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been in a yuuji mood
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#sorry fr being quiet ive been a. busy w lmhs and b. in the emotional trenches#on the bright side tho arcane is out and i am once again attempting 2 channel a even a fraction of its art style#it is simply the natural order of things: arcane season drops and i am overcome with the urge to Paint#idk what they r feeding their artists and animators over there but its so gorgeous idk how they do it#regardless im thankful bc it feels like ive been so turbulent w where my style is#one second i love it the next i want to change everything about it#such is life such is growth#shoutout 2 yuuji fr being such a good guinea pig tho <3#him and the colour red. if no one got me ik itadori yuuji and the colour red got me
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It feels like a lot of the ppl who are asking you to trigger tag the derealization stuff r probably the same people to ask for trigger tags on self harm scars. Like yeah mayb some ppl might be triggered by them but it's also a very real part of someone's body (+life) that they r always living with. And it's weird to ask someone to trigger tag that??? Like what a fucked up thing to say to someone? No you can't have your arms uncovered in your own space because it makes me upset to see that part of you/no you can't make a mild vent post on your own blog because it makes me upset to see that part of your life?? The unfollow/block button is right there goddam. Just walk out you can leave and all that. Anyway ur post really resonated with me and I'm so sorry for all the hate you got over it
YEAH people treating any kind of scarring as some sort of taboo subject is also really annoying to me.. Putting effort into any art starts to not feel worth it when people expect to like. Take everything they want from you while ignoring whatever they don't want to 'deal with'.... very very disheartening to be expected to be quiet about normal parts of my life while. also pouring all my time into making art for other's enjoyment . Like an internet jester
-neway ! Glad my post helped a little at least- it was nice to see others relate to it, so whatever weird discourse it sparked is worth dealing with if it comforted anyone 👍
#mailbox#it's a weird side effect of the expectation that everyone neatly partition‚ label‚ and micro-manage every part of their personality -#to present the most palatable 'persona' possible#to the extent that someone being honest about their lives- including the 'negative' parts#is seen as breaking some sort of unspoken agreement to be quiet about [x problem] so that nobody has to ''deal with it''#and it gets justified as like. it somehow being 'toxic' to acknowledge parts of your life‚ lest it make someone uncomfortable#some of these things. really make me question what exactly people are getting out of tumblr at all
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I love every "Death set Dream up with Hob on purpose" headcanon, and I love "actually I was planning to throw Chaucer at you but I can wing it pretty damn well and, once I heard Hob call me stupid, I knew, yeah that's going to be Dream's boyfriend". It takes a village (or an older sister) to get Dream a boyfriend.
Now, I'm picturing the entire Endless family blindsided when Dream comes to a family dinner like "I GOT MARRIED! LIKE TWO MINUTES AFTER THE LAST DINNER--" "That was a literal century ago?!"
"-- YEAH. WE'RE DOING A VOW RENEWAL."
Not a single sibling clocked this. Not even Destiny.
Destiny, out loud: it was an unlikely path in my book, so I didn't give it much attention
Destiny, in his head: honestly I started speed-reading/skimming through Dream's love life paragraphs because watching him crash and burn and cause massive body counts just seemed so... repetitive and predictable?
Death: knowing our brother, I was carefully managing my expectations and was just glad he was still doing the century meetups last time I'd checked. Good for him, managing to stay with somebody for a century, that outstrips his last relationship by ... like 7 decades. Kind of offended I wasn't invited to this wedding, kind of not planning to say anything?
Desire: At this point, I stick my fingers in my ears and go "lalalalalala" whenever I hear anything about Dream and want, either him wanting or somebody wanting him, because Death said I had to stop making fun of him for how disproportionate his Yearn to Act Ratio was, and any ammunition I can't use is just ... irritating. I figured if anything really changed, my twin would tell me about his descent into misery.
Despair: He was less miserable, but I assumed it was a fluke and he'd return to his normal equilibrium eventually. And it's not like my twin let me know he'd managed to successfully want AND obtain something?
Destruction is Sir Not Appearing In This Picture.
And Delirium had more important things to think about than her brother's sad love life, like would flying fish fired out of confetti cannons be considered birds until they landed?
Meanwhile all denizens of the Dreaming are never not aware that Dream is happily married, because the weather has been perfect for years and the throne room stained glass is some variation of Hob and Dream being lovey-dovey.
Lucienne: If I see them necking in the stacks ever again I will be forced to take action, and Lord Morpheus is aware of that fact, but we haven’t had a library flood in 103 years, so overall we’re pleased.
#silly nonsense#the sandman#dreamling#dream's love life is a car accident that everybody sees coming and either goes 'AGAIN?' or prepares popcorn for#and he's very aware of that fact#which is why he's like 'can we keep this private for a little while? not ashamed of you#just very aware of how my siblings will react. a lot of wincing and bet placing'#hob: your family places bets?#dream: yeah. destiny keeps a record of all wagers but doesn't take part since he's omniscient#hob: so isn't he already aware we're married?#dream: he's the one who taught me snitches get stitches#dream: and he errs on the side of 'if you don't already know#i shouldn't tell you'#(#destiny: mother didn't raise us to snitch#desire: mother didn't raise us at alll#)#dream: so he'll keep quiet because it's not his business#hob: alright but we're wearing wedding rings and if anybody asks we're not denying we're married#dream: [touched that hob's so emphatic that they're married]#idek what century this is happening in#it'd be funny if it's 18th or 19th#therefore there'd be no quarrel in 1889#but if dream got fishbowled hob would be out for blood
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What games I think the ATVS cast has on their phones if you were to ask them:
Miles: Those paint by color games but also somehow Minecraft Java cause that’s how it is in his universe. Most intricate and beautiful pixel art known to man on those worlds but is dog shit at making them in the computer.
Rio: 2048 cause she thinks it stimulates the mind and wants to have something in common with Miles and thinks it’s improving her math skills. Also cut the rope cause the alien is cute.
Jefferson: Classic solitaire or Wordscapes. Goes to Miles constantly when he can’t figure out a word or move and brags about how Miles is for getting a word like Suspect.
Miguel: Every single candy crush, at the highest current level and logged into Facebook to save his streak. So much gold cause he never loses a level and one time he did he broke down and banned candy for a week.
Peter: The most obscure like bottom of the barrel game you see on those tik toks. Charge phone simulator or he literally turns the internet off and plays the Dino game cause he’s too poor to afford the gigs for game space.
Mayday: Those fake phones from Claire’s that play the little jingles but she drooled on it and shorted the battery so it just sound like the wails of the damned.
Gwen: Girl has PianoTiles un ironically and pirated geometry dash. She can play both with her eyes closed. Also that hairstyling game that she may or may not use to choose her next hair color.
Hobie: Doesn’t believe in phones due to governments stealing ur data and uses a cup and string he throws through a portal to talk to the others instead.
Pavitr: Cookie run kingdom but his kingdom has the most cluttered design to mimick Mumbattun. Worst team set ups of your life. Also one random virtual pet game that he takes way too seriously
Margo: Episode and Bitlife but she hacks Episode for diamonds cause she ain’t gonna have her characters act or look like raggedy bitches
Jess: Candy crush but not a freak like Miguel. Probably has Farm life too. Only plays them at night in bed like that one image of Peter Griffin
#they ask Margo for the bit life tea and beg miles to figure out how to get Java on their phones#Miguel plays with his volume all the way up so all you hear from the other side of the door of his dark quiet room#is a muffled Tasty~ and Delicious~ or the sound of him throwing the phone when he misses a good move#hobie brown#spider punk#pavitr prabhakar#spiderman india#gwen stacy#ghost spider#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#peter b parker#mayday parker#miles morales#rio morales#jefferson morales#jessica drew#margo kess#spider byte#atsv#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » a tale of two lieutenants (part two)
#sas rogue heroes#sasrh:canonau#turns out augustin cannot for the life of him figure the irish lieutenant out#and he makes him oh so very curious#actually both irishmen kinda do#especially when they're together#but whereas paddy remains pretty set in letting augustin see just one side of him#(and maybe just a glimpse of something else when he lets his guard down with eoin and doesn't realise the french is looking)#eoin seems to do the opposite and it's like he enjoys showing he contains multitudes every single time both lieutenants have an interaction#and just when jordan thinks he's finally understood who's this young talented soldier#BAM something else pops up#he's not just paddy's number one defender#he's also pretty good at leading a drill and training??#he's joyful and kind to others (english and french - he makes no difference)#he's a talented pianist ?? certainly catching augustin's attention when he gives paddy lessons in the mess hall#(lessons which he tries not to stare at for they feel a bit private)#he's skilled not just with weapons and strategy but also with the pen ?? with words ??#if the letters he's seen him ghost write are anything to go by#but oh then he starts making off handed comments about poetry#about books#about books augustin is reading in those small moments of quiet in between the raids and the battles#and he's *stubborn* - augustin figures out when comments turn into conversations turn into exchanges and into debates#and he *likes* debating - they have that in common#tbh neither of them back down from their own stances and augustin would say theres never someone who comes on top#until one time when augustin is quite sure he's got this one#but then eoin mcgonigal just delivers one final blow in perfect french that leaves him just ?????¿¿¿¿¿???#and he's a bit speechless#and eoin just smiles his usual smile and stretches and leaves like it's nothing and MON DIEU does he make augustin OH so curious#and that's the only reason he stares#NYWAY this is super self indulgent id say more but tag limit POINT IS love em they shouldve met paddy has 2 hands (as do they)
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a glimpse of a piece I’ve been working on for an upcoming glitch artist collective show; I am tentatively calling it ‘tantric meditations in a factory that smells like cat piss’ but I’m gonna see how the vibe develops before I pull the trigger on that. anyways, here’s a slice.
#damn I’ve been quiet lately huh. life has been good. glad to have the chance to display my work in a gac show; full circle moment 4 me#just want to do my best. defo been on the slow side creatively following my move; photography aside. always good to return to glitch.#breaking shit never gets old and also never gets boring. destruction is creation etc etc I FUCK w dichotomies baybeeeeeeeeee#my art#glitch art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#glitchcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#wip art#glitch#glitch aesthetic
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one of the things mourn watch rook has the most comments about/seems pretty knowledgeable about when they're there is the way the necropolis will just shuffle rooms around every now and then on a whim, so I'm headcanoning that rye's previous area of expertise, outside of general watcher duties, was keeping track of and rediscovering these lost or displaced areas. that, and basically acting as a sort of tour guide when need be, such as on the day they met varric.
'have we really misplaced the ashen cathedral again? *sigh* that's the third time this year, we really must strengthen the wards. oh well. someone send for ingellvar, they'll track it down in no time I'm sure. and it might keep them out of trouble for a while'
#rye's mourn watch dwarf father figure was responsible for maintaining and securing the buildings and structures of the necropolis#not quite in the top leadership of the construction side of the watchers but pretty high up there#so it makes a lot of sense to me that way too they've been to more sections of the necropolis than even most watchers go#and know the buildings and structures very well#rye would just like. set out alone for a week track down a missing mausoleum and nod in satisfaction as he updated the maps haha#this instinct for isolation and disappearing into the immense ancient silence shared only by the dead and the weight of his own grief#had no long term effects on his psychological development. of course. literally don't even worry about it he's fine :)#'I go on short hectic jaunts into the world of the living. and then I come back here and it's quiet once it becomes too much to bear#I think that's what they call work life balance or something' (it's not)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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im so gender confused because im a he/him who wants masculine attributes and i present myself as butch but i still get euphoria when i pull my hair back to look like a girl because then i look like my better self
#kostik speaks#dont develop a dissociative disorder worst mistake of my life#me when im a dude: depressed. a bit bland#me when im a girl: happier. more comfortable#but i am a dude more than i am a girl. it just happens that my girl self is better than me in every way#im currently standing at. i want to transition. i want to be a guy. and maybe when i am ill feel comfortable presenting my girl side#maybe then ill feel comfortable????#shes not hyper fem at all shes about the middle ground. she has longer hair and middle ground clothing and personality presentation#but it just feels really unnatural to be her except in brief moments alone#as far as outdoor is concerned i am some quiet butch thing who isnt really there#YANNO?#i have too many souls for this i really dont know how much is trauma response and how much is 'actual' genderqueerness#i think im always just. me. im seeing the endocrinologist for T soon so i have just been thinking about where i stand
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hey lol *pmmms your 2wink*
#micas art#enstars#ensemble stars#あんスタ#hinata aoi#yuta aoi#ive yet to share anything about this au with anyone but for context: this is my very loose take on a pmmm au#most of enstars' storyline goes the same but at certain points kyubey chimes in and offers a wish in exchange for help with fighting witche#in the twins' case he gets to hinata first some time before the setsubun disaster. he hasnt gotten to expose his feelings to yuta#and kyubey takes advantage of that to offer an easy solution to his issue! so hinata wishes to vanish from yuta's life and memories#in consequence yuta is left on his own without a single memory of hinata but a very strong sense that something is out of place#everything in his life seems to go fine: he gets along great with his classmates. he works hard to improve as an idol in school#but for some reason he cant seem to shake the feeling that the world has become a little too quiet and vast#that something is missing and not right#and so when kyubey approaches him offering miracles he chooses to follow his guts and wishes to find whatever's been missing from his side#i wont go into further details (bc this is getting really long djdjd) but id be happy to talk about it more!!#only other unit ive got finished stuff for is valk (4 pieces to be exact) but i plan on sharing these later so yeah!! enjoy this for now~
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more historical fiction needs to be set in ww1. bonus points if you fag it up
#every time i check historical fiction books its like the year: 1943 and like OK geez#either ww2 era or like the 60s or 20s or some shit#can i PLEASE get a story set in the goddamn trenches of verdun thats mean and nasty about killing characters#sorry theres no easy “bad side” in that war ?? make the bad side the governments cuz thats what it was#my god. can i read about our protag watching some guy die horrifically from a gas attack#and then fuck one of the other soldiers to find any form of intimacy+comfort#read one book set in ww1 but it focused mainly on the russian revolution. still a good one i love u martha hall kelly#but they made this one random dude enlist in the air force and i was SURE he was dead walking corpse u know#but he SURVIVED i was mad. kill this bitch#pilots at a certain point in the war i wanna say 15-16 had such short life expectancies KILL HIM !!!!!#anyway if u have recommendations of queer ass ww1 books i will take them please and thank u#dont even have to be queer just want some all quiet on the western front type shit
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Storm clouds coming in 🌧️🌤️ !.
#Clouds#Sky#Country side#downfalldestiny#downfall#life#magic destinations#magical world#magic moments#Beauty#Calm#Quiet#Winter#Moving clouds#House#Lake#Sea#Ocean#Storm
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I need more info about Cyberpunk Vince 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
My boy?? The most beautiful boy in the whole entire universe??? My current favorite subject???? Why ofc I'll be happy to oblige!! The lore is a bit loose for now bc I'm not super knowledgeable about cp2077 lore, but this is what I have so far:
(Also more pictures bc I can never get enough of him)
he came from humble beginnings, his father died early when he was a kid and he and his mother lived in heywood for a good portion of his childhood(canonically corpo v grew up in charter hill but also idc <3 that's not vince he's not rich kid material)
his mom sunk herself into debt to pay for his tuition at Arasaka Academy. That's one of the reasons why he never quit, despite the pressure really weighing down on him and causing him to develop depression and anxiety as a teen. Working for Arasaka did help him pay off the debt, but he could never find the proper time for therapy, and as a result he's. Well. Traumatized dbdjdjkd he's anxious, highly demanding of himself and has a warped sense of self esteem(ie "I am only good for something as long as I'm good at my job")
he's also quite blunt bc of the convivence with other corpo types. He's nice, but he just talks Like That. Comes off as a bit of an asshole at first but as the story progresses ppl realize he's actually very sweet and mindful, and lives and dies by his principles. He actually softens up a Lot after being kicked out of Arasaka, slowly getting out of the corporate mindset and going back to his old self. Very likely to treat people with compassion and kindness and offer them a shoulder to cry on when they need it
he still comes off a bit blunt tho djjdkckckck I attribute most of this to the voice acting But it's fine. It makes for a fun character trait cjjckckck
lowkey superstitious. He's not religious but likes to listen to Misty talk about spiritual stuff and starts kinda believing in some of it. Really enjoys her tarot readings. Lowkey starts saying shit like "well you see this is because I'm a virgo"(he's joking ofc. Or is he)
stealth hackerman sort of guy. I've nuked many a room full of enemies without being seen a single time while playing as him <3
That's mostly what I have for now xjskkckc will probably continue building him up as I play more of the game c:
#ADDITIONALLY I'm cooking up something in my head where like#since pepper also grew up in heywood (w the streetkid background) they could've known each other as kids#and been friends and had little crushes on each other#but then vince went to the academy and they lost contact and went down different paths in life#but then they meet again somewhere in the main story idk where yet#and like there's still some of that connection they had while at the same time there's some strangeness#bc they've become different ppl. but there's some things that never changed#so in a way they know each other but they're also getting to know new sides of each other#pretty much like in vtmb jdjdkfkkf I'm basically getting a lot of the general ideas from there and adapting them to here#his backstory with his mom also mirrors the vtmb version#and the main difference in his personality is that here he's blunt but in vtmb he's quiet and stoic#the effect it has on ppl is very similar tho. they think he's arrogant and aloof on first impressions jdjfjjcjck#so he's mostly the same guy with some differences for the sake of adaptation#asks#cp2077 pt#oc.vince77
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#gacha#gacha life 2#boredom post ig#read tags for my backstory lol (if you want to ofc)#me before summer was wilddd 💀#i said that i wanted to set stuff on fire#like- JUST ANYTHING 🤨💀??????#LIKE GIRLIE YOU DIDN'T EVEN SPECIFY 😭😭💀?????#but 2020 me was much mUch mUCHh WORSE#i made hated child skits 😭#but they were only abt SIX SCREENSHOTS LONG 💀💀💀💀💀#AND IT WAS NOW.GG THAT I USED SO YOU COULD SEE THE LITTLE THING ON THE SIDE 😭#AND DIDN'T HAVE A PHONE SO I DID ALLAT ON A LAPTOP 💀😭💀😭💀#i still have that laptop#i watch youtube on it now tho#as of me rn im pretty quiet and laid back 😐#capcut#capcut meme#gl2#gacha club#gacha life#rock paper scissors
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cr: patrick j mccormack
#quiet diners#diner#small town america#southern americana#truck stop#road side diner#country life#90s nostalgia#southern roots#southern raised#small town#country living#water tower town
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I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious
#kibumblabs#I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to#menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life#not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal#because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just#expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’????#this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc.#anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but#i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery#i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS.#and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you#but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s#this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is#similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know#doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either#minor temporary or unlikely)#grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t#or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives#cw menstruation
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Personally speaking if I had to pick one rairpair out of the entire hellaverse to become canon it would be Velvette x Verosica but man it is going to be the most lavish, fluffy, intensely intimate, passionate, rancid & disastrous 24/7 trending full blown shitstorm hell has ever seen I don't think anyone is going to be ready. Not even these two. Dear god especially not these two.
Man Verosica is just 2 for 1 on short gremlin kings who are also coincidentally emotionally constipated walking talking sacks of untreated mental illnesses wrapped up in 3 layers of intimacy issues isn't she but hey at least this one's pretty much guaranteed never to steal your credit card for horse riding lessons and most definitely won't be caught one ring down in wrath in the middle of fuck knows where with said credit card so.... yay improvement?
#and unlike the last one - they don't talk about the last one -#She likes how effortlessly confident Velvette is with everything she works with and how little she has to worry about their relationship#when she's around her#ofc the gradual loss of autonomy and general sense of self is a whole other thing and she definitely doesn't need to think about it ever-#-cause her stunningly hot drop-dead gorgeous filthy rich and famous girlfriend just designed her 10 new fashion lines for her new tour-#-without her even asking-#-and they're gonna live stream the best date she's ever going to have in the fanciest restaurant the pride rings has to offer.#she's never felt this adored & safe & content in satin knows how long she is getting herself trashed every other saturday and STILL#manages to look flawless for every magazine by morning#& Velvette tells her they look so hot together every time they take a selfie as she pulls her waist & face & hair & neck into her side#like she's ready to swallow her whole#they spoil each other with gifts & praises and shit talking ppl behind their back#and absolutely nothing between them ever went wrong#hazbin hotel shitposts#helluva boss#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel velvette#I remember having a headcannon that Velvette sends every single girl/boyfriend(toy) she has ever had to Valentino after she dumps them.#sometimes she'll even throw in a personal recommendation#Velvette is dead quiet about the breakup this time around#Valentino - for once in his life- knows better to ask#Verosika never came to pentegram city to do live shows since#angst#I suppose#which is probably all my 2 neurons are good for past 9 pm
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