I’m 23F, you absolutely must be 18+. Now that that’s out of the way…
Hello, there! I’m seeking a long-term partner for a specific fandom (or phandom, in this case-) and I’m looking to play a specific character. I’ve been writing Christine Daaé from The Phantom of the Opera on and off for a couple of years now, and I’m hoping to find someone to write the basement dweller Phantom himself for my portrayal. I love their relationship, and mainly I just want to center a thread (or possibly multiple, if my partner likes multiple threads!) around what could have possibly happened, had circumstances been kinder in canon to Erik and Christine. Alternatively, we can pick up towards the end of canon and go from there! I’m also open to different verses and storylines and ‘what if’s, so long as the characters stay the same. Some darker and toxic themes are welcomed, as there’s canonical murder after all… I would like to collaborate on a plot together we both enjoy.
Preferably my partner knows the story and characters, and has at least read or watched one adaption. I would like you to be familiar with it, as too many people have tried to get into it specifically for a roleplay and it has never worked out. I myself lean to the book and to the Webber musical for inspiration. I want to center around romance and (what could be considered unconventional, but still) slice-of-life play in the nineteenth century in Paris. Smut totally optional, I’m not explicitly seeking it but it’s always a nice bonus. Mainly I just want them to be happy for once. (Or not… angst is always an option!)
That all being said, I’m a relaxed partner. I can write extremely long replies (ones that require Discord Nitro to send in one piece-) and I can also do shorter stuff. I only write in the third person. I do not use asterisks. I’m an English major, but I’m not exceptionally picky about the occasional typo. Post sizes fluctuate and change based upon what happens, but I would like a partner who gives enough detail to chew on. When talking OOC, I usually type in all lower case, and sometimes it gets messy. Don’t judge me based on that, it’s a bad idea. I’m just here to chill and write. I would prefer to write on Discord!
I tend to fixate on things easily, and I would appreciate it if the enthusiasm was reciprocated (at least a little…).
If you’re interested at all, feel free to like this post and I will reach out to you! I’m looking for lax people and collaborative fun. That’s all ♡
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The Face I Cherish
erik destler x reader
i lost the request by my own stupidity but the basic plot was that one part in the phantom of the opera books, where erik reveals his face to Christine (in this fic, reader) he says something along the lines of 'im a handsome man, arent i", in this version, reader shows him love instead of hatred
tags/warnings- slowish burn, tender angsty fluff
word count- 672 words
divider by- floriseu
Erik stood before me, the darkness of the candlelit room casting long, jagged shadows on the stone walls. His breath was ragged, as if he had fought to reveal his face, a battle within himself against a lifetime of torment and disgust. Slowly, with shaking hands, he reached up and tore the mask from his face.
His disfigurement was exposed—half of his face twisted and scarred, the flesh marred by a cruel fate. The other half, though, was breathtakingly beautiful: sharp cheekbones, a strong jaw, and piercing eyes that flickered with an intensity I had never seen before. He glared at me, challenging me, waiting for my inevitable recoil.
“You see?” His voice wavered, a mixture of bitterness and vulnerability. “Look upon me and behold the monster I truly am.”
I didn’t move. I couldn’t. My heart ached for him, for the man who had spent his life hiding behind shadows and masks. His expression darkened as he mistook my silence for disgust.
“I’m a handsome man, aren’t I?” he sneered, his voice dripping with sarcasm, mocking his own reflection. He was daring me to lie, to pretend, to do anything but look at him for who he was.
But I didn’t see the hideousness he expected me to recoil from. Instead, I saw the years of loneliness, the pain etched into every scar, and the desperation for love in his eyes. Without thinking, I took a step forward, my hands trembling but not from fear. His sharp inhale was audible, but I ignored it. I reached out, my fingers gently cupping his face—both the unmarred side and the scarred side, treating them both with the same tenderness.
“Yes, you are,” I whispered softly, my thumbs brushing over the rough patches of skin, feeling the warmth beneath them.
Erik froze. His whole body went rigid, as if my touch was something foreign, something he didn’t know how to comprehend. His wide eyes met mine, searching for some hint of cruelty or pity, but there was none.
“You are beautiful, Erik,” I continued, leaning closer. “Not because of this—” I gently touched the scarred side of his face, “—or this—” I moved to trace the smooth lines of the other side. “But because of who you are.”
His lips parted, a sharp intake of breath that he seemed to choke on. His hands hovered in the air, unsure whether to push me away or pull me closer.
Before he could decide, I leaned in, pressing my lips to his forehead, just between the ridges of his scar. His skin was warm under my lips, and I could feel him trembling beneath my touch.
I moved to kiss the side of his face, planting soft, lingering kisses along the jagged lines of his scars, treating them with the same reverence I gave to the unmarred parts of him. “You are beautiful, Erik,” I repeated, the words punctuated with each gentle kiss.
Erik’s breath hitched. He stood still, as if he didn’t know how to react, as if my affection was something he had never imagined could be real. Slowly, tentatively, his hands found my wrists, holding me as though I might vanish if he let go.
“You don’t have to hide from me,” I murmured, my lips moving to his cheek, then the corner of his mouth. “You never had to.”
His grip on my wrists tightened, and for a moment, I thought he might pull away, retreat back into the shadows of his mind. But instead, he leaned into my touch, a soft, broken sound escaping him—a sound that was almost like a sob.
“You don’t understand…” he whispered hoarsely, his voice cracking. “I am a monster.”
“No,” I said firmly, pulling back just enough to meet his eyes. “You are a man, Erik. A man who deserves to be loved.”
For a moment, his eyes searched mine, filled with disbelief, vulnerability, and something that looked like hope—a hope he had long buried. Slowly, almost hesitantly, he leaned forward, pressing his forehead against mine. His hands slid down to my waist, holding me as though I were his lifeline.
“I don’t know how…” he whispered, his voice trembling, “to accept that.”
“You don’t have to know right now,” I replied softly, brushing my lips over his in the lightest of kisses. “Just know that it’s true.”
For the first time since he revealed his face to me, Erik didn’t try to hide. He didn’t pull away. Instead, he held me tighter, his scarred face pressed against mine, as if in that moment, he finally believed that he was worthy of love.
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Roleplay Partner wanted
Hello there! I am a 25-year-old female looking for a roleplay partner, preferably 18+! I absolutely love plotting, coming up with headcanons, moodboards, etc. with my partner so that is an absolute must! I am fairly descriptive and often write 3-4 paragraphs or more depending on your length! I do most of my writing on Discord so please prepare for that! I can do canonxcanon, ocxoc, and ocxcanon! just ask me what you'd like to do!
I am also happy to double up or to play the female role! NSFW is welcome, but I still want the story to have a plot as well. We can discuss triggers and other things as well! Currently, these are the fandoms I am looking for along with my love interests!
Shadow and Bone-Kaz Brekker
Phantom of the Opera-Erik Destler or an OC
Bridgerton-Benedict Bridgerton
Harry Potter- James Potter, Teddy Lupin, Draco Malfoy, George Weasley
Stranger Things-Steve Harrington or Eddie Munson
Hunger Games/Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes-Finnick Odair or Coriolanus Snow
The Lost Boys-David Powers or Dwayne
Umbrella Academy-Luther Hargreeves
Game of Thrones-Robb Stark
The Witcher-Geralt
HOTD- Harwin Strong or Aemond Targaryen
The Vampire Diaries-Niklaus Mikaelson
For Non-Fandoms, I have a lot of plots but usually prefer slice of life, mafia/crime, supernatural, grumpyxsunshine, next door neighbors, greek mythology inspired, university au's, etc. ! If you are interested and I hope that you are, please leave a like and I will get back to you ASAP!
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