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took-my-breath-away · 1 month ago

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art idea: icemav in the stands at one of bradley’s baseball games (elementary, middle, or high school — i feel like he played for a while). i would love to see them in baseball caps, cheering, with sodas and hot dogs and the whole nine yards.

i love icemav doing different activities (especially on romcom esque dates), so if that jogs anything either, i’d love to see it! thanks for making such great art.

he struggled for months to hit it right, nerves wracking through him.

but this time he waited... for the right moment. it finally came.

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heartscrypt · 2 years ago

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we'll get em next time guys

#twst #twisted wonderland #azul ashengrotto #jamil viper #jamiazu #azujami #ashenviper #jamil x azul #azul x jamil #jazul #these tags are always like hell to put in #heartscribbles #let jamil sleep he needs it so bad #suspicious that jamil hasn't blocked him though...... why he got ur number in the first place bro #in fact why are you replying my boy.........#sorry #im a huge believer of azuls insufferable rizz #(azul) youre in his dms im on his nerves

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krotiation · 3 months ago

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this soundtrack genuinely makes me so emotional like damn. the jack vs fiona scene at the end of ep 2 is already so perfect and then they had to go make this beautiful as hell ost with it too. those bastards

#yeah im gonna gush abt the borderlands ost again #it slaps so hard and i dont see many people talking abt it SOB #but this one especially got me by the balls #cause it really adds to the intensity of the decision of whether you should trust jack or fiona #like you can feel rhys' nerves and conflicting emotions through the soundtrack alone #cause even tho you yourself know jack is Bad and fiona is the objectively good option you also know that rhys has a different perspective #fiona is a pandoran con artist which should be reason enough to not trust her (dude is NOT immune to hyperion propaganda)#but shes also tough and survived for 29 whole years WHILE ALSO protecting her sister so she's gotta be doing something right #and even rhys could tell fiona is very genuine. plus they set out to find the vault together so he kinda has to trust her at some point #but then theres jack who hes idolized for so long and hes literally in his ear telling him not to trust fiona #but trusting jack means giving jack way too much access to his cybernetics and even tho hes a massive fanboy hes also aware of jacks nature #and on top of this hard decision theres also a time limit. like he had to make this choice on the spot #IM TELLING YOU MAN THAT SCENE IS CRAZY. I GET GOOSEBUMPS THINKING ABOUT IT #and no matter who you pick at the end youre always like 'well. this doesnt bode well'#because youve either essentially given jack access to your brain or youve pissed jack off and neither of those are good #rhys was in a lose-lose situation there #txt

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sevenangrybees · 4 months ago

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fan artists draw Mithrun's drooping eye challenge

#mithrun #i stfg like half of fan artists simply refuse to draw his false eye #draw the character with a facial difference as having a facial difference you cowards #im not gonna say its disability erasure but..........#his hair is NOT always covering it #like dont go “oooohhh he got a new prosthetic that fits~~”#unless he has a modern fucking implant that surgeons attatched to WORKING MUSCLES in the socket #no false eye the elves could get him would move #and even if we assume he does have an implant #which he doesn't cause it would have gotten blown out of his head by marcille and i cannot imagine the canaries have an eye surgeon #with them that could put it back in in time for the feast #we don't know of his socket muscles or the nerves that control them could be reconstructed #like from the way his lids dont move it looks like theyre at least partially paralyzed #that eye is never gonna look “normal”#and if you're doing a whole fucking page of sketches of him #and Every Single One has his hair flopped just so as to hide his flase eye #i am giving you the BIGGEST fucking side eye

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fiona-fififi · 4 months ago

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#today my grandparents were over #and my grandma mentioned that my cousin's best friend and his long-time boyfriend are getting married tomorrow #and my grandpa started talking about it with my mom #and what he said was 'you know i don't have any problem with that.#i've never met a person like that who wasn't perfectly nice. they're great people.'#and my mom said something like 'yeah and that's just the way of the world now'#and grandpa said 'well actually that's always been the way it's just now they're able to be open about it'#in such a pleasant proud way #like he was just genuinely happy that queer people are able to be open and be themselves #and i nearly broke down crying #because i've always been too afraid to ask #but it is a relief to know he wouldn't hate me if i ever got up the nerve to tell him i'm bi #anyway #personal #also #in case it matters #this man is 91 years old #and i'm very happy to know this is the way he thinks

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where-the-wind-travels · 8 months ago

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ok so now i know what a butte is and i also know how it's pronounced but that still doesn't make the constant butte mentions any less funny

#am i becoming more of an ilw blog than a general choices blog?#dw i won't change my theme again i still love michelle #but dear god i just finished 3rd play and #i think i DO have a fave li after all...#or maybe it's just the dynamic he has with the specific mc i played as?#but either way i literally have so many screenshots of all the sweet things he says to them and #god im in love #he's so my type #still love abel and joss with my life tho #but why the fuck does abel have the possibility of dying every time i don't romance him #everyone else always has enough nerve to not get the possible death options #but abel never does???#he got separation anxiety or what

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nururu · 1 year ago

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That scene post dressrosa where luffys sleeping off his fight and Zoro wants to wake him up so bad.... makes me think about how Zoro only rlly sleeps(not naps) 4hrs a day. so, he's up late a lot and sometimes gets a spike of energy and just gets bored and goes to luffys bed to wake him up bc he knows luffys always down to clown

#time to get analytical bc i started down a thinking about zoro rabbit hole #but anyways #i feel like zoros mediation helps him regulate his emotions (amongst other things)#meditation** and i had to fix autocorrect like 4x and it still didnt fix it smfh #and that he uses that to gain mental and emotional strength and that is a big part of his character #and hes rlly good at it #but everyone gets those moments where they cant sit still #where their nerves are on edge #and theres many instances u can see that in zoro #and usually when hes like this #hes also antsy to drink #or like during fights where he turns to nonstop joking to cope with the intense situation #or he turns to luffy for distraction or guidance (always think about when they got off the ship at thriller bark)#anyways these are the moments where you see the “imperfect” parts of zoro #the natural parts of him that are intrinsic to who he is as a person #he can regulate and cope as much as he wants but #hes still a goober that gets anxious and nervous #what i love is that he recognizes it though #how hes feeling and what makes him feel better and more at ease #he takes care of his emotions as its needed #imo #anyways he wakes Luffy up and they play night crawlers on the deck and eventually usopp hears and he joins too #and eventually robin but shes just tickling them #with her 100 arms

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araneapeixes · 2 years ago

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OH HEY HAPPY LESBIAN ALOY TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE ❗️❗️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

#she is a lesbian btw #i will not be taking notes on this #normally i obviously dont care if a queer caharcter is gay or bi os smth else.#BUT the people who are DESPERATE to ship her with men have PISSED me OFF #theyve always got on my nerves. but there has been an exceptional amount of weirdness and lesbophobia since the reveal #like honestly eren/d couldve been an excellent str8 man bestie. just a broski #but people wanted them to fuck so bad it makes me want to tho up anytime i see him so. born 2 be a lover forced 2 be a hater #ANYWAYS um ill be riding this dopamine high for weeks thanks #ive spoken extensively in tags on my personal blog already #but i just wanted to tell you here as well. that im goimg yaauayauaugda!!!!#my GIRL 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️#honestly the VINDICATION… we just dont lose babes #i do t care if the romance storyline is good btw i only care that my baby is a dyke #looking at peoples desperate excuses to disapprove would usually make me feel bad but honestly im enjoying reading all those posts im like #yeah eat shit loser you cant touch meeee #hfw spoilers #hzd spoilers #horizon burning shores #ig. im pretty sure everyone in the fandom has heard already lol

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lavellane · 1 year ago

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like out of all the many, many traumas ive given elspeth my favorite has gotta be the deep roads lol. and specifically the way she never really got OUT of them. yeah so maybe her body did but not HER. shes still down there with ruck and helspith every time she closes her eyes. and during future expeditions when she goes down into the deep roads for real, it doesnt feel like some horrible nightmare it feels like REALITY and its the surface and love and warmth and alistair thats nothing more than a pleasant dream. one shes always going to wake up from. bc even in her happiest moments she's never not aware of the darkspawn digging up towards her just a few miles under her feet. and never not feeling the eyes of the deep roads looking at her, gleefully waiting for her, and knowing its not going anywhere

#i love shale but for elspeth's worldstate i dont recruit her bc im so obsessed w the dynamic of it being elspeth/alistair/oghren/the dog lol #oc: elspeth #tay plays dao #she got SEVERE shell shock being down there in the dead trenches after the realization that came from helspith's poem #why shes never seen any female darkspawn and why there apparently arent as many female wardens either #and like. Understanding that death is the absolute best case scenario for her.#alistair had to 100000% step up as the leader because she was completely out of commission. barely able to breathe let alone fight or lead #going from this unstoppable warrior who NEVER loses her nerve or control on a battlefield #to nearly dying to the broodmother bc she was so fucking terrified. bc all she could see was her own fate mirrored back at her #finally FINALLY understanding what it means to be a grey warden. and then trying to reject that reality with her entire body and soul #she pulls herself out of it enough to get out alive but she never had a moment of like... triumph over the deep roads where she had a burst #of courage and saved the day or whatever. thats not usually how trauma works and so alistair carried them thru that #thru the broodmother and the anvil and branka and back to orzammar just as elspeth was beginning to put herself back together #afterwards the lack of closure to what was one of her ''weakest'' lowest moments rly weighed her down with guilt and shame #and its only a year later during awakening when she finally reconciles with having NO choice but to go back into the deep roads #and being able to kill the mother. THAT helped. that restored some small part of her #gave her the strength to start going back down there when the need arose. resigned to an early death but ready to put up a fight #but ye. still such a fundamentally devastating thing she went thru which altered her entire personality to the point where she starts fully #embracing being a warden (bc how can someone who's seen what shes seen and done what shes done be anything else???)#and INSISTING alistair take the throne despite having always been supportive of his desire not to. even if it means she loses him.#bc its a last ditch effort to save him from the fate she's completely surrendered herself to #sigh. this game man.#i need dadw to Confirm that the grey wardens have found a cure and alistair and hof are safe because jesus christ. my girl NEEDS a win

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dutybcrne · 7 months ago

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From a very young age, Kaeya held such a fondness for handholding. Whether it was his father clinging tightly to him to make sure he didn’t get lost, Adelinde’s gentle, grounding hand closed over his to comfort him whenever his nerves got the better of him, Crepus’s rough-palmed, firm yet comforting grip as he brought him back home, or, as it was most often of all, Diluc’s warm, yet at times uncomfortably tight hold as he dragged him anywhere, everywhere, determined to always keep Kaeya close and eagerly show him all there was to see, Kaeya treasured the gesture greatly.

Of course, being as shy as he was, initiating it himself was always the harder part. So much so, he would tend to hold pinkies, rather than outright take a person’s hand in his own. Eventually, it would become his most common way to go about the gesture of affection.

#hc; kaeya #//Handholding is one of his favorite ways of affection bc 1) it’s not too overwhelming when it comes to his touch aversion #//The sensation is all focused in one spot; and even then; it’s more grounding than uncomfortable bc of how firm people’s grasp tends to be #//He really took to holding pinkies bc he realized he could ‘test’ people that way #//If it was a bother to them; they wouldn’t blink twice before moving their hand from his hold. so rejection isn’t as BIG; more subtle #//And if they Liked it; they could either accept it as is or make him happier and take firmer hold of his hand #//Once he was more confident; he would go straight to more outright handholding. Klee ofc got that RIGHT from the getgo. Bc she is smol &#liked him from the start. Even if her Pyro energy did make him uncomfortable at first; but he got used to it. for her #//Luc made it easy to go right to it to—the kid would always seem to know when he wanted to hold hands for whatever reason and grabbed hold #before Kae could link pinkies. kae did like the fact that Luc would Pout the few times Kae did link pinkies instead of hold hands #//Pout; & snatch his hand firmly in his like ‘Why did you do that? THIS way’s better’. Love the image of bby!Kae grabbing bby!Luc’s sleeves #but lbr; they deffo held hands a lot as kiddos. Bc we all know just how (canonically) indulging Luc is with whatever Kae wants. Once Luc #//figured him out; it was a Very common sight; seeing Luc tromping around like the proud lil protector he was; & Kae scurrying after him #//Lil subtle delighted gleams in his eye compared to Luc’s more overt confidence and joy. So common a sight; it was no surprise that #Kae was Deffo distressed when Luc inevitably grew out of it. Adjusted; yeah; but the sudden Change was deffo NOT good for his nerves #//Clung to Addie a lot to make up for it; until he heard the maids tittering abt how childish he was being #//He quit that FAST; finding other ways to stave off his nerves and show his affection #//Sometimes when he’s drunk at Angel’s Share; he gets tempted to hold Luc’s hand—an old habit dredged back up bc he wants comfort #//But any sudden moves Luc makes; whether bc he noticed Kae reaching out or not; utterly scare the urge away every time #//He’s made his peace with Luc resenting him; but it still stings that the ONE person he felt closest to is now practically a Chasm away #//Not like he helps any with that; running away or lashing out every time Luc tries to bridge gaps or shows concern #//Sends him into fight or flight mode every time—who’s to say Kae won’t fuck it up and make a Luc regret trying?#//Might as well sabotage it all himself—at least THEN he knows with utmost certainty it will end failure. Whoops veered off topic #//The closer he is to someone; the more likely he ends up toying with their hands a bit—esp if Interested in them #//Likes playing with their fingers; linking; unlinking and slotting them together; tracing lines on their palms #//Cute shit like that. He likes seeing how they fit together; the differences in size and how they feel #//This was all bc I saw a detail from a show pointed out on the Twitter ndnfn. And thought the pinkie thing was SO cute. Anywho #//Hi. Shit happened irl & I am still not 100%. Not saying what bc it’s not a pleasant topic; but know I am ok #//Just a lil tired. But kinda wanna hcs for rn. I had a lil burst of energy earlier today. that was nice. Over a long dead show; no less #//But it helped lift my mood a bit. I still kinda wish I could drink rn tho. Think it’d help my brain rn

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lesbiansanemi · 7 months ago

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WARNING FOR ANIMAL DEATH/MUTILATION IN THE TAGS

I think I’ve figured out why it’s the stuff with my cats that gets me the most viscerally upset when it comes to my roommate and I think I need to tell him why that is… we had a talk and he apologized for a lot of stuff but I just feel like I need to explain why I react so intensely to him hating my cats/wanting me to get rid of them

#like there’s the obvious things I’ve said before that ANY pet owner would feel the same about obvious #but like. okay I love cats. I’ve loved cats my WHOLE life #not just cats but animals in general #animals were baby’s first special interest #and I grew up on a farm and I had usually at least 8 pets at a time growing up #that I got money for by doing odd jobs and you know as a child you can spend all your money on your hobbies #and I love animals so I had pets #specifically I always had at least 3-4 cars #*cats #my mom’s first husband hated cats… fucking DESPISED them #and he talked about hating them/getting rid of them all the time #and. well. when I ever did anything to really piss him off #(which you know as a nine year old could be something as simple as breathing too loudly or some shit)#he would kill them #that man killed probably like 20 cats #cuz even after I was old enough to process ‘don’t get more cats bad things will happen to them’#my mom would bring home cats cuz she ALSO loved and wanted cats #even when I would beg her not to because I knew they were going to die #she never cared because in that moment she wanted cats #and obviously this was awful and damaging #and now that I live on my own with my two cats who are my BABIES that I love and cherish #my roommate talking about hating them and wanting them gone….#yeah it’s uh. um. hitting some really specific nerves #obviously I do not think he would EVER EVER do something like that #because you know. he’s not an insane control freak who hates me and animals #it’s still hitting those nerves #and yeah I think I need to tell him that for us to start coming to an understanding #like i get you don’t LOVE my cats you don’t have to #but you can’t talk that way about them… or I’m going to get VERY upset and defensive #kaz rambles

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lostandbackagain · 1 year ago

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it only lasted like 5 pages but I really prefer dustfinger's scars being disfiguring rather than "drawn on with a pencil"

#meggie being like 'looks like you got attacked by godzilla' then 'i didnt mean that' when shes less pissed at him later #i WOULD have accepted that as part of meggie's coming-of-age and learning she needs to not be a bitch about people's appearances #except that everyone else in the series from then on agrees w her that the scars are barely noticeable #boring!!!!#would have been nice for her to be like 'yeah you healed rough (i mean. as well as expected considering you probably had 6 total stitches)#but im growing up out of practical isolation and learning that facial differences dont play a part in whether someone is good or bad:-)'#WHICH!! is a belief i would expect from someone who loves roald dahl and jekyll n hyde which she does #whatever ms funke does have a problem with equating happy endings with being abled and ~looking normal~#resa getting her voice back bc shes good but cockerall getting a limp bc hes bad and darius losing his stutter for some reason #violante's skin clearing up bc people realize shes a sweetheart but balbulus losing a hand when we realize he sucks #and dustfinger's fkcing scars changing in severity depending on whether hes the good guy or bad guy in the scene #bleh #i also headcanon he has p bad nerve damage aint no way basta cut so deeply he looked freshly gored for months afterward #and still has full use of his facial muscles #meggie's like 'never seen anyone that smiles like he does' girl the bottom half of his face is not connected to the top anymore hes trying #also good explanation for why hes always touching his face if he cant fkcing feel it #dustfinger #inkheart #im gonna try so hard to make more inkheart posts i literally feel grief in my heart seeing that person say #they havent thought about it in years #it's my sole responsibility to fix this #says kenna

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shot-by-cupid · 10 months ago

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Oooooh nobody look at me I am feeling particularly mushy rn ooooooh I’m so embarrassed

#nobody look at me #thinking about mario #because of course I am #I rbed those Italian pet names because like. UGH ofc I did and just #THINKING ABOUT HIM CALLING ME ONE I FEEL LIGHTHEADED #idfk #OR. whenever he feels like making me blush. which is always and also very easy to do #i think i hauve covid #like imagine I’m getting on his nerves a bit and he sighs and just says #‘Principessa- please.’#i just fell to my knees #STAND UP.#btw even when he’s mad at me he is soft with me because he’s so in love with me and I’m his everything #my face is red #‘amore- have you eaten today? I’ll make you something if you’re hungry..’#I AM SICK. I NEED HIM SO BAD I NEED HIM SO BAD #i’m clawing at the walls #the duality of man. he can have 2 ACCENTS #cuz he’s got the Brooklyn one in the movie but an Italian one in the games and I dunno which one I like more #they’re both so nice #I mean. it’s the same guy but still #what’s a girl to choose #sighs dreamily #I want him.#Mario #⭐️🍄you’re my superstar #f/o gush #♡.love letters

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thewritingpossum · 1 year ago

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I just got annoyed at George RR Martin for pushing the damn red hot poker narrative, realized that this interview is litterally 10 years old and now I'm just sitting there, still annoyed but aware that this is kind of a really useless emotion lol

#in all fairness to him he did said 'allegedly' tho so eh...#in all fairness to me his latest asoif books is older than 10 years so i guess i'm allowed to be annoyed at interviews from this time perio #or not but whatever #seriously tho this entire interview got on my neeeerves #like do you really have to describe someone with accute mental illness as 'an idiot king'? in 2013? come on bruh #also i'm always weirded out by people who seems to think that the whole red hot poker thing to have been sooo cool and badass #not really helping with your reputation for being just a tiny little touch too into sexualised violence here george lmao #anyway he gets on my nerves in general and i'm allowed whatever

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shark-wrangler · 2 years ago

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come to think of it I'm not sure what it says about me that I decided to take the alien species I was most horny about and actively make them more difficult to have sex with, but it probably says something.

#on the other hand I always do this #I purposefully nerf my ocs and put limitations on the smut I can write involving them #Kalarros can't do shibari because he's got nerve damage in one hand and it takes him forever to tie knots #shibari is one of my favorite things so I had no reason to do this

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void-tiger · 1 year ago

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I have a plan. Trusted people say it’s a good plan. I do not know if I have the courage to do said plan.

#tiger’s roar #socializing crap #…it is. terrifying. to be the one to reach out #and constantly worrying I’m reading things wrong #wanting things too soon. risk being smothering and Scary #…I literally handpainted cards for 2 Weeks Late birthday cards as a way to…IDK?? give away art? it’s cheap?#and made FOUR spicejars of rocks #to not leave anyone out. to give ONE a jar of rocks #i just. i don’t know if I have the nerve #did all that scheming to ‘hey wanna see something neat?? thinking about you’ and. idk if I have the courage #wHAT aRE tHEY eVEN gONNa dO wITH iT TiGER?!#is…a constant thought. because having something to try and hold onto is…always awkward #and. good god. i’m still scared to even stand next to this guy and sing again #because doing so Imediately got him teased and scared off #like…things feel consistantly friendly now. but. that’s Vibes.#we still haven’t had another Real conversation #but then again. he did catch me in two different upsets…and it didn’t scare him #No One can actually tolerate me when I stress cry. let alone have a defensive cptsd reaction #or get cranky if my Real Feelings leak out when truly asked #and that all seems…accepted? is it too soon to say that? who knows #like. sure /I’d/ like to get a handmade card and bottle of Neat Collected Stuff #and my therapist encouraged me to go for it #that it’d be a good way to Show ‘hey I care about you guys’#in a way that takes Time but isn’t really a Cost to make it awkward #(you collect rocks off the ground. the bottles are just washed recycling. I already had watercolors #(and want to have the Courage to give away art to say. family #(and my friends all said that ‘Tiger we’d LOVE to recieve this too!’#(which yeah. already a plan. already planning what to paint fam and hopefully not have their crit sink my esteme yet again)#how much is Insecurity. how much is Rationality. idk.

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