#the fear that gripped me

[sarcasticchaosbitch]

Ao3 is trending but everything seems okay....

[valeave]

Timebomb, my beloved

[autisticdoctorstrange]

if you can’t handle me at my old man you don’t deserve me at my yaoi

[kukopelli]

The Weight of an alchemist love fanart bc i like seeing them cry and a big Naturals ramus bc i like making myself cry

[eugenoid-draws]

Thinking about how little bodily autonomy Daan possessed his whole life

[ahfuck-why]

after one too many posts and fics, i have to say this.

the reason lan zhan likes the rabbits, is because they were given to him by wei ying. yes, the rabbits. the whole ass rabbit colony in the cloud recesses post 13 years is because of the og rabbits, that were given, gifted, to lan zhan by wei ying.

its the same as him keeping the flower he'd stolen from wei ying (along with his first kiss) for more than a decade and a half, preserved and well taken care of. its the same as him keeping jars of emperor's smile in the jingshi.

i fully belive that if wei ying had not given lan zhan those rabbits that lan zhan wouldn't have had that much of an interest in them. its all because of wei ying.

but wei ying, that dense motherfucker, barely remembers that he's the one who gave lan zhan rabbits in the first place and because lan zhan is absolutely obsessed in love with him he's held onto everything about those rabbits forever.

its wei ying who thinks lan zhan, ice prince second jade of lan lan wangji, mr tall handsome and stone cold, secretly likes bunnies. dense as a blackhole wei ying doesnt connect the dots that lan zhan likes those rabbits because he's in love with wei ying and wei ying is the one who gave them to him. - and the fandom takes this at face value.

please. i beg. stop making rabbits lan zhan's special interest or pets or favorite animal without wei ying's influence. this is like the harry potter fandom making chocolate remus lupin's favorite food and half his personality.

i get that the idea of someone like ice bitch supreme lan wangi liking soft cuddly small animals is very cute and attractive, i do. but its incorrect without acknowledging the why and the how he likes them, vis a vis the influence wei ying had in this regard.

[mipexch]

sketches from break

[tetzoro]

good morning and happy fridayayayayyyyy !!!! it’s pretty much the weekend and i’m supa excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! i hope everyone has a good day and you find something that makes ya smile ^_^ 🤍

aren’t they sweet ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) . . ෆ

[amaranthdahlia]

its ichinii/kudoichi day :> (1.2)

[cut below is more drawings of them i did for today bc im deranged]

(chapter 210 extras)

also kudoichi demon/angel au i did on twitter!! let me post the other drawings i did for it hehe

(images 1-3 r a year old btw, and image 4 was also a year old and discarded draft that i decided to salvage recently)

[dykedvonte]

I beg people in the MW to think very carefully when they talk about mental illness and physical disability cause it’s not as straight forward and easy to diagnose/depict as you think…

[artbymesa]

IT WAS GONNA BE QUICK DOODLES I TOLD MYSELF

You'll have to pry this head canon from my cold, dead fingers

I recorded this with my Tav, should anyone be interested(realized after she had different armor on whoops).

[odetojupiter]

there’s something so heartbreaking about andrew going to the roof to remind himself how to feel. because the only feeling he can voluntarily access is fear, and that’s something he finds comfort in. you could argue the comfort stems from the reminder that is capable of feeling despite what people say - and despite his genuine apathy to most things - but what if the comfort comes from the familiarity of the feeling? it’s common for people with trauma to find comfort in anxiety-inducing environments (which is why a lot of people with ptsd enjoy horror - it creates an environment where panic can be digested and compartmentalised) - so what if he’s invoking fear in himself because he experienced so much of it in his childhood, but now it’s something he’s in control of, it’s something he dictates when and when he can feel it by choosing when or when not to go to the roof. which is something he never had as a kid - control. maybe that’s why he seems more outwardly affected by flying (though it could be that flying is WAY higher than the roof, with more chance for error) - it takes the control back out of the feeling.

and then, of course, neil goes missing. and he feels that fear deep down to his core. and the feeling washes over him so completely and suddenly and uncontrollably that for a moment he’s 12 years old again wondering if someone’s going to be going to his room at night. but no, it’s not him at risk this time, he’s feeling fear for someone else. someone out of his sight, someone he can’t get his hands on. it’s something he can’t control, again. considering that, it’s not really surprising he puts his hands on kevin when he realises kevin knows something: he’s so desperate for a way to control the situation, control his fear, that it comes out as anger against kevin.

[heartofroses112]

rewatching Ahsoka episode 5 and still can’t get over those transitions like oh my god those are real

anyway i absolutely love this show

[a-cloud-for-dreams]

stop my Xantheia obsession is coming back i must...make an edit

[sukitaee]

my crush for ding yuxi has significantly expanded. felt like I've been crushing over him for years when in fact, I've only been watching his shows since like?? last december........ this is insane and ABNORMAL

[kirammanss]

i have the biggest fucking fear of storms and this shit in the UK is not helping rn i cant sleep and theres a leak in my kitchen and my door is on the verge of blowing open I CSNT DO THIS