#the pav tag

[lildoodlecat]

SINCE WHEN WERE YOU IN JAPAN :O (went to Japan last year) Pls don’t steal the asbel figure in the akihabara ami ami I’m gonna go back for him I was just too broke when I found him 😭 Also you should try kotobukiya if you haven’t already~ it’s where I obtained my meebo plushie :> Good luck with your merchandise search 🫡 (also if you want to spend ur coins on really fucking good food instead may I recommend instead this little place called la casa in asakusa which is in the top 2 restaurants I’ve ever been in (the other is Froggies Bistro in Lakes Entrance here in Australia which is sadly closed forever 😔😔😔) OH AND THE ODAIBA RAMENNNNNN it’s really tucked away in this shopping complex but there’s this collection of ramen stores all next to each other (all meant to represent different regions of Japan) and there’s this one which is most identifiable by the gold flakes on top but it’s soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good and I will cry about it forever :(

I've been here for uhhh 6 days?? I'll be here another 8ish tho ✨✨

Aaaaa I was in Akihabara on the first day!!!! I was with a group tho and didn't research beforehand where to find things so we mostly wandered.. I'm in Hokkaido now so it'll have to be later ;w; it was fun just looking around tho

I'll definitely keep the restaurant recs in mind!! I've been a lot of places but for ramen I went to Ramen Alley in downtown Sapporo and had some suuuper tasty spicy miso ramen!! (Can't remember the specific shop.. this is a recurring issue for this trip idk what anywhere is called sjxk)

There was a ghibli store in a mall nearby and I had to hold myself back from buying souvenirs that weren't practical bc I'll be at another one later but!!! Got a cute subtle howl bag, castle in the sky keychain, and retractable card holder for my kitaka ✨✨

Also in the time this ask was in my drafts I went to a ghibli expo and bought a bunch of less practical stuff haha

Pic of my snack + bag full of souvenirs

There were so many movie poster prints and postcards,, and ghibli merch areas in Japan actually have Castle in the Sky so I've been going a little insane sjxkdk I was literally the last one out of the expo + merch area before they closed

Here's a merch peak + some suuuper cool statues they allowed pics of

My wallet will rest in so many pieces after this. In fact I had to replace my American wallet bc it was too short for yen bills and had no place for coins ajdksk so boom red panda wallet

Basically I'm having soso much fun and will uhhh definitely be able to fit everything in my second suitcase for the trip home...... Definitely..........

[shayneysides]

hobie: kill yourself

pavitr: WHAT THE HELL BRO WHAT DID I DO

original format from @ha-youwish in this post!

[bra1nw0rmz]

I’m really drunk um

[arimitskevich]

lots of doodles i havent shown here hi

[phontao]

EN GARDE

[silliest-of-billies]

emo pavitr concept art nothing will ever make me hate you

thanks

[ishimaru-suprimacy]

I love them a normal amount

[zeepygwyb]

I made a Fake Daav BL cover!!

This isn’t a real comic or anything I plan on making, just for funsies hehe

I had a different idea for this sketch, but my friend was an angel and made some edits to the sketch and it looked like the cover of a manga and so I went with it!!

I really, really!! Like this ship, I wish I saw them a bit more often. There’s something about the way they interact that tickles my brain well.

I’ll try to update a bit more! ^^

Here are some other color versions and the lovely sketch’s my friend provided for me! She doesn’t have tumblr, but her instagram is @ c1nnomin !! Go check her out, she helps me a lot on some of my stuff :3

End of post byyeee 🏃

[terrorbrigade]

I actually drew this before my last piece of marina but Shhhh nobody has to know

[funger-rips]

Fear and Hunger: Termina - Playable characters helping Pav back to the train

[hyak-wixgar]

my four survivors.......... guy who was supposed to die tomorrow, the coolest person in existence tm, a chihuahua magda gessler and fucked up failgirl who just did murder.........

[lildoodlecat]

freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ you’re under arrest for being so lovely. copy this message to 10 other blogs (if you want to~) that you think are beautiful and deserve it. keep the game going and make others feel beautiful 💛 Hi Jay :3

noooOOOO you can't do this to meeeEEEEEEE ∑((゜Д゜;)

hi pav!!! i think i saw this when you sent it but i've been off tumblr for a few days and forgot to respond s;lkdjf;sld

ty for the silly ask hehe

[nilovalentine]

OK NOW I CAN SLEEP I HAD TO RUSH THIS OUT. MET PAV. proceeded to die horribly from poison. oh well!

[poketkit]

This specific sprite does smth to me

[starlightkun]

❧ teaser word count: 973 | full fic: 26.0k ❧ genre: angst, fluff, paranormal/supernatural au, ghost!jisung ❧ warnings: mentions of death, prominent side character dies early in the fic, depictions of grieving, family member of the reader is sick (it’s dementia-like, though the disease is never named in the fic), family tension/drama (reader has some family members that are not very nice to her), reader has some sleep/physical health issues at one point, reader is just really going through it in this fic for a while ❧ extra info: the reader’s mom in this has early-onset memory issues; i didn’t name a specific disease because im not a medical expert of any kind and didn’t want to misrepresent any real-life illness in this fic. i combined both my own experiences with my own family members who have had these kinds of illnesses and some research, but i am not an expert and the representation in this fic may not be entirely accurate! ❧ estimated release date: saturday, august 24, 2024 3:00 p.m. eastern time

Crying at a wake was normal. Encouraged even. But you weren’t amongst loved ones, remembering someone you’d lost. You were alone, sitting at the top of the stairs in the dark, crying into your arms to muffle your sobs as you tried to compose yourself from the confrontation you’d just survived. Barely. Your hands were balled into fists to keep them from shaking.

“Are you okay?” A quiet voice caught your attention, gentle, then hushed as he seemed to be speaking to himself, “Why are you asking that? Stupid, stupid.”

You picked your head up out of your arms, quickly wiping the tears that had been streaming down your cheeks as you spotted a young man at the bottom of the stairs. He had dark hair and was dressed in a pair of black pants, a white shirt, and what looked like a black cardigan over the shirt. You didn’t recognize him from the wake, but you hadn’t greeted everyone, nor did you know all the mourners personally. Many were either family friends of your stepdad’s from before he met your mother, old colleagues, or distant relations.

Sniffling and trying to right your clothes, you offered him as much of a smile you could muster, “I’m sorry, it’s uhm, been a long day.”

He froze, his eyes locking on yours and going wide. The man looked behind him, as if expecting you to have been addressing somebody else, and upon seeing an empty hallway, he turned back to you and hesitantly replied, “That’s… okay. Are you alright?”

“Oh, as alright as I can be, I suppose,” you admitted, dabbing at your eyes with your sleeve again. You weren’t sure why you were telling this random man that, but he had spotted you sobbing at a wake, so there wasn’t much of a point in covering that fact up. “Were you looking for the bathroom or…?”

“No, just stretching my legs.” He pushed his hands into the pockets of his cardigan. “I’m sorry for your loss.”

“Thank you.” You nodded. “I don’t think I saw you at the funeral. How did you know my stepdad? Family friend?”

“Yeah, I was around when his kids were growing up.”

“Oh, are you a childhood friend of his sons or something?”

“Friend is a stretch, I think,” he chuckled.

You couldn’t help but laugh bitterly as well, adding a polite but hollow, “I’m sure they appreciate you coming out to pay your respects.”

As he shifted on his feet, the shadows on his face lessened, letting you see his features better. You furrowed your brow with interest.

“How old are you? I mean—You don’t look older than me, you must’ve been much younger than them growing up.”

“I-I mean, we weren’t very close,” he stammered, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.

Feeling bad about putting him on the spot in this sort of scenario, you offered him a sympathetic smile. “Sorry, I didn’t mean anything by that. I didn’t grow up with my stepbrothers, so I guess it’s a bit hard for me to imagine them having friends—Oh!”

As soon as the words were out of your mouth, you slapped a hand over it, wishing you hadn’t said them, especially not to some stranger, who for all you know could turn right around and repeat it to your stepbrothers. That would be the last thing you needed, to give them another reason to hate you, and by extension, your mother.

“That didn’t come out right!” You desperately tried to backpedal, holding your hands out in front of you. “I-I meant that I haven’t met a lot of their friends, since our parents got together later in life, and—”

“It’s okay, it’s okay,” he reassured you calmly, taking a couple hesitant steps up the stairs. You scooted over to make room for him to sit next to you on the top step. He pressed himself against the banister, leaving plenty of space between you two. “I didn’t mean to, but I heard some of what they said to you in the kitchen.”

“I would normally be upset at you for eavesdropping, but I’m kind of glad that somebody else heard some of the shit they said to me this time,” you chuckled cynically.

“‘This time?’” He repeated questioningly. “Are they always like that to you?”

“I don’t see them that often. I think the first time I met the middle son was at the wedding, actually,” you said. “They started spending more holidays with their mom instead of Hyukjun when my mom… after her diagnosis.”

“Oh.”

“God, sorry, you don’t need to be hearing all this shit.” You shook your head at yourself. “I mean, I don’t even know your name.”

“I’m Jisung.”

“Y/N.”

“For what it’s worth, I don’t think it’s true. You and your mom are his family, too.”

You messed with the sleeves of your shirt as you stared at the bottom step, gnawing on your bottom lip, ignoring the metallic taste of blood when you broke skin. Finally, once you’d swallowed down the lump in your throat, you replied with a tight, “Thanks. And I mean, I understand why they would be upset. Their dad just died and two people who are essentially strangers to them are now living in their childhood home. Of course they feel weird about it.”

“That’s... gracious.”

“It’s true. And like I said, their dad died, they deserve some grace.” From elsewhere in the house, you could hear your mom calling your name, and immediately jumped to your feet. “Sorry, I’ve got to go.”

“I understand.” Jisung nodded to you. “It was nice talking to you, Y/N.”

“Yeah, you too. Thanks for listening, Jisung.” You waved to him over your shoulder as you rushed down the stairs and off in the direction of your mother’s voice.

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[mammoth-clangen]

Hey all sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't been home for more than 2 days in a row since mid august and won't be until mid September

Also today has been... hard. I had to have two of my dear old quails put to sleep, which was a long time coming but still hit me. And ive just heard now our family dog has just had to join them due to congestive heart failure. That was sudden and I'm honestly still not comphending I

Sorry for lack of coherence, I have queued some asks for the next few days but after than I'll just do my best for a bit