overwhelming mixture of scents washed over you, the sweetness and florals of the omegas, the tang and spice of the alphas, even the small muted underwash of a few betas.
The overstimulation was nostalgic, and brought to mind your first few runsâthe anticipatory hope you felt, the determination not to get caught for some one-time mating with an alpha who wouldnât prove to be your life mate. It had been years, and you knew the outcome already this time, but some small thrill of anticipation thrummed in your veins regardless.
You kept to the edge of the crowd, sprawling out on the grass until the organizers called for the omegas and running betas to come forward to their starting mark. The alphas and remaining betas would be called to the mark a half hour later, to follow their intended targets into the preserve.
Then the whistle was being blown, and the crowd of omegas around you surged into the forest.
The first hundred meters of the preserve were a tangle of wild trees and overgrowthâomegas typically stayed on the trails until the forest opened up, several paths intersecting and leading away into hills and towards a pond, with the last one stretching towards the coast. This was your usual route and you followed it until the trees thinned out, then stepped off the path to tromp through the woods in the direction of the coastline.
You kept a brisk pace, wanting to get as far in as you could before the alphas were let in. Eventually the spruces and firs gave way to mostly coastal scrub pines amid tall grass, and you could smell the ocean through the trees, hear the crash of the waves against the rocky outcroppings.
You stepped out of the woods along a small coastal path that stretched for miles, and followed it a few minutes more until it flattened out. There was a small meadow laid into the coastline, spanning several square meters of pale seagrass and flowering bushes, shaded by an enormous willow treeâyour target.
The meadow had a beautiful view of the shining blue waves through the barren scrub trees, but more importantly it was out of the way, little known to people who did not frequent the coastline trails. The willow was the perfect cover, its trailing fingers and dense greenery more than enough to hide one disinterested beta.
You ducked through the leaves, latching onto one of the lower branches and heaving yourself up. It had been years since youâd climbed anythingâthe city not exactly chalk-full of great climbing treesâbut you were pleased to find it just as satisfying. You scrambled up into the canopy, testing your weight against your designated branch, finding it still held you easily.
Perfect.
You immediately rewarded yourself with a granola bar, settling onto your branch and chewing contentedly, pleased with the temperature. The sun was hot, but in the shade of the leaves and the salty breeze drifting in off the sea, it was perfectly comfortable.
Youâd just gotten out your book to read, flipping to the spot youâd last left off at, when the chirp of nearby birds stopped. The meadow seemed to grow quiet around you.
You sat up, alert, at the soft tread of a bootfall close by. Your breath froze in your lungs. An omega, looking for a place to hide? Or some alpha?
Except then a long-fingered hand parted the hanging tendrils of the willow, and a familiar head of scarlet and white hair was ducking inside the canopy.
Embarrassingly, your heart swelled. Shouto had made time to stop in before finding his omega.
âShouto!â you shouted down, pleased.
Shoutoâs face tipped up to you, a tiny smile on his mouth. He looked especially good today, you thought, a navy tee shirt stretched across his broad shoulders, baring the flesh of his biceps, a flush on his cheeks from the warm spring sun. He looked a little taken apart, windswept like heâd run here, and you furiously stamped down on the flash of heat in your tummy.
Nope. No.
âY/N,â Shouto intoned quietly, his eyes glittering up at you. âCaught you.â
You were momentarily taken aback by the sound of something unfamiliar in his tone, some strange intensity in his voice and expression. It sounded almost like it meant something to find you here, something more than a momentary pitstop on his way to his omegaâbut of course that was ridiculous.
You waved down at him, smiling and sticking a leg down tauntingly like when you were kids. âNot yet.â
Shoutoâs eyes narrowed, a flash of something predatory tinging his handsome features.
In the blink of an eye, he crossed to the tree, dense muscle coiling and pulling beneath his tee shirt as he pulled himself up. This time he needed none of your help, moving with a panther-like grace. He pulled himself onto the branch immediately below yours, close enough that it put him at eye level with the bottom of your chin.
Then he reached out and snared your ankle in one large, warm hand, a smug sort of glint in his eye. The follow up caught you went unspoken.
Another laugh bubbled up out of you. âAlright alright, this time you got me,â you agreed, flexing your ankle in his hold.
Shoutoâs mouth turned up, clearly pleased, but he did not let go. A thumb stroked softly along the hollow beneath your ankle bone. A surprised shiver caught you, sliding up your spine.
âYou, um, got here so quick,â you said, trying to think past the sudden fuzz of static in your brain. You hoped your voice sounded impressed and not embarrassingly breathy. âDid you at least note which way your life mate went?â
Shoutoâs head tilted, his bangs falling into his eyes as his thumb petted across your skin again. âI did.â
You nodded approvingly, tensing against another shudder. âDid they come out this way? Youâre probably the first alpha to make it out here but you wonât want to waste too much time.â
Shoutoâs mouth twitched, those heterochromatic eyes trailing down your face. âNo time spent with you is a waste.â
That made your face warm. You tried to prod him with your foot, but Shoutoâs grip was firm. âYouâre going to want to save the charm for your life mate, mister.â
âI am,â he said simply, tone sincere.
You felt your brow furrowânow what was that supposed to mean?âwhen suddenly Shouto leaned forward, abandoning his grip on your ankle. His hands found the branch at either side of your hip, trapping you inside his reach. You stared down at him, stunned with his sudden proximity.
You felt suddenly a little caged in, your breath pulling up short. What was heâ?
âWill you come down to me?â Shouto asked, eyes intent on yours.
The ask felt significant, though you had no idea how. And he was so close, so focused on you.
But you had no clue exactly what he would need you to come down for. Maybe he wanted to split lunch or something? You had your sandwich in your bag, and it would be easier on the ground, you supposed.
Although Shouto probably shouldnât go running around on too full a stomach, especially if heâwith his omega, afterâif theyâŚ
You found you couldnât think it, your mind shying away like youâd prodded a nerve.
Really, Shouto should be going soon, before any ranging alphas made it this far out and sniped his life mate before he got to them.
With that thought, however, some selfish thing recoiled inside of you. You desperately craved just a few more minutes with himâthis achingly familiar boy, this mind-numbingly beautiful manâbefore he wasnât really yours to think of anymore. These were the last few moments youâd get to spend with him before everything changed. It took less than a second to make up your mind.
âYeah,â you said, smiling. âIâll come down.â
You shifted, gathering your backpack and maneuvering off your branch carefully. Shouto gave you just enough space to get down, a hand finding your waist as you steadied yourself. He shadowed you down, close at your back to make sure you didnât slip.
He was acting the consummate gentlemanâbut there was a strange tension about him, something about the way he moved and the intensity with which he was trailing you. There was something expectant about it, something almost impatient.
Maybe he needed you to hurry up so he could get going. That was probably it.
You turned to your backpack as soon as he guided you safely to the ground. Youâd barely gotten it unzipped, however, when Shouto suddenly crowded into your space, startling you.
You stumbled a reflexive step back, breath whooshing out of you when your back connected with the trunk of the willow. Shouto followed, still watching you with that unnerving intensity.
His fingers dipped under your chin, softly turning your face up to his. His gaze was seriousâmore solemn than you had ever seen him. You went still in his grasp, heartbeat rabbiting in your chest.
What was with him today?
âShouto,â you said slowly. âAre you⌠alright?â
Shouto leaned down, pressing his forehead to yours. His slow exhale ghosted over your mouth, thumb stroking across your jaw. It sent a swarm of shudders down your spine, and you suddenly werenât breathing at all.
âI have dreamed of this moment a thousand times,â Shouto said, his tone reverent. It was almost a whisper.
His tone implied there was something incredibly significant about this moment, but you could not for the life of you think of what. Especially not with his face so close, clouding up your thoughts.
You felt your brow furrow against his, and you opened your mouth to ask him what on earth he could be talking about.
Except before you could, Shoutoâs hands took either side of your face. And then he bent his headâand pressed his mouth to yours.
All higher thought immediately evacuated your brain, leaving only a sudden zing of panic and the horrible, wonderful excitement of Shoutoâs mouth on yours, of Shoutoâs strong body so close to yours. Rough bark scraped against your back as Shoutoâs front slotted warm and firm against your chest, and the feeling of all that strength pressed so tightly to you made you dizzy.
âShoâ-? Whuhâ?â you said, slightly muffled into his mouth.
But Shouto only took the opportunity to slide his tongue into your mouth, soft and wet and so unbelievably hot your brain short circuited. Every single nerve ending in your body lit up as you realized Todoroki Shouto had his tongue in your mouth, and that he was kissing you so thoroughly and meticulously it felt as though this was the last kiss heâd ever be allowed. You heard yourself let out a gasp that turned into an embarrassing moan as he pressed harder against you, pinning you between himself and the tree.
Your mind felt like it was melting, Shoutoâs mouth doing terrible things to your thoughtsâ coherence. Your hands went to his shoulders, and you found yourself opening up to him, every inch of your skin hot. Every flick of his tongue, every brush of his lips felt better than you could have ever imagined, and you were helpless to do anything but let him have you.
Your thoughts were a puddle when Shouto finally let your mouth free. All you could do was stare up at him, shocked.
âY/N,â Shouto said, his eyes searching your face. âYou came down for me.â
His handsome face wore an expression you hadnât ever seen before as he regarded you, something almostâpossessive? His hands had slid to your waist, his touch hot through the material of your shirt.
Your brain swam. Words, what were words? âIâ? Uh, yesâ?â
Shouto seemed to understand you werenât getting his point. ââIf Iâm not an alpha, and I have to hide somewhere, Iâm going to find the best tree in the preserve and go up it and not come down until I find my life mate,ââ he said.
It sounded like a quote, and it took you an embarrassingly long moment to realize it was something you had said, years and years and years ago, when you were both kids.
Was he sayingâ? But that was absurd. No, there was no way. You hadnâtâhe wasnâtâ
âBut youâre Shouto,â you groped around your thoughts for logic and reasoning. âYouâre Shouto.â
Shouto watched you patiently, a white eyebrow raising slightly.
âYou canât meanâ?â you sputtered. âNo. Youâre Touyaâs baby brother. Iâm too old for you. The first time I held you, you were a baby.â
Shouto pressed impossibly closer to you, a long-fingered hand winding its way into yours. âI am not a child, Y/N. And you are not that much older than I.â
You struggled to think through the feeling of his body pressed to yours. You knew it. You knew he wasnât a child. But all the same, youâd spent long enough telling yourself heâd been meant for someone else. Long enough convinced that you were too old for him.
Long enough that you were absolutely certain this had to be a mistake.
âYouâre off limits,â you told him, trying to press him back. Shouto did not budge, however, as solid as stone under your hand.
âYou are my life mate,â he said. He raised your joined hands to his mouth, kissing over your knuckles. An electric jolt went through you at the feeling of that mouth on you again, firm and warm. âI have known my whole life. I am off limits to all but you.â
A storm of emotion churned in your gut, everything from guilt to disbelief to pleasure to relief. To hear it said so plainly, after all this timeâyou are my life mateâby a man who was already so beloved to you. By a boy youâd loved as a friend, a man who you wanted to love as more.
But you couldnâtâhe had to deserve better.
âI wonât take advantage of you,â you insisted.
A small smile pulled at Shoutoâs mouth. âI am not a child. And I am an alpha besides. Your alpha.â
You fought down a furious flush.
âBut Shouto thereâs so many thingsâ!â you insisted. Beyond being older than him, beyond being a staple in his life since he was young. You were quickly realizing so many of the promises heâd made when he was younger, he actually meant.
âYour inheritanceâI never meant to accept that from you for real. And your family, they would not like that Iââ
The rest of your words were muffled in Shoutoâs mouth, as he bent his head and kissed you again. A flick of his tongue turned even that into a muffled squeak instead. Why was he so good at this?
âMuch of my family understands what it means to pursue something singularly,â Shouto said against your lips. âWhat it means to give everything you have in service of pursuit.â
Your stomach flipped. The Todoroki single-mindedness that you had been convinced had skipped right over Shouto. Suddenly years of solemn watchfulness over you, years of following you like a shadow, years of sharing all his toys and his thoughts and promising to take care of youâit all made a terrible, perfect sort of sense.
Single-mindedness. But not as destruction, as Enjiâs and Touyaâs had been. As devotionâas thoughtfulness, something so uniquely Shouto you wanted to cry.
God how had you missed this?
You rallied yourself for one last defense.
âShouto. At the very least you need to consider if youâre making a mistake. Alpha-beta couplings are nontraditionalâmaybe your senses are off here. Maybe because Iâm a beta and I was around when your brain was still forming and you liked me then it feels like thereâs something butââ
Shoutoâs grip on you flexed, and suddenly his determined expression flickered, a crease forming between those perfect brows.
âDo you see me as a child still?â he asked.
You shook your head. Not since youâd seen him prowl across the Todoroki kitchen, miles of sleek muscle flexing, that perfect campfire scent fogging your brain, tall and gorgeous and unmistakably alpha. And especially not since youâd come to understand the expanse of his lifeâthe home heâd made, the job he had, the goals heâd taken.
âThen do you⌠not want me?â he asked.
Your heart immediately sank, aching with the soft flicker of hurt that crept across his features.
Your hands had shot out to hold his face before you knew what you were doing.
âShouto, of course I want you,â you found yourself saying. âWho wouldnât want you? You are perfect. You are so kind and have always been so good. You are sweet and funny and so beautiful it hurts to look at. Of course I want you. But I donât want to hurt youââ
âThen say yes,â Shouto insisted.
God you wanted to. You wanted to. You had been so jealous this whole week, you realized, of whoever his life mate was going to be.
The realization crashed into you like a wave, knocking you off balance. You wanted all of Shoutoâs time, all of his attention, wanted to curl up in his apartment on that plush couch with him and all but bodily fuse to him, never to come apart again. You wanted to spend a million afternoons cooking in that kitchen, running lunches to him at the firehouse, kissing him, laughing with him, indulging in himâin how kind and sweet and good heâd always been.
Your face must have said it all, because Shouto was crowding back into you.
âI am going to be so good to you, Y/N,â he promised, his mouth drawing closer.
You shivered. Some part of you still felt like you needed to resist him, needed to make him see. But the other part of you, the largest part, wanted to melt in his embrace. Wanted to let him kiss you and kiss him back, wanted to thread your fingers in that fluff of hair and sink into the relief of his companionship.
Shouto hammered the final nail into your coffin with the unerring precision of a boy whoâd known you for twenty years.
âTrust me to take good care of you,â he said, his voice dipping to a low whisper.
And that was itâthe refrain from all those years ago, before youâd ever understood what he was promising you. Even if you were uncertain about everything else, you would always be certain about Shoutoâs care. Shoutoâs inherent goodness.
Surrendering, you let yourself fall.
âI do,â you told him. âI trust you. Iâalways will.â
Then you closed your eyes and let him kiss you.
You could feel Shoutoâs soft smile against your mouth, feel a renewed intensity in the way he poured himself into you with his next kiss. You almost sagged against him in sheer reliefâthe relief of knowing, against all odds, that your life mate had found you even across the years that had threatened to separate you.
Shouto kissed you with a startling vigor, leaving you breathless against the willow when he moved down to your neck, pulling your tee shirt wide to suck several very insistent markings into the hollow of your throat.
You leaned into the rough bark as he mapped his way lower, and lower, only startling when he dropped to his knees before you, pressing his face into the crease of your hip.
Your heart shot into your mouth, a shock of heat licking up your spine. âShouto!â you stammered.
Shouto only uttered your name into the fabric of your leggings, the material thin enough that you could feel the heat of his exhalation on your skin. One of his hands came up to take your calf, the other creeping up into the band of your leggings, carefully pulling it down.
You watched him as he did, stomach fluttering.
He gently helped you step out of your leggings and panties, leaving you bare and vulnerable to him. You would have been more embarrassed if it wasnât for the way his eyelashes fluttered appreciatively, and the immediate way he ducked his head to press his mouth right to your core.
You muffled a moan into your palm, thunking your head against the tree trunk.
You could feel Shoutoâs slow smile as he hefted your thigh over his shoulder, hands grasping your waist. âMine,â you heard him utter, soft and low, before licking right over you, possessive and deliberate. It made every inch of your skin flush hot, every nerve ending come to life under his mouth.
You could still hardly believe what was happening, even as you muffled more sounds into your palm as Shouto worked you, with the attentive diligence heâd always done everything when it came to you. You could feel those mismatched eyes on you, cataloging your every reaction to what he did.
He learned all too quickly exactly what you liked, and you were a writhing mess within minutes. Shouto pinned you to the tree with an iron arm across your stomach as you arched and screamed, not letting up until youâd come against his mouth, chanting his name like an oath.
He looked very pleased with himself when you were done, his hair ruffled from your hand, face flushed.
He looked too good to be real.
âI wantâShouto, pleaseââ you said, nearly incoherent but apparently utterly shameless now that heâd had you.
Shouto got to his feet to kiss you again and you flushed when you could taste yourself on his mouth. âCome home with me,â he murmured, tone low.
âYou donât wantâ?â you said.
Shouto shook his head. âNot here. Iâve imagined this a thousand times, how I wanted it to happen. Iâve thought about what you deserve. Iâve thought about how I will not want to separate, after, not even to take you back home. Come home with me first.â
Fire spread across your cheeks at the idea of Shouto imagining it with you, over and over again. The way he said home, like it was both of yours.
âOkay. Okay yes,â you said, breathless.
Shouto helped you back into your leggings and gathered up your abandoned pack, which youâd apparently dropped and forgotten entirely the moment heâd kissed you. He held your hand in his the whole way back through the woods, occasionally cocking his head or scenting the air, and then taking a long detour around some place, like he didnât want to share your presence with whoever else was in the woods.
The walk was long, but so easy in Shoutoâs company, even with this new dimension of your relationship settling itself between you two. It was frighteningly easy, in fact, after everything.
You talked about everything and nothing, reliving the entire week together, Shouto sharing that heâd hoped youâd see him as a man, had taken the time right up until the run to try to be sure. Ears flaming, youâd shared that youâd been gone for him the moment youâd seen him in the doorway of the kitchen. Shoutoâs smug look immediately mopped up any of the reflexive embarrassment you felt sharing that.
By the time you made it to Shoutoâs youâd also managed to shoot a text off to your mother, and an emergency extension of your time off to your workplace.
Shouto was on you as soon as the door shut behind you, catching your noise of surprise in his mouth.
Your arms came around him, and he walked you back to his couch, following you down onto it and laying himself out over you. The weight of him made you shiver again, the heaviness of all that muscle anchoring you down.
Shouto kissed you absolutely boneless into the cushions of his couch, hands wandering everywhere, skimming under your shirt, calluses catching on the fabric of your leggings. Everywhere he touched felt like it was on fire, your nerves singing with pleasure. Shouto seemed to be trying to take his time with you, but you could sense something underneath that, his usual layers of patience eroded.
Feeling brave, you let your hands wander to the buttons of his pants, working them open. Shoutoâs breath left him in a hiss as you wrapped your hand around him, feeling him hard and hot and velvet smooth in your palm.
âAh⌠fffuck, love,â he muttered into your neck. He chased it with the soft scrape of his teeth, groaning when it made your grip tighten on him reflexively.
His hips flexed, sliding him through your fingers, flush and full. Butterflies fluttered to life in your stomach, and a hot streak of arousal licked up your spine. Your own hips shifted, lifting up into him, and you realized with a sudden desperation that you wanted him inside you, didnât want to wait another second.
âShouto please, please, please,â you found yourself babbling, stroking firmly down the shaft of him.
Shoutoâs eyes were dark when they found yours again. âAnything, I would give you anything,â he said, his voice tight.
âI want you inside of me, please,â you said, your face burning with the admission.
The sheer elation flashing across his handsome face quelled any more embarrassment. In what felt like barely a breath, Shouto had you bare to him once more, flinging your leggings and shirt somewhere towards his kitchen. He covered you again, fitting himself between your thighs with another appreciative groan before pressing in.
You were so wild with want that he slid home easily, despite his impressive size. His skin burned hot against yours, and he felt so perfectly right over you, inside of you, that you had to fight down something like a sob.
Shouto looked equally as overwhelmed, staring at your face rapturously. âI have loved you my whole life,â he said, his tone wondering. âYou are finally mine.â
Your entire body went hot with his declaration. You had not realized until today that you loved him too. But now that you did, it felt like everything made sense, that all was finally right.
You managed to gasp out as much between Shoutoâs thrusts, as his hips bucked into yours, slowly at first, and then faster, more sure. He kissed you everywhereâyour face, your neck, your shoulders, layering in soft bites like he could not help himself.
âSay it,â he groaned, mouthing at the underside of your jaw. âPlease say it.â
âI love you,â you said. A yelp escaped you when Shouto suddenly seized you around the waist, rolling you on top of him and holding you to him as he levered the two of you upright. The position in his lap only made him sink deeper inside of you, and you hissed with the feeling, your fingernails digging into his back.
âAh, fuckâShouto!â you cried.
Shoutoâs hands on your waist guided you with an easy strengthâyour head spun with the reminder of his power, the reminder that you had an alphaâyour alphaâinside of you.
âGoing to take good care of you,â he panted into your hair, pausing to kiss the shell of your ear even as the snap of his hips undid you. âGoing to take such good care of you.â
Your fingers flexed on him, and you could feel your toes curl. You did not know what to do with all of the emotion welling up inside you, the well of your pleasure almost overflowing. He ground up into you, making your eyes nearly roll back in your head, and you fought down a scream when the pad of his thumb pressed to your clit, heightening every sensation.
âOh Shouto, pleaseââ was all you could manage.
Shouto looked enraptured, drinking in every change in your expression. As you squirmed and writhed under his touch, you felt him start to swell inside of you.
Both apprehension and arousal swirled inside of you, a betaâs body a little less adapted to knotting than an omegaâs. But the firm circle Shoutoâs thumb was drawing on your clit, and the low murmur of his voice in your ear, began to drown out any other thought.
âI have you, love,â Shouto said. His mouth dragged across your throat, leaving a sucking bruise along the column. Your nails scrabbled at his back as he swelled even further inside of you, starting to catch on your walls and make it harder to press back down on him.
âI have you,â Shouto said again, his voice rough with pleasure. The reassurance that he did, and the knowledge that he was barely managing his own pleasure struck you like a bolt of lightning. Something inside you unraveled and came loose, and you muffled a cry into Shoutoâs broad shoulder as your orgasm slammed into you like a tidal wave.
A low swear escaped Shouto, and his knot swelled even further. His hands suddenly seized tight on either side of your waist, holding you down on him as he thrust up into you. You felt a sort of pressure youâd never anticipated, so overwhelming it was nearly painfulâbut then Shoutoâs knot slid into you.
Shouto groaned into your neck, biting down hard. You writhed over him, your pleasure wringing you out until finally you slumped against him, shivering. Shouto eased back, propping himself up on the arm of the couch, you stuck to his chest like a sweat-slicked barnacle.
âThat wasâso much more intense than I ever imagined,â you said, when youâd recovered your faculty for human language.
You could feel the curve of Shoutoâs smile against your neck. âFor I, as well,â he said. âThough I had imagined it a great many timesâwe still have many other fantasies I intend to live out.â
You were embarrassed to feel yourself tighten around him. Shouto hissed, leaning back to pin you with a lookâthen looked more smug than youâd ever seen him.
âLike that, do you, love?â he asked.
The pet name made your ears heat, and you couldnât help but pinch him. âYou used to be so sweet, when did you get this fresh?â you demanded.
âFresh is the least of what I intend to get with you,â Shouto informed you seriously. âI take my duties as a child bride very seriously.â
Your jaw dropped open, and you pressed back from him, gasping when it shifted him inside you. âYouâ! You heardâ?â
Shoutoâs smile was far too handsome and self-satisfied to be allowed. âThat is when I knew I stood a chance.â
Your face burned. You couldnât believe him. âYouâre a menace.â
Shouto leaned into a press a kiss over where heâd sunk his teeth into you, butterfly-light. The touch of his mouth was warm and his campfire scent washed over you, fuzzing your thoughts. His mouth moved up to catch yours, and you let him kiss you until you realized youâd started to squirm in his lap again.
Several minutes later he had you coming on his knot again, locked against him and muffling the sounds of your pleasure into his neck.
He looked, if possible, even more satisfied, and you lifted a hand to thread through the strands of his hair, silky and damp.
âI canât believe this is real,â you said, several orgasms having made you loose-tongued. You rubbed a strand of his hair between the pads of your fingers.
Shouto turned his head to drop a kiss to the base of your palm. âWe have time enough to make you believe it, love.â
Another butterfly took wing in your stomach at the pet name. You wondered if youâd ever get used to hearing him say it.
âIâll have to figure out my workâI donât know if theyâd let me work remotely all the way from here?â you said, thoughts suddenly shifting. You sort of doubted your company would make the exception for you, and a pang shot through your heart at the idea that you might have to leave Shouto to work in the city on weekdays. At least until you found another job, which might take months to arrange.
You did not want to be separated from him, now that youâd let yourself have him.
A hand caught your chin, thumb smoothing along your jaw. âI do not think you will have enough time,â Shouto said, a slim brow raising slightly. âWhat with the bookstore opening.â
You stared at him, wondering if youâd just had some sort of auditory hallucination.
âTheâwhat?â you asked.
âThe bookstore opening,â Shouto said. His mouth made the shape of the words exactly, and so it could not be that youâd hallucinated. Butâ
âWhat bookstore?â you asked.
Shoutoâs mouth pressed into a deliberately flat line like he was trying not to smile.
âYours. Downstairs,â he clarifiedâwhich did not clarify at all.
Your mouth dropped open against his fingers, your eyebrows shooting for the moon. âMyâ? Downstairsâ?â
Your mind scanned back over the events of the last twenty-four hours, the first time youâd caught sight of the shop downstairs again as youâd followed Shouto home. The way it seemed so well-maintained, the windows glinting crystal-clear in the soft evening light. Your eyes reflexively dipped to the blonde wood of Shoutoâs floor, the very same that had been installed across the floor of the shop, and an understanding suddenly dawned on you.
âI remember everything you have ever told me,â Shouto had said when you mentioned youâd been in love with the shop downstairs.
âNo way,â was what left your mouth as you glanced back up at Shouto, disbelief rising.
Shouto was watching you carefully, his handsome face serious. âYour name is on the deed.â
A wellspring of emotion rose up inside you like a geyser, and you slammed yourself back into Shouto, throwing your arms around his shoulders. âShoutoâI. You didnât need toâthereâs no way I can acceptâthis is incredible, youâre incredibleâbut Iâd be taking advantageâI canâtââ
A warm, long-fingered hand slid up your spine to rest on the back of your head, holding you against him. âI have always been yours,â Shouto murmured. âEverything I have has always been yours. If it is too much now, we can wait. But I, and everything I have, will always be yours.â
You blinked, embarrassed to realize youâd started dripping tears into Shoutoâs shoulder. Shouto didnât say anything, fingers petting through your hair as you tried to fight the emotion down.
âI promised to take good care of you, and I intend to,â he said. Pressed against him, you could feel the way the words rumbled in his chest.
You closed your eyes and shoved your face in his neck, letting him hold you to him. Everything about today felt too good to be true, but you knew with absolute certainty that Shouto had always been too good to be true, himself. And yet youâd told him you trusted it, when he said heâd take care of you.
And you didâyou realized you would always trust it, trust the beautiful boy youâd known all your life.
âIâll need to pay you back on your investment,â you said some minutes later, when you finally found your voice again. You leaned back to look Shouto in the face, trying not to be embarrassed about the drying tear tracks.
âThere is no need,â he said, eyes finding yours.
You realized you were still in his lap, though his knot had softened, and you thought you might be able to separate now.
But now you had other plansâand an investment you wanted to enthusiastically return.
âI insist,â you said, leaning forward to mouth at Shoutoâs neck.
You caught the flash of his eyes widening, and his head fell back as a sharp breath left him. âIâsee,â he said, his voice growing rough as you sucked a careful mark into the skin of his shoulder.
You smiled against his skin. âYou will,â you promised, feeling bolder than ever. It felt like you were daring to believe it, that youâd found your life mate, that you really got to have him, that heâd loved you as long as heâd lived.
You wanted to return all those years of love, now that you loved him too.
âIâm going to take good care of you too,â you informed Shouto, hips already flexing over his.
You felt him start to grow hard inside of you again, and he turned his head to catch your mouth. You could feel his smile against your lips.
âI trust it,â he said, his voice dropping low.
You smiled too, grinning against your lifemateâs mouth, intent on proving yourself worthy of that trust.
Though perhaps that could wait until youâd delivered some of the many fantasies it sounded like heâd stored up. There was no reason to rush.
You had the rest of your life together, after all.
#bnha#sho#omg him saying heâll put his tooth money into rdrâs inheritance pls đđđ so precious#and your parallels!!! i will always find it so cool and so creative how each scene from the past ties in with whats to come đĽş#in awe of your brain andie!!#i also adore all the details you put into your fics â this one included!!! the idea of the run and all the details and backstory w it#your descriptions are also so vivid!!#felt like i was right by the coast 𼺠and also felt like i could hear rdrâs feet crunching against leaves and soil đĽş#and when shouto found rdr omfg my heart STOPPED literally oh my god how dare he look so beautiful#the fact that he ran to rdr is sending me oh my fucking god what a man#your descriptions of him andie i swear đľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤ#and when he climbs up too. like HELLLLOOO?!?!! me rdg it: âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸đđ#his look??? that hand reaching for rdrâs ankleâŚ. UM?!?!#i love how this entire time shouto has literally just been speaking what he means. honestly and bluntly. and rdr is re#*reading into it differently đ#oh my god and him going all into readerâs space. its making me GOOOOOOO oh my god andie. those hands caging rdr in#when he crowds rdr against the tree fAwkdnsj and puTS HIS FOREHEAD AGAINST THEIRJSIDJDJDJDJ HELLO?!?!#FINALLY THE KISS IH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY OF#oh my god and when he recalls that line and quotes it back to you. how meaningful it was earlier when he asked it#ohhhhh my god head in my hands andie literally this gave me goosebumps#âi have known my whole life. i am off limits to all but youâ HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO?!?!?!?! đŁď¸đŁď¸đđđŁď¸đ¤§đ¤§đ¤§đđĽ˛đđđĽ˛#and the relief rdr felt thinkin that it could be him yk 𼺠that its someone they love 𼺠and 𼺠it wont be a repeat of history đĽşđĽş#the todoroki singlemindedness đđ#rdrâs realization was also soooo satisfying omfg i teared up đ and shouto saying âtrust me to take care of youâ WHAT IF I SAWBBBBB#him saying mine while hes down there is an insane thing for him to do im going đľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤ#oh ym god and when he said come home with me i wanted to cry. his whole spiel for it. how hes imagined it and woildnt want to separate#what rdr deserves đĽşđĽşđĽş im SO EMOTIONAL#the position shift đľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤ this entire scene oh my god đľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤ#CRYING AT CHILD BRIDE đđđ i kNEW HE MUST HAVE HEARD IT THIS LITTLE SHITNSKNDKSNX#crying so hard what a man you are todoroki shouto what a man you are. that bookstore opening is making me sob
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#skye talks#vent#it's been a long time since i had a panic attack in the grocery store but here we are#maybe it has something to do with spending my last money on food and gas#new job tomorrow just gotta make it through#all my days are full of tasks now and i have no choice really i gotta do things i gotta maintain and yet im so tired my whole body aches#i want to sleep for twenty years and i haven't even started yet#actually i want to sob and someone to run their hands through my hair#i got home and nearly fell asleep sitting in my car and my muscles keep twitching like they'll cramp#and my feet feel like they're going to split in half#and all the lights in my space were different from how i left them and blinds were open that I didn't and somebody turned my fan off#and like wow i really can't leave my room for even a day without everything being different#and they'll just yell at me and yell me I'm being so disagreeable and difficult if i beg them once sgain to please respect my space#I'm 30 amd saving to move out but they open the door on me unannounced like I'm a child#and i nearly started sobbing in the kitchen as i tried to pack up some chopped onions in the freezer and I coulnt even do that#i begged four separate times in like ten minutes to please let me do this stop goving me other bags stop questioning what I'm putting where#i just couldn't talk i could barely hold myself together#everything in my body hurt and my chest feels like it's being stabbed and my brain is screaming at me and i just#i just needed to put the onions in the freezer and be allowed to be nonverbal and it was too much and it took everything i had#all of it to just beg and say please don't talk to me I'm so tired i just need to do this#and i got literally shrieked at the fourth time i said it#i just#i don't#oh my god i'm gonna lay here for hours and maybe cry again#AND THAT'S NOT EVEN THE BIGGEST THING ON MY MIND IT WAS JUST THE PANIC AFTERMATH#somebody sedate me or something why is it all so hard#I'll deal with it but holy fucking shit
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Corpse Groom - G.S.
Synopsis. Till dĂŠath do you partâŚor does it when a dĂŠathly error leads your newly-wedded husband to be from beyond the grĂĄve?
Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, CĂRPSE BRIDE!AU, arranged marriages, period-typical mĂsogyny, Naoya is awful, accidental marriage, ĂĄngst, major character(s) dĂŠath, HAPPY ENDING, talks of dĂŠath, knĂves, poĂson, reĂncarnation, Gojo YEARNS, he loves you sm I cried, hĂĄndjobs, fĂngering, spĂtting, cĂşmplay, BRĂEDING, creampĂes, mentions of having kids, pĂşssydrĂşnk Gojo, overstĂm, oraI (fem rec.), pet names, swĂŠaring.
Word count. 12.7k (ohoho)
A/N. K!nktober isnât over until I had to make a rewrite of my favorite Halloween movie mhm <3
âMother, I refuse-â
âNonsense, child!â
That sharp snap! of your motherâs feathered fan is loud enough that the whole carriage rattles on its hinges, creaking you noisily to what seemed like your very doom.Â
You gulp when sheâs tilting her head down as far as her best, high-collared gown would allow, eyes narrowing. âThe Zeninâs are the only nobles left in this wretched town, and I will not have my daughter marrying some commoner.â
The unsteady cobblestone pathway jostles you in your cushioned seat ever-so-slightly, a pertinent little reminder of that fact.
In the deafening silence, your father pipes up - ever-the-pacifist, âNow now, why donât we all calm down, especially before such a glorious wedding.â But his words wither out into nothing but a whisper in the simmering tension. âLike your mother said, dear, the Zeninâs are a good family, with a uh-â Coughing nervously, â-good son. We just want you to be taken care of.â
As if that was the only thing.
But there was no use arguing.Â
Facing back to the gray window with a sigh, and you can only whisper. âIâd rather die than marry Naoya Zenin.â
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âWith this hand-â
âLouder.â
âWith this-â
âMore passionate.â
âWith this damn hand-â
âNot a threat.â The older woman in front of you wrings her satin gloves, turning towards your fuming parents with a tone that matches their expression. âHonestly, I know that you new money people find it hard to adjust but this is our special tradition! My poor baby Naoya is going to be heartbroken tomorrow.â
Dutchess Zenin had a cruel sort of beauty to her, high cheekbones, and cutting eyes that picked apart every fray at your dress - the spitting image of her son.
And her âpoor baby Naoyaâ was currently finding it impossible to hide his smirk. Swiping away invisible dust from the velvety-clad shoulder of his overpriced suit, he sets down his wine bottle from the vows.
âDonât be too harsh, mother.â Naoyaâs smooth voice comes out in a dangerous purr, and you jolt when one of his strong arms slither around your waist. Possessive. âAfter all, itâs this oneâs face thatâs whatâs important.âÂ
God, if it werenât for your parentsâ pointed looks you would have shoved this overly-perfumed bastard away from you and bolted through those high doors faster than you could say âI do.âÂ
The Naoya Estate was as beautiful as its occupants could never be, brutal, looming architecture intended to make you feel smaller than you were. All those high cemented pillars, plush furniture, and gleaming chandeliers spoke of exactly what your parents wanted - power.Â
It wasnât the sort of home youâd like to call your own, but then again, you didnât have any choice in the matter.Â
âMy deepest apologies on behalf of my daughter, madam-â your motherâs gritting out the words, painted lips curling ever-so-slightly towards the end with a bitter taste. â-or should I say, co-mother-in-law? Ah, come now, we might as well be family already, right?â
âSure.â Dutchess Naoya turns, arching a needle brow. âMight as well, thanks to your family assets- if your daughter doesnât make a joke of the vows, that is.â
The wisened officiary standing at the altar nods solemnly towards you. âDo you even want to get married tomorrow, young lady?â No, you want to answer, but bite back. âZenin house traditions dictate that the mark of a good wife is one to follow the vows to its every syllable.â
You wince - and your features sting where theyâd been perfectly stretched into a plastic smile. Your next words come out small, strangled in a way that makes your future husband smile. âI apologize, I know how important these vows are, and Iâll- Iâll do better next time.â
âGood.â
With a click of Dutchess Zeninâs fingers, a hushed, swirling piano melody fills the hall once more.Â
Your wedding ballad.Â
Something that Naoya had prattled on and on about being an esteemed tradition in the Zenin household, a tender tune to accompany their sacred vows. Modeled after the long-lost royalty of this kingdom, and this was the closest youâd get to a taste of it.Â
It was your one initiation into power - saying those sweet, special promises - and the one thing you found impossible to get right.
â-for I will be your wine.â
Shit.
You didnât even realize that Naoya had polished off his own vows, before you jolt at the hefty weight of wine being poured into your cup.Â
And you could practically feel the burning stare of every eye in the room. Watching. Waiting.Â
Youâre fighting against your intricate corset to gulp in a deep inhale of the stale, thickening air. Clearing your throat ever-so-slightly, you raise the hand holding onto his wedding ring. âWith this hand, I will lift your sorrows. Y-your cup will never empty-â Fingers tightening around the silver goblet in your other, your breath hitches at the bile rising to your throat already. â-for I will be your- your uh- wine.âÂ
In the corner of your vision, you could spot Naoyaâs smug smirk already. You could hear his tiny âAs if you have any other choice.â
You knew what he was thinking.
That whisper is enough to make your jaw grind, your hand clench in a way youâd been taught by your mother not to - in a way that sheâd unfortunately forgotten to tell you was for the cupâs sake, rather than your own.
Because it only takes one harsh squeeze before it just bursts.
Red, red wine trickling all down your wrist, splattering onto the gauzy curve of your gown - but more importantly, onto Naoyaâs crisp suit.Â
It bleeds through the velvet in thick smears, seeping into the fabric as if catching on fire. Only staining further and further with each second heâs flailing frantically to wipe it off.Â
âShit- My apologies- oh, shit-â youâre gasping, but thereâs no one paying enough attention to tell you off for your unlady-like profanity right now. Body moving before your mind, you snatch some of the officiaryâs papers from him, âWait, it will only get worse- let me-â
Only to forget what was in your hands.
Honestly, if this was any other time you would have laughed watching the rest of the wine nestled safely in your cup come gushing down onto whatever was left of his unmarred suit - every single inch.Â
Itâs chaos.
Then itâs silence.Â
Every single breathing being in the room can only watch as the last few crimson droplets drip! drip! drip! onto Naoya Zeninâs lapels.
Wordlessly, you look to the aghast officiary, your stony-faced parents, and finally, your gaping fiancĂŠ. Youâre the first to speak - to hold back your chuckles, more like. âI- I cannot apologize enoughâŚâ
âYou- you witch! This was on purpose, wasnât it? Do you know how much this custom suit cost? How it was worn by the late highness himself.â Naoyaâs screeching, voice shrill. Pointing a finger accusingly at you, it would be menacing if it wasnât for the big, fat droplets of red dripping from his angry features. More of a drenched cat than the gentleman he pretends to be. âRemember that Iâm doing you a favor by marrying you-â
You cross your arms, struggling to keep composure. âI shall reimburse-â
â-and acting all haughty as if you were from the royal family itself.â heâs frantic, mouth running a mile a minute. Tugging at his wet strands, âAnd my hair, oh my beautiful beautiful hair-â
âI shall reimburse the emotional damages, too!â
Dutchess Zenin tackles her son into a soothing embrace you find almost comical, granting you with a venomous glare that you were sure if looks could kill, sheâd be lowering you into your grave and waltzing over it with Naoya already.
Simpering, âItâs quite alright my poor boy, this wedding cannot take place! We can find another-â
âNo no no- no, I still want to marry her-â His greedy eyes sweep your trembling figure up and down, âDoesnât matter if sheâs an unfit wife, Iâll fix her up-â Youâre quirking a brow, âSwear Iâll marry her and fix her up into-â
THUD!
Youâre throwing the cup remaining in your hand as hard as you can, hitting Naoya right in the bullseye of his chest. And as soon as the air leaves his lungs, they leave yours too - in a stubborn, infuriated hiss, âWell, Iâd never marry a spoiled, pompous brat like you.â
And with a flick of the stray beads of wine on your fingers at his face for good measure, you lift your heavy skirts as scandalously far as theyâd travel to dart out of the door.
Out of the winding corridors.Â
Out of the Zenin Estate.Â
Ignoring every call of your name, every arm reaching out for you - urgently following your feet wherever they took you. Honestly, youâre so busy gasping in deep lungfuls of the cool, fall air embracing you that youâre half-surprised you only crash into a few people on the streets.Â
Again. And again. And again and again, yet never stopping. Afraid of being followed by Naoya. Or even worse - your parents.
You barely even slow down until your tailored shoes crunch against gray snow, eyes taking in lines upon lines of towering trees in front of you. Tall, towering. Weaving their branches with the sky - ominous, almost, against the steadily darkening night creeping its way in.
The forest, youâre realizing with a gasp. Have you really come this far?Â
Taking a glimpse over your shoulder at the twinkling lights of the town in the distance, you think of the vows that were waiting for you, and the town rumors youâd definitely sparked. Well, a walk to cool off wouldnât hurtâŚ
And despite wanting to relax, your thoughts only churn with each step. Replaying the scenes from earlier over and over and-
âAnd your cup will always- fuck- they probably think Iâm such a fool.â youâre spitting, kicking at a pile of snow. âFuck Naoya and his vows, fuck that stupid wine, shouldâve shoved it up his-âÂ
Just then, a sudden gust of fall air puffs up against your ear, sending goosebumps careening down every bit of your exposed skin. You shudder sharply, hands shovelling for warmth inside your gownâs pockets, âUgh, todayâs such a horrible-â Only to cut yourself off with a gasp- âThis isâŚâ
You feel for that metallic cold again, hastily pulling out that solid, silvery ring. Meant for Naoya Zenin.
Admittedly gorgeous, an intricate band with a delicate sapphire embedded in its middle. Your mother had spent months tracking down the best jeweler in the country to forge a ring that even the Zeninâs would be impressed with.Â
Fit for a king.
You scoff, âAn unfit wife, my ass. Itâs not even that difficult.â
Still feeling highly insulted, and only slightly embarrassed for it, you clear your throat. Speaking clearly into the stiff air, âWith this hand, I will lift your sorrows.â Determinedly you stride your way into the middle of a slight clearing, âYour cup will never empty, for I will be your wine.â
Grasping a stray branch, you mock lighting the altar candles. âWith this candle, I will light your way in the darkness.â
Before setting down on one knee - customary for the groom, yet feeling so right when you gaze down at a tree root sticking up from the blanket of snow. Poised like the prettiest of fingers at the foot of a towering oak.
âWith this ring,â Youâre sliding it down easily as you would have to onto the man you hated the most. âI ask you to be mine.â
.
.
.
You donât expect the sudden shift.Â
You donât expect the wind to pick up, you donât expect for a murder of crows to materialize from the midnight darkness and crowd on a tree right behind you. Letting the tree root slip from your fingers, you whirl around - what- a storm?
But before you can think of any answers, that withered branch shoots further out of the ground. Barely giving you a split-second to jump backwards before cupping your cheek, gently.Â
And you couldâve sworn that one twig glides across your cheek - just the way oneâs thumb would have. Like the softest of lovers.Â
Gasping in fear, you fall backwards, splaying out into the uncomfortably bone-chilling snow below.
You can only watch as the tree root twitches once. Twice. And your ears thunder with the high-pitched howls of the wind, and a sudden, booming bang! bang! bang!
Shit.Â
Your eyes widen, it was coming from under the ground.Â
The ground that was splitting open before your very eyes.Â
Wider. And wider. Like something was baring itself before you. Something was clawing all the way from hell, that tree root only surging up, up, upwards in a long, limb-like fashion. Branching out into five fingers that dig their way into the ground. Hard.Â
And if you didnât think you were about to faint from just this - you were definitely on the verge of it when the fingers lead their way into a forearm, a shoulder. Miles upon miles of skin - a person, towering above you, silhouetted by moonlight.
He looks at you with sapphire eyes. Close.Â
A man.
Beautiful.Â
Whispering, âI do.â Nose to cold nose, thick white lashes fluttering shut. âYou may now kiss the groom.â
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Youâre barely half-awake when you realize that that was probably the strangest dream youâve had in your life.Â
Groaning, you rub blearily at your eyes - yet, through the bursts of stars and pounding flashes of headaches, all you can think about is him and his chilling lips on yours.
Soft, like a leaving lover. Â
Even in your most feverish of dreams, youâd never conjured up anyone so ethereal. Tall, powerful despite the almost-sickly air about him, and the deep circles underneath his gleaming eyes.Â
But so gorgeous - sorrowfully so.Â
The image burned permanently into your mind, like your most favorite of memories. Every tiny detail down from the almost-blinding reflection of the moon against his cloudy hair, to how that illuminated his soft smile - that tiny dimple at the corner of his pert, pretty mouth.Â
You remember how he wore a wedding suit, the kind that nobles these days wouldnât dare touch with a six foot sword with how it looked centuries out of fashion. Stark white, with fine silver detailing down the velvety fabric for you to admire.
How ironic, somehow, the thought made you sad.
But most of all, you especially remember the way he looked at you.
Just like he was right now.
âAh!â
âNow thatâs not usually the reaction I- fuck!â
He was real. So painfully real.
And clutching his face where youâd claimed a swat at one of high cheekbones.
âOuch, my wife has a real good arm on her, huh?â Blinking back the haziness in your eyes, you catch sight of that same summer blue gaze, eyes crinkled slightly at the ends. Tender, despite being attacked by you less than a minute after gaining consciousness. âThough, I love a strong woman.â
âNew arrival! Looks like we got ourselves a breather-â
âLooks like she fainted, is she alright? You know we canât keep her long-â
âCan I touch her? Looks so soft~â
White - white fills your vision, too-late are you realizing that youâre being pressed into the soft coat of his chest. Inching you away from a hulking, four-armed creature, he mutters, âSheâs my wife, you curse.â
âWhat-â It takes you a few more seconds to finally find your voice. In those moments you look up to take in his boyishly pretty features - about your age. Human, had it not been for that otherworldly faint blue pallor. âIs this a joke? Where am-â
Choking on your words as you take a sweeping look around the - tavern? Realm? It looked like the very same one in your own town, except bright. Musical. Everything that your home wasnât. Finding faces you could never imagine looking at you - some beautiful, some mere skeletons, all taken out of your wildest dreams.Â
And all dead, it hits you with a jolt.Â
Yet, somehow, youâve never felt safer in his arms.Â
âSomething wrong, my love?â
You pinch yourself, âI need questions- now.â
âYou mean answers.â One from the pub crowd scoffs - a towering man, handsome. Heâd look ever-so-ordinary if it wasnât for the completely skeletal arm on his left side. And of course, that same death-like serenity. âHonestly, Gojo, you picked an airhead or what?â
The man that still held you - Gojo, you assume - whines in protest, âShut up, Toji. Iâd always love her regardless- and she said her vows so perfectly.â
âI didâŚâ you breathe.
Shit.Â
Shit shit shit- you did.
Cocking your head, you ask. âWho are you?âÂ
Heâs rolling his eyes, gifting you a crooked grin of pearly whites. âYour husband, obviously?â
And before you can pinch yourself again to make sure you werenât dreaming, and that last time was a fluke - or perhaps smack him again - Gojo shows off one slender hand. Naoya Zeninâs ring adorned proudly across his ring finger. Your ring. With your vows.Â
âSoâŚâ you let out a giggle of still disbelief. âYouâre the tree-â
âNot quite but-â
âOh! I love this story- could make a skeleton cry.â
âHeh, yeah yeah sing it, king of curses.â
âPlease donât.â
âYou see, welcome to the Land of the Dead, doll.â A man with pink hair sets down his drink to throw one of his four arms around your shoulder, much to Gojoâs chagrin. Words dripping with taunt, âNâ lemme tell you the story of our lovely corpse groom.â
Youâre dragged along through the crowded, eerily lit tavern, everyone jostling each other to better get a look at you. Poking and prodding, some even gasping at the feeling of your thundering pulse.Â
He hums, âHere we have a pompous prince known miles around-â And you could tell him and Gojo had already known each other long, with how he was toying with the other man. â-fell hard and fast for a cute lilâ peasant girl much like yourself-â
âSukuna, stop it.â Gojo grits, jaw clenched.Â
â-but, alas. When dear olâ dad the king said ânoâ, he jusâ couldnât cope. So our dear lovers came up with a plan to elope-â
Youâre thrust into the arms of an attractive blond man, almost half of his entire face held together with stitches and bone. Heaving out a sigh in a way you could very much feel akin to, âMeeting up late at night is always a stupid plan, even with all the wine and riches for the road. You might not need much when you have love, but you never know whatâs lurking. And, well, on that dark night, our prince here paid the price.â When you look back at the white-haired man his eyes seemed significantly softer, if that was even possible.Â
Tojiâs the one by your side this time, âPoof! Dropped dead as dust waiting for his dear girl, no evidence, no body, no bride. What a crybaby he was when he arrived. Didnât even want to stay here-â
â-because then he made a promise to wait upstairs.â Another man - with such gorgeous, long hair makes himself known this time. Forehead littered in strange stitches, as if itâd been opened and fixed many, many times. âAnd waited and waited asleep for one hundred years to this day until out of the blue, you came along, sweetness. The lovely bride, to our corpse groom.â
You.Â
And Gojo looks at you like he canât look away.
Lone, standing there with his arms open as the story tapers out. Waiting.Â
Until you came along.
---
âHERE YE, HERE YEâŚFUTURE BRIDE OF ZENIN HOUSE SEEN LURKING IN THE FOREST WITH A MYSTERY MANâ now for the weatherâŚâÂ
âWhat?â your mother hisses at the bellows of the local newsman, well, rumor-spreader, more like. But he��s never been more useful than now. Sneaking an urgent glance at the stunned Dutchess Zenin by her side, she elbows your father, âWe come outside to search for our daughter only to hear this? How could we let this-â
âMaybe itâs a ah- slow news day?â
Theyâre interrupted by a sudden, sharp clearing of oneâs throat - dripping with the distinct tone of condescension that only a member of the Zenin family could possess. âWe are one bride short for the wedding tomorrow. What a scandal!âÂ
âAh!â sheâs gasping. Waving her hands frantically, âW-we promise weâll find her before the wedding-â
âYou better.â
âNo.â Naoya Zeninâs voice was brimming with something dangerous, an eerie, steady lilt of determination to it. But heâs not even looking at anyone in the group, eyes trained firmly on the woody entrance to the forest in the distance. âIâll be the one to find her.â
Finally, something that seems to appease the huffing matriarch.
Only leaving her sullen son with a nod of approval, âAnd NaoyaâŚâ She makes sure the other two bothers were out of earshot, greedily scurrying back to the warmth of the Zenin household. âRemember, the ah- family funds are drying up. Hurry.â
---
Gojo Satoru, you learn, was as nervous about this marriage as you were.
âThis is where I always visited after first dying.â he muses, ice-cold fingers wrapped snugly with yours as he guides you gently through various crooked stairs and skeletons of town. âThe view takes my breath away- well, if I could breathe, that is.â
Youâre startling out a laugh that has both of you surprised, and he turns to you with such breathless awe.Â
âBeautiful.â
âWhat-â your eyes widen - and you donât know whether itâs from his sudden little compliment, or from where you two had finally stopped walking.Â
A steep cliff, overlooking the entire, vast town of multi-color lights. The rigid structure from where you came could never compare. Complete chaos. But as pretty as those paintings you read about in books, views you never thought youâd see.Â
You rest your hands atop the spindly barrier surrounding the very edge, marveling. âIt is beautifulâŚâ
âIt is.â Gojoâs tone is rich, and his eyes never stray from you despite all else there is to drink in. It takes you a few moments of counting all the bustling figures in the distance before you finally mount up the courage to meet his hypnotic gaze.Â
Gojo jolts when you look his way, as if he wasnât expecting it. Hastily, he flusters to pat down the sides of his suit - tattered at places, patchy as if once-pristine but ruined with age. Heâs smiling once he ruffles through his breast pocket, pulling out something glinting.
Youâre letting out a tiny gasp when he shows off a silver, heart-shaped locket. Intricate, obviously custom-tailored - youâd never quite seen anything like it. Positively beaming with all the shine that the rest of him had lost.Â
Treasured.Â
âItâs for you.â
âWhat?â Your jaw falls slack in shock, pushing away Gojoâs held-out hands. But he was ever-persistent. âPlease- I canât, that- that looks like it should be for someone precious.âÂ
âAnd it is.âÂ
This was the firmest youâd heard his sing-song voice, and at your slightest split-second of faltering, he snatches the opportunity to circle his hands around your neck. Deftly clasping it from behind, Gojo only smiles, soft pads of his fingers lingering at your nape. âIâve had it for years.â You wanted to know exactly how many years that meant. âConsider it a wedding gift~â
Your own dust over the cool metal pendant, heart lurching. âIf only you let me know about our wedding in advance, I wouldâve gifted you something, too.â
âHeh, you donât have to.â
âDo tooâ
âDo not.â
âDo too.â You cross your arms, boring your eyes into his. âIâm not going to be an unfit wife.â
Thereâs a second of silence.Â
One.
Two.
And at this point, you half-expected your parents and Naoyaâs to just burst from behind the nearby stairway to tell you this was all some elaborate test - before Gojo just explodes in peels of cackles.Â
âIâm sorry- Iâm sorry I- hah!â heâs barely able to wheeze out, wiping away stray tears of joy. âYou never change, huh-âÂ
It takes the embarrassed tapping of your feet for Gojo to finally straighten back up to his tall figure, muttering out a few more indiscernible phrases underneath his breath. Clearing his throat, âNow who said youâd ever be an âunfit wifeâ, sweetheart- Yâknow I really didnât believe Tojiâs airhead comment but- oh-â
You land a half-hearted punch solidly in his stomach - and usually, youâd think twice, thrice before acting this familiar with anyone. Even then, you wouldnât follow through underneath your motherâs watchful eye.Â
Ah, but youâve never smiled harder when you claim. âI think I won our first argument as a married couple.â
âOh, can you do this fâme when I have an argument with Sukuna, next?â Gojo chuckles, wiggling his brows.Â
He has to dodge your playful hand a few more times - well, he would have had to. But heâs taking them all gladly, pulling you by the wrist to press you flush against his chest. âBut fine, you win. Maybe as a wedding gift we can consumm- Iâm kidding Iâm kidding- follow me, I have the perfect idea.â
And you couldnât not come with him, with the way that Gojo was eagerly dragging you through the town plaza and back into the now-empty tavern, where youâd remembered had a grand piano nestled away.
Gojoâs pulling out the seat for you, before promptly taking his own flush beside you. Nudging you with one of his shoulders, he starts up a beautifully haunting few lower notes. Delicate. âYou donât have to play, you can listen if youâd like-â
âHey, I know this one.â youâre gasping, eyes lighting up with the recognition of that familiar somber from the Zenin house. But something about it this time felt so right.Â
Before you know it, your hands are moving faster than you can hold them back, joining Gojo in his sweeping melody on the higher notes. It rings in the air around you two, jostling your body up against his.Â
âYou know it.â he breathes, such a brilliant grin making way onto his pretty features when you two continue your little duet. And you swear you could hear him suck in a sharp inhale before playing even harder on the keys - a challenge.
And you were never one to back down.Â
âHeh, youâre not half bad-â But his own little boast gets cut off by Gojoâs half-skeletal wrist snapping off, twiddling up, up, up the grand piano and on its merry way around your shoulder. âPardon my enthusiasm, my love.â
You help him reattach it back, an interesting quirk of being half-dead, you suppose. âI like your enthusiasm.â
Thereâs a slow, stuttering silence that echoes afterwards, and youâre shivering from the slightly cold bite of the underground. Gojo wraps his full arm around your shoulder this time, and you donât have the heart to tell him that he was still bone-cold.Â
âHowâŚâ he gulps, barely meeting your eyes. âHow did you know that song?â
But you couldnât tear yours away from him, âOh? That song? Well- before I uh- married you, I was actually engaged-â
His pretty lips fall slack, âOhâŚâ
Youâre not sure why you hasten to explain yourself, âB-but he was a prick- and I threw a wine cup at him just before coming here.â
âThatâs my girl.â Gojo winks, and youâre feeling your skin heat up.
âAnyway, this song was to be played at the wedding. So my mother made me memorize every single note- she failed to tell me it was a duet, however.â
âIt was.â
Something about those two words comes out breathless, barely hanging on. And youâre biting your bottom lip ragged before the question escapes you, âYou were engaged, as well? Before- as a prince- I mean- oh, forget-â
To your surprise, Gojo only chuckles - deep voice breaking ever-so-slightly at the very end. His fingers glide across the piano with a familiar sadness that you canât quite pinpoint. Chest rumbling, âWell, itâs just as the others said. We were meant to run away together, but your dear olâ husband here died just before we could.âÂ
Youâre swallowing the lead thatâd seemed to piled up heavily in your throat, still afraid to push too far. âAnd the- the bride? What happened to her?â
âIâŚdonât knowâŚshe probably saw I wasnât there and went back, had a happier life with a more deserving husband- children, even.â He looks towards the perpetual night sky, Adamâs apple bobbing heftily. âItâs funny- todayâs a hundred years since that day.â
Something hurt. And your chest churned at the thought of him waiting and waiting in the darkness for years. For someone.
âYou loved her?â
He looks at you - really looks at you - and then down at the gleaming locket. âI love her. And I made a promise, I wait for her - in life and death.â
Something really hurt - and it wasnât just that hollow, aching burn in your chest. No, your head was now throbbing with such a splitting pain that you canât help but grab your temple with a yelp. Eyes scrunching shut with tears, trying to down out that drilling thrum.Â
âShit-â youâre hearing, foggy, like it was in the distance. âShit shit shit-â Big arms wrap around you, âAre you alright? Shit-â
The swinging pub doors slam-
âWhat happened?â
âThe bride from upstairs-â
âSheâs still here?! She already dead or what?â
More and more voices are joining in - and youâre not sure if youâre thankful that they drown out that harrowing thunder of blood in your ears or angry that theyâre making it ache more deafeningly in response.Â
âPlease- space.â Gojoâs stern command rings across the plaza, for a moment of clarity youâre thinking that heâd make the perfect leader of sorts. The perfect prince. âMy wife needs space, and you all will leave-â
Nanamiâs strict tremor was distinguishable anywhere. âWhat she needs is to go back upstairs, Gojo.â Another pair of rough hands grasp your shoulders, and you hear a growl from above you. âWith fresh air, with her kind. I donât know what fantasy youâre playing out but she needs to be back with the breathers, down here isnât good for her.â
âBut-â
Just at that unfortunate moment, your head wracks with another painful burst, making you cry out. Clinging onto Gojoâs soft jacket for dear life.Â
âBut sheâs my wife.â
Everyone goes quiet.Â
You were sure he was crying now, and oh how badly you wanted to reach out and comfort him. But, instead, Gojoâs the one soothing a hand down your back, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. He breathes in deep, grounding gasps by the chain of your locket, âN-nanaminâs right- we- I have to get you back.â
Your eyes shoot open, âWhat- no-â
âItâs for your own good.â Pressing a slow kiss to your forehead, âTrust me.â
âBut-â
âPlease?â
---
Gojo Satoru had spent so long in the darkness, that heâd almost forgotten how beautiful the moonlight is.
Even more so when you were by his side.Â
âOhâŚâ And despite not having a beating heart, he swears he could feel it racing at the crisp scrunch! of freshly fallen snow underneath his polished shoes. Arms immediately wrapping around your waist, twirling you to him, âHow I missed the beautiful upstairs.â
Youâre giggling, batting your lashes up at him. âWell, youâre not doing much sightseeing right now, are you, Gojo?â
âPlease.â He rests his icy forehead against yours, waltzing you slowly around the clearing. Your first dance. âCall me Satoru, I would like to part ways having heard my name on your tongue once, than not at all.âÂ
And ah, it hurt him more than that dull, spreading pain of death to simply see your expression crumble. Lower lip wobbling when you whisper, âDo we have to?â
Itâs as if that tiny tremble in your voice jolts him back to his senses, and heâs letting go of you as if you burned. Turning his back so that you wonât see him swipe underneath his dampening eyes, âWe do.â he nods solemnly. Still gazing out through the barren trees, the snow breaking in. âBut I wouldâŚif youâd like- I would really like you to say my name just once.â
Nothing - not one of your quipping insults, not even one of your sweet, sweet giggles. Gojo could barely even hear that shallow breathing of yours.Â
âMy love?â
Nothing.
Gojo whirls around, âMy love?â
Nothing.Â
---
âLet me go let me- go-â you spit, voice dripping with a deadly growl that should decidedly not be used in front of your future in-laws. But you didnât give a fuck right now. âI will never- ah-â
Unceremoniously, youâre thrown like a mere debris in front of Dutchess Zeninâs gold-tipped boots, hands splaying out against the cool marble to dredge up some ounce of balance. You look up into her burning glare, hissing, âI will never marry your son.âÂ
But itâs like youâd never spoken at all.
Sheâs turning to Naoya, stood proudly behind you, holding back his snickers. âAh, my son-â Reaching her arms around to brush off the soft pattering of snow down his coat. â-I see youâve brought your wife back.â
âOf course, mother.â heâs humming. âHad to walk all throughout that crummy forest until I saw her-â At this, heâs turning towards your parents, who could only watch from the sidelines. â-with another man no less- well, canât quite call him that if he didnât even see his woman being dragged off into the dark.â
Dutchess Zenin cackles,and the sound makes you grit your teeth. âThat other man is my husband-â
âWhat?âÂ
Itâs your own mother speaking this time - eyes widened. Fuming. She comes up to you in a few urgent, sharp strides, grabbing at the now-torn and frayed edges of your gown. âWhat nonsense are you speaking-â Sneaking a glance at your father, âOur daughter seems to have lost her mind, dear.â
Heâs just a bit more gentle - cautious, almost. As if confronting a cornered wildcat when he ruffles through your pockets for the ring. Finding none.Â
Youâre wrenching yourself away, âIâm fine- but father, listen- I was practicing my vows in the forest-â Every eye was on you know, and oh youâve never felt more of a spectacle. â-and I put that wedding ring on a tree root- and it- it came alive and oh- he was a groom. A beautiful corpse groom-â
âThat trip to the forest must have bogged up her mind- yes yes, she must be imagining things.â
âOf course, but the weddingâŚpoor dear-â
âThe only thing sheâs good for is the money.â Dutchess Zenin gruffs, tired of hiding her disdain. âAnd maybe a free trip to the hospi-â
âThe wedding will take place.â Naoya cuts in gruffly, snapping his fingers at a nearby attendant and pointing at you. âCall the officiary, and as for my future bride, I donât care if you must force her into that wedding dress, I donât care if you have to drag her here - she will marry me one way or the other. Now.â
Itâs like youâre a puppet - their puppet. Being rapidly walked and bathed about, dolled-up in a white, silken wedding dress that you could never see yourself standing in next to him.Â
It fits you like a glove, attuned to your body as if it was made for you - and you almost hated how beautiful it was, adorned with tiny silver inklings and the most delicate of lace. Made with too much love to be borne out of this dreary household, but when you turned to ask your jittery handmaiden about it, sheâd only cryptically answered about âthe dress being with this family for a long, long time.â
No one here seems to give you answers.
Or grace.
Or anything but locked windows that you crack a nail or two attempting to open and flee and a long, decorated aisle to walk down to your future husband. Naoya.Â
Your throat tightens when youâre stepping back into that hallway - now flourishing with bouquets of blue, blue babyâs breath, and twinkling candles. It was almost colorful, for this town, at least.
You shudder out a teary sigh when the tender piano starts up again - the exact same tune youâd played with Gojo. But cold. And suddenly, youâre realizing that you never asked him how he knew the song.
âPssst! Walk!â Your motherâs high-pitched hiss is enough to snap you out of your little reverie, glassy eyes snapping up to look at her urgent signal to hurry up.
And so you walk, but not to the one man you wanted to.
Naoyaâs smirk lies as smugly as ever when you take your place beside him at the altar, poised, and perfect in his pressed suit, his glinting sword. Whispering snidely from the corner of his mouth. âSmile a little, itâs a wedding after all.â
You keep your gaze trained firmly on the officiary starting his speech, âPerhaps in disappointment, we are perfectly matched.â
âDearly beloved, we are gathered here today to join this man and this bride in holy matrimony-â Gesturing a wrinkled hand at Naoya, âYou may begin first.â
He raises his hand in a solemn oath, razor eyes boring relentlessly into yours. Voice dangerous, humming. âWith this hand, I will lift your sorrows.â This time, he was pointedly the one to pick up that cup on the altar table - a steady, unbreakable metal this time. âYour cup will never empty, for I will be your wine.âÂ
Your trembly fingers wrap around the bottle of wine, starting to slowly pour. âWith this hand, I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never be empty for I- I will beâŚâ
Shit.
Shit, you canât do it.Â
Your words struggle to come out, and you could burn in the sheer anger already wafting from Naoya.Â
âI will- I will be-â
âHow scandalous to marry an already-married woman~!â
The gasp that echoes throughout the hall is almost as deafening as the booming crash! of those towering, mahogany doors being swung open. Clattering against the walls so hard that your teeth chatter with vibration - but you didnât care. Didnât even feel it because youâre too awe-struck by what was standing in front of you.
Or more accurately, who.Â
âSatoru!â The tears are falling hotly down your cheeks, you barely have the patience to lift up your layers upon layers of gauzy skirts before stumbling your way into his arms at the very end of the aisle. Ready. Ever-loving. Catching you easily like heâd been waiting a hundred years for this very moment.Â
âI thought you left me waiting.â he breathes.
âI would never- and- and youâre here.âÂ
âMhmââ
You canât help but let out a laugh, âHow did you even know where to find me?â
âOur duet- there would be no other but this house that would know it-â He wraps his arms even more snugly around your waist, white locks tickling your nose. âAnd you did promise to lift my sorrows, what type of husband would I be if I didnât do the same?â
âYou. You- What- what is the meaning of this?â Dutchess Zeninâs squawk tears through your little moment, sheâs whirling into a furious stand, fists clenched. âMarried woman- husband? Youâre dead!â
Gojo remains calm, sapphire eyes narrowing, âI am.â
But the ever-composed woman youâd feared for so long was now running her mouth a mile a minute, half-ripping out chunks of hair in frustration as the officiary held her back from storming her way towards the two of you.Â
âYouâre dead youâre dead youâre dead-â she screeches, and even Naoya could only watch with his mouth fallen. âYouâre dead- my family made sure of that-â
She stops short, mouth opening and closing in a gasp until you breathe, âM-made sure?â
âYes-â Sheâs fighting against the hold, still muttering to herself maniacally. âShit- we made sure to- oh god why- do we have to kill you all over again! Your wretched Gojo royal family is wiped out- I still- I still have the power, the riches- All because we left you-â
âFor dead.â he whispers. Youâre too shocked to gasp - to do anything but look up at his reaction. âBut she came back to me.â
âHer? This one- Once more you found that insignificant little-â
And at this very moment, Naoya just bellows in a guttural scream, everything his mother was restrained from doing with how heâd closed the gap between you two in a few urgent seconds. One hand wrapped roughly around yours, âI donât care- You forget she was engaged to me first.â
âSheâs still my wife.â Gojo spits.Â
âNot if youâre-â Naoyaâs unsheathing his sword haphazardly. Swinging. âDead!â
Schwingâ!
It would have been sure to hit you.Â
Would have been sure to gravely injure your side - if Gojo hadnât deftly moved himself squarely in front of you, that is. The sharp blade slicing right through his ribs - yet, he still smiles. âYou forget I already am.â In one, fluid motion tackling the sword to holt at its bejeweled hilt - pointed right at Naoyaâs chest. âLet go of me and my wife, before you join me.â
Itâs silence.
Silence and the smell of fear. Sour, and saturated when Naoyaâs stepping away, one unsteady foot after the other-
âI will ruin you as my ancestors have, Gojo brat-â
Dutchess Zenin.
Your body moves before your mind - before any form of thinking, as if on instinct. Yet, you already knew what was coming.Â
And soon enough, youâre standing in front of a stunned Gojo, face splattered with the red, red wine in her silvery cup. Drip! drip! dripping down your stained lips and onto the marbled floors.Â
But something about it tasted bitter.Â
Different.
.
.
.
And all of a sudden - you see dark.
âPoison! By gods, the wine was poisoned!â
âHow will the wedding go on?â
âNo- no no no I just wanted to her sick- to get her willâshit-â
âMy love---listen----hear--me?âÂ
In the foggy distance, you could hear girlish, high-pitched screams that sounded strangely like Naoyaâs, and the familiarly dark chuckle of- Sukuna? Sounding ready to pounce on fresh meat. âHeheh, new arrival - and some unfinished business, huh?â
âSâToruââ youâre whispering, eyes blearily. Heart cold. Suddenly, everything about you was cold. And the only thing you could register right now is the fact that you were still in his arms - always was. âToru- am I- where am I?â
âYouâre here, sweetheart.â he gasps, big fat tears splattering onto your face. The only sense of warmth that you could feel, other than the one in your no-longer-beating heart. And you canât help but wonder - can a heart be broken even when it stops beating? Because he was living two deaths now - his own - laying there poisoned with wine so long ago on the forest floor, with only the Zeninâs to watch, and you to wait for him much later - and most importantly, yours. âYouâre- youâre here, with me.â He places a sweet, sweet kiss onto your lips. âRest now, Iâll wait for you. I promise- I promise.âÂ
And through your hazy vision, the only thing that you could quite see was that silver locket youâd never thought to look through, out of fear - sprung open. Baring two grainy, clouded portraits - as good as a photo.Â
Of himÂ
AndâŚyou.Â
âIâll always wait for you, in life and death.â
---
âHey- Toruââ your voice rings out in Gojoâs favorite song, peering curiously at the boyishly grinning prince. âDo you think Iâll be an unfit wife?â
He throws his head back with a cackle, peering through his long lashes from where he was resting his head in your lap. âWhat- no? Whatever makes you think that, silly girl?â
Youâre settling yourself further down the young oak - your favorite little hiding spot ever since youâd introduced your secret lover to it. Grumbling half-jokingly, you thread your fingers through his soft, snow-white hair. âWell perhaps because someone refuses to help me do anything in preparation for tonight-â
âShhh!â Gojoâs bringing a finger to his lips, glancing around over-dramatically. âYou never know when my father will be jumping from behind the bushes.â At your amused laughter, âNâ besides, doesnât matter if weâre going to elope, Iâm not letting my wife pick up a thing.â
âWhat- no-â
âIâll snag my wedding suit- and that specially-made dress for you heh- and get the attendants to sneak out some leftovers from the banquet. The Zenin family has just gifted some wine I know youâll love.âÂ
Craning his head to press a slow kiss to your forehead, âWeâll drink, weâll say our vows- you better have memorized them this time-â And another on your nose, âThen Iâll have you drunk in another way~ ow! Okay okay- donât hit royaltyâ! And run away to our happily ever after.â Then, finally, lingeringly on your mouth,âTrust me.â
âBut-â
âPlease?â
Youâre fiddling with the chain around your hefty, heart-shaped locket with a huff, finally caving in. âFine- but then-â Deftly unclasping it, â-you have the responsibility of keeping this safe, too, I have to teach piano to the little ones in town again today, and if anyone catches me with a piece like this Iâll be hanged for thievery before ever getting married.â
âOur duet?â
âOur duet.â
He twirls that delicate pendant around his fingers, brows scrunching in half-seriousness. âIâll protect it with my life-â Almost flinging it towards the end of the clearing in his haste to salute you, âAh- pardon my enthusiasm, my love.â
âI like your enthusiasm, dummy.â youâre rolling your eyes at his antics. âBut what if Iâm late? The music lessons always take so longâŚâ
âJust meet me here at our place - promise Iâll wait for you, of course. In life and death.â
You never did find out if Gojo Satoru waited for you.
You never found him that night - running late to the clearing, only to be met with no sign of him. Not that night. Not the night after. Night after night, you waited for him - watched as the Gojo royal family fell and the Zeninâs raided their palace, as the town started to grow and you stayed the very same.
With stray hope, even in your final ages, waiting for him and the marriage that wonât take place.
Not for a hundred years.
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Youâre waking up remembering the feeling of those cold, cold lips on yours.Â
Finally, remembering.
âSa-Toru-â youâre gasping, gulping in heavy lungfuls of air before you realize - you donât need it anymore. Eyes startling open, you wince at the even the dim, heady lighting overhead. âIâmâŚâ
âDead.â
His words are gentle - just above a whisper, as if anything else will scare you off. But his words have the complete opposite reaction, in fact, youâre reeling him in so close by the silvery lapels of his weathered jacket. Wedding suit meeting your wedding dress.
You feel over his broad chest, and then over yours. Breathing out in awe, âI- I really am dead.â
Gojoâs wincing, running the soft pads of his fingers down your scalp. Massaging, âHow- how do you feel, my love?â
Too-late youâre realizing that youâre splayed out on what seems like a plush, engulfing bed. Blankets upon blankets of velvety fabrics covering the surface, like someone had tried their very best to replicate warmth.Â
âI think I feelâŚâ youâre muttering, the very corners of your painted lips turning upwards at the way that Gojo was hanging onto your every word. Pretty mouth dropped into a soft oh! eyes wide and true. You just canât help but drag him into the tightest embrace your joints could possibly handle. â-that I havenât spent enough alone-time with my husband.â
He laughs - he laughs and laughs like he hasnât before, like itâd been bubbling up in his throat for years and finally set free.Â
âOh, my love.â Gojo reveres, pressing a trail of hot kisses down the side of your face. Lingering in a languid lick where big, salty tears of yours were welling up. âWe have all the time in the world- I just- just- do you remember?â
Youâre pretending to think, leaving him careening at all your minute expressions. Finally cracking, âOf course, I remember- all of it, dummy-â Swatting his chest, âWhy didnât you tell me?â
Heâs gulping heavily, âI always knew that- that it was you the moment I saw your face- you look exactly as you did. Exactly as beautiful as the day I lost you, after all.â Cupping your cheek, âAnd oh, sweetheart, what a blessing it would be to marry you. But how could I ever tell you when you didnât even remember me? How could I so selfishly ask you to throw away something so dear as life for me? Even for a promise?â
âI would have done it.â youâre pouting, brows scrunching.Â
âExactly.âÂ
âI waited for you, yâknow. For years, until my death. No âdeserving husbandâ, and no children.â
He gasps a tiny, meaningful gasp. And for all how Gojo loved to run his mouth, right now he only presses a sultry kiss to your forehead, âBut in this life, or the last, or whatever comes next-â On your nose now, â-Iâll wait for you. Always have, always will.â Finally - yearningly - on your mouth, âIn life and in death.â
Gojo kisses you like heâs been waiting a hundred years for it - and would wait a hundred more before he can again.Â
Pressing one, two. Three steamingly hot, open-mouthed on your spit-glossed lips before moving to trail them down the underside of your jaw. Dragging his raw lips in a messy glide, heâs tittering when all it takes is one sudden bite at the soft spot on your neck to get you to jump.Â
âHeh- you never change-â he murmurs into your heated skin, licking down the sting with a slow spread of his tongue.Â
âT-Toruââ youâre managing to gasp out despite his relentless attack on your mouth. Making him wrench out such a pained grunt when you pull his face back ever-so-slightly to look into Gojoâs eyes. âArenât you forgetting something?â
Gojo can only cock his head in confusion, gaze still half-lidded and locked on your lips.Â
âYouâre forgetting your promise from all those years agoââ youâre dragging out in a honeyed-tone, giggling at the way his hulking body squirms impatiently. â-to consummate our marriage.â
And oh.
Oh, Gojo Satoru feels heâs dying six times over already.Â
He feels like his bleary head is about to go into overdrive - as was the sudden tightening in his pants.Â
âW-well thenâŚâ heâs rasping out, voice so ragged, dipping into a husky baritone that for a second you almost donât recognize it. Two of his long fingers cup your face once more - rougher this time, making your lips squeeze together into an almost-embarrassing oh! âOpen that mouth fâme, my love.â
You barely even realize it when you do - not until Gojoâs spitting a thick, translucent wad of his syrupy saliva right onto your lolling tongue.Â
Nodding smugly when youâre taking him all, heâs swiping the curve of his thick thumb down that purposeful splatter on the corner of your lips. Because you knew the prince of a nation should have perfect aim, you knew he just liked seeing your dewy eyes flutter.Â
Whispering hoarsely against your lips, âI ask you to be mine.â
âYes-â youâre whining, your hands scrambling down the decadent fabrics of his suit. âYes yes yes- please- n-need more, Toru-â
And the sound of that cute lilâ nickname youâd made for him in that sweetened tone makes Gojoâs entire body wrack with a violent shudder. Head throwing back, white lashes flickering shut- âO-oh, shit- shit youâre gonna be the death of me-â
But whatever little joke playing on your tongue just dissipates when Gojoâs shedding his outer coat off slowly. Bloodied, silken jacket hitting the ground- bloodied? Youâll have to ask about that later.
And then his mouth is on yours again - teeth clashing, tasting metal, his pretty lips wrapping around your hot tongue to just suck. Lazily, like his favorite candy.Â
âSo beautiful-â his words puff out in a feverish pant. Chest huffing - no, heaving - you can only keen when you feel something so hard and massive nudge up in a gentle kiss against your high. âSo perfectââ The sodden curve of his achy tip dragging in a wet smear down your leg. âSo mine.â
As soon as youâre blinking your dazed eyes back open, youâre hit with what looked like miles upon miles of Gojo Satoru. Curving muscles sitting prettily and casting shadow in the low lighting - it made you just drool.Â
Shit, when did he even take his shirt off?
âHeh, already so needy, sweetheart?â He kisses up the glossy trickle, groaning into your mouth, âSo cuteââ
But, of course, you werenât exactly one to be pushed around, either.
With a low purr, you cup that bulging tent right in-between his muscled thighs. Fingers skimming over inches upon inches of his girthy, solid shaft - he just gasps. âO-oh, you little minx- do you enjoy p-playing with my hngh- sanity?â
With a snicker, it doesnât take you long to smudge the pads of your digits at that thickly spreading pool of precum. Glossing a thin sheen all the way down to your wrists with how fucking greedily he was throbbing at your touch.Â
âF-fuck-â heâs hastily clearing his throat as soon as it breaks off into a pathetic whine. Hips bucking forwards in mindless, staggering gyrations into your hand like Gojo didnât even realize what he was doing right now. âFuck fuck fuck- honey, I-â
The neediest little grunts spill from his puffed-up lips, and heâs moving urgently - hastily, when sitting upright to all but rip that bejeweled belt off of his slender waist. Tugging his white pants down, down, down and-
Oh.Â
âFuck, Toru.â
Gojo was so unfairly pretty - all of him.
Even every single inch of his long, thick shaft, smeared with glistening precum sobbing out from his fat, round head. Blushed darker than the rest of him - matching his innocent cheeks right now. So hard it looked painful.Â
Twitching over and over in saturated gushes coating his prominently throbbing veins, his tight balls. Your fingers.Â
Wrapping tight around his flushed base, he was so incredibly big that youâre worried your fingers wouldnât even close. Scratching up against those drenched tufts of cloudy white at his toned pelvis, the sight is enough to make you gulp.Â
âYes-â Gojoâs rasping, head thrown back because shit did it feel good to have your pretty lilâ fingers all wrapped around him. Hips stuttering up, up, up- âYes yes yes- câmon- c-câmon my wife-â
Shit, those words spilling from his lips are enough to steer into such a loud moan, and heâs letting his jaw fall unhinged. Jaw-droppingly powerful back muscles flexing when he falls into a hunch, kissing wetly at your lips.Â
âTighter- squeeze ah, squeeze me at my tip-â Gojoâs babbling, drunken eyes so thoroughly locked on where you were pumping your fist back and forth. âY-yeah hngh- and glide your thumb over justââ
Youâre swiping the very tip of your thumb underneath that sensitive slit of his, the slightest touch enough to make him bawl out in a dripping sheen of precum. Reddening even more, his hefty girth in your hand jolts sensitively.Â
âS-sâthisââ you stagger out, wrist aching when youâre moving it faster. And faster. Ears ringing with the sloppy fap! fap! fap! of your fingers clenching around his thick, circular girth, the splatters of precum itâs forcing from him. Kissing gently down his burning shoulder, âSâthis good, Toru?â
And god, how dare you even ask that?
With a sudden groan, he crashes his lips into yours again. Addicted. Growling against your whiny mouth, youâre flinching at the nip of his sharp canines.Â
âOh, yer perfect-â heâs blinking back big, fat tears from behind those glassy eyes. And the soft plane of his palms dance ravenously down your body - all your curves, your dips where your wedding dress was hiking up. But most importantly at your sopping wet cunt. â-so so- p-perfect- any harder nâ mâgonna make ya a pretty momma right now, right here.â
His words come out a burst - a beg.Â
In that very heady moment heâs just bullying his thick digits past your soaked pussy - absolutely useless with how fucking translucent it was. Sticking to your sopping wet folds like a second skin that he wanted to rip off.Â
âS-so oh!â Sucking in a sharp gasp at the sight of that tiny lace wrapped around his fingers, âSuch a pretty cunt, wearinâ such a dirty lilâ thing, naughty girl- who was this for?â
And you couldnât dare bear to wrench your lips open, to meet that dark glint in Gojoâs gaze. Hooded, such a slow, leering grin growing all over his face when the seconds tumble by. When your softened fingers falter around his length.
âWho was this for?â heâs echoing. âNâ no lying to your h-husband.â
âToru-â
âTell me, my pretty wife.â
âIt was-â youâre mewling out, choking on your tiny confession when he slides his index solidly down the drippingly wet purse of your swollen pussy lips. Puffed-up and sensitive against where he was rubbing that cool metal ring against them. â-w-was for ngh- N-Naoya- but it was Dutchess Zenin that made me-â
Oh, but fuck - it didnât matter who made you wear those sinful panties.Â
Because itâs only taking Gojo Satoru a split-second to crane his hot mouth downwards and bite down on the very hem of your saturated panties. Biting the edge of your skin only slightly - before just tearing the fabric off with his very teeth.Â
He takes a few seconds with his greedy gaze boring into yours, crazed. Canines bared glintingly around that tender lace, he just groans.Â
Eyes rolling to the back of his head before spitting it out - and kissing you like youâve never been kissed before.Â
âH-hngh, Toruââ youâre moaning, your fingers half-cramping up with the way they were turning around his swollen cock. Swiveling around the heated bumps of his sensitive spots, the drag of your nails gently down his veins make him shiver. âFeels so- ah!â
And ah, for how much Gojo loved those saccharine sweet moans in your ear, how much he loved teasing you - he was hungry.Â
Shoveling all the way into your gummy channel, until your puffy pussy lips were kissing his very knuckles, gushing out in spurts of wet slick down his wrist. Twirling those cold digits, so stark against how toasty you were inside.Â
It made Gojoâs thickened tip twitch in your fingers, huffing out a humorless laugh when he was easily knocking against that bulbous bullseye of your g-spot. Pressing down. Hard.Â
âMhmââ heâs purring, nosing down the tender crook of your neck. âTell me how it feels- hngh- gotta tell me- fuck oh fuck donâ squeeze me like that- ah-â
Heâs just wrenching out the most dripping squelches with each rummaging pump into your melty cunt, your walls were just molding around his digits. Sucking him back in like youâre trying to milk out something delicious- fuck, how he wished this was his achy cock right now, instead.
Gojoâs biting down hard at that magical spot on your neck, sending shocks of electricity down your sluttily arched spine. âCanât- hah- canât take it anymore- shit- needa be inside you soon. Needa fill ya up soon.â
And he didnât even have to tell you - you could feel it.Â
Building up and up with every relentless such of his glistening fingers. Glossy.Â
âNeed to make you mine-â heâs gasping, heatedly. Tone cracking on almost a bawl, his hips are fucking into your hand like his little cocksleeve, up all the way from weepy head down to thwack into his pulsing base. Fingers bumping messily into his taut, twitchy balls - making Gojoâs mouth water. âNeed to- hngh- need to make you cum! Please-â
Tears crinkling at the very ends of his doe eyes, after every single crash along your sweet spot. Thorough wet glides. âPlease please please-â
And itâs whispered over and over like a mantra when youâre cumming - again and again, so hard that you didnât even realize youâre reaching your high before your tight pussy clamps around his fingers.Â
âYeah- yeah yeah, cum all over my fingers.â Heâs thrusting his fingers in and out so rabidly, hitting all your forbidden spots. Free hand pushing apart your quivering thighs even further, âSpread wide- heheh, yeahhhââ
Those sudden slurps sounded so thunderous in your ears, and your maw sags open deliriously in a higher-pitched ah! ah! ah! Grinding your hips down over and over in needy swivels, using him. Music to his ears, making his staggering erection just weep so dangerously- but he canât cum.Â
Wonât cum just yet.Â
Not until heâs fucked you through each and every one of your peaks, not until your convulses are tapering out into nothing but tiny tingles.Â
And then heâs dragging out his ruined fingers from your sodden cunt - out, out, out. Snapping delicate strings of the mess heâs made of your poor pussy, before pushing them through his lips rawly.Â
âM-mmm-â heâs rumbling from the very depths of his broad chest, pecs heaving. And through your half-lucid gaze, youâre spying a silvery dribble of drool down the side of his lips. Moaning at the sweet, sweet taste. âShit- shit, sweetheart-â
You canât even react before heâs then spitting a steady stream of wispy saliva down to your sloppy hole, swirling it around with one of his thumbs.Â
âBetter let her know mâcoming back for seconds later.â
You whine all brattily, your hips arching into the perfect buck upwards - which only makes him grin. âHeh- my greedy girl, if I waited one hundred years ya can wait a few seconds.â
Itâs so admonishing - and Gojo has never told a bigger lie.Â
Because heâs the one thatâs so painfully impatient right now, angry cock spewing out a few more velvety waves of precum down your gleaming palm. A low string of profanity rips from his throat, and heâs just diving his hands around every inch of your body he could reach.
Deftly untangling those tedious ties at the back, âDamn these little- forgot how many ribbons I fuckinâ- ordered-â
In split-seconds, youâre being flipped over with one fluid push of Gojoâs biceps, sinking your front into the royally soft mattress. You felt like you were in heaven.
âToruââ youâre whirling your head over your shoulder to admire just how much his biceps flex. Twitching with each eager rip down your bodice. Shaky fingers tightening on the silken sheets, âH-hurry up-â
âEasy there, my love.â
Itâs ragged, breathed hotly against your ear, and suddenly Gojoâs resting every bit of his body weight on top of yours to pin you down helplessly onto the bed. Holding your squirming hips captive onto one rough hand attached to them, âArch jusâ a bite more- please- fuuuck like that yeah-â
Heâs taking the opportunity to fling your wedding dress down easily, bunching it somewhere towards the corner of the bedroom - right alongside your bra and inner layers.Â
Youâre gasping - stunned.Â
âDonât l-look at me like that, Iâve had one hundred hah- years to practice this exact moment with my hand nâ imagination-âÂ
And then Gojoâs gasping, heâs snapping his eyes open, heâs heaving out the most whiny call of your name when you push your hips back in a wet slide against his painfully hard cock.Â
Your folds smacking wetly against his shaft, dragging in a dripping trail along his veins - and shit, Gojo really underestimated how fucking hot youâd feel against his cock. How readily awaiting when his slender hips rut down in a furious push and pull. âThis is long overdue.â
âHey!â you jut your spit-sheen lower lip out when heâs rudely smacking away your hand from the clasp of your locket. âWhaâs that for?â
âKeep it on.â Gojo nips at your earlobe.
And then heâs spitting you open - heâs pushing in.Â
Inch by fucking inch of his swelteringly hot cock being shovelled into your gooey cunt, stretching out your snug walls to their limits. Pulled taut. Barely giving an apologetic kiss to the side of your head before Gojoâs circling one big beefy arm around your hips, easily tilting your entire body upwards for him to surge his hips even deeper.Â
He gasps, he shudders at the faintest of your wet clenches. âCâmon-câmon câmon câmon- a-ah- you can take it please- please take it fâme.âÂ
How could you not?
Because every one of his tiny, shallow grinds just to fit in have your mouth dropping further and further open cockdrunkenly.Â
âPlease-â your hands fist at the plushy pillows, the headboards, craning behind at Gojoâs neck. âFuck me h-harder, Toru- I can-â
âOhhh- you play a hah- dangerous game.â He swipes away the stray hairs on your forehead, kissing at your sweat-slicked forehead. âMy beautiful bride- my beautiful, beautiful bride - ah- almost makes me wanna m-make you more.â
Just that split-second of sultry shock is enough for Gojo to push in fully - all the way until your thighs sting with the sudden thwack! of his hefty, cum-filled balls, your folds kissing up against his thickened base.
Heâs hissing when his achy, rounded tip recoils ever-so-slightly against the spongy mess of your cervix, hitting it relentlessly in harsh jackhammer. Spearheading his fat cock to massage up against all your sensitive spots in a more dizzying way than even his fingers could.Â
âWh-what do you m-mean-â Theyâre falling from your mouth as hastily as Gojo can pump you stuffed full of his cock. Not even easing into it, starting up a sloppy cadence. â-b-byââ
âAwww, donâ hngh- p-push yourself, my loveââ heâs simpering out. But oh his hips were speaking a completely different language from how soothing your husbandâs tone was, one hand curling deftly around your throat to reel you in even harsher in sudden swats against his ever-pushing hips. Twirling around the chain of your locket, âWhat I mean isâŚâ
Both of your half-lidded gazes are downturned to where he feels for that tiny nudge at about halfway down your stomach. Drawing an imaginary line about halfway through, before splaying down all five digits. Hard. â-that mâgonna make ya a pretty momma as well as my pretty wife.â
This little confession is followed by a particularly hard slam! from Gojoâs end, and you dart your hand out to grasp desperately onto the wooden headboard.Â
Crying out, âIs- is that even possible, Toru?â
But the only actual response that Gojo can give - that he thinks himself capable of giving right now, with how mind-numbingly your pretty pussy was milking any rationality out of him - is a breathless chuckle. His head throwing back with a whimper, brows knitting together. âI donât know hah! Havenât got a fuckinâ clue- but that doesnât mean mânot gonna fucking tryââ
And he was fucking you into the mattress just like it, well and fully intent on breeding your tight cunt. Jostling the locket at your chest with rough, reckless abandon. Every sodden drag down your slobbery walls having those dreams from a lifetime ago about your happily every after playing through his mind.
You, with your drooling pussy painted all white with his potent cum, making such a mess of him that he just has to do it all over again, of course.Â
You, all round and glowing - full of him, his heir.Â
You, looking up at him with those gorgeous eyes - another, tinier set held delicately in your hands. His hair, and your smile. Everything that heâs ever wanted in life and death.Â
Stupidly. Pussydrunkenly.Â
âOh oh-â Gojoâs groaning, the sudden bump of your fingers against the sensitive curve of his balls making him jolt back into his reality. His heavenly, heavenly reality. âAww, have I b-been neglecting you, my love?â
No, you want to scream - but you canât.Â
Because heâs only hiking up a powerful thigh to pressurize his harrowing rams with even more power, and you could feel every flex and ripple of his washboard abs. The spatter of pearlescent beads of sweat setting in with fatigue.Â
But Gojo wouldnât listen in the first place, couldnât even think of anything that didnât stem from his achy cock pummeling into you.Â
Messily, heâs swiping at those fingers of yours that were currently reaching for your angrily puffy clit, aching for more more more-Â
Giving a mean little smack onto where your sensitive nub was drenched in all your sweetened juices, it sends bolts of electricity all over your body. Clinging your gummy walls around his girth so tight.Â
âThis what y-you wanted?â he rasps by your ear, drawing slow, determined circles on the very peak of your clit. And when that doesnât have you crying out all prettily for him the way he wanted - Gojo just tugs. Unapologetically. âTell me- ngh- tell me how it feels, fuck- can feel this cunt gettinâ so soaked-â
âYes-â youâre sobbing out. Hips now aching with the burn of pushing back into his unrelenting hips - it hurts almost. The sting of his skin against you, the hard collision of his fat head against your cervix. But you want more. âY-yes feels so good, Toru- need more hngh- need you t-toâŚâ
âWhat?â heâs spitting. Wild. âTell me, sweetheart- please- please-â
And, hell, Gojo Satoru wanted to hear so badly that heâs just slowing his hips down every so slightly to let you catch your breath. To answer.Â
But what he was actually blessed with was another one of your long, drawn-out whines. Grumbling ever-so-slightly as you jolt your hips back with every one of the thorough swivels of his fingers on your clit. Toying.Â
Fucking back harder than ever into his rock-hard dick, the locket just slams itâs cool branding onto the heated skin of your chest-
âNeed you to f-fill me up-â you mutter wetly, nothing more than a few gurgles wrenched out when his clashing head French-kisses your g-spot. Drawing wet glides of his steamy precum down it. â-make me a hngh- m-momma, Toru-â
Oh, this might just be his third death ever.Â
Because the bed creaks riotously with every one of his ragged rams, in a way that made you glad for the ever-present music of this town.Â
Over and over.
âYeah- shit, gonna make you a p-pretty momma-â heâs babbling away, a mile a minute. So sloppy that youâre barely able to understand what Gojo was saying. âFill you- up- ngh- so theyâll look at you and see me. All me- all pretty and r-round- me me me- ohââ
Right now, Gojo didnât give a fuck if his little dream was even possible. He didnât give a fuck if his moans were turning into whimper, staggering thrusts trudging into the sloppiest of grinds. The neediest.Â
Because right now you were cumming.Â
That rapid throb of your clit increasing twofold when youâre finally plummeting into your high, wave after wave of pleasure that he fucks you through with heavy pound after pound.Â
Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head, toes curling, flashes of white flitting behind your firmly shut eyes. Fuck, it felt so good.Â
And your fingers clench hard around where they were still firmly stationed on the headboard to keep at least an ounce of your sanity. Intertwining with- Gojoâs when he slams his hand down hard enough that the entire bed shudders.Â
Or maybe that was just him - because so was he.Â
âF-finally-â Gojoâs hiccuping, angling his head just right to be able to catch your pretty lips in what could barely be considered a kiss. Just a sloppy suck of your tongue while he pumps you snugly full of sloshing loads of his cum. âWanâed this for- so long- finally hngh- consummate- you- most beautiful ah momma-â
His whines were nonsensical at this point, only growing more and more so with each velvety ribbon of cum being poured around into your tight pussy. You could feel it swashing about your soft walls with every one of your hard, convulsing clenches, painting your insides over and over again in a second, sticky skin of his seed.Â
âYeah- fuck fuck fuck, yeah Toru- hah- m-more-â
And just when Gojo thought the almost-painful clenches of his heavy balls were coming to a close, just when he thought his thick streams of voluminous cum were stretching out into thinner wisps - you have to go and say those syrupy sweet words.Â
Fuck.Â
Heâs gasping, locking his finger with yours even harder on the headboard, âGonna- ngh- gonna be the death of me I s-swearââ
Oh, and then you looked at him with that fucked-out smile of yours. A sight heâs gifted to see. Humming, âIn life and in death, r-remember?â
Bang!Â
The headboard crashes down onto the floor. Your back is hitting the now utterly drenched sheet below you before the realization hits you.Â
In nothing but a split-second, Gojo pulls out his dangerously twitching cock to manhandle you flatly onto your back. Swiftly, he throws your legs over the curvaceous deltoids of his sculpted shoulder, easily bending you down, down, down into half.
Into the meanest mating press possible.
Dredges of thick, hot cum just ooze down your sopping slit, spreading in a milky circle underneath you. And slobbering down Gojoâs swollen hilt as soon as he plugs himself back in - immediately.
The very divot at the end of his cock quivering - for only a split-second before bursting out in streams of more and more cum. Overflowing. Overspilling out of you.
And he canât help but glide an open palm over that tiny inflation beginning to form where heâd drawn a line just earlier. One hand pressing down on it hard, the other tweaking at your clit to make your walls clench.Â
âOh f-fuck yeahââ Gojo stutters at the glossy coating of his own seed all around him. Reveling in the toasty feeling again and again until his poor, overworked cock can only sputter out wispy strings of nothing. Shooting blanks. âGonna breed ya- make ya all round and and- ngh full until you c-canât take anymore. Until we hahh- have that happy ending y-you wanted.â
You mewl when heâs licking away those glistening tears rolling down your cheeks, â-happy ending w-we wanted hngh- Toruââ
âYeah-â he chuckles. Pecking at your lips with that salty sweet taste on his tongue, âWe wanted. Itâs why I didnât reincarnate like you, my love, unfinished hngh- business here sâto spend a long, long and happy marriage with you, yâknow?â
You bat your lashes in sweet disbelief, âThatâs- thatâs mine, too.â
Ah, he reels you in even closer into his arms. Snug. Ever-loving. Seemingly like heâd never let you go ever again - couldnât bear to.Â
He nuzzles against that now-open locket, eyes peering down at those bleary paintings of you two, as loving as if they were taken just today. And in the back of his fried mind, he makes a note to take newer photos for later. Fingers tracing their familiar pathway to press down on the outer edges of the metal - in only the way he knew how, in the way that you should have been taught all those years ago, but was never able to.Â
âThen-â His eyes light up as they always did whenever it came to you, when the tiny mechanisms on the locket open up to reveal a delicate, gorgeous ring. Strangely matching his own. Gojo doesnât think heâs done anything easier in his life when he slides that ring onto your finger, fitting so perfectly. Not even when he was waiting for you, not even when heâd taken care of Naoya in a way that left his coat spattered and stained with red. â-weâre both lucky.â
Itâs only after a few soft, lingering kisses that Gojo finally pulls away - like it hurt to.
And it did, sensitive shockwaves erupting down his overwhelmed length. But none of that shows above his drunken grin when Gojoâs shuffling down the bed, all the way until his hot breath was puffing up feverishly against your sloppy cunt.Â
Messy. Drooling.
Making such an utter mess on his tongue when he lets it loll out, swiping up the gushing creamy dredges with a long lick. It was so filthy, dribbling down the sides of his mouth, onto his pinkish tongue-
Just a tease for more.Â
âBecause I keep my promises, my wife.â his murmur wraps all around your thrumming clit. Tongue swirling a milky gloss all over his pert, raw lips. Only wanting more. Waiting. âIn life and in death.â
A/N. THIS- THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE Nâ GOT ME IN MY FEELSSSS. Hope yâall have a lovely lovely week <3
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#id added#both are equally shit probably. only saw my dad once a year ish tho and i see ppl talking abt shit moms less often so :#tw shitty parenting. def neglectful. probably counts as abusive idfk. also self harm.#my mother was extremely emotionally neglectful. she started refusing to hug me when i was like.. 12 ? bc she decided i was a problem child#and bc she was always 'mad' at me but she never specified why. she wouldnt budge on it even when i borderline begged#she is constantly saying ableist sanist shit to me. like calling me a psychopath. insane. autistic (as an insult) n telling me i deserve#to be locked up in prison or the 'crazy hospital'#literally came to laugh in my face when she heard some info abt depression on the radio bc it sounded like me#when i ended up in the er bc of sh she yelled at me for months. told me i traumatized her. wasted her money.#she looked though some personal journal notes abt the experience then tried to blackmail me. threatened to keep me from going to uni#she still doesnt believe im mentally ill. not after ALL THAT.#she doesnt hit me but she throws things at me sometimes. she once threatened to give me a concussion so she could be arrested and taken awa#bc she said that would be a break from me#she said all the years she spent raising me were a waste of her life#she once accused me of trying to break her arm bc i was afraid and pushed the door shut hard ig#she talks shit about me to my relatives on the phone. loudly. she makes sure i can hear on purpose. sometimes shell live commentate to them#when im just walking past her to go the bathroom or smthg. shell make shit up like saying im glaring at her#she has criticized every single inch of my existence. the way i talk. tone. word choice. facial expressions. body language. body.#it got to the point where if she entered the room i would go stock still and stock silent. hurry to cover every offending part of my body.#she hated that too#she made fun of me for crying in our arguments when i was younger so i lost that ability for years. she always called me oversensitive#then a few years later shed call Herself sensitive and tear up after some of the worse fights and then cry to her mom about it for sympathy#she has looked through my trash and gotten mad abt the things she found there. like a single one dollar snack wrapper bc thats wasting mone#we were not by Any means poor. we even owned the house we lived in. but she was stingy to the point of absurdity.#we lived in a house w broken appliances for YEARS bc she refused to find a repairman or to replace the objects (AGAIN WE COULD AFFORD THIS)#aircon. lightbulbs. sinks. water filter. the FUCKING WASHING MACHINE. THE GODDAM TOILETS. etc etc etc#there was no laundromat nearby and i wasnt given any money so i wouldnt have been able to use one anyway. it was allll handwashing.#tbf she did it all. but then she would endlessly complain. when i told her to replace the washing machine she told me to shut up#she also told me i should be grateful i didnt have to pee in a hole in the ground like in Some Countries when i told her to fix the toilet#bc of mental illness (and bc the bathroom door DIDNT FKIN LOCK OR EVEN CLOSE PROPERLY and i was v uncomfortable) i had a really hard time
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