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#the crisis chronicles#oc#original character#doomed crisis#crisis#college crisis#i wonder how much i can put here without being banned#basically the black hair guy is francis and the white hair is vishnu#girl idk their transaction is tutor and hook up#francis = tutor vishnu = um yk#girl that part was supposed to be crack but now i like their universe too much#vishnu has vitiligo they’re hiding it in this pic#francis is my friends character#vishnu cognovi#francis gore
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TOMORROW!!
#xcx#xcxde#xenoblade chronicles x#xenoblade x#elma xenoblade#Irina xenoblade#lin lee koo#natasha (cross)#I am going insane!!#will the xenoblade x obsession will return??#how am i going to handle my fe dmlth obsession with this at the same time??#*mental crisis approaching*
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Alright, I’ll bite. Devil’s Minion in both the book and the show feels very connected to the AIDS crisis… but I’ve only ever acquired knowledge about that period through osmosis, so I’m curious if you have any thoughts/connections or information. 👀
I put out a call for people to ask me fandom-related queer history questions since I know a lot! I want to remind people this is open and that I welcome any fandom questions about queer history!
Ok this is going to get long because I have a lot of feelings on this topic especially. For those who just want some resources, further reading, and my sources, you can find those at the end. I'll pepper some links in, but I'll try to put the bulk of it there. But Daniel Molloy in the show especially is a man heavily impacted by the history of the AIDS crisis and I have a lot to say about that. I'm also assuming a knowledge of what HIV and AIDS are in the first place. You can do some quick reading here.
First, a note on the books since I mostly want to talk about the show. Queen of the Damned was published in 1988 when the AIDS crisis was in full swing. The peak of deaths was in 1993, but 1988 wasn't exactly early in it. The previous year saw the start of the AIDS memorial quilt, the founding of ACT UP (we'll talk about them later 💜), and Princess Diana publicly shaking the hand of an HIV positive patient. The shadow is cast over the culture, Anne Rice was not immune to the zeitgeist. Hell, she was living in the Castro district at the time and that is a notably queer area. (Her son Christopher talks about that briefly here.) I don't this the parallels are an accident. Armand is a man watching his lover slowly waste away while he can do nothing about it. Sure, it isn't AIDS, it's the alcohol and lack of care to his body. Sure, Armand could turn him. But despite their fun and their arguments being such a focus, that helplessness and fear permeates their relationship in the Devil's Minion chapter. Like so many gay men at the time, Daniel is wasting away. Armand is tormented by this. That is one of the most prominent faces of queer men at this time!
Daniel in the show has more going on in relation to the crisis.
I'll start by saying this in case it needs asserted, Daniel is a leftist journalist. And I don't mean in a casual liberal way. He's clearly passionate and involved and these things matter to him. He makes flippant and offensive comments in the interview sure, but I'm not saying he's perfect. His books give this away. He wrote about environmental issues in Under the Burning Sky, the prison industrial complex in The United States of Prison and Profit, and seemingly the surveillance state in Homelandia and likely in his book on Snowden. I'd also like to gesture to his work with "the barb". The Berkeley Barb was a leftist underground student paper. I'd recommend taking a look at their archives linked here and their website to get a grasp for what he was writing with at the time. (Warning, the archives are often NSFW). But in short the barb's attitude was largely anti-war, sex-positive, fuck the establishment kind of writing. He was already like this when he ran into Louis in '73. This will inform our view of him moving forward and will be our framework for understanding how he interfaced with the AIDS crisis.
I think it's important to note Daniel's proximity to AIDS too. I mean, subtextually, he had a brush with it when Louis nearly killed him in '73. Louis was a silent killer sweeping through the queer men of San Fran. Gay men were likely seeing lovers and friends disappear after going home with a stranger. Risky sex and drug use leading to a death going unacknowledged, one that's largely impacting gay men? I think the subtext of it is queer-- I mean clear. (Louis is not an all around metaphor for AIDS, but the ties between it and vampirism in the series seem clear, and in this instance the connection is there specifically for Louis, no one come for my ass).
Speaking of, the proximity is there in his behaviors too. He's a drug user who goes home with random men. (Casual sex was a big part of gay culture back then, see the hanky code and cruising for this.) Both of these actions put him at high risk of contracting HIV and put him among populations more likely to contract it. He was using heroin, and needle sharing is a huge risk factor in the spread of bloodborne illnesses, which can lead to the spread of HIV (which is why needle exchanges are so important.)
Finally for incidental proximity early on, Daniel was living in San Francisco. We know he frequented Polynesian Mary's at least, and possibly other gay bars. He also likely lived near or in the Haight-Ashbury neighborhood (given his memoir being called Hate and Ashbury). This area is very notably queer, historically. By 1990 HIV was the leading cause of death for young men in San Francisco at 61%. That's frighteningly high, and sure this was much later, but San Francisco was an epicenter.
AIDS was first identified in 1981 as a spread of Karposi Sarcoma and PCP (or "gay pneumonia" colloquially) in gay men in areas like New York, Los Angeles, and San Francisco. The first KS patient to go public (Bobbi Campbell) was in San Fran. He later wrote the first pamphlet on "safer sex". The first KS clinic was opened here, and later the first dedicated AIDS clinic (which Daniel seems to have written an article about according to his LinkedIn). By 1982 this epidemic was known as GRID, or Gay Related Immuno-Deficiency. (Interesting parallel that s1 notes Daniel as having an auto-immune disease, which Parkinson's is not primarily known as...). Daniel was covering these early years. His book A Shadow on the Skin was about this! It was a collection of articles he wrote on KS in the early years as he documented it becoming the AIDS crisis! He was routinely writing about the early epidemic. (s/o to @cbrownjc for this post where I found the blurb on the back of the book).
So, while living in San Francisco, this deeply politically involved young man was watching the early crisis unfold. He saw gay men dying slowly. Some gay men at the time described watching the AIDS crisis sweep through as watching their cities become ghost towns. This was something terrifying, something haunting, and something attributed largely to queer men. I mean, it was called GRID until 1982/1983. It wasn't until Ryan White, a 13 year old boy, contracted HIV from a blood transfusion in 1984 that people began seeing it as anything but just a gay disease. Even then, public perception didn't change quickly. It was so heavily associated with gay men, even, that getting national medical authorities to recognize women could contract it and treat it in women was a struggle.
All of this horror was occurring and the government ignored it. When they didn't ignore it? Ronald Reagan, then president, laughed at it. Hospitals were terrified of gay men, some refused to touch or treat AIDS patients. The FDA and CDC were slow to respond and to treat it.
In season one, Daniel is dismissive of his own queerness. He shrugs off his being in gay bars and hooking up with men, acts like it wasn't a big deal and it was just to score. I think this dismissive attitude likely stems from the AIDS crisis, at least in part. Lingering trauma from Louis' attack in '73 may play a role, after all, the body keeps the score. But I don't think we can overlook AIDS as a factor. The writers clearly didn't overlook it in his characterization, as exemplified above. I think they mean for this to impact who he is and how we view him! He watched some of the most terrifying years in recent queer history, of course he would downplay his queerness, of course he would marry two women even if he wasn't happy with them. (Not denying he may be bisexual, but he's certainly closeted.) And in the end, despite distance from his queerness, he still ended up having to waste away slowly from a disease with no cure, just uncomfortable treatments, much like men in the early AIDS crisis. (Early AIDS treatments were all trial based, you were lucky if you got in. You were lucky if you didn't end up in the control group. But the gamble was all you had, and those were the lucky ones. Even then it may not work, it was a trial for a reason. It wasn't until 1987 that AZT was approved to treat AIDS. It wasn't until the mid-90's, years later, that AIDS was considered survivable. I can't help but see his levadopa and how it only slows the inevitable as a parallel to this. A terrible reflection of earlier fears. Parkinson's has no cure. He'll deteriorate until he succumbs, even with medicine. He's lucky if it improves his quality of life, if it doesn't just make him more miserable. He'd be lucky to get a few more years.)
If Devil's Minion happened in the past, Armand watched his lover engage in high risk activities, while clearly aware of the risk given his coverage of AIDS. He watched Daniel writing a book worth of articles on KS and AIDS clinics. He knew how horrifying it was, he knew Daniel knew, and he watched his lover play with fire by using heroin anyway. And in the end? He still watched Daniel deteriorate slowly with medicine that only slowed it more.
If Devil's Minion is only coming and wasn't in the past at all? I think the impact of AIDS mostly falls to Daniel. After being turned he embraces life so fully. Yes, because he was dying before. But his style feels more queer once again. He doesn't have to fear any human diseases! He can fuck men! He can be gay! The shadow that hung over his youthful queer exploration, that interrupted it, is gone for him. And now he doesn't feel it's too late for him, I imagine. I mean, before he didn't have many peers, so many his age died. But now he's a vampire, he's outside of this. He can fuck young men, vampires, whatever. He's now outside of society whether he likes it or not, he's the "other", in for a penny in for a pound, right? And I think that's all going to impact who he is as a character going forward now too.
If there's interest in a Part 2 on the impact of AIDS activism in New York, since Daniel likely saw a lot of it up close, I'll gladly write it. I have opinions and info to share.
For now, stay safe everyone. I love you. And here's some further reading.
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A timeline of HIV and AIDS (1981-2024)
Only Your Calamity: The Beginnings of Activism by and for People With AIDS
HIV Infection as Leading Cause of Death Among Young Adults in US Cities and States (1993, about 1990)
On the impacts of the AIDS crisis on gay culture
The Queer significance of San Francisco
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AIDS Memorial Quilt
Princess Diana's AIDS Advocacy
About the Berkeley Barb
How Ryan White impacted the view of AIDS
Daniel Molloy's LinkedIn
Practicum Page
#interview with the vampire#the vampire chronicles#danmand#devils minion#armandaniel#daniel molloy#aids crisis#aids#queer history#anne rice#emil.txt
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My favourite fictional antagonists of all time.
#maruki#takuto maruki#persona 5 maruki#dr maruki#p5r maruki#louis#louis guiabern#louis metaphor#metaphor#metaphor refantazio#lao#lao huang#lao xenoblade#xc#xcx#xcxde#xeno#xenoblade#xenoblade x#xenoblade chronicles#xenoblade chronicles x#sephiroth#ff7#final fantasy vii#ff7 ever crisis#ffvii#ff7 remake#ff7 crisis core#ff7 rebirth#ff
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Call me Ty Blackthorn the way I've been missing Kit Herondale for longer than I met him.
#i had a little crisis just now realizing it's been. six fucking years. how im I suppose to cope with that.#yall i need a nap so badly it isn't fun#the wicked powers#ty blackthorn#cassandra clare#the shadowhuter chronicles#kit herondale#tsc shitpost
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day 12 drawing irina everyday
#i had an artstyle crisis and i still hate this style so#evillious chronicles#my art#irina clockworker
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hi tumblr first post. Do we like ryulock.

#ace attorney chronicles#ace attorney#ryulock#herlock sholmes#ryunosuke naruhodo#fanart#idk what im doing here yet lmao#my art is gonna be inconsistent I'm having an art style crisis#dgs fanart#dgs
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Thought: MR-SN/VR-LA consensual mind control
Idk that feels like there’s smth there, I have some thoughts, but no brain power to write them down
They exist tho
#vr-la rwd#mr-sn rwd#cw suggestive#smth smth VR-LA is anxious and overwork and second guesses himself#might be nice for him to not have to worry about anything cause everything is in the hands of someone he trusts#smth smth MR-SN might have a slight crisis over doing that but also he’s here to be a good captain#if that involved hijacking his pretty chronicler’s mind to calm him down then hey#what’s he gonna do#anyway uhhhh#yeah#um#yep
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#final fantasy#final fantasy tactics#final fantasy vii#dirge of cerberus#crisis core#final fantasy the spirits within#stranger of paradise#kingsglaive#vagrant story#final fantasy mystic quest#final fantasy crystal chronicles#final fantasy type 0#world of final fantasy#final fantasy tactics advance
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*At the end of a meeting with the centurions and students of the scalomancer*
Ty: Alexander! I wanted to thank you for your work as Consul, having a person like me in such an important position, promoting laws that include us and showing the rest of the shadowhunters what we are capable of... It's something I never thought possible before you.
Alec: It's a pleasure to serve the Clave as someone who is gay, we are just as capable of do a good job as
Ty: I was talking about the autism... But being gay is also cool
#The day that Alec discover that he is autistic and have his second existential crisis#shadowhunters#the shadowhunter chronicles#cassandra clare#cazadores de sombras#incorrect shadowhunters quotes#alec lightwood#alec lightwood bane#ty blacktorn#alec autism is so real#actually autistic#autism#we have the spider sense for detect out people
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#vishnu cognovi#vishnu#francis gore#francis#oc#original character#um#no context#backstory snippet#college!au#doomed crisis#crisis#idk why theres this random detail#its based off that one scene in wayne where he becomes a day labourer and almost ends up on the wrong job#but instead my character found family with those ppl#so like ok dad i ended up actually hooking up w someone so i didnt have to pay for tutoring#but#BUT HE ISNT THAT BAD#chill ok#the crisis chronicles#college crisis
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consider it an artist-to-artist
#as you can tell my marius design is going through a crisis rn but ya know.#xndead art#marius de romanus#the vampire chronicles#tvc
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Scenes from The Vampire Chronicles that genuinely made me laugh out loud: The Vampire Lestat edition. (spoilers)
Really loved Lestat waking up, wandering around a bit, then approaching a group of punks and casually saying "I'm a vampire" and they're just like "oh cool" followed by them finally asking his name and telling him he's in a book. Lestat standing under a street lamp reading the entirety of IWTV in one sitting was a perfect way to start this.
Lestat standing in the church after being chased through town by a hoard of vampires, meeting Armand who is essentially like “can you stop being an asshole? I’ve convinced these idiots that I know god and I’ve established rules and you’re fucking up my game by breaking them” and Lestat is like “…right” and then immediately starts screaming that Armand is in the church at the top of his lungs while Armand chases him around telling him to shut up. You can't write this shit.
When Lestat is in the crypts and Allesandra and Armand are trying to convince him to join them and she's basically like "You can't live with mortals, you'll eventually start to love them" and Lestat, so seriously, is like "Oh.. It takes you three hundred years to love something, you monsters? I loved them from the first night. Were you awful in your mortal lives as well?" like my god read them to filth.
#this is a masterpiece of a book#not exaggerating#i found this book right when i was in the deepest throws of my deconstruction journey and existential crisis#and my GOD i cannot tell you how much this book healed me#lestat going through the motions of recognizing his own mortality#then becoming immortal and being faced with the restrictions and overbearing weight of religion#tbh this entire series is an incredible read when you're going through a questioning phase#anne really nails every emotion and every argument that comes up#i adore this book#the vampire lestat#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire chronicles
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Monolith Soft shared a special video to celebrate their 25th anniversary!
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Their official website also contains a special message from Hirohide Sugiura and wallpapers of several of their titles over the 25 years.
#monolith soft#xenoblade#xenosaga#xenoblade chronicles#xenoblade chronicles 3#xenoblade chronicles 2#xenoblade x#Baten Kaitos#Disaster Day of Crisis#Project X Zone#soma bringer#Youtube
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Good luck on your j-pop career, babe!
#shu takumi#capcom#phoenix wright: ace attorney#dino crisis#professor layton vs phoenix wright#the great ace attorney chronicles#the eras tour#also before anyone asks#there is no mastermind logic of like oh this game is in it's 1989 era or whatever#they are just chronologically based#also he has done other games#so i did have to pick which ones i wanted to feature
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Batman by Sam Kieth (from 1997's The Batman Chronicles Gallery). Source
#Batman#Sam Kieth#cool comic art#comics#sam keith#dc comic books#1990s art#The Batman Chronicles Gallery#1990s comic books#90 comics#pin up#the caped crusader#the batman#bruce wayne#Gotham city#woah#cool#90s#90's#cool stuff#superhero#dc character#post crisis#art#the batman chronicles#DC Comics of the 1990s#so talented#really big cape#mutch better in N&B#the protector of gotham
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