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Salvation: A tale of the past. (Part 4)
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Homicide detective Britney Loup didn't know whether to shoot him or not... That man, if he really was one, had helped her in several investigations. They were almost always strange cases, unexplained disappearances, ritual deaths, even a human sacrifice in the middle of Bayou St. John! And suddenly he wasn't even human!
"Don't move a muscle or...!" she said loudly, still pointing at the detective's chest.
Nosferatu Detective Lafayette facing Britney Loup with her gun aiming him...
"You can open fire... it would only serve to burn holes in my suit and trench coat... and attract the Police. And I don't think it would be best for you right now..." he said pointing at the bottle of bourbon she held in her left hand and the gun in her right.
"Who the hell... who are you...?!" she asked, looking at the strange bald, pale being with pointy ears and an aquiline nose.
"A private detective from New Orleans. Someone who wants to help whoever needs it. And you seemed to need my help tonight, Britney." Lafayette's voice was the same, that hadn't changed. Neither had his eyes, those intense green eyes.
"Are you... a... monster? What... What are you? Really, tell me!" The Homicide detective was starting to lower her gun.
"My real appearance isn't nice to look at, I know..." he replied with a smile, showing his sharp protruding incisors that rested on his lower lip when his mouth was closed. "But luckily, in order to interact with the rest of the normal people, I can fade from sight and hearing, or adopt a nondescript appearance that doesn't make me stand out among the others..."
Britney Loup lowered her gun, she didn't know why, but she trusted that individual since she met him. Lafayette really wanted to help people!
Homicide detective Britney Loup lowers her gun.
"I'm a Kindred. Some call us vampires..." he told her trying not to alarm the NOPD Homicide detective.
"Wait! Do you really feed on blood? Human blood?" The blond woman asked him with some anxiety in her gaze.
Lafayette smiled maliciously at Britney.
To be continued...
#RP#WOD#VTM#V20#V5#Chronicle: Crescent City By Night#Muse: Jacques Francis Lafayette#Muse: Francis Louis Lafayette#Salvation: A tale from the past#Part 4#NOPD Homicide detective Britney Loup#The painful truth#Masquerade breach for a good cause#Helping the helpless#Nossie Detective
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It's like chopping down a huge tree of immense girth. You won't accomplish it with one swing of your axe. If you keep chopping away at it, though, and do not let up, eventually, whether it wants to or not. it will suddenly topple down.
ZEN MASTER HAKUIN EKAKU
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I'll draw the most beautiful masterpiece and then lose it forever because i named the file 'squobglirt' or something
#the painful truth#i could name my files something more intelligible but that is simply boring#digital art#artists on tumblr
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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!
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hey if you guys go back to the scene where the Cat King puts the truth compulsion on Edwin and, after removing it, asks him "now, doesn't the truth feel better?" if you watch carefully you can see Edwin give a tiny shocked and vulnerable little nod right before the Cat King nods back and you TOO can start screaming and crying inconsolably like I am
#[SCREAMING AND WAILING INTENSIFIES]#catwin#cat king x edwin#edwin paine#edwin payne#thomas the cat king#the cat king#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers#dbda#dbda spoilers#THEY MEAN EVERYTHIN TO ME#A TWO FRAME NOD BUT ITS SO SO FUCKING IMPORTANT#EDWIN IS GODDAMN /RELIEVED/ TO HAVE THAT TRUTH OUT#WE ALREADY KNOW THIS ABOUT HIM AND SECRETS#AND CK GIVES HIM THAT#christ im going to chew through my walls#this scene is literally so fucking important to me just that tiny fuckingwelfk#okay
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bdubs and his starter not cottage-core cottage. and bird roomies
#it pained me not to draw moss on him so i treated myself with tummy.#briseiseart#dans ma vie#hermitcraft#bdoubleo100#bdubs#listen i’m just living my truth and trying to sneak in backgrounds when i can
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“fangs lungs ankles” – Adrianne Lenker
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#jacob anderson#louis de pointe du lac#iwtvedit#sheisraging#userpayel#useryvonne#tusermarissa#userraffa#tusertha#userveronika#*#first link is to listen‚ second link is to buy on bandcamp and support the pcrf#hmmm originally i was going to cross out the last “pain goes” bit bc the point is that the pain of claudia will never fully go away...#but i wanted to frame it more as the resolution of louis' journey#learning the truth and grieving WITH lestat and finally coming into his own as a vampire and being settled with his grief at least#so yeah. that's that
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Tags by @roalinda
Canon James Potter on hearing his name is linked to two ships in ao3’s top 20 ships for 2023 (no 8 and no 18):
Canon James Potter on hearing the most popular of the two is him & Sirius’ Deater baby brother Reggie:
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toothache
#vflower#v4 flower#v4flower#vocaloid#vocaloid flower#my art#my designs#ms paint#i'm 100% aware there's gonna be tooth hurty jokes#truth be told i quickly made this because i keep having pain from my wisdom teeth coming out#but honestly i'm quite famous for the many problems i had with my teeth in the past#and i already removed a wisdom tooth a year ago. it's still on my desk#but anyway
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On Mothers and Pain - Collected Works #1
— her pain was mine, but mine not hers.
Excerpts from-
Autumn Sonata by Ingmar Bergman • On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong • Letter to my Rage: An Evolution by Lidia Yuknavitch • honeytuesday • sixisockets • La Flor de Lis by Elena Poniatowska • The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera • The Unfinished World and Other Stories by Amber Sparks • A Mother's Hate by Sam Gordon • Salt by Nayyirah Waheed
#on mothers#mother#eldest daughter#family#quotes#academia#aesthetic#moodboard#chaotic academia#classic academia#nostalgia#painful truths#ocean vuong#on earth we're briefly gorgeous#ingmar bergman#lidia yuknavitch#milan kundera#poetry#midnight thoughts#midnight musings#dark academia#dark academia aesthetic#family relationships#web weavings#parallels#relatable#mine#on parents
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simulated earth (it does not matter)
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#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#podlock#comic#sherlock holmes#john watson#victor trevor#ft. archie (in like three panels lmao)#need to figure out a podlock specific tag for these guys so this doesnt clutter up the main sh tags#bc ohhh boy. I anticipate being insane abt s&co for a While#this comic def a Hot minute post-gloria scott#what is this about exactly? you ask. haha well (there's sunlight bouncing off a window and when u look back Im already gone)#listen I caught up to everything right before gloria scott and holy Shit that case knocked me on my ass#as a chronic adhd (and thus serious memory problems) haver.... (holds sherlock tenderly)#I have not listened to SOLI yet btw I will tomorrow. I wanted to finish this before catching up#Im obsessed with them. Im such an easy idiot lmao Im a sherlock holmes adaptation enthusiast before Im a human#gloria scott.... the way it muses on the limit of the genre same as the red headed league.... what about the victims?#what about the victims. what about the victims. what part of the pain does the process of investigation cure#victor's like. he's between jobs he's between boyfriends he's living with his dad whose caretaker he just became. who does he have#and sherlock holmes is about the truth but john's been about the solution so far. I just. I really like this john watson lmao#listen the way he complains and then refuses to shoot the underlings in red headed league. based. I love him#I can fix him (radicalize him against punitive justice)#(I am refraining from talking abt sherlock in the tags here bc I Will run out of tags before Im done)#(mariana is not here but I care her too!! she will be here more often in the future I swear I fuckign swear......)#(''I'm in a co-op that's sponsoring my visa. also I just witnessed two actual dead bodies like a month ago'' you mean everything to me)#screams. I got attached SO fast this show is targeting me specifically. my broke millenials suffering in london show#I have like a number of sketches too be prepared. theyre gonna show up soon. until then#have a good day lads. be there! be there.#edit: this comic is finished and assembled in full before I listened to the solitary cyclist part one. this has been an update#I have now listened to SOLI part one. I must hit john watson with a hammer
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– Alida Nugent, "You Don't Have to Like Me: Essays on Growing Up, Speaking Out, and Finding Feminism"
[TEXT ID: "You still crave lemonade, but the taste doesn’t satisfy you as much as it used to. You still crave summer, but sometimes you mean summer, five years ago. You remember your umbrella, you check up on people to see if they got home, you leave places early to go home and make toast." END ID]
#the whole paragraph makes me cry#it's just a simple yet the most painful truth#classic literature#books and literature#literature quotes#quotations#words#excerpts#fragments#alida nugent#text posts
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she loves you so much more than her own life. (x)
#warrior nun#warriornunedit#avatrice#yeah ok i love pain#also i just realized my monitor has a diff color profile than my phone.......what is the truth
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Cooper Howard & Lucy MacLean | Betrayal
#fallout#fallout prime#cooper howard#the ghoul#lucy maclean#fallout tv#fallouttvgifs#the PARALLELS between this and episode 7 is just *chef's kiss*#cannot wait for the two to have to parse through this stuff looking each other#staring into broken mirrors in all it's wretched painful truths#maybe they'll find some comfort in that within each other amongst the desolate wasteland#UGHHHHH#ghoulcy
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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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Room full of broken things
Static world in one of it's early stages, and Mari exhausting herself for a while. She'll get back to action, obviously. But it is especially hard sometimes
#OMORI#OMORI Mari#OMORI Stranger#Mari OMORI#Stranger OMORI#she usually explores the new rooms that get added#Static world (or an early version of it) is. well. painful to see#Mari#Stranger#Spirit Mari#Ghost Mari#My art#do i even count this as colored#let it be#colored#BIG SIS BIG SIS#Truth boi#OMORI spoilers#ID in alt
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