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me stopping in just to remove creators from alwaysfreecc that are paid now:
me when I inevitably join them:
#ceci speaks#nonsims#text#gif warning#the paywall issue#you either die the hero... etc etc#gentle ribbing here lol#if youve been always free for a very long time and it just seems like shit happens...#i aint gonna be mad at ya we had a long run together didnt we lol#the only ones that are sucky are like#the ppl that post one or two posts free and then switch to eacc once they get boosted enough#like cmon now that just stings#bahahaha#negative#just in case
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*blinks eyes separately*
Pov you have a dozen other projects you need to do so logically you stay up until 2 am on a random burst of energy to animate :D
I'M GETTING BETTER!! SLOWLY!!!!!
Anyway, based on chapter four of swsa by @psychologicalwarclaire :] 👍 YOU SHOULD GO READ IT!!! IT'S INCREDIBLE!!!!
#As you've can see I only wanted to draw the troll's feet 😂#I'm pretty sure it was a troll or something in the first fight? I dunno I need to reread it#weeeeeeeeeee#anyway hope you like it curly :>#ONE DAY I'll do a real animatic#swsa#swsa animatic#spider's web with strings attached#animation#animatic#this... Was not supposed to happen lol XD I was originally just going to do a silly lil animation practice but then swsa :D#wow. Usually I can't focus on animatic for more than five minutes so I'm surprised I got this done in one night XD#art#rottmnt#I'm getting slightly less sucky! :D#donnie go nyooom#okay I sleep now :)#Obby art
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Hello! Wanted to ask about Ream. You said that you set your tiers a long time ago, and with current horrors of Patreon and such will you add some tiers to Ream so that once-a-month payers on Patreon could find a tier with same price on Ream and would be comfortable moving? Thanks!
Hi anon!
So this is something I've been thinking over for months actually.
At first I was like 'yes of course' and then a very good friend sat me down and I realised that...actually maybe not.
Here's the reason (tl;dr I haven't increased my income in 10 years and actually cost of living has gone up in that period of time and I need to eat too):
Those prices haven't changed in a decade. I haven't had a 'wage increase' on that front in a decade. You can't change tier prices once they're made, they're locked in place forever (until you delete or retire the tier).
Not only that, but I offer about...3-4 times as much as I used to.
In the end, I increased my prices on Ream (a semi-midway point between charging once and charging twice) because of inflation and cost of living.
I know that everyone reading this is impacted by that too, and that might mean some people can't subscribe to Ream (or can't subscribe on the same tier) for a few dollars more because it's just too much, but I am now drastically undercharging compared to so many other authors on the market who do subscription.
Where I charge $5 USD for base early access, most charge between $10-20. I settled on $9 USD on Ream. Some authors have tiers of like... $100-200 per month, and I couldn't ever dream of doing that. But this is my career, and it's the money I use to pay for food, bills, etc. I don't make a minimum wage with the hours I work, and the idea of just hitting the country's average yearly income feels like a distant dream.
Granted, some of that could be down to my marketing options (like maybe I'd make more if I took all my writing offline and made people pay for all of it, but I don't want to do that, I like the model I do now, but it's dependent on those who can comfortably afford to support it... supporting it - if they want!!)
When I set up Ream, and set up the new tiers, I set them up with how much the cost of living has changed in a decade and how much other authors are charging on the whole. And I thought about it and came to the conclusion that I have 10 years behind me, I'm offering 3-4 times as much as I used to and am only charging about 50-80% more, cost of living has changed, and since I don't rely on book royalties (I love Perth Shifters but royalties work out to about $30 every 3 months), subscription is where the changes need to happen.
I'm not super happy about that, like, obviously I don't want people to feel hard done by, but all I can do is remind myself - and remind you and others anon - that unlike 99% of other authors in subscription, almost all of my writing becomes freely available if folks just have patience. That's something I know for a fact some other authors think I'm stupid for doing, lol, but I prefer doing it this way because it feels fandom and community friendly in a different way.
So even if folks can't afford a few dollars more to subscribe on Ream (you can become a follower though and still get email notifications - no one needs to pay to follow me on Ream, that's completely free), you just need to be patient. Like I get it, that few dollars is the difference sometimes between a bill getting paid and not getting paid - I feel and live that myself. I'm so angry at the Patreon situation, because honestly, if my account goes tomorrow and I get banned there, I may have to quit writing if Ream can't pick up fast. I cannot work for like... 50c an hour.
And I need to make some posts about this on Patreon obviously, but the stress of it is so overwhelming, because it's like staring down the barrel of a potentially career-ending policy decision.
Anyway, re: tier prices, the one exception to not changing / offering half-priced or lower-priced tiers is the merch tier, where I have thought about approaching Ream with getting an ongoing discount code, since I calculated sending merch on the merch tier at the $25 USD rate with the awareness that some people would be paying twice as much, and the leap there is the most significant one. That's a place where I'm willing to compromise if I can work that out, and Ream is typically very accommodating.
Folks who can't afford it still get access to nearly everything eventually - and not in a year, but like...in a few months, or even just a handful of weeks.
Folks who don't think my writing is worth a modest increase can choose to bow out whenever they want (or sign up to a lower tier and still get access to nearly everything eventually)!
I am grateful to any and all folks who choose to support my writing whether it's financially or not, and I do get that like, sometimes the budget just does not allow for an increase of any kind. Or maybe you only signed up this year and don't believe in paying more than what you do already, and so it doesn't matter that my prices have been the same for a decade. Most artists / creators / writers have put up their book prices / art prices / etc. Ream is the first time I've ever done it.
Anyway on the matter of the merch tier, I'll talk to Ream about organising some kind of perma-discount and offering it specifically in that tier. For the rest, I'll keep thinking about it, and maybe talk to Ream to see what they suggest too.
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Anyway, I'm just... I am sorry anon, in a perfect world, I would have been able to incrementally increase my tier prices all along with a lot of warning in advance. And I'm also like, extremely and intensely hoping that I can just stay on Patreon, but that seems less and less likely with their new policy changes. I'm not uprooting, I will keep posting on Patreon until the lights metaphorically go out. It's just, they could kick me in an hour and I'd have no recourse and there'd be no point in appealing. Or they could kick me in 5 years, or 10.
In some ways this isn't a problem until Patreon makes it a problem for all of us, but yeah, that's where I'm at. A friend basically reminded me that it's okay for me to value my writing and my 10 years of experience and my track record and my stories a bit more, and I took their advice to heart, and then have felt terribly guilty ever since, lol. I'll keep thinking about my options here, and what I can do, because I obviously don't want to leave a lot of people behind, either.
#asks and answers#pia on patreon#pia on ream#like the long and short of it is i both feel terrible *and* am in the same cost of living crisis#as everyone else#like believe me if i could have everything be free and not even worry about early access and no one waits#and everyone gets everything i would#but in a darkly ironic twist of fate#even things like my antidepressants went up in price this year#(they're not on the PBS - cheap meds in australia are only cheap if they're covered by the PBS)#anyway it's very 'life is hard for everyone and sometimes that means sucky decisions on all fronts'#i'll keep thinking about it anon#and i appreciate you bringing it up
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if i think too long about the ending making lloyd leave the home he worked so hard to save behind along with the new found family he sacrificed his life for so he can move to a place he has no emotional connection to where he only knows two people (one of which is actually following him from the aforementioned home) in order to make him get a standard "have a wife and children" 'happy' ending i start wanting to bite people not gonna lie
#i talk a lot <3#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#it is. such a sucky ending i hate it i'm sorry i cannot stand it#i love charlotte with all my heart and i truly do like alicia#but jesus fuck that ending#the one thing lloyd wants is to have an easy relaxed life surrounded by the people he loves#and then the ending has him become the royal consort to someone we know likes to use people to their best potential#and living permanently away from his parents and all the people he came to care about#except for javier and alicia. and javier is only there because of lloyd anyway.#i just. i hate heteronormative endings so much man.#he didn't need to marry! he could've found his happy ending without having to be romantically involved with anyone!!#there's this whole thing about lloyd thinking to himself that his happy ending will be settling down with a wife and have kids#and then there is this one moment. where he talks about what he really wants. his one true wish.#and he talks about how he just wants a family. a normal family. a family that welcomes him after a day's work. a family that lives a normal#life without worrying about nothing much. he doesn't want big territories or power or an army. he just wants to have a family that loves hi#and enough to keep them safe.#AND FUCKING GUESS WHAT HE GAINS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE NOVEL#GUESS WHAT THE EMOTIONAL CORE OF THE ENTIRE THING WAS#A FAMILY. PARENTS AND A BROTHER AND A BEST FRIEND THAT CARE FOR HIM AND WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY AND HIM DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO KEEP#THEM SAFE. AND HE DOES. EVERYTHING HE DOES WAS TOO KEEP THEM SAFE AND SOUND AND HE GETS HIS WISH.#DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!!#HE DIDN'T NEED TO MARRY BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD HIS WISH. HE ALREADY HAD HIS HAPPY ENDING. I'M SO MAD KASHDKA#tged
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a lot of blank blogs have followed me recently so i'm giving you all one chance to customize your blog before i block you. if your blog doesn't have:
- a title that doesn't say "Untitled"
- a profile picture
- your age somewhere on your blog
you will be blocked because i assume you are a bot. i know a lot of you are probably real people but with the wave of bots and crap STILL going on i'm not taking that chance. we aren't asking for a whole lot. one picture, a number, and a word. that's it. it's the very least you can do to be respectful to the authors you consume content from and i guarantee it takes less than 5 minutes to do all this.
#[💒] — june.txt#i dont think blank blogs understand how sucky it feels#when u have a ton of new notifs and not one of them looks like a real person#this is your only chance to add something anything to ur blog to make it look like youre a real person#many authors wont even give you that chance#if you want to continue reading our fics all you have to do is add a damn pfp
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i just hit 2,000 total kudos on my ao3 account and considering I posted my first fic in July 2022 and am the furthest thing from prolific/consistent, i'm feeling very grateful for the people who still read my nonsense
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#mine.fic#i know that's not a lot compared to some#but the idea that two thousand people hit a little heart on one of my silly little stories makes my heart feel very fuzzy#making a chaptered wip has skewed my hit count just a teeny bit (lolol) so the kudos:hits ratio isn't particularly useful#but the fact there are hundreds of you subscribed to either me or one of my fics is super humbling.#like what do you mean 300 people get an email when i post a chapter? what do you MEAN.#anyway it's been a particularly bad month in a string of pretty sucky months and I just wanna thank the people who read and kudos#as hard as its been at times writing a life in your shape has been the only bright spot i have rn#pls keep yelling at me about how dumb dean is#he is. he's so dumb.#i can't wait to kill his father.
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No way that just happened
#procrastinated my homework for TWELVE HOURS TODAY#only the learn the one assignment i thought i had to do is actually due friday and the other i literally cant do bc he forgot to post the#reading and you cant write a reaction essay on the reading if you cant read it can you?#broooooo#technically i still have to do my portuguese but like. its easy and wont take long and ill have time tomorrow to do it if i dont have to#write the paper. and if i do write the paper theres a nonzero chance i skip portuguese to do it. so like....#probable outcome paper moved to wednesday for next reading#i just read the one for tmrw once he posts it during my 2hr break which is when i do my portuguese too#if this actually works out for me w/o making my morning hell tomorrow thats hysterical#does jackshit for 2 whole days w no consequences..... could you imagine....#also sorry for the morning prof is gonna have when he finds out he didnt post it. also sorry that i had to tell him at midnight with an#essay due on it (obvious procrastinator)#also sorry that NO ONE ELSE pointed it out yet (even more obvious procrastinators)#sucks bc i know its gonna make his day sucky and were friends#so like sorry im the bearer of bad news my friend#i say friends i mean hes still my professor but hes a 25yo grad student ive have 3 classes w including study abroad#like weve gone clubbing together and he bought me alcohol the one time i think its safe to say were cool#as much as anyone who has the power to kill my gpa can be
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Am I projecting my love of warm weather and hiking??? Absolutely, anyway here’s wonderwall
#eggs can art#damganronpa#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#hajime hinata#kokichi ouma#rantaro amami#miu iruma#changed up how I draw rantaro I like it more#also just#AAAAGH THAT BIG ONE WITH RANTARO SHUICHI AND KOKICHI???#I’ve been feeling really sucky about my art lately (I have a habit of tying my self worth to it sadly) and that doodle kinda restored my#faith in myself and my art style#like#wow#I CAN MAKE STUFF I ACTUALLY ENJOY#in general this feels a lot more self indulgent then usual so please put up with me lmao#Kokichi probably wasn’t ready for that hike but he went anyways#he’s in denial about his current physical state he wants to be back to normal NOW what do you mean I need to take a nap after only 2 hours#of hiking type beat#he was originally gonna go on his own but Shu n Rantaro insisted on going with him (both cause they wanted to cause Fun and cause they care#about him yknow?) they decided to have lunch at the view together#I have so many thoughts about the v3 kiddos healing post game so if you’ll listen I’ll keep trying to bring them to life#they have so much life ahead of them :)#this feels like a return to form for me. I don't know. I've been in a bit of a funk lately cause of life stuff hope that wasn't obvious lol#also kaede and miu best friends is real and you cannot escape it
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okay rambles but i started creatively writing in like ... 5th grade? and. oh god just a little encouragement to anyone looking to get into writing or insecure or whatnot, but HELLS, maybe it's to he expected with my (obviously) very young age and inexperience with writing then, but my writing was really. yeah. Yeah. but then i'm what... a lot older now, obviously, and my writing has gotten leagues better. i'm probably not a good example for this bcs childhood years development stuff are different etc etc BUT practicing writing more and whatnot really does go a long way :]
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#my writing in 2020 is a lot different than my writing now even! especially so compared to my writing from 2010s#reading a lot of media is also really important :] i always read a lot of books BUT i only started to really read poetry since the pandemic#which were uh basically my early teenage years so idk if i'm a good example for this bcs childhood brain development and stuff (???)#BUT STILL ..... playing games like ffxiv and being really invested in the lore and writing + reading more poems and being fascinated with#more authors and pieces of literature + expanding my general vocabulary knowledge whatnot ... it all really goes a long way!#oh man i'm pretty proud of myself actually. i do love my writing. as imperfect (as all things are) it is.#i had a lot of Pauses with writing throughout my uhh relatively short life thus far since i'm NOT yet an adult and all aha but yeah!#so bless ffxiv again for bringing back my writing spirit... and other medias and whatever <3#rn i have to thank bg3 for bringing back my Creative Spirit bcs i've been writing a lot more again and having/working on my creative ideas!!#okay i just wanted to ramble a bit lol ^_^ there!#idk my being a writer is very important to me. and my journey as one too.#i want to make a book one day! most feasibly would be to make a collection of short stories :] a bit similar to 'm is for magic' maybe bcs#i grew up with that lol neil gaiman i adore you <3#i have a very special original world in my head but i am a little selfish and want to keep them all to myself... oops. or who knows!#anyway i have a lot of ideas and i adore writing and literature sooo much <3#anyway. okay. leaving it here.#cheering on every writer author whatever out there !!! unless you're a sucky person of course yuck bigots but yeah ^^ <3#huge writing inspo for me is uhhhhhhhh. thinking#ffxiv! does ffxiv count. esp drk quests. and shb as a whole. and then... edgar allan poe? neil gaiman? yeah?#can't remember anyone else good gods but i love vivid and imaginative storytelling and writing descriptively :] a bit of prose but also#quite simple in its eloquence (???) unsure honestly oh gods anyway BYE rambles over apollo signing off beep boop AGHHHHH (screams)
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#having one of those sucky days when you just suddenly get a wave of sudden sadness and then you're just like: :(#only few more hours and ill be back home soon put some music on and read fluff lmao#i just want to crawl up into joel miller's arms please
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I have a series on ao3 about different mha characters as certain store workers and I got a comment last night from someone that was like “I’m still waiting on x and y fic” and like. that just felt so fucking rude and demanding to me? I responded back that it’ll get done when my mental health is better bc I’ve been speaking about it under my ao3 fics more bc I feel so guilty for not updating as much. like I used to update at LEAST once a week at one point, and now I’m struggling to update once a month and like. that comment just felt so shitty to me? maybe I’m overthinking it but wow that really pissed me off lol I’m about to go back and block them bc FUCK THAT
#like I’ve uploaded probably 30 fics after the one they commented on#I’ve updated my mall series twice since then#and still they can’t be satisfied#yeahhhhh I think I’m gonna block them lol#I don’t even remember them commenting on any of my other fics either#I’m gonna check and see if they have#if they haven’t then they’re definitely getting blocked#you only comment when you want more but you can’t even appreciate what I’m putting out now#ugh so sucky#I’m gonna go lay down I feel like poo#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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proof that i’m always the one who cares more in a relationship and can be easily discarded 🤡
#last week. during a hangout i initiated#i suggested we hang out again now that our schedules have opened up#and she said this week would be better. and i said to yeah text me and see what she wants to do#i knew on sunday that she wasn’t gonna text me.#and she hasn’t!#i mean there’s two days left in the week but i know she’s not gonna reach out to me#it’s very obvious to me now that this is a one sided friendship#she kept on telling me that she was ‘self isolating’#but it don’t make sense cause then she’s telling me of her hanging out with her other friends plenty!?#like the math don’t add up.#so i think this friendship is coming to an end because i’m done being the leftovers.#it just sucks cause she’s literally the only friend i have so if i don’t talk to her i don’t talk to anyone#double sucks cause i’m out of a job atm so i truly will be self-isolating ://#which i can tell will be GREAT for my mental health haha#triple sucks cause i was wanting to do something with her on my birthday :/#i usually don’t make a big deal out of it but last year was kinda sucky cause i did nothing#and with my family situation being a mess i just wanted to go out and have fun#but that’s gonna be hard if i have no one to do it with :/
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11 airplane songs!
Are you sure you don't have time for new music Kaylie?
11: Songs for looking out an airplane window
"Leonardo Dreams of His Flying Machine," Eric Whitacre
"Jupiter, Bringer of Jollity," Gustav Holst
"Across the Vast Eternal Sky," Ola Gjeilo
"These Two," Georgia Stitt
"Migratory V," Adam Guettal
"Wings of the Morning," John Rutter
"Empire of Angels," Thomas Bergersen
"Sparkle," Joe Hisaishi
"Sogno di Volare," Christopher Tin
#listen. there is almost nothing redeeming about modern commercial air travel#EXCEPT#you get to look out the window#that experience almost makes up for the rest of it#so i like to highten it with particularity chosen music#and think about all the great artists and thinkers throughout history who would have viewed for the view I'm getting#makes a sucky experience notably less sucky#adds some wonder to my world#and i only feel a little self -conscious about the vague manic pixie dream girliness of it#anyway would recommend#ask me hard questions#how can i keep from singing#(this is only a small portion of my full playlist btw. i am very serious about this)#and think about all the great artists and thinkers throughout history who whould have killed for just one glimpse of that view
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Stranger things Fandom stop erasing Vickie out of the narrative challenge
#the amount of people i see completely erasing and acting like robins extremely adorable crush on Vickie straight up doesnt exist is wild#people see the canon lesbians blossoming and choose to take it out of the narrative#to push a different ship that 90% of people pull a massive bi erasure moment for one of the people involved in??#nothing against people bending canon to ship whst they like#but the amount of people who just whole ass ignore vickie's entire existence to the point of acting like it aint real#is kinda sucky yall#its pride month yall better treat our only canon wlw content here better
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made a comment while we were all standing outside smoking after group today that its really cool we get to have this horrible ass air quality right now and do 2x damage to our poor shitty lungs then this guy idek his name tbh slapped me on the back so hard i thought i was gonna fall over but i think that meant he thought it was funny
#then he called me a wimp cause i only had one and im like my man im not supposed to smoke AT ALL anymore#i just woke up.#i might have come home from that stupid place and got drunk and then made french fries and passed out#i want a burrito so bad#my mom starts work tomorrow#my grandmother keeps thinking that kids are coming over all the time and messing up her stuff. thjere are no kids#my cousin keeps calling me crying aboout his graduation party next week#im stressing.#not lying about the air quality tho thats sucky i walk outside and think im being poisoned
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Did I ever tell y'all about my ninth grade history teacher who was so obssessed with Abraham Lincoln that on Abe's 200th birthday, he made us turn around, face his poster of Abe, put our right hand on our hearts, and sing happy birthday to him?
#shut up kelly#abraham lincoln#the teacher next door came in and was like 'oh no you didn't!' and he made us do it again as he thought we were half-assing it#he was also super into wizard of oz and had us answer trivia questions pertaining to it and would sing “if I only had an x” and he was this#muscular looking italian dude who looked like he could've been in the mafia or the army and was stoic and serious as fuck#i had an unhealthy crush on this dude.....v embarassed about it#he made me like history class and that class was one of the few non sucky things about 9th grade
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