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Huddle Reunion
(Roleswap Au Edition)
I am once again writing a Dedede and Mama D reunion fic, this time within the context of @jojo-schmo's katfl roleswap au because I'm obsessed with it.
(warning: tagged for panic attack)
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She felt like she was forgetting something.
That just had to be in her head right? Frozha was positive that she had grabbed every single waddle dee from that horrible place... a lab, she believes it was referred to? Whatever the place was called, the poor darlings were being used to power something. She didn't know what however...
But now, she was returning the large group of tired and overstimulated waddle dees back to Waddle Dee Town. Looking down at the ground as she walked, the feeling that she had forgotten something important still tingling the back of her mind.
That's when the sound of several excited waddle dees caught Frozha's attention. Looking up, she had not only noticed that they had made it to town, but she could see multiple dees run up to the group behind her and greet their friends and family.
The sight had put a smile on her face, it had reminded her of her old family and how her chick would greet each parent whenever one of them had returned home.
But now that once little chick is grown, standing in the same town she had just stepped foot in, and has a family of his own. One that didn't involve her... but she didn't mind. She had no right to be bothered by it after all. She couldn't expect him to remember her when he was so young that he was practically still learning to speak when he went missing.
He didn't remember her, and it was for the best that she accepted that and let him move on with his life, and Frozha was fine with that!
But then she started noticing that some of the waddle dees were looking at her... Strangely... It was a mixture of shock and confusion on their faces.
Which she guessed made sense, she was pretty banged up from having to fight some Beast Pack critters, but she was fine if you ignored the fact that a few areas of her old back scars opened up a bit.
But then she noticed that not only were there awoofies and other members of the Beast Pack here, but they were also looking at her with the same expression. But Dedede, as well as his family, also wore the same expression on their faces.
Okay, CLEARLY there was something wrong with her appearance that she wasn't aware of.
Was her head bleeding more than she thought it was? It was starting to hurt like a boulder was thrown at her. So maybe that was it?
She moved her hand towards her forehead where she had been hit and wiped, and looked down at her hand. Okay... not as much blood as you would expect, but she was still bleeding pretty bad. She could figure that much out due to the still fresh crimson blood covering her blue feathered hand...
Blue...?
Blue...
BLUE!!!
Oh stars, she forgot to change her feathers back to white! They all see that she looks like him now! HE SEES THAT SHE LOOKS LIKE HIM NOW!!!
Frozha began to panic. This wasn't supposed to happen. She was supposed to just help the waddle dees and then be on her way back to the Frozen Lands. She wasn't supposed to be seen like this. Now he's gonna yell at her, maybe even scream. God knows that wouldn't be the first family member to do so.
But not him, PLEASE not from him! She won't be able to handle that! She can't hear him tell her what she's been telling herself all these years!
She can't hear him say that she's a bad- no-a horrible mother! Asking why she didn't look hard enough for him, why she didn't fight harder for him, WHY SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO HIM-
"H-hey!... You alright?"
Frozha looked up towards the voice (when did she drop to her knees?) and saw Dedede, her son, looking down at her. Not with anger like she was expecting, but with concern.
She released the breath she didn't realize she was holding as King Dedede stood in front of her.
The woman who had helped with saving all of his subjects, the woman who, for some reason, now looks exactly like him???
He wanted to ask her why she looked like him, but instead asked another question.
"Do you need help with your injuries? I can help you if you're alright with that." He says as he lowers his hand to her to help her to her feet.
Frozha stared at his hand for a moment before taking it and struggling to climb her feet, the adrenaline from the previous battle disappearing, hissing slightly as the pain starting to rise.
Dedede carefully supported the woman as they walked over to his designated bench to help her patch up her wounds.
*A few minutes later*
"Alright! That should do it for your head! Now for your back!" Dedede said as he set aside the bandages and admired his work.
It was... Okay... He might have wrapped her head a bit too much, as he mentally noted after seeing that it looked like the top of her head looked like the beginnings of a failed mummy cosplay.
But hey, to his credit he wasn't a medic. Sure he could've just gotten one to take care of her, but he figured he could kill two birds with one stone and help with her wounds and maybe get some answers with some small talk...
Which was strangely difficult to initiate.
"Sooo...Uuhhh..." Welp. It's either now or never.
He awkwardly asked the question. "How come you look like me all of the sudden? If you don't mind me asking."
Frozha stiffened. "W-Well... Um..." Her voice cracked a little as she stuttered out her words. Should she tell him? She really didn't want to deal with the impending denial of it all. But at the same time, he did deserve to know.
..... Welp... It's either now or never...
She sighed before speaking, releasing the tightness from her chest.
"Okay, before I tell you, I just want to say that I 100% do not blame you if you don't believe me." Dedede raised a brow.
"I....am your mother... I lost you many years ago... back when you were still a little chick, because I failed to protect you... I didn't say anything because I've seen that you now have a wonderful family of your own and I didn't want to interfere with that..."
Frozha paused, not looking up from the ground. She was terrified of the possible expression her son would have on his face.
She continued. "If, you want me to leave and never bother you or your family again, I'd completely understand and respect-"
She's suddenly wrapped in the tightest hug she's ever felt in her life.
Dedede had unexpectedly hugged her. Holding Frozha so tightly as if he was holding onto her for dear life. Not only that but it's sounded like... He was starting cry?
"I can't believe it... I have a mom... An absolutely amazing mom..." He wiped his face and hugged her tighter.
Frozha hissed. "Ouuuch... Agh..."
Oh. Right. Her back wounds. Woops...
"Sorry about that, I completely forgot about your back for a second. Can you move your shirt?" Dedede apologized and went back to cleaning and bandaging the wounds.
As he did that, Frozha told him how he and his father were ambushed and how his father fought to protect him, but in the end sadly lost his life. And how the ambushers lured Frozha to them just so they could attack her, and force her to watch as one of them dropped him down a ravine.
She told him how she searched for him in that ravine for almost one and a half years.
Frozha talked and Dedede listened as he finished caring for his mother.
When he was done double checking the bandages, all he wanted to do was to hug his mom.
And he did. She hugged him back, and asked him if he'd like to tell her more about his family.
And he did.
#kirby and the forgotten land#kirby series#kirby oc#Mama D#King Dedede#chibi attempts to write#mama d roleswap spinoff#my character(s)#other's au#t;w panic attack#hopefully I didn't miss any weird grammar or spelling mistakes while checking this#I always seem to forget something#the mama has trauma
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[MD EPISODE 8 SPOILERS]
Sorry Cyn...
(major spoilers under the cut)
Whoop de doo! Uzi's a hologram of her former self :D
Oops
#chocoart#murder drones spoilers#murder drones#md uzi doorman#md cyn#uzi: n would you love me if I was a worm#uzi: would you-#mama has trauma#poor N when he finds out#and everyone else#honestly I was disappointed with the finale *sigh*#it could have been better tbh
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can someone please write religious guilt curtis bros pleek…..
#or am i gonna have to do it myself bcccc#outsiders musical#the outsiders#outsiders broadway#especially darry#he exudes religious guilt/trauma#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#curtis brothers#sodapop curtis#no actually bc something about darry hating church as a kid and then hating god bc god took his parents away#and he has absolutely nowhere else to turn when ponyboy runs away so he prays for the first time in a decade#prays to god and to mama that they bring his brother home safe.#like.#tell me that wouldn’t eattttt
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actively exploring an au where aventurine’s sister survives and becomes a stoneheart through sheer spite and determination
#now where to kick kakavasha off to…. contemplating the family but also…. ???#hsr#thoughts#aventurine#aventurine’s sister#i call her sara 👍#i do aus for the sibling-isms. how do i get sara to so firmly reject mama fenge bc kakavasha ‘died’#only for her to realize years later that he has in fact been alive the whole time. and now she’s stuck w the ipc and can’t go w him#(going of the hc that aven’s sister was wittier and sharper than him.)#(also: aven ends up helping his sis scheme in this au. it doesn’t matter if they’re on opposite sides.)#(theyre all they ultimately have at the end of the day.)#(this all became a thing bc i was listening to monster from epic the musical at the same time i was experiencing shrimp emotions abt them)#(hear me out: sara deciding it doesn’t matter how evil this makes her. she’s self aware of what she’s doing and she doesn’t care.)#(as long as kakavasha survives she doesn’t care what happens to anyone else.)#<- sara lying to herself as a trauma response
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Modern au:
When baby manorian was under the age of two she wasn’t able to speak yet. however, she was able to communicate with her parents by making sounds and shaking her head to say no.
At that time, when Dorian asks her if he’s hungry he always rubs her stomach while getting her food. She picked up on it, and every time she gets hungry, she’d walk up to the nearest parent and rub her stomach while complaining in baby talk. They’d instantly know that she’s hungry and get her food because poor baby is in need of sustenance
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#Dorian is so proud of her really#she doesn’t let her lack of ability to speak stop her#she’s able to communicate just fine#and he especially loves seeing her with her mother#as uncertain in her ability to be a good mother Manon is actually doing a great job#their daughter loves her so much and she’s always with her#even when she’s playing she’d stopped and run to cuddle her mama before returning to her toys again#he’s always there watching the two of them interact#their daughter loves her mama and she loves being around her#it’s what he keeps telling Manon when she ever doubts herself#it took a long time but Manon finally settled that she isn’t fucking her daughter up#because whenever anything happens she’s the first person her daughter seeks to tell#no hint of fear or anything Manon grew up with#just a child fully trusting her mother and her mothers love#knowing that there is nothing to worry about and that her mama has got her back#honestly it was seeing these things when her daughter was older that made Manon finally realize she’s not harming her daughter and giving#her a ton of trauma
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Here you are dears, for all your hard work
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sylvia stares at the offer, knowing full well what this is. She stares at her friends as she continues to sweat, no one noticing her fear, they all are excitedly discussing about this, ofc not knowing a damn thing about this place—
everyone continues to be excited around her, discussing what they’ll do at the hotel. Sylvia closes her eyes in frustration and stares dead pan at the question “no”
at that moment everyone stares at Sylvia, usagi giving a worried but very very confused brow “sorry what-?”
sylvia gives them a cold stare “no, it’s a kind offer, but no…. We will not be going….”
everyone starts refuting her, but they become just noise as she walks away, still holding her cold stare. Usagi was the only one who watched, and she knows he has questions, but she can’t deal with them rn. Not with any of them.
she refuses to put them in any danger, and no where near that place.
even if it seems harmless
even if it’s a diff universe
she can’t go through that again
Thanks for the offer but uh…. She’s got other things to deal with (writing and art by @disgracedghostprincess)
@tmntaucompetition
#….. Sylvia has been thru some shit#No thanks to big mama no less#Big ope#Anyways uh ✨trauma✨#rottmnt au#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#rise of tmnt#rise tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt au competition#rottmnt oc#rottmnt employees#Sorry about that#thanks for the offer tho <3#emo ass#the employees rottmnt#the rotm employees#tmnt au competition#Okay fun fact Peony's mom went to the nexus and never came back the same#employees compete
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The long awaited Sequel to my TTCC post + a remake of the Chip one because I do not like how it looks
Flags used: Papa Caregiver - Mama Caregiver - Flip - Caregiver - Age Regressor - Age Dreamer - Vent Regressor - Trauma Regressor
#[ hank speaks ]#[ icon ]#[ regressor ]#[ caretaker ]#[ toontown ]#toontown#toontown corporate clash#Still not tagging them#fandom agere#agere icons#papa caregiver#mama caregiver#agere flip#agere caregiver#age regressor#age dreamer#vent regressor#trauma regressor#I'm not letting this blog become Toontown like how my main has#toontown agere
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This thread from the CPTSD subreddit about the overabdunance of cheap junk food, but little healthy food (and the weird poverty mindset leading to parents guarding food until it spoils and screaming at anyone who eats [too much] of it or acting like they were planning to eat it, but if you don't eat from it, it gets thrown out) is so illuminating.
#I already know my knee injury and calcium deficiency is related to mama screaming at me about drinking too much milk she was ~going to use#for cooking~ and now even when she has her own milk For Cooking#I've been too terrified to drink milk I've been conditioned off of it even though it satisfies my sweet tooth and I literally need it#my constant dizziness also got solved with calcium supplements#I wish I could just drink milk on its own guilt free again#I'm trying but my mind still acts like it's only safe to use a little milk with cereal or tea and it's otherwise off-limits maaaan...#I don't have this negative association with almond milk so drinking a whole 100 ml glass of it a day ;3;#maybe someday I can work up to the needed 2-3 glasses#food *#parental neglect#CPTSD#trauma#negative *#weight shaming#body shaming#weight *#so I got in this mindset that sweets are safe to snack on because she's too ED-afflicted to want them or notice they're gone#but the healthy food oh noooo#I buy fresh fruits every week or two so I never go without fruits ^^#that part is really nice
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Maybe one day, just ONE DAY I'll color this. Anyway, get a cute little Benetti confused in da corner with a completely screwed over moonscorched Benetti questioning his life like the cool boy he is.
#termina oc#oc art#my art#Benetti Mason#I'm sorry my boy but you have to suffer mama luvs you <3333#Blah blah blah he has trauma due to being always paranoid thats why there's so many eyes on his bulbus head.#Muah Muah *Pokes and turns into a cute little monster boyy#I love making my fictional children and giving them issues like the silly little child I am#Poor little Dutch man :(#fear and hunger termina
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I just had a rant (with myself) about the character of Mama Jones in 2003 and how she was reduced to "haha, she babies her son and is basically looking for a babysitter for him lol" and how much I HATED that! She lost her husband to a very violent attack (implied), Casey was involved in this (also implied but for the life of me I cant get the timeline straight), the store her husband had got burned. This woman should have heeps of trauma that she most likely buried deep because SHE HAD TO RAISE CASEY ON HER OWN (I guess its implied theres an uncle or auntie bc of cousin sid, but theres no mention of them so I can only imagined they fucked right off), and she got reduced to that?? Come on 2003 you can do better. I KNOW you can do better
(Extra info on the notes bc its mostly ranting and it wouldnt make sense on the main post)
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2003 casey jones#tmnt 2k3#i hope this reaches the right audience#sometimes you have to leech onto an incredibly background character and say 'I can do better than them'#if theres one thing about me is I WONT LET A WOMAN LET ALONE A MOTHER GET DISRESPECTED LIKE THAT#add to that the possibility that casey has a traumatic brain injury? her attitude makes way more sense#shes incredibly overprotective of her bc hes the last thing she has#i mean casey probably got his ass kicked to next tuesday that day too#great now I need Splinter to have an extensive talk with her about the fact her overprotectiveness is just hurting his son#bc hes not the child that lost a father and probably had to spend time in the hospital (and everything that comes with a brain injury)#hes an adult thats actually doing pretty good independently and she needs to see that and let go to start healing her own trauma#man im emotional over this woman Ive fabricated in my mind LMAO#i would say i might write this but that would require me knowing how to do that so 👍#oh man i make some pronouns mistakes in the tags lmao (he/him she/her casey and mama jones for the win i guess)
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Honestly I think I'd be just fucking fine if my mom at least liked me
#sunnie vents#been spiralling#got next to no fight left in me with all this stress#mama trauma#and today another small thing that i do not have the capacity to take care of or handle#but it has a deadline and if i want to keep my fucking cats i have to figure this bullshit out#which is fucking stupid because i already signed the release to go to my doctor about needing documentation of them being for my mental heal#th#trying to process and deal with remembering and realizing things having to do with my family#i really dont think my mom ever loved me#just the idea of me#because every time ive ever expressed something about myself to her#it became the butt of a joke#just like me#a joke
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Trying to balance Ava's canon unwillingness to talk about her trauma while also addressing the moments in s1 where she doesn't correct people's unfair assumptions about her is... a little difficult.
#warrior nun#this is about#dragon age au#but also just in general#I'm never going to get the moments where people belittle and berate ava for the things they assume about her life#and they never face consequences for it#i love these characters#i love mary and beatrice and mama s and the rest#but there were moments when a loving smack in the mouth would have been appropriate for all of them#and the fact that ava is so committed to never talking about her trauma has thus far not been addressed#leaving the fans to address it ourselves#ava silva
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Genie: you have three wishes
Me: I wish for brown mamas that favor their daughters the way they favor their sons the whole time, without the years of trauma and growth
Genie: ....
Genie: you have three wishes-
#the way im able to recognize trauma in the older women in my job bc ive seen it#ive seen the way they treat their daughters in the way they treated me#and while my mama has been doing much MUCH better-#let me press X to skip the trauma dialogue
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it's not that I didn't feel loved by mama as a kid OR that I don't feel loved by her now. it's that if I knew, as a kid, what I know now, I would not have felt loved then. which. dunno what to do with that feeling
#like I retroactively feel that the relationship has been repaired but it was never bad to start with#*I* severed it a bit in high school out of anger (would have done so more but had no power to lol)#all the parental relational trauma lit talks about childhood and adulthood but what about the teens who had great childhoods#& go on to have happy adulthoods#what about the teens having a shit time?? I feel crazy does anyone have a resource? my kingdom for a Resource?#I'm so afraid to start therapy again because what if I need my fear responses 🧍what about my lifesaving “overblown” fear responses#'work on not shutting down/lashing out/ruminating/fawning when-' I NEED TO! I NEED TO TO LIVE! AM I CRAZY???#not even alison bechdel can save me so I'm Fucked /j#my first instinct is always to talk to mama about it 🧍and what's worse is it helps 90% of the time❗absurd#in which thon speaks
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Sitting up. Thinking about people lightning coding Gale and Ren’s fear of lightning and thunderstorms in general
#save game; ooc.#//ren who has learned magic but is still just#//terrified of the Wizardly Weave#//bc of MAMA TRAUMA
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Hey, people with ocs and charatcer like em, I've got a world request;
Tell me a weird fact about them, in the same way you'd give a headcanon about a popular character
#ocs#original character#oc content#im tired and curious#it can be about anything#their trauma#their relationships and the cute/angsty habits there in#hell i wanna hear their tastes in music#ill go first i guess#while the dead dorks appear to be very picky with their music they're acctual musical listening is a hodge podge of all their tastes#cause walking with people for 4 years straight on a quest to properly doe gets boring without some tunes#Ambrose and Trace are both into grunge and punk (thought trace prefers folk punk and country over anything else)#Oli has loved disco since they were tiny snnd watched Mama Mia with their Grandma and Nona#Benji typically oscillates between the most stereotypically cortagecore fluff and symphonic metal#it catches everyone off guard everytime even after half a decade#Lucas is a sucker for Prog rock#its become almost an inside joke how much they can quote from music they've “never even heard”#character building
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