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I have a plan. Trusted people say itâs a good plan. I do not know if I have the courage to do said plan.
#tigerâs roar#socializing crap#âŠit is. terrifying. to be the one to reach out#and constantly worrying Iâm reading things wrong#wanting things too soon. risk being smothering and Scary#âŠI literally handpainted cards for 2 Weeks Late birthday cards as a way toâŠIDK?? give away art? itâs cheap?#and made FOUR spicejars of rocks#to not leave anyone out. to give ONE a jar of rocks#i just. i donât know if I have the nerve#did all that scheming to âhey wanna see something neat?? thinking about youâ and. idk if I have the courage#wHAT aRE tHEY eVEN gONNa dO wITH iT TiGER?!#isâŠa constant thought. because having something to try and hold onto isâŠalways awkward#and. good god. iâm still scared to even stand next to this guy and sing again#because doing so Imediately got him teased and scared off#likeâŠthings feel consistantly friendly now. but. thatâs Vibes.#we still havenât had another Real conversation#but then again. he did catch me in two different upsetsâŠand it didnât scare him#No One can actually tolerate me when I stress cry. let alone have a defensive cptsd reaction#or get cranky if my Real Feelings leak out when truly asked#and that all seemsâŠaccepted? is it too soon to say that? who knows#like. sure /Iâd/ like to get a handmade card and bottle of Neat Collected Stuff#and my therapist encouraged me to go for it#that itâd be a good way to Show âhey I care about you guysâ#in a way that takes Time but isnât really a Cost to make it awkward#(you collect rocks off the ground. the bottles are just washed recycling. I already had watercolors#(and want to have the Courage to give away art to say. family#(and my friends all said that âTiger weâd LOVE to recieve this too!â#(which yeah. already a plan. already planning what to paint fam and hopefully not have their crit sink my esteme yet again)#how much is Insecurity. how much is Rationality. idk.
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Keeping Up With Seijoh Ep. 4
a/n: uwuwuwuwu @animesportboysâ and i were just talking about this and my heart was just bursting at this thought đ
for more seijoh content, check this masterlist out!
also requests are currently closed right now since i have like nearly 30 to finish so please be patient with me and wait for me to finish it all and until then i can open them up again. however, dont stop sending me cute stuff okay? đ„ș
summary: its the time of the month for seijohâs manager đ„ș
@ yn when shes extra moody and mean during that time and does this every time she hears anything even come out of the boysâ mouth
oh dear
so basically
itâs,,,,,, a natural thing that most girls go through every month for more than half of their lives and its absolutely D R E A D F U L
the boys ofc knew what the hell a period was bc hello health class so they knew you would become this,,, other version of yourself
youd be moodier, childish, and easy to annoy and snap to everyone
but you would quickly realize how youâre acting then be all regretful and teary and cry easily and then youd forget about it then start the cycle again
youâd stick your tongue out at them and tease them mercilessly, making them run even more laps and pushing them harder
âI SEE THOSE ARMS SHAKING, IWAIZUMI HAJIME. ADD 15 MORE TO THAT ROUTINEâ
âWHAT?!â
âIF I SEE YOU EVEN A STEP BEHIND KINDAICHI, YOU WILL BE RUNNING 8 MORE LAPS KUNIMIâ
âNOO!!!!â
âCHECK YOURSELF OUT ONE MORE TIME, YAHABA, I WILL GOUGE OUT YOUR EYESâ
âHAVE MERCY!!!!â
dear god they hated it
when it was time, they would protect themselves and work even harder and be more perfect to make sure you couldnt see their faults and point them out and try and kill them
it was like war for everyone
but they didnt know the exact date it started so they didnt really know when to start preparing for war until it came
this time, you didnt either
you didnt even know you were starting as you were extra busy booking the buses for away comps and collecting and emailing teachers for any missed homeworks for the team
so when it did start,,,
oh dear part 2
it wasnt really something you found out when you woke up that morning but you noticed you must be getting close since you were feeling extra cranky and you havent even been awake for more than an hour
nothing really happened throughout the day so you were just thinking that you didnt get enough sleep last night so you were just tired and wanted to sleep
but then it happened
you were standing next to iwa, reviewing his spike percentages when you shifted your weight to the other leg and then your eyes widened
your water broke
i saw this tiktok of this one girl and she was about to start filming with her friend when her eyes widened and her friend knew immediately and her caption was âmy water brokeâ
iwa was worried as heck on to what was going on with you and even followed your gaze to see it on the wall and nothing out of the ordinary
ây/n?â
âoh godâ
you mumbled and you wanted to run but you were too scared that you leaked and probably have an obvious redness on your white track pants
yep it def was your time bc you felt tears welling up in your eyes and you sniffled, embarrassed and upset for this to happen now, of all times
then oikawa tooru bursted through the doors
iwa, taking his eyes off of you and to the captain, started to yell at him until he noticed the brunetteâs flushed face and panting form, hunched over as he gripped on the door handle with the plastic bag
you, too busy trying to think of a way to get out of there like deciding to waddle or to just crawl, didnt see oikawa as he approached you
the team paused and watched as he took a black hoodie from the plastic bag and wrapped it around your waist
âhmm, y/n-chan, better get dressed so we can go nowâ
he hummed and you snapped out of your panic and looked up at him with watery eyes
âoikawa-sanâ
you whispered and he nodded, eyes knowing what was going on
âcoach, theres a planetarium special tonightâ
oikawa shouted without tearing his gaze away from you and coach irihata instantly knew, knowing the code that oikawa came up with when you became a part of the family team
the elder coach made a noise of agreement and oikawa didnt wait to up and carry you in his arms and waved to the team while pushing your head in his chest so you can hide
âwork hard everyone!â
âoi, shittykawa! what the hell-!â
but an intense side-eye from his best friend shut him up and he knew something happened so he didnt say anything since he trusts oikawa to fix it
âi trust you will take care of them, iwa-chanâ
iwaizumi nodded firmly before shouting to resume back to practice and he himself went back to the line for spikes
you were carried to the bathroom so you could change into your emergency undies and pad and after you did your business, oikawa noticed you uncomfortably waddling towards him so he took you back into his arms
oikawa continued to carry you like his bride down the street towards an unknown destination, humming a childrenâs show tune that takeru loved to watch, while you maintained curled around yourself, partly due to the shame but also from the pain in your abdomen
you wiped the few stray tears that spilled past your eyes and oikawa chuckled when he noticed you aggressively wipe them off
âhmm, y/n-chan, you shouldnt do that to yourself. it irritates your eyes and the skin around it so gently dab it next time, kay?â
you nodded, burrowing back to his chest and breathing in his scent
french toast
he smelled like french toast as the smell of caramel and vanilla wafted into your nose
âhowd you knowâ
you mumbled against the fabric of his jacket
oikawa stopped his humming and replaced it with a chuckle
âoh, y/n-chan. oikawa-san is a reliable senpai, dont you know? i got a tracker! just for you!â
he answered and your eyes moved from his arm to his smile and you gripped his jacket tighter, fingers curled around it as if it was your lifeline
âthank you, oikawa-sanâ
your words of appreciation made oikawaâs heart thump and he faltered a little, blush creeping up his neck, but he fought it down, covering it up with a smirk
âyou should be, y/n-chan! girls would kill to be you right now!â
you rolled your eyes at the return of his cocky attitude but you knew better
the real oikawa tooru was under that mask
turns out, he carried you to his home as his house was the closest while yours had to be taken by a bus
thankfully his parents were out and his sister and nephew were in a trip in tokyo that you had the house to yourselves without anyone asking questions that might make you uncomfortable and them misunderstand
he shut the door with his foot and made his way up the stairs with ease, his strength truly impressing you at that moment, before settling you down on his bed
it wasnt even on purpose but you curled yourself on his blanket, head buried in his pillow
his heart combusted and tooru had to look away or else he wouldve jumped on you and coddled you forever
instead, he quickly ran over and knelt down under his desk to reach for the box that he has prepared for you
ây/n-chan, i never knew your pattern until last month so i was able to prepare for you nowâ
you looked up from your position on the bed and sat up enough to see him standing there, grinning with a mint green box
âwh-what is that?â
you asked and he shuffled over, sitting next to you
âthis, is the y/n care love box! this special box was created by yours truly with everything you want and need during this dreadful week. theres your favorite food, warm socks, coupons you can spend like watching movies and eating ten tubs of ice cream while we talk shit about the boysâ
he listed, gripping the box nervouslyÂ
âso? do you like it?â
he looked away from the box and to you but his smile slipped into a panicked one when he saw you silently crying and biting your lip to keep the sobs in
ây-y/n-chan! i-its okay if y-you dont like it! o-oikawa-san can-â
âno!â
you cut him off and lunged to hug him with all your might
hehe all might
E A TÂ Â T H I S
âi love you so much, oikawa-san! so much! thank you!â
you sobbed into his neck and he tightly hugged you back, lifting you so you could comfortably sit on his lap straddle him if you want me to be straight forward
oikawa gently moved so he was leaning against the wall that his bed was pressed against while you were pressed against his warmth
his fingers were drawing small circles on your back and whispering corny jokes or puns that made you giggle and laugh and occassionally, he would kiss your nose and you would whine at the ticklish feeling
eyes fleeting around the room, your eyes settled back on the box and you reached out, wanting to grab it until oikawa beat you to it and snatched it for you then placed it on your hold
âwhats inside, oikawa-san?â
you cutely mumbled, sitting comfortably back on his thighs so you could open the box in front of you
oikawa laughed
âjust open it and figure it out yourself, y/n-chanâ
you pouted at his tease but smiled widely when you revealed the contents inside
âoikawa-san!â
his eyes followed your surprised expression and his hands gripped your waist
âyou like it?â
he whispered and you nodded, looking back up at him and kissing his cheek, hisÂ
âyoure so sweet, oikawa-san! like-like this candy bar! howd you know i like this?â
you held up the treat and he shrugged
âi keep seeing you get it whenever we go to the storeâ
you continued to sift through the things, seeing a dvd of your favorite movie, a f/c heating pad, a note that said your favorite ice cream was in the fridge, a bag of your favorite chips, fluffy socks, the goodies
you didnt even notice yourself crying again, only realizing it when there were wet spots beneath you
oikawa saw this and he quickly but gently put the box to the side and cradled your face with both of his hands, softly wiping the tears away with his thumbs
âaw, dont cry, my little baby. princesses should never cryâ
you sniffled and choked a laugh
âhah, n-not a baby. j-just hor-monalâ
you complained and oikawa snickered but shook his head then kissed your nose again
âyoure my babyâ
you didnt have it in you to complain so you went back to snuggling into him
oikawa squeezed you and went back to drawing the circles on your back and he felt you relax into his touch and slump against his form, slowly starting to snore
your head rested on his shoulder and he turned slightly to watch your eyes flutter and nose scrunch when a strand of your hair fell on it
his heart continued to beat faster and faster and it showed by the way his fingers shook as he carefully lifted the hair away from you
he slowly bent down to give you a kiss on the forehead before laying you down to sleep more comfortably
âgood night, princessâ
he sweetly placed a last kiss on your cheek before getting up to go prepare your heating pad for when you wake up
the next few days were possibly the best period days youve ever had
maybe because it was oikawa telling the team that you were in,,,,, satanâs domain currently and they should be careful with you so they tried their best to lift the weight and burden off of your shoulders
however,,
the next day after the incident,,,
they still didnt know what was wrong with you and oikawa forgot to text the gc about your condition so they were still unknowing
like today
during your classes, you were feeling off, almost nauseous but eating little bits of your chocolate treats were helping you get through until lunch
ofc kunimi noticed bc hellow he sits next to you and he doesnt pay attention during class so hes been watching you sneak little bites so the teacher doesnt see and ducking under your book
he was just amused with the way your eyes would widen if you thought the teacher caught you
kindaichi and kunimi and you usually ate lunch together at your classroom since you three only got to hang out as first years during lunch
so they know you usually have a bento with you and have a general idea of how much you eat
and kunimi thought since you ate all those chocolates earlier, you wouldnt eat as much food but then he saw you scarf down your bento, eat 2 more bags of chips and was finishing last chocolate bar
kindaichi,,,, wasnt even finished with his own bento and was watching you, amazed, at how easily you ate all of it
they didnt say anything since they thought you just didnt eat dinner last night but even during the walk towards the gym for after school practice, you were complaining that you were hungry and was eating another chocolate bar
they thought something was truly wrong bc you were eating so much more than usual
kunimi watched you chew on it as you opened the gym door and still ate even when you were talking to mattsun about his jump height
âman, you sure are hungry, arenât you, y/n? thats like your fifth chocolate bar todayâ
kunimi teased, grabbing a ball to spike but he froze, seeing you with the coldest and angriest look hes ever seen
you blinked at him, grip tightening on the treat, and mattsun slowly backing away from you
you advanced towards the blep boy, treat already forgotten and shoved to be held by mattsunÂ
despite your shorter height than kunimi, he trembled slightly as you looked up at him
âare you calling me fat, kunimi? are you? am i fat? do you think im ugly? im a piggie?â
you ranted and slowly started crying, making kunimi frantically scramble to stop you before the other upperclassmen see or worse, oikawa-san
ây/n-wait-no!-umâ
ây/n-chan?â
kunimi shut his eyes tightly in fear at the deadly sweet voice of his captain and kindaichi and mattsun sent a quick prayer to their fellow teammate before he was going to get killed
âuh oh, i think weâd have to start looking for a replacement for kunimiâ
makki, who just arrived, teased making kindaichi fearfully look at him
âeh?!â
âoh, you first years have never seen oikawa mad, have ya? well, youâll get front seat of it!â
mattsun clapped him in the back making him gulp
you werent sobbing but you were definitely crying, tear tracks quickly being wetted by the numerous amount of tears that fell
kunimi scrambled to his knees and folded himself, forehead resting on the floor by his hands
âI APOLOGIZE! PLEASE DONT KILL ME! I APOLOGIZE! PLEASE FIND MERCY IN YOURSELF AND FORGIVE ME, Y/N-SAMA!â
it was certainly a sight to see
normally calm and collected and chill and relaxed hippie kunimi begging to be forgiven
oikawa stepped forward but you quickly felt the change of your mood, feeling bad for your boy and scrambling to pull him back up
âoh kunimi-kun! dont kneel like that! the floor is too hard and might give you knee pain!â
it was like whiplash
iwa stepped in the gym and saw the teamâs confused and bewildered expressions and saw you, kunimi, and oikawa and he shook his head
this aint even half of bad as he has seen
oikawa gently took you away from kunimi and held you to him instead, giving you a smile, to which you returned, and looked at kunimi, a deadly glint in his eye
âwhat happened, y/n-chan?â
the tone of his voice sent a chill to run down everyoneâs spines and even iwa, the boy whoâs seen this a handful of times, shivered and nervously watched oikawa, ready to jump in
but you just blinked, completely unaware of the change of atmosphere
âoh, um, i overreacted. i was eating too much food today and mustve annoyed him or somethingâ
you sheepishly mumbled but oikawa was having none of it
âno, its fine. youre literally bleeding out as we speak! dont feel the need to validate yourself!â
he lightly scolded while you hung your head low and continued to apologize but he gently bonked your head before scolding you again
the team definitely knew now that you were in that,,,, time and they definitely knew now, especially kunimi, that even if youve seen oikawa mad, youd think that the devil was more merciful than him when it relates to the topic of you
a/n: i swear to GGGOOOOODDDDDD im an oikawa whore who cant seem to stop writing for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu!! imagines#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu!! x reader#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu!! headcanons#aoba johsai#aoba johsai x reader#aoba josai x reader#aoba josai#seijoh#aoba johsai imagines#aoba josai imagines#seijoh imagines#seijoh manager#haikyuu manager#haikyuu!! manager#aoba johsai manager#aoba josai manager#seijoh x reader#aoba johsai headcanons#aoba josai headcanons#seijoh headcanons#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu!! fluff#aoba johsai fluff#aoba josai fluff#seijoh fluff
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Insecure
Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Reader
Word Count: 2,529
Summary: Your boyfriend Tom and the world are left wondering why you've never been to a red carpet event with him.
Warnings: Insecure reader and the fact that I proof read this on finals brain so I'm sorry if my grammar and punctuation is super off.
A/N: Finals week is finally over and I can finally get back to writing! I'll be free most of the summer to write and do things. It feels good to finally post a work again. For this particular work, I made it so that the reader works at a hospital on call as a nurse or doctor.
 After a brutal 12 hour shift full of code blues, cranky patients, and a short staff; to say you were exhausted was an understatement. You glanced at the clock and let out a deep breath you felt as if you were holding since the beginning of your shift. It was finally time to go home. You made your way to the locker room, peeling out of your scrubs on the way there. Upon entering, you spotted your good friend Trisha who was also getting ready to go home. "I'm so ready for this weekend." you heard her say as she rubbed her eyes. You frantically nodded, "I hear ya on that one." She giggled and continued to make small talk as you both retrieved your things from your lockers. "So, you got any plans with the boy toy this weekend?" She asked teasingly referring to your boyfriend, Tom. You giggled as you took your hair down. "Nope, he actually left two days ago. He's going to be away for a week. He's got a red carpet event to go to." You replied as you put on your coat. "Oo la la, fancy. Why didn't you go with him, Emily Blunt?" She teased as she zipped up her backpack. You shrugged as you shut your locker door, "duty calls."
 You both walked to the parking lot and you jumped into your car. You checked your phone before starting it to find a voicemail from your boyfriend. You smiled. You weren't allowed to have your phone on you while you were working. Tom knew this and liked to leave voice mails for you to listen to once you got off work. You put in your headphones pressed play.
"Hello, darling. It is currently 5:04pm here and I miss you. I'm sure you're off saving lives and being amazing as always. I'm about to leave my hotel room to go to the event. I miss you immensely and I wish you were in this lonely hotel room, getting ready to go to with me. I can't wait until you come to a red carpet event with me so I can flaunt off my beautiful  girlfriend to the world. I love you and I hope work wasn't too rough today. I love you with all my heart, to the moon and back." You smiled and started the car.
Once you got home, you took a shower and settled on the couch in your pajamas. You turned on the television and immediately saw your love being interviewed. The interviewer was berating him with questions. You were too lost in his smile to really pay attention to anything he was saying. You snapped out of your daze when you heard your name mentioned. "So, how's your girlfriend (Y/N) doing?" the interviewer asked. Tom's smile grew. "She's doing very well, thank you for asking." The interviewer instantly shot back "You two have been dating for quite some time now. How come we've never seen her on the red carpet with you?" You felt a knot twist around in your stomach at the question. Tom, didn't skip a beat with his response. "(Y/N) works on call for a hospital. While I'm parading around on the red carpet, she's out there saving lives. Although I want to be greedy and take her with me, I can not take away a guardian angel away from those who need her. I'm incredibly proud of her and perhaps one day, she'll be here with me." he gave a weak smile as he looked into the camera. It was as if he's talking only to you.
You smiled at his response but couldn't help but think about the real reason you've never been on a red carpet with him. Although what Tom said is true, you harbored a fear of judgement. Tom was an attractive famous actor and you were just⊠you. You knew he had a massive female following who drooled over everything he did. You knew you would be harshly criticized by them. You remembered when the news leaked that you and him were dating. You recall sitting up in bed late at night, scrolling through hate comments from jealous fans. You sat there and wondered how so many people could hate you when all they knew was your name and your boyfriend. Between that feeling like the media has you under a microscope, you knew it would probably be best to avoid as much as you could. Work was just an easy and convenient way to do exactly that.
The television cut to a commercial. You threw your phone on the couch and laid down until you eventually fell asleep. At 10:34am ,the front door slowly creaked open. Tom quietly creeped his way into the  house, being sure not to wake you, he knew you slept late the day after a long shift. He wanted this to truly be a surprise. He looked over at the lump of blanket and pillows on the couch. He walked over to it curiously to find you fast asleep. He smiled to himself. Man, how he missed you. He couldn't stop himself as he carefully place a gentle kiss on your forehead, trying not to wake you.
After a few minutes of admiring the scene before him, he put his luggage away and made his way into the kitchen. He knew you'd both have to have breakfast eventually so he decided to cook some pancakes. He busied himself in the kitchen, stirring pancake batter, and humming a tune while trying to make the least mess possible. Right as he was about to put the batter on the pan, your cell phone rang. Tom wiped his hands and made his way into the living room. He looked at your phone. It was buzzing with the text "Work" flashing across the screen. Tom didn't want the ringing to wake you so he picked it up.Â
"Hello?" Tom asked into the phone. The person on the other end must have not picked up on the fact that it wasn't your voice as he started "Hello (Y/N). This is Greg from scheduling. I was making the schedule for this week and saw that you have exceeded your maximum number of hours for the month. You've been working a lot lately and I know we've been calling you in a whole lot so take this as a well deserved reward. You've been busting your ass, kid and you have wayyyyy too many vacation days stacked up. Take the next two weeks to relax." Tom smiled into the phone, knowing this meant he had time to be with you. "Well" Tom started as he giggled "This isn't (Y/N) but I'll be sure to let her know." the voice on the other end sounded a bit startled as he replied "Oh- okay. Well, be sure she gets the message." "Will do." Tom said as he hung up the phone.Â
Tom looked at you and smiled. Two whole weeks, just you and him. His smile grew even wider when he received a text from Luke about a red carpet event he was invited to next week. He can finally take you. He can finally show the world the woman who puts a smile on his face every passing day. His shining star. He went back into the kitchen to make pancakes. He began humming a tune and tapping along.
You woke up to the smell of bacon. You rubbed your tired eyes and looked over to the kitchen to see a dancing apron clad Tom, humming along to a jazzy tune as he put the last of the pancakes on a serving dish. The sight made you giggle. Tom heard the noise and turned to look at you. "Good morning, darling." He said with a smile across his face, flour lightly dusting his features. You stood up from the couch and ran over to him, jumping in his arms. "You weren't supposed to be home for another five days." You said as you took in his light vanilla scent. He wrapped his arms tightly around you as he spun you around and kissed your head. "I decided to come home and surprise you, darling." he said as he put you back on the ground. You turned your attention to the table, taking in the pancakes, bacon and fruit salad Tom made. "Well, you certainly did surprise me." you giggled. Tom wrapped his arm around your waist "and there's one more surprise." he said as he turned to kiss you on the nose. You looked at him curiously as he continued "Your work called, it was Greg from scheduling" he said in a particularly American accent that made you giggle. "He said you have maxed out on your work hours and you, young lady, must take a mandatory vacation until the month is over." You nodded your head and went to speak before he cut you off in a particularly infomercial type fashion "but wait- there's more. Next week, I've been cordially invited to a red carpet event that has a plus one to it and I would love for you to come." His tone grew a little more serious as he took both your hands in his. "I've been waiting for an opportunity like this for the longest time now. I've dreamed about walking down the red carpet with you by my side." he said as he spun you around in a grand fashion
You tensed up at his words. Your worst fear was coming true. He felt you tense up. His smile began to fade and his grip on your hands began to relax. You tried to relax and force smile, trying to quickly think of an excuse. "That sounds wonderful, Tom but I had plans to go out with my friends next week." Tom raised his eyebrow "which friends." he asked "friends from work" you quickly shot back. "Can't you reschedule?" he asked without missing a beat. "It's too late to back out on them. Sorry." You answered back as you felt your clammy palms betray your mediocre lies. You slipped your hands away from his and walked back to the couch, busying yourself with folding the blanket you slept with. He looked at you strangely, feeling a bit hurt.
"What's really going on?" He asked. "I've been trying to get you to go to events with me ever since we started dating. I understand work is important but even the times you didn't have work you always seemed to have something come up. Can you please talk to me?" He asked. You looked over at him and saw frustration on his face complimented with watery eyes. You felt your heart sink at his words. You exhaled deeply and shrugged your shoulders. "I'm sorryâŠ" You mumbled under your breath as you took the blanket back to the bedroom, leaving him in the living room.
You closed the bedroom door behind you and inhaled deeply as you fought back tears. You heard the door open behind you. "(Y/N)" You heard him whisper. Without thinking you opened up your mouth and let the words flow "I'm not a red carpet girlfriend. I'm not pretty, my body looks awful, my face looks weird, my hair is always a mess⊠It's just- I donât know⊠I know the world will see me and if I can see these things then I know everyone else can and it'll give them a bigger reason to hate me. You know your fans already hate me, right? There's a hate blog out there for me. I'm just so frustrated that people can hate me without even knowing anything about me. I donât want to do it, Tom- I CAN'T do it. I'm not like you or any of your co-stars. I'm meant to be here⊠home⊠working⊠like a normal person. I'm not some sort of pretty supermodel who can face the world and have everyone like me⊠I'm inadequate" You weren't sure at what point in your speech you started crying but by now, your cheeks were stained with tears. You felt a tightness in your chest that you recognized as meager. It was the same feeling you had when you read the first article published about your relationship with Tom.Â
The only thing that could be heard was loud silence that hung in the air. You didn't dare face Tom. You kept your back toward him as you clutched the folded blanket to your chest. After a few moments, you felt arms wrap around your waist and a head, nuzzling into the crook of your neck. You felt your neck become damp⊠Tom must have been crying too. "You don't have to come if you're not comfortable but don't you DARE say you're inadequate ever again." You heard Tom's muffled, shaky voice say. He tighten his grip as he continued "I think you're the most beautiful girl in the world; that's why I want to show you off to the world so badly. I want everyone to see this beautiful angel of a girlfriend I somehow managed to trick into being mine."Â
The only thing that could be heard in the room were the sounds of sniffling coming from both you and Tom. "I'm sorry." You whispered. He shook his head. "Don't be sorry. I don't care about the red carpet anymore. I just want you to know that you're the most beautiful girl in the world, both inside and out. Everyone who hates you is just jealous because they know they will never be half the person you are." A weak smile graced your face. You put the blanket down and turned around in his arms, hugging him back. He picked his head up and looked into your watery eyes. "I love you so much." he whispered as he reached up to wipe a stray tear. "I love you too." You whispered back. "Listen, the red carpet isn't a big deal. It really isn't. If anything I wish I knew this earlier so I could help build up your self esteem or at least stop being such a bugger about it." You smiled and shook your head. "Don't worry about it. Maybe I'll give it a shot someday but I'm just not ready for it." Your voice trailed off. Tom pulled back a bit so he could wipe your tears away. "That's perfectly fine, lovely. Take all the time you need. Just don't give me any of that 'I'm not beautiful.' bs." You giggled as he mimicked you. "I don't sound like that." He continued on with the high girly voice "I don't sound like that." You pushed him away teasingly as you giggled "Stop, it." He continued with the voice "Stop, it." You retaliated by attacking his stomach with tickles. He toppled to the floor in a fit of laughter. When you've decided he's had enough tickling, you laid on the ground next to him. He rolled over to look at you. "I love you." He said gently as he wrapped his arms around you. You kissed his forehead. "I love you too."
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Act of God
Loki brought a finger to his lips, tapping them in thought. I know not if I have any better ideas, last one I had involved maiming the idiot we just left. Perhaps you should make the plans for now, would not want to injure myself.
âYourself? I thought you wanted to injure him.â Sophie laughed. âWe just finished injuring me. I told you I could do it.â
âI had meant injuring myself thinking but you do make a point.â He grinned then gently tugged her out behind him when the elevator doors opened to their floor. âWhat do you have in mind to keep us occupied for the evening?â
âI had plans at one point in my life. Then S.H.I.E.L.D. showed up and there you were.... and plans... have kind of been pointless since then.â She followed Loki down the hall, being pulled by the hand. âBut you sure are in a hurry.â
Loki stopped abruptly, turning to face Sophie with a furrowed brow. âSo you are saying my presence has ruined your plans? Interesting.â He dropped her hand to open the apartment door and stride in.
âYep. You sure did ruin my plans to maybe get a cat if I managed to avoid becoming homeless. You're a horrible person.â Sophie sighed and clicked her tongue for Toukka. âCome here, baby, lunch time for you!â
The green eyed god was already in the kitchen getting food for his weasel friend when what she said registered. He dropped the package of ground meat on the counter harder than necessary. âFinally admitting I am a horrible creature? Took you long enough. I am sure Toukka would love to be replaced with a feline, easier to care for after all; it won't attack guests after all.â He grabbed a plate out of the cupboard. Toukka, food.
Said weasel was on his way to Sophie when Loki called for him, he stopped in his tracks' whipping his little head back and forth between the two, confused on who to go to.
Sophie pointed at the kitchen and followed Toukka in. Loki's face seemed stormy as she picked up the ermine and kissed the top of its head, before setting him on the counter next to the plate. âWho pee'd in your Wheaties? You sure are cranky all of a sudden.â She asked Loki, folding her arms over her chest.
âNo one.â He unwrapped the meat then dropped a good sized chunk on the plate. âI'm fine, nothing is wrong. Just being my normal, horrible self.â
She moved closer to Loki and put her face in his. âLiar.â Â She shot. âYou were fine. Then we went to train and you've been snapping ever since.â
âThe reality of what is coming is truly sinking in, I am also training you to defend yourself as much as possible from certain death and you expect me to be rainbows and sunshine?â Loki snapped back. âPlease allow me to correct my horrible self.â He stroked down the weasels back once then plastered a fake smile on his face. âI am truly sorry darling, I did not mean to be such a boor. Please ignore me as I go beat myself within an inch of my life to correct my attitude.â He gave a half bow then turned to fill a bowl with water for the weasel.
Sophie let out another exasperated sigh. âReally? That's how this is going to be?â
âYou don't have to be sunshine, but come on... no one deserves this attitude.â Her finger caught under his chin and she caught his gleaming eyes with hers. âEven YOU.â
âSays the woman whose life plans I ruined.â Loki jerked his head away then glared at the counter top.
âThat was sarcasm, oh ye of the sliver tongue.â Sophie let her hand drift to his waist and gently poked him. âMaybe I DO have plans...â She grinned. âMaybe I have plans for what I'm going to do with you.â
âAnd what could those possibly be?â Teeth clenched while he kept glaring a hole through the island.
She leaned up and pressed her lips gently against Loki's ear. âDo you want me to tell you, or show you?â She whispered before tugging his earlobe with her teeth.
Loki's whole body twitched as his jaw relaxed in a small gasp, his mood doing a complete 180 from the glowering from a moment ago. âBoth.â
She bit his ear a bit harder, then firmly whispered, âOR.â
âTell me.â The now flustered god replied breathlessly, the barest hint of a moan tinting his words.
A small grin crossed Sophie's lips as she thought about just how easy this all was. She leaned in on his shoulder, her breath hot against his neck. âShort term?â She purred. âThere's a guy here and I just can't seem to keep my hands off of him, it's like I have touch him to believe he's real. But right now he's pouting so much, it makes me want to push him around until he comes to his senses. So I thought maybe I could bite on his ear a bit,â She nipped at his soft lobe and then just along his neck. âMaybe down here, just to see if I can get him to flinch. If he just stands there like a doll, I might treat him like one. When you play with dolls, the first thing you do is undress them, so you can change their clothes later. That's just my plan if he tries to be a tough guy.â
Sophie's white teeth scraped against Loki's pale throat again, âNow, if he gives in and smiles and gets over it, I might just give him a great big kiss and if it goes well ask him back to the bedroom. But I doubt if he will give in.â
Loki releases a loud sigh and squeezes his eyes closed. âComparing me to a doll, good way to ruin the mood, elskling. Maybe I should have gone with the show option.â He scoops up the now full Toukka to cradle him close then steps away from Sophie. âThis man is obviously an idiot; then again he never gives in that easily, nice try love.â
âObviously!â Sophie huffed and flopped face first on the counter.
âCareful, elskling. You don't want to break the counter.â He sat on a stool nearby, amused by her frustration.
âArrrg!â She growled and slapped at the marble in frustration. âWhy me?â
âBecause slamming someone elseâs face into marble is highly frowned upon?â An elegant black brow arched in her direction. Toukka hopped from his hold to bounce toward the miffed woman.
Sophie's head lifted to let her gape at him in disbelief, her fair hair falling over into her face. She wagged her finger at him slowly and gave him a broad grin. âYou! Right now, you just guaranteed that everything is going to turn out just fine. There is no way that I am not going to spend years figuring out the perfect way to get you back for acting like this.â
âYes and I fear that it would probably be on our wedding night; me all tied up so I cannot escape, you get me worked up to the point of madness then suddenly remember that you have a meeting or something of the sort to attend to.â Loki let out a dramatic sigh. âThen again there is always the afterlife. Wouldn't that be an adventure?â His head rested on his hand. âYou tormenting me for all eternity while also being tormented by the goddess of death herself? Such a thrilling concept.â Green eyes blinked rapidly as a sassy grin cracked his lips.
Sophie burst out laughing. âOh God, Loki Friggasson, I love you so much right now.â She unconsciously reached out and stroked Toukka, almost to bring him in on the joke.
Loki actually gave a real, broad smile at Sophie. âAnd I love you, elskling.â
âI knew I could do it.â She smiled back.
âDo what, love?â He tilted his head, curious.
âGive in and smile, dear.â She stood upright and approached Loki.
Green eyes softened as she came closer, a fond smile replacing the broad grin. âThereâs my girl.â
Her soft lips covered his and her fingers rested lightly on his shoulders. âThis is the part where I invite you to the bedroom, unless you prefer the kitchen.â
âHmmm...â Loki pretended to think about it. âThe kitchen is one place we have not christened but I care not either way. One important thing must be answered first.â He withdrew enough to look her in the eye. âDo you wish to move under your own power or do I carry you?â
Sophie's arms wound around the back of Loki's neck, his dark hair brushing along her hands. She gave Loki a look wicked enough that it could have come from himself. âI want to fly.â
âWell in that case.â His look matched hers; Loki swooped in to capture her lips in a searing kiss, hands immediately going to the backs of her thighs and lifting. As soon as her legs wrapped around his waist, me moved quickly back to the bedroom to drop her on the bed.
She laughed as she bounced and quickly made her way up to her knees so that she could reach up and pull Loki down after her. âSee I have plans.â
âYou and your nefarious plans.â Wasting no time, he joined her on the bed, lips chasing after hers.
Sophie kissed him back playfully. Her tongue teased his, as it was hard to purse her lips around her smile. âI'm nefarious.. And I didn't even have to bite you!â
âI am certainly not opposed to biting.â His teasing grin moved down to her neck where he gave her a firm nip along her pulse.
She gasped at the feel of him on her neck. Her fingers slipped up under his shirt, searching out the soft skin of his waist and tickled just enough to feel him twitch.
Loki grunted when her fingers found a sensitive spot. âYou, young lady, had better stop.â
âOr what?â She poked him again and kissed his forehead. Her toes drug up along the back of his calves. âHmmmm?â
âOr I will tie you up and leave you here until I am good and ready to continue.â He growled into the skin under her ear.
That growl traveled right down Sophie's spine, and swam hotly between her legs before it shot right up into her chest, making her heart pound. Being playfully brave, she crawled her fingers up his sides one more time. âWhat will it take to get you ready? I won't hold my breath for good.â
âThought turning blue was my job?â A hot tongue traced along the column of her throat and bit her collarbone once her fingers caught his sides again. âYou should know by now it doesn't take much to get me ready but I may make an exception and tease ruthlessly by not touching you while I pleasure myself.â
A moan from deep inside leaked out of her and her tickling fingers clutched at Loki to pull him closer. âLike I said, I won't last waiting for good.â
Loki propped himself up enough to look down at Sophie. âI wonder...â
Her hands slid up further inside of his shirt along his chest as her legs wrapped around his and pulled them tight to her. âI wonder what?â
Hips rolled into hers before he backed away completely. âIf I can make you beg without touching you.â His lips attached to hers in a filthy kiss. Before she could react and latch onto him again, Loki stood up at the end of the bed and kicked off his boots. âTake your clothes off, elskling. Do not touch yourself, just the clothes.â His sharp gaze locked with hers, emerald fire smoldering within his eyes.
Sophie's mouth opened to say something, but she paused and closed it as she was almost hypnotized by his eyes. Her eyes widened slightly while she surprisingly nodded her head. She got up to her knees again and silently pulled her shirt off over head, her eyes didn't leave his as she reached back to unhook her bra.
Her nipples rose as she removed it, if it was from the cool air or Loki's hot stare, she didn't know. âWhat are you planning?â She whispered.
Lokiâs eyes raked hotly over the supine form of Sophie, taking in the vision she made. Like a feast waiting to be devoured. He stopped his perusal with his head tilted downward and looking into her eyes from under his lashes, a wicked grin spread across his face. âI plan on seeing how long it will take.â Deft fingers slid very slowly from his collar bone to his waistband before palming himself through his pants. âFor you to ask for this, explicitly. How much teasing you can withstand before the ache becomes too much and you beg for my touch and to be touched in return.â
His thumb hooked into the belt buckle of his pants as the other hand traveled up his chest and around the back of his neck then through his hair before bringing it forward and sliding his palm across his cheek and pausing his spread fingers in front of his mouth, his tongue flicking between them lewdly. âI want to take you apart, my darling, slowly and intimately.â Lokiâs voice dropped into a gravelly whisper while his fingers moved once more to the opening of his shirt and popped a single button, the absolutely wicked grin still pointed in her direction.
Sophie looked up at Loki with an amused smile, but serious eyes were watching his pale fingers. âAstin min, you want me to beg and be explicit?â She propped herself up against the pillows at the head of the bed, Â making herself comfortable and refusing to admit that his voice alone was already dangerously close to making her reach for him.
âYes love, be explicit. Tell me exactly what you need.â A single finger slid down to the next button, popping it open then continuing to the next one agonizingly slow, the pale skin beneath being revealed millimeter by millimeter.
She bit her lip and looked up at him with a slight blush. âYou're doing fine.â He was actually making her very aware of her own nudity and she laid her arms over her chest.
âDon't!â Loki's command came out more biting than he intended. âLet me see you; while I tease you I torture myself, seeing all of your delicious skin displayed before me like a feast... It is taking every molecule of self-control I possess not to pounce upon you and devour you until I am sated.â He licked his lips as his emerald orbs moved over Sophie like a caress. âWith you eternity would not be long enough to sate my appetite, my darling.â The final button came free, exposing his abdomen and chest. With a shrug, Loki dropped the shirt from his shoulders to pool in the crook of his arms.
   Sophie drew her arms back at Loki's bark and laid her hands flat against the bedding. Her eyes slid across his marble abdomen and up until they met his. After his correction, her tone was much more acquiescent than usual. âYes, Loki.â
She looked at him, really looked, almost critical or appraising. She was wordless for a moment while she thought, âHe is so handsome and beautiful at the same time. And for some reason, he loves ME.â
Sophie exhaled with a breathy sound and spoke gently. âYou are every inch a god and king. Let me see you?â
"Oh you will, elskling, you will indeed." The shirt finally slid down his arms the rest of the way; Loki threw it across the room with a flourish, eyes still locked with hers. Loki took a moment to study Sophie, admiring all of her soft curves.
Both of his hands slipped to his waistline, deft fingers undoing the belt slowly and popping the button. The tips of his fingers dipped teasingly out of sight past the opening of his pants then twirled within the fine hairs leading upwards toward his navel, further up they traveled in a light caress until he came to his nipples. Loki teased the small buds while biting his lip, green eyes glazing over in lust as a moan built within his throat. âWhat do you want to see, my Sophie? Tell me what you need.â
A small sound escaped her and her tongue peeked out to wet her lips. âI need you to put your finger in your mouth, get it wet and do that again.â Sophie said in a throaty voice. âYour eyes were amazing when you did that.â
Ever so slowly; one of those fingers slid up the center of his chest, past the arch of his neck and slid between his bite swollen lips. His tongue swirled around the digit before sucking gently, keeping their eyes locked. Once thoroughly wet, Loki brought it back to his nipple. Instantly his pupils blew wider as a breathless gasp snuck past his lips.
 Sophie's pupils matched Loki's and her breathing grew a bit deeper. She smiled. Not looking away from Loki's eyes, she asked him, âDon't stop, but you really ARE keeping my initials right there on your chest, aren't you?â
Lokis free hand slid over the letters carved in his chest and smiled. âOf course, keeping a piece of you with me at all times. From then till the end and my body turns to dust.â Said hand then moved to the neglected nipple and pinched, causing a gasp to form.
Sophie bit her lip. Gah! His nipples were pink. Is this what he liked? It should have been her feeling the texture of his skin change beneath her fingers. Her heart was beating hard after his words. This shouldn't be turning her on so much. âYou're wonderful, astin min. You don't need a piece, you have all of me. Now let me see what you like. Your pants?â
With a lusty grin, Loki slid his thumbs down either side of his navel and the dark hair pointing down toward the growing bulge in his pants. Thumbs met at the small opening of his waistband then slipped past it, hooking along the edges and tugging down slightly before pausing. âDo you want them off or just down, love?â
âOff, please.â She whispered. Sophie eyelids were hooded as she watched him. She was sure she had noticed his hands and fingers before, but right now they were the most amazingly powerful and graceful things she had ever seen. Did they look like that when they touched her, like they were dancing?
Her breasts shivered as she took in a stuttering breath. âYou can take your time.â
Loki grinned at Sophie, loving the effect he was having on her. Slowly his hands slid down the sides of his thighs, then around to the back. He turned around so she could see him cup his own bottom then slide back up and into his pants, shimmying ever so slowly off his sculpted butt while he threw a naughty smile over his shoulder.
Sophie sunk white teeth into her full lip. Her fingers curled gently around the blanket under her and her eyes fluttered. âI know you know what your best assets are. I think I want to bite that asset.â
He turned back around, pants still clinging to his upper thighs and covering the hardest part of him. âYou want it? You have to beg, darling.â A hand slipped down past the small area still covering his member and squeezed, drawing a stifled groan from him. âYou can see what your mere gaze does to me, my love.â His hand wrapped around his shaft. âAnd I can see the evidence of what I do to you clinging to the apex of your thighs; oh how I want to bury my tongue within those folds and suckle the sweetness from within, but I won't, not until you beg me for relief.â
A breathy moan escaped Loki while he gave himself a few short strokes to his length.
Sophie moaned along with him when his hand moved along the fabric covered bulge. Her thighs closed and rubbed together, half in response to his comment and half because she was starting to crave the friction. âLoki. Please? All the way off? Let me see you like you see me. Let me see your cock, let me see you touching it.â
With a shifting of his hips, the pants fell to puddle around his ankles. Loki stepped out of them, his fist still wrapped around his turgid length. âOpen your legs for me, darling. Let me see you.â
She whined as she reluctantly spread her knees apart. The air was cool against her. She wanted the warmth and touch of the hand that was wrapped around his member. Sophie could almost feel his fingers pressing inside her. When she spoke her voice cracked a little. âYour turn, please, my king. Touch yourself like you want me to.â
âOh love.â Loki moaned with another short stroke. âI can feel your eyes caressing me and it feels glorious.â Loki knelt on the end of the bed between her spread legs, scooting further up yet being sure to no parts of them touched. He could swear the temperature rose a few more degrees being this close to her center, it was maddening and thrilling at the same time.
As Loki knelt between her spread legs, the length of his strokes increased. Gliding smoothly along the shaft and over the engorged head before repeating the motions. Blazing green eyes locked with hers while he pleasured himself, loud moans filling the space. âElskling, you are a vision. I can feel the heat radiating from you, I want to feel it around my fingers.â His head tilted back with an especially load moan. âFeel you wrapped around my cock as I slide within you so slowly it drives us both to insanity, savor every heavenly inch of flesh on flesh.â
Sophie's breathing was now matching his strokes. Her stomach fluttered and each heart beat was sending electricity through her breasts and core. She wanted to look away from his eyes to watch his pale fingers brush over the darker head of his penis, but he had her caught like a snake with a bird.
Loki's moans were shivering along her spine even more so than his words. Eventually Sophie gave in and moaned herself as she ground her hips into the bed. She gazed up at his form, and watched him as he leaned above her. His ecstasy was so beautiful and frustrating it almost had a physical presence that she could feel. It turned the fluttering inside of her into a winding tightness. She could feel her own wetness now and her nipples ached to be touched.
âLo-ki, please?â Sophie's hand reached up and twitched, trying to touch herself and Loki at the same time.
Loki's eyes fluttered as he smiled at the sweet sound of her plea. âPlease what, darling?â His unused hand went behind him to support his weight as he leaned back, his head tilting up to the ceiling in pleasure while arching into his own fist. âTell me exactly what you want.â
âI need you to ... touch me. Please.â Her hand slid up on her hip, pushing her hips further into the mattress. Â âUnnnh god...â Sophie could feel herself clenching against nothing. âI want... unh.. I NEED you to touch me. To squeeze my breasts, your beautiful hand between my legs, fingers deep and thumb making me scream... please.â
She moaned and raised her swaying hips with every bit of lewdness he had been displaying. âI need you, my king.â
Loki straightened himself then leaned forward, supporting his weight on a single arm next to her head. Emerald orbs blazed into hers. âAs you wish, my queen.â The hand not supporting him touched her knee in a feather light caress, sliding up the inside of her thigh and grazing a finger up her core. His journey continued upward, dipping into her navel then higher still to circle first one nipple then the other. Never stopping, just grazing his fingers along her skin. Loki's fingers made it to her neck then further still to cup the side of her jaw, his thumb sliding along her bottom lip.
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Real Housewives Of Atlanta Season 11 Premiere Recap
Last nightâs season premiere of Real Housewives of Atlanta was all about Porsha Williams turning right instead of left and finding Prince Charming â aka The Hot Dog King Of Atlanta, and hopefully getting a big ol diamond ring out of it. HINT, MEGA-HINT, HINT.
As we alll know Porsha is dating Dennis, who owns several clubs in addition to The Original Hotdog Factory. âEverybody loves hot dogs!â Porsha cheers, âEspecially me!â And Dennisâs wienie in particular. Porsha met Dennis at one of his clubs, then went home with him. Porsha and Dennisâs one-night stand has now turned into ring shopping. He apparently told her he loved her the first night they met. âIt just feels natural and we just went with it,â she gushes.
Porsha drags Dennis to her jeweler â the same one who provided her rings to Kordell, because, âDifferent man, different right, right?!â And bigger girl, bigger diamonds too! Sheâs a grown up now, no more playing housewives with a man who acts like her father. Also, itâs not like the jeweler cursed their marriage â RHOA did.
After diamond browsing, Porsha swings by Swagg Boutique to check in on NeNe Leakes. And NeNe is not doing well. Gregg has been diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer â which I didnât know his cancer was so advanced! â and most of his colon was removed. NeNe is taking care of him, and trying to be strong, but in her car and at night she cries. Gregg is determined to fight â if only to have more time with his wife â so they host a revitalizing prayer circle of family and friends to boost his spirit and keep him strong.  NeNe gets Porsha for her spirit boosting! Gregg looks so ill and depleted, I am heartbroken for this family. And alas I just cannot make fun of NeNeâs confessional hat at a time like this. So she gets a pass, because of Gregg.
Porsha came to Swagg because she just had to see NeNeâs face to truly understand where she is. They speak on the phone regularly, but Porsha knows NeNe is hiding her true feelings and has decided to make it her sole mission (other than getting a ring) to make NeNe laugh to cheer her up. And Porsha, bless her heart, she is ride or die about shaking her booty for a friend in need.
Dennis is taking Porsha to Miami to celebrate her birthday and guess what â NeNe is also headed there for a comedy gig. NeNe somehow talks Porsha into trying on this tie-dyed two-piece number which looked like a Crayola box exploded on Porshaâs ass, or maybe like one of those Jackson Pollak paintings that sell for millions.
NeNe wants to see whatâs cooking with Porsha and her Swagg outfit. The answer is stir-fried crazy. Crazier than a tye-dyed spandex outfit.
Whatâs also cooking is that Porsha has a brilliant idea. Well, at least for her itâs brilliant. She â ahem, the producers â decide this is the perfect opportunity for Porsha to plan a girlâs trip to surprise NeNe in Miami to cheer her up. Yes, Iâm so sure Porsha came up with this all on her own. Just like Iâm so sure Porsha and NeNe just so happened to be traveling to Miami at the exact same timeâŠ
Next, letâs check in on Cynthia Bailey. Fifty Cynt turned out to be a bad year, but Fifty Cynt & Change is doing OK. Cynthia is now dating â and quite serious with â Mike Hill, a sportscaster who lives in LA, but visits Lake Bailey regularly to dive into its cool, swampy waters. Mike calls for some Skype-Sex and Cynthia is all prepared with a glass of wine swimming with frozen green grapes so it looks like sheâs drinking a witchâs brew filled with eyeballs. Then in the middle of Mike telling her how he likes to be in control, Noelle walks in unannounced. Noelle and Mike have met, and like each other â so much so that Mike and Cynthia almost continue their raunchy talk while sheâs sitting on the sofa taking a selfie. Classy!
For Kandi Burrrus her personal life is problematic while her professional one is hitting the highest notes ever. Starting with Xscape being honored with an aascap Golden Note Award. The award is all fine and good, but the really important matter for these Ol Girls of the 90âs music scene is what craft services will be serving backstage. Um, aascap isnât using OLG as their caterers? Aunt Bertha wonât be personally presiding over the koolaid kocktails while terrorizing the other esteemed attendees? Apparently not because it doesnât even appear that Mama Joyce attended.
Instead, Kandi brought her toddler and Riley, neither of whom want to be there. Kandi is shocked that Ace is cranky and crying â she doesnât even seem to realize what time he goes to bed. Probably because, as Riley points out, Kandi is constantly working and never home. Todd is essentially running âDaddy Daycare,â but while heâs at the bar getting a much needed drink after finally escaping the kids, Don Jaun Daycare had to take over while Kandi grimaced from the red carpet. Girl time to hire a NANNY.
We also need to take a moment to truly honor the star of that show: Kandiâs weave. It must have been supplied by Porshaâs Go Naked Hair!
Of course, while Kandi is missing school meetings she forgot were even scheduled (OK Iâve done that too) and being publicly called out by her teenager for ignoring home responsibilities, sheâs contemplating another baby because duh â she has two frozen embryos left which sheâs not sure what to do with. Yes â another stupid embryo storyline! Really Bravo⊠you have got to cook up some new recipes. Let Porsha get into that kitchen and open the oven and stuff a hotdog bun in there or something.
Eva Marcille had Michael Jr, and is now engaged to regular-old Michael. Basically, everything is great except that her wedding is in about 6 minutes but she has no wedding planner or anything else done. However, she does have professional family photographs with everyone wearing denim-on-denim like this is 1992. So priorities. After taking a couple photos with the kids, Eva quickly shoos them away, kicks off her Louboutins and turns this into The Eva Show to relaunch her modeling career. Does ANTM do a senior series? Wasnât LeeAnne Locken on something like that way back when?
Porsha comes home carrying a Chick-Fil-A cup the size of her head and announces that sheâs going to call all the girls to invite them to Miami on a mission trip to recharge NeNeâs batteries. Sheâs scared though because sheâs well aware that none of her s0-called friends even like her! She starts with Cynthia, who is too busy sucking on frozen grapes to be mean and having nothing to do, is an easy yes. Next Porsha downs a shot of Hennessy to give Kandi a call. Kandi was just telling us how much she loves to work, so she had no problem jetting off to Miami at a momentâs notice and ditching her kids (again) to fulfill her Bravo contractual obligations. Everyone else, obviously, can go because these trips are sooo authentic!
Porsha pats herself on the back for being brave enough to work the telephone and surprisingly everyone was nice. Even Kandi. Good things happen when you project your happiness to the world in the form of constant hair flips and high pitched shrieking giggles. Porsha in love is worse than five 8th grader girls.
Porsha prepared for Miami by packing all white, because sheâs having a very bridal moment â hopefully â and then adding a bring red wig to signify love. Also red is the color of ketchup â which pairs perfectly with hot dogs! I assume Porsha is no longer vegan? If Dennis doesnât propose in the next 5 minutes sheâs gonna explode like a hotdog cooked too long in the microwave! When he arrives to pick her up and fly her in a private plane, Porsha is literally bursting with glee and practically levitating at the thought of being proposed to during the trip. Did I mention that theyâve only been together five months?
Meanwhile, NeNe is calling Cynthia hourly to beg her to come to Miami where sheâll be doing her first comedy show since Greggâs diagnosis. Cynthia is the worst liar ever and stumbles over pretending she has to get off the phone for conference calls and phone sex and any other reason, oh my! Then sheâs so flustered she packs the wardrobe equivalent of Porshaâs personality.
Driving to their hotel, Porsha prattles on about how she has so much to do in Miami like wear WHITE. A LOT. And make NeNe feel better by showing off her GIANT ENGAGEMENT RING, but there are no plans to introduce Dennis to the girls. Porsha wants to protect him from them eating him alive. Dennis actually already knows Kandi⊠from around. No details given. Also, he used to frequent OLG Restaurant on the regular, being that he lives right across the street, but since meeting Porsha he hasnât partaken in their fried chicken. Hmmm⊠so do we think Dennis is a famewhore? Or something else? Porsha is choosing to remain unbothered by this revelation because she is much more focused on the fact that Dennis could be proposing this weekend. HINT HINT.
Dennis has the room all prepared with a private chef to make gourmet food, and WHITE (hint hint!) rose petals on the bed and we all know what white rose petals mean⊠THERE IS A RING HIDING IN PORSHAâS SALMON STEAK. Like a bad sitcom, Porsha runs into the bathroom to frantically call her sister, whispering about how she knows this is the night. Sheâs in there so long Dennis finally asks if everything is OK. Cause nothing says sexy like your man thinking you have explosive diarrhea!
Finally, Porsha sits down on the bed and Dennis whips out a giant jewelry box and ⊠TO BE CONTINUED.
Also, of course, Dennis knows Kandi. And of course, Kandi will know something nasty about him.
TELL US â DO YOU THINK DENNIS WILL PROPOSE? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF CYNTHIAâS MAN? ARE YOU EXCITED EVA HAS JOINED THE CAST FULL-TIME?
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