#the last 2 are mostly fucking around
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Got tagged by @supermanstoddlerleash for this
rules: create a 24 hour poll with the names of your wips, and for whichever wins, write one sentence for each vote it gets
Most of my WIPs are either abandoned or in long term storage, I usually only work on one at a time (until it's done) so you too could ruin me by making me take out an old fic and rework it into something I'm more happy with writing.
Too sleepy to tag someone else. Peace
#the first 3 are the ones that actually have ideas behind them#the last 2 are mostly fucking around#but the Gotham By Gaslight one was good. I'll definitely come back to it.#cowboy Clark in the big city. horticultural shows. careful queer slang. titan of industry vs salt of the earth#green carnations. gbg movie robins. underground boxing matches. victorian dandy Bruce.#flop academic Ted Kord probably.#tiny printing house Daily Planet. the rise of yellow journalism. SLEEVE GARTERS.#if I end up writing it it'll be 100k pages and take like 3 years. which is why I'm afraid to write it#I just can't make that sort of commitment!!!#not without a goddamn cowriter or something#either way I'd love to get more done on PENIS QUEST but I keep stalling cause I have to research the science for the mad science#AND cause I have to read that FUCKING Booster/Harley plot. someone save me
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Two doodles I made that don't have correlation however they do fit well
#you dont expect a dead body to come back to life and not be corroded right#at least the flowers grew well huh#art posting#undertale yellow#showdown style art#uty#uty clover#undertale yellow clover#undertale yellow spoilers#i made these both last night at 2 am sorry if they look weird </3#the first one was mostly just me fucking around
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Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things
Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol
#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some#eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs#past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims#but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know#but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects#which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!!#the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to#its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone#actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol#but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK#which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o)#my art#myart#ask#answered#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#liu er mihou#doodles#yapping
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TWO YEARS OF MINATO NUI!!! 💙
#lizzy speaks#minato arisato#this was the best 16 dollars i've ever spent he's given me immeasurable joy#it was a lot of fun to look through my photos from the past two years and choose what i wanted to post!#im mostly posting this for myself i wanna look at my 'best of minato nui year 2' but if u enjoy it! hell yeah#some of these were 'rejects' from last year's one (since it was a 10 img limit back then)#and some of these i forgot i took. i completely forgot i held minato with tongs and it TOOK ME THE FUCK OUT#i loove taking him to places he brightens my day so much :)#he's also been very helpful in getting me to go walking on a daily basis...#i have a photo album dedicated to taking one photo of minato nui a day in rainbow color order#and i can't wait to accumulate more pictures of him!! this is proof that i exist!!!#i love to take minato around the island. i hope i can take him to more places!!!! see you all next year!!
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man even in my own fucking community i feel isolated
#i see everyone around me transitioning and getting their hrt and doing all sorts of shit while i'm just fucking. stuck#every trans girl around my age is either a freshly cracked egg or 1-2+ years hrt and well into transition while living mostly freely#but im. neither. its nearly 3 years and i am still struggling with parts of transition. over a year and still no hrt. femme clothes? barely#it's the fucking problem of being In Between Things all over again. the middle is messy and impossible to climb out of#i dont know how much longer i will last
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the sinus headaches are already not great but Extra Shit has been added to the pile and im just sat on that right now trying to figure out what the fuck to do
#ive uh not processed it yet and it also wont really shake out for a little while now i guess but .. yeah#long story short my friends who ive been A Trio with since we were 11 might be done with each other#theres a LOT of additional factors but theyre splitting a house share so one can go live with a boyfriend#and in the process it sounds like theyve made a lot of selfish choices for some unknown reason#ngl theyve pissed me off a little bit for being so weird and reclusive since theyve had the boyfriend as well but only with us#its ... yeah i dont know what alls happened because i dont live with them#but i just cant fathom how they got to this point quibbling over the contents of their shared house of 5 years#over a boyfriend whos been around for 2 or 3 years ..... to ruin a friendship of 18 years ????#again i dont know the whole story but i trust what the friend whos still good at talking to us to not lie about them being screwed around#i just dont get it at all how to reconcile what ive been told with who ive known over half my life#theyve felt off .. or wrong for a while now tbh ... i miss them#i havent seen the other one since before may ...#the thought that mightve been the last time we all hang out is kind of killling me inside lol#and it was also pretty weird and stilted again because it was very boyfriend-centric#this always happens to me lol ive lost count of all my school friend groups who end up basically fighting over me after they fall out#its a MAJOR trauma point for me and i thought we kind of grew past that but i guess i was wrong#ive been catching myself with a weepy eye or a single sob all day#i dont know what to do i wanna know what the fuck happened and what was worth doing this for#i wanna confront everyone and ask for a fucking explanation as to why my single life solid bedrock is falling apart#i mostly wanna dig a hole and die in it ... im fine im safe but im bothered by like ...#what a total fool ill look like if i just melt down at work ... i might find the mental health first aiders list and write an email lol#im like not okay cksbdkssj fucking hell#i have some hope but its ... its hard out here#i need to go to bed fuck#id dont neeeeed thiiiiisss im gonna choke on life agaaaiiinnn#the battle to keep my shit together enough to at least not self-sabotage ??? its testing my patience#rory's ramblings
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it's nice that we're getting anything i guess, but, i'm gonna be what may come off as a little petty and whiny here; it'd be cool if either iteration of the gen 9 anime so far was actually about gen 9's characters instead of using them as cameos to promote original stories we have no investment in yet
it's like, i dunno, like the bait and switch with sonic appearing in wreck it ralph ads, except if wreck it ralph existing meant there would never be a sonic movie, and if you were invested in those characters and recognized they weren't generic platformer mascots, sucks for you, nobody cares
maybe they're just giving the DLC space to do its thing with them first (if they do anything at all...) but idk, i was cautiously optimistic about nemona in horizons, only for her to be a character of the day that the episode wasn't about, and pretty excited by "gen 9 prequel anime" only to find out it's going to be like, four short stories about OCs who have quick brushes with them. these are like the lacroix hint of what an anime about the game could've been like and you're left to imagine the rest yourself
i shouldn't be that surprised if the gen 8 anime reduced hero of galar hop to a character of the day with a level 5 wooloo in order to let the galaxy revolve around ash battling his brother because epic charizards, but man. what if it wasn't like that that now that ash is gone.
we haven't seen penny and team star at all because they're the hardest to talk about without bringing up the trauma of school bullying and the fear of being yourself at school when you're way too young to be dealing with all that drama responsibly. she's still learning to love and forgive herself and feel wanted.
arven's story is about, like, being a latchkey kid to a self-absorbed parent, being unsure how to feel about repairing the relationship or how seriously to take them saying they love him, and struggling to make friends due to misdirected resentment toward people he's jealous of for having apparently normal families and the stubborn self-reliance he was forced into. he's still trying to process things, find himself, and let people in.
nemona is supposed to have been a directionless lonely and depressed kid who hated being called gifted when everything was hard for her, until she met the player character and gained a peer who understood and appreciated she was a little different and she didn't have to mask her true self to have friends anymore. she's happy for now, but may still be under a little too much pressure to be perfect at the expense of her own personality, and probably won't deal well with being abandoned.
as much as they resonate with adults and are a little darker than usual pokemon fare, they're also smaller scale and realer. they are all stories that are explicitly about and meant to be relatable to kids going to school! y'know, your audience! you don't need to paint over them with 3-4 new characters and new stories every time like there was nothing there, or something shameful you need to sanitize and cover up! you can just use the game the way it is!
this got a little more heated than i intended, i just feel a little ridiculous waiting anxiously for loose scraps of a sign that this story isn't over and in the trash already and nemona's life-changing attachment to the player character isn't going to go totally ignored, as we are bombarded with what is supposed to be followup material that almost all seems eager to talk about literally anything else like they think the main story was a mistake they need to run away from
now, i'm not one to complain about original stories being told, but this was already a story that had room to grow. imagine a world where the gen 9 anime was actually about nemona, arven, penny, and the friend who brought them together. or what their lives were like before that friend came along. every episode. that would get me to watch the anime again and whatever movie came out for it. ask yourself why we don't have that, or even the traditional, like, 1-2 characters tagging along with the MCs per region thing that would leave us knowing them better than we know some irl friends
how was starting over with 100% original characters and new lore that might conflict hard with the upcoming DLC the safer bet? why is a 44 minute miniseries specifically for fans of the game making up OCs for them to get invested in and scrambling to tell their stories as quickly as possible before throwing them in the trash instead of being about the damn game?
sigh. i shouldn't get invested in a series that's about selling monster plushies just because it had one story that stuck with me
#paldean winds seems to mostly be making fun of the infodumping fat pokemon nerd character until he gets his own episode#y'know. the one that represents a lot of their viewers#while nemona is right there outside the window hyping up little kids about battles as usual because they don't hate her like her peers#honestly her overhearing the conversation and looking a little uncomfortable about it would've been a good touch#confirmation that the subtext i noticed is actually considered part of the canon and not a happy accident they'll never talk about again#something i have only gotten from pokemon masters so far#pokemon sv#pokemon#nemonaposting#pokemon scarvi#pokemon scarlet and violet#yada yada ten million other tags#'well at least there's the manga' the manga that inserted its own wacky main character that will probably also revolve around him#idk that one could still be good but it's also an AU and not the versions of the characters i'm invested in if that makes sense#i've been begging for pokemon to feel in touch with its audience forever and as soon as it is they treat it like a hot potato#i feel fucking obsessed because of how long this tease has been stretching on for no good reason#they could've just let us ACTUALLY hang out with the friend trio in vanilla postgame and shown them in the DLC a single time#and i could have had a normal social media presence for the past 3-6 months#instead of dreaming about a pokemon npc last night because of how little faith i have in her getting any justice outside of a fucking gacha#i am so sorry that this is who i am now except for the 2-3 of you who follow me specifically because i post these things#pennyposting#arvenposting
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kids sure like the devil these days (and i'm the devil with the black dress on)
#ok so this is the first time ive ever fucked around w capcut and mostly im just trying 2 get a feel for what tha fuck to do#but i am proud of this one a lil bit#its been a hot ass minute since i made any type of edit.... last time i was doing this was w my little pony footage on windows movie maker#my edits#julia hart#hob#aew#house of black#jack off jill#<- incase anyone has them filtered#aew fancam
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i just need you guys to know that american schools often don't teach about like. any of the USA's wars past wwii. almost all of the history classes i took centered on american history nearly exclusively and it always trailed off around mccarthyism. i need us to talk about that and never stop because every time i remember it i feel like im losing my mind
#im not kidding. I can't speak for every school in the country obviously but we literally never discussed vietnam or korea or the gulf war#and i took ap us history. like. they don't fucking talk about it#some caveats on my personal experience: 1) i moved around a lot so theres a chance i missed something by jumping around curriculums#but i was in the same system for the last 5 years of my schooling so that mostly applies to my elementary and middle school experience#2) my ap us history class was always running behind so it may be that we just never got to those wars#since we went through it chronologically
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Miss your monster art </3
hey im glad to hear someone likes and misses my fanart! monster is still one of my favorite pieces of media ever, but right now im just trying to focus on more silly self indulgent art to fight art block so im not planning to revisit it for now
#i can elaborate#so theres some rambles ahead#naoki urasawa is one of the guys ever and a big inspiration for me#but i had to take a break in consuming his works for now because it oftenly tackles themes of political injustice#like i started reading 20th century boys around January-February 2022#and i fucking loved it#but like the last chapter i read was about dictatorship#and then war started in late February. yeah#same why i cant contunie on reading master keaton#theres a lot of geopolitical issues discussed#like in monster post ww2 germany is brought up often and its not something im mentally prepared to consume#pluto anime came out and ive read it and i think its an incredible piece of work and to my shame i still haven't watched it pass 2 episodes#bc i still have this kind of...block?#a lot of thoughts idk just didnt want to flood the post so its just my rambles that mostly here as a wiggly train of thought#what i say its hits a nerve because i want to feel safe with my art#and i dont have this mental energy to double issues that i already see irl around me first-hand
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Why is it the thing that I actually feel accomplished about lately is that. I'm almost done with one neighborhood on my sims 4 save I'm making for myself. I've got one more family to finish for Willow Creek and then I can move onto the other worlds.
#kenz musings#this is for like#just a general save#so i can play around#basically; i dont like how they did the lore for returning families and also want to flesh out some of the families that debuted in 4#mostly like adding relationships and stuff#and taking out sims i dont use like ever and arent attached to#and putting in sims from the last 2 games but in my own timeline#yknow how sims 4 is supposed to be an alternate timeline? yeah they set that up in sims 3 and proceeded to make it make no fucking sense#bc mortimer bella and malcolm were all the same age in 3#so when you set it up why not follow it#so i fixed that#and ive come up with headcanons#like how nancy and geoffrey and malcolm are related to all the other malcolm landgraabs#and why kaylynn langerak is the same age as mortimer and bella in sims 3 but a lot younger than them in 2#my answer for this now is; kaylynn is a vampire turned by vlad on her first day of her new cleaning service#convoluted? probably. does it make it intriguing? yes#also im putting it at a little over 20 years give or take from 3#and have been trying to figure out ages mostly bc of the elders / older adults in 2 and 3#and 3s confusing fucking multiple worlds that weren't in the same time period#anyways#its my current like. focus. and achievement#maybe ill post screenshots from some of my storylines some day
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Kinda fucked up that baby oil can make your skin burn????? What the fuck.
#rambles#ichthyosis vulgaris#skin disorder#thought that fucker was supposed to moisten me not dry me out#it’s only burning on the back of my knees#the same place it usually burns when I’m drying up from being in water or if I’m wearing airy pants and moving around a lot#I wanted to try this again to see if it had any lasting effect#I’m about to take my bi-weekly 2 hour bath so like#I’ll wash it all off soon (mostly)#I wanna know if it’ll help with the winter this year somehow#since sweden gets really dry and cold winters#either that or super wet winters#neither of which is ideal#another fucked up thing is that water dries you out as well.
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#so its been 3 months exactly since me & my ex like... said farewell#very dramatically#i just found out he blocked me on tiktok. 2 months ago i would've been devastated but now i just feel kinda bummed out#like is this really how 4 years of best friendship & 1 year of dating fuckery ends? damn lol it wasn't even all that#but mostly i just think its extremely pathetic & childish and LOSERRRR BEHAVIORRRR . for a 100k tiktok acc#to block a 150 follower account that doesnt even follow him + doesnt interact#like ok you said you weren't in love with me?? yet you feel the need to block me 3 months after the fact#im minding my business unless he breaks first (which has been the case a few times)#its still hard to get over him but he's making it easier every day!#just yesterday i was on the train On my way! to a concert & i remembered the afternoon before my harry concert in june last night#the mutual interest if you will had been re-established like a week prior & i texted him if he wanted to hang out and he said yes (ofc)#and the tension.......... GOD I MISS THATHSFDJKFS#walking around decathlon flirting oh it was SO STUPIDDD. THE GIGGLES. personally i've never really experienced that on that level before bc#like it's the best friends to lovers thing its the fact that we both felt the energy shift very clearly and were leaning into it#but not actually doing anything about it yet#just making stupid jokes flirting giggling but acting like actually nothing is going on#when i damn well know that if any of my friends saw us that afternoon they would've side eyed us SOOOOO HAARDDDDD#not to wax poetic over the guy who fucked me over so many times but. the electric energy .....#i'm probably not going to feel That ever again#whatever! whatever#txt
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y'all my weekend was so rough that i have a tattoo appointment tomorrow and i'm not even excited 💀💀 AND my therapist was like "can we do a half session for Thursday? i don't feel right just waiting until next week to check on you" WAHHHHH 💀💀💀
(HOWEVER. it's my headfirst for halos tattoo FUCKING FINALLYYYYYYY so i'll be excited once i'm getting it)
#im very very lucky to have the therapist i have tho!! shes fuckinf fantastic and so kind#i r*lapsed over the weekend and i didn't even think about telling her. it just slipped out LOL#i mean i must feel super safe around her if i was honest abt this! ive hidden it from so many psych professionals before#as far as the tattoo#im sure im gonna be more excited tomorrow and after i get it!#im mostly not looking forward to A) having to FUCKING drive around for 15 minutes to find parking tomorrow#and B) the tattoo flu i'll probably get 🥲🥲🥲 last tattoo left me REELING and then i got 2 piercings right after 🤦🤦🤦#im just noe getting energy back LMAO#anywayyyyyyy i feel a lot better after therapy and a lowkey night in. i think ill be okay 💖#chatter
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So if you dump Anders right before the very end (after the chantry boom, before the big series of battles at the end) Varric still says everyone broke off from Hawke's side except Anders.
Just... thinking about Anders who got dumped by Hawke at the last second (which I feel like makes sense depending on your Hawke's personality? The whole last sequence of battles is so stressful and they don't have the time or emotional energy to sort out their feelings about everything that's currently happening let alone agree to a life on the run AGAIN even though that's bound to happen anyways) but who sticks by Hawke's side because he loves them and, well, they're not telling him to fuck off so... he just kind of lingers. Maybe once the adrenaline and the confusion and the Feelings are a bit more sorted out they sit next to him at the fire and lean their head on his shoulder and just one of the knots he's had in his chest since (and even before) the boom begins to loosen a bit. Maybe it isn't over after all.
#anders#dragon age#dragon age 2#handers#im mostly just noodling about in this idea bc its what im thinking for darien#he really fucking cracked at the last straw and was upset about the boom but couldnt kill anders but didnt know if he could stay#so he says no but upon mulling over what anders says when you do dump him...#well there are a lot of factors to consider but. hes gonna be a fugitive anyways so.#hes not gonna push anders away#and maybe given enough time they can rebuild and be... as okay as two traumatized fugitives can be#and the more darien thinks about it the more he understands why anders had to do it#and together they go around helping to free circles#darien hawke
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fuck this shit i'm NOT working this summer
#the initial plan was to work august september#but it turned out i'll be going to vienna at the beginning of september so i was planning to work for almost the whole august instead#so i messaged a buddy of mine who's been already working in a few shops#to ask which ones would be most eagar to hire me for a month#he didn't tell me and instead went 'lmao only for a month?' and it somehow pissed me off so much#i don't need money at the moment because i have a shit ton of savings so i was planning to work mostly so i wouldn't sit bored at home#but everyone around me seems to think that all people my age should definitely work for the whole summer#that at this age that's how ot should be because adults should work instead of staying at home for weeks#well fuck you all the same thing was going on when i said i wouldn't make a diving license ans that's why im already considered a#disappointment to society#i was grinding the schoolwork like crazy this year and ended up with maxed grades from the majority of the subject meaning i will most#definitely get a scholarship that is like 500-800zl a month for a year#which is FAR MORE than I'd make working in some clothes store for 2 months#i was working so hard at school i believe i deserve a break during holidays because guess what? IM TIRED#and a perspective of resigning from a trip with friends to tire myself more at work isn't amusing to me#'but your cousin didn't go on a vacation and is working this summer'#well during the schoolyear she and her girlfriend were making cosplays amd visiting places (good for them) so she's probably not as fed up#with everything and doesn't mind working because she doesn't feel that much of a need for a break#but i do and im so damn mad at everyone who tells me otherwise#fuck off i already worked my ass off for last 9 months to get that damn scholarship so these holidays im resting#next two semesters i'll tone down om schoolwork and getting 5s only and then work during summer but not this year#AGHH i hate it here
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