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No you guys don’t understand the chokehold this lion has on me 😭😭
I literally cannot get over how shapely he is…just an absolute blast to draw. Continuation of my previous drawings of him!
#they really mean it when they say you don’t get to choose your hyperfixation#the hyperfixation chooses YOU#in other words drawing Alex the lion just scratches all the right spots in my brain and I cannot stop 😭#someone help me#supposedly they were inspired by little golden books#i can totally feel that while drawing these#my art#fanart#roxi's art#madagascar fanart#madagascar movie#madagascar#alex the lion#Dreamworks#artists on tumblr#lions
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hyperfixated on sangihun when everyone else is on the 457 train

#no hate to 457 tho i love them#the hyperfixation chooses you#what awful timing#sangihun fans wya#sangihun#gihun x sangwoo#gihun x inho#457#squid game#squid game 2
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The Roma lads won again today which means they're going to the Europa League semifinals and also it's time for hugs. I'm sure he would rather have been on the field but at least Ndicka (in the knit hat in the right hand image, hugging his bff Aouar) got to watch his teammates win in person!
I swear I'll shut up about this eventually but probably not until mid-May, depending on how the semis go. I'll try to keep it to a dull roar if we go to the final again.
[ID: Three images from today's Europa League quarterfinal match. Top left, head coach Daniele de Rossi is hugged by team captain Lorenzo Pellegrini after the win; top right, Evan Ndicka, who collapsed on the field and had to be hospitalized for a collapsed lung on Sunday, celebrates with teammates Paulo Dybala, Tammy Abraham, Houssem Aouar, and Stephen El Shaarawy. Below, de Rossi hugs Paulo Dybala during the game.]
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it's so funny seeing someone catch a hyperfixation on something you're interested in but didn't get ya this time around.
like yeah man i see you're into my guy, i totally get it. im rooting for you.
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It’s called: Babygirl, ok?
#sometimes you hyperfixate on a fandom with vast characters and choose the capitalist gremlin and space soup as your favorite characters#sometimes it be like that#i‘m trash#my art#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek deep space 9#ds9#star trek ds9#ds9 fanart#Quark#odo#ds9 quark#ds9 odo#quodo#quark fanart#digital artist
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"please, I want to finish the last 30 min of the cloudward ho episode"
what if you taped all your prints to the new grid display you have and tried out the setup you designed
"nooooo" *blue tape in hand*
i really wish I was hyperfixated on making art, but unfortunately i am hyperfixated on perfecting my art vending display
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she sent me her location… bruh tf is this?




#i miss you tmr#if I could choose my hyperfixation it would always be the maze runner#js#the maze runner#tmr fandom#the maze runner series#tmr#thomas tmr#tmr meme#the maze runner books#the maze runner movies#memes#meme#maze runner#the maze#the maze runner memes
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˚₊‧꒰ა bittersweet ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
Sebastian x GN!reader, angst(?) and fluff
TW: none

You were tired. Oh, so tired.
Your fraile figure trembled from the unbearable freezing temperature. Your body ached with exhaustion and hunger. When was the last time you had a proper meal? Hours felt like days. You were numb. So much pain, yet you stood. How could you possibly continue with your state? You felt as if you were about to collapse from the pressure.
You wanted to go back. Stop your mission and head back to the surface. But could you risk that potential for freedom? To go back empty-handed and be tossed back in your cell? To risk more years of being falsely incarcerated? No, no you could not. You hadn't seen the light of day for years. It felt like forever since you've last saw your loved ones. You craved their affection, their gentle touch, their words sweet like honey. You missed them so terribly.
Going back was not an option.
Urbanshade made the objective very clear; retrieve the crystal. You weren't disclosed of any other information. You were going into this deadly mission practically blind. You were left to navigate through the destroyed labs and risk your life with dangerous creatures with the thirst of blood and malice. It always amazed yet terrified you of how capable every entity was.
Speaking of... what was that sound?
You heard the faint sounds of something— screaming? No, it didn't sound like screaming. But whatever it was, time ran shorter as the room shook, knocking drawers and other objects down to the ground. Glass shattered on the ground. You grew frantic of this new presence and rushed to the nearest locker. You crammed yourself inside and closed your eyes tightly, bracing yourself for an angler fish to swoop by.
But it wasn't an angler fish.
Instead, you were met with pounding against the locker doors. You shook with the locker and, fortunately, instinctively dug your bruised fingers into the opening slits of the locker. You opened your eyes to see an entirely new entity— all you could see were the many eyes that burned through your soul. You could feel your heart race as this new creature kept pounding on the locker, aching to reach you. Tears streamed down your face. Your grip loosened. You fought to keep up and keep the doors closed, but your exhaustion was catching up quicker.
As the doors were slammed against one final time, your fingers gave up and ceased proper functioning. You lost your grip. The locker shook once more and you closed your eyes. You prepared yourself to be met with nothing but cold, stinging death. You took what you thought was your last breath and murmured a goodbye.
But nothing happened.
Intrigued, you open your eyes and saw nothing. Was it already gone? You couldn't tell, but your heart pounded the longer you stayed inside. You quickly hopped out and took deep breaths to calm yourself. What was that thing? What did it want? Dumb question, it wanted you dead. Everything down here wanted you dead. But you tried not to think about that too much.
Once calmed down, you looked around your surroundings, noting the new hazards laid before you. You were so tired. You wanted to rest so badly. But rest was not an option here. You had researchers that needed your help, unfortunately. With a sigh, you forced your aching body through the doors and continued your path.
Foot after foot, breath after breath, you really were unsure if you'd make it out alive. You were deprived of food, sleep, and warmth. Not to mention that there were more ponds of water to swim through than anticipated. You were soaked. And, with the harsh coldness burning your exposed skin, you were left numb and pained. The urge to cry became strong but you were simply too weak to cry.
Come door 50, you were met with another dark room. Wonderful. Your flashlight was nearly out of juice and other light sources you had on you were dead. So much for savoring light. You decided to try to save the remaining battery power and venture through the darkness. Each footstep inside made you more paranoid of those squiddles. Those horrific faces that would burn into you if you dared to flash your light or come close.
Alas, as your paranoia was at an all-time high, you heard a voice call out to you.
"Hey friend, over here."
You shrieked and jumped from the sudden break of silence. Oh no, was tnis your demise? You couldn't tell anymore. But judging from whoever just spoke to you actually communicated with you through language instead of aggression, you were quick to get moving to find the source. Now was the good time to use the flashlight. You turned the light on and cautiously waved the light around. You found more desks, the usual. But a vent caught your eye. Maybe it came from there? You were uncertain, but it was better than being out here. With a mumble, you got down to your knees and crawled through the tight space.
The path wasn't long, and thank heavens that there was some decent lighting up ahead. You crawled and made your way into a decently big room. But that's not what caught your eye, obviously. As you stood up and began dusting yourself, your eyes met some... thing? Unimaginable. Your jaw dropped. This creature was huge, possibly 20 to 30 times bigger than you. You couldn't help but stare at his features; pale blue skin, his eyes glowing a soft cyan, his black hair that looked soft to the touch, his attire covering his upper body; you couldn't help but be both amazed and petrified.
"Welcome, new friend! Don't be afraid, I'm not going to hurt you. My name is Sebastian, your only friend." His voice was oddly warm and welcoming, but you knew to not underestimate him over some hospitality. You were very small compared to him.
Sebastian opened his mouth to continue but stopped himself almost immediately. You were confused for a moment, not aware that you were slowly slumping to the ground. You were trying to pay attention and had not realized your own body was giving up on you. And Sebastian was no idiot. He could easily tell you weren't well. And before you knew it, your knees buckled below you, causing you to slip and crash down on the floor. Consciousness slipped mere seconds after.
Sebastian stared down at you for a short moment. He was clearly dumbfounded, had he not expected this outcome. He could just leave you be on the cold surface. But instead, he slowly reached his hands out and carefully picked you up. You were so small, so fragile. So tired and numb. Sebastian frowned, knowing there wasn't much he could do. He felt your cold state and shivered.
"You're colder than ice," he murmured under his breath. In a way, he kind of felt bad. There were no blankets around, so Sebastian resorted to carefully holding you in his arms to keep you warm. He kept you close to him as his eyes examined your state. He simply sighed and shook his head. Why go this far for you? You might as well be someone ungrateful, right? His thoughts rushed through his head but yet kept you in his arms regardless. Eventually, he gave up and sighed.
"You owe me," he mumbled under his breath and covered you with his jacket before leaning himself against the wall. He couldn't believe he was doing this for you. So ungrateful.
Although, he hadn't had something to hold in a little while. So maybe this wasn't so bad after all.
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Written closely to lore, writer is tired.
#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#sebastian x reader#sebastian solace x reader#pressure x reader#sebastian x you#sebastian solace x you#its my hyperfixations and i get to choose who i get mentally attached to
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i want it on record Exactly how much i love this stupid little gay car to endure Lovingly drawing his stupid fucking dashboard over and over and over again. let alone the rest of the car, which is every artist's worst nightmare,
#knight rider#kitt#kr#everyone who leaves tags or comments like 'omg thank u for drawing the car nobody ever draws the car' makes me more powerful#which i actually need. because. it is hard 👍 give me strength#''wow how do you draw him so well'' A LOT OF SUFFERING AND AUTISM AND REFERENCES AaGH#this is proof i dont pick the hyperfixations because i would never Choose to draw a car over and over again#anywayyyy um. car snuggles? for pride month? soon? maybe?#stupid gay car <- said with ALL the LOVE and AFFECTION IN MY HEART i love him sm. and his weird gangling golden retriever bf#im procrastinating with this post
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these days i just want to lay down and rot into the earth and become a pretty flower
#this isn’t a cry for help i think. my brain is always morbid like this#if i got to choose i’d become a wax plant. i’ve been fascinated by them since like age 6#they had them running up the walls of my kindergarten. i think that started my hyperfixation for plants and flowers#did you know wax plants only have flowers after they get to age 7?#it’s really cool#that means i was able to keep my wax plant alive for more than 7 years#the small joys in life#magpie talks will they shut up?#personal#late night depressive thoughts#ask to tag
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Red Valley S4 E4 spoilers! :)
So hear me out.
Bryony didn't deserve it though.
Like yes, she went through exactly the same thing she put so many others through. Yes she fucked around and found out. Yes her fate is so so wonderfully poetic. But like. Nobody deserves that. That's the point.
When Aubrey first came to Red Valley, she interviewed a man who had killed 3 people. She decided that given his history and lack of remorse, she had no qualms about whatever happened to him as a result of the treatment. It was only watching that same man turn into a pile of human goo in her in her arms that she came to the conclusion that *no one* deserves that, no matter who they are. So many of her choices and actions that result from this realization center around trying to prevent suffering to others. Trying to change things so that people don't have to suffer, and then, when that doesn't work, offering people an escape from the suffering of the outside world.
It's very interesting to me that Aubrey is the person who now has absolutely no empathy for Bryony's suffering. That Bryony is the one person that Aubrey could leave to rot and not lose a wink of sleep over it.
Not judging her for it. Just interesting.
#I am absolutely THRILLED with this development by the way#I can't wait to see how everyone else reacts#And then analyze it for ever and ever#red valley podcast#red valley#red valley pod#bryony halbech#The more deranged she gets the more I love her#Love my murder wife#Medical malpractice wife#Gaslight hypersleep girlboss#Idk of this is a controversial take#Anyway I am endlessly appreciative of everyone who reads me talking about my hyperfixations#Aubrey Wood#Queen of the cryo terrorists#Aubrey “there will be loss of life” Wood#Aubrey “are you sure you want to Kontinue” Wood#Aubrey “get to choose how you die” Wood#I am obsessed with the women in this podcast#rv podcast#red valley season 4#red valley spoilers#RV s4 e4#Bryony fucking halbech
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as much as i dont like to be a constant negative voice here but man, it really is apparent that i have never actually and fully hated a piece of media before in the way i hate totk
i know know i talked about it alot but it feels almost weird to really have such a visceral hatred for something like this (and hopefully proof that i am not a guy that just hates everything or something, i dont love many things either (as in really really interested, thinking about it, writing things or drawing, possibly hyperfixation way, i do like things but thats more neutrally? idk how my brain works) but towards the vast majority of media and games i just feel neutral or a personal dislike for that just means im not gonna engage with it and nothing more)
and im now saying this bc i didnt expect that id react this strongly to seeing those weird new ... notes? or text stuff from totk (and even botw???) since the switch 2 released- maybe its a bit bc i was kinda surprised by it but boi i do NOT want to read anything of it, even if it gave me more stuff to be annoying about, its like scrolling past extremely smelly dog poo to me- and what may be the strangest thing is that .. that also goes for botw (which i used to love so so deeply)
i guess i myself missjudged just how much totk has really soured everything zelda for me, even if those notes say 'interesting' things i just .. cant take it seriously anymore, they were glued on afterwards, maybe its gonna try and fill any of the massive, continent wide gaps between the two games to try and artificially connect them after the fact, perhaps just some guys trying to think of what a character could say about a place with no real meaning to it, i dont know and i dont want to ................. everything feels insincere now, corporate.
(it feels like zelda too is turning from my beloved hyperfixation into something i dont want to engage with ever again, like its happend before, with other media, and i hated it happend, and now its happening again, i would lie if i said this isnt very distressing to me bc it is, even if it may look stupid, im feeling the best and happiest when i have something to latch onto like this, with this passion and care to work with the media- but it happens by chance, i dont control it, and losing it is really reminding me i am in fact very depressed with nothing to distract me anymore now. ... plus, this zelda hyperfixation felt like the longest running, most passionate, i ever had.)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#personal#“that isnt nromal” did i claim to be normal?#“that sounds childish/stupid” i DO NOT CHOOSE TO FEEL LIKE I AM#this is when i hate being autistic#(aside from meltdowns which i would not wish upon anyone- they also dont happen willingly btw)#you care with all the force in the world about something stupid- but it will make you crash and burn just as hard#this isnt an attack or rejection of anyone following me for zelda or who doesnt feel like i do about it all- obviously#hashtag my diary blog lmao#i guess if i still gonna do the rant video thing i should try and gather as much info about the stupid game#but i am so done with it- and yes i hate it even more BECAUSE it soured and killed my love for botw and the rest of the franchise#if im gonna do it i can only happen if i just ramble about the game itself#no enhanced extra editions- no extra spin off titles#(............as a sidenote- none of my previous hyperfixations where popular like this either- which makes it all so much harder to cope-#-with bc its everywhere and you feel even more singled out- the dumb idiot who cared like you shouldnt care about a stupid game-#-games are just for fun not to think- if you dont like it ignore it lol - no one thinks like you do of it so clearly you are the odd one-#-theres something off with you if you dont like soemthing everyone likes and then you act like your life depends on it haha ...........)#anyway ... shuttign up again
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I think you like pavitr.. Don't know tho, its just a theory after all.
Idk what has you thinking that.

Interesting theory tho 🤔

Curious to know why you think so
He's an ok character I guess

*looks at my icon for a split second* anyways-

Imma go draw (not Pavitr)

#why my brain do this#it just saw him that first time I watched it and went HIM#we coming up on three months now since the movie came out and I'm still fixated on atsv and this boy#Imma draw other stuff ... trust#but you dont choose your hyperfixation ... it chooses you#and momma I'm going to embrace it this time around#because I think ATSV is a decent piece of media to be a bit unhinged about 🤭#idk maybe cause it made feel something??#thats what my sister and I joke about when we'd say we'd seen it 7 times in the theater#it gave me a very much needed/wanted spark of inspo#drive and motivation#that Ive been lacking for almost two years now#so yeah#anon#asks
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so i've been thinking...............................
if i were to write a run the train one-shot................... the logistics of that are kind of hard to make it make sense but what about crime family ateez hiring escort!reader but they have very particular tastes and need someone who can keep up. but some wires get crossed with the agency since it's a last minute booking, and she misses the fact that it's a booking for eight people..... so when she gets there and finds out it's not just one rich mafia boss, it's eight...... .she almost leaves but they convince her to stay for the weekend and they'll triple whatever they're paying to the agency and give it to her in cash. the rest is smutty history..........................
#i've already started researching yakuza vs korean crime structures#and turns out its similar so i'm literally currently matching members up with yakuza positions#for what is probably just one big smut fest#but you know when i go research mode i'm cooking and hyperfixating#what if at the end they take a liking to her#anyways ateez pick me love me choose me#honeyhotteoks thoughts
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so uh y'all have probably noticed that I've been distancing myself from the Burger fandom and gone on to other things
...that's it, that's the post ✌️ thanks for the good times!
#pom ponders#fandom stuff#yeah the burger hyperfixation fizzled out in like...november#i was trying to chug along anyway but i was so burned out lol#and yes it's pretty obvious to see what the current hyperfixation is#look i don't get to choose these okay#i have to follow where the serotonin comes from#maybe it'll come back one day maybe not#either way i had fun and I'm grateful for all the support i recieved from the fandom#thanks for making baby steps and lwh happen 💜 I will always be proud of those two#and if you like soul eater i hope you stick around#if not i totally get it and i wish you the best
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My half of an art trade with the lovely @doppel-doodles! Mengtao in something rotten :D
#tam rambles#The prompt was basically to draw one of each other's OCs in the universe of one of our favorite fandoms!#The catch is the fandom must be a fandom the other isn't in haha.#Of course I choose my Shakespeare hyperfixation (Something Rotten)#I choose Mengtao because she's a cutie patootie and I love her!#Since in Something Rotten most of the characters are named after Shakespeare characters#I decided to give Mengtao the canon nickname of “Mariana” :D#Also have you noticed how inconsistent my painting style is??#But anyways yeah! Hope you enjoy Doppel :DD#Moots <3#My art#Something Rotten#Art trade#Lego Monkie Kid#Lmk oc#Not my oc
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