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another shitty thing about being the eldest daughter who based her worth on academics and how useful she can be to others is that it physically hurts to ask for help even when we desperately need it. it's an internalized belief that we should we able to figure out everything on our own and it sucks
#eldest daughter#eldest sister#eldest#older sister#the eldest daughter#mommy issues#parent issues#academia#dark academic aesthetic#dark academism#academia aesthetic#art academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#chaotic academia
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quick doodle of my broppy fankiddo before bed
#broppy#branch trolls#poppy trolls#fankid#the eldest daughter#fanart#my art#doodle#sketch#still workshoping on her color pallet#trolls#dreamworks trolls
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#spilled ink#kinda depressing#words words words#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#depressing quotes#sad quotes#tw depressing thoughts#quote#sorry for being depressing#spilled thoughts#spilled feelings#sad thoughts#sad poem#sadgirl#toxic parents#parenting#the eldest#the eldest daughter#money#mom and dad#i hate my mom#i am a monster#i hate my mother
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#sadgirl#spilled feelings#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#sad poem#sad quotes#sad thoughts#depressing shit#depressing quotes#words words words#kinda depressing#quote#the eldest daughter#the eldest#childhood#child#i was 10#i was a child#childhood trauma#oldest daughter#oldest child#oldest sibling
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the eldest daughter
She's the elsest daughter
The big sister The protector
The helper The healer
The listener The fighter
Adult since she was born
Responsible since she's been four
Never alone, always lonely
Never trusts, always trustworthy
Strong body, Stronger mind
Clean hands, Cleaner heart
Tired face, tireder soul
Noone else fits her role
And once she loves
She loves with her all
She gives the love she doesn't have
Even for herself
She loves more than she was ever loved
She gives more than she was ever given
And the only thing she wishes
The only thing she wants
Is to be someone's first choice
If you can't love her as much
As she loves you
If you can't make her the priority
As she makes you
If you can't give her the attention
She gives to everyone
How do you dare
call yourself
Worthy of her love?
#⋆✴︎˚。⋆traumatised⋆✴︎˚。⋆#You cant love as much as she does you wont survive that much of love#poetry#the eldest daughter#original poem#heartbreak#poems on tumblr
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Being the big sister is just like...
part 10...maybe (idk i lost count)
As i mentioned before I'm the eldest daughter AND the big sister. And I'm failing this role. Not like test failing but like fucking failing. I mean failing at the level parents-their-kids-never-visit-again-after-moving-out failing.
#My older brother doesn't talk to me#My lil brother (11) doesn't want to do anything with me just give an ugly looks#My sister is fine w me but she is depressed and anxious and sleepdeprivated and doesn't want to talk about it to me#siblinghood#Fuck life#being the big sister is just like...#the eldest daughter#The big sister#Family life#Hated#Failed#Fucking failed my life meaning#big sis#The top 3 resons i hate myself#I think this should be an actual tag⬆️#Prbbly the top top reason. I don't think it ever disappear from that list
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a canon event for every oldest daughter is being told “you would be a good lawyer”
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some people are born with tragedy in their blood..
#poetry#depressing shit#eldest daughter#sad thoughts#dark aesthetic#aesthetic#gothic#liminal#grunge#horror#red and black
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#words#sad thoughts#childhood#inner child#ruined childhood#trauma#life qotes#life lessons#life#literature#young love#self love#eldest daughter#middle child#dark academia#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#lana del rey#ariana grande#bts#bts army#dark aesthetic#poetry#love quotes#bangtan#relationship#love#happiness#i hate this
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This feels so accurate
It sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay.
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the eldest daughter urge to have an abundance of knowledge and be the smartest person in the room and excel in multiple hobbies and still look sexy doing it all
#the eldest daughter#eldest sibling#eldest sister#eldest daughter#dark academic aesthetic#academia#academia aesthetic#dark academism#chaotic academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#desi academia#art academia#desi dark academia#desiblr
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#spilled ink#sad quotes#kinda depressing#quote#depressing shit#depressing quotes#tw depressing stuff#words words words#tw depressing thoughts#spilled thoughts#sad poem#sorry for being depressing#spilled feelings#sadgirl#sad thoughts#parenting#toxic parents#the eldest#the eldest daughter#oldest child#oldest sister#oldest sibling#trauma
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This sounds like ACOTAR
Eldest daughter struggles
#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#words words words#depressing quotes#depressing shit#sad quotes#spilled ink#kinda depressing#quote#sad thoughts#the eldest daughter#the eldest brother#the eldest#oldest sibling#oldest daughter#oldest child#acotar series#feyre acotar#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#illyrian#illyrian wings#Illyrian females
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I cast: curse of the eldest (can’t ask for help)
#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#dc#art#my art#digital art#fanart#dick has eldest daughter syndrome#cant ask for help or burden anyone but will always be there for everyone else#Jason sees right through him but he doesn’t know how to make someone feel comfortable with being open#ugh I have so many feels#I’m about to make dick and Damian art because me and my youngest siblings are closest and idk how to even talk to the others
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Being the big sister is just like. ...pt 13(idk and idc)
my 8yo brother just came into my room and asked me to play him a movie where was this big red man with an ice cream and weird sunglasses. The way i just know right away he means Lilo and Stitch.
How does he remember just this one character insted of 2 main and a lot of iconic side characters? I have no idea but i have to remember him too.
#Can you identify 3k of kids shows and movies based on the most random details from them?#Last time he asked for the movie where was annoying squirrel looking blond guy - it was Nimona#Shout out to this poor dude who didn't enjoy his icecream in the whole movie#being the big sister is just like...#lmaoo😭😭#Sometimes it takes good 15 minutes to figure out what movie he thinks based just on the most random shits from the background#Rough life of the third parent#Reason why i like and watch so many animated movies for kids#lil bro#the big sister#the eldest daughter
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getting married to the cold duke of the north but contrary to belief he's rather cuter than expected?!
#oc#my art#otome isekai bibiharu on my mind#bibi who is the eldest adoptive daughter of a fallen household who gets engaged to the haru the duke of the north for money#her family essentially jst dumps her in the north and make off w the money nd shes terrified but actually haru is very warm and nice and om#theyre in love !#wow#craziness
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