#he was still a bundle of paranoia and fraying phantom-nerves
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Most people assume that nothing much scares Edwin. He spent seven decades in hell. What, up here on earth, could possibly compare, after that? Turns out, quite a lot. In fact, Edwin scares incredibly easy. Spiders. The sound of a child's laughter. Old porcelain dolls. The dark. And then there's the myriad of creatures and vengeful spirits they face on cases. He is scared very often. He has simply become skilled at operating as usual, even in the depths of terror. Even when every non-existent nerve is screaming at him to hide. Even when his vision is going fuzzy at the edges, his ears ringing. Hell didn't make him less easily frightened, but it did give him the ability to carry on when he is.
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#i have lots of thoughts about him all the time#i think Charles is probably the only person who knows how easily frightened Edwin truly is#Edwin had mostly composed himself by the time he and Charles met#but upon leaving the school grounds he found that it was easily unraveled#he was still a bundle of paranoia and fraying phantom-nerves#but Charles never made him feel bad about it#always just say close by and talked and gave him the time and space to calm himself#and eventually it got easier
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